(1946)
Character List | |
Titus Groan | The main character of the series, and heir to the Earldom of Gormenghast. He succeeds to the title of 77th Earl while still a child, but as he grows older, he develops ambivalent feelings toward his home. He is torn between pride in his lineage and the desire to escape from the castle and its traditions. Titus is born at the beginning of the first book of the series, the son of Sepulchrave and Gertrude, and is an infant throughout the whole of Titus Groan. He grows up and reaches young adulthood in the second book Gormenghast, which ends with him leaving Gormenghast after battling Steerpike in battle. In the third book Titus Alone Titus discovers a world outside of Gormenghast where the castle and its inhabitants are unknown. |
Lord Sepulchrave | The seventy-sixth Earl of Groan. He is a melancholy man who feels shackled by his duties as Earl, although he never questions them. His only escape is reading in his library. |
Countess Gertrude | Wife is Sepulchrave. Large and imposing, with dark red hair, she pays no attention to her family or to the rest of Gormenghast. Instead, she spends her time either in her bedroom or in walking selected areas, in the company of a legion of birds and her white cats that alone command her affections. However, once given the chance to use her intelligence she turns out to be one of the cleverest people in the castle, when (along with Flay and the doctor) she recognizes and investigates the worrying changes transpiring in Gormenghast. She demonstrates unexpected leadership qualities during the flooding of the castle and hunt for Steerpike. |
Lady Fuchsia Groan | 15-year-old daughter of Sepulchrave and Gertrude. Self-absorbed, childish and thoughtless, she is also impulsive, imaginative and at times fiercely affectionate. A dreamer and a romantic, who escapes the dull pace of life in Gormenghast by reading fantasy tales. She frequently disappears into her secret attic rooms to fantasize and sulk. She scrawls on walls with charcoal and makes such wild claims as "[W]hen I am Queen, I am going to burn down the castle!" |
Steerpike | A youthful outsider, beginning as a kitchen boy, who worms his way into the hierarchy of Gormenghast for his own personal gain. Ruthlessly murderous, with a Machiavellian, highly intelligent and methodical mind, and a talent for manipulation, he can appear charming and sometimes even noble. But due to his fundamentally evil nature, he has natural personal enmity with Titus. "His body gave the appearance of being malformed, but it would be difficult to say exactly what gave it this gibbous quality. Limb by limb it appeared that he was sound enough, but the sum of these several members accrued to an unexpectedly twisted total." |
Mr. Flay | Lord Sepulchrave's personal servant, who believes in strictly holding to the rules of Gormenghast. Nevertheless, he is not completely hard-hearted and cares a great deal for Titus and Fuchsia. He is eventually exiled from Gormenghast for throwing one of the Countess's cats at Steerpike. However, he secretly keeps an eye on the doings in the castle, and plays a crucial role in Steerpike's eventual unmasking as a traitor. |
Dr. Alfred Prunesquallor | The castle's resident physician. He is an eccentric individual with a high-pitched laugh and a grandiose wit which he uses on the castle's less intelligent inhabitants. Despite his acid tongue, he is an extremely kind and caring man who also is greatly fond of Fuchsia and Titus. Although he appears at first to be foppish and weak, the doctor later shows himself to be both intelligent and courageous, and he plays an important role in battling Steerpike. |
Abiatha Swelter | The fat, sadistic head chef of Gormenghast. His profound hatred for Flay leads him to attempt his murder. "Abiatha Swelter, who wades in a slug-like illness of fat through the humid ground mists of the Great Kitchen. From bowls as big as baths, there rises and drifts like a miasmic tide the all but palpable odor of the day's bellytimber. The arrogance of this fat head exudes itself like an evil sweat." |
Cora and Clarice Groan | Sepulchrave's identical twin sisters sequestered in the south wing of the castle. Both suffered from epileptic fits in their youth, as a result of which their left arms and legs are "rather starved". They have the same vague and vacant personalities, lacking intelligence to the point of mental impairment. Both crave political power and bitterly resent Gertrude, believing that she robbed them of their rightful place in the hierarchy of Gormenghast and of any involvement in its affairs. |
Nannie Slagg | An ancient dwarf who serves as the nurse for infant Titus and Fuchsia before him. She is somewhat unintelligent, deeply self-pitying and has an inferiority complex. Nevertheless she is kind and loving, and is the only figure who shows any real affection to the children when they are young. |
Irma Prunesquallor | Doctor Prunesquallor's sister. Though she is anything but pretty, she is considerably vain. She desperately desires to be admired and loved by men. She becomes romantically involved with Bellgrove. "Vain as a child, thin as a stork's leg, and, in her black glasses, blind as an owl in daylight. She misses her footing on the social ladder at least three times a week, only to start climbing again, wriggling her pelvis all the while, She clasps her dead, white hands beneath her chin in the high hope of hiding the flatness of her chest." |
Sourdust | The Master of Ritual when the series begins. He is the one who coordinates the various arcane rituals that make up daily life in Gormenghast. "His beard was knotted and the hairs that composed it were black and white. His face was very lined, as though it had been made of brown paper that had been crunched by some savage hand before being hastily smoothed out and spread over the tissues. His eyes were deep set and almost lost in the shadows cast by his fine brow, which for all its wrinkles, retained a sweeping breadth of bone." |
Barquentine | Follows his father into the role of Master of Ritual. He is lame in one leg, hideous, and unbelievably dirty. He is a consummate misanthrope who abuses and insults everybody he meets, and who cares only for the rigid application of the laws and traditions of Gormenghast. He makes the grievous error of allowing Steerpike to become his assistant. |
Bright Carvers | Also known as the Mud Dwellers or the Outer Dwellers, the Bright Carvers live directly outside the castle walls, crammed closely together in hovels of mud and straw. Their lives are hard and monotonous, and they live solely on jarl root (a kind of tree growing in Gormenghast forest), and crusts of bread lowered down from the castle walls each morning. Their sole obsession is the carving of beautiful wooden sculptures, brightly painted, which they present to the Groans on a particular day each year in June. Only three of these carvings are chosen by the Earl of Gormenghast to be kept and the rest are burnt. |
Keda | A woman from the Bright Carvers' village just outside the walls of Gormenghast. She is chosen to be Titus's wet nurse, but eventually leaves this position. She has two lovers, Braigon and Rantel, who fight a duel and both die for her, but not before one of them impregnates her. |
Rottcodd | The curator of the Hall of Bright Carvings and the first character introduced in the series. Rottcodd lives the life of a recluse in the castle, rarely speaking to anyone and, when not dusting the statues at exactly seven o'clock, is usually sleeping in his hammock by the windowside. |
Pentecost | Pentecost was one of the Outer Dwellers once, but worked himself up to become the head gardener of the palace. HIs artistic soul and his deep connection to the earth are a stark contrast with the Groans’ worship of their own nobility and the rituals that uphold their position as Lords of Gormenghast. Pentecost has the heart of a Bright Carver, and his connection to the earth is deep and spiritual. |
The Poet | Known only by his professional name, the Poet holds a relatively important function of ritual in the castle. He is described as having a wedge-shaped head and a voice "as strange and deep as a lugubrious ocean". He is said to be the only person who can hold Lord Sepulchrave's interest in conversation. |
Rantel and Braigon | Keda's lovers, whose rivalry eventually leads to their death in a nighttime duel. |
Springers, Spurter and Wrattle | Kitchen boys. Three of Swelter's helpers in the preparation of the Ceremonial Breakfast for Titus. |
Wrenpatch and Flycrake | Kitchen boys. Swelter relishes the prospect of punishing them for arguing with each other, violating Swelter's strict orders for silence. |
Grey Scrubbers | Hereditary cleaners of the Great Kitchen. |
Old Man | Hermit, only known as "Old Man". He cares for Keda as she recovers from the rigours of her travels in the wilds. |
Smelly Old Woman | The Ladies Clarice and Cora's only servant. Used by Steerpike as an example of just how low the status of the Ladies Clarice and Cora has fallen as he draws them into his power. |
Pellet | Servant in the Prunesquallors' household. He is replaced by Steerpike at the instigation of Irma Prunesquallor. |
Shrattle | Armourer. Holds the only key to Groan armoury. |
The Thing | The daughter of Keda, foster sister of Titus. Due to her illegitimacy, she is an outcast who becomes a feral child living in the wilderness surrounding Gormenghast. She is fierce and untameable, living only for herself, and takes her revenge on the Bright Carvers by mutilating their carvings. Believing that she is in every way the opposite of Gormenghast, Titus becomes infatuated with her. |
Master Chalk | An albino rook that is a particular favorite of Gertrude. |
The White Cats | Gertrude lives amid an enveloping sea of white cats, for whom she cares more than her own children. When Flay angrily hurls one at Steerpike, Gertrude bans the stalwart servant. |
The Hall of the Bright Carvings
The Great Kitchen
Swelter
The Stone Lanes
‘The Spy-Hole’
Fuchsia
‘Tallow and Birdseed’
A Gold Ring for Titus
Sepulchrave
Prunesquallor’s Knee-Cap
The Attic
The Frivolous Cake
‘Mrs Slagg By Moonlight’
Keda
‘First Blood’
‘Assemblage’
‘Titus is Christened’
Means of Escape
‘A Field of Flagstones’
‘Over the Roofscape’
‘Near and Far’
‘Dust and Ivy’
‘The Body by the Window’
‘Ullage of Sunflower’
Soap for Greasepaint
At the Prunesquallors
A Gift of the Gab
While the Old Nurse Dozes
Flay Brings a Message
The Library
In a Lime-Green Light
Reintroducing the Twins
‘The Fir-Cones’
Keda and Rantel
The Room of Roots
‘Inklings of Glory’
‘Preparations for Arson’
The Grotto
Knives in the Moon
‘The Sun Goes Down Again’
‘Meanwhile’
‘The Burning’
And Horses Took Them Home
Swelter Leaves His Card
The Un-Earthing of Barquentine
First Repercussions
Sourdust is Buried
The Twins are Restive
‘Half-Light’
A Roof of Reeds
‘Fever’
Farewell
Early One Morning
A Change of Colour
A Bloody Cheekbone
The Twins Again
The Dark Breakfast
The Reveries
The Reverie of Cora
Reverie of Alfred Prunesquallor
Reverie of Fuschia
Reverie of Irma Prunesquallor
The Reverie of Lady Clarice
Reverie of Gertrude the Countess of Gormenghast
Reverie of Nannie Slagg
Reverie of Sepulchrave, 76th Earl of Gormenghast
Here and There
Presage
In Preparation for Violence
Blood At Midnight
Gone
The Roses Were Stones
‘Barquentine and Steerpike’
By Gormenghast Lake
Countess Gertrude
The Apparition
The Earling
Mr Rottcodd Again
Dost thou love picking meat? Or woulds’t thou see
A man in the clouds, and have him speak to thee?
BUNYAN
THE HALL OF THE BRIGHT CARVINGS
Gormenghast, that is, the main massing of the original stone, taken by itself
would have displayed a certain ponderous architectural quality were it
possible
to have ignored the circumfusion of those mean dwellings that swarmed like an
epidemic around its outer walls. They sprawled over the sloping earth,
each
one halfway over its neighbour until, held back by the castle ramparts, the
innermost of thesehovels laid hold on the great walls, clamping themselves
thereto like limpets to a rock. These dwellings, by ancient law, were granted
this chill intimacy with the stronghold that loomed above them. Over their
ir-
regular roofs would fall throughout the seasons, the shadows of time-eaten
buttresses, of broken and lofty turrets, and, most enormous of all, the sha-
dow of the Tower of Flints. This tower, patched unevenly with black ivy,
arose
like a mutilated finger from among the fists of knuckled masonry and pointed
blasphemously at heaven. Atnight the owls made of it an echoing throat; by
day it stood voiceless and cast its long shadow.
Very little communication passed between the denizens of these outer quarters
and those who lived within the walls, save when,on the first June morning of
each year, the entire population of the clay dwellings had sanction to enter
the Grounds in order to display the wooden carvings on which they had been
work-
ing during the year. These carvings, blazoned in strange colour, were general-
ly of animals or figures and were treated in a highly stylized manner peculiar
to themselves. The competition among them to display the finest object of the
year was bitter and rabid. Their sole passion was directed, once their days of
love had guttered, on the production of this woodensculpture, and among the
muddle of huts at the foot of the outer wall, existed a score of creative
craftsmen whose position as leadingcarvers gave them pride of place among the
shadows.
At one point within the Outer Wall, a few feet from the earth, the great stones
of which the wall itself was constructed, juttedforward in the form of a massive
shelf stretching from east to west for about two hundred to three hundred feet.
These protruding stoneswere painted white, and it was upon this shelf that on
the first morning of June the carvings were ranged every year for judgement by
theEarl of Groan. Those works judged to be the most consummate, and there were
never more than three chosen, were subsequentlyrelegated to the Hall of the
Bright Carvings.
Standing immobile throughout the day, these vivid objects, with their fantastic
shadows on the wall behind them shifting and elongating hour by hour with
the
sun's rotation, exuded a kind of darkness for all their colour. The air between
them was turgid with contempt and jealousy. The craftsmen stood about like
beg-
gars, their families clustered in silent groups. They were uncouth and premature-
ly aged. All radiance gone.
The carvings that were left unselected were burned the same evening in the court-
yard below Lord Groan's western balcony, and it was customary for him to stand
there at the time of the burning and to bow his head silently as if in pain, and
then as a gong beat thrice from within, the three carvings to escape the flames
would be brought forth in the moonlight. They were stood upon the balustrade of
thebalcony in full view of the crowd below, and the Earl of Groan would call for
their authors to come forward. When they had stationed themselves immediately
be-
neath where he was standing, the Earl would throw down to them the traditional
scrolls of vellum, which, asthe writings upon them verified, permitted these men
to walk the battlements above their cantonment at the full moon of each alternate
month. On these particular nights, from a window in the southern wall of Gormen-
ghast, an observer might watch the minute moonlit figures whose skill had
won for
them this honour which they so coveted, moving to and fro along the battlements.
Saving this exception of the day of carvings, and the latitude permitted to the
most peerless, there was no other opportunity for those who lived within the walls
to know of these 'outer' folk, nor in fact were they of interest to the 'inner'
world, being submerged within the shadows of the great walls.
They were all-but forgotten people: the breed that was remembered with a start,
or with the unreality of a recrudescent dream.The day of carvings alone brought
them into the sunlight and reawakened the memory of former times. For as far back
as even Nettel,the octogenarian who lived in the tower above the rusting armoury,
could remember, the ceremony had been held. Innumerable carvings had smouldered
to ashes in obedience to the law, but the choicest were still housed in the Hall
of the Bright Carvings.
This hall which ran along the top storey of the north wing was presided over by
the curator, Rottcodd, who, as no one ever visited the room, slept during most of
his life in the hammock he had erected at the far end. For all his dozing, he had
never been known to relinquish the feather duster from his grasp; the duster with
which he would perform one of the only two regular tasks which appeared to be
necessary in that long and silent hall, namely to flick the dust from the Bright
Carvings.
As objects of beauty, these works held little interest to him and yet in spite of
himself he had become attached in a propinquital way to a few of the carvings. He
would be more than thorough when dusting the Emerald Horse. The black-and-olive
Head which faced it across the boards and the Piebald Shark were also his especial
care. Not that there were any on which the dust was allowed to settle.
Entering at seven o'clock, winter and summer, year in and year out, Rottcodd
would disengage himself of his jacket and draw over his head a long grey
overall
which descended shapelessly to his ankles. With his feather duster tucked beneath
his arm, it was his habit to peer sagaciously over his glasses down the length of
the hall. His skull was dark and small like a corroded musket bullet and his eyes
behind the gleaming of his glasses were the twin miniatures of his head. All three
were constantly on the move, as though to make up for the time they spent
asleep,
the head wobbling in a mechanical way from side to side when Mr Rottcodd walked,
and the eyes, as though taking their cue from the parent sphere to which
they were
attached, peering here, there, and everywhere at nothing in particular. Having
peered quickly over his glasses on entering and having repeated the performance
along the length of the north wing after envelopinghimself in his overall, it was
the custom of Rottcodd to relieve his left armpit of the feather duster, and with
that weapon raised, to advance towards the first of the carvings on his
right hand
side, without more ado. Being on the top floor of the north wing, this hall was not
in any real sense a hall at all, but was more in the nature of a loft. The only
window was at its far end, and opposite the door through which Rottcodd would enter
from the upper body of the building. It gave little light. The shutters were invar-
iably lowered. The Hall of the Bright Carvings was illumined night and day by seven
great candelabra suspended from the ceiling at intervals of nine feet. The candles
were never allowed to fail or even to gutter, Rottcodd himself seeing to their re-
plenishment before retiring at nine o'clock in the evening. There was a stock of
white candles in the small dark ante-room beyond the door of the hall, where also
were kept ready for use Rottcodd's overall, a huge visitors' book, white with dust,
and a step-ladder. There were no chairs or tables, nor indeed any furniture save
the hammock at the window end where Mr Rottcodd slept. The boarded floor was white
with dust which, so assiduously kept from the carvings, had no alternative resting
place and had collected deep and ash-like, accumulating especially in the four cor-
ners of the hall.
Having flicked at the first carving on his right, Rottcodd would move mechanically
down the long phalanx of colour standing a moment before each carving, his eyes run-
ning up and down it and all over it, and his head wobbling knowingly on his neck be-
fore he introduced his feather duster. Rottcodd was unmarried. An aloofness and even
a nervousness was apparent on first acquaintance and the ladies held a peculiar hor-
ror for him. His, then, was an ideal existence, living alone day and night in a long
loft. Yet occasionally, for one reason or another, a servant or a member
of the house-
hold would make an unexpected appearance and startle him with some question apper-
taining to ritual, and then the dust would settle once more in the hall and on the
soul of Mr Rottcodd.
What were his reveries as he lay in his hammock with his dark bullet head tucked in
the crook of his arm? What would he be dreaming of, hour after hour, year after year?
It is not easy to feel that any great thoughts haunted his mind nor--in
spite of
the sculpture whose bright files surged over the dust in narrowing perspective
like
the highway for an emperor--that Rottcodd made any attempt to avail himself
of his
isolation, but rather that he was enjoying the solitude for its Own Sake, with, at
the back of his mind, the dread of an intruder.
One humid afternoon a visitor did arrive to disturb Rottcodd as he lay deeply ham-
mocked, for his siesta was broken sharply by a rattling of the door handle
which was
apparently performed in lieu of the more popular practice of knocking at the panels.
The sound echoed down the long room and then settled into the fine dust on the board-
ed floor. The sunlight squeezed itself between the thin cracks of the window blind.
Even on a hot, stifling, unhealthy afternoon such as this, the blinds were down and
the candlelight filled the room with an incongruous radiance. At the sound of the
door handle being rattled Rottcodd sat up suddenly. The thin bands of moted light
edging their way through the shutters barred his dark head with the brilliance of
the outer world. As he lowered himself over the hammock, it wobbled on his shoul-
ders, and his eyes darted up and down the door returning again and again after
their rapid and precipitous journeys to the agitations of the door handle. Grip-
ping his feather duster in his right hand, Rottcodd began to advance down the
bright avenue, his feet giving rise at each step to little clouds of dust. When
he had at last reached the door the handle had ceased to vibrate. Lowering himself
suddenly to his knees he placed his right eye at the keyhole, and controlling the
oscillation of his head and the vagaries of his left eye (which was for ever try-
ing to dash up and down the vertical surface of the door), he was able by dint of
concentration to observe, within three inches of his keyholed eye, an eye
which
was not his, being not only a different colour to his own iron marble but being,
which is more convincing, on the other side of the door. This third eye which was
going through the same performance as the one belonging to Rottcodd, belonged to
Flay, the taciturn servant of Sepulchrave, Earl of Gormenghast. For Flay to be
four rooms horizontally or one floor vertically away from his lordship was a rare
enough thing in the castle. For him to be absent at all from his master's side
was abnormal, yet here apparently on this stifling summer afternoon was the eye
of Mr Flay at the outer keyhole of the Hall of the Bright Carvings, and presumably
the rest of Mr Flay was joined on behind it. On mutual recognition the eyes with-
drew simultaneously and the brass doorknob rattled again in the grip of the vis-
itor's hand. Rottcodd turned the key in the lock and the door opened slowly.
Mr Flay appeared to clutter up the doorway as he stood revealed, his arms folded,
surveying the smaller man before him in an expressionless way. It did not look
as though such a bony face as his could give normal utterance, but rather that
instead of sounds, something more brittle, more ancient, something dryer would
emerge, something perhaps more in the nature of a splinter or a fragment of
stone. Nevertheless, the harsh lips parted. "It's me," he said, and took a
step forward into the room, his knee joints cracking as he did so. His passage
across a room--in fact his passage through life--was accompanied by these
cracking sounds, one per step, which might be likened to the breaking of dry
twigs.
Rottcodd, seeing that it was indeed he, motioned him to advance by an irrita-
ble gesture of the hand and closed the door behind him.
Conversation was never one of Mr Flay's accomplishments and for some time he
gazed mirthlessly ahead of him, and then, after what seemed an eternity to Rott-
codd he raised a bony hand and scratched himself behind the ear. Then he made
his second remark, 'still here, eh?" he said, his voice forcing its
way out
of his face.
Rottcodd, feeling presumably that there was little need to answer such a ques-
tion, shrugged his shoulders and gave his eyes the run of the ceiling.
Mr Flay pulled himself together and continued: "I said still here, eh, Rott-
codd?" He stared bitterly at the carving of the Emerald Horse. "You're still
here, eh?"
"I'm invariably here," said Rottcodd, lowering his gleaming glasses and running
his eyes all over Mr Flay's visage. "Day in, day out, invariably. Very hot wea-
ther. Extremely stifling. Did you want anything?"
"Nothing," said Flay and he turned towards Rottcodd with something menacing in
his attitude. "I want nothing." He wiped the palms of his hands on his hips
where the dark cloth shone like silk.
Rottcodd flicked ash from his shoes with the feather duster and tilted his
bullet head. "Ah," he said in a non-committal way.
"You say “ah”," said Flay, turning his back on Rottcodd and beginning to
walk down the coloured avenue, "but I tell you, it is more than "ah".'
"Of course," said Rottcodd. "Much more, I dare say. But I fail to understand.
I am a Curator." At this he drew his body up to full height and stood on the
tips of his toes in the dust.
"A what?" said Flay, straggling above him for he had returned. "A curator?"
"That is so," said Rottcodd, shaking his head.
Flay made a hard noise in his throat. To Rottcodd it signified a complete
lack of understanding and it annoyed him that the man should invade his
province.
"Curator," said Flay, after a ghastly silence, "I will tell you something.
I know something. Eh?"
"Well?" said Rottcodd.
"I'll tell you," said Flay. "But first, what day is it? What month, and what
year is it? Answer me."
Rottcodd was puzzled at this question, but he was becoming a little intrigued.
It was so obvious that the bony man had something on his mind, and he replied,
"It is the eighth day of the eighth month, I am uncertain about the year. But
why?"
In a voice almost inaudible Flay repeated "The eighth day of the eighth
month".
His eyes were almost transparent as though in a country of ugly hills one were
to find among the harsh rocks two sky-reflecting lakes. "Come here," he said,
"come closer, Rottcodd, I will tell you. You don't understand Gormenghast,
what
happens in Gormenghast--the things that happen--no, no. Below you, that's
where it all is, under this north wing. What are these things up here? These
wooden things? No use now. Keep them, but no use now. Everything is moving.
The castle is moving. Today, first time for years he's alone, his Lordship.
Not in
my sight." Flay bit at his knuckle. "Bedchamber of Ladyship, that's where he is.
Lordship is beside himself: won't have me, won't let me in to see the New One.
The New One. He's come. He's downstairs. I haven't seen him." Flay
bit at the
corresponding knuckle on the other hand as though to balance the sensation.
"No one's been in. Of course not. I'll be next. The birds are lined along the
bedrail. Ravens, starlings, all the perishers, and the white rook. There's
a kestrel;
claws through the pillow. My lady feeds them with crusts. Grain and crusts.
Hardly seen her new-born. Heir to Gormenghast. Doesn't look at him. But
my
lord keeps staring. Seen him through the grating. Needs me. Won't let me in.
Are you listening?"
Mr Rottcodd certainly was listening. In the first place he had never heard Mr
Flay talk so much in his life before, and in the second place the news that a
son had been born at long last to the ancient and historic house of Groan was,
after all, an interesting tit-bit for a curator living alone on the upper stor-
ey of the desolate north wing. Here was something with which he could occupy
his mind for some time to come. It was true, as Mr Flay pointed out, that he,
Rottcodd, could not possibly feel the pulse of the castle as he lay in his
hammock, for in point of fact Rottcodd had not even suspected that an heir was
on its way. His meals came up in a miniature lift through darkness from
the
servants' quarters many floors below and he slept in the ante-room at night
and consequently he was completely cut off from the world and all its happen-
ings. Flay had brought him real news. All the same he disliked being disturbed
even when information of this magnitude was brought. What was passing through
the bullet-shaped head was a question concerning Mr Flay's entry. Why had Flay,
who never in the normal course of events would have raised an eyebrow to ac-
knowledge his presence--why had he now gone to the trouble of climbing
to a
part of the castle so foreign to him? And to force a conversation on a person-
ality as unexpansive as his own. He ran his eyes over Mr Flay in his own pecu-
liarly rapid way and surprised himself by saying suddenly, "To what may I at-
tribute your presence, Mr Flay?"
"What?" said Flay, "what's that?" He looked down on Rottcodd and his eyes be-
came glassy.
In truth Mr Flay had surprised himself. Why, indeed, he thought to himself,
had he troubled to tell Rottcodd the news which meant so much to him? Why Rot-
tcodd, of all people? He continued staring at the curator for some while, and
the more he stood and pondered the clearer it became to him that the question
he had been asked was, to say the very least, uncomfortably pertinent.
The little man in front of him had asked a simple and forthright question. It
had been rather a poser. He took a couple of shambling steps towards Mr Rott-
codd and then, forcing his hands into his trouser pockets, turned round very
slowly on one heel.
"Ah," he said at last, "I see what you mean, Rottcodd--I
see what you mean."
Rottcodd was longing to get back to his hammock and enjoy the luxury of being
quite alone again, but his eye travelled even more speedily towards the visi-
tor's face when he heard the remark. Mr Flay had said that he saw what Rott-
codd had meant. Had he really? Very interesting. What, by the way, had he
meant? What precisely was it that Mr Flay had seen? He flicked an imaginary
speck of dust from the gilded head of a dryad.
"You are interested in the birth below?" he inquired.
Flay stood for a while as though he had heard nothing, but after a few min-
utes it became obvious he was thunderstruck. "Interested!' he cried in a deep,
husky voice. "Interested! The child is a Groan. An authentic male Groan.
Challenge to Change! NoChange, Rottcodd. No Change!'
"Ah," said Rottcodd. "I see your point, Mr Flay. But his lordship was not
dying?"
"No," said Mr Flay, "he was not dying, but teeth lengthen!" and he strode
to the wooden shutters with long, slow heron-like paces, and the dust rose
behind him. When it had settled Rottcodd could see his angular parchment-
coloured head leaning itself against the lintel of the window.
Mr Flay could not feel entirely satisfied with his answer to Rottcodd's
question covering the reason for his appearance in the Hall of the Bright
Carvings. As he stood there by the window the question repeated itself to
him again and again. Why Rottcodd? Why on earth Rottcodd? And yet he knew
that directly he heard of the birth of the heir, when his dour nature had
been stirred so violently that he had found himself itching to communicate
his enthusiasm to another being--from that moment Rottcodd had leapt to
his mind. Never of a communicative or enthusiastic nature he had found it
difficult even under the emotional stress of the advent to inform Rottcodd
of the facts. And, as has been remarked, he had surprised even himself not
only for having unburdened himself at all, but for having done so in so
short a time.
He turned, and saw that the Curator was standing wearily by the Piebald
Shark, his small cropped round head moving to and fro like a bird's, and
his hands clasped before him with the feather duster between his fingers.
He could see that Rottcodd was politely waiting for him to go. Altogether
Mr Flay was in a peculiar state of mind. He was surprised at Mr Rottcodd
for being so unimpressed at the news, and he was surprised at himself for
having brought it. He took from his pocket a vast watch of silver and held
it horizontally on the flat of his palm. "Must go," he said awkwardly. "Do
you hear me, Rottcodd, I must go?"
"Good of you to call," said Rottcodd. "Will you sign your name in the vis-
itors' book as you go out?"
"No! Not a visitor." Flay brought his shoulders up to his ears. "Been with
lordship thirty-seven years. Sign a book," he added contemptuously, and he
spat into a far corner of the room.
"As you wish," said Mr Rottcodd. "It was to the section of the visitors'
book devoted to the staff that I was referring."
"No!' said Flay.
As he passed the curator on his way to the door he looked carefully at him
as he came abreast, and the question rankled. Why? The castle was filled
with the excitement of the nativity. All was alive with conjecture. There
was no control. Rumour swept through the stronghold. Everywhere, in passage,
archway, cloister, refectory, kitchen, dormitory, and hall it was the same.
Why had he chosen the unenthusiastic Rottcodd? And then, in a flash he real-
ized. He must have subconsciously known that the news would be new to no
one else; that Rottcodd was virgin soil for his message, Rottcodd the curator
who lived alone among the Bright Carvings was the only one on whom he could
vent the tidings without jeopardizing his sullen dignity, and to whom although
the knowledge would give rise to but little enthusiasm it would at least
be new.
Having solved the problem in his mind and having realized in a dullish way
that the conclusion was particularly mundane and uninspired, and that there
was no question of his soul calling along the corridors and up the stairs
to the soul of Rottcodd, Mr Flay in a thin straddling manner moved along
the passages of the north wing and down the curve of stone steps that led
to the stone quadrangle, feeling the while a curious disillusion, a sense
of having suffered a loss of dignity, and a feeling of being thankful that
his visit to Rottcodd had been unobserved and that Rottcodd himself was
well hidden from the world in the Hall of the Bright Carvings.
THE GREAT KITCHEN
As Flay passed through the servants' archway and descended the twelve steps
that led into the main corridor of the kitchen quarters, he became aware of
an acute transformation of mood. The solitude of Mr Rottcodd's sanctum, which
had been lingering in his mind, was violated. Here among the stone passages
were all the symptoms of ribald excitement. Mr Flay hunched his bony shoul-
ders and with his hands in his jacket pockets dragged them to the front so
that only the black cloth divided his clenched fists. The material was
stretched as though it would split at the small of his back. He stared mirth-
lessly to right and left and then advanced, his long spidery legs cracking as
he shouldered his way through a heaving group of menials. They were guffawing
to each other coarsely and one of them, evidently the wit, was contorting
his face, as pliable as putty, into shapes that appeared to be independent
of the skull, if indeed he had a skull beneath that elastic flesh. Mr Flay
pushed past.
The corridor was alive. Clusters of aproned figures mixed and disengaged.
Some were singing. Some were arguing and some were draped against the wall,
quite silent from exhaustion, their hands dangling from their wrists or
flapping stupidly to the beat of some kitchen catch-song. The clamour was
pitiless. Technically this was more the spirit which Flay liked to see,
or at all events thought to be more appropriate to the occasion. Rottcodd's
lack of enthusiasm had shocked him and here, at any rate, the traditional
observance of felicity at the birth of an heir to Gormenghast was being
observed. But it would have been impossible for him to show any signs of
enthusiasm himself when surrounded by it in others. As he moved along the
crowded corridor and passed in turn the dark passages that led to the
slaughter-house with its stench of fresh blood, the bakeries with their
sweet loaves and the stairs that led down to the wine vaults and the un-
derground network of the castle cellars, he felt a certain satisfaction
at seeing how many of the roysterers staggered aside to let him pass,
for his station as retainer-in-chief to his Lordship was commanding and
his sour mouth and the frown that had made a permanent nest upon his
jutting forehead were a warning.
It was not often that Flay approved of happiness in others. He saw in
happiness the seeds of independence, and in independence the seeds of
revolt. But on an occasion such as this it was different, for the spirit
of convention was being rigorously adhered to, and in between his ribs
Mr Flay experienced twinges of pleasure.
He had come to where, on his left, and halfway along the servants' cor-
ridor, the heavy wooden doors of the Great Kitchen stood ajar. Ahead of
him, narrowing in dark perspective, for there were no windows, the rest
of the corridor stretched silently away. It had no doors on either side
and at the far end it was terminated by a wall of flints. This useless
passage was, as might be supposed, usually deserted, but Mr Flay noticed
that several figures were lying stretched in the shadows. At the same
time he was momentarily deafened by a great bellowing and clattering
and stamping.
As Mr Flay entered the Great Kitchen the steaming, airless concentration
of a ghastly heat struck him. He felt that his body had received a blow.
Not only was the normal sickening atmosphere of the kitchen augmented by
the sun's rays streaming into the room at various points through the
high windows, but, in the riot of the festivities, the fires had been
banked dangerously. But Mr Flay realized that it was right that this
should be as insufferable as it was. He even realized that the four
grillers who were forcing joint after joint between the metal doors with
their clumsy boots, until the oven began to give under the immoderate
strain, were in key with the legitimate temper of the occasion. The fact
that they had no idea what they were doing nor why they were doing it
was irrelevant. The Countess had given birth; was this a moment for
rational behaviour?
The walls of the vast room which were streaming with calid moisture,
were built with grey slabs of stone and were the personal concern of a
company of eighteen men known as the "Grey Scrubbers'. It had been their
privilege on reaching adolescence to discover that, being the sons of
their fathers, their careers had been arranged for them and that stretch-
ing ahead of them lay their identical lives consisting of an unimaginative
if praiseworthy duty. This was to restore, each morning to the great grey
floor and the lofty walls of the kitchen a stainless complexion. On every
day of the year from three hours before daybreak until about eleven o'clock,
when the scaffolding and ladders became a hindrance to the cooks, the Grey
Scrubbers fulfilled their hereditary calling. Through the character of
their trade, their arms had become unusually powerful, and when they let
their huge hands hang loosely at their sides, there was more than an echo
of the simian. Coarse as these men appeared, they were an integral part of
the Great Kitchen. Without the Grey Scrubbers something very earthy, very
heavy, very real would be missing to any sociologist searching in that
steaming room, for the completion of a circle of temperaments, a gamut
of the lower human values.
Through daily proximity to the great slabs of stone, the faces of the Grey
Scrubbers had become like slabs themselves. There was no expression what-
ever upon the eighteen faces, unless the lack of expression is in itself
an expression. They were simply slabs that the Grey Scrubbers spoke from
occasionally, stared from incessantly, heard with, hardly ever. They were
traditionally deaf. The eyes were there, small and flat as coins, and the
colour of the walls themselves, as though during the long hours of profes-
sional staring the grey stone had at last reflected itself indelibly once
and for all. Yes, the eyes were there, thirty-six of them and the eighteen
noses were there, and the lines of the mouths that resembled the harsh
cracks that divided the stone slabs, they were there too. Although nothing
physical was missing from any one of their eighteen faces yet it would be
impossible to perceive the faintest sign of animation and, even if a bas-
inful of their features had been shaken together and if each feature had
been picked out at random and stuck upon some dummy-head of wax at any cap-
ricious spot or angle, it would have made no difference, for even the most
fantastic, the most ingenious of arrangements could not have tempted into
life a design whose component parts were dead. In all, counting the ears,
which on occasion may be monstrously expressive, the one hundred and eight
features were unable, at the best of times, to muster between them, indiv-
idually or taken en masse, the faintest shadow of anything that might hint
at the workings of what lay beneath.
Having watched the excitement developing around them in the Great Kitchen,
and being unable to comprehend what it was all about for lack of hearing,
they had up to the last hour or two been unable to enter into that festive
spirit which had attacked the very heart and bowels of the kitchen staff.
But here and now, on this day of days, cognisant at last of the arrival of
the new Lord, the eighteen Grey Scrubbers were lying side by side upon the
flag-stones beneath a great table, dead drunk to a man. They had done hon-
our to the occasion and were out of the picture, having been rolled under
the table one by one like so many barrels of ale, as indeed they were.
Through the clamour of the voices in the Great Kitchen that rose and fell,
that changed tempo, and lingered, until a strident rush or a wheezy slide
of sound came to a new pause, only to be shattered by a hideous croak of
laughter or a thrilled whisper, or a clearing of some coarse throat?
through all this thick and interwoven skein of bedlam, the ponderous snor-
ing of the Grey Scrubbers had continued as a recognizable theme of dolorous
persistence.
In favour of the Grey Scrubbers it must be said that it was not until the
walls and floor of the kitchen were shining from their exertions that they
attacked the bungs as though unweaned. But it was not only they who had
succumbed. The same unquestionable proof of loyalty could be observed in
no less than forty members of the kitchen, who, like the Grey Scrubbers,
recognizing the bottle as the true medium through which to externalize
their affection for the family of Groan, were seeing visions and dreaming
dreams.
Mr Flay, wiping away with the back of his claw-like hand the perspiration
that had already gathered on his brow, allowed his eyes to remain a moment
on the inert and foreshortened bodies of the inebriate Grey Scrubbers.
Their heads were towards him, and were cropped to a gun-grey stubble. Be-
neath the table a shadow had roosted, and the rest of their bodies, reced-
ing in parallel lines, were soon devoured in the darkness. At first glance
he had been reminded of nothing so much as a row of curled-up hedgehogs,
and it was some time before he realized that he was regarding a line of
prickly skulls. When he had satisfied himself on this point his eyes trav-
elled sourly around the Great Kitchen. Everything was confusion, but behind
the flux of the shifting figures and the temporary chaos of overturned
mixing tables, of the floor littered with stockpots, basting pans, broken
bowls and dishes, and oddments of food, Mr Flay could see the main fixtures
in the room and keep them in his mind as a means of reference, for the
kitchen swam before his eyes in a clammy mist. Divided by the heavy stone
wall in which was situated a hatch of strong timber, was the garde-manger
with its stacks of cold meat and hanging carcases and on the inside of the
wall the spit. On a fixed table running along a length of the wall were
huge bowls capable of holding fifty portions. The stockpots were perpet-
ually simmering, having boiled over, and the floor about them was a mess
of sepia fluid and egg-shells that had been floating in the pots for the
purpose of clearing the soup. The sawdust that was spread neatly over the
floor each morning was by now kicked into heaps and soaked in the splash-
ings of wine. And where scattered about the floor little blobs of fat had
been rolled or trodden in, the sawdust stuck to them giving them the ap-
pearance of rissoles. Hanging along the dripping walls were rows of stick-
ing knives and steels, boning knives, skinning knives and two-handed clea-
vers, and beneath them a twelve-foot by nine-foot chopping block, cross-
hatched and hollowed by decades of long wounds.
On the other side of the room, to Mr Flay's left, a capacious enormous cop-
per, a row of ovens and a narrow doorway acted as his landmarks. The doors
of the ovens were flying wide and acid flames were leaping dangerously, as
the fat that had been thrown into the fires bubbled and stank.
Mr Flay was in two minds. He hated what he saw, for of all the rooms in the
castle, it was the kitchen he detested most, and for a very real reason;
and yet a thrill in his scarecrow body made him aware of how right it all
was. He could not, of course, analyse his feelings nor would the idea have
occurred to him, but he was so much a part and parcel of Gormenghast that
he could instinctively tell when the essence of its tradition was running
in a true channel, powerfully and with no deviation.
But the fact that Mr Flay appreciated, as from the profoundest of motives,
the vulgarity of the Great Kitchen in no way mitigated his contempt for
the figures he saw before him as individuals. As he looked from one to
an-
other the satisfaction which he had at first experienced in seeing them
collectively gave way to a detestation as he observed them piecemeal.
A prodigious twisted beam, warped into a spiral, floated, or so it seemed
in the haze, across the breadth of the Great Kitchen. Here and there along
its undersurface, iron hooks were screwed into its grain. Slung over it
like sacks half filled with sawdust, so absolutely lifeless they appeared,
were two pastry-cooks, an ancient poissonnier, a rotier with legs so bandy
as to describe a rugged circle, a red-headed legumier, and five sauciers
with their green scarves around their necks. One of them near the far end
from where Flay stood twitched a little, but apart from this all was still-
ness. They were very happy.
Mr Flay took a few paces and the atmosphere closed around him. He had stood
by the door unobserved, but now as he came forward a roysterer leaping sud-
denly into the air caught hold of one of the hooks in the dark beam above
them. He was suspended by one arm, a cretinous little man with a face of
concentrated impudence. He must have possessed a strength out of all pro-
portions to his size, for with the weight of his body hanging on the end of
one arm he yet drew himself up so that his head reached the level of the
iron hook. As Mr Flay passed beneath, the dwarf, twisting himself upside
down with incredible speed, coiled his legs around the twisted beam and
dropping the rest of himself vertically with his face a few inches from
that of Mr Flay, grinned at him grotesquely with his head upside down, be-
fore Flay could do anything save come to an abrupt halt. The dwarf had then
swung himself on to the beam again and was running along it on all fours
with an agility more likely to be found in jungles than in kitchens.
A prodigious bellow outvoicing all cacophony caused him to turn his head
away from the dwarf. Away to his left in the shade of a supporting pillar
he could make out the vague unmistakable shape of what had really been at
the back of his brain like a tumour, ever since he had entered the Great
Kitchen.
SWELTER
The chef of Gormenghast, balancing his body with difficulty upon a cask of
wine, was addressing a group of apprentices in their striped and sodden jac-
kets and small white caps. They clasped each other’s shoulders for their
support. Their adolescent faces steaming with the heat of the adjacent o-
vens were quite stupefied, and when they laughed or applauded the enormity
above them, it was with a crazed and sycophantic fervour. As Mr Flay ap-
proached to within a few yards of the cluster, another roar, such as he
had heard a moment or two earlier, rolled into the heat above the wine-
barrel.
The young scullions had heard this roar many times before but had never
associated it with anything other than anger. At first, consequently, it
had frightened them, but they had soon perceived that there was no irri-
tation in its note today.
The chef, as he loomed over them, drunken, arrogant and pedantic, was
enjoying himself.
As the apprentices swayed tipsily around the wine cask, their faces catch-
ing and losing the light that streamed through a high window, they also,
in a delirious fashion, were enjoying themselves. The echoes died from the
apparently reasonless bellow of the chief chef and the sagging circle about
the barrel stamped its feet feverishly and gave high shrill cries of de-
light, for they had seen an inane smile evolving from the blur of the huge
head above them. Never before had they enjoyed such latitude in the presence
of the chef. They struggled to outdo one another in the taking of liberties
unheard of hitherto. They vied for favours, screaming his name at the tops
of their voices. They tried to catch his eye. They were very tired, very
heavy and sick with the drink and the heat, but were living fiercely on
their fuddled reserves of nervous energy. All saving one high-shouldered
boy, who throughout the scene had preserved a moody silence. He loathed the
figure above him and he despised his fellow-apprentices. He leaned against
the shadowy side of the pillar, out of the chef’s line of vision.
Mr Flay was annoyed, even on such a day, by the scene. Although approving
in theory, in practice it seemed to him that the spectacle was unpleasant.
He remembered, when he had first come across Swelter, how he and the chef
had instantaneously entertained a mutual dislike, and how this antipathy
festered. To Swelter it was irksome to see the bony straggly figure of
Lord Sepulchrave’s first servant in his kitchen at all, the only palli-
ative to this annoyance being the opportunity which it afforded for the
display of his superior wit at Mr Flay’s expense.
Mr Flay entered Swelter’s steaming province for one purpose only. To prove
to himself as much as to others, that he, as Lord Groan’s personal attend-
ant, would on no account be intimidated by any member of the staff.
To keep this fact well in front of his own mind, he made a tour of the ser-
vants’ quarters every so often, never entering the kitchen, however, with-
out a queasiness of stomach, never departing from it without a renewal of
spleen.
The long beams of sunlight, which were reflected from the moist walls in a
shimmering haze, had pranked the chef’s body with blotches of ghost-light.
The effect from below was that of a dappled volume of warm vague whiteness
and of a grey that dissolved into swamps of midnight--of a volume that
tow-
ered and dissolved among the rafters. As occasion merited he supported him-
self against the stone pillar at his side and as he did so the patches of
light shifted across the degraded whiteness of the stretched uniform he wore.
When Mr Flay had first eyed him, the cook’s head had been entirely in sha-
dow. Upon it the tall cap of office rose coldly, a vague topsail half lost
in a fitfulsky. In the total effect there was indeed something of the gall-
eon.
One of the blotches of reflected sunlight swayed to and fro across the paunch.
This particular pool of light moving in a mesmeric manner backwards and for-
wards picked out from time to time a long red island of spilt wine. It seemed
to leap forward from the mottled cloth when the light fastened upon it in
startling contrast to the chiaroscuro and to defy the laws of tone. This un-
garnished sign of Swelter’s debauche, taking the swollen curve of linen,
had somehow, to Mr Flay’s surprise, a fascination. For a minute he watched
it appear, and disappear to reappear again--a lozenge of crimson, as the
body behind it swayed.
Another senseless bout of foot-stamping and screaming broke the spell, and
lifting his eyes he scowled about him. Suddenly, for a moment, the memory of
Mr Rottcodd in his dusty deserted hall stole into his consciousness and he
was shocked to realize how much he had really preferred--to this inferno
of time-hallowed revelry--the limp and seemingly disloyal self-sufficiency
of the curator. He straddled his way to a vantage point, from where he could
see and remain unseen, and from there he noticed that Swelter was steadying
himself on his legs and with a huge soft hand making signs to the adolescents
below him to hold their voices. Flay noticed how the habitual truculence of
his tone and manner had today altered to something mealy, to a conviviality
weighted with lead and sugar, a ghastly intimacy more dreadful than his most
dreaded rages. His voice came down from the shadows in huge wads of sound,
or like the warm, sick notes of some prodigous mouldering bell of felt.
His soft hand had silenced the seething of the apprentices and he allowed
his thick voice to drop out of his face.
‘Gallstones!’ and in the dimness he flung his arms apart so that the but-
tons of his tunic were torn away, one of them whizzing across the room and
stunning a cockroach on the opposite wall. ‘Close your ranks and close your
ranks and listen mosht attentivesome. Come closer then, my little sea of
faces, come ever closer in, my little ones.’
The apprentices edged themselves forward, tripping and treading upon each
other’s feet, the foremost of them being wedged against the wine-barrel
itself.
"Thatsh the way. Thatsh jusht the way," said Swelter, leering
down at them.
"Now we're quite a happly little family. Mosht shelect and advanced."
He then slid a fat hand through a slit in his white garment of office and
removed from a deep pocket a bottle. Plucking out the cork with his lips,
that had gripped it with an uncanny muscularity, he poured half a pint down
his throat without displacing the cork, for he laid a finger at the mouth
of the bottle, so dividing the rush of wine into two separate spurts that
shot adroitly into either cheek, and so, making contact at the back of his
mouth, down his throat in one dull gurgle to those unmentionable gulches
that lay below.
The apprentices screamed and stamped and tore at each other in an access of
delight and of admiration.
The chef removed the cork and twisted it around between his thumb and fore-
finger and satisfying himself that it had remained perfectly dry during the
operation, recorked the bottle and returned it through the slit into his
pocket.
Again he put up his hand and silence was restored save for the heavy, ex-
cited breathing.
"Now tell me thish, my stenching cherubs. Tell me this and tell me exshtra
quickly, who am I? Now tell me exshtra quickly."
'swelter," they cried, 'swelter, sir! Swelter!"
"Is that all you know?" came the voice. "Is that all you know, my little sea
of faces? Silence now! and lishen well to me, chief chef of Gormenghast, man
and boy forty years, fair and foul, rain or shine, sand and sawdust, hags
and stags and all the resht of them done to a turn and spread with sauce of
aloes and a dash of prickling pepper."
"With a dash of prickling pepper," yelled the apprentices hugging themselves
and each other in turn. 'shall we cook it, sir? We'll do it now, sir, and
slosh it in the copper, sir, and stir it up. Oh! what a tasty dish, Sir. Oh!
what a tasty dish!"
'shilence," roared the chef. 's ilensh, my fairy boys. Silence, my belching
angels. Come closer here, come closer with your little creamy faces and I'll
tell you who I am."
The high-shouldered boy, who had taken no part in the excitement, pulled out
a small pipe of knotted worm-wood and filled it deliberately. His mouth was
quite expressionless, curving neither up nor down, but his eyes were dark and
hot with a mature hatred. They were half closed but their eloquence smouldered
through the lashes as he watched the figure on the barrel lean forward precar-
iously.
"Now lishen well," continued the voice, "and I'll tell you exactly who I am
and then I'll shing to you a shong and you will know who's shinging to you,
my ghastly little ineffectual fillets."
"A song! A song!" came the shrill chorus.
"Firshtly," said the chef leaning forward and dropping each confidential word
like a cannon ball smeared with syrup. "Firshtly. I am none other than Abiatha
Swelter, which meansh, for you would not know, that I am the shymbol of both
excellence and plenty. I am the father of exchellence and plenty. Who did I
shay I was?"
"Abafer Swelter," came the scream.
The chef leaned back on his swollen legs and drew the corners of his mouth
down until they lost themselves among the shadows of his hot dewlaps.
"Abiatha," he repeated slowly, stressing the central "A'. "Abiatha. What did
I shay my name wash?"
"Abiatha," came the scream again.
"Thatsh right, thatsh right. Abiatha. Are you lishening, my pretty vermin,
are you lishening?"
The apprentices gave him to understand that they were listening very hard.
Before the chef continued he applied himself to the bottle once again. This
time he held the glass neck between his teeth and tilting his head back until
the bottle was vertical, drained it and spat it out over the heads of the
fascinated throng. The sound of black glass smashing on the flagstones was
drowned in screams of approval.
"Food," said Swelter, "is shelestial and drink is mosht entrancing--such
flowers of flatulence. Sush gaseous buds. Come closer in, steal in, and I
will shing. I will lift my sweetest heart into the rafters, and will shing
to you a shong. An old shong of great shadness, a most dolorous piece.
Come closer in."
It was impossible for the apprentices to force themselves any closer to
the chef, but they struggled and shouted for the song, and turned their
glistening faces upwards.
"Oh what a pleasant lot of little joints you are," said Swelter, peering
at them and wiping his hands up and down his fat hips. "What a very drippy
lot of little joints. Oh yesh you are, but so underdone. Lishen cocks,
I'll twisht your grandmas so shweetly in their graves. We'll make them
turn, my dears, we'll make them turn--and what a turn for them, my own,
and for the worms that nibble. Where's Steerpike?"
'steerpike! Steerpike!" yelled the youths, the ones in front twisting
their heads and standing upon their toes, the ones in the rear craning
forward and peering about them. 'steerpike! Steerpike! He's somewhere
here, sir! Oh there he is sir! There he is sir! Behind the pillar sir!"
's ilence," bellowed the chef, turning his gourd of a head in the
direct-
ion of the pointed hands as the high-shouldered boy was pushed forward.
"Here he is, sir! Here he is, sir!"
The boy Steerpike looked impossibly small as he stood beneath the mon-
strous monument.
"I shall shing to you, Steerpike, to you," whispered the cook, reeling
and supporting himself with one hand against the stone pillar that was
glistening with condensed heat, little trickles of moisture moving down
its fluted sides. "To you, the newcomer, the blue mummer and the slug
of summer--to you the hideous, and insidious, and appallingly cretinous
goat in a house of stenches."
The apprentices rocked with joy.
"To you, only to you, my core of curdled cat-bile. To you alone, sho
hearken diligentiums. Are you sharkening? Are you all lishening for
this his how's it goesh. My shong of a hundred yearsh ago, my plain-
tivly mosht melancholic shong."
Swelter seemed to forget he was about to sing, and after wiping the
sweat from his hands on the head of a youth below him, peered for
Steerpike again.
"And why to you, my ray of addled sunshine? Why to you aslone? Shtaking
it for granted, my dear little Steerpike--taking it for more than for
mosht granted, that you, a creature of lesh consequence than stoat's-
blood, are sho far removal'd from anything approaching nature--yet
tell me, more rather, don't tell me why your ears which musht origi-
nally have been deshigned for fly-papers, are, for shome reason butter
known to yourself, kept imodeshtly unfurled. What do you proposhe to
do next in thish batter? You move here and there on your little measly
legs, I have sheen you at it. You breathe all over my kitchen. You
look at thingsh with your insholent animal eyes. I've sheen you doing
it. I have sheen you look at me. Your looking at me now. Shteerpike,
my impatient love-bird, what doesh it all mean, and why should I shing
for you?"
Swelter leaned back and seemed to be considering his own question a
moment as he wiped his forehead with the sleeve of his forearm. But
he waited for no reply and flung his pendulent arms out sideways and
somewhere on the orbit of an immense arc something or other gave way.
Steerpike was not drunk. As he stood below Mr Swelter, he had nothing
but contempt for the man who had but yesterday struck him across the
head. He could do nothing, however, except stay where he was, prodded
and nudged from behind by the excited minions, and wait.
The voice recurred from above. "It is a shong, my Steerpike, to an
imaginawary monshter, jusht like yourshelf if only you were a twifle
bigger and more monshtrous shtill. It is a shong to a hard-hearted
monshter sho lishen mosht shfixedly, my pretty wart. Closher, closher!
Can't you come a little closher to a dirgeous mashterpeesh?"
The wine was beginning to redouble its subversive activity in the
chef's brain. He was now supporting himself almost the whole of
the while against the sweating pillar and was sagging hideously.
Steerpike stared up at him from under his high bony brow. The cook's
eyes were protruding like bloodshot bubbles. One arm hung, a dead-
weight, down the fluted surface of the support. The enormous area of
the face had fallen loose. It glistened like a jelly.
A hole appeared in the face. Out of it came a voice that had suddenly
become weaker.
"I am Shwelter," it repeated, "The great chef Abiatha Shwelter,
scook
to hish Lordshipsh, boardshipsh and all shorts of ships that shail on
shlippery sheas. Abiafa Shwelter, man and boy and girls and ribbonsh,
lots of kittensh, forty year of cold and shunny, where'sh the money,
thick and hairy, I'm a fairy! I'm a shongshter! Lishen well, lishen
well!"
Mr Swelter lowered his head downwards over his wine-raddled breast
without moving his shoulders and made an effort to see whether his
audience was sufficiently keyed up for his opening chords. But he
could make out nothing below him saving the "little sea of faces'
which he had alluded to, but the little sea had now become pract-
ically obliterated from him by a swimming mist.
"Are you lishening?"
"Yes, yes! The song, the song!"
Swelter lowered his head yet again into the hot spindrift and then
held up his right hand weakly. He made one feeble effort to heave
himself away from the pillar and to deliver his verses at a more
imposing angle, but, incapable of mustering the strength he sank
back, and then, as a vast inane smile opened up the lower half of
his face, and as Mr Flay watched him, his hard little mouth twisted
downwards, the chef began gradually to curl in upon himself, as
though folding himself up for death. The kitchen had become as
silent as a hot tomb. At last, through the silence, a weak gurg-
ling sound began to percolate but whether it was the first verse
of the long awaited poem, none could tell for the chef, like a
galleon, lurched in his anchorage. The great ship's canvas sagged
and crumpled and then suddenly an enormousness foundered and sank.
There was a sound of something spreading as an area of seven flag-
stones became hidden from view beneath a catalyptic mass of wine-
drenched blubber.
THE STONE LANES
Mr Flay's gorge had risen steadily and, as the dreadful minutes
passed, he had been filled with a revulsion so consuming that but
for the fact that the chef was surrounded by the youths he would
have attacked the drunkard. As it was he bared his sand-coloured
teeth, and fixed his eyes for a last moment on the cook with an
expression of unbelievable menace. He had turned his head away at
last and spat, and then brushing aside whoever stood in his path,
had made his way with great skeleton strides, to a narrow doorway
in the wall opposite that through which he had entered. By the
time Swelter's monologue was dragging to its crapulous close, Mr
Flay was pacing onwards, every step taking him another five feet
further from the reek and horror of the Great Kitchen.
His black suit, patched on the elbows and near the collar with a
greasy sepia-coloured cloth, fitted him badly but belonged to him
as inevitably as the head of a tortoise emerging from its shell or
the vulture's from a rubble of feathers belong to that reptile or
that bird. His head, parchment coloured and bony, was indigenous
to that greasy fabric. It stuck out from the top window of its
high black building as though it had known no other residence.
While Mr Flay was pacing along the passages to that part of the
castle where Lord Sepulchrave had been left alone for the first
time for many weeks, the curator, sleeping peacefully in the Hall
of the Bright Carvings, snored beneath the venetian blind. The
hammock was still swinging a little, a very little, from the move-
ment caused by Mr Rottcodd's depositing himself therein directly
he had turned the key on Mr Flay. The sun burned through the shut-
ters, made bands of gold around the pedestals that supported the
sculpture and laid its tiger stripes across the dusty floorboarding.
The sunlight, as Mr Flay strolled on, still had one finger through
the kitchen window, lighting the perspiring stone pillar which was
now relieved of its office of supporting the chef for the soak had
fallen from the wine-barrel a moment after the disappearance of Mr
Flay and lay stretched at the foot of his rostrum.
Around him lay scattered a few small flattened lumps of meat, coat-
ed with sawdust. There was a strong smell of burning fat, but apart
from the prone bulk of the chef, the Grey Scrubbers under the table,
and the gentlemen who were suspended from the beam, there was no
one left in the huge, hot, empty hall. Every man and boy who had
been able to move his legs had made his way to cooler quarters.
Steerpike had viewed with a mixture of amazement, relief and malig-
nant amusement the dramatic cessation of Mr Swelter's oratory. For
a few moments he had gazed at the wine-spattered form of his over-
lord spread below him, then glancing around and finding that he was
alone he had made for the door through which Mr Flay had passed and
was soon racing down the passages turning left and right as he ran
in a mad effort to reach the fresh air.
He had never before been through that particular door, but he imag-
ined that he would soon find his way into the open and to some spot
where he could be on his own. Turning this way and that he found that
he was lost in a labyrinth of stone corridors, lit here and there
by candles sunk in their own wax and placed in niches in the walls.
In desperation he put his hands to his head as he ran, when suddenly,
as he rounded the curve of a wall a figure passed rapidly across the
passage before him, neither looking to right or left.
As soon as Mr Flay--for it was his lordship's servant on his way to
the residential apartments--as soon as he had passed from sight,
Steerpike peered around the corner and followed, keeping as much as
possible in step to hide the sound of his own feet. This was almost
impossible, as Mr Flay's spider-like gait besides being particularly
long of stride, had like the slow-march, a time-lag before the ult-
imate descent of the foot. However, young Steerpike, feeling that
here at any rate was his one chance of escaping from these endless
corridors, followed as best he could in the hope that Mr Flay would
eventually turn into some cool quadrangle or open space where getaway
could be effected. At times, when the candles were thirty or forty
feet apart, Mr Flay would be lost to view and only the sound of his
feet on the flagstones would guide his follower. Then slowly, as his
erratic shape approached the next guttering aura he would begin by
degrees to become a silhouette, until immediately before the candle
he would for a moment appear like an inky scarecrow, a mantis of
pitch-black cardboard worked with strings. Then the progression of
the lighting would be reversed and for a moment immediately after
passing the flame Steerpike would see him quite clearly as a lit
object against the depths of the still-to-be-trodden avenues of
stone. The grease at those moments shone from the threadbare cloth
across his shoulders, the twin vertical muscles of his neck rose
out of the tattered collar nakedly and sharply. As he moved forward
the light would dim upon his back and Steerpike would lose him, only
hearing the cracking of his knee-joints and his feet striking the
stones, until the ensuing candle carved him anew. Practically ex-
hausted, first by the unendurable atmosphere of the Great Kitchen
and now with this seemingly endless journey, the boy, for he was
barely seventeen, sank suddenly to the ground with exhaustion,
striking the flags with a thud, his boots dragging harshly on the
stone. The noise brought Flay to a sudden halt and he turned himself
slowly about, drawing his shoulders up to his ears as he did so.
"What's that?" he croaked, peering into the darkness behind him.
There was no answer. Mr Flay began to retrace his steps, his head
forward, his eyes peering. As he proceeded he came into the light of
one of the candles in the wall. He approached it, still keeping his
small eyes directed into the darkness beyond, and wrenched the candle,
with a great substratum of ancient tallow with it, from the wall and
with this to help him he soon came across the boy in the centre of
the corridor several yards further on.
He bent forward and lowered the great lump of lambent wax within a
few inches of Steerpike, who had fallen face downwards and peered at
the immobile huddle of limbs. The sound of his footsteps and the
cracking of his knee-joints had given place to an absolute silence.
He drew back his teeth and straightened himself a little. Then he
turned the boy over with his foot. This roused Steerpike from his
faintness and he raised himself weakly on one elbow.
"Where am I?" he said in a whisper. "Where am I?"
"One of Swelter's little rats', thought Flay to himself, taking no
notice of the question. "One of Swelter's, eh? One of his striped
rats." "Get up," said Mr Flay aloud. "What you doing here?"
and he
put the candle close to the boy's face.
"I don't know where I am', said young Steerpike. "I'm lost here.
Lost. Give me daylight."
"What you doing here, I said … what you doing here?" said Flay.
"I don't want Swelter's boys here. Curse them!"
"I don't want to be here. Give me daylight and I'll go away. Far
away."
"Away? Where?"
Steerpike had recovered control of his mind, although he still felt
hot and desperately tired. He had noticed the sneer in Mr Flay's
voice as he had said "I don't want Swelter's boys here," and
so, at
Mr Flay's question "Away where?" Steerpike answered quickly, "Oh
anywhere, anywhere from that dreadful Mr Swelter."
Flay peered at him for a moment or two, opening his mouth several
times to speak, only to close it again.
"New?" said Flay looking expressionlessly through the boy.
"Me?" said young Steerpike.
"You," said Flay, still looking clean through the top of the boy's
head. "New?"
'seventeen years old, sir," said young Steerpike, "but new to
that
kitchen."
"When?" said Flay, who left out most of every sentence.
Steerpike, who seemed able to interpret this sort of shorthand talk,
answered.
"Last month. I want to leave that dreadful Swelter," he added, re-
playing his only possible card and glancing up at the candlelit
head.
"Lost, were you?" said Flay after a pause, but with perhaps less
darkness in his tone. "Lost in the Stone Lanes, were you? One of
Swelter's little rats, lost in the Stone Lanes, eh?" and Mr Flay
raised his gaunt shoulders again.
'swelter fell like a log," said Steerpike.
"Quite right," said Flay, "doing honours. What have you done?"
"Done, sir?" said Steerpike, "when?"
"What Happiness?" said Flay, looking like a death's-head. The candle
was beginning to fail. "How much Happiness?"
"I haven't any happiness," said Steerpike.
"What! no Great Happiness? Rebellion. Is it rebellion?"
"No, except against Mr Swelter."
'swelter! Swelter! Leave his name in its fat and grease. Don't talk
of that name in the Stone Lanes. Swelter, always Swelter! Hold your
tongue. Take this candle. Lead the way, put it in the niche. Rebel-
lion is it? Lead the way, left, left, right, keep to the left, now
right … I'll teach you to be unhappy when a Groan is born … keep
on … straight on …'
Young Steerpike obeyed these instructions from the shadows behind him.
"A Groan is born', said Steerpike with an inflection of voice which
might be interpreted as a question or a statement.
"Born," said Flay. "And you mope in the Lanes. With me, Swelter's boy.
Show you what it means. A male Groan. New, eh?
Seventeen? Ugh! Never understand. Never. Turn right and left again--
again … through the arch. Ugh! A new body under the old stones?
one of Swelter's, too … don't like him, eh?"
"No, sir."
"H'm," said Flay. "Wait here."
Steerpike waited as he was told and Mr Flay, drawing a bunch of keys
from his pocket and selecting one with great care as though he were
dealing with objects of rarity inserted it into the lock of an invis-
ible door, for the blackness was profound. Steerpike heard the iron
grinding in the lock.
"Here!" said Flay out of the darkness. "Where's that Swelter boy? Come
here."
Steerpike moved forward towards the voice, feeling with his hands a-
long the wall of a low arch. Suddenly he found himself next to the dank
smelling garments of Mr Flay and he put forward his hand and held Lord
Groan's servant by a loose portion of the long jacket. Mr Flay brought
down his bony hand suddenly over the boy's arm, knocking it away and
a t'ck, t'ck, t'ck, sounded in the tall creature's throat, warning him
against any further attempts at intimacy.
"Cat room," said Flay, putting his hand to the iron knob of the door.
"Oh," said Steerpike, thinking hard and repeating "Cat room' to fill in
time, for he saw no reason for the remark. The only interpretation he
could give to the ejaculation was that Flay was referring to him as a
cat and asking to be given more room. Yet there had been no irritation
in the voice.
"Cat room," said Flay again, ruminatively, and turned the iron doorknob.
He opened the door slowly and Steerpike, peering past him, found no
longer any need for an explanation.
A room was filled with the late sunbeams. Steerpike stood quite still,
a twinge of pleasure running through his body. He grinned. A carpet
filled the floor with blue pasture. Thereon were seated in a hundred
decorative attitudes, or stood immobile like carvings, or walked super-
bly across their sapphire setting, interweaving with each other like a
living arabesque, a swarm of snow-white cats.
As Mr Flay passed down the centre of the room, Steerpike could not but
notice the contrast between the dark rambling figure with his ungainly
movements and the monotonous cracking of his knees, the contrast between
this and the superb elegance and silence of the white cats. They took
not the slightest notice of either Mr Flay or of himself save for the
sudden cessation of their purring. When they had stood in the darkness,
and before Mr Flay had removed the bunch of keys from his pocket, Steer-
pike had imagined he had heard a heavy, deep throbbing, a monotonous
sea-like drumming of sound, and he now knew that it must have been the
pullulation of the tribe.
As they passed through a carved archway at the far end of the room and
had closed the door behind them he heard the vibration of their throats,
for now that the white cats were once more alone it was revived, and the
deep unhurried purring was like the voice of an ocean in the throat of
a shell.
"THE SPY-HOLE'
"Whose are they?" asked Steerpike. They were climbing stone stairs. The
wall on their right was draped with hideous papers that were peeling off
and showed rotting surfaces of chill plaster behind. A mingling of many
weird colours enlivened this nether surface, dark patches of which had a
submarine and incredible beauty. In another dryer area, where a great sail
of paper hung away from the wall, the plaster had cracked into a network
of intricate fissures varying in depth and resembling a bird's-eye view,
or map of some fabulous delta. A thousand imaginary journeys might be made
along the banks of these rivers of an unexplored world.
Steerpike repeated his question, "Whose are they?" he said.
"Whose what?" said Flay, stopping on the stairs and turning round.
'still
here are you? Still following me?"
"You suggested that I should," said Steerpike.
"Ch! Ch!" said Flay, "what d'you want, Swelter's boy?"
"Nauseating Swelter," said Steerpike between his teeth but with one eye on
Mr Flay, "vile Swelter."
There was a pause during which Steerpike tapped the iron banisters with
his thumb-nail.
"Name?" said Mr Flay.
"My name?" asked Steerpike.
"Your name, yes, your name, I know what my name is." Mr Flay put a knuckly
hand on the banisters preparatory to mounting the stairs again, but waited,
frowning over his shoulder, for the reply.
'steerpike sir," said the boy.
"Queerpike, eh? eh?" said Flay.
"No, Steerpike."
"What?"
'steerpike. Steerpike."
"What for?" said Flay.
"I beg your pardon?"
"What for, eh? Two Squeertikes, two of you. Twice over. What for? One's e-
nough for a Swelter's boy."
The youth felt it would be useless to clear up the problem of his name.
He
concentrated his dark eyes on the gawky figure above him for a few moments
and shrugged his shoulders imperceptibly. Then he spoke again, showing no
sign of irritation.
"Whose cats were those, sir? May I ask?"
"Cats?" said Flay, "who said cats?"
"The white cats," said Steerpike. "All the white cats in
the Cat room. Who
do they belong to?"
Mr Flay held up a finger. "My Lady's," he said. His hard voice seemed a part
of this cold narrow stairway of stone and iron. "They belong to my Lady.
Lady's white cats they are. Swelter's boy. All hers."
Steerpike pricked his ears up, "Where does she live?" he said. "Are we close
to where she lives?"
For answer Mr Flay shot his head forward out of his collar and croaked, 's i-
lence! you kitchen thing. Hold your tongue you greasy fork. Talk too much,"
and he straddled up the stairs, passing two landings in his ascent, and then
at the third he turned sharply to his left and entered an octagonal apartment
where full-length portraits in huge dusty gold frames stared from seven of
the eight walls. Steerpike followed him in.
Mr Flay had been longer away from his lordship than he had intended or thought
right and it was on his mind that the earl might be needing him. Directly he
entered the octagonal room he approached one of the portraits at the far end
and pushing the suspended frame a little to one side, revealed a small round
hole in the panelling the size of a farthing. He placed his eye to this hole
and Steerpike watched the wrinkles of his parchment-coloured skin gather below
the protruding bone at the base of the skull, for Mr Flay both had to stoop and
then to raise his head in order to apply his eye at the necessary angle. What
Mr Flay saw was what he had expected to see.
From his vantage point he was able to get a clear view of three doors in a cor-
ridor, the central one belonging to the chamber of her ladyship, the seventy-
sixth Countess of Groan. It was stained black and had painted upon it an enor-
mous white cat. The wall of the landing was covered with pictures of birds and
there were three engravings of cacti in bloom. This door was shut, but as Mr Flay
watched the doors on either side were being constantly opened and closed and
figures moved quickly in and out or up and down the landing, or conversed with
many gesticulations or stood with their chins in the curled palms of their hands
as though in profound meditation.
"Here," said Flay without turning round.
Steerpike was immediately at Flay's elbow. "Yes?" he said.
"Cat door's hers," said Flay removing his eye, and then, stretching his arms out
he spread his long fingers to their tips and yawned cavernously.
Young Steerpike glued his eye to the hole, keeping the heavy gold frame from swing-
ing back with his shoulder. All at once he found himself contemplating a narrow-
chested man with a shock of grey hair and glasses which magnified his eyes so that
they filled the lenses up to their gold rims, when the central door opened, and a
dark figure stole forth, closing the door behind him quietly, and with an air of
the deepest dejection. Steerpike watched him turn his eyes to the shock-headed man,
who inclined his body forward clasping his hands before him. No notice was taken
of this by the other, who began to pace up and down the landing, his dark cloak
clasped around him and trailing on the floor at his heels. Each time he passed the
doctor, for such it was, that gentleman inclined his body, but as before there was
no response, until suddenly, stopping immediately before the physician in attend-
ance, he drew from his cape a slender rod of silver mounted at the end with a rough
globe of black jade that burned around its edges with emerald fire. With this un-
usual weapon the mournful figure beat sadly at the doctor's chest as though to
inquire whether there was anyone at home. The doctor coughed. The silver and jade
implement was pointed to the floor, and Steerpike was amazed to see the doctor,
after hitching his exquisitely creased trousers to a few inches above his ankle,
squat down. His great vague eyes swam about beneath the magnifying lenses like a
pair of jellyfish seen through a fathom of water. His dark grey hair was brushed
out over his eyes like thatch. For all the indignity of his position it was with
a great sense of style that he became seated following with his eyes the gentleman
who had begun to walk around him slowly. Eventually the figure with the silver
rod came to a halt.
"Prunesquallor," he said.
"My Lord?" said the doctor, inclining his grey hayrick to the left.
's atisfactory, Prunesquallor?"
The doctor placed the tips of his fingers together. "I am exceptionally gratified
my lord, exceptionally. Indeed I am. Very, very much so; ha, ha, ha. Very,
very much
so."
"Professionally you mean, I imagine?" said Lord Sepulchrave, for as Steerpike had
begun to realize to his amazement, the tragiclooking man was none other than the
seventy-sixth Earl of Groan and the owner of, as Steerpike put it to himself, the
whole caboodle, bricks, guns and glory.
"Professionally …' queried the doctor to himself, "… what does he mean?" Aloud
he said, "professionally, my lord, I am unspeakably satisfied, ha, ha, ha, ha, and
socially, that is to say, er, as a gesture, ha, ha, I am over-awed. I am a proud
fellow, my lord, ha, ha, ha, ha, a very proud fellow."
The laugh of Doctor Prunesquallor was part of his conversation and quite alarming
when heard for the first time. It appeared to be out of control as though it were
a part of his voice, a top-storey of his vocal range that only came into its own
when the doctor laughed. There was something about it of wind whistling through
high rafters and there was a good deal of the horse's whinny, with a touch of the
curlew. When giving vent to it, the doctor's mouth would be practically immobile
like the door of a cabinet left ajar. Between the laughs he would speak very rap-
idly, which made the sudden stillness of his beautifully shaven jaws at the time
of laughter all the more extraordinary. The laugh was not necessarily connected
with humour at all. It was simply a part of his conversation.
"Technically, I am so satisfied as to be unbearable even to myself,
ha, ha, ha,
he, he, ha. Oh very, very satisfactory it all was. Very much so."
"I am glad," said his lordship, gazing down at him for a moment. "Did you notice
anything?" (Lord Sepulchrave glanced up and down the corridor.) 'strange?
Anything
unusual about him?"
"Unusual?" said Prunesquallor. "Did you say unusual, my lord?"
"I did," said Lord Sepulchrave, biting his lower lip. "Anything wrong with him?
You need not be afraid to speak out."
Again his lordship glanced up and down the landing but there was no one to be
seen.
'structurally, a sound child, sound as a bell, tinkle, tinkle, structurally,
ha,
ha, ha," said the doctor.
"Damn the structure!" said Lord Groan.
"I am at a loss, my lord, ha, ha. Completely at a loss, sir. If not structurally,
then how, my lord?"
"His face," said the earl. "Didn't you see his face?"
Here the doctor frowned profoundly to himself and rubbed his chin with his hand.
Out of the corner of his eyes he looked up to find his lordship scrutinizing
him.
"Ah!" he said lamely, "The face. The face of his little
lordship. Aha!"
"Did you notice it, I say?" continued Lord Groan. 'speak man!"
"I noticed his face, sir. Oh yes, definitely I noticed it." This time the doctor
did not laugh but drew a deep breath from his narrow chest.
"Did you or did you not think it was strange? Did you or did you not?"
'speaking professionally," said Doctor Prunesquallor, "I should
say the face was
irregular."
"Do you mean it's ugly?" said Lord Groan.
"It is unnatural," said Prunesquallor.
"What is the difference, man," said Lord Groan.
's ir?" questioned the doctor.
"I asked if it was ugly, sir, and you answer that it is unnatural. Why must you
hedge?"
's ir!" said Prunesquallor, but as he gave no colour to the utterance,
very little
could be made of it.
"When I say “ugly” have the goodness to use the word. Do you understand?" Lord
Groan spoke quietly.
"I comprehend, sir. I comprehend."
"Is the boy hideous," persisted Lord Groan as though he wished to thrash the mat-
ter out. "Have you ever delivered a more hideous child? Be honest."
"Never," said the doctor. "Never, ha, ha, ha, ha. Never. And never a boy with such--
er, ha, ha, ha, never a boy with such xtraordinary eyes."
"Eyes?" said Lord Groan, "what's wrong with them?"
"Wrong?" cried Prunesquallor. "Did you say “wrong” your lordship? Have you not
seen them?"
"No, quick, man. Hurry yourself. What is it? What is the matter with my son's
eyes?"
"They are violet."
FUCHSIA
As his lordship stared at the doctor another figure appeared, a girl of about
fifteen with long, rather wild black hair. She was gauche in movement and in a
sense, ugly of face, but with how small a twist might she not suddenly have be-
come beautiful. Her sullen mouth was full and rich--her eyes smouldered.
A yellow scarf hung loosely around her neck. Her shapeless dress was a flaming
red.
For all the straightness of her back she walked with a slouch.
"Come here," said Lord Groan as she was about to pass him and the doctor.
"Yes father," she said huskily.
"Where have you been for the last fortnight, Fuchsia?"
"Oh, here and there, father," she said, staring at her shoes. She tossed her
long hair and it flapped down her back like a pirate's flag. She stood in about
as awkward a manner as could be conceived. Utterly unfeminine--no man could
have invented it.
"Here and there?" echoed her father in a weary voice. "What does “here and
there” mean? You've been in hiding. Where, girl?"
"'N the libr'y and 'n the armoury, 'n walking about a lot," said Lady Fuchsia,
and her sullen eyes narrowed. "I just heard silly rumours about mother. They
said I've got a brother--idiots! idiots! I hate them. I haven't, have I? Have
I?"
"A little brother," broke in Doctor Prunesquallor. "Yes, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha,
ha, ha, a minute, infinitesimal, microscopic addition to the famous line is
now behind this bedroom door. Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, he, he, he! Oh yes! Ha,
ha! Oh yes indeed! Very much so."
"No!" said Fuchsia so loudly that the doctor coughed crisply and his lordship
took a step forward with his eyebrows drawn together and a sad curl at the
corner of his mouth.
"It's not true!" shouted Fuchsia, turning from them and twirling a great lock
of black hair round and round her wrist. "I don't believe it! Let
me go! Let
me go!"
As no one was touching her, her cry was unnecessary and she turned and ran with
strange bounds along the corridor that led from the landing. Before she was
lost to view, Steerpike could hear her voice shouting from the distance, "Oh
how I hate! hate! hate! How I hate people! Oh how I hate people!"
All this while Mr Flay had been gazing out of a narrow window in the octagonal
room and was preoccupied with certain matters relating to how he could best let
Lord Groan know that he, Flay, his servant for over forty years, disapproved of
having been put aside as it were at the one moment when a son had been born--at
the one moment when he, Flay, would have been invaluable as an ally. Mr Flay
was rather hurt about the whole business, and he very much wanted Lord Groan to
know this, and yet at the same time it was very difficult to think of a way in
which he could tactfully communicate his chagrin to a man quite as sullen as
himself. Mr Flay bit his nails sourly. He had been at the window for a much
longer time than he had intended and he turned with his shoulders raised, an
attitude typical of him and saw young Steerpike, whose presence he had forgot-
ten. He strode over to the boy and catching him by his coat-tails jerked him
backwards into the centre of the room. The great picture swung back across the
spy-hole.
"Now," he said, "back! You've seen her door, Swelter's boy."
Steerpike, who had been lost in the world beyond the oak partition, was dazed,
and took a moment to come to.
"Back to that loathsome chef?" he cried at last, "oh no!
couldn"T!"
"Too busy to have you here," said Flay, "Too busy, can't
wait."
"He's ugly," said Steerpike fiercely.
"Who?" said Flay. "Don't stop here talking."
"Oh so ugly, he is. Lord Groan said so. The doctor said so. Ugh! So hideous."
"Who's hideous, you kitchen thing," said Flay, jerking his head forward gro-
tesquely.
"Who?" said Steerpike. "The baby. The new baby. They both
said so. Most terrible
he is."
"What's this?" cried Flay. "What's these lies all about? Who've you heard talk-
ing? Who've you been listening to? I'll tear your little ears off, you snippet
thing! Where've you been? Come here!"
Steerpike, who had determined to escape from the Great Kitchen, was now bent on
finding an occupation among those apartments where he might pry into the affairs
of those above him.
"If I go back to Swelter I'll tell him and all of them what I heard his lordship
say and then …'
"Come here!" said Flay between his teeth, "come here or I'll break your bones.
Been agaping, have you? I'll fix you." Flay propelled Steerpike through the en-
trance at a great pace and halted halfway down a narrow passage before a door.
This he unlocked with one of his many keys and thrusting Steerpike inside turned
it upon the boy.
"TALLOW AND BIRDSEED"
Like a vast spider suspended by a metal chord, a candelabrum presided over the
room nine feet above the floorboards. From its sweeping arms of iron, long stal-
actites of wax lowered their pale spilths drip by drip, drip by drip. A rough
table with a drawer half open, which appeared to be full of birdseed, was in
such a position below the iron spider that a cone of tallow was mounting by
degrees at one corner into a lambent pyramid the size of a hat.
The room was untidy to the extent of being a shambles. Everything had the ap-
pearance of being put aside for the moment. Even the bed was at an angle,
slanting away from the wall and crying out to be pushed back flush against the
red wallpaper. As the candles guttered or flared, so the shadows moved from
side to side, or up and down the wall, and with those movements behind the bed
there swayed the shadows of four birds. Between them vacillated an enormous
head. This umbrage was cast by her ladyship, the seventysixth Countess of Groan.
She was propped against several pillows and a black shawl was draped around her
shoulders. Her hair, a very dark red colour of great lustre, appeared to have
been left suddenly while being woven into a knotted structure on the top of her
head. Thick coils still fell about her shoulders, or clustered upon the pillows
like burning snakes.
Her eyes were of the pale green that is common among cats. They were large eyes,
yet seemed, in proportion to the pale area of her face, to be small. The nose
was big enough to appear so in spite of the expanse that surrounded it. The ef-
fect which she produced was one of bulk, although only her head, neck, shoulders
and arms could be seen above the bedclothes.
A magpie moving sideways up and down her left forearm, which lay supine upon the
bedclothes, pecked intermittently at a heap of grain which lay in the palm of
her hand. On her shoulders sat a stonechat, and a huge raven which was asleep.
The bed-rail boasted two starlings, a missel-thrush and a small owl. Every now
and then a bird would appear between the bars of a small high window which let
in less than no light. The ivy had climbed through it from the outside and had
begun to send its tendrils down the inner wall itself and over the crimson wall-
paper. Although this ivy had choked out what little light might have trickled
into the room, it was not strong enough to prevent the birds from finding a way
through and from visiting Lady Gertrude at any hour of night or day.
"That's enough, that's enough, that's enough!" said the Countess
in a deep husky
voice, to the magpie. "That's enough for you today, my dear."
The magpie jumped
a few inches into the air and landed again on her wrist and shook his feathers;
his long tail tapped on the eiderdown.
Lady Groan flung what remained of the grain across the room and the stone-chat
hopping from the bed-rail to her head, took off again from that rabous landing
ground with a flutter, circled twice around the room steering during his second
circuit through the stalactites of shining wax, and landed on the floor beside
the grain.
The Countess of Groan dug her elbows into the pillows behind her, which had be-
come flattened and uncomfortable and levered her bulk up with her strong, heavy
arms. Then she relaxed again, and spread out her arms to left and right along
the bed-rail behind her and her hands drooped from the wrists at either extrem-
ity, overhanging the edges of the bed. The line of her mouth was neither sad nor
amused, as she gazed abstractedly at the pyramid of wax that was mounting upon
the table. She watched each slow drip as it descended upon the blunt apex of
the mound, move sluggishly down the uneven side and solidify into a long pulpy
petal.
Whether the Countess was thinking deeply or was lost in vacant reverie it would
have been impossible to guess. She reclined hugely and motionlessly, her arms
extended along the iron rail, when suddenly a great fluttering and scrambling
broke into the waxsmelling silence of the room and turning her eyes to the ivy-
filled window, fourteen feet from the ground, the Countess without moving her
head, could see the leaves part and the white head and shoulders of an albino
rook emerge guiltily.
"Ah-ha," she said slowly, as though she had come to a conclusion,
"Do it is you,
is it? So it is the truant back again. Where has he been? What has he been doing?
What trees has he been sitting in? What clouds has he been flying through? What
a boy he is! What a bunch of feathered whiteness. What a bunch of wickedness!"
The rook had been sitting fringed on all sides with the ivy leaves, with his
head now on one side, now on the other; listening or appearing to listen with
great interest and a certain show of embarrassment, for from the movement that
showed itself in the ivy leaves from time to time, the white rook was evidently
shifting from foot to foot.
"Three weeks it is," continued the Countess, "Three weeks
I've been without him;
I wasn't good enough for him, oh no, not for Master Chalk, and here he
is back
again, wants to be forgiven! Oh yes! Wants a great treeful of forgiveness, for
his heavy old beak and months of absolution for his plumage."
Then the Countess hoisted herself up in bed again, twisted a strand of her dark
hair round a long forefinger, and with her face directed at the doorway, but her
eyes still on the bird, said as though to herself and almost inaudibly, "Come
on then." The ivy rustled again, and before that sound was over the bed itself
vibrated with the sudden arrival of the white rook.
He stood on the foot-rail, his claws curled around it, and stared at Lady Groan.
After a moment or two of stillness the white rook moved his feet up and down on
the rail in a treading motion and then, flopping on to the bedclothes at her
ladyship's feet, twisted his head around and pecked at his own tail, the feath-
ers of his neck standing out as he did so, crisply like a ruff. The pecking over
he made his way over the undulating terrain of the bed, until within a few inches
of her ladyship's face, when he tilted his big head in a characteristic manner
and cawed.
"Do you beg my pardon, do you?" said Lady Groan, "and you
think that's the end of
it? No more questions about where you've been or where you've flown these three
long weeks? So that's it, is it, Master Chalk? You want me to forgive you for old
sakes' sake? Come here with your old beak and rub it on my arm. Come along my whit-
est one, come along, then. Come along." The raven on Lady Groan's shoulder awoke
from his sleep and raised his ethiopian wing an inch or two, sleepily. Then his
eyes focused upon the rook in a hard stare. He sat there wide awake, a lock of
dark red hair between his feet. The small owl as though to take the place of the
raven fell asleep. One of the starlings turned about in three slow paces and faced
the wall. The missel-thrush made no motion, and as a candle guttered, a ghoul of
shadow from under a tall cupboard dislodged itself and moved across the floorboards,
climbed the bed, and crawled halfway across the eiderdown before it returned by the
same route, to curl up and roost beneath the cupboard again.
Lady Groan's gaze had returned to the mounting pyramid of tallow. Her pale eyes
would either concentrate upon an object in a remorseless way or would appear to be
without sight, vacant, with the merest suggestion of something childish. It was in
this abstracted manner that she gazed through the pale pyramid, while her hands,
as though working on their own account, moved gently over the breast, head and
throat of the white rook.
For some time there was complete silence in the room and it was with something of
a shock that a rapping at the panels of her bedroom door awakened Lady Groan from
her reverie.
Her eyes now took on the concentrated, loveless, cat-like look.
The birds coming to life at once, flapped simultaneously to the end rail of the
bed, where they stood balancing in a long uneven line, each one on the
alert,
their heads turned towards the door.
"Who's that?" said Lady Groan heavily.
"It's me, my lady," cried a quavering voice.
"Who's that hitting my door?"
"It's me with his lordship," replied the voice.
"What?" shouted Lady Groan. "What d'you want? What are you hitting my door for?"
Whoever it was raised her voice nervously and cried, "Nannie Slagg, it is. It's
me, my lady; Nannie Slagg."
"What d'you want?" repeated her ladyship, settling herself more comfortably.
"I've brought his Lordship for you to see," shouted Nannie Slagg, a little less
nervously.
"Oh, you have, have you? You've brought his lordship. So you want to come in, do
you? With his lordship." There was a moment's silence. "What
for? What have you
brought him to me for?"
"For you to see, if you please, my lady," replied Nannie Slagg. "He's had his
bath."
Lady Groan relaxed still further into the pillows. "Oh, you mean the new one,
do you?" she muttered.
"Can I come in?" cried Nannie Slagg.
"Hurry up then! Hurry up then! Stop scratching at my door. What are you waiting
for?"
A rattling at the door handle froze the birds along the iron bed-rail and as the
door opened they were all at once in the air, and were forcing their way, one
after another through the bitter leaves of the small window.
A GOLD RING FOR TITUS
Nannie Slagg entered, bearing in her arms the heir to the miles of rambling stone
and mortar; to the Tower of Flints and the stagnant moat; to the angular mountains
and the lime-green river where twelve years later he would be angling for the hid-
eous fishes of his inheritance.
She carried the child towards the bed and turned the little face to the mother, who
gazed right through it and said:
"Where's that doctor? Where's Prunesquallor? Put the child down and open the door."
Mrs Slagg obeyed, and as her back was turned Lady Groan bent forward and peered at
the child. The little eyes were glazed with sleep and the candlelight played upon
the bald head, moulding the structure of the skull with shifting shade.
"H'm," said Lady Groan, "what d'you want me to do with him?"
Nannie Slagg, who was very grey and old, with red rims around her eyes and whose
intelligence was limited, gazed vacantly at her ladyship.
"He's had his bath," she said. "He's just had his bath, bless his little lordship's
heart."
"What about it?" said Lady Groan.
The old nurse picked the baby up dexterously and began to rock him gently by way
of an answer.
"Is Prunesquallor there?" repeated Lady Groan.
"Down," whispered Nannie, pointing a little wrinkled finger at the floor, "d-down-
stairs: oh yes, I think he is still downstairs taking punch in the Coldroom. Oh
dear, yes, bless the little thing."
Her last remark presumably referred to Titus and not to Doctor Prunesquallor.
Lady Groan raised herself in bed and looking fiercely at the open door, bell-
owed in the deepest and loudest voice, 'SQUALLOR!"
The word echoed along the corridors and down the stairs, and creeping under the
door and along the black rug in the Coldroom, just managed, after climbing the
doctor's body, to find its way into both his ears simultaneously, in a peremp-
tory if modified condition. Modified though it was, it brought Doctor Prune-
squallor to his feet at once. His fish eyes swam all round his glasses before
finishing at the top, where they gave him an expression of fantastic martyrdom.
Running his long, exquisitely formed fingers through his mop of grey hair, he
drained his glass of punch at a draught and started for the door, flicking small
globules of the drink from his waistcoat.
Before he had reached her room he had begun a rehearsal of the conversation
he expected, his insufferable laughter punctuating every other sentence whatever
its gist.
"My lady," he said, when he had reached her door and was showing the Countess
and Mrs Slagg nothing except his head around the door-post in a decapitated
manner, before entering. "My lady, ha, ha, he he. I heard your voice downstairs
as I er--was--'
"Tippling," said Lady Groan.
"Ha, ha--how very right you are, how very very right you are, ha, ha, ha, he,
as I was, as you so graphically put it, ha, ha, tippling. Down it came, ha,
ha--down it came."
"What came?" interrupted the Countess loudly.
"Your voice," said Prunesquallor, raising his right hand and deliberately plac-
ing the tips of his thumb and little finger together, "your voice located me
in the Coldroom. Oh yes, it did!"
The Countess stared at him heavily and then dug her elbows into the pillow.
Mrs Slagg had rocked the baby to sleep.
Doctor Prunesquallor was running a long tapering forefinger up and down a
stalactite of wax and smiling horribly.
"I called you', said the Countess, "To tell you, Prunesquallor,
that tomor-
row I get up."
"Oh, he, ha, ha, oh ha, ha, my ladyship, oh, ha, ha, my ladyship--tomorrow?"
"Tomorrow," said the Countess, "why not?"
"Professionally speaking--' began Doctor Prunesquallor.
"Why not?" repeated the Countess interrupting him.
"Ha, ha, most abnormal, most unusual, ha, ha, ha, most unique, so
very soon."
"Do you would docket me, would you, Prunesquallor? I thought you would;
I
guessed it. I get up tomorrow--tomorrow at dawn."
Doctor Prunesquallor shrugged his narrow shoulders and raised his eyes. Then
placing the tips of his fingers together and addressing the dark ceiling
above him, "I advise, but never order," he said, in a tone which implied
that he could have done any amount of ordering had he thought it necessary.
"Ha ha, ha, oh no! I only advise."
"Rubbish," said the Countess.
"I do not think so," replied Prunesquallor, still gazing upwards. "Ha, ha,
ha, ha, oh no! not at all." As he finished speaking his eyes for a second
travelled downwards at great speed and took in the image of the Countess
in bed and then even more rapidly swam up the glasses. What he had seen
disquieted him, for he had found in her expression such a concentration of
distaste that as he deflected his gaze away from her he found that his feet
were moving backwards one after the other and that he was at the door be-
fore he knew that he had decided what to do. Bowing quickly he withdrew his
body from the bedroom.
"Isn't he sweet, oh isn't he the sweetest drop of sugar that ever was?"
said Mrs Slagg.
"Who?" shouted the Countess so loudly that a string of tallow wavered in
the shifting light.
The baby awoke at the sound and moaned, and Nannie Slagg retreated.
"His little lordship," she whimpered weakly, "his pretty little lordship."
's lagg," said the Countess, "go away! I would like to see the boy when he
is six. Find a wet nurse from the Outer Dwellings. Make him green dresses
from the velvet curtains. Take this gold ring of mine. Fix a chain to it.
Let him wear it around his wry little neck. Call him Titus. Go away and
leave the door six inches open."
The Countess put her hand under the pillow and drew forth a small reed,
placed it in her vast mouth and gave it breath. Two long sweet notes sang
out through the dark air. At the sound, Mrs Slagg, grabbing the gold ring
from the bedclothes, where the Countess had thrown it, hurried as fast as
her old legs could carry her from the room as though a werewolf were at
her heels. Lady Groan was leaning forward in bed, her eyes were like a
child's: wide, sweet and excited. They were fixed upon the door. Her hands
were gripping the edges of her pillow. She became rigid.
In the distance, a vibration was becoming louder and louder until the vol-
ume seemed to have filled the chamber itself, when suddenly there slid
through the narrow opening of the door and moved into the fumid atmosphere
of the room an undulation of whiteness, so that, within a breath, there
was no shadow in all the room that was not blanched with cats.
SEPULCHRAVE
Every morning of the year, between the hours of nine and ten, he may be
found, seated in the Stone Hall, it is there, at the long table that he
takes his breakfast. The table is raised upon a dais, and from where he
sits he can gaze down the length of the grey refectory. On either side and
running the entire length, great pillars prop the painted ceiling where
cherubs pursue each other across a waste of flaking sky. There must be a-
bout a thousand of them all told, interweaving among the clouds, their fat
limbs for ever on the move and yet never moving, for they are imperfectly
articulated. The colours, once garish, have faded and peeled away and the
ceiling is now a very subtle shade of grey and lichen green, old rose and
silver.
Lord Sepulchrave may have noticed the cherubs long ago. Probably when a
child he had attempted more than once to count them, as his father had done,
and as young Titus in his turn will try to do; but however that might be,
Lord Groan had not cast up his eyes to the old welkin for many years. Nor
did he ever stare about him now. How could he love this place? He was a
part of it. He could not imagine a world outside it; and the idea of lov-
ing Gormenghast would have shocked him. To have asked him of his feelings
for his hereditary home would be like asking a man what his feelings were
towards his own hand or his own throat. But his lordship remembered the
cherubs in the ceiling. His great grandfather had painted them with the
help of an enthusiastic servant who had fallen seventy feet from the scaf-
folding and had been killed instantly. But it seemed that Lord Sepulchrave
found his only interest in these days among the volumes in his library and
in a knob of jade on his silver rod, which he would scrutinize for hours
on end.
Arriving, as was his consistent habit, at exactly nine o'clock every morn-
ing, he would enter the long hall and move with a most melancholy air be-
tween rows of long tables, where servants of every grade would be awaiting
him, standing at their places, their heads bowed.
Mounting the dais he would move around to the far side of the table where
hung a heavy brass bell. He would strike it. The servants sitting down at
once, would begin their meal of bread, rice wine and cake.
Lord Groan's menu was otherwise. As he sat, this morning, in his highbacked
chair he saw before him--through a haze of melancholia that filmed his brain
and sickened his heart, robbing it of power and his limbs of health--he saw
before him a snow-white tablecloth. It was set for two. The silver shone
and the napkins were folded into the shapes of peacocks and were perched
decoratively on the two plates. There was a delicious scent of bread, sweet
and wholesome. There were eggs painted in gay colours, toast piled up pagoda-
wise, tier upon tier and each as frail as a dead leaf; and fish with their
tails in their mouths lay coiled in sea-blue saucers. There was coffee in
an urn shaped like a lion, the spout protruding from that animal's silver
jaws. There were all varieties of coloured fruits that looked strangely
tropical in that dark hall. There were honeys and jams, jellies, nuts and
spices and the ancestral breakfast plate was spread out to the greatest
advantage amid the golden cutlery of the Groans. In the centre of the
table was a small tin bowl of dandelions and nettles.
Lord Sepulchrave sat silently. He did not seem to notice the delicacies
spread before him, nor when for a moment or two at a time his head was
raised, did he appear to see the long cold dining-hall nor the servants
at their tables. To his right, at the adjacent corner of the board, was
arranged the cutlery and earthenware crockery that implied the imminent
arrival of his lordship's breakfast companion. Lord Groan, his eyes upon
the jade knob of the rod which he was twisting slowly upon its ferrule,
again rang the brass bell and a door opened in the wall behind him.
Sourdust entered with great books under his arm. He was arrayed in crim-
son sacking. His beard was knotted and the hairs that composed it were
black and white. His face was very lined, as though it had been made of
brown paper that had been crunched by some savage hand before being has-
tily smoothed out and spread over the tissues. His eyes were deep-set
and almost lost in the shadows cast by his fine brow, which for all its
wrinkles, retained a sweeping breadth of bone.
The old man seated himself at the end of the table, and stacked the four
volumes beside a porcelain decanter, and raising his sunken eyes to Lord
Groan, murmured these words in a weak and shaking voice and yet with a
certain dignity as though it were not simply a case of having to get
through the ritual, but that it was now, as always, well worth getting
through.
"I, Sourdust, lord of the library, personal adviser to your lordship,
nonagenarian, and student of the Groan lore, proffer to your lordship
the salutations of a dark morning, robed as I am in rags, student as I
am of the tomes, and nonagenarian as I happen to be in the matter of
years."
This was delivered in one breath and then he coughed unpleasantly sev-
eral times, his hand at his chest.
Lord Groan propped his chin on the knuckles of his hands that were cup-
ping the jade knob. His face was very long and was olive coloured. The
eyes were large, and of an eloquence, withdrawn. His nostrils were mob-
ile and sensitive. His mouth, a narrow line. On his head was the iron
crown of the Groans that fastens with a strap under the chin. It had
four prongs that were shaped like arrow heads. Between these barbs small
chains hung in loops. The prerogative of precedent on his side, he was
wrapped in his dark grey dressinggown.
He did not seem to have heard Sourdust's salutations, but focusing his
eyes for the first time upon the table, he broke a corner off a piece
of toast, and placed it mechanically in his mouth. This he muzzled in
his cheek for the major part of the meal. The fish became cold on the
plate. Sourdust had helped himself to one of them, a slice of water-
melon and a fire-green egg, but all else lost its freshness or its
heat upon the ritualistic table.
Below in the long basement of the hall the clattering of the knives
had ceased. The rice wine had been passed up and down the table, and
the jugs were empty. They were waiting for the sign to go about their
duties.
Sourdust, having wiped his old mouth with the napkin, turned his eyes
to his lordship, who was now leaning back in the chair and sipping at
a glass of black tea, his eyes unfocused as usual. The Librarian was
watching the left eyebrow of his lordship. It was twentyone minutes to
ten by the clock at the far end of the hall. Lord Groan appeared to be
looking through this clock. Three-quarters of a minute went by, it was
ten seconds--five seconds--three seconds--one second--to twenty to
ten. It was twenty minutes to ten. Lord Groan's left eyebrow rose up his
forehead mechanically and stayed suspended beneath three wrinkles.
Then it slowly lowered itself. At the movement, Sourdust arose and
stamped upon the ground with an old thin leg. The crimson sacking a-
bout his body shook as he did so and his beard of black and white knots
swung madly to and fro.
The tables were at once emptied and within half a minute the last of
the retainers had vanished from the hall, and the servants' door at
the far end had been closed and bolted.
Sourdust re-seated himself, panting a little and coughing in an ugly
way. Then he leaned across the table and scratched the white
cloth in front of Lord Groan with a fork.
His lordship turned his black and liquid eyes towards the old librarian
and adviser. "Well?" he said, in a far-away voice, "what is it, Sour-
dust?"
"It is the ninth day of the month," said Sourdust.
"Ah," said his lordship.
There was a period of silence, Sourdust making use of the interim by
re-knotting several tassels of his beard.
"The ninth," repeated his lordship.
"The ninth," muttered Sourdust.
"A heavy day," mused his lordship, 'very heavy."
Sourdust, bending his deep-set eyes upon his master, echoed him: "A
heavy day, the ninth … always a heavy day."
A great tear rolled down Sourdust's cheek threading its way over the
crumpled surface. The eyes were too deeply set in their sockets of
shadow to be seen. By not so much as the faintest sign or movement
had Sourdust suggested that he was in a state of emotional stress.
Nor was he, ever, save that at moments of reflection upon matters
connected with the traditions of the Castle, it so happened that
great tears emerged from the shadows beneath his brow. He fingered
the great tomes beside his plate. His lordship, as though making the
resolve after long deliberation, leaned forward, placed his rod on
the table and adjusted his iron crown. Then, supporting his long
olive chin with his hands, he turned his head to the old man: "Pro-
ceed," he whispered.
Sourdust gathered the sacking about himself in a quick shaky way,
and getting to his feet moved round to the back of his own chair
which he pushed a few inches closer to the table, and squeezing be-
tween the table and the chair he re-seated himself carefully and
was apparently more comfortable than before. Then with great deli-
beration, bending his corrugated brow upon each in turn he pushed
the varied assortment of dishes, cruets, glasses, cutlery and by
now tepid delicacies away from before him, clearing a semi-circle
of white cloth. Only then did he remove the three tomes from beside
his elbow. He opened them one after the other by balancing them
carefully on their vellum spines and allowing them to break open
at pages indicated by embroidered book-markers.
The left hand pages were headed with the date and in the first of
the three books this was followed by a list of the activities to be
performed hour by hour during the day by his lordship. The exact
times; the garments to be worn for each occasion and the symbolic
gestures to be used. Diagrams facing the left hand page gave part-
iculars of the routes by which his lordship should approach the
various scenes of operation. The diagrams were hand tinted.
The second tome was full of blank pages and was entirely symbolic,
while the third was a mass of cross references. If, for instance,
his lordship, Sepulchrave, the present Earl of Groan, had been
three inches shorter, the costumes, gestures and even the routes
would have differed from the ones described in the first tome, and
from the enormous library, another volume would have had to have
been chosen which would have applied. Had he been of a fair skin,
or had he been heavier than he was, had his eyes been green, blue
or brown instead of black, then, automatically another set of ar-
-chaic regulations would have appeared this morning on the break-
fast table. This complex system was understood in its entirety
only by Sourdust--the technicalities demanding the devotion of a
lifetime, though the sacred spirit of tradition implied by the
daily manifestations was understood by all.
For the next twenty minutes Sourdust instructed his lordship in the
less obvious details of the day's work that lay ahead, in a high
cracked old voice, the cross-hatching of the skin at the corners
of his mouth twitching between the sentences. His lordship nodded
silently. Occasionally the routes marked down for the "ninth' in
the diagrams of the first tome are obsolete, as for instance,
where at 2.37 in the afternoon Lord Groan was to have moved down
the iron stairway in the grey vestibule that led to the pool of
carp. That stairway had been warped and twisted out of shape sev-
enty years ago when the vestibule had been razed to the ground in
the great fire. An alternative route had to be planned. A plan
approaching as far as possible to the spirit of the original con-
ception, and taking the same amount of time. Sourdust scoured the
new route shakily on the tablecloth with the point of a fork. His
lordship nodded. The day's duties being clear, and with only a
minute to run before ten, Sourdust relaxed in his chair and drib-
bled into his black-andwhite beard. Every few seconds he glanced
at the clock.
A long sigh came from his lordship. For a moment a light appeared
in his eyes and then dulled. The line of his mouth seemed for a
moment to have softened.
"Durdust," he said, "have you heard about my son?"
Sourdust, with his eyes on the clock, had not heard his lordship's
question. He was making noises in his throat and chest, his mouth
working at the corners.
Lord Groan looked at him quickly and his face whitened under the
olive. Taking a spoon he bent it into three-quarters of a circle.
The door opened suddenly in the wall behind the dais and Flay en-
tered.
"T's time," he said, when he reached the table.
Lord Sepulchrave rose and moved to the door.
Flay nodded sullenly at the man in crimson sacking, and after fill-
ing his pockets with peaches followed his lordship between the
pillars of the Stone Hall.
PRUNESQUALLOR'S KNEE-CAP
Fuchsia's bedroom was stacked at its four corners with her discarded
toys, books and lengths of coloured cloth. It lay in the centre of the
western wing and upon the second floor. A walnut bed monopolized the
inner wall in which stood the doorway. The two triangular windows in
the opposite wall gave upon the battlements where the master sculptors
from the mud huts moved in silhouette across the sunset at the full
moon of alternate months. Beyond the battlements the flat pastures
spread and beyond the pastures were the Twisted Woods of thorn that
climbed the ever steepening sides of Gormenghast Mountain.
Fuchsia had covered the walls of her room with impetuous drawings in
charcoal. There had been no attempt to create a design of any kind
upon the coral plaster at either end of the bedroom. The drawings had
been done at many an odd moment of loathing or excitement and although
lacking in subtlety or proportion were filled with an extraordinary
energy. These violent devices gave the two walls of her bedroom such
an appearance of riot that the huddled heaps of toys and books in the
four corners looked, by comparison, compact.
The attic, her kingdom, could be approached only through this bedc-
hamber. The door of the spiral staircase that ascended into the dark-
ness was immediately behind the bedstead, so that to open this door
which resembled the door of a cupboard, the bed had to be pulled for-
ward into the room.
Fuchsia never failed to return the bed to its position as a precau-
tion against her sanctum being invaded. It was unnecessary, for no
one saving Mrs Slagg ever entered her bedroom and the old nurse in
any case could never have manoeuvred herself up the hundred or so
narrow, darkened steps that gave eventually on the attic, which
since the earliest days Fuchsia could remember had been for her a
world undesecrate.
Through succeeding generations a portion of the lumber of Gormen-
ghast had found its way into this zone of moted half-light, this
warm, breathless, timeless region where the great rafters moved a-
cross the air, clouded with moths. Where the dust was like pollen
and lay softly on all things.
The attic was composed of two main galleries and a cock loft, the
second gallery leading at right angles from the first after a des-
cent of three rickety steps. At its far end a wooden ladder rose
to a balcony resembling a narrow verandah. At the left extremity
of this balcony a doorway, with its door hanging mutely by one
hinge, led to the third of the three rooms that composed the at-
tic. This was the loft which was for Fuchsia a very secret place,
a kind of pagan chapel, an eyrie, a citadel, a kingdom never men-
tioned, for that would have been a breach of faith--a kind of
blasphemy.
On the day of her brother's birth, while the castle beneath her,
reaching in room below room, gallery below gallery, down, down to
the very cellars, was alive with rumour, Fuchsia, like Rottcodd,
in his Hall of the Bright Carvings was unaware of the excitement
that filled it.
She had pulled at the long black pigtail of a chord which hung
from the ceiling in one corner of her bedroom and had set a bell
jangling in the remote apartment which Mrs Slagg had inhabited
for two decades.
The sunlight was streaming through the eastern turrets and was
lighting the Carvers' Battlement and touching the sides of the
mountain beyond. As the sun rose, thorn tree after thorn tree on
Gormenghast Mountain emerged in the pale light and became a spec-
tre, one following another, now here, now there, over the huge
mass until the whole shape was flattened into a radiant jagged
triangle against the darkness. Seven clouds like a group of naked
cherubs or sucking-pigs, floated their plump pink bodies across
a sky of slate. Fuchsia watched them through her window sullenly.
Then she thrust her lower lip forward. Her hands were on her
hips. Her bare feet were quite still on the floorboards.
'seven', she said, scowling at each. "There's seven of them. One,
two, three, four, five, six, seven. Seven clouds."
She drew a yellow shawl more tightly around her shoulders for
she was shivering in her nightdress, and pulled the pigtail again
for Mrs Slagg. Rummaging in a drawer, she found a stick of black
chalk and approaching an area of wall that was comparatively vacant
she chalked a vicious 7 and drew a circle round it with the word
"CLOWDS' written beneath in heavy, uncompromising letters.
As Fuchsia turned away from the wall she took an awkward shuf-
fling step towards the bed. Her jet black hair hung loosely across
her shoulders. Her eyes, that were always smouldering, were
fixed on the door. Thus she remained with one foot forward as
the doorknob turned and Mrs Slagg entered.
Seeing her, Fuchsia continued her walk from where she had left
off, but instead of going towards the bed, she approached Mrs
Slagg with five strides, and putting her arms quickly around the
old woman's neck, kissed her savagely, broke away, and then beck-
oning her to the window, pointed towards the sky. Mrs Slagg
peered along Fuchsia's outstretched arm and finger and inquired
what there was to look at.
"Fat clouds," said Fuchsia. "There's seven of them."
The old woman screwed up her eyes and peered once more but
only for a moment. Then she made a little noise which seemed to
indicate that she was not impressed.
"Why seven?" said Fuchsia. 'seven is for something. What's sev-
en for? One for a glorious golden grave--two for a terrible
torch of tin; three for a hundred hollow horses; four for a
knight with a spur of speargrass; five for a fish with fort-
unate fins, six--I've forgotten six, and seven--what's seven
for? Eight for a frog with eyes like marbles, nine, what's
nine? Nine for a nine, nine--ten for a tower of turbulent
toast--but what is seven. What is seven?"
Fuchsia stamped her foot and peered into the poor old nurse's
face.
Nannie Slagg made little noises in her throat which was her
way of filling in time and then said, "Would you like some
hot milk, my precious? Tell me now because I'm busy, and
must feed your mother's white cats, dear. Just because I'm
of the energetic system, my dear heart, they give me ever-
ything to do. What did you ring for? Quickly, quickly my
caution. What did you ring for?"
Fuchsia bit her big red lower lip, tossed a mop of midnight
from her brow and gazed out of the window, her hands grasp-
ing her elbows behind her. Very stiff she had become and
angular.
"I want a big breakfast," said Fuchsia at last. "I want a
lot to eat, I'm going to think today."
Nannie Slagg was scrutinizing a wart on her left forearm.
"You don't know where I'm going, but I'm going somewhere
where I can think."
"Yes, dear," said the old nurse.
"I want hot milk and eggs and lots of toast done only on
one side," Fuchsia frowned as she paused; "and I want a bag
of apples to take along with me for the whole of the day,
for I get hungry when I think."
"Yes, dear," said Mrs Slagg again, pulling a loose thread
from the hem of Fuchsia's skirt. "Put some more on the fire,
my caution, and I'll bring your breakfast and make your bed
for you, though I'm not very well."
Fuchsia descended suddenly upon her old nurse again and kiss-
ing her cheek, released her from the room, closing the door
on her retreating figure with a crash that echoed down the
gloomy corridors.
As soon as the door had closed, Fuchsia leaped at her bed
and diving between the blankets head first, wriggled her way
to the far end, where from all appearances, she became en-
gaged in a life and death struggle with some ambushed monster.
The heavings of the bedclothes ended as suddenly as they had
begun and she emerged with a pair of long woollen stockings
which she must have kicked off during the night. Sitting on
her pillows she began pulling them on in a series of heaves,
twisting with difficulty, at a very late stage, the heel of
each from the front to the back.
"I won't see anybody today," she said to herself--"no, not
anybody at all. I will go to my secret room and think things
over." She smiled a smile to herself. It was sly but it was
so childishly sly that it was lovable. Her lips, big and well-
formed and extraordinarily mature, curled up like plump petals
and showed between them her white teeth.
As soon as she had smiled her face altered again, and the pet-
ulant expression peregrine to her features took control. Her
black eyebrows were drawn together.
Her dressing became interrupted between the addition of each
garment by dance movements of her own invention. There was no-
thing elegant in these attitudes into which she flung herself,
standing sometimes for a dozen of seconds at a time in some
extraordinary position of balance. Her eyes would become glazed
like her mother's and an expression of abstract calm would for
an instant defy the natural concentration of her face. Finally
her blood-red dress, absolutely shapeless, was pulled over her
head. It fitted nowhere except where a green cord was knotted
at her waist. She appeared rather to inhabit, than to wear her
clothes.
Meanwhile Mrs Slagg had not only prepared the breakfast for
Fuchsia in her own little room, but was on the way back with
the loaded tray shaking in her hands. As she turned a corner of
the corridor she was brought to a clattering standstill by the
sudden appearance of Doctor Prunesquallor, who also halting with
great suddenness, avoided a collision.
"Well, well, well, well, well, ha, ha, ha, if it isn't dear Mrs
Slagg, ha, ha, ha, how very very, very dramatic', said the doc-
tor, his long hands clasped before him at his chin, his high-
pitched laugh creaking along the timber ceiling of the passage.
His spectacles held in either lens the minute reflection of
Nannie Slagg.
The old nurse had never really approved of Doctor Prunesquallor.
It was true that he belonged to Gormenghast as much as the Tower
itself. He was no intruder, but somehow, in Mrs Slagg's eyes he
was definitely wrong. He was not her idea of a doctor in the
first place, although she could never have argued why. Nor could
she pin her dislike down to any other cause. Nannie Slagg found
it very difficult to marshal her thoughts at the best of times,
but when they became tied up with her emotions she became quite
helpless. What she felt but had never analysed was that Doctor
Prunesquallor rather played down to her and even in an obtuse
way made fun of her. She had never thought this, but her bones
knew of it.
She gazed up at the shock-headed man before her and wondered why
he never brushed his hair, and then she felt guilty for allowing
herself such thoughts about a gentleman and her tray shook and
her eyes wavered a little.
"Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, my dear Mrs Slagg, let me take your tray,
ha, ha, until you have tasted the fruits of discourse and told
me what you have been up to for the last month or more. Why have
I not seen you, Nannie Slagg? Why have my ears not heard your
footfall on the stairs, and your voice at nightfall, calling …
calling …?"
"Her ladyship don't want me any more, sir," said Nannie Slagg,
looking up at the doctor reproachfully. "I am kept in the west
wing now, sir."
"Do that's it, is it?" said Doctor Prunesquallor, removing the
loaded tray from Nannie Slagg and lowering both it and himself
at the same time to the floor of the long passage. He sat there
on his heels with the tray at his side and peered up at the old
lady, who gazed in a frightened way at his eye swimming hugely
beneath his magnifying spectacles.
"You are kept in the west wing? So that's it?" Doctor Prune-
squallor with his forefinger and thumb stroked his chin in a pro-
found manner and frowned magnificently. "It is the word "kept",
my dear Mrs Slagg, that galls me. Are you an animal, Mrs Slagg?
I repeat are you an animal?" As he said this he rose halfway to
his feet and with his neck stretched forward repeated his ques-
tion a third time. Poor Nannie Slagg was too frightened to be
able to give her answer to the query.
The doctor sank back on his heels.
"I will answer my own question, Mrs Slagg. I have known you for
some time. For, shall we say, a decade? It is true we have never
plumbed the depths of sorcery together nor argued the meaning of
existence--but it is enough for me to say that I have known you
for a considerable time, and that you are no animal. No animal
whatsoever. Sit upon my knee."
Nannie Slagg, terrified at this suggestion, raised her little bony
hands to her mouth and raised her shoulders to her ears. Then she
gave one frightened look down the passage and was about to make a
run for it when she was gripped about the knees, not unkindly, but
firmly and without knowing how she got there found herself sitting
upon the high bony knee-cap of the squatting doctor.
"You are not an animal," repeated Prunesquallor, "are you?"
The old nurse turned her wrinkled face to the doctor and shook her
head in little jerks.
"Of course you're not. Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, of course you're not.
Tell me what you are?"
Nannie's fist again came to her mouth and the frightened look in
her eyes reappeared.
"I'm … I'm an old woman," she said.
"You're a very unique old woman," said the doctor, "and if I am not
mistaken, you will very soon prove to be an exceptionally invaluable
old woman. Oh yes, ha, ha, ha, oh yes, a very invaluable old woman
indeed." (There was a pause.) "How long is it since you saw her lad-
yship, the Countess? It must be a very long time."
"It is, it is," said Nannie Slagg, "a very long time. Months and
months and months."
"As I thought," said the doctor. "Ha, ha, ha, as I very much thought.
Then you can have no idea of why you will be indispensable?"
"Oh no, sir!" said Nannie Slagg, looking at the breakfast tray whose
load was fast becoming cold.
"Do you like babies, my very dear Mrs Slagg?" asked the doctor, shif-
ting the poor woman on to his other acutely bended knee joint and
stretching out his former leg as though to ease it. "Are you fond of
the little creatures, taken by and large?"
"Babies?" said Mrs Slagg in the most animated tone that she had so
far used. "I could eat the little darlings, sir, I could eat them
up!"
"Quite," said Doctor Prunesquallor, "quite so, my good woman. You
could eat them up. That will be unnecessary. In fact it would be pos-
itively injurious, my dear Mrs Slagg, and especially under the cir-
cumstances about which I must now enlighten you. A child will be
placed in your keeping. Do not devour him Nannie Slagg. It is for
you to bring him up, that is true, but there will be no need for you
to swallow him first. You would be, ha, ha, ha, ha--swallowing a
Groan."
This news filtered by degrees through Nannie Slagg's brain and all
at once her eyes looked very wide indeed.
"No, oh no, sir!"
"Yes, oh yes, sir!" replied the physician. "Although the Countess
has of late banished you from her presence, yet, Nannie Slagg, you
will of necessity be restored, ha, ha, ha, be restored to a very im-
portant state. Sometime today, if I am not mistaken, my wide-eyed
Nannie Slagg, I shall be delivering a brand new Groan. Do you remember
when I delivered the Countess of Lady Fuchsia?"
Nannie Slagg began to shake all over and a tear ran down her cheek as
she clasped her hands between her knees, very nearly overbalancing
from her precarious perch.
"I can remember every little thing sir--every little thing. Who would
have thought?"
"Exactly," interrupted Doctor Prunesquallor. "Who would have thought.
But I must be going, ha, ha, ha, I must dislodge you, Nannie Slagg,
from my patella--but tell me, did you know nothing of her ladyship's
condition?"
"Oh, sir," said the old lady, biting her knuckle and shifting her gaze.
"Nothing! nothing! No one ever tells me anything."
"Yet all the duties will devolve on you," said Doctor Prunesquallor.
"Though you will doubtless enjoy yourself. There is no doubt at all
about that. Is there?"
"Oh, sir, another baby, after all this time! Oh, I could smack him al-
ready."
"Him?" queried the doctor. "Ha, ha, ha, you are very sure of the gender,
my dear Mrs Slagg."
"Oh yes, sir, it's a him, sir. Oh, what a blessing that it is. They will
let me have him, sir? They will let me won't they?"
"They have no choice," said the doctor somewhat too briskly for
a gent-
leman and he smiled a wide inane smile, his thin nose pointing straight
at Mrs Slagg. His grey hayrick of hair removed itself from the wall.
"What of my Fuchsia? Has she an inkling?"
"Oh, no, not an inkling. Not an inkling, sir, bless her. She hardly ever
leaves her room except at night, sir. She don't know nothing, sir, and
never talks to no one but me."
The doctor, removing Nannie Slagg from his knee, rose to his feet. "The
rest of Gormenghast talks of nothing else, but the western wing is in
darkness. Very, very, very strange. The child's nurse and the child's
sister are in darkness, ha, ha, ha. But not for long, not for long. By
all that's enlightened, very much not so!"
's ir?" queried Nannie Slagg as the doctor was about to move away.
"What?" said Doctor Prunesquallor, scrutinizing his fingernails. "What
is it my dear Mrs Slagg? Be quick."
"Er--how is she, sir? How is her ladyship?"
"Tough as behemoth," said Prunesquallor, and was around the corner
in an
instant, and Nannie Slagg, with her mouth and eyes wide open, could, as
she lifted up the cold tray, hear his feet in a far passage tapping an
elegant tattoo as he moved like a bird towards the bedroom of the Count-
ess of Groan.
As Mrs Slagg knocked at Fuchsia's door, her heart was beating very fast.
It was always a long time before she realized the import of whatever she
were told, and it was only now that the full measure of what the doctor
had divulged was having its effect. To be again, after all these years,
the nurse of an heir to the house of Groan--to be able to bathe the help-
less limbs, to iron out the little garments and to select the wet nurse
from the outer dwellings! To have complete authority in anything connected
with the care of the precious mite--all this was now weighing with a great
load of painful pride across her heart that was beating rapidly.
So overpowered was she by this emotion that she had knocked twice before
she noticed that there was a note pinned upon the outside of the door.
Peering at it she at last made out what Fuchsia had scrawled in her in-
variable charcoal.
Can't wait until the doomsday--you're so SLOW!
Mrs Slagg tried the door handle although she knew that the door would be
locked. Leaving the tray and the apples on the mat outside she retreated
to her own room where she might indulge herself in halcyon glimpses of
the future. Life, it seemed, was not over
for her.
THE ATTIC
Meanwhile Fuchsia had, after waiting impatiently for her breakfast, gone
to a cupboard where she kept an emergency supply of eatables -- half an
old seed cake and some dandelion wine. There was also a box of dates
which Flay had purloined and brought up for her several weeks before,
and two wrinkled pears. These she wrapped in a piece of cloth. Next she
lit a candle and placed it on the floor near the wall, then hollowing
her strong young back she laid hold of the foot-rail of her bed and
dragged it back sufficiently for her to squeeze herself between the rail
and the wall and to unlatch the cupboard door. Stretching over the head-
rail she grasped her bundle of food and then picked up the candle from
near her feet, and ducking her head crept through the narrow opening and
found herself at the lowermost steps of the flight that led upwards in
dark spirals. Closing the door behind her, she dragged a bolt into pos-
ition and the tremors which she always experienced at this moment of
locking herself in, took hold of her and for a moment she shook from
head to foot.
Then, with her candle lighting her face and the three sliding steps be-
fore her as she climbed, she ascended into her region.
As Fuchsia climbed into the winding darkness her body was impregnated
and made faint by a qualm as of green April. Her heart beat painfully.
This is a love that equals in its power the love of man for woman and
reaches inwards as deeply. It is the love of a man or of a woman for
their world. For the world of their centre where their lives burn gen-
uinely and with a free flame.
The love of the diver for his world of wavering light. His world of
pearls and tendrils and his breath at his breast. Born as a plunger
into the deeps he is at one with every swarm of lime-green fish, with
every coloured sponge. As he holds himself to the ocean's faery floor,
one hand clasped to a bedded whale's rib, he is complete and infinite.
Pulse, power and universe sway in his body. He is in love.
The love of the painter standing alone and staring, staring at the great
coloured surface he is making. Standing with him in the room the rearing
canvas stares back with tentative shapes halted in their growth, moving
in a new rhythm from floor to ceiling. The twisted tubes, the fresh paint
squeezed and smeared across the dry upon his palette. The dust beneath
the easel. The paint has edged along the brushes' handles. The white
light in a northern sky is silent. The window gapes as he inhales his
world. His world: a rented room, and turpentine. He moves towards his
half-born. He is in love.
The rich soil crumbles through the yeoman's fingers. As the pearl diver
murmurs, "I am home' as he moves dimly in strange water-lights, and as
the painter mutters, "I am me' on his lone raft of floorboards, so the
slow landsman on his acre'd marl--says with dark Fuchsia on her twisting
staircase, "I am home."
It was this feeling of belonging to the winding stair and the attic which
Fuchsia experienced as she ran her right hand along the wooden wall as
she climbed and encountered after some time the loose board which she
expected. She knew that only eighteen steps remained and that after two
more turns in the staircase the indescribable grey-gold filtering glow
of the attic would greet her. Reaching the top-most step she stooped and
leaned over a three foot swing door, like the door of a byre, unfastened
the latch and entered the first of the three sections of the attic.
An infiltration of the morning's sun gave the various objects a certain
vague structure but in no way dispelled the darkness. Here and there a
thin beam of light threaded the warm brooding dusk and was filled with
slowly moving motes like an attenuate firmament of stars revolving in
grave order.
One of these narrow beams lit Fuchsia's forehead and shoulder, and an-
other plucked a note of crimson from her dress. To her right was an e-
normous crumbling organ. Its pipes were broken and the keyboard shat-
tered. Across its front the labour of a decade of grey spiders had
woven their webs into a shawl of lace. It needed but the ghost of an
infanta to arise from the dust to gather it about her head and shoul-
ders as the most fabulous of all mantillas.
In the gloom Fuchsia's eyes could barely be seen for the light upon
her forehead sank deeper shadows, by contrast, through her face. But
they were calm. The excitement that had wakened within them on the
stairway had given place to this strange calm. She stood at the stair-
head almost another being.
This room was the darkest. In the summer the light seemed to penetrate
through the fissures in the warped wood and through the dislodged por-
tions of stone slating in a less direct way than was the case in the
larger room or gallery to its right. The third, the smallest attic,
with its steps leading upwards from the gallery with the banistered
verandah was the best lit, for it boasted a window with shutters which,
when opened, gave upon a panorama of roof-tops, towers and battlements
that lay in a great half-circle below. Between high bastions might be
seen, hundreds of feet beneath, a portion of quadrangle wherein, were
a figure to move across, he would appear no taller than a thimble.
Fuchsia took three paces forward in the first of the attics and then
paused a moment to re-tie a string above her knee. Over her head vague
rafters loomed and while she straightened herself she noticed them
and unconsciously loved them. This was the lumber room. Though very
long and lofty it looked relatively smaller than it was, for the fan-
tastic piles of every imaginable kind of thing, from the great organ
to the lost and painted head of a broken toy lion that must one day
have been the plaything of one of Fuchsia's ancestors, spread from
every wall until only an avenue was left to the adjacent room. This
high, narrow avenue wound down the centre of the first attic before
suddenly turning at a sharp angle to the right. The fact that this
room was filled with lumber did not mean that she ignored it and used
it only as a place of transit. Oh no, for it was here that many long
afternoons had been spent as she crawled deep into the recesses and
found for herself many a strange cavern among the incongruous relics
of the past. She knew of ways through the centre of what appeared to
be hills of furniture, boxes, musical instruments and toys, kites,
pictures, bamboo armour and helmets, flags and relics of every kind,
as an Indian knows his green and secret trail. Within reach of her
hand the hide and head of a skinned baboon hung dustily over a broken
drum that rose beyond above the dim ranges of this attic medley. Huge
and impregnable they looked in the warm still halflight, but Fuchsia,
had she wished to, could have disappeared awkwardly but very suddenly
into these fantastic mountains, reached their centre and lain down u-
pon an ancient couch with a picture book at her elbow and been entire-
ly lost to view within a few moments.
This morning, she was bound for the third of her rooms and moved for-
ward through the canyon, ducking beneath the stuffed leg of a giraffe
that caught a thread of the moted sunlight and which, propped across
Fuchsia's path, made a kind of low lintel immediately before the pas-
sage curved away to the right. As Fuchsia rounded this bend she saw
what she expected to see. Twelve feet away were the wooden steps which
led down to the second attic. The rafters above the steps were warped
into a sagging curve so that it was not possible to obtain more than
a restricted view of the room beyond. But the area of empty floor that
was visible gave an indication of the whole. She descended the steps.
There was a ripping away of clouds; a sky, a desert, a forsaken shore
spread through her.
As she stepped forward on the empty board, it was for her like walking
into space. Space, such as the condors have shrill inklings of, and the
cock-eagle glimpses through his blood.
Silence was there with a loud rhythm. The halls, towers, the rooms of
Gormenghast were of another planet. Fuchsia caught at a thick lock of
her hair and dragged her own head back as her heart beat loudly and,
tingling from head to foot little diamonds appeared at the inner cor-
ners of her eyes.
With what characters she had filled this lost stage of emptiness! It
was here that she would see the people of her imagination, the fierce
figures of her making, as they strolled from corner to corner, brooded
like monsters or flew through the air like seraphs with burning wings,
or danced, or fought, or laughed, or cried. This was her attic of make-
believe, where she would watch her mind's companions advancing or re-
treating across the dusty floor.
Gripping her eatables tightly in their cloth, her feet echoing dully,
she walked onwards towards the fixed ladder that led to the balcony
at the far end. She climbed the ladder, both feet coming together on
each rung for it was difficult for her to climb with the bottle and
her food for the day tucked under her arm. There was no one to see
her strong straight back and shoulders and the gauche, indecorous
movements of her legs as she climbed in her crimson dress; nor the
length of her tangled and inky hair. Halfway up she was able to lift
her bundle above her head and push it on to the balcony, and then to
swarm after it and find herself standing with the great stage below
her as empty as an unremembered heart.
As she looked down, her hands on the wooden banister that ran along
the attic verandah, she knew that at a call she could set in motion
the five main figures of her making. Those whom she had so often
watched below her, almost as though they were really there. At first
it had not been easy to understand them nor to tell them what to do.
But now it would be easy, at any rate for them to enact the scenes
that she had watched them so often perform. Munster, who would crawl
along the rafters and drop chuckling into the middle of the floor in
a cloud of dust and then bow to Fuchsia before turning and searching
for his barrel of bright gold. Or the Rain Man, who moved always with
his head lowered and his hands clasped behind him and who had but to
lift his eyelid to quell the tiger that followed him on a chain.
These and the dramas in which they took part were now latent in the
room below her, but Fuchsia passed the high-backed chair where she
would sit at the verandah edge, pulled back the door carefully on its
one hinge, and entered into the third of the three rooms.
She put her bundle upon a table in one corner, went to the window and
pushed open the two shutters. Her stocking was halfway down her leg
again and she knotted the string more firmly round her thigh. It was
often her habit in this room to think aloud to herself. To argue with
herself. Looking down from her little window upon the roofs of the
castle and its adjacent buildings she tasted the pleasure of her iso-
lation. "I am alone', she said, her chin in her hands and her elbows
on the sill. "I am quite alone, like I enjoy it. Now I can think for
there's no one to provoke me here. Not in my room. No one to tell me
what I ought to do because I'm a Lady. Oh no. I do just what I like
here. Fuchsia is quite alright here. None of them knows where I go to.
Flay doesn't know. Father doesn't know. Mother doesn't know. None of
them knows. Even Nannie doesn't know. Only I know. I know where I go,
I go here. This is where I go. Up the stairs and into my lumber room.
Through my lumber room and into my acting room. All across my acting
room and up the ladder and on to my verandah. Through the door and
into my secret attic. And here it is I am. I am here now. I have been
here lots of times but that is in the past. That is over, but now I'm
here it's in the present. This is the present. I'm looking on the roofs
of the present and I'm leaning on the present window-sill and later on
when I'm older I will lean on this window-sill again. Over and over
again.
"Now I'll make myself comfortable and eat my breakfast', she continued
to herself, but as she turned away her quick eyes noticed in the corner
of one of the diminished quadrangles far below her an unusually large
gathering of what she could just make out to be servants from the kitch-
en quarters. She was so used to the panorama below her being deserted at
that hour in the morning, the menials being at their multifarious duties
about the castle that she turned suddenly back to the window and stared
down with a sense of suspicion and almost of fear.
What was it that quickened her to a sense of something irreparable hav-
ing been done? To an outsider there would have been nothing untoward or
extraordinary in the fact that a group had gathered hundreds of feet be-
low in the corner of a sunny stone quadrangle, but Fuchsia born and bred
to the iron ritual of Gormenghast knew that something unprecedented was
afoot. She stared, and as she stared the group grew. It was enough to
throw Fuchsia out of her mood and to make her uneasy and angry.
"Dmething has happened," she said, "Dmething no one's told
me of.
They haven't told me, I don't like them. I don't like any of them. What
are they all doing like a lot of ants down there? Why aren't they work-
ing like they should be?" She turned around and faced her little room.
Everything was changed, she picked up one of the pears and bit a piece
out of it abstractedly. She had looked forward to a morning of rumina-
tion and perhaps a play or two in the empty attic before she climbed
down the stairs again to demand a big tea from Mrs Slagg. There was
something portentous in the group far below her. Her day was disrupted.
She looked around at the walls of her room. They were hung with pictures
once chosen as her favourites from among the scores that she had unearth-
ed in the lumber room. One wall was filled with a great mountain scene
where a road like a snake winding around and around the most impressive
of crags was filled with two armies, one in yellow and the other, the
invading force battling up from below, in purple. Lit as it were by
torch-light the whole scene was a constant source of wonder to Fuchsia,
yet this morning she gazed at it blankly. The other walls were less im-
posingly arranged, fifteen pictures being distributed among the three.
The head of a jaguar; a portrait of the twenty-second Earl of Groan with
pure white hair and a face the colour of smoke as a result of immoderate
tattooing, and a group of children in pink and white muslin dresses play-
ing with a viper were among the works which pleased her most. Hundreds of
very dull heads and full-length portraits of her ancestors had been left
in the lumber room. What Fuchsia wanted from a picture was something un-
expected. It was as though she enjoyed the artist telling her something
quite fresh and new. Something she had never thought of before.
A great writhing root, long since dragged from the woods of Gormenghast
Mountain, stood in the centre of the room. It had been polished to a rare
gloss, its every wrinkle gleaming. Fuchsia flung herself down on the most
imposing article in the room, a couch of faded splendour and suavity of
contour in which the angles of Fuchsia's body as she lay in a half sprawl
were thrown out with uncompromising severity. Her eyes which, since she
had entered the attic, had taken on the calm expression so alien to her,
were now smouldering again. They moved about the room as though they
were seeking in vain a resting place, but neither the fantastic root, nor
the
ingenious pattern in the carpet below her had the power to hold them.
"Everything's wrong. Everything. Everything," said Fuchsia. Again she
went to the window and peered down at the group in the quadrangle. By
now it had grown until it filled all that was visible of the stone square.
Through a flying buttress to the left of her she could command a view
of four distant alleys in a poor district of Gormenghast. These alley-
ways were pranked with little knots of folk, and Fuchsia believed that
she could hear the far sound of their voices rising through the air.
It was not that Fuchsia felt any particular interest in "occasions' or
festivities which might cause excitement below, but that this morning
she felt acutely aware that something in which she would become in-
volved was taking place.
On the table lay a big coloured book of verses and pictures. It was
always ready for her to open and devour. Fuchsia would turn over the
pages and read the verses aloud in a deep dramatic voice. This morning
she leaned forward and turned over the pages listlessly. As she came
upon a great favourite she paused and read it through slowly, but her
thoughts were elsewhere.
THE FRIVOLOUS CAKE
A freckled and frivolous cake there was
That sailed on a pointless sea,
Or any lugubrious lake there was
In a manner emphatic and free.
How jointlessly, and how jointlessly
The frivolous cake sailed by
On the waves of the ocean that pointlessly
Threw fish to the lilac sky.
Oh, plenty and plenty of hake there was
Of a glory beyond compare,
And every conceivable make there was
Was tossed through the lilac air.
Up the smooth billows and over the crests
Of the cumbersome combers flew
The frivolous cake with a knife in the wake
Of herself and her curranty crew.
Like a swordfish grim it would bounce and skim
(This dinner knife fierce and blue),
And the frivolous cake was filled to the brim
With the fun of her curranty crew.
Oh, plenty and plenty of hake there was
Of a glory beyond compare--
And every conceivable make there was
Was tossed through the lilac air.
Around the shores of the Elegant Isles
Where the cat-fish bask and purr
And lick their paws with adhesive smiles
And wriggle their fins of fur,
They fly and fly 'neath the lilac sky--
The frivolous cake, and the knife
Who winketh his glamorous indigo eye
In the wake of his future wife.
The crumbs blow free down the pointless sea
To the beat of a cakey heart
And the sensitive steel of the knife can feel
That love is a race apart.
In the speed of the lingering light are blown
The crumbs to the hake above,
And the tropical air vibrates to the drone
Of a cake in the throes of love.
She ended the final verse with a rush, taking in nothing at all of
its meaning. As she ended the last line mechanically, she found her-
self getting to her feet and making for the door. Her bundle was left
behind, open, but, save for the pear, untouched on the table. She found
herself on the balcony and lowering herself down the ladder was in the
empty attic and within a few moments had reached the head of the stairs
in the lumber room. As she descended the spiral staircase her thoughts
were turning over and over.
"What have they done? What have they done?" And it was in a precipitous
mood that she entered her room and ran to the corner where, catching
hold of the pigtail bell-rope she pulled it as though to wrench it
from the ceiling.
Within a few moments Mrs Slagg came running up to the door, her slip-
pered feet scraping along unevenly on the floorboards. Fuchsia opened
the door to her and as soon as the poor old head appeared around the
panels, she shouted at it, "What's happening Nannie, what's happening
down there? Tell me at once, Nannie, or I won't love you. Tell me, tell
me."
"Quiet, my caution, quiet," said Mrs Slagg. "What's all the bother,
my conscience! oh my poor heart. You'll be the death of me." "You
must tell me, Nannie. Now! now! or I'll hit you," said Fuchsia.
From so small a beginning of suspicion Fuchsia's fears had grown until
now, convinced by a mounting intuition, she was almost on the point of
striking her old nurse, whom she loved so desperately. Nannie Slagg
took hold of Fuchsia's hand between eight old fingers and squeezed it.
"A little brother for you, my pretty. Now there's a surprise to quiet-
en you; a little brother. Just like you, my ugly darling--born in the
lapsury."
"No!" shouted Fuchsia, the blood rushing to her cheek. "No!
no! I won't
have it. Oh no, no, no! I won"T! I won"T! It mustn"T be, it mustn"T be!"
And Fuchsia flinging herself to the floor burst into a passion of tears.
"MRS SLAGG BY MOONLIGHT"
These then, Lord Sepulchrave, the Countess Gertrude, Fuchsia their eld-
est child, Doctor Prunesquallor, Mr Rottcodd, Flay, Swelter, Nannie Slagg,
Steerpike and Sourdust, have been discovered at their pursuits on the day
of the advent, and have perhaps indicated the atmosphere into which it
was the lot of Titus to be born.
For his first few years of life, Titus was to be left to the care of
Nannie Slagg, who bore this prodigious responsibility proudly upon
her thin little sloping shoulders. During the first half of this early
period only two major ceremonies befell the child and of these Titus was
happily unaware, namely the christening, which took place twelve days
after his birth, and a ceremonial breakfast on his first birthday. Need-
less to say, to Mrs Slagg, every day presented a series of major happe-
nings, so entirely was she involved in the practicalities of his
upbringing.
She made her way along the narrow stone path between the acacia trees
on this memorable nativity evening and downhill to the gate in the castle
wall which led into the heart of the mud dwellings. As she hurried along,
the sun was setting behind Gormenghast Mountain in a swamp of saffron
light and her shadow hurried alongside between the acacia trees. It was
seldom that she ventured out of doors and it was with quite a flutter
that she had opened with difficulty the heavy lid of a chest in her
room and extricated, from beneath a knoll of camphor, her best hat. It
was very black indeed, but by way of relief it had upon its high crown
a brittle bunch of glass grapes. Four or five of them had been broken
but this was not very noticeable.
Nannie Slagg had lifted the hat up to her shoulder level and peered at
it obliquely before puffing at the glass grapes to remove any possible
dust. Seeing that she had dulled them with her breath she lifted up her
petticoat and doubling up over her hat she gave a quick little polish
to each fruit in turn.
Then she had approached the door of her room almost furtively and placed
her ear at the panel. She had heard nothing, but whenever she found her-
self doing anything unorthodox, no matter how necessary, she would feel
very guilty inside and look around her with her red rimmed eyes opened
wide and her head shaking a little, or if alone in a room, as at the
moment, she would run to the door and listen.
When she felt quite certain that there was no one there she would open
the door very quickly and stare out into the empty passage and then go
to her task again with renewed confidence. This time, the putting on of
her best hat at nine o'clock at night with the idea of sallying forth
from the castle down the long drive and then northwards along the aca-
cia avenue, had been enough to send her to her own doorway as though
she suspected someone might be there, someone who was listening to her
thoughts. Tip-toeing back to her bed she had added fourteen inches to
her stature by climbing into her velvet hat. Then she had left the
room, and the stairs had seemed frighteningly empty to her as she
descended the two flights.
Remembering, as she turned through the main doorway of the west wing,
that the Countess herself had given her the orders to pursue this un-
usual mission, she had felt a little stronger, but whatever factual
authority, it was something much deeper that had worried her, some-
thing based upon the unspoken and iron-bound tradition of the place.
It had made her feel she was doing wrong. However, a wet nurse had to
be found for the infant and the immediate logic of this had jostled
her forward. As she had left her own room she had picked up a pair
of black woollen gloves. It was a soft, warm, summer evening but Na-
nnie Slagg felt stronger in her gloves.
The acacia trees, silhouetted on her right, cut patterns against the
mountain and on her left glowed dimly with a sort of subterranean
light. Her path was striped like the dim hide of a zebra from the
shadows of the acacia trunks. Mrs Slagg, a midget figure beneath the
rearing and overhanging of the aisle of dark foliage, awakened small
echoes in the neighbouring rocks as she had moved, for her heels
beat a quick uneven measure on the stone path.
This avenue lasted for some considerable distance, and when at last
the old nurse found herself at its northern end she was welcomed by
the cold light of the rising moon. The outer wall of Gormenghast had
suddenly reared above her. She passed through an archway.
Mrs Slagg knew that about this hour the Dwellers would be at their
supper. As she pattered onwards the memory of a very similar occasion
worked its way into her consciousness: The time when she had been del-
egated to make a similar choice for Fuchsia. That time it had also
been in the evening although an hour or so earlier. The weather had
been gusty and she remembered how her voice had failed to carry in
the wind, and how they had all misunderstood her and had imagined
that Lord Groan had died.
Only three times since that day had she been to this part of the
Dwellers' province, and on those occasions it had been to take
Fuchsia for the long walks that at one time she had so insisted
upon, rain or shine.
Mrs Slagg's days of long walks were over, but she had on one of
those occasions passed the mud huts when the Dwellers were having
their last meal. She knew that the Dwellers always had their supper
in the open, at tables that reached in four long rows over the drab,
grey-coloured dust. In this dust, she remembered, a few cactus trees
were alone able to take root.
Following the gradual decline of a scarred green that sloped from
the arch in the wall and petered out into the dust upon which the
hovels were built, she saw suddenly, on raising her eyes from the
path, one of these cactus trees.
Fifteen years is a difficult depth of time for an old woman's mem-
ory to plumb--more difficult than the waters of her childhood,
but when Mrs Slagg saw the cactus tree she remembered clearly and
in detail how she had stopped and stared at the great scarred
monster on the day of Fuchsia's birth.
Here it was again, its flaking bole dividing into four uprights
like the arms of a huge grey candlestick studded with thorns, each
one as large and brutal as the horn of a rhinoceros. No flaming
flower relieved its black achromatism although that tree had been
known long ago to burst open with a three hour glory. Beyond this
tree the ground rose into a little dreary hill, and it was only
when she had climbed this hill that Mrs Slagg saw before her the
Dwellers at their long tables. Behind them the clay huts were
huddled together in a grey swarm, spreading to the foot of the
wall. Four or five cacti grew between and reared over the supper
tables.
The cacti were similar both in size and in the way they split
into high uncouth prongs to the one which Mrs Slagg first saw,
and as she approached, were edged with the hot afterglow of the
sun.
At the line of tables nearest the outer wall were ranged the el-
derly, the grandparents, the infirm. To their left, were the mar-
ried women and their children whom they were tending.
The remaining two tables were filled with men and boys. The girls
from the age of twelve to twenty-three had their meals in a low
mud building on their own, a few of them being delegated to wait
each day upon the ancients at their tables immediately under the
battlements.
Beyond, the land dipped into a dry shallow valley which held the
dwellings, so that as she came forward step by step the figures at
the tables had for their background the rough roofs of mud, the
walls of their huts being hidden by the contour of the ground. It
was a dreary prospect. From the lush shadows of the acacia drive
Mrs Slagg had suddenly broken in upon an arid world. She saw the
rough sections of white jarl root and their bowls of sloe wine
standing before them. The long tubular jarl root which they dug
each day from a wood in the vicinity, stood upon the tables every
evening, sliced up into scores of narrow cylinders. This, she
remembered, was their traditional diet.
Noting the white roots spreading away in perspective, each piece
with its shadow, she remembered with a flutter that her social
status was very much in advance of that held by these poor mud-hut
dwellers. It was true that they made pretty carvings, but they were
not within the walls of Gormenghast, and Nannie Slagg, as she ap-
proached the nearest table, pulled on her gloves more tightly still
and worked them up around her fingers, pursing her little wrinkled
mouth.
The Dwellers had seen her immediately her hat had appeared above
the dry brow of the hill, and every head had been turned, and every
eye focused upon her. The mothers had paused, some of them with
spoons halfway to their children's mouths.
It was unusual for them to have the "Castles', as they termed any
who came from within the walls, approach them at their meals.
They stared without moving and without speaking.
Mrs Slagg had stopped. The moonlight flared on the glass grapes.
A very old man like a prophet arose and approached her. When he
reached her he stood silently until an elderly woman who had waited
until he halted, was helped to her feet and, following his example,
had reached Mrs Slagg and stood silently by the old man's side.
Thereupon two magnificent urchins of five or six years of age had
been sent forward from the table of mothers. These two, when they
reached Mrs Slagg, stood quietly and then, lifting their arms in
imitation of their elders and placing their wrists together, cup-
ped their hands and bowed their heads.
They remained in this attitude for a few moments until the old man
lifted his shaggy head and parted the long rough line of his mouth.
"Gormenghast', he said, and his voice was like the noise of boul-
ders rolling through far valleys, and as he had said "Gormenghast'
the intonation was such as implied reverence. This was the greeting
of the Dwellers to any who were of the Castle and once that word
had been spoken the person to whom it was addressed replied--"The
Bright Carvers'. Conversation could then proceed. This response,
deaf as the Dwellers were to any flattery, holding themselves to
be the supreme judges of their work and indifferent to the outside
interest, was in its way a palliative in the sense that it put them
where they felt in their bones they belonged--on a spiritual if not
a worldly or hereditary level. It introduced a certain concord at
the outset. It was a master stroke of judgement, a tower of tact,
in the seventeenth Earl of Groan, when hundreds of years before he
had introduced this tenet into the ritual of the Castle.
Very, very far from bright were the Carvers themselves. They were
uniformly dressed in dark grey cloth, tied about the waist with
tough thongs which were stripped from the outer surface of the jarl
root, whose inner hard white flesh they ate. Nothing was bright a-
bout their appearance, save one thing. The light in the eyes of the
younger children. Indeed, in the youths and maidens also up to the
age of nineteen and sometimes twenty. These young Dwellers were in
such contrast to their elders, even to those in their mid-twenties,
that it was difficult to imagine that they were of the same stock.
The tragic reason was that after they had come to their physical
maturity of form their loveliness crumbled away and they became
withered as flowers after their few fresh hours of brilliance and
strength.
No one looked middle aged. The mothers were, save for the few
who had borne their children in their late teens, as ancient in
appearance as their own parents.
And yet they did not die as might be imagined, any earlier than is
normal. On the contrary, from the long line of ancient faces at the
three tables nearest the great wall, it might be imagined that their
longevity was abnormal.
Only their children's had radiance, their eyes, the sheen on their
hair, and in another way, their movements and their voices. Bright
with a kind of unnatural brightness. It was not the wholesome lustre
of a free flame, but of the hectic radiance that sheet-lightning gives
suddenly to limbs of trees at midnight; of sudden flares in the dark-
ness, of a fragment that is lit by torchlight into a spectre.
Even this unnatural emanation died in these youths and girls when
they had reached their nineteenth year; along with the beauty of
their features, this radiance vanished too. Only within the bodies
of the adult Dwellers was there a kind of light, or if not light,
at least hotness--the hotness of creative restlessness. These were
the Bright Carvers.
Mrs Slagg hoisted her little claw of a hand very high in the air.
The four who were lined in front of her had taken less formal
stances, the children peering up at her with their slim, dusty
arms around each others' shoulders.
"I have come," she said in a voice which, thin as a curlew, car-
ried along the tables, "I have come--although it is so late--to
tell you a wonderful thing." She readjusted her hat and felt as
she did so, with great pleasure, the shining volume of the glass
grapes.
The old man turned to the tables and his voice rolled out along
them. 'she has come to tell us a wonderful thing', and the old
woman followed him up like a distorted echo and screamed, "A won-
derful thing."
"Yes, yes, it is wonderful news for you," the old nurse continued.
"You will all be very proud, I am quite sure." Mrs Slagg, now she
had started was rather enjoying herself. She clasped her gloved
hands together more tightly whenever she felt a qualm of nervous-
ness.
"We are all proud. All of us. The Castle," (she said this in a ra-
ther vain way) "is very very satisfied and when I tell you what has
happened, then, you'll be happy as well; oh yes, I am sure you will.
Because I know you are dependent on the castle."
Mrs Slagg was never very tactful. "You have some food thrown down
to you from the battlements every morning, don't you?" She had pur-
sed her mouth and stopped a moment for breath.
A young man lifted his thick black eyebrows and spat.
"Do you are very much thought of by the Castle. Every day you are
thought of, aren't you? And that's why you'll be so happy when I
tell you the wonderful thing that I'm going to tell you."
Mrs Slagg smiled to herself for a moment, but suddenly felt a lit-
tle nervous in spite of her superior knowledge and had glanced
quickly, like a bird, from one face to another. She had bridled up
her wispy head and had peered as sternly as she could at a small
boy who answered her with a flashing smile. His hair was clustered
over his shoulders. Between his teeth as he grinned glistened a
white nugget of jarl root.
She shifted her gaze and clapped her hands together sharply two or
three times as though for silence, although there was no noise
at all. Then she suddenly felt she wanted to be back in the castle
and in her own little room and she said before she knew it, "A new
little Groan has been born, a little boy. A little boy of the Blood.
I am in charge, of course, and I want a wet nurse for him at once.
I must have one at once to come back with me. There now! I've told
you everything."
The old women had turned to one another and had then walked away to
their huts. They returned with little cakes and bottles of sloe wine.
Meanwhile the men formed a large circle and repeated the name Gor-
menghast seventy-seven times. While Mrs Slagg waited and watched the
children who had been set playing, a woman had come forward. She
told Mrs Slagg that her child had died a few hours after he had been
born some days ago but that she was strong enough and would come.
She was, perhaps, twenty, and was well built, but the tragic dis-
integration of her beauty had begun although her eyes still had the
after-glow upon them. She fetched a basket and did not seem to expect
any sort of refusal to her offer. And Nannie Slagg was about to ask
a few questions, as she felt would be correct, but the Dweller, pack-
ing the sloe wine and cakes into a basket, had taken Mrs Slagg quiet-
ly by the arm and the old nurse found herself to be making for the
Great Wall. She glanced up at the young woman beside her and wondered
whether she had chosen correctly, and then, realizing that she hadn't
chosen at all, she half stopped and glanced back nervously over her
shoulder.
KEDA
The cactus trees stood hueless between the long tables. The Dwellers
were all in their places again. Mrs Slagg ceased to interest them.
There were no shadows save immediately below every object. The moon
was overhead. It was a picture painted on silver. Mrs Slagg's com-
panion had waited with her quietly. There was a kind of strength in
the way she walked and in the way she kept silent. With the dark
cloth hanging to her ankles and caught in at her waist with the
thong of jarl root; with her bare legs and feet and her head still
holding the sunset of her darkened day, she was in strange contrast
to little Nannie Slagg, with her quick jerky walk, her dark satin
dress, her black gloves, and her monumental hat of glass grapes.
Before they descended the dry knoll towards the archway in the wall,
a sudden guttural cry as of someone being strangled, froze the old
woman's blood and she clutched at the strong arm beside her and clung
to it like a child. Then she peered towards the tables. They were too
far for her to see clearly with her weak eyes, but she thought she
could make out figures standing and there seemed to be someone crou-
ching like a creature about to spring.
Mrs Slagg's companion appeared, after glancing casually in the dir-
ection of the sound, to take no more notice of the incident, but
keeping a firmer grip this time on the old lady, propelled her for-
ward towards the stone gate.
"It is nothing," was the sole reply which Mrs Slagg received and by
the time the two were in the acacia avenue her blood had quietened.
When they were turning from the long drive into the doorway of Gor-
menghast through which Nannie had stepped out into the evening air
so surreptitiously an hour or so before, she glanced up at her com-
panion and shrugging her shoulders a little, contrived to take on
an expression of mock importance.
"Your name? Your name?" she said.
"Keda."
"Well, Keda, dear, if you will follow me, I will take you to the
little boy. I'll show you him myself. He is by the window in my
room." Nannie's voice suddenly took on a confidential, almost pa-
thetic note. "I haven't a very big room', she said, "but I've
always
had the same one, I don't like any of the other ones," she added
rather untruthfully, "I'm nearer Lady Fuchsia."
"Perhaps I shall see her," said the girl, after a pause.
Nannie suddenly stopped on the stairs. "I don't know about that,"
she said, "oh no, I'm not sure about that. She is very strange, I
never know what she's going to do next."
"To do?" said Keda. "How do you mean?"
"About little Titus." Nannie's eyes began to wander. "No,
I don't
know what she'll do. She's such a terror--the naughtiest terror in
the castle--she can be."
"Why are you frightened?" said Keda.
"I know she'll hate him. She likes to be the only one, you know.
She likes to dream that she's the queen and that when the rest are
dead there'll be no one who can order her to do anything. She said,
dear, that she'd burn down the whole place, burn down Gormenghast
when she was the ruler and she'd live on her own, and I said she
was wicked, and she said that everyone was--everyone and everything
except rivers, clouds, and some rabbits. She makes me frightened
sometimes."
They climbed up remaining steps, along a passageway and up the re-
maining flight to the second floor in silence.
When they had come to the room Mrs Slagg placed her finger at her
lips and gave a smile which it would be impossible to describe. It
was a mixture of the cunning and the maudlin. Then turning the han-
dle very carefully she opened the door by degrees and putting her
high hat of glass grapes through the narrow opening by way of a
vanguard, followed it stealthily with all that remained of her.
Keda entered the room. Her bare feet made no noise on the floor.
When Mrs Slagg reached the cradle she put her fingers to her mouth
and peered over it as though into the deepest recesses of an un-
discovered world. There he was. The infant Titus. His eyes were
open but he was quite still. The puckered-up face of the newly-born
child, old as the world, wise as the roots of trees. Sin was there
and goodness, love, pity and horror, and even beauty for his eyes
were pure violet. Earth's passions, earth's griefs, earth's incon-
gruous, ridiculous humours--dormant, yet visible in the wry pippin
of a face.
Nannie Slagg bending over him waggled a crooked finger before his
eyes. "My little sugar," she tittered. "How could you? how could
you?"
Mrs Slagg turned round to Keda with a new look in her face. "Do
you think I should have left him?" she said. "When I went to
fetch you. Do you think I should have left him?"
Keda stared down at Titus. Tears were in her eyes as she watched
the child. Then she turned to the window. She could see the great
wall that held in Gormenghast. The wall that cut her own people
away, as though to keep out a plague; the walls that barred from
her view the stretches of arid earth beyond the mud huts where her
child had so recently been buried.
To come within the walls was itself something of an excitement to
those of the mud huts and something which in the normal course of
events was reserved for the day of the Bright Carvings, but to be
within the castle itself was something unique. Yet Keda did not
seem impressed and had not troubled to ask Mrs Slagg any questions
nor even so much as glance about her. Poor Mrs Slagg felt this
was something of an impertinence but did not know whether or not
she ought to say something about it.
But Titus had stolen the limelight and Keda's indifference was soon
forgotten, for he was beginning to cry, and his crying grew and
grew in spite of Mrs Slagg's dangling a necklace in front of his
screwed up eyes and an attempt at singing a lullaby from her half-
forgotten store. She had him over her shoulder, but his shrill cries
rose in volume. Keda's eyes were still upon the wall, but of a sudden,
breaking herself away from the window, she moved up behind Nannie
Slagg and, as she did so, parted the dark brown material from her
throat and freeing her left breast, took the child from the shoul-
ders of the old woman. Within a few moments the little face was
pressed against her and struggles and sobs were over. Then as she
turned and sat at the window a calm came upon her as from her very
centre, the milk of her body and the riches of her frustrated love
welled up and succoured the infant creature in her keeping.
"FIRST BLOOD"
Titus, under the care of Nannie Slagg and Keda, developed hourly in
the western wing. His weird little head had changed shape, from day
to day as the heads of infants do, and at last settled to its own
proportion. It was both long and of a bulk that promised to develop
into something approaching the unique.
His violet eyes made up, in the opinion of Mrs Slagg, for any strange-
ness in the shape of his head and features which were, after all,
nothing extraordinary for a member of his family.
Even from the very first there was something lovable about Titus. It
is true that his thin crying could be almost unbearable, and Mrs
Slagg, who insisted upon having the whole charge of him between his
meals, was driven at times to a kind of fluttering despair.
On the fourth day the preparations for his christening were well in
hand.
This ceremony was always held in the afternoon of the twelfth day,
in a pleasant open room on the ground level, which, with its bay win-
dows, gave upon the cedar trees and shaven lawns that sloped away to
the Gormenghast terraces where the Countess walked at dawn with her
snow-white cats.
The room was perhaps the most homely and at the same time the most
elegant in the castle. There were no shadows lurking in the corners.
The whole feeling was of quiet and pleasing distinction, and when the
afternoon sun lit up the lawns beyond the bay windows into a green-
gold carpet, the room with its cooler tints became a place to linger
in. It was seldom used.
The Countess never entered it, preferring those parts of the castle
where the lights and the shadows were on the move and where there was
no such clarity. Lord Sepulchrave was known to walk up and down its
length on rare occasions and to stop and stare at the cedars on the
lawn as he passed the window, and then to leave the room again for
a month or two until the next whim moved him.
Nannie Slagg had on a few occasions sat there, furtively knitting
with her paper bag of wool on the long refectory table in the centre,
and the high back of the carved chair towering over her. Around her
the spaciousness of the temperate room. The tables with their vases
of garden flowers, plucked by Pentecost, the head gardener. But for
the most part the room was left empty week after week, saving for an
hour in the morning of each day when Pentecost would arrange the
flowers. Deserted as the room was, Pentecost would never permit a day
to pass in which he had not changed the water in the vases and refill-
ed them again with taste and artistry, for he had been born in the
mud huts and had in his marrow the love and understanding of colour
that was the hallmark of the Bright Carvers.
On the morning of the christening he had been out to cut the flowers
for the room. The towers of Gormenghast rose into the morning mists
and blocked away a commotion of raw cloud in the eastern sky. As he
stood for a moment on the lawns he looked up at the enormous piles of
masonry and could vaguely discern among the shadows the corroded car-
vings and broken heads of grey stone.
The lawns beneath the west wall where he stood were black with dew,
but where, at the foot of one of the seven cedars, a grazing shaft of
sun fell in a little pool of light, the wet grass blazed with diamonds
of every colour. The dawn air was cold, and he drew more closely about
him the leather cape which he wore over his head like a monk. It was
strong and supple and had been stained and darkened by many storms and
by the dripping of the rain from moss-gloved trees. From a cord hanging
at his side hung his gardening knife.
Above the turrets, like a wing ripped from the body of an eagle, a sol-
itary cloud moved northwards through the awakening air quilled with
blood.
Above Pentecost the cedars, like great charcoal drawings, suddenly be-
gan to expose their structure, the layers of flat foliage rising tier
above tier, their edges ribbed with sunrise.
Pentecost turned his back upon the castle and made his way through the
cedars, leaving in his wake upon the glittering blotches of the dew,
black imprints of feet that turned inwards. As he walked it seemed that
he was moving into the earth. Each stride was a gesture, a probing. It
was a kind of downward, inward search, as though he knew that what was
important for him, what he really understood and cared for, was below
him, beneath his slowly moving feet. It was in the earth--it was the
earth.
Pentecost, with his leather cowl was not of impressive dimensions, and
his walk, although filled with meaning, had nevertheless something rid-
iculous about it. His legs were too short in proportion to his body, but
his head, ancient and lined, was nobly formed and majestic with its big-
boned, wrinkled brow and straight nose.
Of flowers he had a knowledge beyond that of the botanist, or the artist,
being moved by the growth rather than the fulfilment, the organic surge
that found its climax in the gold or the blue rather than in the colours,
the patterns or anything visible. As the mother who would not love the
child the less were its face to be mutilated, so was he with flowers. To
all growing things he brought this knowledge and love, but to the apple
tree he gave himself up wholly.
Upon the northern slope of a low hill that dropped gradually to a stream,
his orchard trees arose clearly, each one to Pentecost a personality in
its own right.
On August days Fuchsia from her window in the attic could see him far be-
low standing at times upon a short ladder, and sometimes when the boughs
were low enough, upon the grass, his long body and little legs foreshort-
ened and his cowl over his fine head hiding his features; and diminutive
as he appeared from that immense height, she could make out that he was
polishing the apples into a mirror-like gloss as they hung from the boughs,
bending forward to breathe upon them and then with silk cloth rubbing them
until she could see the glint upon their crimson skins--even from the
height of her eyrie in the shadowy loft.
Then he would move away from the tree that he had burnished and pace a-
round it slowly, enjoying the varied grouping of its apples and the
twisted stem of the supporting bole.
Pentecost spent some time in the walled-in garden, where he cut the flow-
ers for the christening room. He moved from one part to another until he
knew and could visualize the vases filled in the room and had decided u-
pon the colour for the day.
The sun was by now clear of the mists and like a bright plate in the sky,
rose as though drawn up by an invisible string. In the Christening Room
there was still no light, but Pentecost entered by the bay-window, a dark
mis-proportioned figure with the flowers smouldering in his arms.
Meanwhile the castle was either awaking or awakened. Lord Sepulchrave was
having his breakfast with Sourdust in the refectory. Mrs Slagg was pushing
and prodding at a heap of blankets beneath which Fuchsia lay curled up in
darkness. Swelter was having a glass of wine in bed, which one of the ap-
prentices had brought him, and was only half awake, his huge bulk wrinkled
in upon itself in a ghastly manner. Flay was muttering to himself as he
walked up and down an endless grey passage, his knee joints, like a clock,
ticking off his every step. Rottcodd was dusting the third of the carvings,
and sending up little clouds with his feet as he moved; and Doctor Prune-
squallor was singing to himself in his morning bath. The walls of the bath-
room were hung with anatomical diagrams painted on long scrolls. Even in
his bath he was wearing his glasses and as he peered over the side to re-
cover a piece of scented soap, he sang to his external oblique as though
it were his love.
Steerpike was looking at himself in a mirror and examining an insipid mou-
stache, and Keda in her room in the northern wing was watching the sunlight
as it moved across the Twisted Woods.
Lord Titus Groan, innocent that the breaking day heralded the hour of his
christening, was fast asleep. His head was lolling over on one side and his
face was nearly obscured by the pillow, one of his little fists rammed in
his mouth. He wore a yellow silk nightdress, covered with blue stars, and
the light through the half-drawn blinds crept over his face.
The morning moved on. There was a great deal of coming and going. Nannie
was practically insane with excitement and without Keda's silent help would
have been incapable of coping with the situation.
The christening dress had to be ironed, the christening rings and the lit-
tle jewelled crown to be procured from the iron case in the armoury, and
only Shrattle had the key and he was stone deaf.
The bath and dressing of Titus had to be especially perfect, and with ever-
ything to do the hours slipped away all too quickly for Mrs Slagg and it
was two o'clock in the afternoon before she knew where she was.
Keda had found Shrattle at last and had persuaded him by ingenious signs
that there was a christening that afternoon and that the crown was neces-
sary and that she would return it as soon as the ceremony was over, and
had in fact smoothed over, or solved all the difficulties that made Nannie
Slagg wring her hands together and shake her old head in despair.
The afternoon was perfect. The great cedars basked magnificently in the
still air. The lawns had been cut and were like dull emerald glass. The
carvings upon the walls that had been engulfed in the night and had fal-
tered through the dawn were now chiselled and free in the brightness.
The Christening Room itself looked cool and clear and unperturbed. With
space and dignity it awaited the entrance of the characters. The flowers
in their vases were incredibly gracious. Pentecost had chosen lavender
as the dominant note for the room, but here and there a white flower
spoke coolly to a white flower across the green carpet spaces and one
gold orchid was echoed by another.
Great activity might have been observed in many of the rooms of Gormen-
ghast as the hour of three approached, but the cool room waited in a se-
rene silence. The only life in the room lay in the throats of the flowers.
Suddenly the door opened and Flay came in. He was wearing his long black
moth-eaten suit, but there had been some attempt on his part at getting
rid of the major stains and clipping the more ragged edges of cuff and
trouser into straight raw lines. Over and above these improvements he
wore around his neck a heavy chain of brass. In one hand he balanced,
on a tray, a bowl of water. The negative dignity of the room threw him
out in relief as a positive scarecrow. Of this he was quite unconscious.
He had been helping to dress Lord Sepulchrave, and had made a rapid jour-
ney with the christening bowl as his lordship stood polishing his nails
at the window of his bedroom, his toilet completed. The filling of the
bowl and placing it on the central table in the cool room was his only
duty, until the actual ceremony took place. Putting the bowl down uncer-
emoniously on the table he scratched the back of his head and then drove
his hands deep into his trouser pockets. It was some time since he was
last in the Cool Room. It was not a room that he cared for. To his mind
it was not a part of Gormenghast at all. With a gesture of defiance he
shot his chin forward like a piece of machinery and began to pace around
the room glancing malevolently at the flowers, when he heard a voice be-
yond the door, a thick, murderously unctuous voice.
"Woah, back there, woah! back there; watch your feet, my little rats'
eyes! To the side. To the side, or I'll fillet you! Stand still!
stand still! Merciful flesh that I should have to deal with puts!"
The doorknob moved and then the door began to open and Flay's physical
opposite began to appear around the opening. For some time, so it seemed
to Flay, taut areas of cloth evolved in a great arc and then at last a-
bove them a head around the panels and the eyes embedded in that head
concentrated their gaze upon Mr Flay.
Flay stiffened--if it is possible for something already as stiff as a
piece of teak to stiffen still further--and he lowered his head to the
level of his clavicles and brought his shoulders up like a vulture. His
arms were absolutely straight from the high shoulders to where the fists
were clenched in his trouser pockets.
Swelter, as soon as he saw who it was, stopped dead, and across his face
little billows of flesh ran swiftly here and there until, as though they
had determined to adhere to the same impulse, they swept up into both
oceans of soft cheek, leaving between them a vacuum, a gaping segment
like a slice cut from a melon. It was horrible. It was as though nature
had lost control. As though the smile, as a concept, as a manifestation
of pleasure, had been a mistake, for here on the face of Swelter the
idea had been abused.
A voice came out of the face: "Well, well, well," it said, "may I be
boiled to a frazzle if it isn't Mr Flee. The one and only Flee. Well,
well, well. Here before me in the Cool Room. Dived through the keyhole,
I do believe. Oh, my adorable lights and liver, if it isn't the Flee
itself."
The line of Mr Flay's mouth, always thin and hard, became even thinner
as though scored with a needle. His eyes looked up and down the white
mountain, crowned with its snowy, high cloth hat of office, for even
the slovenly Swelter had dressed himself up for the occasion.
Although Mr Flay had avoided the cook whenever possible, an occasional
accidental meeting such as today's was unavoidable, and from their chance
meetings in the past Mr Flay had learned that the huge house of flesh be-
fore him, whatever its faults, had certainly a gift for sarcasm beyond
the limits of his own taciturn nature. It had therefore been Mr Flay's
practice, whenever possible, to ignore the chef as one ignores a cesspool
by the side of a road, and although his pride was wounded by Swelter's
mis-pronunciation of his name and the reference to his thinness, Flay held
his spiky passions in control, merely striding to the doorway after his
examination of the other's bulk and spitting out of the bay window as
though to clear his whole system of something noxious. Silent though he
had learned by experience to be, each galling word from Swelter did not
fail to add to the growing core of hatred that burned beneath his ribs.
Swelter, as Mr Flay spat, had leaned back in his traces as though in
mock alarm, his head folded back on his shoulders, and with an expres-
sion of comic concentration, had gazed alternately at Mr Flay and then
out of the window several times. "Well, well, well," he said in his
most provoking voice that seemed to seep out of dough--"well, well,
well--your accomplishments will never end. Baste me! Never. One lives
and learns. By the little eel I skinned last Friday night, one lives
and one learns." Wheeling round he presented his back to Mr Flay and
bellowed, "Advance and make it sprightly! Advance the triumvirate, the
little creatures who have wound themselves around my heart. Advance
and be recognized."
Into the room filed three boys of about twelve years of age. They each
carried a large tray stacked with delicacies.
"Mr Flee, I will introduce you," said Swelter, as the boys approached,
glueing their frightened eyes on their precarious cargoes. "Mr Flee--
Master Springers--Master Springers--Mr Flee. Mr Flee--Master Wrattle,
Master Wrattle--Mr Flee. Mr Flee--Master Spurter, Master Spurter--Mr
Flee. Flee--Springers--Flee--Wrattle--Flee--Spurter--Flee!"
This was brought out with such a mixture of eloquence and impertinece
that it was too much for Mr Flay. That he, the first servant of Gormen-
ghast--Lord Sepulchrave's confidant--should be introduced to Swelter's
ten-a-penny kitchen boys was trying him too hard, and as he suddenly
strode past the chef towards the door (for he was in any event due back
with his lordship), he pulled the chain over his head and slashed the
heavy brass links across the face of his taunter. Before Swelter had
recovered, Mr Flay was well on his way along the passages. The chef's
face had suffered a transformation. All the vast media of his head be-
came, as clay becomes under the hand of the modeller, bent to the ex-
ternalization of a passion. Upon it, written in letters of pulp, was
spelt the word revenge. The eyes had almost instantly ceased to blaze
and had become like little pieces of glass.
The three boys had spread the delicacies upon the table, and, leaving
in the centre the simple christening bowl, they now cowered in the bay
window, longing in their hearts to run, to run as they had never run
before, out into the sunshine and across the lawns and over streams
and fields until they were far, far away from the white presence with
the hectic red marks of the chain-links across its face.
The chef, with his hatred so riveted upon the person of Flay, had for-
gotten them and did not vent his spleen upon them. His was not the hat-
red that rises suddenly like a storm and as suddenly abates. It was,
once the initial shock of anger and pain was over, a calculated thing
that grew in a bloodless way. The fact that three minions had seen their
dreaded overlord suffer an indignity was nothing to Swelter at this mo-
ment, for he could see the situation in proportion and in it these
children had no part.
Without a word he walked to the centre of the room. His fat hands rear-
ranged a few of the dishes nimbly upon the table. Then he advanced to a
mirror that hung above a vase of flowers and examined his wounds criti-
cally. They hurt him. Catching sight of the three boys as he shifted
his head in order to peer again more closely at himself, for he was only
able to see portions of his face at one and the same time, he signalled
to them to be gone. He followed shortly afterwards and made his way to
his room above the bakeries.
By this time the hour was practically at hand for the gathering and from
their various apartments the persons concerned were sallying forth. Each
one with his or her particular stride. His or her particular eyes, nose,
mouth, hair, thoughts and feelings. Selfcontained, carrying their whole
selves with them as they moved, as a vessel that holds its own distinct-
ive wine, bitter or sweet. These seven closed their doors behind them,
terrifyingly themselves, as they set out for the Cool Room.
There were, in the Castle, two ladies, who, though very seldom encount-
ered, were of the Groan blood, and so, when it came to a family ceremony
such as this, were of course invited. They were their ladyships Cora and
Clarice, sisters-in-law to Gertrude, sisters of Sepulchrave, and twins
in their own right. They lived in a set of rooms in the southern wing
and shared with each other an all-absorbing passion for brooding upon
an irony of fate which decreed that they should have no say in the af-
fairs of Gormenghast. These two along with the others were on their way
to the Cool Room.
Tradition playing its remorseless part had forced Swelter and Flay to
return to the Cool Room to await the first arrival, but luckily someone
was there before them--Sourdust, in his sacking garment. He stood be-
hind the table, his book open before him. In front of him the bowl of
water, around which the examples of Swelter's art sat, perched on gold-
en salvers and goblets that twinkled in the reflected
sunlight.
Swelter, who had managed to conceal the welts on his face by an admix-
ture of flour and white honey, took up his place to the left of the an-
cient librarian, over whom he towered as a galleon above a tooth of rock.
Around his neck he also wore a ceremonial chain similar to that of Flay,
who appeared a few moments later. He stalked across the room without
glancing at the chef, and stood upon the other side of Sourdust, balanc-
ing from the artist's point of view if not the rationalist's, the compo-
nents of the picture.
All was ready. The participants in the ceremony would be arriving one by
one, the less important entering first, until the penultimate entrance
of the Countess harbingered a necessary piece of walking furniture, Nan-
nie Slagg, who would be carrying in her arms a shawl-full of destiny--
the Future of the Blood Line. A tiny weight that was Gormenghast, a Groan
of the strict lineage--Titus, the Seventy-Seventh.
"ASSEMBLAGE"
First to arrive was the outsider--the commoner--who through his service
to the family was honoured by a certain artificial equality of status,
liable at any moment to be undermined--Doctor Prunesquallor.
He entered fluttering his perfect hands, and, mincing to the table, rub-
bed them together at the level of his chin in a quick, animated way as
his eyes travelled over the spread that lay before him.
"My very dear Swelter, ha, ha, may I offer you my congratulations, ha,
ha, as a doctor who knows something of stomachs, my dear Swelter, some-
thing indeed of stomachs? Not only of stomachs but of palates, of tongues,
and of the membrane, my dear man, that covers the roof of the mouth, and
not only of the membrane that covers the roof of the mouth but of the
sensitized nerve endings that I can positively assure you are tingling,
my dear and very excellent Swelter, at the very thought of coming into
contact with these delicious-looking oddments that you've no doubt toss-
ed off at an odd moment, ha, ha, very, very likely I should say, oh yes,
very, very likely."
Doctor Prunesquallor smiled and exhibited two brand new rows of grave-
stones between his lips, and darting his beautiful white hand forward
with the little finger crooked to a right angle, he lifted a small em-
erald cake with a blob of cream atop of it, as neatly off the top of a
plate of such trifles as though he were at home in his dissecting room
and were removing some organ from a frog. But before he had got it to
his mouth, a hissing note stopped him short. It came from Sourdust, and
it caused the doctor to replace the green cake on the top of the pile
even more swiftly than he had removed it. He had forgotten for the mo-
ment, or had pretended to forget, what a stickler for etiquette old
Sourdust was. Until the Countess herself was in the room no eating
could begin.
"Ha, ha, ha, ha, very very right and proper Mr Sourdust, very right
and proper indeed", said the doctor, winking at Swelter. The magni-
fied appearance of his eyes gave this familiarity a peculiar unpleas-
antness. Very, very right indeed. But that's what this man Swelter
does to one, with his irresistible little lumps of paradise--ha, ha,
he makes one quite barbarian he does, don't you Swelter? You barb-
arize one, ha, ha, don't you? You positively barbarize one."
Swelter, who was in no mood for this sort of badinage, and in any
case preferred to hold the floor if there was to be any eloquence,
merely gave a mirthless twitch to his mouth and continued to stare
out of the window. Sourdust was running his finger along a line in
his book which he was re-reading, and Flay was a wooden effigy.
Nothing, however, seemed to be able to keep the mercury out of Doc-
tor Prunesquallor, and after looking quickly from face to face, he
examined his fingernails, one by one, with a ridiculous interest;
and then turning suddenly from his task as he completed the scrutiny
of the tenth nail, he skipped to the window, a performance grotesque-
ly incongruous in one of his years, and leaning in an overelegant
posture against the window frame, he made that peculiarly effeminate
gesture of the left hand that he was so fond of, the placing of the
tips of thumb and index finger together, and thus forming an O,
while the remaining three fingers were strained back and curled
into letter C's of dwindling sizes. His left elbow, bent acutely,
brought his hand about a foot away from him and on a level with the
flower in his buttonhole. His narrow chest, like a black tube, for
he was dressed in a cloth of death's colour, gave forth a series
of those irritating laughs that can only be symbolized by "ha, ha,
ha," but whose pitch scraped at the inner wall of the skull.
"Cedars," said Doctor Prunesquallor, squinting at the trees before
him with his head tilted and his eyes half closed, "are excellent
trees. Very, very excellent. I positively enjoy cedars, but do ced-
ars positively enjoy me? Ha, ha--do they, my dear Mr Flay, do they?
--or is this rather above you, my man, is my philosophy a trifle a-
bove you? For if I enjoy a cedar but a cedar does not, ha, ha, enjoy
me, then surely I am at once in a position of compromise, being, as
it were, ignored by the vegetable world, which would think twice,
mark you, my dear fellow, would think twice about ignoring a cart
load of mulch, ha, ha, or to put it in another way …'
But here Doctor Prunesquallor's reflections were interrupted by the
first of the family arrivals, the twin sisters, their ladyships Cora
and Clarice. They opened the door very slowly and peered around it
before advancing. It had been several months since they had ventured
from their apartments and they were suspicious of everyone and of e-
verything.
Doctor Prunesquallor advanced at once from the window. "Your ladyships
will forgive me, ha, ha, the presumption of receiving you into what is,
ha, ha, after all more your own room than mine, ha, ha, ha, but which
is nevertheless, I have reason to suspect, a little strange to you if
I may be so extraordinarily flagrant; so ludicrously indiscreet, in
fact …'
"It's the doctor, my dear," the lady Cora whispered flatly to her
twin sister, interrupting Prunesquallor.
Lady Clarice merely stared at the thin gentleman in question until
anyone but the doctor would have turned and fled.
"I know it is," she said at last. "What's wrong with his eyes?"
"He's got some disease of course, I suppose. Didn't you know?"
re-
plied Lady Cora.
She and her sister were dressed in purple, with gold buckles at their
throats by way of brooches, and another gold buckle each at the end
of hatpins which they wore through their grey hair in order apparent-
ly to match their brooches. Their faces, identical to the point of
indecency, were quite expressionless, as though they were the pre-
liminary lay-outs for faces and were waiting for sentience to be
injected.
"What are you doing here?" said Cora, staring remorselessly.
Doctor Prunesquallor bent forward towards her and showed her his
teeth. Then he clasped his hands together. "I am privileged," he
said, 'very, very much so, oh yes, very, very much."
"Why?" said Lady Clarice. Her voice was so perfect a replica of her
sister's as might lead one to suppose that her vocal cords had been
snipped from the same line of gut in those obscure regions where
such creatures are compounded.
The sisters were now standing, one on either side of the doctor,
and they stared up at him with an emptiness of expression that
caused him to turn his eyes hurriedly to the ceiling, for he had
switched them from one to the other for respite from either, but
had found no relief. The white ceiling by contrast teemed with
interest and he kept his eyes on it.
"Your ladyships," he said, "can it be that you are ignorant of the
part I play in the social life of Gormenghast? I say the social life,
but who, ha, ha, ha, who could gain say me if I boast that it is more
than the social life, ha, ha, ha, and is, my very dear ladyships,
positively the organic life of the castle that I foster, and control,
ha, ha, in the sense that, trained as I undoubtedly am in the science
of this, that, and the other, ha, ha, ha, in connection with the whole
anomatical caboodle from head to foot, I, as part of my work here,
deliver the new generations to the old--the sinless to the sinful, ha,
ha, ha, the stainless to the tarnished--oh dear me, the white to the
black, the healthy to the diseased. And this ceremony today, my very
dear ladyships, is a result of my professional adroitness, ha, ha, ha,
on the occasion of a brand new Groan."
"What did you say?" said Lady Clarice, who had been staring at him the
whole time without moving a muscle.
Doctor Prunesquallor closed his eyes and kept them closed for a very
long time. Then opening them he took a pace forward and breathed in as
much as his narrow chest would allow. Then turning suddenly he wagged
his finger at the two in purple.
"Your ladyships," he said. "You must listen, you will never get on in
life unless you listen."
"Get on in life?" said Lady Cora at once, "get on in life, I like that.
What chance have we, when Gertrude has what we ought to have?"
"Yes, yes," said the other, like a continuation of her sister's voice
in another part of the room. "We ought to have what she has."
"And what is that, my very dear ladyships?" queried Doctor Prunesqual-
lor, tilting his head at them.
"Power," they replied blankly and both together, as though they had
rehearsed the scene. The utter tonelessness of their voices contrasted
so incongruously with the gist of the subject that even Doctor Prune-
squallor was for a moment taken aback and loosened his stiff white col-
lar around his throat with his forefinger.
"It's power we want," Lady Clarice repeated. "We'd like to have that."
"Yes, it's that we want," echoed Cora, "lots of power. Then we could
make people do things", said the voice.
"But Gertrude has all the power," came the echo, "which we ought to
have but which we haven't got."
Then they stared at Swelter, Sourdust and Flay in turn.
"They have to be here, I suppose?" said Cora, pointing at them before
returning her gaze to Doctor Prunesquallor, who had reverted to exam-
ining the ceiling. But before he could reply the door opened and Fuchsia
came in, dressed in white.
Twelve days had elapsed since she had discovered that she was no longer
the only child. She had steadily refused to see her brother and today
for the first time she would be obliged to be with him. Her first an-
guish, inexplicable to herself, had dulled to a grudging acceptance. For
what reason she did not know, but her grief had been very real. She did
not know what it was that she resented.
Mrs Slagg had had no time to help Fuchsia to look presentable, only tell-
ing her to comb her hair and to put her white dress on at the last minute
so that it should not be creased, and then to appear in the Cool Room
at two minutes past three.
The sunlight on the lawns and the flowers in the vases and the room it-
self had seemed pleasant auguries for the afternoon before the entrance
of the two servants, and the unfortunate incident that occurred. This
violence had set a bitter keynote to the ensuing hours.
Fuchsia came in with her eyes red from crying. She curtseyed awkwardly
to her mother's cousins and then sat down in a far corner, but she was
almost at once forced to regain her feet, for her father, followed close-
ly by the Countess, entered and walked slowly to the centre of the room.
Without a word of warning Sourdust rapped his knuckles on the table and
cried out with his old voice: "All are gathered save only him, for whom
this gathering is gathered. All are here save only he for whom we all are
here. Form now before the table of his baptism in the array of waiting,
while I pronounce the entrance of Life's enterer and of the Groan inher-
itor, of Gormenghast's untarnished childshaped mirror."
Sourdust coughed in a very ill way and put his hand to his chest. He
glanced down at the book and ran his finger along a new line. Then
he tottered around the table, his knotted grey-and-white beard
swinging a little from side to side, and ushered the five into a semi-
circle around the table, with their backs to the window. In the centre
were the Countess and Lord Sepulchrave. Fuchsia was to her father's
left and Doctor Prunesquallor on the right of Lady Groan, but a little
behind the semi-circle. The twin sisters were separated, one standing
at either extremity of the arc. Flay and Swelter had retreated a few
paces backwards and stood quite still. Flay bit at his knuckles.
Sourdust returned to his position behind the table which he held alone,
and was relatively more impressive now that the crag of Flay and the
mound of Swelter no longer dwarfed him. He lifted his voice again, but
it was hard for him to speak, for there were tears in his throat and
the magnitude of his office weighed heavily on him. As a savant in the
Groan lore he knew himself to be spiritually responsible for the cor-
rect procedure. Moments such as this were the highlights in the ritual-
istic cycle of his life.
'suns and the changing of the seasonal moons; the leaves from trees that
cannot keep their leaves, and the fish from olive waters have their voices!"
His hands were held before him as though in prayer, and his wrinkled
head was startlingly apparent in the clear light of the room. His voice
grew stronger.
'stones have their voices and the quills of birds; the anger of the
thorns, the wounded spirits, the antlers, ribs that curve, bread, tears
and needles. Blunt boulders and the silence of cold marshes--these have
their voices--the insurgent clouds, the cockerel and the worm."
Sourdust bent down over his book and found the place with his finger
and then turned the page.
"Voices that grind at night from lungs of granite. Lungs of blue air and
the white lungs of rivers. All voices haunt all moments of all days; all
voices fill the crannies of all regions. Voices that he shall hear when
he has listened, and when his ear is tuned to Gormenghast; whose voice
is endlessness of endlessness. This is the ancient sound that he must
follow. The voice of stones heaped up into grey towers, until he dies
across the Groan's death-turret. And banners are ripped down from wall
and buttress and he is carried to the Tower of Towers and laid among
the moulderings of his fathers."
"How much more is there?" said the Countess. She had been listening
less attentively than the occasion merited and was feeding with crumbs
from a pocket in her dress a grey bird on her shoulder.
Sourdust looked up from his book at Lady Groan's question. His eyes
grew misty for he was pained by the irritation in her voice. "The
an-
cient word of the twelfth lord is complete, your ladyship," he said,
his eyes on the book.
"Good," said Lady Groan. "What now?"
"We turn about, I think, and look out on the garden," said Clarice
vaguely, "don't we, Cora? You remember just before baby Fuchsia was
carried in, we all turned round and looked at the garden through the
window. I'm sure we did--long ago."
"Where have you been since then?" said Lady Groan, suddenly address-
ing her sisters-in-law and staring at them one after the other. Her
dark-red hair was beginning to come loose over her neck, and the bird
had scarred with its feet the soft inky-black pile of her velvet dress
so that it looked ragged and grey at her shoulder.
"We've been in the south wing all the time, Gertrude," replied Cora.
"That's where we've been," said Clarice. "In the south wing
all the
time."
Lady Groan emptied a look of love across her left shoulder, and the
grey bird that stood there with its head beneath its wing moved three
uick steps nearer to her throat. Then she turned her eyes upon her
sisters-in-law: "Doing what?" she said. "Thinking,"
said the twins
together, "That's what we've been doing--thinking a lot."
A high uncontrolled laugh broke out from slightly behind the Countess.
Doctor Prunesquallor had disgraced himself. It was no time for him
to emphasize his presence. He was there on sufferance, but a violent
rapping on the table saved him and all attention was turned to Sour-
dust.
"Your lordship," said Sourdust slowly, "as the seventy-sixth Earl of
Groan and Lord of Gormenghast, it is written in the laws that you do
now proceed to the doorway of the Christening Room and call for your
son along the empty passage."
Lord Sepulchrave, who up to this moment, had, like his daughter beside
him, remained perfectly still and silent, his melancholy eyes fixed
upon the dirty vest of his servant Flay which he could just see over
the table, turned towards the door, and on reaching it, coughed to
clear his throat.
The Countess followed with her eyes, but her expression was too vague
to understand. The twins followed him with their faces--two areas of
identical flesh. Fuchsia was sucking her knuckles and seemed to be the
only one in the room uninterested in the progress of her father. Flay
and Swelter had their eyes fixed upon him, for although their thoughts
were still engaged with the violence of half an hour earlier, they were
so much a part of the Groan ritual that they followed his lordship's
every movement with a kind of surly fascination.
Sourdust, in his anxiety to witness a perfect piece of traditional pro-
cedure, was twisting his black-and-white beard into what must surely
have been inextricable knots. He leaned forward over the christening
bowl, his hands on the refectory table.
Meanwhile, hiding behind a turn in the passage, Nannie Slagg, with
Titus in her arms, was being soothed by Keda as she waited for her
call.
"Now, now be quiet, Mrs Slagg, be quiet and it will be over soon,"
said Keda to the little shaking thing that was dressed up in the
shiniest of dark-green satin and upon whose head the grape hat arose
in magnificent misproportion to her tiny face.
"Be quiet, indeed," said Nannie Slagg, in a thin animated voice. "If
you only knew what it means to be in such a position of honour-- oh,
my poor heart! You would not dare to try to make me quiet indeed! I
have never heard such ignorance. Why is he so long? Isn't it time
for him to call me? And the precious thing so quiet and good and
ready to cry any minute--oh, my poor heart! Why is he so long?
Brush my dress again."
Keda, who had been commanded to bring a soft brush with her, would
have been brushing Nannie's satin dress for practically the whole
morning had the old nurse had her way. She was now instructed by an
irritable gesture of Mrs Slagg's hand to brush her anew and to soothe
the old woman she complied with a few strokes.
Titus watched Keda's face with his violet eyes, his grotesque little
features modified by the dull light at the corner of the passage.
There was the history of man in his face. A fragment from the enor-
mous rock of mankind. A leaf from the forest of man's passion and
man's knowledge and man's pain. That was the ancientness of Titus.
Nannie's head was old with lines and sunken skin, with the red rims
of her eyes and the puckers of her mouth. A vacant anatomical ancient-
ry.
Keda's oldness was the work of fate, alchemy. An occult agedness. A
transparent darkness. A broken and mysterious grove. A tragedy, a
glory, a decay.
These three sere beings at the shadowy corner waited on. Nannie was
sixty-nine, Keda was twenty-two, Titus was twelve days old.
Lord Sepulchrave had cleared his throat. Then he called:
"My Son."
"TITUS IS CHRISTENED"
His voice moved down the corridor and turned about the stone corner,
and when he first heard the sound of Mrs Slagg's excited footsteps he
continued with that part of the procedure which Sourdust had recited
to him over their breakfast for the last three mornings.
Ideally, the length of time which it took him to complete the speech
should have coincided with the time it took Nannie Slagg to reach the
door of the Cool Room from the darkened corner.
"Inheritor of the powers I hold," came his brooding voice from the
doorway, "continuer of the blood-stock of the stones, freshet of the
unending river, approach me now. I, a mere link in the dynastic chain,
adjure you to advance, as a white bird on iron skies through walls of
solemn cloud. Approach now to the bowl, where, named and feted, you
shall be consecrate in Gormenghast. Child! Welcome!"
Unfortunately Nannie, having tripped over a loose flagstone, was ten
feet away at the word "Welcome' and Sourdust, upon whose massive fore-
head a few beads of perspiration had suddenly appeared, felt the three
long seconds pass with a ghastly slowness before she appeared at the
door of the room. Immediately before she had left the corner Keda had
placed the little iron crown gently on the infant's head to Nannie's
satisfaction, and the two of them as they appeared before the assembly
made up for their three seconds' tardiness by a preposterous quality
that was in perfect harmony with the situation.
Sourdust felt satisfied as he saw them, and their delay that had rank-
led was forgotten. He approached Mrs Slagg carrying his great book with
him, and when he had reached them he opened the volume so that it fell
apart in two equal halves and then, extending it forward towards Nannie
Slagg, he said:
"It is written, and the writing is adhered to, that between these pages
where the flax is grey with wisdom, the first-born male-child of the
House of Groan shall be lowered and laid lengthways, his head directed
to the christening bowl, and that the pages that are heavy with words
shall be bent in and over him, so that he is engulfed in the sere Text
encircled with the Profound, and is as one with the inviolable Law."
Nannie Slagg, an inane expression of importance on her face, lowered
Titus within the obtuse V shape of the half-opened book so that the
crown of his head just overlapped the spine of the volume at Sourdust's
end and his feet at Mrs Slagg's.
Then Lord Sepulchrave folded the two pages over the helpless body and
joined the tube of thick parchment at its centre with a safety-pin.
Resting upon the spine of the volume, his minute feet protruding from
one end of the paper trunk and the iron spikes of the little crown
protruding from the other, he was, to Sourdust, the very quintessen-
tial of traditional propriety. So much so that as he carried the
loaded book towards the refectory table his eyes became so blurred
with tears of satisfaction, that it was difficult for him to make his
way between the small tables that lay in his path, and the two vases
of flowers that stood so still and clear in the cool air of the room
were each in his eyes a fume of lilac, and a blurr of snow.
He could not rub his eyes, and free his vision, for his hands were
occupied, so he waited until they were at last clear of the moisture
that filmed them.
Fuchsia, in spite of knowing that she should remain where she was,
had joined Nannie Slagg. She had been irritated by an attempt that
Clarice had made to nudge her in a furtive way whenever she thought
that no one was watching.
"You never come to see me although you're a relation, but that's be-
cause I don't want you to come and never ask you," her aunt had said,
and had then peered round to see whether she was being watched, and
noticing that Gertrude was in a kind of enormous trance, she contin-
ued:
"You see, my poor child, I and my sister Cora are a good deal older
than you and we both had convulsions when we were about your age.
You may have noticed that our left arms are rather stiff and our
left legs, too. That's not our fault."
Her sister's voice came from the other side of the semi-circle of
figures in a hoarse flat whisper, as though it was trying to reach
the ears of Fuchsia without making contact with the row of ears that
lay between. "Not our fault at all," she said, "not a bit our fault.
Not any of it."
"The epileptic fits, my poor child," continued Cora, after nodding
at her sister's interruption, "have left us practically starved all
down the right side. Practically starved. We had these fits you see."
"When we were about your age," came the empty echo.
"Yes, just about your age," said Cora, "and being practically starved
all down the right side we have to do our embroidered tapestries with
one hand."
"Only one hand," said Clarice. "It's very clever of us. But no one
sees us."
She leaned forward as she wedged in this remark, forcing it upon
Fuchsia as though the whole future of Gormenghast hung upon it.
Fuchsia fiddled and wound her hair round her fingers savagely.
"Don't do that," said Cora. "Your hair is too black. Don't
do that."
"Much too black," came the flat echo.
"Especially when your dress is so white."
Cora bent forward from her hips so that her face was within a foot
of Fuchsia's. Then with only her eyes turned away, but her face
broadside on to her niece, "We don't like your mother", she said.
Fuchsia was startled. Then she heard the same voice from the other
side, "That's true," said the voice, "we don't." Fuchsia
turned sud-
denly, swinging her inky bulk of hair. Cora had disobeyed all the
rules and unable to be so far from the conversation had moved like a
sleep-walker round the back of the group, keeping an eye on the black-
velvet mass of the Countess.
But she was doomed to disappointment, for as soon as she arrived,
Fuchsia, glancing around wildly, caught sight of Mrs Slagg and she
mooched away from her cousins and watched the ceremony at the table
where Sourdust held her brother in the leaves of the book. As soon
as Nannie was unburdened of Titus Fuchsia went to her side, and held
her thin green-satin arm. Sourdust had reached the table with Lord
Sepulchrave behind him. He re-instated himself. But his pleasure at
the way things were proceeding was suddenly disrupted when his eyes,
having cleared themselves of the haze, encountered no ceremonial
curve of the select, but a room of scattered individuals. He was
shocked. The only persons in alignment were the Countess, who through
no sense of obedience, but rather from a kind of coma, was in the
same position in which she had first anchored herself, and her hus-
band who had returned to her side. Sourdust hobbled round the table
with the tome-full. Cora and Clarice were standing close together,
their bodies facing each other but their heads staring in Fuchsia's
direction. Mrs Slagg and Fuchsia were together and Prunesquallor, on
tip-toe, was peering at the stamen of a white flower in a vase
through a magnifying lens he had whipped from his pocket. There was
no need for him to be on tip-toe for it was neither a tall table nor
a tall vase nor indeed a tall flower. But the attitude which pleased
him most when peering at flowers was one in which the body was bent
over the petals in an elegant curve.
Sourdust was shocked. His mouth worked at the corners. His old, fis-
sured face became a fantastic area of cross-hatching and his weak
eyes grew desperate. Attempting to lower the heavy volume to the tab-
le before the christening bowl where a space had been left for it,
his fingers grew numb and lost their grip on the leather and the
book slid from his hands, Titus slipping through the pages to the
ground and tearing as he did so a corner from the leaf in which he
had lain sheathed, for his little hand had clutched at it as he had
fallen. This was his first recorded act of blasphemy. He had violat-
ed the Book of Baptism. The metal crown fell from his head. Nannie
Slagg clutched Fuchsia's arm, and then with a scream of "Oh my poor
heart!" stumbled to where the baby lay crying piteously on the floor.
Sourdust was trying to tear the sacking of his clothes and moaning
with impotence as he strained with his old fingers. He was in tor-
ture. Doctor Prunesquallor's white knuckles had travelled to his
mouth with amazing speed, and he stood swaying a little. He had
turned a moment later to Lady Groan.
"They resemble rubber, your ladyship, ha, ha, ha, ha. Just a core
of india-rubber, with an elastic centre. Oh yes, they are. Very,
very much so. Resilience is no word for it. Ha, ha, ha, absolutely
no word for it--oh dear me, no. Every ounce, a bounce, ha, ha, ha!
Every ounce, a bounce."
"What are you talking about man!" said the Countess.
"I was referring to your child, who has just fallen on the floor."
"Fallen?" queried the Countess in a gruff voice. "Where?"
"To earth, your ladyship, ha, ha, ha. Fallen positively to earth.
Earth, that is, with a veneer or two of stone, wood and carpet, in
between its barbaric self and his minute lordship whom you can no
doubt hear screaming."
"Do that's what it is," said Lady Groan, from whose mouth, which
was
shaped as though she were whistling, the grey bird was picking a mor-
sel of dry cake.
"Yes," said Cora on her right, who had run up to her directly the
baby had fallen and was staring up at her sister-in-law's face.
"Yes, that's what it is."
Clarice, who had appeared on the other side in a reverse of her sis-
ter's position, confirmed her sister's interpretation, "That's just
what it is."
Then they both peered around the edge of the Countess and caught each
other's eyes knowingly.
When the grey bird had removed the piece of cake from her ladyship's
big pursed-up mouth it fluttered from her shoulder to perch upon her
crooked finger where it clung as still as a carving, while she, leaving
the twins (who, as though her departure had left a vacuum between them
came together at once to fill it) proceeded to the site of the tragedy.
There she saw Sourdust recovering his dignity, but shaking in his crim-
son sacking while he did so. Her husband, who knew that it was no sit-
uation for a man to deal with, stood aside from the scene, but looked
nervously at his son. He was biting the ferrule of his jade-headed rod
and his sad eyes moved here and there but constantly returned to the
crying crownless infant in the nurse's arms.
The Countess took Titus from Mrs Slagg and walked to the bay window.
Fuchsia, watching her mother, felt in spite of herself a quickening of
something akin to pity for the little burden she carried. Almost a qualm
of nearness, of fondness, for since she had seen her brother tear at the
leaves that encased him, she had known that there was another being in
the room for whom the whole fustian of Gormenghast was a thing to flee
from. She had imagined in a hot blur of jealousy that her brother would
be a beautiful baby, but when she saw him and found that he was any-
thing but beautiful, she warmed to him, her smouldering eyes taking on,
for a second, something of that look which her mother kept exclusively
for her birds and the white cats.
The Countess held Titus up into the sunlight of the window and examined
his face, making noises in her cheek to the grey bird as she did so.
Then she turned him around and examined the back of his head for some
considerable time.
"Bring the crown," she said.
Doctor Prunesquallor came up with his elbows raised and the fingers of
both hands splayed out, the metal crown poised between them. His eyes
rolled behind his lenses.
'shall I crown him in the sunlight? ha, he, ha, positively crown him,"
he said, and showed the Countess the same series of uncompromising teeth
hat he had honoured Cora with several minutes before.
Titus had stopped crying and in his mother's prodigious arms looked un-
believably tiny. He had not been hurt, but frightened by his fall. Only
a sob or two survived and shook him every few seconds.
"Put it on his head," said the Countess. Doctor Prunesquallor bent for-
ward from the hips in a straight oblique line. His legs looked so thin
in their black casing that when a small breath of wind blew from the
garden it seemed that the material was blown inwards beyond that part
where his shin bones should have been. He lowered the crown upon the
little white potato of a head.
"Durdust," she said without turning round, "come here."
Sourdust lifted his head. He had recovered the book from the floor and
was fitting the torn piece of paper into position on the corner of the
torn page, and smoothing it out shakily with his forefinger.
"Come along, come along now!" said the Countess.
He came around the corner of the table and stood before her.
"We'll go for a walk, Sourdust, on the lawn and then you can finish the
christening. Hold yourself still, man", she said. 'stop rattling."
Sourdust bowed, and feeling that to interrupt a christening of the dir-
ect heir in this way was sacrilege, followed her out of the window,
while she called out over her shoulder, "all of you! all of you! ser-
vants as well!"
They all came out and each choosing their parallel shades of the mown
grass that converged in the distance in perfectly straight lines of
green, walked abreast and silently thus, up and down, for forty minutes.
They took their pace from the slowest of them, which was Sourdust. The
cedars spread over them from the northern side as they began their jour-
ney. Their figures dwindling as they moved away on the striped emerald
of the shaven lawn. Like toys; detachable, painted toys, they moved each
one on his mown stripe.
Lord Sepulchrave walked with slow strides, his head bowed. Fuchsia mooch-
ed. Doctor Prunesquallor minced. The twins propelled themselves forward
vacantly. Flay spidered his path. Swelter wallowed his.
All the time the Countess held Titus in her arms and whistled varying
notes that brought through gilded air strange fowl to her from unrecorded
forests.
When at last they had re-gathered in the Cool Room, Sourdust was more
composed, although tired from the walk.
Signalling them to their stations he placed his hands upon the torn vol-
ume with a qualm and addressed the semi-circle before him. Titus had been
replaced in the Book and Sourdust lowered him carefully to the table.
"I place thee, Child-Inheritor," he said, continuing from where he had
been interrupted by the age of his fingers, "Child-Inheritor of the rivers,
of the Tower of Flints and the dark recesses beneath cold stairways and
the sunny summer lawns. Child-Inheritor of the spring breezes that blow
in from the jarl forests and of the autumn misery in petal, scale, and
wing. Winter's white brilliance on a thousand turrets and summer's tor-
por among walls that crumble--listen. Listen with the humility of princ-
es and understand with the understanding of the ants. Listen, Child-
Inheritor, and wonder. Digest what I now say."
Sourdust then handed Titus over the table to his mother, and cupping his
hand, dipped it in the christening bowl. Then, his hand and wrist dripping,
he let the water trickle through his fingers and on to the baby's head
where the crown left, between its prongs, an oval area of bone-forced skin.
"Your name is TITUS," said Sourdust very simply, "TITUS
the seventy-sev-
enth Earl of Groan and Lord of Gormenghast I do adjure you hold each cold
stone sacred that clings to these, your grey ancestral walls. I do adjure
you hold the dark soil sacred that nourishes your high leaf-burdened trees.
I do adjure you hold the tenets sacred that ramify the creeds of Gormen-
ghast. I dedicate you to your father's castle. Titus, be true."
Titus was handed back to Sourdust, who passed him to Nannie Slagg. The room
was delicious with the cool scent of flowers. As Sourdust gave the sign,
after a few minutes of meditation, that feeding might begin, Swelter came
forward balancing four plates of delicacies on each of his forearm and with
a plate in either hand went the rounds. Then he poured out glasses of wine,
while Flay followed Lord Sepulchrave around like a shadow. None of the com-
pany attempted to make conversation, but stood silently eating or drinking
in different parts of the room, or stood at the bay window, munching or sip-
ping as they stared across the spreading lawns. Only the twins sat in a cor-
ner of the room and made signs to Swelter when they had finished what was
on their plates. The afternoon would be for them the theme for excited rem-
iniscence for many a long day. Lord Sepulchrave touched nothing as the del-
icacies were passed round, and when Swelter approached him with a salver of
toasted larks, Flay motioned him away peremptorily, and noticing as he did
so the evil expression in the chef's pig-like eyes, he drew his bony shoul-
ders up to his ears.
As the time moved on Sourdust began to grow more and more conscious of
his responsibilities as the master of ritual, and eventually, having registered
the time by the sun, which was split in half by the slim branch of a maple,
he clapped his hands and shambled towards the door.
It was then for the assembled company to gather in the centre of the room
and for one after another to pass Sourdust and Mrs Slagg, who, with Titus
on her lap, was to be stationed at his side.
These positions were duly taken up, and the first to walk forward to the
door was Lord Sepulchrave, who lifted his melancholy head in the air, and,
as he passed his son spoke the one word "Titus' in a solemn, abstracted
voice. The Countess shambled after him voluminously and bellowed "TITUS'
at the wrinkled infant.
Each in turn followed: the twins confusing each other in their efforts to
get the first word in, the doctor brandishing his teeth at the word "Titus'
as though it were the signal for some romantic advance of sabred cavalry.
Fuchsia felt embarrassed and stared at the prongs of her little brother's
crown.
At last they had all passed by, delivering with their own peculiar intona-
tions the final word "Titus' as they reared their heads up, and Mrs
Slagg
was left alone, for even Sourdust had left her and followed in the wake of
Mr Flay.
Now that she was left by herself in the Cool Room Mrs Slagg stared about
her nervously at the emptiness and at the sunlight pouring through the
great bay window.
Suddenly she began to cry with fatigue and excitement and from the shock
she had received when the Countess had bellowed at his little lordship
and herself. A shrunken, pathetic creature she looked in the high chair
with the crowned doll in her arms. Her green satin gleamed mockingly in
the afternoon light. "Oh, my weak heart," she sobbed, the tears crawling
down the dry, pear-skin wrinkles of her miniature face--"my poor, poor
heart--as though it were a crime to love him." She pressed the baby's
face against her wet cheek. Her eyes were clenched and the moisture
clung to her lashes, and as her lips quivered; Fuchsia stole back and
knelt down, putting her strong arms around her old nurse and her brother.
Mrs Slagg opened her bloodshot eyes and leaned forward, the three of
them coming together into a compact volume of sympathy.
"I love you--," whispered Fuchsia, lifting her sullen eyes. "I love
you,
I love you", then turning her head to the door--"you've made her cry",
she shouted, as though addressing the string of figures who had so rec-
ently passed through--"you've made her cry, you beasts!"
MEANS OF ESCAPE
Mr Flay was possessed by two major vexations. The first of these lay in
the feud which had arisen between himself and the mountain of pale meat;
the feud that had flared up and fructified in his assault upon the chef.
He avoided even more scrupulously than before any corridor, quadrangle
or cloister where the unmistakable proportions of his enemy might have
loomed in sight. As he performed his duties, Mr Flay was perpetually
aware that his enemy was in the castle and was haunted by the realiza-
tion that some devilish plot was being devised, momently, in that drop-
sical head--some infernal hatching, in a word--revenge. What opportuni-
ties the chef would find or make, Flay could not imagine, but he was
constantly on the alert and was for ever turning over in his dark skull
any possibilities that occurred to him. If Flay was not actually fright-
ened he was at least apprehensive to a point this side of fear.
The second of his two anxieties hinged upon the disappearance of Steerpike.
Fourteen days ago he had locked the urchin up and had returned twelve
hours later with a jug of water and a dish of potatoes only to find the
room empty. Since then there had been no sign of him, and Mr Flay, al-
though uninterested in the boy for his own sake, was nevertheless dis-
turbed by so phenomenal a disappearance and also by the fact that he had
been one of Swelter's kitchen hands and might, were he to return to the
foetid regions from which he had strayed, disclose the fact they had met,
and probably, in a garbled version of the affair, put it to the chef that
he had been lured away from his province and incarcerated for some sinister
reason of his own invention. Not only this, for Mr Flay remembered how the
boy had overheard the remarks which Lord Groan had made about his son, re-
marks which would be detrimental to the dignity of Gormenghast if they were
to be noised abroad to the riff-raff of the castle. It would not do if at
the very beginning of the new Lord Groan's career it were common knowledge
that the child was ugly, and that Lord Sepulchrave was distressed about it.
What could be done to ensure the boy's silence Flay had not yet determined,
but it was obvious that to find him was the prime necessity. He had, during
his off moments, searched room after room, balcony after balcony, and had
found no clue as to his whereabouts.
At night as he lay before his master's door he would twitch and awake and
then sit bolt upright on the cold floorboards. At first the face of Swelter
would appear before his eyes, huge and indistinct, with those beady eyes in
their folds of flesh, cold and remorseless. He would shoot his hard, cropped
head forward, and wipe the sweat from his palms upon his clothes. Then, as
the foul phantom dissolved in the darkness, his mind would lure him into the
empty room where he had last seen Steerpike and in his imagination he would
make a circuit of the walls, feeling the panels with his hands and come at
last to the window, where he would stare down the hundreds of feet of sheer
wall to the yard below.
Straightening out his legs again his knee joints would crack in the dark-
ness as he stretched himself out, the iron-tasting key between his teeth.
What had actually happened in the Octagonal Room and the subsequent events
that befell Steerpike are as follows:
When the boy heard the key turn in the lock he half ran to the door and
glued his eye to the keyhole and watched the seat of Mr Flay's trousers
receding down the passage. He had heard him turn a corner, and then a door
was shut in the distance with a far bang, and thereafter there had been
silence. Most people would have tried the handle of the door. The instinct,
however irrational, would have been too strong; the first impulse of one
who wishes to escape. Steerpike looked at the knob of the door for a moment.
He had heard the key turn. He did not disobey the simple logic of his mind.
He turned from the only door in the room and, leaning out of the window,
glanced at the drop below.
His body gave the appearance of being malformed, but it would be difficult
to say exactly what gave it this gibbous quality. Limb by limb it appeared
that he was sound enough, but the sum of these several members accrued to
an unexpectedly twisted total. His face was pale like clay and save for
his eyes, masklike. These eyes were set very close together, and were
small, dark red, and of startling concentration.
The striped kitchen tunic which he wore fitted him tightly. On the back of
his head was pushed a small white skull cap.
As he gazed downward quietly at the precipitous drop he pursed his mouth
and his eyes roved quickly over the quadrangle below him. Then suddenly he
left the window and with his peculiar half-run, half-walk, he hurried a-
round the room, as though it were necessary for him to have his limbs mov-
ing concurrently with his brain. Then he returned to the window. Everywhere
was stillness. The afternoon light was beginning to wane in the sky al-
though the picture of turrets and roof-tops enclosed by the window frame
was still warmly tinted. He took one last comprehensive glance over his
shoulder at the walls and ceiling of the prison room, and then, clasping
his hands behind his back, returned his attention to the casement.
This time, leaning precariously out over the sill and with his face to the
sky, he scrutinized the rough stones of the wall above the lintel and no-
ticed that after twenty feet they ended at a sloping roof of slates. This
roof terminated in a long horizontal spine like a buttress, which, in turn,
led in great sweeping curves towards the main rooftops of Gormenghast. The
twenty feet above him, although seeming at first to be unscalable, were,
he noticed, precarious only for the first twelve feet, where only an oc-
casional jutting of irregular stone offered dizzy purchase. Above this
height a gaunt, half-dead creeper that was matted greyly over the slates,
lowered a hairy arm which, unless it snapped at his weight, would prove
comparatively easy climbing.
Steerpike reflected that once astride the cornice he could, with relatively
little difficulty, make his way over the whole outer shell of central Gor-
menghast.
Again he fastened his gaze upon the first dozen feet of vertical stone,
choosing and scrutinizing the grips that he would use. His survey left him
uneasy. It would be unpleasant. The more he searched the wall with his in-
tense eyes the less he liked the prospect, but he could see that it was
feasible if he concentrated every thought and fibre upon the attempt. He
hoisted himself back into the room that had suddenly added an atmosphere
of safety to its silence. Two courses were open to him. He could either
wait and, in due course presumably Flay would reappear and would, he sus-
pected, attempt to return him to the kitchens--or he could make the haz-
ardous trial. Suddenly, sitting on the floor, he removed his boots and
tied them by their laces about his neck. Then he rammed his socks into
his pockets and stood up. Standing on tip-toe in the middle of the room
he splayed his toes out and felt them tingle with awareness, and then
he pulled his fingers sideways cruelly, awakening his hands. There was
nothing to wait for. He knelt on the window-sill and then, turning a-
round, slowly raised himself to his feet and stood outside the window,
the hollow twilight at his shoulder-blades.
"A FIELD OF FLAGSTONES'
He refused to allow himself to think of the sickening drop and glued his
eyes upon the first of the grips. His left hand clasped the lintel as he
felt out with his right foot and curled his toes around a rough corner
of stone. Almost at once he began to sweat. His fingers crept up and
found a cranny he had scrutinized at leisure. Biting his underlip until
it bled freely over his chin, he moved his left knee up the surface of
the wall. It took him perhaps seventeen minutes by the clock, but by the
time of his beating heart he was all evening upon the swaying wall. At
moments he would make up his mind to have done with the whole thing,
Life and all, and to drop back into space, where his straining and sick-
ness would end. At other moments, as he clung desperately, working his
way upwards in a sick haze, he found himself repeating a line or two
from some long forgotten rhyme.
His fingers were almost dead and his hands and knees shaking wildly when
he found that his face was being tickled by the ragged fibres that hung
upon the end of the dead creeper. Gripping it with his right hand, his
toes lost purchase and for a moment or two he swung over the empty air.
But his hands could bring into play unused muscles and although his arms
were cracking he scraped his way up the remaining fifteen feet, the thick,
brittle wood holding true, small pieces only breaking away from the sides.
As soon as he had edged himself over the guttering, he lay, face down-
wards, weak and shaking fantastically. He lay there for an hour. Then,
as he raised his head and found himself in an empty world of roof tops,
he smiled. It was a young smile, a smile in keeping with his seventeen
years, that suddenly transformed the emptiness of the lower part of his
face and as suddenly disappeared; from where he lay at an angle along
the sun-warmed slates, only sections of this new rooftop world were vis-
ible and the vastness of the failing sky. He raised himself upon his el-
bows, and suddenly noticed that where his feet had been prized against
the guttering, the support was on the point of giving way. The corroded
metal was all that lay between the weight of his body as he lay slanting
steeply on the slates and the long drop to the quadrangle. Without a mo-
ment's delay he began to edge his way up the incline, levering with his
bare feet, his shoulder blades rubbing the moss-patched roof.
Although his limbs felt much stronger after their rest he retched as he
moved up the slate incline. The slope was longer than it had appeared
from below. Indeed, all the various roof structures--parapet, turret
and cornice--proved themselves to be of greater dimensions than he had
anticipated.
Steerpike, when he had reached the spine of the roof, sat astride it and
regained his breath for the second time. He was surrounded by lakes of
fading daylight.
He could see how the ridge on which he sat led in a wide curve to where
in the west it was broken by the first of four towers. Beyond them the
swoop of roof continued to complete a half circle far to his right. This
was ended by a high lateral wall. Stone steps led from the ridge to the
top of the wall, from which might be approached, along a cat-walk, an
area the size of a field, surrounding which, though at a lower level,
were the heavy, rotting structures of adjacent roofs and towers, and
between these could be seen other roofs far away, and other towers.
Steerpike's eyes, following the rooftops, came at last to the parapet
surrounding this area. He could not, of course, from where he was
guess at the stone sky-field itself, lying as it did a league away
and well above his eye level, but as the main massing of Gormenghast
arose to the west, he began to crawl in that direction along the sweep
of the ridge.
It was over an hour before Steerpike came to where only the surround-
ing parapet obstructed his view of the stone sky-field. As he climbed
this parapet with tired, tenacious limbs he was unaware that only a
few seconds of time and a few blocks of vertical stone divided him
from seeing what had not been seen for over four hundred years. Scrab-
bling one knee over the topmost stones he heaved himself over the rough
wall. When he lifted his head wearily to see what his next obstacle
might be, he saw before him, spreading over an area of four square
acres, a desert of grey stone slabs. The parapet on which he was now
sitting bolt upright surrounded the whole area, and swinging his legs
over he dropped the four odd feet to the ground. As he dropped and
then leaned back to support himself against the wall, a crane arose
at a far corner of the stone field and, with a slow beating of its
wings, drifted over the distant battlements and dropped out of sight.
The sun was beginning to set in a violet haze and the stone field,
save for the tiny figure of Steerpike, spread out emptily, the cold
slabs catching the prevailing tint of the sky. Between the slabs
there was dark moss and the long coarse necks of seeding grasses.
Steerpike's greedy eyes had devoured the arena. What use could it
be put to? Since his escape this surely was the strongest card for
the pack that he intended to collect. Why, or how, or when he would
use his hoarded scraps of knowledge he could not tell. That was for
the future. Now he knew only that by risking his life he had come
across an enormous quadrangle as secret as it was naked, as hidden
as it was open to the wrath or tenderness of the elements. As he gave
at the knees and collapsed into a half-sleeping, half-fainting huddle
by the wall, the stone field wavered in a purple blush, and the sun
withdrew.
"OVER THE ROOFSCAPE'
The darkness came down over the castle and the Twisted Wood and over
Gormenghast Mountain. The long tables of the Dwellers were hidden in
the thickness of a starless night. The cactus trees and the acacias
where Nannie Slagg had walked, and the ancient thorn in the servants'
quadrangle were as one in their shrouding. Darkness over the four
wings of Gormenghast. Darkness lying against the glass doors of the
Christening Room and pressing its impalpable body through the ivy
leaves of Lady Groan's choked window. Pressing itself against the
walls, hiding them to all save touch alone; hiding them and hiding
everything; swallowing everything in its insatiable omnipresence.
Darkness over the stone sky-field where clouds moved through it in-
visibly. Darkness over Steerpike, who slept, woke and slept fitfully
and then woke again--with only his scanty clothing, suitable more to
the stifling atmosphere of the kitchens, than to this nakedness of
night air. Shivering he stared out into a wall of night, relieved
by not so much as one faint star. Then he remembered his pipe. A
little tobacco was left in a tin box in his hip pocket.
He filled the bowl in the darkness, ramming it down with his thin,
grimed forefinger, and with difficulty lit the strong coarse tobacco.
Unable to see the smoke as it left the bowl of the pipe and drifted
out of his mouth, yet the glow of the leaf and the increasing warmth
of the bowl were of comfort. He wrapped both his thin hands around
it and with his knees drawn up to his chin, tasted the hot weed on
his tongue as the long minutes dragged by. When the pipe was at last
finished he found himself too wide awake to sleep, and too cold, and
he conceived the idea of making a blind circuit of the stone field,
keeping one hand upon the low wall at his side until he had returned
to where he now stood. Taking his cap off his head he laid it on the
parapet and began to feel his way along to the right, his hand rub-
bing the rough stone surface just below the level of his shoulder.
At first he began to count his steps so that on his return he might
while away a portion more of the night by working out the area of
the quadrangle, but he had soon lost count in the labours of his
slow progress.
As far as he could remember there were no obstacles to be expected
nor any break in the parapet, but his memories of the climb and his
first view of the sky-field were jumbled up together, and he could
not in the inky darkness rely on his memory. Therefore he felt for
every step, sometimes certain that he was about to be impeded by a
wall or a break in the stone flags, and he would stop and move for-
ward inch by inch only to find that his intuition had been wrong and
that the monotonous, endless, even course of his dark circuit was
empty before him. Long before he was halfway along the first of the
four sides, he was feeling for his cap on the balustrade, only to
remember that he had not yet reached the first corner.
He seemed to have been walking for hours when he felt his hand stop-
ped, as though it had been struck, by the sudden right angle of the
parapet. Three times more he would have to experience the sudden
change of direction in the darkness, and then he would, as he
groped forward, find his cap.
Feeling desperate at the stretch of time since he had started his
sightless journey he became what seemed to him in the darkness to
be almost reckless in his pace, stepping forward jerkily foot by
foot. Once or twice, along the second wall, he stopped and leaned
over the parapet. A wind was beginning to blow and he hugged himself.
As he neared unknowingly the third corner a kind of weight seemed to
lift from the air, and although he could see nothing, the atmosphere
about him appeared thinner and he stopped as though his eyes had been
partially relieved of a bandage. He stopped, leaned against the wall,
and stared above him. Blackness was there, but it was not the opaque
blackness he had known.
Then he felt, rather than saw, above him a movement of volumes. No-
thing could be discerned, but that there were forces that travelled
across the darkness he could not doubt; and then suddenly, as though
another layer of stifling cloth had been dragged from before his
eyes, Steerpike made out above him the enormous, indistinct shapes
of clouds following one another in grave order as though bound on
some portentous mission.
It was not, as Steerpike at first suspected, the hint of dawn. Long
as the time had seemed to him since he clambered over the parapet,
it was still an hour before the new day. Within a few moments he saw
for himself that his hopes were ill founded, for as he watched, the
vague clouds began to thin as they moved overhead, and between them
yet others, beyond, gave way in their turn to even more distant re-
gions. The three distances of cloud moved over, the nearest--the
blackest--moving the fastest. The stone field was still invisible,
but Steerpike could make out his hand before his face.
Then came the crumbling away of a grey veil from the face of the
night, and beyond the furthermost film of the terraced clouds there
burst of a sudden a swarm of burning crystals, and, afloat in their
centre, a splinter of curved fire.
Noting the angle of the moon and judging the time, to his own annoy-
ance, to be hours earlier than he had hoped, Steerpike, glancing a-
bove him, could not help but notice how it seemed as though the
clouds had ceased to move, and how, instead, the cluster of the
stars and the thin moon had been set in motion and were skidding
obliquely across the sky.
Swiftly they ran, those bright marvels, and, like the clouds, with
a purpose most immediate. Here and there over the wide world of
tattered sky, points of fire broke free and ran, until the last dark
tag of cloud had slid away from the firmament and all at once the
high, swift beauty of the floating suns ceased in their surging and
a night of stationary stars shone down upon the ghostly field of
flags.
Now that heaven was alive with yellow stones it was possible
for Steerpike to continue his walk without fear, and he stumbled
along preferring to complete his detour than to make his way across
the flags to his cloth cap. When he reached his starting point he
crammed the cap on his head, for anything was precious in those
hours that might mitigate the cold. By now he was fatigued beyond
the point of endurance.
The ordeal of the last twelve to fifteen hours had sapped his
strength. The stifling inferno of Swelter's drunken province, the
horror of the Stone Lanes where he had fainted and had been found
by Flay, and then the nightmare of his climb up the wall and the
slate roof, and thence by the less perilous but by no means easy
stages to the great stone field where he now stood, and where when
he had arrived he had swooned for the second time that day: all
this had taken its toll. Now, even the cold could not keep him a-
wake and he lay down suddenly, and with his head upon his folded
arms, slept until he was awakened by a hammering of hunger in his
stomach and by the sun shining strongly in the morning sky.
But for the aching of his limbs, which gave him painful proof of
the reality of what he had endured, the trials of the day before,
had about them, the unreality of a dream. This morning as he stood
up in the sunlight it was as though he found himself transplanted
into a new day, almost a new life in a new world. Only his hunger
prevented him from leaning contentedly over the warming parapet
and, with a hundred towers below him, planning for himself an in-
credible future.
The hours ahead held no promise of relaxation. Yesterday had ex-
hausted him, yet the day that he was now entering upon was to
prove itself equally rigorous, and though no part of the climbing
entailed would be as desperate as the worst of yesterday's adven-
tures, his hunger and faintness augured for the hours ahead a
nightmare in sunshine.
Within the first hour from the time when he had awakened, he had
descended a long sloping roof, after dropping nine feet from the
parapet, and had then come upon a small, winding stone staircase
which led him across a gap between two high walls to where a clus-
ter of conical roofs forced him to make a long and hazardous cir-
cuit. Arriving at last at the opposite side of the cluster, faint
and dizzy with fatigue and emptiness and with the heat of the
strengthening sun, he saw spread out before him in mountainous
facades a crumbling panorama, a roofscape of Gormenghast, its crags
and its stark walls of cliff pocked with nameless windows. Steer-
pike for a moment lost heart, finding himself in a region as bar-
ren as the moon, and he became suddenly desperate in his weakness,
and falling on his knees retched violently.
His sparse tow-coloured hair was plastered over his big forehead as
though with glue, and was darkened to sepia. His mouth was drawn
down very slightly at the corners. Any change in his masklike fea-
tures was more than noticeable in him. As he knelt he swayed. Then
he very deliberately sat himself down on his haunches and, pushing
back some of the sticky hair from his brow so that it stuck out
from his head in a stiff dank manner, rested his chin on his folded
arms and then, very slowly, moved his eyes across the craggy canvas
spread below him, with the same methodical thoroughness that he had
shown when scanning the wall above the window of the prison room.
Famished as he was, he never for a moment faltered in his scrutiny,
although it was an hour later when having covered every angle, every
surface, he relaxed and released his eyes from the panorama, and af-
ter shutting them for a while fixed them again upon a certain window
that he had found several minutes earlier in a distant precipice of
grey stone.
"NEAR AND FAR"
Who can say how long the eye of the vulture or the lynx requires to
grasp the totality of a landscape, or whether in a comprehensive in-
stant the seemingly inexhaustible confusion of detail falls upon their
eyes in an ordered and intelligible series of distances and shapes,
where the last detail is perceived in relation to the corporate mass?
It may be that the hawk sees nothing but those grassy uplands, and a-
mong the coarse grasses, more plainly than the field itself, the rabbit
or the rat, and that the landscape in its entirety is never seen, but
only those areas lit, as it were with a torch, where the quarry slinks,
the surrounding regions thickening into cloud and darkness on the yel-
low eyes.
Whether the scouring, sexless eye of the bird or beast of prey dis-
perses and sees all or concentrates and evades all saving that for
which it searches, it is certain that the less powerful eye of the hu-
man cannot grasp, even after a life of training, a scene in its en-
tirety. No eye may see dispassionately. There is no comprehension at
a glance. Only the recognition of damsel, horse or fly and the assump-
tion of damsel, horse or fly; and so with dreams and beyond, for what
haunts the heart will, when it is found, leap foremost, blinding the
eye and leaving the main of Life in darkness.
When Steerpike began his scrutiny the roofscape was neither more nor
less than a conglomeration of stone structures spreading to right and
left and away from him. It was a mist of masonry. As he peered, taking
each structure individually, he found that he was a spectator of a sta-
tionary gathering of stone personalities. During the hour of his con-
centration he had seen, growing from three-quarters the way up a sheer,
windowless face of otherwise arid wall, a tree that curved out and up-
wards, dividing and subdividing until a labyrinth of twigs gave to its
contour a blur of sunlit smoke. The tree was dead, but having grown
from the south side of the wall it was shielded from the violence of
the winds, and, judging by the harmonious fanlike beauty of its shape,
it had not suffered the loss of a single sapless limb. Upon the lit
wall its perfect shadow lay as though engraved with superhuman skill.
Brittle and dry, and so old that its first tendril must surely have
begun to thrust itself forth before the wall itself had been com-
pleted, yet this tree had the grace of a young girl, and it was the
intricate lace-like shadow upon the wall that Steerpike had seen first.
He had been baffled until all at once the old tree itself, whose
brightness melted into the bright wall behind it, materialized.
Upon the main stem that grew out laterally from the wall, Steer-
pike had seen two figures walking. They appeared about the size of
those stub ends of pencil that are thrown away as too awkward to
hold. He guessed them to be women for as far as he could judge
they were wearing identical dresses of purple, and at first sight
it appeared that they were taking their lives in their hands as
they trod that horizontal stem above a drop of several hundred feet,
but by the relative sizes of the figures and the tree trunk it was
obvious that they were as safe as though they had been walking
along a bridge.
He had watched them reach a point where the branch divided into
three and where as he shaded his eyes he could see them seat
themselves upon chairs and face one another across a table. One
of them lifted her elbow in the position of one pouring out tea.
The other had then arisen and hurried back along the main stem
until she had reached the face of wall into which she suddenly
disappeared; and Steerpike, straining his eyes, could make out
an irregularity in the stonework and presumed that there must
have been a window or doorway immediately above where the tree
grew from the wall. Shutting his eyes to rest them, it was a
minute before he could locate the tree again, lost as it was
among a score of roofs and very far away; but when he did find
it he saw that there were two figures once again seated at the
table. Beneath them swam the pellucid volumes of the morning
air. Above them spread the withered elegance of the dead tree,
and to their left its lace-like shadow.
Steerpike had seen at a glance that it would be impossible for him
to reach the tree or the window and his eyes had continued their
endless searching.
He had seen a tower with a stone hollow in its summit. This shallow
basin sloped down from the copestones that surrounded the tower and
was half filled with rainwater. In this circle of water whose glit-
tering had caught his eye, for to him it appeared about the size of
a coin, he could see that something white was swimming. As far as he
could guess it was a horse. As he watched he noticed that there was
something swimming by its side, something smaller, which must have
been the foal, white like its parent. Around the rim of the tower
stood swarms of crows, which he had identified only when one of them,
having flapped away from the rest, grew from the size of a gnat to
that of a black moth as it circled and approached him before turning
in its flight and gliding without the least tremor of its outspread
wings back to the stone basin, where it landed with a flutter among
its kind.
He had seen, thirty feet below him and frighteningly close, after
his eyes had accustomed themselves to the minutiae of distances a
head suddenly appear at the base of what was more like a vertical
black gash in the sunny wall than a window. It had no windowframe,
no curtains, no window-sill. It was as though it waited for twelve
stone blocks to fill it in, one above the other. Between Steerpike
and this wall was a gap of eighteen to twenty feet. As Steerpike saw
the head appear he lowered himself gradually behind an adjacent tur-
ret so as not to attract attention and watched it with one eye around
the masonry.
It was a long head.
It was a wedge, a sliver, a grotesque slice in which it seemed the
features had been forced to stake their claims, and it appeared
that they had done so in a great hurry and with no attempt to form
any kind of symmetrical pattern for their mutual advantage. The nose
had evidently been the first upon the scene and had spread itself
down the entire length of the wedge, beginning among the grey stubble
of the hair and ending among the grey stubble of the beard, and
spreading on both sides with a ruthless disregard for the eyes and
mouth which found precarious purchase. The mouth was forced by the
lie of the terrain left to it, to slant at an angle which gave to
its righthand side an expression of grim amusement and to its left,
which dipped downwards across the chin, a remorseless twist. It was
forced by not only the unfriendly monopoly of the nose, but also by
the tapering character of the head to be a short mouth; but it was
obvious by its very nature that, under normal conditions, it would
have covered twice the area. The eyes in whose expression might be
read the unending grudge they bore against the nose were as small
as marbles and peered out between the grey grass of the hair.
This head, set at a long incline upon a neck as wry as a turtle's
cut across the narrow vertical black strip of the window. Steerpike
watched it turn upon the neck slowly. It would not have surprised
him if it had dropped off, so toylike was its angle.
As he watched, fascinated, the mouth opened and a voice as strange
and deep as the echo of a lugubrious ocean stole out into the morn-
ing. Never was a face so belied by its voice.
The accent was of so weird a lilt that at first Steerpike could not
recognize more than one sentence in three, but he had quickly at-
tuned himself to the original cadence and as the words fell into
place Steerpike realized that he was staring at a poet.
For some time after the long head had emptied itself of a slow, rum-
inative soliloquy it stared motionlessly into the sky. Then it
turned as though it were scanning the dark interior of whatever sort
of room it was that lay behind that narrow window.
In the strong light and shade the protruding vertebrae of his neck,
as he twisted his head, stood out like little solid parchmentcovered
knobs. All at once the head was facing the warm sunlight again, and
the eyes travelled rapidly in every direction before they came to
rest. One hand propped up the stubbly peg of a chin. The other, hang-
ing listlessly over the rough sill-less edge of the aperture swung
sideways slowly to the simple rhythm of the verses he then delivered.
Linger now with me, thou Beauty,
On the sharp archaic shore.
Surely "Tis a wastrel's duty
And the gods could ask no more.
If you lingerest when I linger,
If thou tread'st the stones I tread,
Thou wilt stay my spirit's hunger
And dispel the dreams I dread.
Come thou, love, my own, my only,
Through the battlements of Groan;
Lingering becomes so lonely
When one lingers on one's own.
I have lingered in the cloisters
Of the Northern wing at night,
As the sky unclasped its oysters
On the midnight pearls of light.
For the long remorseless shadows
Chilled me with exquisite fear.
I have lingered in cold meadows
Through a month of rain, my dear.
Come my Love, my sweet, my Only,
Through the parapets of Groan.
Lingering can be very lonely
When one lingers on one's own.
In dark alcoves I have lingered
Conscious of dead dynasties.
I have lingered in blue cellars
And in hollow trunks of trees,
Many a traveller through moonlight
Passing by a winding stair
Or a cold and crumbling archway
Has been shocked to see me there.
I have longed for thee, my Only,
Hark! the footsteps of the Groan!
Lingering is so very lonely
When one lingers all alone.
Will you come with me and linger?
And discourse with me of those
Secret things the mystic finger
Points to, but will not disclose?
When I'm all alone, my glory
Always fades because I find
Being lonely drives the splendour
Of my vision from my mind.
Come, oh, come, my own! my Only!
Through the Gormenghast of Groan.
Lingering has become so lonely
As I linger all alone!
Steerpike, after the end of the second verse ceased to pay any atten-
tion to the words, for he conceived the idea, now that he realized
that the dreadful head was no index to the character, of making his
presence known to the poet, and of craving from him at least some
food and water if not more. As the voice swayed on he realized that
to appear suddenly would be a great shock to the poet, who was so
obviously under the impression that he was alone. Yet what else was
there to do? To make some sort of preparatory noise of warning be-
fore he showed himself occurred to him, and when the last chorus
had ended he coughed gently. The effect was electric. The face
reverted instantaneously to the soulless and grotesque mask which
Steerpike had first seen and which during the recitation had been
transformed by a sort of inner beauty. It had coloured, the parch-
ment of the dry skin reddening from the neck upwards like a piece
of blotting-paper whose corner has been dipped into red ink.
Out of the black window Steerpike saw, as a result of his cough,
the small gimlety eyes peer coldly from a crimson wedge. He raise-
d himself and bowed to the face across the gully.
One moment it was there, but the next, before he could open his
mouth, it was gone. In the place of the poet's face was, suddenly,
an inconceivable commotion. Every sort of object suddenly began to
appear at the window, starting at the base and working up like an
idiotic growth, climbing erratically as one thing after another
was crammed between the walls.
Feverishly the tower of objects grew to the top of the window, hem-
med in on both sides by the coarse stones. Steerpike could not
see the hands that raised the mad assortment so rapidly. He could
only see that out of the darkness object after object was crammed
one upon the other, each one lit by the sun as it took its place
in the fantastic pagoda. Many toppled over, and fell, during the
hectic filling of the frame. A dark gold carpet slipped and float-
ed down the abyss, the pattern upon its back showing plainly until
it drifted into the last few fathoms of shadow. Three heavy books
fell together, their pages fluttering, and an old high-backed
chair, which the boy heard faintly as it crashed far below.
Steerpike had dug his nails into the palms of his hands partly
from self-reproach for his failure, and partly to keep himself
from relaxing in his roofscape scrutiny in spite of his disap-
pointment. He turned his head from the near object and continued
to comb the roofs and the walls and the towers.
He had seen away to his right a dome covered with black moss. He
had seen the high facade of a wall that had been painted in green-
and-black checks. It was faded and partly overgrown with clinging
weeds and had cracked from top to bottom in a gigantic sawtoothed
curve.
He had seen smoke pouring through a hole between the slabs of a
long terrace. He had seen the favourite nesting grounds of the
storks and a wall that was emerald with lizards.
"DUST AND IVY"
All this while he had been searching for one thing and one thing
only--a means of entering the castle. He had made a hundred imag-
inary journeys, taking into account his own weakness, but one after
another they had led to blank unscalable walls and to the edges of
the roofs. Window after window he took as his objective and at-
tempted to trace his progress only to find that he was thwarted.
It was not until the end of the hour approached that a journey he
was unravelling in his eye culminated with his entry at a high
window in the Western Wing. He went over the whole journey again,
from where he sat, to the tiny window in the far wall and real-
ized that it could be done, if luck was on his side and if his
strength lasted.
It was now two o'clock in the afternoon and the sun was merci-
less. He removed his jacket and, leaving it behind him, set forth
shakily.
The next three hours made him repent that he had ever left the
kitchens. Had it been possible for him to have suddenly been
conjured back to Swelter's enormous side he would have accepted
the offer in his weakness. As the light began to wane, twenty-
four hours after he had lain above the prison room on the slop-
ing roof of slates, he came to the foot of that high wall, near
the summit of which was the window he had seen three hours pre-
viously. There he rested. He was about midway between the ground
two hundred feet below him and the window. He had been accurate
in his observation when he had guessed that the face of the wall
was covered over its entire area with a thick, ancient growth of
ivy. As he sat against the wall, his back against the enormous
hairy stem of the creeper as thick as the bole of a tree, the
ivy leaves hung far out and over him and, turning his head up-
wards, he found that he was gazing into a profound and dusty
labyrinth. He knew that he would have to climb through darkness,
so thick was the skein of the coarse, monotonous foliage; but
the limbs of the straggling weed were thick and strong, so that
he could rest at times in his climb and lean heavily upon them.
Knowing that with every minute that passed his weakness was
growing, he did not wait longer than to regain his breath, and
then, with a twist of his mouth he forced himself as close as
he could to the wall, and engulfed in the dust-smelling dark-
ness of the ivy he began, yet again, to climb.
For how long Steerpike clambered upwards in the acrid darkness,
for how long he breathed in the rotten, dry, dust-filled air,
is of no consequence compared to the endlessness of the night-
mare in his brain. That was the reality, and all he knew, as he
neared the window, was that he had been among black leaves for
as far back as he could recall--that the ivy stem was dry and
coarse and hairy to hold, and that the bitter leaves exuded a
pungent and insidious smell.
At times he could see glimpses of the hot evening reflected
through the leaves, but for the most part he struggled up in
darkness, his knees and knuckles bleeding and his arms weary
beyond weariness from the forcing back of the fibrous growth
and from tearing the tendrils from his face and clothing.
He could not know that he was nearing the window. Distance,
even more than time, had ceased to have any meaning for him,
but all at once he found that the leaves were thinning and
that blotches of light lay pranked about him. He remembered
having observed from below how the ivy had appeared to be
less profuse and to lie closer to the wall as it neared the
window. The hirsute branches were less dependable now and
several had snapped at his weight, so that he was forced to
keep to one of the main stems that clung dustily to the wall.
Only a foot or two in depth, the ivy lay at his back partial-
ly shielding him from the sun. A moment later and he was a-
lone in the sunshine. It was difficult for his fingers to
find purchase. Fighting to wedge them between the clinging
branches and the wall he moved, inch by inch, upwards. It
seemed to him that all his life he had been climbing. All
his life he had been ill and tortured. All his life he had
been terrified, and red shapes rolled. Hammers were beating
and the sweat poured into his eyes.
The questionable gods who had lowered for him from the roof
above the prison room that branch of creeper when he was in
similar peril were with him again, for as he felt upwards his
hand struck a protruding layer of stone. It was the base of a
rough windowsill. Steerpike sobbed and forced his body upwards
and loosing his hands for a moment from the creeper, he flung
his hands over the sill. There he hung, his arms outstretched
stiffly before him like a wooden figure, his legs dangling.
Then, wriggling feebly, he rolled himself at length over the
stone slab, overbalanced, and in a whirl of blackness fell
with a crash upon the boarded floor of Fuchsia's secret attic.
"THE BODY BY THE WINDOW"
On the afternoon following her brother's birth, Fuchsia stood
silently at the window of her bedroom. She was crying, the tears
following one another down her flushed cheeks as she stared
through a smarting film at Gormenghast Mountain. Mrs Slagg, un-
able to comprehend, made abortive efforts to console her. This
time there had been no mutual hugging and weeping, and Mrs
Slagg's eyes were filled with a querulous, defeated expression.
She clasped her little wrinkled hands together.
"What is it, then, my caution dear? What is it, my own ugliness?
Tell me! Tell me at once. Tell your old Nannie about your little
sorrows. Oh, my poor heart! you must tell me all about it. Come,
inkling, come."
But Fuchsia might as well have been carved from dark marble.
Only her tears moved.
At last the old lady pattered out of the room, saying she would
bring in a currant cake for her caution, that no one ever answered
her, and that her back was aching.
Fuchsia heard the tapping of her feet in the corridor. Within a
moment she was racing along the passage after her old nurse, whom
she hugged violently before running back and floundering with a
whirl of her blood-red dress down long flights of stairs and
through a series of gloomy halls, until she found herself in the
open, and beyond the shadows of the castle walls. She ran on in
the evening sunshine. At last, after skirting Pentecost's orchard
and climbing to the edge of a small pine wood she stopped running
and in a quick, stumbling manner forced a path through a low de-
cline of ferns to where a lake lay motionless. There were no
swans. There were no wild waders. From the reflected trees there
came no cries from birds.
Fuchsia fell at full length and began to chew at the grass in
front of her. Her eyes as they gazed upon the lake were still
inflamed. "I hate things! I hate all things! I hate and hate ev-
ery single tiniest thing, I hate the world', said Fuchsia aloud,
raising herself on her elbows, her face to the sky.
"I shall live alone. Always alone. In a house, or in a tree."
Fuchsia started to chew at a fresh grass blade.
"Dmeone will come then, if I live alone. Someone from another
kind of world--a new world--not from this world, but someone
who is different, and he will fall in love with me at once be-
cause I live alone and aren't like the other beastly things in
this world, and he'll enjoy having me because of my pride."
Another flood of tears came with a rush …
"He will be tall, taller than Mr Flay, and strong like a lion
and with yellow hair like a lion's, only more curly; and he will
have big, strong feet because mine are big, too, but won't look
so big if his are bigger; and he will be cleverer than the Doctor,
and he'll wear a long black cape so that my clothes will look
brighter still; and he will say: “Lady Fuchsia”, and I shall
say: “What is it?”'
She sat up and wiped her nose on the back of her hand.
The lake darkened, and while she sat and stared at the motionless
water, Steerpike was beginning his climb of the ivy. Mrs Slagg was
telling her troubles to Keda and trying to preserve the dignity
which she thought she ought to show as the head nurse of the di-
rect and only heir to Gormenghast, and at the same time longing
to unburden herself in a more natural way. Flay was polishing an
ornate helmet which Lord Groan had to wear, that evening being the
first after the advent, and Swelter was whetting a long meat-knife
on a grindstone. He was doubled over it like a crammed bolster,
and was evidently taking great pains to bring the blade to an un-
commonly keen edge. The grindstone, dwarfed ridiculously by the
white mass above it, wheeled to the working of a foot treadle. As
the steel whisked obliquely across the flat of the whirling stone,
the harsh, sandy whistling of the sound apparently gave pleasure
to Mr Swelter, for a wodge of flesh kept shifting its position on
his face.
As Fuchsia got to her feet and began to push her way up the hill
of ferns, Steerpike was forty feet from her window and clawing
away at the dry, dirty bunches of old sparrows' nests that were
blocking his upward climb.
When Fuchsia reached the castle she made straight for her room,
and when she had closed the door behind her, drew a bolt across
it and going to an old cardboard box in a corner found, after
some rummaging, a piece of soft charcoal. She approached a space
on the wall and stood staring at the plaster. Then she drew a
heart and around it she wrote: I am Fuchsia. I must always be. I
am me. Don't be frightened. Wait and see.
Then she felt a great yearning for her picture-book with the poems.
She lit a candle and, pulling back her bed, crept through the
stairway door and began to climb spirally upwards to her dim sanctum.
It was not very often that she climbed to the attic in the late af-
ternoon, and the darkness of the front room as she entered stopped
her on the last stair for a moment. Her candle as she passed through
the narrow gully illumined fitfully the weird assortment that com-
prised its walls, and when she came to the emptiness of her acting
room she moved forward slowly, treading in the pale aura of light
cast by the candle-flame.
In her third especial attic she knew that she had left, some weeks
before, a supply of red-and-green wax tapers that she had unearthed,
put aside, and forgotten. She had rediscovered them. Three of these
would light the room up beautifully for she wanted the window to be
shut. She climbed the ladder to the balcony, pushed open the door
with one hinge and entered, with a gush of dark love. Her long col-
oured candles were by the door and she lit one of them immediately
from the little white one in her hand. Turning to place it on the
table, her heart stopped beating, for she found that she was staring
across the room at a body lying huddled beneath her window.
Steerpike had lain in a dead faint for some considerable time when
consciousness began to seep through him. Twilight had fallen over
Gormenghast. Out of the blackness of his brain far shapes that sur-
rounded him in the room had begun to approach him growing in defin-
ition and in bulk as they did so until they became recognizable.
For several minutes he lay there. The comparative coolness of the
room and the stillness of his body at length restored in his mind
a state of inquiry. He could not remember the room, as was natural,
nor could he remember how he had arrived there. He only knew that
his throat was parched and beneath his belt a tiger was clawing in
his stomach. For a long time he stared at a drunken and grotesque
shape that arose from the centre of the floor. Had he been awaken-
ed from sleep to see it looming up before him it would no doubt
have startled him considerably, but recovering from his faint, he
was drained of apprehension; he was only weak. It would have been
strange for him to have recognized in the dim light of the twilit
room Fuchsia's fantastic Root from the Twisted Wood.
His eyes travelled away from it at length and noticed the darkened
pictures on the walls, but the light was too dim for him to be able
to discern what they contained.
His eyes moved here and there, recovering their strength; but his
body lay inert, until at length he raised himself upon one elbow.
Above him was a table, and with an effort he struggled on to his
knees and, gripping its edge raised himself by degrees. The room
began to swim before his eyes and the pictures on the walls dwin-
dled away to the size of stamps and swayed wildly across the walls.
His hands were not his hands as he gripped the table edge. They
were another's hands in which he could vaguely, and in an occult
way, feel the shadows of sentiency. But the fingers held on, inde-
pendently of his brain or body, and he waited until his eyes clear-
ed and he saw below him the stale oddments of food that Fuchsia
had brought up to the attic on the morning of the previous day.
They were littered on the table, each object remorseless in its
actuality.
The nebulous incoherence of things had changed in his brain, as
he stared down upon the still life group on the table, to a fright-
ening proximity.
Two wrinkled pears; half a seed cake; nine dates in a battered
white cardboard box, and a jug of dandelion wine. Beside these a
large hand-painted book that lay open where a few verses were op-
posed by a picture in purple and grey. It was to Steerpike in his
unusual physical state as though that picture were the world, and
that he, in some shadowy adjacent province, were glimpsing the
reality. He was the ghost, the purple-and-grey page was truth and
actual fact.
Below him stood three men. They were dressed in grey, and purple
flowers were in their dark confused locks. The landscape beyond
them was desolate and was filled with old metal bridges, and they
stood before it together upon the melancholy brow of a small hill.
Their hands were exquisitely shaped and their bare feet also, and
it seemed that they were listening to a strange music, for their
eyes gazed out beyond the page and beyond the reach of Steerpike,
and on and on beyond the hill of Gormenghast and the Twisted Woods.
Equally real to the boy at that moment were the grey-black simple
letters that made up the words and the meaning of the verses on
the opposite side of the page. The uncompromising visual stark-
ness of all that lay on the table had for a moment caused him to
forget his hunger, and although uninterested in poetry or pic-
tures, Steerpike, in spite of himself, read with a curiously slow
and deliberate concentration upon the white page of the three old
men in their grey and purple world.
Simple, seldom and sad
We are;
Alone on the Halibut Hills
Afar,
With sweet mad Expressions
Of old
Strangely beautiful,
So we're told
By the Creatures that Move
In the sky
And Die
On the night when the Dead Trees
Prance and Cry.
Sensitive, seldom, and sad ?
Sensitive, seldom, and sad ?
Simple, seldom and sad
Are we
When we take our path
To the purple sea ?
With mad, sweet Expressions
Of Yore,
Strangely beautiful,
Yea, and More
On the Night of all Nights
When the sky
Streams by
In rags, while the Dead Trees
Prance and Cry.
Sensitive, seldom, and sad ?
Sensitive, seldom, and sad.
Steerpike noticed small thumb-marks on the margin of the page.
They were as important to him as the poems or the picture. Ever-
ything was equally important because all had become so real now
where all had been so blurred. His hand as it lay on the table
was now his own. He had forgotten at once what the words had
meant, but the script was there, black and rounded.
He put out his hand and secured one of the wrinkled pears. Lift-
ing it to his mouth he noticed that a bite had already been taken
from its side.
Making use of the miniature and fluted precipice of hard, white
discoloured flesh, where Fuchsia's teeth had left their parallel
grooves, he bit greedily, his top teeth severing the wrinkled
skin of the pear, and the teeth of his lower jaw entering the
pale cliff about halfway up its face; they met in the secret
and dark centre of the fruit--in that abactinal region where,
since the petals of the pear flower had been scattered in some
far June breeze, a stealthy and profound maturing had progressed
by day and night.
As he bit, for the second time, into the fruit his weakness fill-
ed him again as with a thin atmosphere, and he carefully lowered
himself face down over the table until he had recovered strength
to continue his clandestine meal. As he lifted his head, he notic-
ed the long couch with its elegant lines. Taking hold of the seed
cake in one hand and the jug of dandelion wine in the other, after
tipping the dates out of their cardboard box into his pocket, he
felt his way along the edge of the table and stumbled across the
few paces that divided him from the couch, where he seated himself
suddenly and put his dusty feet up, one after the other, upon the
wine-red leather of the upholstery.
He had supposed the jug to contain water, for he had not looked
inside when he lifted it and felt its weight in his wrist, and when
he tasted the wine on his tongue he sat up with a sudden revival
of strength, as though the very thought of it had resuscitated him.
Indeed, the wine worked wonders with him, and within a few minutes,
with the cake, the dates and the rest of the second pear to support
its tonic properties, Steerpike was revived, and getting to his feet
he shuffled around the room in his own peculiar way. Drawing his
lips back from his closed teeth, he whistled in a thin, penetrating,
tuneless manner, breaking off every now and then as his eyes rested
with more than a casual glance on some picture or another.
The light was fading very rapidly, and he was about to try the hand-
le of the door to see whether, dark as it was, he could find a still
more comfortable room in which to spend the night before he finally
stretched himself on the long couch, when he heard the distinct sound
of a footstep.
With a hand still outstretched towards the door, he stood motionless
for a moment, and then his head inclined itself to the left as he
listened. There was no doubt that someone was moving either in the
next room or in the next room but one.
Moving one step nearer to the door as silently as a ghost, he turned
the handle and drew it back the merest fraction, but sufficiently for
him to place one eye at the aperture and to command a view of some-
thing which made him suck at his breath.
There was no reason why, because the room he had been in for the last
hour or more was small, he should have presumed that the door out of
it would lead to an apartment of roughly the same size. But when on
peering through the chink between the door and the lintel he saw how
mistaken had been his intuition regarding the size of the room beyond,
he received a shock second only to that of seeing the figure that was
approaching him.
Nor was it only the size. It was perhaps even more of a shock to real-
ize that he had been above the adjacent room. Through the gloom he
watched the figure of a girl, holding in her hand a lighted candle
that lit the bodice of her dress to crimson. The floor across which
she walked slowly but firmly appeared to stretch endlessly behind her
and to her right and to her left. That she was below him and that
within a few feet a balcony divided him from her, as she approached,
was so unexpected that a sense of unreality such as he had experienc-
ed during his recovery from his faint again pervaded him. But the
sound of her footsteps was very real and the light of the candle
flame upon her lower lip awoke him to the actuality. Even in his
predicament he could not help wondering where he had seen her
before. A sudden movement of the shadows on her face had awakened
a memory. Thoughts moved swiftly through his mind. No doubt there
were steps leading up to the balcony. She would enter the room in
which he stood. She walked with certainty. She did not hesitate.
She was unafraid. These must be her rooms, he had entered. Why was
she here at this hour? Who was she? He closed the door softly.
Where had he seen that red dress before? Where? Where? Very recently.
The crimson. He heard her climbing the stairs. He glanced around the
room. There was no hiding place. As his eyes moved he saw the book
on the table. Her book. He saw a few crumbs where the seed cake had
been standing on the cloth. He half ran on tip-toe to the window
and glanced down. The emptiness of the dark air falling to the tops
of towers sickened him as memories of his climb were reawakened. He
turned away. Even as he heard her feet on the balcony he was saying:
"Where? Where? Where did I see the red dress?" and as the feet stop-
ped at the door he remembered, and at the same moment dropped softly
to his hands and knees beneath the window. Then, huddling himself into
an awkward position, and with one arm outstretched limply, he closed his
eyes in emulation of the faint from which he had not so long ago recov-
ered.
He had seen her through the circular spyhole in the wall of the Oct-
agonal Room. She was the Lady Fuchsia Groan, the daughter of Gormen-
ghast. His thoughts pursued each other through his head. She had been
distraught. She had been enraged that a brother had been born for
her; she had escaped down the passage from her father. There could
be no sympathy there. She was, like her father, ill at ease. She
was opening the door. The air wavered in the candlelight. Steerpike,
watching from between his lashes, saw the air grow yet brighter as
she lit two long candles. He heard her turn upon her heel and take
a pace forward and then there was an absolute silence. He lay mot-
ionless, his head thrown back upon the carpet and twisted slightly
on his neck.
It seemed that the girl was as motionless as he, and in the protract-
ed and deathly stillness he could hear a heart beating. It was not
his own.
"ULLAGE OF SUNFLOWER"
For the first few moments Fuchsia had remained inert, her spirit
dead to what she saw before her. As with those who on hearing of
the death of their lover are numb to the agony that must later
wrack them, so she for those first few moments stood incomprehen-
sive and stared with empty eyes.
Then, indeed, was her mind split into differing passions, the par-
amount being agony that her secret had been discovered--her casket
of wonder rifled--her soul, it seemed, thrown naked to a world
that could never understand.
Behind this passion lay a fear. And behind her fear was curiosity
--curiosity as to who the figure was. Whether he was recovering
or dying; how he had got there, and a long way behind the practi-
cal question of what she should do. As she stood there it was as
though within her a bonfire had been lighted. It grew until it
reached the zenith of its power and died away, but undestroyable
among the ashes lay the ache of a wound for which there was no
balm.
She moved a little nearer in a slow, suspicious way, holding the
candle stiffly at arms length. A blob of the hot wax fell across
her wrist and she started as though she had been struck. Another
two cautious paces brought her to the side of the figure and she
bent down and peered at the tilted face. The light lay upon the
large forehead and the cheekbones and throat. As she watched, her
heart beating, she noticed a movement in the stretched gullet. He
was alive. The melting wax was hurting her hand as it ran down
the coloured side of the candle. A candlestick was kept behind
the couch on a rickety shelf and she raised herself from her stoop-
ing with the idea of finding it, and began to retreat from Steer-
pike. Not daring to take her eyes off him, she placed one leg be-
hind the other with a grotesque deliberation and so moved backwards.
Before reaching the wall, however, the calf of her leg came into
unexpected contact with the edge of the couch, and she sat down
very suddenly upon it as though she had been tapped behind the
knees. The candle shook in her hand and the light flickered across
the face of the figure on the floor. Although it seemed to her
that the head started a little at the noise she had made, she
put it down to the fickle play of the light upon his features,
but peered at him for a long time nevertheless to convince her-
self. Eventually she curled her legs under her on the couch and
raised herself to her knees and, reaching her free hand out be-
hind her, she felt her fingers grip the shelf and after some
fumbling close upon the iron candlestick.
She forced the candle at once into one of the three iron arms and,
getting up, placed it on the table by her book.
It had come into her mind that some effort might be made to re-
invigorate the crumpled thing. She approached it again. Horrible
as the thought was, that if she were the means of a recovery she
would be compelled to talk to a stranger in her room, yet the i-
dea of him lying there indefinitely, and perhaps dying there, was
even more appalling.
Forgetting for a moment her fear, she knelt loudly on the floor
beside him and shook him by the shoulder, her lower lip sticking
out plumply and her black hair falling across her cheeks. She
stopped to scrape some tallow from her fingers and then continued
shaking him. Steerpike let himself be pushed about and remained
perfectly limp; he had decided to delay his recovery.
Fuchsia suddenly remembered that when she had seen her Aunt Cora
faint, a very long time ago, in the central hall of the East Wing,
her father had ordered a servant in attendance to get a glass of
water, and that when they had been unable to get the drink down
the poor white creature's throat, they had thrown it in her face
and she had recovered immediately.
Fuchsia looked about her to see whether she had any water in the
room. Steerpike had left the jug of dandelion wine by the side of
the couch, but it was out of her range of vision and she had for-
gotten it. As her eyes travelled around her room they came at last
to rest upon an old vase of semi-opaque dark-blue glass, which a
week or so ago Fuchsia had filled with water, for she had found a-
mong the wild grass and the nettles near the moat, a tall, heavy-
necked sunflower with an enormous Ethiopian eye of seeds and petals
as big as her hand and as yellow as even she could wish for. But
its long, rough neck had been broken and its head hung in a dead
weight of fire among the tares. She had feverishly bitten through
those fibres that she could not tear apart where the neck was frac-
tured and had run all the way with her wounded treasure through the
castle and up the flights of stairs and into her room, and then up
again, around and around as she climbed the spiral staircase, and
had found the dark-blue glass vase and filled it with water and
then, quite exhausted, had lowered the dry, hairy neck into the
depths of the vase and, sitting upon the couch, had stared at it
and said to herself aloud:
'sunflower who's broken, I found you, so drink some water up, and
then you won't die--not so quickly, anyway. If you do, I'll bury
you, anyway. I'll dig a long grave and bury you. Pentecost will
give me a spade. If you don't die, you can stay. I'm going now,"
she had finished by saying, and had gone to her room below and
had found her nurse, but had made no mention of her sunflower.
It had died. Indeed she had only changed the water once, and with
its petals decaying it still leaned stiffly out of the blue glass
vase.
Directly Fuchsia saw it she thought of the water in the vase. She
had filled it full of clear white water. That it might have evap-
orated never entered her head. Such things were not part of her
world of knowledge.
Steerpike's vision, for he would peer cunningly through his eye-
lashes whenever occasion favoured, was obtruded by the table and
he could not see what the Lady Fuchsia was doing. He heard her
approaching and kept his eyelids together, thinking it was just
about time for him to groan, and begin to recover, for he was
feeling cramped, when he realized that she was bending directly
over him.
Fuchsia had removed the sunflower and laid it on the floor, not-
icing at the same time an unpleasant and sickly smell. There was
something pungent in it, something disgusting. Tipping the vase
suddenly upside down, she was amazed to see, instead of a rush of
refreshing water, a sluggish and stenching trickle of slime des-
cend like a green soup over the upturned face of the youth.
She had tipped something wet over the face of someone who was ill
and that to Fuchsia was the whole principle, so she was not sur-
prised when she found that its cogency was immediate.
Steerpike, indeed, had received a nasty shock. The stench of the
stagnant slime filled his nostrils. He spluttered and spat the
slough from his mouth, and rubbing his sleeve across his face
smeared it more thinly but more evenly and completely than before.
Only his dark-red concentrated eyes stared out from the filthy
green mask, unpolluted.
SOAP FOR GREASEPAINT
Fuchsia squatted back on her heels in surprise as he sat bolt up-
right and glared at her. She could not hear what he muttered
through his teeth. His dignity had been impaired, or perhaps not
so much his dignity as his vanity. Passions he most certainly had,
but he was more wily than passionate, and so even at this moment,
with the sudden wrath and shock within him, he yet held himself
in check and his brain overpowered his anger, and he smiled hid-
eously through the putrid scum. He got to his feet painfully.
His hands were the dull sepia-red of dry blood for he had been
bruised and cut in his long hours of climbing. His clothes were
torn; his hair dishevelled and matted with dust and twigs and
filth from his climb in the ivy.
Standing as straight as he could, he inclined himself slightly
towards Fuchsia, who had risen at the same time.
"The Lady Fuchsia Groan," said Steerpike, as he bowed. Fuchsia
stared at him and clenched her hands at her sides. She stood
stiffly, her toes were turned slightly inwards towards each o-
ther, and she leaned a little forwards as her eyes took in the
bedraggled creature in front of her. He was not much bigger
than she was, but much more clever; she could see that at once.
Now that he had recovered, her mind was filled with horror at
the idea of this alien at large in her room.
Suddenly, before she had known what she was doing, before she
had decided to speak, before she knew of what to speak, her
voice escaped from her hoarsely:
"What do you want? Oh, what do you want? This is my room. My
room."
Fuchsia clasped her hands at the curve of her breasts in the
attitude of prayer. But she was not praying. Her nails were
digging into the flesh of either hand. Her eyes were wide open.
"Go away," she said. "Go away from my room." And then her
whole mood changed as her feelings arose like a tempest.
"I hate you!" she shouted, and stamped her foot upon the
ground. "I hate you for coming here. I hate you in my room."
She seized the table edge with both her hands behind her
and rattled it on its legs.
Steerpike watched her carefully.
His mind had been working away behind his high forehead. Unimaginative him-
self he could recognize imagination in her: he had come upon one whose whole
nature was the contradiction of his own. He knew that behind her simplicity
was something he could never have. Something he despised as impractical.
Something which would never carry her to power nor riches, but would retard
her progress and keep her apart in a world of her own make-believe. To win
her favour he must talk in her own language.
As she stood breathless beside the table and as he saw her cast her eyes
about the room as though to find a weapon, he struck an attitude, raising
one hand, and in an even, flat, hard voice that contrasted, even to Fuchsia
in her agony, with her own passionate outcry said:
"Today I saw a great pavement among the clouds made of grey stones,
bigger
than a meadow. No one goes there. Only a heron.
"Today I saw a tree growing out of a high wall, and people walking
on it far
above the ground. Today I saw a poet look out of a narrow window. But the
stone field that is lost in the clouds is what you'd like best. Nobody goes
there. It's a good place to play games and to' (he took the plunge cunningly)
"and to dream of things." Without stopping, for he felt that it would be haz-
ardous to stop:
"I saw today," he said, "a horse swimming in the top of a tower: I saw a mil-
lion towers today. I saw clouds last night. I was cold. I was colder than ice.
I have had no food. I have had no sleep." He curled his lip in an effort at
a smile. "And then you pour green filth on me," he said.
"And now I'm here where you hate me being, I'm here because there was nowhere
else to go. I have seen so much. I have been out all night, I have escaped'
(he whispered the word dramatically) "and, best of all, I found the field in
the clouds, the field of stones." He stopped for breath and lowered his hand
from its posturing and peered at Fuchsia.
She was leaning against the table, her hands gripping its sides. It may have
been the darkness that deceived him, but to his immense satisfaction he ima-
gined she was staring through him.
Realizing that if this were so, and his words were beginning to work upon her
imagination, he must proceed without a pause sweeping her thoughts along, al-
lowing her only to think of what he was saying. He was clever enough to know
what would appeal to her. Her crimson dress was enough for him to go on. She
was romantic. She was a simpleton; a dreaming girl of fifteen years.
"Lady Fuchsia," he said, and clenched his hand at his forehead, "I come for
sanctuary. I am a rebel. I am at your service as a dreamer and a man of action.
I have climbed for hours, and am hungry and thirsty. I stood on the field of
stones and longed to fly into the clouds, but I could only feel the pain in
my feet."
"Go away," said Fuchsia in a distant voice. "Go away from me." But Steerpike
was not to be stopped, for he noticed that her violence had died and he was
tenacious as a ferret.
"Where can I go to?" he said. "I would go this instant if I knew where to es-
cape to? I have already been lost for hours in long corridors. Give me first
some water so that I can wash this horrible slime from my face, and give me
a little time to rest and then I will go, far away, and I will never come
again, but will live alone in the stone sky-field where the herons build."
Fuchsia's voice was so vague and distant that it appeared to Steerpike that
she had not been listening, but she said slowly: "Where is it? Who are you?"
Steerpike answered immediately.
"My name is Steerpike," he said, leaning back against the window in the dark-
ness, "but I cannot tell you now where the field of stones lies all cold in
the clouds. No, I couldn't tell you that--not yet."
"Who are you?" said Fuchsia again. "Who are you in my room?"
"I have told you," he said. "I am Steerpike. I have climbed to your lovely
room. I like your pictures on the walls and your book and your horrible root."
"My root is beautiful. Beautiful!" shouted Fuchsia. "Do not talk about my
things. I hate you for talking about my things. Don't look at them."
She ran
to the twisted and candle-lit root of smooth wood in the wavering darkness
and stood between it and the window where he was.
Steerpike took out his little pipe from his pocket and sucked the stem. She
was a strange fish, he thought, and needed carefully selected bait.
"How did you get to my room?" said Fuchsia huskily.
"I climbed," said Steerpike. "I climbed up the ivy to your room. I have been
climbing all day."
"Go away from the window," said Fuchsia. "Go away to the door."
Steerpike, surprised, obeyed her. But his hands were in his pockets. He felt
more sure of his ground.
Fuchsia moved gauchely to the window taking up the candle as she passed the
table, and peering over the sill, held the shaking flame above the abyss. The
drop, which she remembered so well by daylight, looked even more terrifying
now.
She turned towards the room. "You must be a good climber," she said sullenly
but with a touch of admiration in her voice which Steerpike did not fail to
detect.
"I am," said Steerpike. "But I can't bear my face like this
any longer. Let
me have some water. Let me wash my face, your Ladyship; and then if I can't
stay here, tell me where I can go and sleep, I haven't had a cat's nap.
I
am tired; but the stone field haunts me. I must go there again after I've
rested."
There was a silence.
"You've got kitchen clothes on," said Fuchsia flatly.
"Yes," said Steerpike. "But I'm going to change them. It's the kitchen I
escaped from. I detested it. I want to be free. I shall never go back."
"Are you an adventurer?" said Fuchsia, who, although she did not think he
looked like one, had been more than impressed by his climb and by the flow
of his words.
"I am," said Steerpike. "That's just what I am. But at the
moment I want
some water and soap."
There was no water in the attic, but the idea of taking him down to her
bedroom where he could wash and then go away for food, rankled in her,
for he would pass through her other attic rooms. Then she realized that
he had, in any event, to leave her sanctum and, saving for a return climb
down the ivy the only path lay through the attics and down the spiral
staircase to her bedroom. Added to this was the thought that if she took
him down now he would see very little of her rooms in the darkness, where-
as tomorrow her attic would be exposed.
"Lady Fuchsia," said Steerpike, "what work is there that I can do? Will
you introduce me to someone who can employ me? I am not a kitchen lackey,
my Ladyship. I am a man of purpose. Hide me tonight, Lady Fuchsia, and
let me meet someone tomorrow who may employ me. All I want is one inter-
view. My brains will do the rest."
Fuchsia stared at him, open mouthed. Then she thrust her full lower lip
forward and said:
"What's the awful smell?"
"It's the filthy dregs you drowned me in," said Steerpike. "It's my face
you're smelling."
"Oh," said Fuchsia. She took up the candle again. "You'd better follow."
Steerpike did so, out of the door, along the balcony, and then down the
ladder. Fuchsia did not think of helping him in the ill-lit darkness,
though she heard him stumble. Steerpike kept as close to her as he could
and the little patch of faint candlelight on the floor which preceded her,
but as she threaded her way dexterously between the oddments that lay
banked up in the first attic, he was more than once struck across the
face, by a hanging rope of spiked seashells, by the giraffe's leg which
Fuchsia ducked beneath, and once he was brought to a gasping halt by the
brass hilt of a sword.
When he had reached the head of the spiral staircase Fuchsia was already
halfway down and he wound after her, cursing.
After a long time he felt the close air of the staircase lighten about
him and a few moments later he had come to the last of the descending
circles and had stepped down into a bedroom. Fuchsia lit a lamp on the
wall. The blinds were not drawn and the black night filled up the tri-
angles of her window.
She was pouring from a jug the water which Steerpike so urgently needed.
The smell was beginning to affect him, for as he had stepped down into
the room he had retched incontinently, with his thin, bony hands at his
stomach.
At the gurgling sound of the water as it slopped into the bowl on Fuchsia's
washstand he drew a deep breath through his teeth. Fuchsia, hearing his
foot descend upon the boards of her room, turned, jug in hand, and as she
did so she overflooded the bowl with a rush of water which in the lamplight
made bright pools on the dark ground. "Water," she said, "if you want it."
Steerpike advanced rapidly to the basin and plucked off his coat and vest,
and stood beside Fuchsia in the darkness very thin, very bunched at the
shoulders, and with an extraordinary perkiness in the poise of his body.
"What about soap?" said Steerpike, lowering his arms into the basin. The
water was cold, and he shivered. His shoulder blades stood out sharply
from his back as he bent over and shrugged his shoulders together. "I
can't get this much off without soap and a scrubbing-brush, your Ladyship."
"There's some things in that drawer," said Fuchsia slowly. "Hurry
up and
finish, and then go away. You're not in your own room. You're in my room
where no one's allowed to come, only my old nurse. So hurry up and go away."
"I will," said Steerpike, opening the drawer and rummaging among the con-
tents until he had found a piece of soap. "But don't forget you promised
to introduce me to someone who might employ me."
"I didn't," said Fuchsia. "How do you dare to tell such lies to me? How
do you dare!"
Then came Steerpike's stroke of genius. He saw that there was no object in
pressing his falsehood any further and, making a bold move into the unknown
he leapt with great agility away from the basin, his face now thick in lath-
er. Wiping away the white froth from his lips, he channelled a huge dark
mouth with his forefinger and posturing in the attitude of a clown listen-
ng he remained immobile for seven long seconds with his hand to his ear.
Where the idea had come from he did not know, but he had felt since he first
met Fuchsia that if anything were to win her favour it was something tinged
with the theatre, the bizarre, and yet something quite simple and guileless,
and it was this that Steerpike found difficult. Fuchsia stared hard. She for-
got to hate him. She did not see him. She saw a clown, a living limb of non-
sense. She saw something she loved as she loved her root, her giraffe leg,
her crimson dress.
"Good!" she shouted, clenching her hands. "Good! good! good!
good!" All at
once she was on her bed, landing upon both her knees at once. Her hands
clasped the footrail.
A snake writhed suddenly under the ribs of Steerpike. He had succeeded. What
he doubted for the moment was whether he could live up to the standard he
had set himself.
He saw, out of the corner of his eye, which like the rest of his face was
practically smothered in soap-suds, the dim shape of Lady Fuchsia looming a
little above him on the bed. It was up to him. He didn't know much about
clowns, but he knew that they did irrational things very seriously, and it
had occurred to him that Fuchsia would enjoy them. Steerpike had an unusual
gift. It was to understand a subject without appreciating it. He was almost
entirely cerebral in his approach. But this could not easily be perceived;
so shrewdly, so surely he seemed to enter into the heart of whatever he
wished, in his words or his deeds, to mimic.
From the ludicrous listening posture he straightened himself slowly, and
with his toes turned outwards extravagantly he ran a few steps towards a
corner of Fuchsia's room, and then stopped to listen again, his hand at his
ear. Continuing his run he reached the corner and picked up, after several
efforts at getting his hand to reach as far down as the floor, a piece of
green cloth which he hobbled back with, his feet as before turned out so
far as to produce between them a continuous line.
Fuchsia, in a transport, watched him, the knuckles of her right hand in her
mouth, as he began a thorough examination of the bed rail immediately below
her. Every now and then he would find something very wrong with the iron
surface of the rail and would rub it vigorously with his rag, stand back
from it for a longer view, with his head on one side, the dark of the soap-
less mouth drooping at each corner in anguish, and then polish the spot
again, breathing upon it and rubbing it with an inhuman concentration of
purpose. All the time he was thinking. "What a fool I am, but it will work."
He could not sink himself. He was not the artist. He was the exact imitation
of one.
All at once he removed with his forefinger a plump sud of soap from the cen-
tre of his forehead, leaving a rough, dark circle of skin where it had been,
and tapped his frothy finger along the footrail three times at equal inter-
vals, leaving about a third of the soap behind at each tap. Waddling up and
down at the end of the bed, he examined each of these blobs in turn and, as
though trying to decide which was the most imposing specimen, removed one
after the other until, with only the central sud remaining, he came to a
halt before it, and then, kicking away one of his feet in an extraordinarily
nimble way, he landed himself flat on his face in a posture of obedience.
Fuchsia was too thrilled to speak. She only stared, happy beyond happiness.
Steerpike got to his feet and grinned at her, the lamplight glinting upon
his uneven teeth. He went at once to the basin and renewed his ablutions
more vigorously than ever. While Fuchsia knelt on her bed and Steerpike
rubbed his head and face with an ancient and grubby towel, there came a
knock upon the door and Nannie Slagg's voice piped out thinly:
"Is my conscience there? Is my sweet piece of trouble there? Are you there,
my dear heart, then? Are you there?"
"No, Nannie, no, I'm not! Not now. Go away and come back again soon, and
I'll be here," shouted Fuchsia thickly, scrambling to the door. And then
with her mouth to the keyhole: "What d'you want? What d'you want?"
"Oh, my poor heart! what's the matter, then? What's the matter, then? What
is it, my conscience?"
"Nothing, Nannie. Nothing. What d'you want?" said Fuchsia, breathing hard.
Nannie was used to Fuchsia's sudden and strange changes of mood; so after
a pause in which Fuchsia could hear her sucking her wrinkled lower lip,
the old nurse answered:
"It's the Doctor, dear. He says he's got a present for you, my baby. He
wants you to go to his house, my only, and I'm to take you."
Fuchsia, hearing a "Tck! tck!" behind her, turned and saw a very
clean-
looking Steerpike gesturing to her. He nodded his head rapidly and jerked
his thumb at the door, and then, with his index and longest finger strut-
ting along the wash-stand, indicated, as far as she could read, that she
should accept the offer to walk to the Doctor's with Nannie Slagg.
"All right!" shouted Fuchsia, "but I'll come to your room. Go there and
wait."
"Hurry, then, my love!" wailed the thin, perplexed voice from the passage.
"Don't keep him waiting."
As Mrs Slagg's feet receded, Fuchsia shouted: "What's he giving me?"
But the old nurse was beyond earshot.
Steerpike was dusting his clothes as well as he could. He had brushed his
sparse hair and it looked like dank grass as it lay flatly over his big
forehead.
"Can I come, too?" he said.
Fuchsia turned her eyes to him quickly.
"Why?" she said at last.
"I have a reason," said Steerpike. "You can't keep me here
all night, any-
way, can you?"
This argument seemed good to Fuchsia and, "Oh, yes, you can come, too," she
said at once. "But what about Nannie," she added slowly. "What about my
nurse?"
"Leave her to me," said Steerpike. "Leave her to me."
Fuchsia hated him suddenly and deeply for saying this, but she made no an-
swer.
"Come on, then," she said. "Don't stay in my room any more.
What are you
waiting for?" And unbolting the door she led the way, Steerpike following
her like a shadow to Mrs Slagg's bedroom.
AT THE PRUNESQUALLORS
Mrs Slagg was so agitated at the sight of an outlandish youth in the company
of her Fuchsia that it was several minutes before she had recovered suffici-
ently to listen to anything in the way of an explanation. Her eyes would dart
to and fro from Fuchsia to the features of the intruder. She stood for so
long a time, plucking nervously at her lower lip, that Fuchsia realized it
was useless to continue with her explanation and was wondering what to do
next when Steerpike's voice broke in.
"Madam," he said, addressing Mrs Slagg, "my name is Steerpike, and I ask you
to forgive my sudden appearance at the door of your room." And he bowed very
low indeed, his eyes squinting up through his eyebrows as he did so.
Mrs Slagg took three uncertain steps towards Fuchsia and clutched her arm.
"What is he saying? What is he saying? Oh, my poor heart, who is he, then?
What has he done to you, my only?"
"He's coming, too," said Fuchsia, by way of an answer. "Wants to see Dr Prune
as well. What's his present? What's he giving me a present for? Come on.
Let's go to his house. I'm tired. Be quick, I want to go to bed."
Mrs Slagg suddenly became very active when Fuchsia mentioned her tiredness
and started for the door, holding the girl by her forearm. "You'll be into
your bed in no time. I'll put you there myself and tuck you in, and turn
your lamp out for you as I always did, my wickedness, and you can go to
sleep until I wake you, my only, and can give you breakfast by the fire;
so don't you mind, my tired thing. Only a few minutes with the Doctor--
only a few minutes."
They passed through the door, Mrs Slagg peering suspiciously around Fuch-
sia's arm at the quick movements of the highshouldered boy.
Without another word between them they began to descend several flights of
stairs until they reached a hall where armour hung coldly upon the walls
and the corners were stacked with old weapons that were as rich with rust
as a hedge of winter beech. It was no place to linger in, for a chill cut
upwards from the stone floor and cold beads of moisture stood like sweat
upon the tarnished surface of iron and steel.
Steerpike arched his nostrils at the dank air and his eyes travelled swift-
ly over the medley of corroding trophies, of hanging panoplies, smouldering
with rust; and the stack of small arms, and noted a slim length of steel
whose far end seemed to be embedded in some sort of tube, but it was impos-
sible to make it out clearly in the dim light. A swordstick leapt to his
mind, and his acquisitive instincts were sharpened at the thought. There
was no time, however, for him to rummage among the heaps of metal at the
moment, for he was conscious of the old woman's eyes upon him, and he fol-
lowed her and Fuchsia out of the hall vowing to himself that at the first
opportunity he would visit the chill place again.
The door by which they made their exit lay opposite the flight that led
down to the centre of the unhealthy hall. On passing through it they found
themselves at the beginning of an ill-lit corridor, the walls of which were
covered with small prints in faded colours. A few of them were in frames,
but of these only a small proportion had their glass unbroken. Nannie and
Fuchsia, being familiar with the corridor, had no thought for its desolate
condition nor for the mellowed prints that depicted in elaborate but unim-
aginative detail the more obviously pictorial aspects of Gormenghast.
Steerpike rubbed his sleeve across one or two as he followed, removing a
quantity of dust, and glanced at them critically, for it was unlike him to
let any kind of information slip from him unawares.
This corridor ended abruptly at a heavy doorway, which Fuchsia opened with
an effort, letting in upon the passage a less oppressive darkness for it
was late evening, and beyond the door a flock of clouds were moving swiftly
across a slate-coloured sky in which one star rode alone.
"Oh, my poor heart, how late it's getting!" said Nannie, peering anxiously
at the sky, and confiding her thoughts to Fuchsia in such a surreptitious
way that it might be supposed she was anxious that the firmament should not
overhear her. "How late it is getting, my only, and I must be back with
your Mother very soon. I must take her something to drink, the poor huge
thing. Oh, no, we mustn't be long!" Before them was a large courtyard and
at the opposite corner was a three-storied building attached to the main
bulk of the castle by a flying buttress. By day it stood out strangely from
the ubiquitous grey stone of Gormenghast, for it was built with a hard red
sandstone from a quarry that had never since been located.
Fuchsia was very tired. The day had been overcharged with happenings. Now,
as the last of the daylight surrendered in the west, she was still awake
and beginning, not ending, another experience.
Mrs Slagg was clasping her arm, and as they approached the main doorway,
she stopped suddenly and, as was her usual habit when flustered, brought
her hand up to her mouth and pulled at her little lower lip, her old wat-
ery eyes peering weakly at Fuchsia. She was about to say something, when
the sound of footsteps caused her and her two companions to turn and to
stare at a figure approaching in the darkness. A faint sound as of some-
thing brittle being broken over and over again accompanied his progress
towards them.
"Who is it?" said Mrs Slagg. "Who is it, my only? Oh, how dark it is!"
"It's only Flay," said Fuchsia. "Come on. I'm tired." But they were hail-
ed from the gloom.
"Who?" cried the hard, awkward voice. Mr Flay's idiom, if at times unin-
telligible, was anything but prolix.
"What do you want, Mr Flay?" shouted Nannie, much to her own and to Fu-
chsia's surprise.
's lagg?" queried the hard voice again. "Wanted," it added.
"Who's wanted?" Nannie shrilled back, for she felt that Mr Flay was al-
ways too brusque with her.
"Who's with you?" barked Flay, who was now within a few yards.
"Three
just now."
Fuchsia, who had long ago acquired the knack of interpreting the ejacu-
lations of her father's servant, turned her head around at once and was
both surprised and relieved to find that Steerpike had disappeared. And
yet, was there a tinge of disappointment as well? She put out her arm
and pressed the old nurse against her side.
"Three just now," repeated Flay, who had come up.
Mrs Slagg had also noticed that the boy was missing. "Where is he?" she
queried. "Where's the ugly youth?"
Fuchsia shook her head glumly and then turned suddenly on Flay, whose
limbs seemed to straggle away into the night. Her weariness made her
irritable and now she vented her pent-up emotion upon the dour servant.
"Go away! go away!" she sobbed. "Who wants you here, you stupid, spiky
thing? Who wants you--shouting out "Who's there?" and thinking yourself
so important when you're only an old thin thing? Go away to my father
where you belong, but leave us alone." And Fuchsia, bursting into
a great
exhausted cry, ran up to the emaciated Flay and, throwing her arms about
his waist, drenched his waistcoat in her tears.
His hands hung at his sides, for it would not have been right for him
to touch the Lady Fuchsia however benevolent his motive, for he was,
after all, only a servant although a most important one.
"Please go now," said Fuchsia at last, backing away from him.
"Ladyship," said the servant, after scratching the back of his head.
"Lordship wants her." He jerked his head at the old nurse.
"Me?" cried Nannie Slagg, who had been sucking her teeth.
"You," said Flay.
"Oh, my poor heart! When? When does he want me? Oh, my dear body! What
can he want?"
"Wants you tomorrow," replied Flay and, turning about, began to walk
away and was soon lost to sight, and a short time afterwards even the
sound of his knee joints was out of hearing.
They did not wait any longer, but walked as swiftly as they could to
the main door of the house of sandstone, and Fuchsia gave a heavy rap
with a door knocker, rubbing with her sleeve at the moisture in her
eyes.
As they waited they could hear the sound of a violin.
Fuchsia knocked at the door again, and a few seconds later the music
ceased and footsteps approached and stopped. A bolt was drawn back,
the door opened upon a strong light, and the Doctor waved them in.
Then he closed the door behind them, but not before a thin youth had
squeezed himself past the door-post and into the hall where he stood
between Fuchsia and Mrs Slagg.
"Well! well! well! well!" said the Doctor, flicking a hair from the
sleeve of his coat, and flashing his teeth. "Do you have brought a
friend with you, my dear little Ladyship, so you have brought a friend
with you--or' (and he raised his eyebrows) "haven't you?" For
the sec-
ond time Mrs Slagg and Fuchsia turned about to discover the object of
the Doctor's inquiry, and found that Steerpike was immediately behind
them.
He bowed, and with his eye on the Doctor. "At your service," he said.
"Ha, ha, ha! but I don't want anyone at my service," said Dr Prunes-
quallor, folding his long white hands around each other as though they
were silk scarves. "I'd rather have somebody "in" my service perhaps.
But not at it. Oh, no. I wouldn't have any service left if every young
gentleman who arrived through my door was suddenly at it. It would soon
be in shreds. Ha, ha, ha! absolutely in shreds."
"He's come," said Fuchsia in her slow voice, "because he wants to work
because he's clever, so I brought him."
"Indeed," said Prunesquallor. "I have always been fascinated by those
who want to work, ha ha. Most absorbing to observe them. Ha, ha, ha!
most absorbing and uncanny. Walk along, dear ladies, walk along. My
very dear Mrs Slagg, you look a hundred years younger every day. This
way, this way. Mind the corner of that chair, my very dear Mrs Slagg,
and oh! my dear woman, you must look where you're going, by all that's
circumspect, you really must. Now, just allow me to open this door and
then we can make ourselves comfortable. Ha, ha, ha! that's right, Fu-
chsia, my dear, prop her up! prop her up!"
So saying, and shepherding them in front of him and at the same time
rolling his magnified eyes all over Steerpike's extraordinary costume,
the Doctor at last arrived within his own room and closed the door be-
hind himself sharply with a click. Mrs Slagg was ushered into a chair
with soft wine-coloured upholstery, where she looked particularly min-
ute, and Fuchsia into another of the same pattern. Steerpike was waved
to a high backed piece of oak, and the Doctor himself set about bring-
ing bottles and glasses from a cupboard let into the wall.
"What is it to be? What is it to be? Fuchsia, my dear child! what do
you fancy?"
"I don't want anything, thank you," said Fuchsia. "I feel
like going
to sleep, Dr Prune."
"Aha! aha! A little stimulant, perhaps. Something to sharpen your fac-
ulties, my dear. Something to tide you over until--ha, ha, ha!
you are snug within your little bed. What do you think? what do you
think?"
"I don't know," said Fuchsia.
"Aha! but I do. I do," said the Doctor, and whinnied like a horse;
then, pulling back his sleeves so that his wrists were bare, he ad-
vanced like some sort of fastidious bird towards the door where he
pulled a cord in the wall. Lowering his sleeves again neatly over his
cuffs, he waited, on tip-toe, until he heard a sound without, at which
he flung open the door, uncovering, as it were, a swarthy-skinned crea-
ture in white livery whose hand was raised as though to knock upon the
panels. Before the Doctor had said a word Nannie leaned forward in her
chair. Her legs, unable to reach the floor, were dangling helplessly.
"It's elderberry wine that you love best, isn't it?" she queried in a
nervous, penetrating whisper to Fuchsia. "Tell the Doctor that. Tell
him that, at once. You don't want any stimulant, do you?"
The Doctor tilted his head slightly at the sound but did not turn, mere-
ly raising his forefinger in front of the servant's eyes and wagging it,
and his thin, rasping voice gave an order, for a powder to be mixed and
for a bottle of elderberry wine to be procured. He closed the door, and,
dancing up to Fuchsia, 'relax, my dear, relax," he said. "Let your limbs
wander wherever they like, ha, ha, ha, as long as they do not stray too
far, ha, ha, ha! as long as they don't stray too far. Think of each of
them in turn until they're all as limp as jellyfish, and you'll be ready
to run to the Twisted Wood and back before you know where you are."
He smiled and his teeth flashed. His mop of grey hair glistened like
twine in the strong lamplight. "And what for you, Mrs Slagg? What for
Fuchsia's Nannie? A little port?"
Mrs Slagg ran her tongue between her wrinkled lips and nodded as her
fingers went to her mouth on which a silly little smile hovered. She
watched the Doctor's every movement as he filled up the wine glass and
brought it over to her.
She bowed in an old-fashioned way from her hips as she took the glass,
her legs pointing out stiffly in front of her for she had edged herself
further back in the chair and might as well have been sitting on a bed.
Then all at once the Doctor was back at Fuchsia's chair, and bending
over her. His hands, wrapped about each other in a characteristic manner,
were knotted beneath his chin.
"I've got something for you, my dear; did your nurse tell you?" His eyes
rolled to the side of his glasses giving him an expression of fantastic
roguery which on his face would have been, for one who had never met him,
to say the least, unsettling.
Fuchsia bent forward, her hands on the red bolster-like arms of the chair.
"Yes, Dr Prune. What is it, thank you, what is it?"
"Aha! ha, ha, ha, ha! Aha, ha, ha! It is something for you to wear, ha,
ha! If you like it and if it's not too heavy. I don't want to fracture
your cervical vertebrae, my little lady. Oh no, by all that's most healthy
I wouldn't care to do that; but I'll trust you to be careful. You will,
won't you? Ha, ha."
"Yes, yes, I will," said Fuchsia.
He bent even closer to Fuchsia. "Your baby brother has hurt you. I know,
ha, ha. I know," the Doctor whispered, and the sound edged between his
rows of big teeth, very faintly, but not so faintly as to escape Steer-
pike's hearing. "I have a stone for your bosom, my dear child, for I saw
the diamonds within your tear-ducts when you ran from your mother's door.
These, if they come again, must be balanced by a heavier if less brilliant
stone, lying upon your bosom."
Prunesquallor's eyes remained quite still for a moment. His hands were
still clasped at his chin.
Fuchsia stared. "Thank you, Dr Prune," she said at last.
The physician relaxed and straightened himself. "Ha, ha, ha! Ha, ha, ha!"
he trilled, and then bent forward to whisper again. "Do I have decided
to give you a stone from another land."
He put his hand into his pocket, but kept it there as he glanced over his
shoulder.
"Who is your friend of the fiery eyes, my Fuchsia? Do you know him well?"
Fuchsia shook her head and stuck her lower lip out as though with instinct-
ive distaste.
The Doctor winked at her, his magnified right eye closing enormously. "A
little later, perhaps," said Prunesquallor, opening his eyelid again like
some sort of sea creature, "when the night is a little further advanced,
a little longer in the molar, ha, ha, ha!" He straightened himself. "When
the world has swung through space a further hundred miles or so, ha, ha!
then--ah, yes, … then--' and for the second time he looked knowing and
winked. Then he swung round upon his heel.
"And now," he said, "what will you have? And what, in the
name of hosiery,
are you wearing?"
Steerpike got to his feet. "I am wearing what I am forced to wear until
clothes can be found which are more appropriate," he said. "These
rags,
although an official uniform, are as absurd upon me as they are insulting.
Sir," he continued, "you asked me what I would take. Brandy, I thank you,
sir, brandy." Mrs Slagg, staring her poor old eyes practically out of their
hot sockets, peered at the Doctor as the speech ended, to hear what he
could possibly say after so many words. Fuchsia had not been listening.
Something to wear, he had said. Something to lie heavily on her bosom. A
stone. Tired as she was she was all excitement to know what it could be.
Dr Prunesquallor had always been kind to her, if rather above her, but
he had never given her a present before. What colour would the heavy
stone be? What would it be? What would it be?
The Doctor was for a moment nonplussed at the youth's self-assurance,
but he did not show it. He simply smiled like a crocodile. "Am I mistak-
en, dear boy, or is that a kitchen jacket you're wearing?"
"Not only is this a kitchen jacket, but these are kitchen trousers and
kitchen socks and kitchen shoes and everything is kitchen about me, sir,
except myself, if you don't mind me saying so, Doctor."
"And what", said Prunesquallor, placing the tips of his fingers together,
"are you? Beneath your foetid jacket, which I must say looks amazingly
unhygienic even for Swelter's kitchen. What are you? Are you a problem
case, my dear boy, or are you a clear-cut young gentleman with no ideas
at all, ha, ha, ha?"
"With your permission, Doctor, I am neither. I have plenty of ideas,
though at the moment plenty of problems, too."
"Is that so?" said the Doctor. "Is that so? How very unique! Have your
brandy first, and perhaps some of them will fade gently away upon the
fumes of that very excellent narcotic. Ha, ha, ha! Fade gently and im-
perceptibly away …' And he fluttered his long fingers in the air.
At this moment a knock upon the door panels caused the Doctor to cry
out in his extraordinary falsetto:
"Make entry! Come along, come along, my dear fellow! Make entry! What
in the name of all that's rapid are you waiting for?"
The door opened and the servant entered, balancing a tray upon which
stood a bottle of elderberry wine and a small white cardboard box. He
deposited the bottle and the box upon the table and retired. There was
something sullen about his manner. The bottle had been placed upon the
table with perhaps too casual a movement. The door had clicked behind
him with rather too sharp a report. Steerpike noticed this, and when
he saw the Doctor's gaze return to his face, he raised his eyebrows
quizzically and shrugged his shoulders the merest fraction.
Prunesquallor brought a brandy bottle to the table in the centre of
the room, but first poured out a glass of elderberry wine which he
gave to Fuchsia with a bow.
"Drink, my Fuchsia dear," he said. "Drink to all those things that
you love best. I know. I know," he added with his hands folded at
his chin again. "Drink to everything that's bright and glossy. Drink
to the Coloured Things."
Fuchsia nodded her head unsmilingly at the toast and took a gulp. She
looked up at the Doctor very seriously. "It's nice," she said. "I
like elderberry wine. Do you like your drink, Nannie?"
Mrs Slagg very nearly spilt her port over the arm of the chair when
she heard herself addressed. She nodded her head violently. "And now
for the brandy," said the Doctor. "The brandy for Master … Master
…'
'steerpike," said the youth. "My name is Steerpike, sir."
'steerpike of the Many Problems," said the Doctor. "What did
you say
they were? My memory is so very untrustworthy. It's as fickle as a
fox. Ask me to name the third lateral blood vessel from the extremity
of my index finger that runs east to west when I lie on my face at
sundown, or the percentage of chalk to be found in the knuckles of an
average spinster in her fifty-seventh year, ha, ha, ha!--or even ask
me, my dear boy, to give details of the pulse rate of frogs two min-
utes before they die of scabies--these things are no tax upon my mem-
ory, ha, ha, ha! but ask me to remember exactly what you said your
problems were, a minute ago, and you will find that my memory has for-
saken me utterly. Now why is that, my dear Master Steerpike, why is
that?"
"Because I never mentioned them," said Steerpike.
"That accounts for it," said Prunesquallor. "That, no doubt,
accounts
for it."
"I think so, sir," said Steerpike.
"But you have problems," said the Doctor.
Steerpike took the glass of brandy which the Doctor had poured out.
"My problems are varied," he said. "The most immediate is to impress
you with my potentialities. To be able to make such an unorthodox re-
mark is in itself a sign of some originality. I am not indispensable
to you at the moment, sir, because you have never made use of my ser-
vices; but after a week's employment under your roof, sir, I could
become so. I would be invaluable. I am purposely precipitous in my
remarks. Either you reject me here and now or you have already at the
back of your mind a desire to know me further. I am seventeen, sir.
Do I sound like seventeen? Do I act like seventeen? I am clever enough
to know I am clever. You will forgive my undiplomatic approach, sir,
because you are a gentleman of imagination. That then, sir, is my im-
mediate problem. To impress you with my talent, which would be put to
your service in any and every form." Steerpike raised his glass. "To
you, sir, if you will allow my presumption."
The Doctor all this while had had his glass of cognac raised, but it
had remained motionless an inch from his lips, until now, as Steerpike
ended and took a sip at his brandy, he sat down suddenly in a chair
beside the table and set down his own glass untasted.
"Well, well, well, well," he said at last. "Well, well, well, well,
well! By all that's intriguing this is really the quintessential. What
maladdress, by all that's impudent! What an enormity of surface! What
a very rare frenzy indeed!" And he began to whinny, gently at first,
but after a little while his high pitched laughter increased in volume
and in tempo, and within a few minutes he was helpless with the shrill
gale of his own merriment. How so great a quantity of breath and noise
managed to come from lungs that must have been, in that tube of a chest
wedged uncomfortably close together, it is difficult to imagine. Keep-
ing, even at the height of his paroxysms, an extraordinary theatrical
elegance, he rocked to and fro in his chair, helpless for the best part
of nine minutes after which with difficulty he drew breath thinly
through his teeth with a noise like the whistling of steam; and even-
tually, still shaking a little, he was able to focus his eyes upon the
source of his enjoyment.
"Well, Prodigy, my dear boy! you have done me a lot of good. My lungs
have needed something like that for a long time."
"I have done something for you already, then," said Steerpike with the
clever imitation of a smile on his face. During the major part of the
Doctor's helplessness he had been taking stock of the room and had pour-
ed himself out another glass of brandy. He had noted the objets d'art,
the expensive carpets and mirrors, and the bookcase of calf-bound vol-
umes. He had poured out some more port for Mrs Slagg and had ventured
to wink at Fuchsia, who had stared emptily back, and he had turned the
wink in to an affection of his eye. He had examined the labels on the
bottles and their year of vintage. He had noticed that the table was
of walnut and that the ring upon the Doctor's right hand was in the
form of a silver serpent holding between his gaping jaw a nugget of
red gold. At first the Doctor's laughter had caused him a shock, and
a certain mortification, but he was soon his cold, calculating self,
with his ordered mind like a bureau with tabulated shelves and pigeon-
holes of reference, and he knew that at all costs he must be pleasant.
He had taken a risky turning in playing such a boastful card, and at
the moment it could not be proved either a failure or a success; but
this he did know, that to be able to take risks was the key note of
the successful man.
Prunesquallor, when his strength and muscular control were restored
sufficiently, sipped at his cognac in what seemed a delicate manner,
but Steerpike was surprised to see that he had soon emptied the glass.
This seemed to do the Doctor a lot of good. He stared at the youth.
"You do interest me, I must admit that much, Master Steerpike," he
said. "Oh yes, I'll go that far, ha, ha, ha! You interest me, or
rather you tantalize me in a pleasant sort of way. But whether I want
to have you hanging around my house is, as you with your enormous
brain will readily admit, quite a different kettle of fish."
"I don't hang about, sir. It is one of those things I never do."
Fuchsia's voice came slowly across the room.
"You hung about in my room," she said. And then, bending forward, she
looked up at the Doctor with an almost imploring expression. "He
climbed there," she said. "He's clever." Then she leaned back in
her
chair. "I am tired; and he saw my own room that nobody ever saw be-
fore he saw it, and it is worrying me. Oh, Dr Prune."
There was a pause.
"He climbed there," she said again.
"I had to go somewhere," said Steerpike. "I didn't know
it was your
room. How could I have known? I am sorry, your Ladyship."
She did not answer.
Prunesquallor had looked from one to the other.
"Aha! aha! Take a little of this powder, Fuchsia dear," he said,
bringing across to her the white cardboard box. He removed the lid
and tilted a little into her glass which he filled again with elder-
berry wine. "You won't taste anything at all, my dear girl; just
sip it up and you will feel as strong as a mountain tiger, ha, ha!
Mrs Slagg you will take this box away with you. Four times a day,
with whatever the dear child happens to be drinking. It is taste-
less. It is harmless, and it is extremely efficacious. Do not for-
get, my good woman, will you? She needs something and this is the
very something she needs, ha, ha, ha! this is the very something!"
Nannie received the box on which was written "Fuchsia. One tea-
spoonful to be taken 4 times a day."
"Master Steerpike," said the Doctor, "is that the reason you wanted
to see me, to beard me in my den, and to melt my heart like tallow
upon my own hearth-rug?" He tilted his head at the youth.
"That is so, sir," said Steerpike. "With Lady Fuchsia's
permission
I accompanied her. I said to her: "Just let me see the Doctor, and
put my case to him, and I am confident he will be impressed"."
There was a pause. Then in a confidential voice Steerpike added:
"In my less ambitious moments it is as a research scientist that I
see myself, sir, and in my still less ambitious, as a dispenser."
"What knowledge of chemicals have you, if I may venture to remark?"
said the Doctor.
"Under your initial guidance my powers would develop as rapidly as
you could wish," said Steerpike.
"You are a clever little monster," said the Doctor, tossing off an-
other cognac and placing the glass upon the table with a click. "A
diabolically clever little monster."
"That is what I hoped you would realize, Doctor," said Steerpike.
"But haven't all ambitious people something of the monstrous about
them? You, sir, for instance, if you will forgive me, are a little
bit monstrous."
"But, my poor youth," said Prunesquallor, beginning to pace the
room,
"There is not the minutest molecule of ambition in my anatomy, mon-
strous though it may appear to you, ha, ha, ha!"
His laughter had not the spontaneous, uncontrollable quality that
it usually possessed.
"But, sir," said Steerpike, "There has been."
"And why do you think so?"
"Because of this room. Because of the exquisite furnishings you pos-
sess; because of your calf-bound books; your glassware; your violin.
You could not have collected together such things without ambition."
"That is not ambition, my poor confused boy," said the Doctor:
"it
is a union between those erstwhile incompatibles, ha, ha, ha!--
taste and a hereditary income."
"Is not taste a cultivated luxury?" said Steerpike.
"But yes," said the Doctor. "But yes. One has the potentialities
for taste; on finding this out about oneself, ha, ha!--after a little
self-probing, it is a cultivated thing, as you remark."
"Which needs assiduous concentration and diligence, no doubt," said
the youth.
"But yes; but yes," answered the Doctor smiling, with a note in his
voice that suggested it was only common politeness in him to keep
amused.
"Surely such diligence is the same thing as ambitiousness. Ambiti-
ousness to perfect your taste. That is what I mean by "ambition",
Doctor, I believe you have it. I do not mean ambition for success,
for 'success" is a meaningless word--the successful, so I hear,
being very often, to themselves, failures of the first water."
"You interest me," said Prunesquallor. "I would like to speak to
Lady Fuchsia alone. We haven't been paying very much attention to
her, I am afraid. We have deserted her. She is alone in a desert
of her own. Only watch her."
Fuchsia's eyes were shut as she leaned back in the chair, her knees
curled up under her.
"While I speak with her you will be so very, very good as to leave
the room. There's a chair in Master Steerpike. Thank you, dear youth.
It would be a handsome gesture."
Steerpike disappeared at once, taking his brandy with him.
Prunesquallor looked at the old woman and the girl. Mrs Slagg, with
her little mouth wide open, was fast asleep. Fuchsia had opened her
eyes at the sound of the door shutting behind Steerpike.
The Doctor immediately beckoned her to approach. She came to him at
once, her eyes wide.
"I've waited so long, Dr Prune," she said. "Can I have my stone now?'
"This very moment," said the Doctor. "This very second.
You will not
know very much about the nature of this stone, but you will treasure
it more than anyone I could possibly think of. Fuchsia dear, you were
so distraught as you ran like a wild pony away from your father and me;
so distraught with your black mane and your big hungry eyes -- that I
said to myself: "It's for Fuchsia", although ponies don't usually
care
much about such things, ha, ha, ha! But you will, won't you?'
The Doctor took from his pocket a small pouch of softest leather.
"Take it out yourself," he said. "Draw it out with this
slender chain."
Fuchsia took the pouch from the Doctor's hand and from it drew forth
into the lamplight a ruby like a lump of anger.
It burned in her palm.
She did not know what to do. She did not wonder what she ought to say.
There was nothing at all to say. Dr Prunesquallor knew something of what
she felt. At last, clutching the solid fire between her fingers, she
shook Nannie Slagg, who screamed a little as she awoke. Fuchsia got to
her feet and dragged her to the door. A moment before the Doctor opened
it for them, Fuchsia turned her face up to his and parted her lips in a
smile of such dark, sweet loveliness, so subtly blended with her brood-
ing strangeness, that the Doctor's hand clenched the handle of the door.
He had never seen her look like this before. He had always thought of
her as an ugly girl of whom he was strangely fond. But now, what was it
he had seen? She was no longer a small girl for all her slowness of
speech and almost irritating simplicity.
In the hall they passed the figure of Steerpike sitting comfortably on
the floor beneath a large carved clock. They did not speak, and when
they parted with the Doctor Nannie said: "Thank you' in a sleepy voice
and bowed slightly, one of her hands in Fuchsia's. Fuchsia's fingers
clenched the blood-red stone and the Doctor only said: "Good-bye, and
take care, my dears, take care. Happy dreams. Happy dreams," before he
closed the door.
A GIFT OF THE GAB
As he returned through the hall his mind was so engrossed with his new
vision of Fuchsia that he had forgotten Steerpike and was startled at
the sound of steps behind him. A moment or two earlier Steerpike had
himself been startled by footsteps descending the staircase immediately
above where he had been sitting in the shadowy, tiger stripes of the
banisters.
He moved swiftly up to the Doctor. "I am afraid I am still here," he
said, and then glanced over his shoulder following the Doctor's eyes.
Steerpike turned and saw, descending the last three steps of the stair-
case, a lady whose similarity to Dr Prunesquallor was unmistakable,
but whose whole deportment was more rigid. She, also, suffered from
faulty eyesight, but in her case the glasses were darkly tinted so
that it was impossible to tell at whom she was looking save by the
general direction of the head, which was no sure indication.
The lady approached them. "Who is this?" she said directing her face
at Steerpike.
"This," said her brother, "is none other than Master Steerpike, who
was brought to see me on account of his talents. He is anxious for
me to make use of his brain, ha, ha!--not, as you might suppose, as
a floating specimen in one of my jam jars, ha, ha, ha! but in its
functional capacity as a vortex of dazzling thought."
"Did he go upstairs just now?" said Miss Irma Prunesquallor. "I said
did he go upstairs just now?"
The tall lady had the habit of speaking at great speed and of repeat-
ing her questions irritably before there had been a moment's pause
in which they might be answered. Prunesquallor had in moments of
whimsy often amused himself by trying to wedge an answer to her
less complex queries between the initial question and its sharp
echo.
"Upstairs, my dear?" repeated her brother.
"I said 'upstairs”, I think," said Irma Prunesquallor sharply. "I
think I said 'upstairs'. Have you, or he, or anyone been upstairs a
quarter of an hour ago? Have you? Have you?"
'surely not! surely not!" said the Doctor. "We have all been
down-
stairs, I think. Don't you?" he said, turning to Steerpike.
"I do," said Steerpike. The Doctor began to like the way the youth
answered quietly and neatly.
Irma Prunesquallor drew herself together. Her long tightly fitting
black dress gave peculiar emphasis to such major bone formations
as the iliac crest, and indeed the entire pelvis; the shoulder
blades, and in certain angles, as she stood in the lamplight, to
the ribs themselves. Her neck was long and the Prunesquallors'
head sat upon it surrounded by the same grey thatch like hair as
that adopted by her brother, but in her case knotted in a low bun
at the neck.
"The servant is out, OUT," she said. "It is his evening
out. Isn't
it? Isn't it?"
She seemed to be addressing Steerpike, so he answered: "I have no
knowledge of the arrangements you have made, madam. But he was in
the Doctor's room a few minutes ago, so I expect it was he whom
you heard outside your door."
"Who said I heard anything outside my door?" said Irma Prunesqual-
lor, a trifle less rapidly than usual. "Who?"
"Were you not within your room, madam?"
"What of it? what of it?"
"I gathered from what you said that you thought that there was
someone walking about upstairs," answered Steerpike obliquely;
"and if, as you say, you were inside your room, then you must
have heard the footsteps outside your room. That is what I attemp-
ted to make clear, madam."
"You seem to know too much about it. Don't you? don't you?" She
bent
forward and her opaque-looking glasses stared flatly at Steerpike.
"I know nothing, madam," said Steerpike.
"What, Irma dear, is all this? What in the name of all that's cir-
cuitous is all this?"
"I heard feet. That is all. Feet," said his sister; and then, after
a pause she added with renewed emphasis: "Feet."
"Irma, my dear sister," said Prunesquallor, "I have two things to
say. Firstly, why in the name of discomfort are we hanging around
in the hall and probably dying of a draught that as far as I am
concerned runs up my right trouser leg and sets my gluteous maximus
twitching; and secondly, what is wrong, when you boil the matter
down--with feet? I have always found mine singularly useful,
especially for walking with. In fact, ha, ha, ha, one might a-
lmost imagine that they had been designed for that very purpose."
"As usual," said his sister, "you are drunk with your own levity.
You have a brain, Alfred. I have never denied it. Never. But it is
undermined by your insufferable levity. I tell you that someone has
been prowling about upstairs and you take no notice. There has been
no one to prowl. Do you not see the point?"
"I heard something, too," said Steerpike, breaking in. "I was sit-
ting in the hall where the Doctor suggested I should remain while he
decided in what capacity he would employ me, when I heard what sound-
ed like footsteps upstairs. I crept to the top of the stairs silently,
but there was no one there, so I returned."
Steerpike, thinking the upstairs to be empty, had in reality been mak-
ing a rough survey of the first floor, until he heard what must have
been Irma moving to the door of her room, at which sound he had slid
down the banisters.
"You hear what he says," said the lady, following her brother with a
stiff irritation in every line of her progress. "You hear what he
says."
'very much so!" said the Doctor, 'very much so, indeed. Most indigest-
ible."
Steerpike moved a chair up for Irma Prunesquallor with such a show of
consideration for her comfort and such adroitness that she stared at
him and her hard mouth relaxed at one corner.
'steerpike," she said, wrinkling her black dress above her hips as
she reclined a little into her chair.
"I am at your service, madam," said Steerpike. "What may I do for you?"
"What on earth are you wearing? What are you wearing, boy?"
"It is with great regret that at my introduction to you I should be in
clothes that so belie my fastidious nature, madam," he said. "If you
will advise me where I may procure the cloth I will endeavour to have
myself fitted tomorrow. Standing beside you, madam, in your exquisite
gown of darkness--"
"'Gown of darkness” is good," interrupted Prunesquallor, raising his
hand to his head, where he spread his snow-white fingers across his
brow, "'Gown of darkness'. A phrase, ha, ha! Definitely a phrase."
"You have broken in, Alfred!" said his sister. "Haven't
you? haven't
you? I will have a suit cut for you tomorrow, Steerpike," she contin-
ued. "You will be here, I suppose? Where are you sleeping? Is he sleep-
ing here? Where do you live? Where does he live, Alfred? What have you
arranged? Nothing, I expect. Have you done anything? Have you? have
you?"
"What sort of thing, Irma, my dear? What sort of thing are you refer-
ring to? I have done all sorts of things, I have removed a gallstone
the size of a potato, I have played delicately upon my violin while a
rainbow shone through the dispensary window; I have plunged so deeply
into the poets of grief that save for my foresight in attaching fish-
hooks to my clothes I might never again have been drawn earthwards,
ha, ha! from those excruciating depths!"
Irma could tell exactly when her brother would veer off into soliloquy
and had developed the power to pay no attention at all to what he said.
The footsteps upstairs seemed forgotten. She watched Steerpike as he
poured her out a glass of port with a gallantry quite remarkable in its
technical perfection of movement and timing.
"You wish to be employed. Is that it? Is that it?" she said.
"It is my ardent desire to be in your service," he said.
"Why? Tell me why," said Miss Prunesquallor.
"I endeavour to keep my mind in an equipoise between the intuitive, and
rational reasoning, madam," he said. "But with you I cannot, for my intu-
itive desire to be of service overshadows my reasons, though they are many,
I can only say I feel a desire to fulfil myself by finding employment
under your roof. And so," he added, turning up the corners of his mouth
in a quizzical smile, "That is the reason why I cannot exactly say why."
"Mixed up with this metaphysical impulse, this fulfilment that you speak
of so smoothly," said the Doctor, "is no doubt a desire to snatch the
first opportunity of getting away from Swelter and the unpleasant duties
which you have no doubt had to perform. Is that not so?"
"It is," said Steerpike.
This forthright answer so pleased the Doctor that he got up from his chair
and, smiling toothily, poured himself yet another glass. What pleased him
especially was the mixture of cunning and honesty which he did not yet
perceive to be a still deeper strata of Steerpike's cleverness.
Prunesquallor and his sister both felt a certain delight in making the ac-
quaintance of a young gentleman with brains, however twisted those brains
might be. It was true that in Gormenghast there were several cultivated
persons, but they very seldom came in contact with them these days. The
Countess was no conversationalist. The Earl was usually too depressed to
be drawn upon subjects which had he so wished he could have discussed at
length and with a dreamy penetration. The twin sisters could never have
kept to the point of any conversation.
There were many others apart from the servants with whom Prunesquallor
came into almost daily contact in the course of his social or professional
duties, but seeing them overmuch had dulled his interest in their conver-
sation and he was agreeably surprised to find that Steerpike, although
very young, had a talent for words and a ready mind. Miss Prunesquallor
saw less of people than her brother. She was pleased by the reference to
her dress and was flattered by the manner in which he saw to her comforts.
To be sure, he was rather a small creature. His clothes, of course, she
would see to. His eyes at first she found rather monkey-like in their
closeness and concentration, but as she got used to them she found there
was something exciting in the way they looked at her. It made her feel he
realized she was not only a lady, but a woman.
Her own brain was sharp and quick, but unlike her brother's it was super-
ficial, and she instinctively recognized in the youth a streak of clever-
ness akin to her own, although stronger. She had passed the age when a
husband might be looked for. Had any man ever gazed at her in this light,
the coincidence of his also having the courage to broach such a subject
would have been too much to credit. Irma Prunesquallor had never met such
a person, her admirers confining themselves to purely verbal approach.
As it happened Miss Prunesquallor, before her thoughts were interrupted
by the sound of Steerpike's feet padding past her bedroom door, had been
in a state of dejection. Most people have periods of retrospection in
which their thoughts are centred upon the less attractive elements in
their past. Irma Prunesquallor was no exception, but today there had been
something wild about her dejection. After readjusting her glasses irrita-
bly upon the bridge of her nose, she had wrung her hands before sitting
at her mirror. She ignored the fact that her neck was too long, that her
mouth was thin and hard, that her nose was far too sharp, and that her
eyes were quite hidden, and concentrated on the profusion of coarse grey
hair which swept back from her brow in one wave to where, low down on her
neck, it gathered itself into a great hard knot--and on the quality of
her skin, which was, indeed, unblemished. These two things alone in her
eyes made her an object destined for admiration. And yet, what admiration
had she received? Who was there to admire her or to compliment her upon
her soft and peerless skin and on her sweep of hair?
Steerpike's gallantry had for a moment taken the chill off her heart.
By now all three of them were seated. The Doctor had drunk rather more
than he would have ever prescribed to a patient. His arms were moving
freely whenever he spoke and he seemed to enjoy watching his fingers as
they emphasized, in dumb show, whatever he happened to be talking about.
Even his sister had felt the effect of more than her usual quota of port.
Whenever Steerpike spoke she nodded her head sharply as though in total
agreement.
"Alfred," she said. "Alfred, I'm speaking to you. Can you hear me? Can
you? Can you?"
'very distinctly, Irma, my very dear, dear sister. Your voice is ringing
in my middle ear. In fact, it's ringing in both of them. Right in the
very middle of them both, or rather, in both their very middles. What is
it, flesh of my flesh?"
"We shall dress him in pale grey," she said.
"Who, blood of my blood?" cried Prunesquallor. "Who is to be apparisoned
in the hue of doves?"
"Who? How can you say 'Who?”! This youth, Alfred, this youth. He is tak-
ing Pellet's place. I am discharging Pellet tomorrow. He has always been
too slow and clumsy. Don't you think so? Don't you think so?"
"I am far beyond thinking, bone of my bone. Far, far beyond thinking, I
hand over the reins to you, Irma. Mount and be gone. The world awaits you."
Steerpike saw that the time was ripe.
"I am confident I shall give satisfaction, dear lady," he said. "My reward
will be to see you, perhaps, once more, perhaps twice more, if you will
allow me, in this dark gown that so becomes you. The slight stain which I
noticed upon the hem I will remove tomorrow, with your permission. Madam,"
he said, with that startling simplicity with which he interlarded his re-
marks, "where can I sleep?"
Rising to her feet stiffly, but with more self-conscious dignity than she
had
found it necessary to assume for some while past, she motioned him to follow
her with a singularly wooden gesture, and led the way through the door.
Somewhere in the vaults of her bosom a tiny imprisoned bird had begun to
sing.
"Are you going forever and a day?" shouted the Doctor from his chair in
which he was spread out like a length of rope. "Am I to be marooned for-
ever, ha, ha, ha! for evermore and evermore?"
"For tonight, yes," replied his sister's voice. "Mister Steerpike will
see you in the morning."
The Doctor yawned with a final flash of his teeth, and fell fast asleep.
Miss Prunesquallor led Steerpike to the door of a room on the second floor.
Steerpike noticed that it was simple, spacious and
comfortable.
"I will have you called in the morning, after which I will instruct you
in your duties. Do you hear me? Do you hear me?"
"With great pleasure, madam."
Her passage to the door was more stilted than ever, for she had not for
a very long while made such an effort to walk attractively. The black silk
of her dress gleamed in the candlelight and rustled at the knees. She turn-
ed her head at the door and Steerpike bowed, keeping his head down until
the door was closed and she had gone.
Moving quickly to the window he opened it. Across the courtyard the moun-
tainous outline of Gormenghast Castle rose darkly into the night. The cool
air fanned his big protruding forehead. His face remained like a mask, but
deep down in his stomach he grinned.
WHILE THE OLD NURSE DOZES
For the time being Steerpike must be left at the Prunesquallors, where
in
the somewhat elastic capacity of odd-job man, medical assistant, lady's help
and conversationalist, he managed to wedge himself firmly into the structure
of the household. His ingratiating manner had, day by day, a more insidious
effect, until he was looked upon as part of the menage, being an alien only
with the cook who, as an old retainer, felt no love for an upstart and treat-
ed him with undisguised suspicion.
The Doctor found him extremely quick to learn and within a few weeks Steer-
pike was in control of all the dispensary work. Indeed, the chemicals and
drugs had a strong fascination for the youth and he would often be found
compiling mixtures of his own invention.
Of the compromising and tragic circumstances that were the outcome of all
this, is not yet time to speak.
Within the castle the time-honoured rituals were performed daily. The ex-
citement following upon the birth of Titus had in some degree subsided.
The Countess, against the warnings of her medical adviser was, as she had
declared she would be, up and about. She was, it is true, very weak at
first, but so violent was her irritation at not being able to greet the
dawn as was her habit, accompanied by a white tide of cats, that she de-
fied the lassitude of her body.
She had heard the cats crying to her from the lawn sixty feet below her
room as she lay in bed those three mornings after little Titus had been
delivered, and lying there hugely in her candlelit room she had yearned
to be with them, and beads of sweat had stood out upon her skin as in her
agony she hankered for strength.
Had not her birds been with her, the frustration of her spirit must surely
have done her more than the physical harm of getting up. The constantly
changing population of her feathered children were the solace of those
few days that seemed to her like months. The white rook was the most con-
stant in his re-appearances at the ivy-choked window, although up to the
moment of her confinement he had been the most fickle of visitors.
In her deep voice she would hold converse with him for an hour at a time,
referring to him as "Master Chalk' or her "wicked one'. All her companions
came. Sometimes the room was alive with song. Sometimes, feeling the need
to exercise their pinions in the sky, a crowd of them would follow one an-
other through the window of ivy, around which in the shadowy air as they
waited their turn to scramble through, a dozen birds at a time would hover,
fall and rise, rattling their many-coloured wings.
Thus it might be that from time to time she would be almost deserted. On
one occasion only a stonechat and a bedraggled owl were with her.
Now she was strong enough to walk and watch them circling in the sky or to
sit in her arbour at the end of the long lawn, and with the sunlight smou-
ldering in the dark red hair and lying wanly over the area of her face and
neck, watch the multiform and snow-white convolutions of her malkins.
Mrs Slagg had found herself becoming more and more dependent upon Keda's
help. She did not like to admit this to herself. There was something so
still about Keda which she could not understand. Every now and again she
made an effort to impress the girl with an authority which she did not
possess, keeping on the alert to try and find some fault in her. This was
so obvious and pathetic that it did not annoy the girl from the Mud Dwell-
ings. She knew that an hour or so afterwards when Mrs Slagg felt that her
position was once again established, the old nurse would run up to her,
nearly in tears for some petty reason or other and bury her shaking head
in Keda's side.
Fond as Keda had become of Titus whom she had suckled and cared for
tenderly, she had begun to realize that she must return to the Mud Dwell-
ings. She had left them suddenly as a being who, feeling that Providence
has called him, leaves the old life suddenly for the new. But now she real-
ized that she had made a mistake and knew that she would be false to re-
main any longer in the castle than was necessary for the child. Not so much
a mistake as a crime against her conscience, for it was with a very real rea-
son that she had accompanied Mrs Slagg at such short notice.
Day after day from the window in the small room she had been given next
to Mrs Slagg's she gazed to where the high surrounding wall of the castle
grounds hid from her sight the Dwellings that she had known since her in-
fancy, and where during the last year her passions had been so cruelly
stirred.
Her baby, whom she had buried so recently, had been the son of an old
carver of matchless reputation among the Dwellers. The marriage had been
forced upon her by the iron laws. Those sculptors who were unanimously
classed as pre-eminent were, after the fiftieth year, allowed to choose
a bride from among the damsels, and against their choice no shadow of
objection could be raised. This immemorial custom had left Keda no op-
tion but to become the wife of this man, who, though a sour and uncouth
old creature, burned with a vitality that defied his years.
From the morning until the light failed him he would be with his carvings.
He would peer at it from all angles, or crouch grotesquely at some dist-
ance, his eyes narrowed in the sunlight. Then, stealing up upon it, it
would seem that he was preparing to strike like a beast attacking its par-
alysed quarry; but on reaching the wooden form he would run his great hand
over the surfaces as a lover will fondle the breasts of his mistress.
Within three months from the time when he and Keda had performed the marr-
iage ceremony, standing alone upon the marriage hill, to the south of the
Twisted Woods, while an ancient voice called to them through the half-lit
distances, their hands joined, her feet upon his--within the three months
that followed he had died. Suddenly letting the chisel and the hammer fall
to the ground, his hands had clutched at his heart, his lips had drawn
themselves away from his teeth, and he had crumpled up, his energy passing
out of him and leaving only the old dry sack of his body. Keda was alone.
She had not loved him but had admired him and the passion that consumed
him as an artist. Once more she was free save that, on the day that he
died, she felt within her the movement of another life than her own and
now, nearly a year later, her first born was lying near the father, life-
less, in the dry earth.
The dreadful and premature age that descended so suddenly upon the faces
of the Dwellers had not yet completely fallen over her features. It was
as though it was so close upon her that the beauty of her face cried out
against it, defying it, as a stag at bay turns upon the hounds with a
pride of stance and a shaking of antlers.
A hectic beauty came upon the maidens of the Mud buildings a month or so
before the ravages to which they were predestined attacked them. From in-
fancy until this tragic interim of beauty their loveliness was of a strange
innocence, a crystal like tranquillity that held no prescience of the fut-
ure. When in this clearness the dark seeds began to root and smoke was
mixed with the flame, then, as with Keda now, a thorny splendour struck
outward from their features.
One warm afternoon, sitting in Mrs Slagg's room with Titus at her breast,
she turned to the old nurse and said quietly: "At the end of the month I
shall return to my home. Titus is strong and well and he will be able to
do without me."
Nannie, whose head had been nodding a little, for she was always either
dropping off for a nap or waking up from one, opened her eyes when Keda's
words had soaked into her brain. Then she sat up very suddenly and in a
frightened voice called out: "No! no! you mustn't go. You mustn"T!
You
mustn"T! Oh, Keda, you know how old I am." And she ran across
the room to
hold Keda's arm. Then for the sake of her dignity: "I've told you not to
call him Titus," she cried in a rush. "'Lord Titus” or 'his Lordship,”
is what you should say." And then, as though with relief, she fell back
upon her trouble. "Oh, you can't go! you can't go!"
"I must go," said Keda. "There are reasons why I must go."
"Why? why? why?" Nannie cried out through the tears that were beginning
to run jerkily down her foolish wrinkled face. "Why must you go?" Then
she stamped a tiny slippered foot that made very little noise. "You must
answer me! You must! Why are you going away from me?" Then, clenching her
hands--"I'll tell the Countess," she said, "I'll tell her."
Keda took no notice at all, but lifted Titus from one shoulder to another
where his crying ceased.
"He will be safe in your care," said Keda. "You must find another helper
when he grows older for he will be too much for you."
"But they won't be like you," shrilled Nannie Slagg, as though
she were
abusing Keda for her suitability. "They won't be like you. They'll bully me.
Some of them bully old women when they are like me. Oh, my weak heart!
my poor weak heart! what can I do?"
"Come," said Keda. "It is not as difficult as that."
"It is. It is!" cried Mrs Slagg, renewing her authority. "It's worse than
that, much worse. Everyone deserts me, because I'm old."
"You must find someone you can trust. I will try and help you,"
said Keda.
"Will you? will you?" cried Nannie, bringing her fingers up to her mouth
and staring at Keda through the red rims of her eyelids. "Oh, will you?
They make me do everything. Fuchsia's mother leaves everything to me. She
has hardly seen his little Lordship, has she? Has she?"
"No," said Keda. "Not once. But he is happy."
She lifted the infant away from her and laid him between the blankets in
his cot, where after a spell of whimpering he sucked contentedly at his
fist.
Nannie Slagg suddenly gripped Keda's arm again. "You haven't told
me why;
you haven't told me why," she said. "I want to know why you're
going away
from me. You never tell me anything. Never, I suppose I'm not worth tell-
ing. I suppose you think I don't matter. Why don't you tell me things?
Oh,
my poor heart, I suppose I'm too old to be told anything."
"I will tell you why I have to go," said Keda. 's it down and
listen." Nan-
nie sat upon a low chair and clasped her wrinkled hands together. "Tell
me
everything," she said.
Why Keda broke the long silence that was so much a part of her nature she
could not afterwards imagine, feeling only that in talking to one who would
hardly understand her she was virtually talking to herself. There had come
to her a sense of relief in unburdening her heart.
Keda sat upon Mrs Slagg's bed near the wall. She sat very upright and her
hands lay in her lap. For a moment or two she gazed out of the window at a
cloud that had meandered lazily into view. Then she turned to the old woman.
"When I returned with you on that first evening," said Keda quietly, "I was
troubled. I was troubled and I am still unhappy because of love, I feared
my future; and my past was sorrow, and in my present you had need of me and
I had need of refuge, so I came." She paused."
Two men from our Mud Dwellings loved me. They loved me too much and too vio-
lently." Her eyes returned to Nannie Slagg, but they hardly saw her, nor no-
ticed that her withered lips were pursed and her head tilted like a sparrow's.
She continued quietly.
"My husband had died. He was a Bright Carver, and died struggling. I would
sit down in the long shadows by our dwelling and watch a dryad's head from
day to day finding its hidden outline. To me it seemed he carved the child
of leaves. He would not rest, but fight; and stare--and stare. Always he
would stare, cutting the wood away to give his dryad breath. One evening
when I felt my unborn moving within me my husband's heart stopped beating
and his weapons fell. I ran to him and knelt beside his body. His chisel
lay in the dust. Above us his unfinished dryad gazed over the Twisted Woods,
an acorn between its teeth.
"They buried him, my rough husband, in the long sandy valley, the
valley of
graves where we are always buried. The two dark men who loved and love me
carried his body for me and they lowered it into the sandy hollow that they
had scooped. A hundred men were there and a hundred women; for he had been
the rarest of the carvers. The sand was heaped upon him and there was only
another dusty mound among the mounds of the Valley and all was very silent.
They held me in their eyes while he was buried--the two who love me. And I
could not think of him whom we were mourning. I could not think of death.
Only of life. I could not think of stillness, only of movement. I could not
understand the burying, nor that life could cease to be. It was all a dream.
I was alive, alive, and two men watched me standing. They stood beyond the
grave, on the other side. I saw only their shadows for I dared not lift up
my eyes to show my gladness. But I knew that they were watching me and I
knew that I was young. They were strong men, their faces still unbroken by
the cruel bane we suffer. They were strong and young. While yet my husband
lived I had not seen them. Though one brought white flowers from the Twist-
ed Woods and one a dim stone from the Gormen Mountain, yet I saw nothing of
them, for I knew temptation.
"That was long ago. All is changed. My baby has been buried and my
lovers
are filled with hatred for one another. When you came for me I was in tor-
ment. From day to day their jealousy had grown until, to save the shedding
of blood, I came to the castle. Oh, long ago with you, that dreadful night."
She stopped and moved a lock of hair back from her forehead. She did not
look at Mrs Slagg, who blinked her eyes as Keda paused and nodded her head
wisely.
"Where are they now? How many, many times have I dreamed of them! How
many, many times have I, into my pillow, cried:'Rantel!” whom I first saw
gath-
ering the Root, his coarse hair in his eyes … cried 'Braigon!” who stood
brood-
ing in the grove. Yet not with all of me am I in love. Too much of my own
quiet-
ness is with me. I am not drowned with them in Love's unkindness. I am
unable
to do aught but watch them, and fear them and the hunger in their eyes. The
rapture that possessed me by the grave has passed. I am tired now, with
a love
I do not quite possess. Tired with the hatreds I have woken. Tired that
I am the
cause and have no power. My beauty will soon leave me, soon, soon, and peace
will come. But ah! too soon."
Keda raised her hand and wiped away the slow tears from her cheeks. "I must
have love," she whispered.
Startled at her own outburst she stood up beside the bed rigidly. Then her
eyes turned to the nurse. Keda had been so much alone in her reverie that it
seemed natural to her to find that the old woman was asleep. She moved to the
window. The afternoon light lay over the towers. In the straggling ivy beneath
her a bird rustled. From far below a voice cried faintly to some unseen figure
and stillness settled again. She breathed deeply, and leaned forward into the
light. Her hands grasped the frame of the window on her either side and her
eyes from wandering across the towers were drawn inexorably to that high en-
circling wall that hid from her the houses of her people, her childhood, and
the substance of her passion.
FLAY BRINGS A MESSAGE
Autumn returned to Gormenghast like a dark spirit re-entering its stronghold.
Its breath could be felt in forgotten corridors--Gormenghast had itself become
autumn. Even the denizens of this fastness were its shadows.
The crumbling castle, looming among the mists, exhaled the season, and every
cold stone breathed it out. The tortured trees by the dark lake burned and
dripped, and their leaves snatched by the wind were whirled in wild circles
through the towers. The clouds mouldered as they lay coiled, or shifted them-
selves uneasily upon the stone skyfield, sending up wreaths that drifted
through the turrets and swarmed up the hidden walls.
From high in the Tower of Flints the owls inviolate in their stone galleries
cried inhumanly, or falling into the windy darkness set sail on muffled cours-
es for their hunting grounds. Fuchsia was less and less to be found in the
castle. As, with every day that passed, the weather became increasingly men-
acing, so she seemed to protract the long walks that had now become her chief
pleasure. She had captured anew the excitement that had once filled her when
with Mrs Slagg, several years before, she had insisted on dragging her nurse
on circuitous marches which had seemed to the old lady both hazardous and un-
necessary. But Fuchsia neither needed nor wanted a companion now.
Revisiting those wilder parts of the environs that she had almost forgotten,
she experienced both exaltation and loneliness. This mixture of the sweet and
bitter became necessary to her, as her attic had been necessary. She watched
with frowning eyes the colour changing on the trees and loaded her pockets with
long golden leaves and fire-coloured ferns and, indeed, with every kind of ob-
ject which she found among the wood and rocky places. Her room became filled
with stones of curious shapes that had appealed to her, fungi resembling hands
or plates; queer-shaped flints and contorted branches; and Mrs Slagg, knowing
it would be fruitless to reproach her, gazed each evening, with her fingers
clutching her lower lip, at Fuchsia emptying her pockets of fresh treasures
and at the ever-growing hoard that had begun to make the room a tortuous place
to move about in.
Among Fuchsia's hieroglyphics on the wall great leaves had begun to take resi-
dence, pinned or pasted between her drawings, and areas of the floor were piled
with trophies.
"Haven't you got enough, dear?" said Nannie, as Fuchsia entered
late one eve-
ning and deposited a moss-covered boulder on her bed. Tiny fronds of fern em-
erged here and there from the moss, and white flowers the size of gnats.
Fuchsia had not heard Nannie's question, so the little old creature advanced
to the side of the bed.
"You've got enough now, haven't you, my caution? Oh, yes, yes, I think
so.
Quite enough for your room now, dear. How dirty you are, my … Oh, my poor
heart, how unappetising you are."
Fuchsia tossed back her dripping hair from her eyes and neck, so that it hung
in a heavy clump like black seaweed over the collar of her cape. Then after
undoing a button at her throat with a desperate struggle, and letting the
corded velvet fall to her feet, she pushed it under her bed with her foot.
Then she seemed to see Mrs Slagg for the first time. Bending forward she
kissed her savagely on the forehead and the rain dripped from her on to the
nurse's clothes.
"Oh, you dirty thoughtless thing! you naughty nuisance. Oh, my poor heart, how
could you?" said Mrs Slagg, suddenly losing her temper and stamping her foot.
"All over my black satin, you dirty thing. You nasty wet thing. Oh, my poor
dress! Why can't you stay in when the weather is muddy and blowy? You always
were unkind to me! Always, always."
"That's not true," said Fuchsia, clenching her hands. The poor
old nurse began
to cry.
"Well, is it, is it?" said Fuchsia.
"I don't know. I don't know at all," said Nannie. "Everyone's
unkind to me;
how should I know?"
"Then I'm going away', said Fuchsia.
Nannie gulped and jerked her head up. "Going away?" she cried in a querulous
voice. "No, no! you mustn't go away." And then with an inquisitive
look strug-
gling with the fear in her eyes, "Where to?" she said. "Where could you go to,
dear?"
"I'd go far away from here--to another kind of land', said Fuchsia, "where peo-
ple who didn't know that I was the Lady Fuchsia would be surprised when
I told
them that I was; and they would treat me better and be more polite and do some
homage sometimes. But I wouldn't stop bringing home my leaves and shining peb-
bles and fungi from the woods, whatever they thought'.
"You'd go away from me?" said Nannie in such a melancholy voice that Fuchsia
held her in her strong arms.
"Don't cry," she said. "It isn't any good."
Nannie turned her eyes up again and this time they were filled with the love
she felt for her "child'. But even in the weakness of her compassion she felt
that she should preserve her station and repeated: "Must you go into the dir-
ty water, my own one, and tear your clothes just like you've always done,
caution dear? Aren't you big enough to go out only on nice days?"
"I like the autumn weather," said Fuchsia very slowly. "Do
that's why I go
out to look at it."
"Can't you see it from out of your window, precious?" said Mrs
Slagg. "Then
you would keep warm at the same time, though what there is to stare at I
don't know; but there, I'm only a silly old thing."
"I know what I want to do, so don't you think about it any more',
said Fuch-
sia. "I'm finding things out."
"You're a wilful thing," said Mrs Slagg a little peevishly, "but I know much
more than you think about all sorts of things. I do; yes, I do; but I'll get
you your tea at once. And you can have it by the fire, and I will bring the
little boy in because he ought to be awake by now. Oh dear! there is so much
to do. Oh, my weak heart, I wonder how long I will last."
Her eyes, following Fuchsia's, turned to the boulder around which a wet mark
was spreading on the patchwork quilt.
"You're the dirtiest terror in the world," she said. "What's that stone for?
What is it for, dear? What's the use of it? You never listen. Never. Nor grow
any older like I told you to. There's no one to help me now. Keda's gone, and
I do everything." Mrs Slagg wiped her eyes with the back of her hand. "Change
your wet clothes or I won't bring you anything and your dirty wet shoes
at
once!" … Mrs Slagg fumbled at the door handle, opened the door and shuffled
away down the corridor, one hand clasped at her chest.
Fuchsia removed her shoes without untying the laces by treading on the heels
and working her feet loose. Mrs Slagg had made up a glowing fire and Fuchsia,
pulling off her dress, rubbed her wet hair with it. Then, wrapping a warm
blanket about her, she fell back into a low armchair that had been drawn up
to the fire and, sinking into its familiar softness, gazed absently at the
leaping flames with halfclosed eyes.
When Mrs Slagg returned with a tray of tea and toasted scones, currant bread,
butter and eggs and a jar of honey, she found Fuchsia asleep.
Placing the tray on the hearth she tip-toed to the door and disappeared, to
return within the minute with Titus in her arms. He was dressed in a white
garment which accentuated what warmth of colour there was in his face. At
birth he had been practically bald, but now, though it was only two months
later, he was blessed with a mop of hair as dark as his sister's.
Mrs Slagg sat down with Titus in a chair opposite Fuchsia and peered weakly
at the girl, wondering whether to wake her at once or whether to let her
finish her sleep and then to make another pot of tea. "But the scones will
be cold, too', she said to herself. "Oh, how tiresome she is." But her pro-
blem was solved by a loud single knuckle-rap at the door, which caused her
to start violently and clutch Titus to her shoulder, and Fuchsia to wake
from her doze.
"Who is it?" cried Mrs Slagg. "Who is it?"
"Flay," said the voice of Lord Sepulchrave's servant. The door opened a few
inches and a bony face looked in from near the top of the door.
"Well?" said Nannie, jerking her head about. "Well? Well? What is it?"
Fuchsia turned her head and her eyes moved up the fissure between the door
and the wall until they came at last to settle on the cadaverous features.
"Why don't you come inside?" she said.
"No invitation," said Flay flatly. He came forward, his knees cracking at
each step. His eyes shifted from Fuchsia to Mrs Slagg and from Mrs Slagg to
Titus, and then to the loaded tea-tray by the fire, on which they lingered
before they returned to Fuchsia wrapped in her blanket. When he saw she
was still looking at him his right hand raised itself like a bunch of blunt
talons and began to scratch at a prominent lump of bone at the back of his
head.
"Message from his Lordship, my Lady," he said; and then his eyes returned
to the tea-tray.
"Does he want me?" said Fuchsia.
"Lord Titus," said Flay, his eyes retaining upon their lenses the pot of
tea, toasted scones, currant bread, butter, eggs and a jar of honey.
"He wants little Titus, did you say?" cried Mrs Slagg, trying to make her
feet reach the ground.
Flay gave a mechanical nod. "Got to meet me, quadrangle-arch, half-past
eight," added Flay, wiping his hands on his clothes. "He wants my little
Lordship, whispered the old nurse to Fuchsia, who although her first anti-
pathy to her brother had worn off had not acquired the same excited devo-
tion which Nannie lavished upon the infant. "He wants my little wonder."
"Why not?" said Flay and then relapsed into his habitual silence after
adding: "Nine o'clock--library."
"Oh, my poor heart, he ought to be in bed by then," gulped the nurse;
and clutched Titus even closer to her.
Fuchsia had been looking at the tea-tray as well.
"Flay," she said, "do you want to eat anything?"
By way of reply the spidery servant made his way at once across the room
to a chair which he had kept in the corner of his eye, and returned with
it to seat himself between the two. Then he took out a tarnished watch,
scowled at it as though it were his mortal enemy, and returned it to a
secret recess among his greasy black clothes.
Nannie edged herself out of the chair and found a cushion for Titus to
lie on in front of the fire, and then began to pour out the tea. Another
cup was found for Flay, and then for a long while the three of them sat
silently munching or sipping, and reaching down to the floor for what-
ever they needed but making no effort to look after each other. The fire-
light danced in the room, and the warmth was welcome, for outside or in
the corridors the wet earthy draughts of the season struck to the marrow.
Flay took out his watch again and, wiping his mouth with the back of his
hand, arose to his feet. As he did so, he upset a plate at the side of
his chair and it fell and broke on the floor. At the sound he started
and clutched the back of the chair and his hand shook. Titus screwed his
face up at the noise as though about to cry, but changed his mind.
Fuchsia was surprised at so obvious a sign of agitation in Flay whom she
had known since her childhood and on whom she had never before noticed
any sign of nerves.
"Why are you shaking?" she said. "You never used to shake."
Flay pulled himself together and then sat down suddenly again, and turn-
ed his expressionless face to Fuchsia. "It's the night," he said tone-
lessly. "No sleep, Lady Fuchsia." And he gave a ghastly mirthless laugh
like something rusty being scraped by a knife.
Suddenly he had regained his feet again and was standing by the door.
He opened it very gradually and peered through the aperture before he
began to disappear inch by inch, and the door clicked finally upon him.
"Nine o'clock," said Nannie tremulously. "What does your father want
with my little Lordship at nine o'clock? Oh, my poor heart, what does
he want him for?"
But Fuchsia, tired out from her long day among the dripping woods was
once more fast asleep, the red firelight flickering to and fro across
her lolling head.
THE LIBRARY
The library of Gormenghast was situated in the castle's Eastern wing
which protruded like a narrow peninsula for a distance out of all
proportion to the grey hinterland of buildings from which it grew. It
was from about midway along this attenuated East wing that the Tower
of Flints arose in scarred and lofty sovereignty over all the towers
of Gormenghast.
At one time this Tower had formed the termination of the Eastern wing,
but succeeding generations had added to it. On its further side the ad-
ditions had begun a tradition and had created the precedent for Exper-
iment, for many an ancestor of Lord Groan had given way to an architect-
ural whim and made an incongruous addition. Some of these additions had
not even continued the Easterly direction in which the original wing
had started, for at several points the buildings veered off into curves
or shot out at right angles before returning to continue the main trend
of stone.
Most of these buildings had about them the rough-hewn and oppressive
weight of masonry that characterized the main volume of Gormenghast,
although they varied considerably in every other way, one having at
its summit an enormous stone carving of a lion's head, which held be-
tween its jaws the limp corpse of a man on whose body was chiselled
the words: "He was an enemy of Groan'; alongside this structure was a
rectangular area of some length entirely filled with pillars set so
closely together that it was difficult for a man to squeeze between
them. Over them, at the height of about forty feet, was a perfectly
flat roof of stone slabs blanketed with ivy. This structure could nev-
er have served any practical purpose, the closely packed forest of
pillars with which it was entirely filled being of service only as
an excellent place in which to enjoy a fantastic game of hide-and-
seek.
There were many examples of an eccentric notion translated into arch-
itecture in the spine of buildings that spread eastwards over the un-
dulating ground between the heavy walls of conifer, but for the most
part they were built for some especial purpose, as a pavilion for en-
tertainments, or as an observatory, or a museum. Some in the form of
halls with galleries round three sides had been intended for concerts
or dancing. One had obviously been an aviary, for though derelict,
the branches that had long ago been fastened across the high central
hall of the building were still hanging by rusty chains, and about
the floor were strewn the broken remains of drinking cups for the
birds; wire netting, red with rust, straggled across the floor among
rank weeds that had taken root.
Except for the library, the Eastern wing, from the Tower of Flints
onwards, was now but a procession of forgotten and desolate relics,
an Ichabod of masonry that filed silently along an avenue of dreary
pine whose needles hid the sky.
The library stood between a building with a grey dome and one with
a facade that had once been plastered. Most of the plaster had fall-
en away, but scraps had remained scattered over the surface, stick-
ing to the stones. Patches of faded colour showed that a fresco had
once covered the entire face of the building. Neither doors nor win-
dows broke the stone surface. On one of the larger pieces of plaster
that had braved a hundred storms and still clung to the stone, it
was possible to make out the lower part of a face, but nothing else
was recognizable among the fragments.
The library, though a lower building than these two to which it was
joined at either end, was of a far greater length than either. The
track that ran alongside the Eastern wing, now in the forest and now
within a few feet of the kaleidoscopic walls shadowed by the branch-
es of the evergreens, ended as it curved suddenly inwards towards
the carved door. Here it ceased among the nettles at the top of
the three deep steps that led down to the less imposing of the two
entrances to the library, but the one through which Lord Sepulchrave
always entered his realm. It was not possible for him to visit his
library as often as he wished, for the calls made upon him by the
endless ceremonials which were his exacting duty to perform robbed
him for many hours each day of his only pleasure-- books.
Despite his duties, it was Lord Sepulchrave's habit to resort each
evening, however late the hour, to his retreat and to remain there
until the small hours of the following day.
The evening on which he sent Flay to have Titus brought to him
found Lord Sepulchrave free at seven in the evening, and sitting
in the corner of his library, sunk in a deep reverie.
The room was lit by a chandelier whose light, unable to reach the
extremities of the room lit only the spines of those volumes on
the central shelves of the long walls. A stone gallery ran round
the library at about fifteen feet above the floor, and the books
that lined the walls of the main hall fifteen feet below were con-
tinued upon the high shelves of the gallery.
In the middle of the room, immediately under the light, stood a
long table. It was carved from a single piece of the blackest mar-
ble, which reflected upon its surface three of the rarest volumes
in his Lordship's collection.
Upon his knees, drawn up together, was balanced a book of his
grandfather's essays, but it had remained unopened. His arms lay
limply at his side, and his head rested against the velvet of the
chair back. He was dressed in the grey habit which it was his cus-
tom to wear in the library. From full sleeves his sensitive hands
emerged with the shadowy transparency of alabaster. For an hour
he had remained thus; the deepest melancholy manifested itself in
every line of his body.
The library appeared to spread outwards from him as from a core.
His dejection infected the air about him and diffused its illness
upon every side. All things in the long room absorbed his melan-
cholia. The shadowing galleries brooded with slow anguish; the
books receding into the deep corners, tier upon tier, seemed each
a separate tragic note in a monumental fugue of volumes.
It was only on those occasions now, when the ritual of Gormenghast
dictated, that he saw the Countess. They had never found in each
other's company a sympathy of mind or body, and their marriage,
necessary as it was from the lineal standpoint, had never been
happy. In spite of his intellect, which he knew to be far and a-
way above hers, he felt and was suspicious of the heavy, forceful
vitality of his wife, not so much a physical vitality as a blind
passion for aspects of life in which he could find no cause for
interest. Their love had been passionless, and save for the know-
ledge that a male heir to the house of Groan was imperative, they
would have gladly forgone their embarrassing yet fertile union.
During her pregnancy he had only seen her at long intervals. No
doubt the unsatisfactory marriage had added to his native depress-
ion, but compared with the dull forest of his inherent melancholy
it was but a tree from a foreign region that had been trans-
planted and absorbed.
It was never this estrangement that grieved him, nor anything
tangible but a constant and indigenous sorrow.
Of companions with whom he could talk upon the level of his own
thought there were few, and of these only one gave him any sat-
isfaction, the Poet. On occasion he would visit that long, wedge-
headed man and find in the abstract language with which they
communicated their dizzy stratas of conjecture a temporary stir
of interest. But in the Poet there was an element of the ideal-
ist, a certain enthusiasm which was a source of irritation to
Lord Sepulchrave, so that they met only at long intervals.
The many duties, which to another might have become irksome and
appeared fatuous, were to his Lordship a relief and a relative
escape from himself. He knew that he was past all hope a victim
of chronic melancholia, and were he to have had each day to him-
self he would have had to resort constantly to those drugs that
even now were undermining his constitution.
This evening, as he sat silently in the velvet-backed chair, his
mind had turned to many subjects like a black craft, that though
it steers through many waters has always beneath it a deathly
image reflected among the waves. Philosophers and the poetry of
Death--the meaning of the stars and the nature of these dreams
that haunted him when in those chloral hours before the dawn the
laudanum built for him within his skull a tallow coloured world
of ghastly beauty.
He had brooded long and was about to take a candle that stood
ready on a table at his elbow and search for a book more in
keeping with his mood than were the essays on his knee, when he
felt the presence of another thought that had been tempering his
former cogitations, but which now stood boldly in his mind. It
had begun to make itself felt as something that clouded and dis-
turbed the clarity of his reflections when he had pondered on
the purpose and significance of tradition and ancestry, and now
with the thought detached from its erudite encumbrances he watch-
ed it advance across his brain and appear naked, as when he had
first seen his son, Titus.
His depression did not lift; it only moved a little to one side.
He rose to his feet and, moving without a sound, replaced the book
in a shelf of essays. He returned as silently to the table.
"Where are you?" he said.
Flay appeared at once from the darkness of one of the corners.
"What hour is it?"
Flay brought out his heavy watch. "Eight, your Lordship."
Lord Sepulchrave, with his head hanging forward on his breast,
walked up and down the length of the library for a few minutes.
Flay watched him as he moved, until his master stopped opposite
his servant.
"I wish to have my son brought to me by his nurse. I shall expect
them at nine. You will conduct them through the woods. You may
go."
Flay turned and, accompanied by the reports of his knee-joints,
disappeared into the shadows of the room. Pulling back the curtain
from before the door at the far end, he unlatched the heavy oak
and climbed the three steps into the night. Above him the great
branches of the pines rubbed against one another and grated in
his ears. The sky was overcast and had he not made this same jour-
ney through the darkness a thousand times he must surely have
lost himself in the night. To his right he could sense the spine
of the Western Wing although he could not see it. He walked on
and in his mind he said: "Why now? Had the summer to see his son
in. Thought he'd forgotten him. Should have seen the child long
ago. What's the game? Heir to Gormenghast to come through woods
on cold night. Wrong. Dangerous. Catch a cold. But Lordship knows.
He knows, I am only his servant. First servant. No one else that.
Chose me; ME, Flay, because he trusts me. Well may he trust me.
Ha, ha, ha! And why? they wonder. Ha ha! Silent as a corpse.
That's why."
As he neared the Tower of Flints the trees thinned and a few stars
appeared in the blackness above him. By the time the body of the
castle was reached only half the sky was hidden by the night clouds
and he could make out vague shapes in the darkness. Suddenly he
stopped, his heart attacking his ribs, and drew up his shoulders
to his ears; but a moment later he realized that the vague obese
patch of blackness a few feet from him was a shrub of clipped box
and not that figure of evil who now obsessed him.
He straddled onwards, and came at last to an entrance beneath the
sweep of an archway. Why he did not enter it at once and climb the
stairs to find Nannie Slagg he did not know. That he could see
through the archway and across the darkness of the servants' quad-
rangle a dim light in a high window of one of the kitchen build-
ings was in itself nothing unusual. There was generally a light
showing somewhere in the kitchen quarters although most of the
staff would have resorted to their underground dormitories by that
time of night. An apprentice given some fatigue duty to perform a-
fter his normal hours might be scrubbing a floor, or an especial
dish for the morrow might necessitate a few cooks working late
into the evening.
Tonight, however, a dull greenish light from a small window held
his eye, and before he realized that he was even intrigued, he
found that his feet had forestalled his brain and were carrying
him across the quadrangle.
On his way across he stopped twice to tell himself that it was a
pointless excursion and that he was in any case feeling extremely
cold; but he went on nevertheless with an illogical and inquisi-
tive itch overriding his better judgement.
He could not tell which room it was that gave forth this square,
greenish, glow. There was something unhealthy about its colour.
No one was about in the quadrangle; there were no other footsteps
but his own. The window was too high for even him to peer into,
although he could easily reach it with his hands. Once again he
said to himself: "What are you doing? Wasting your time. Told by
Lordship to fetch Nannie Slagg and child. Why are you here? What
are you doing?"
But again his thin body had anticipated him and he had begun to
roll away an empty cask from against the cloister walls.
In the darkness it was no easy matter to steer the barrel and to
keep it balanced upon the tilted rim as he rolled it towards the
square of light; but he managed with very little sound to bring
it eventually immediately under the window.
He straightened his back and turned his face up to the light that
escaped like a kind of gas and hovered about the window in the
haze of the autumn night.
He had lifted his right foot onto the barrel, but realized that
to raise himself into the centre of the window would cause his
face to catch the light from the room. Why, he did not know, but
the curiosity which he had felt beneath the low arch was now so
intense, that after lowering his foot and pulling the barrel to
the right of the small window, he scrambled upon it with a haste
that startled him. His arms were outstretched on either side a-
long the viewless walls and his fingers, spread out like the ribs
of a bone fan, began to sweat as he moved his head gradually to
the left. He could already see through the glass (in spite of a
sweep of old cobwebs, like a fly-filled hammock) the smooth stone
walls of the room beneath him; but he had still to move his head
further into the light in order to obtain a clear view of the
floor of the room.
The light that seeped in a dull haze through the window dragged
out as from a black canvas the main bone formation of Mr Flay's
head, leaving the eye sockets, the hair, an area beneath the nose
and lower lip, and everything that lay beneath the chin, as part
of the night itself. It was a mask that hung in the darkness.
Mr Flay moved it upwards inch by inch until he saw what he had by
some prophetic qualm known all along that it was his destiny to
see. In the room below him the air was filled with an intensifi-
cation of that ghastly green which he had noticed from across the
quadrangle. The lamp that hung from the centre of the room by a
chain was enclosed in a bowl of lime-green glass. The ghoulish
light which it spewed forth gave to every object in the room a
theatrical significance.
But Flay had no eyes for the few scattered objects in the night-
mare below him, but only for an enormous and sinister presence,
the sight of which had caused him to sicken and sway upon the
cask and to remove his head from the window while he cooled his
brow on the cold stones of the wall.
IN A LIME-GREEN LIGHT
Even in his nausea he could not help wondering what it was that
Abiatha Swelter was doing. He raised his head from the wall and
brought it by degrees to its former position.
This time Flay was surprised to find that the room appeared empty,
but, with a start at its dreadful nearness, he found that the chef
was sitting on a bench against the wall and immediately below him.
It was not easy to see him clearly through the filth and cobwebs of
the window, but the great pasty dome of his head surrounded by the
lamp-tinted whiteness of his swollen clothes, seemed, when Flay
located them, almost at arm's length. This proximity injected into
Mr Flay's bones a sensation of exquisite horror. He stood fascinated
at the pulpy baldness of the chef's cranium and as he stared a por-
tion of its pale plush contracted in a spasm, dislodging an October
fly. Nothing else moved. Mr Flay's eyes shifted for a moment and he
saw a grindstone against the wall opposite. Beside it was a wooden
stool. To his right, he saw two boxes placed about four feet apart.
On either side of these wooden boxes two chalk lines ran roughly
parallel to each other, and passed laterally along the room below Mr
Flay. Nearing the left hand wall of the room they turned to the right,
keeping the same space between them, but in their new direction they
could not proceed for more than a few feet before being obstructed
by the wall. At this point something had been written between them
in chalk, and an arrow pointed toward the wall. The writing was hard
to read, but after a moment Flay deciphered it as: 'To the Ninth
stairs.' This reading of the chalk came as a shock to Mr Flay, if
only for the reason that the Ninth stairs were those by which Lord
Sepulchrave's bedroom was reached from the floor below. His eyes
returned swiftly to the rough globe of a head beneath him, but
there was still no movement except perhaps the slight vibration of
the chef's breathing.
Flay turned his eyes again to the right where the two boxes were
standing, and he now realized that they represented either a door
or an entrance of some sort from which led this chalked passageway
before it turned to the right in the direction of the Ninth stairs.
But it was upon a long sack which had at first failed to attract
his attention that he now focused his eyes. It lay as though curl-
ed up immediately between and a little in advance of the two boxes.
As he scrutinized it, something terrified him, something nameless,
and which he had not yet had time to comprehend, but something
from which he recoiled.
A movement below him plucked his eyes from the sack and a huge
shape arose. It moved across the room, the whiteness of the
enveloping clothes tinctured by the lime-green lamp above. It
sat beside the grindstone. It held in its hand what seemed, in
proportion to its bulk, a small weapon, but which was in reality
a two-handed cleaver.
Swelter's feet began to move the treadles of the grindstone, and
it began to spin in its circles. He spat upon it rapidly three or
four times in succession, and with a quick movement slid the al-
ready razor-keen edge of the cleaver across the whirr of the stone.
Doubling himself over the grindstone he peered at the shivering
edge of the blade, and every now and then lifted it to his ear as
though to listen for a thin and singing note to take flight from
the unspeakable sharpness of the steel.
Then again he bent to his task and continued whetting the blade
for several minutes before listening once more to the invisible
edge. Flay began to lose contact with the reality of what he saw
and his brain to drift into a dream, when he found that the chef
was drawing himself upwards and travelling to that part of the
wall where the chalk lines ended and where the arrow pointed to
the Ninth staircase. Then he removed his shoes, and lifted his
face for the first time so that Mr Flay could see the expression
that seeped from it. His eyes were metallic and murderous, but
the mouth hung open in a wide, fatuous smile.
Then followed what appeared to Flay an extraordinary dance, a
grotesque ritual of the legs, and it was some time before he
realized, as the cook advanced by slow, elaborate steps between
the chalk lines, that he was practising tip-toeing with absolute
silence.
"What's he practising that for?" thought Flay, watching the in-
tense and painful concentration with which Swelter moved forward
step by step, the cleaver shining in his right hand. Flay glanced
again at the chalk arrow. "He's come from the ninth staircase:
he's turned left down the worn passage. There's no rooms right or
left in the worn passage. I ought to know. He's approaching the
Room." In the darkness Flay turned as white as death.
The two boxes could represent only one thing-- the door-posts of
Lord Sepulchrave's bedroom. And the sack …
He watched the chef approach the symbol of himself asleep outside
his master's room, curled up as he always was. By now the tardiness
of the approach was unendingly slow. The feet in their thick soles
would descend an inch at a time, and as they touched the ground the
figure cocked his head of lard upon one side and his eyes rolled
upwards as he listened for his own footfall. When within three feet
of the sack the chef raised the cleaver in both hands and with his
legs wide apart to give him a broader area of balance, edged his
feet forward, one after the other, in little, noiseless shiftings.
He had now judged the distance between himself and the sleeping
emblem of his hate. Flay shut his eyes as he saw the cleaver rise
in the air above the cumulous shoulder and the steel flared in the
green light.
When he opened his eyes again, Abiatha Swelter was no longer by the
sack, which appeared to be exactly as he had last seen it. He was at
the chalk arrow again and was creeping forward as before. The horror
that had filled Flay was aggravated by a question that had entered
his mind. How did Swelter know that he slept with his chin at his
knees? How did Swelter know his head always pointed to the east? Had
he been observed during his sleeping hours? Flay pressed his face
to the window for the last time. The dreadful repetition of the same
murderous tip-toeing journey towards the sack, struck such a blow at
the very centre of his nervous control that his knees gave way and he
sank to his haunches on the barrel and wiped the back of his hand a-
cross his forehead. Suddenly his only thought was of escape-- of es-
cape from a region of the castle that could house such a friend; to
escape from that window of green light; and, scrambling from the cask,
he stumbled into the mist-filled darkness and, never turning his head
again to the scene of horror, made tracks for the archway from whence
he had deviated so portentously from his course.
Once within the building he made directly for the main stairs and with
gigantic paces climbed like a mantis to the floor in which Nannie Slagg's
room was situated. It was some time before he came to her door, for the
west wing in which she lived was on the opposite side of the building
and necessitated a detour through many halls and corridors.
She was not in her room, and so he went at once to Lady Fuchsia's,
where, as he had surmised, he found her sitting by the fire with little
of the deference which he felt she should display in front of his Lord-
ship's daughter.
It was when he had knocked at the door of the room with the knuckly sin-
gle rap, that he had wakened Fuchsia from her sleep and startled the old
nurse. Before he had knocked on the panels he had stood several minutes
recovering his composure as best he could. In his mind emerged the pic-
ture of himself striking Swelter across the face with the chain, long
ago as it seemed to him now in the Cool room. For a moment he started
sweating again and he wiped his hands down his sides before he entered.
His throat felt very dry, and even before noticing Lady Fuchsia and the
nurse he had seen the tray. That was what he wanted. Something to drink.
He left the room with a steadier step and, saying that he would await
Mrs Slagg and Titus under the archway and escort her to the library, he
left them.
REINTRODUCING THE TWINS
At the same moment that Flay was leaving Fuchsia's bedroom, Steerpike
was pushing back his chair from the supper table at the Prunesquallors',
where he had enjoyed, along with the Doctor and his sister Irma, a very
tender chicken, a salad and a flask of red wine; and now, the black cof-
fee awaiting them on a little table by the fire, they were preparing to
take up warmer and more permanent stations. Steerpike was the first to
rise and he sidled around the table in time to remove the chair from be-
hind Miss Prunesquallor and to assist her to her feet. She was perfectly
able to take care of herself, in fact she had been doing it for years,
but she leaned on his arm as she slowly assumed the vertical.
She was swathed to her ankles in maroon-coloured lace. That her gowns
should cling to her as though they were an extra layer of skin was to
her a salient point, in spite of the fact that of all people it was for
her to hide those angular outcrops of bone with which Nature had endow-
ed her and which in the case of the majority of women are modified by a
considerate layer of fat.
Her hair was drawn back from her brow with an even finer regard for sym-
metry than on the night when Steerpike had first seen her, and the knot
of grey twine which formed a culmination as hard as a boulder, a long
way down the back of her neck, had not a single hair out of place.
The Doctor had himself noticed that she was spending more and more time
upon her toilette, although it had at all times proved one of her most
absorbing occupations; a paradox to the Doctor's mind which delighted
him, for his sister was, even in his fraternal eyes, cruelly laden with
the family features. As she approached her chair to the left of the fire,
Steerpike removed his hand from her elbow, and, shifting back the Doc-
tor's chair with his foot while Prunesquallor was drawing the blinds,
pulled forward the sofa into a more favourable position in front of the
fire.
"They don't meet-- I said "They don't meet”," said Irma
Prunesquallor,
pouring out the coffee.
How she could see anything at all, let alone whether they met or not,
through her dark glasses was a mystery.
Dr Prunesquallor, already on his way back to his chair, on the padded
arms of which his coffee was balancing, stopped and folded his hands at
his chin.
"To what are you alluding, my dear? Are you speaking of a brace of spir-
its? ha ha ha!-- twin souls searching for consummation, each in the o-
ther? Ha ha! ha ha ha! Or are you making reference to matters more ter-
restrial? Enlighten me, my love."
"Nonsense," said his sister. "Look at the curtains, I said: 'Look at the
curtains”."
Dr Prunesquallor swung about.
"To me," he said, "They look exactly like curtains. In fact,
they are
curtains. Both of them. A curtain on the left, my love, and a curtain
on the right. Ha ha! I'm absolutely certain they are!"
Irma, hoping that Steerpike was looking at her, laid down her coffee-
cup.
"What happens in the middle, I said; what happens right down the mid-
dle?" Her pointed nose warmed, for she sensed victory.
"There is a great yearning one for the other. A fissure of impalpable
night divides them, Irma, my dear sister, there is a lacuna."
"Then kill it," said Irma, and sank back into her chair. She glanced at Steer-
pike, but he had apparently taken no notice of the conversation and
she was disappointed. He was leaning back into one corner of the couch,
his legs crossed, his hands curled around the coffee-cup as though to
feel its warmth, and his eyes were peering into the fire. He was evi-
dently far away.
When the Doctor had joined the curtains together with great deliber-
ation and stood back to assure himself that the Night was satisfactor-
ily excluded from the room, he seated himself, but no sooner had he
done so than there was a jangling at the door-bell which continued
until the cook had scraped the pastry from his hands, removed his
apron and made his way to the front door.
Two female voices were speaking at the same time.
"Only for a moment, only for a moment," they said. "Just passing--
On our way home-- Only for a moment-- Tell him we won't stay-- No,
of course not; we won't stay. Of course not. Oh no-- Yes, yes. Just
a twinkling-- only a twinkling."
But for the fact that it would have been impossible for one voice to
wedge so many words into so short a space of time and to speak so many
of them simultaneously, it would have been difficult to believe that
it was not the voice of a single individual, so continuous and uni-
form appeared the flat colour of the sound.
Prunesquallor cast up his hands to the ceiling and behind the convex
lenses of his spectacles his eyes revolved in their orbits. The voic-
es that Steerpike now heard in the passage were unfamiliar to his
quick ear. Since he had been with the Prunesquallors he had taken ad-
vantage of all his spare time and had, he thought, run to earth all
the main figures of Gormenghast. There were few secrets hidden from
him, for he had that scavenger like faculty of acquiring unashamedly
and from an infinite variety of sources, snatches of knowledge which
he kept neatly at the back of his brain and used to his own advantage
as opportunity offered.
When the twins, Cora and Clarice, entered the room together, he won-
dered whether the red wine had gone to his head. He had neither seen
them before nor anything like them. They were dressed in their inevit-
able purple.
Dr Prunesquallor bowed elegantly. "Your Ladyships," he said, "we are
more than honoured. We are really very much more than honoured, ha ha
ha!" He whinnied his appreciation. "Come right along, my dear ladies,
come right the way in, Irma, my dear, we have been doubly lucky in our
privileges. Why 'doubly” you say to yourself, why 'doubly”? Because,
O sister, they have both come, ha ha ha! Very much so, very much so."
Prunesquallor, who knew from experience that only a fraction of what
anyone said ever entered the brains of the twins, permitted himself a
good deal of latitude in his conversation, mixing with a certain syco-
phancy remarks for his own amusement which could never have been
made to persons more astute than the twins.
Irma had come forward, her iliac crest reflecting a streak of light.
'Very charmed, your Ladyships; I said 'very, very charmed”."
She attempted to curtsey, but her dress was too tight.
"You know my sister, of course, of course, of course. Will you have
coffee? Of course you will, and a little wine? Naturally-- or what
would you prefer?"
But both the Doctor and his sister found that the Ladies Cora and Clar-
ice had not been paying the slightest attention but had been staring
at Steerpike more in the manner of a wall staring at a man than a man
staring at a wall.
Steerpike in a well-cut uniform of black cloth, advanced to the sis-
ters and bowed. "Your Ladyships," he said, "I am delighted to have the
honour of being beneath the same roof. It is an intimacy that I shall
never forget." And then, as though he were ending a letter--
"I am your very humble servant," he added.
Clarice turned herself to Cora, but kept her eyes on Steerpike.
"He says he's glad he's under the same roof as us," she said.
"Under the same roof," echoed Cora. "He's very glad of it."
"Why?" said Clarice emptily. "What difference does it make about the
roof?"
"It couldn't make any difference whatever the roof's like," said
her
sister.
"I like roofs," said Clarice; "They are something I like
more than
most things because they are on top of the houses they cover, and
Cora and I like being over the tops of things because we love power,
and that's why we are both fond of roofs."
"That's why," Cora continued. "That's the reason. Anything
that's on
top of something else is what we like, unless it is someone we don't
like who's on top of something we are pleased with like ourselves.
We're not allowed to be on top, except that our own room is high, oh,
so high up in the castle wall, with our Tree--our own Tree that
grows from the wall, that is so much more important than anything
Gertrude has."
"Oh yes," said Clarice; 'she hasn't anything as important as
that.
But she steals our birds."
She turned her expressionless eyes to Cora, who met them as though
she were her sister's reflection. It may be that between them they
recognized shades of expression in each other's faces, but it is cer-
tain that no one else, however keen his eyesight, could have detect-
ed the slightest change in the muscles that presumably governed the
lack of expressions of their faces. Evidently this reference to
stolen birds was the reason why they came nearer to each other so
that their shoulders touched. It was obvious that their sorrow was
conjoined.
Dr Prunesquallor had, during all this, been trying to shepherd them
into the chairs by the fire, but to no avail. They had no thought
for others when their minds were occupied. The room, the persons a-
round them ceased to exist. They had only enough room for one
thought at a time.
But now that there was a sudden lull the Doctor, reinforced this
time by Irma, managed to shift the twins by means of a mixture of
deference and force and to get them established by the fire. Steer-
pike, who had vanished from the room, now returned with another pot
of coffee and two more cups. It was this sort of thing that pleased
Irma, and she tilted her head on its neck and turned up the corners
of her mouth into something approaching the coy.
But when the coffee was passed to the twins they did not want it.
One, taking her cue from the other, decided that she, or the other
one, or possibly both, or neither, did not want it.
Would they have anything to drink? Cognac, sherry, brandy, a li-
queur, cherry wine …?
They shook their heads profoundly.
"We only came for a moment," said Cora.
"Because we were passing," said Clarice. "That's the only
reason."
But although they refused on those grounds to indulge in a drink of
any sort, yet they gave no indication of being in a hurry to go,
nor had they for a long time anything to say, but were quite content
to sit and stare at Steerpike.
But after a long interval, halfway through which the Doctor and his
sister had given up all attempts to make conversation, Cora turned
her face to Steerpike.
"Boy," she said, "what are you here for?"
"Yes," echoed Clarice, "That's what we want to know."
"I want," said Steerpike, choosing his words, "only your gracious
patronage, your Ladyships. Only your favour." The twins turned their
faces towards each other and then at the same moment they returned
them to Steerpike.
's ay that again," said Cora.
"All of it," said Clarice.
"Only your gracious patronage, your Ladyships. Only your favour.
That is what I want."
"Well, we'll give it you," said Clarice. But for the first time the
sisters were at variance for a moment.
"Not yet," said Cora. "It's too soon for that."
"Much too soon," agreed Clarice. "It's not time yet to give him any
favour at all. What's his name?"
This was addressed to Steerpike.
"His name is Steerpike," was the youth's reply.
Clarice leaned forward in her chair and whispered to Cora across the
hearthrug: "His name is Steerpike."
"Why not?" said her sister flatly. "It will do."
Steerpike was, of course, alive with ideas and projects. These two
half-witted women were a gift. That they should be the sisters of Lord
Sepulchrave was of tremendous strategic value. They would prove an ad-
vance on the Prunesquallors, if not intellectually at any rate social-
ly, and that at the moment was what mattered. And in any case, the
lower the mentality of his employers the more scope for his own projects.
That one of them had said his name 'steerpike' would "do' had interested
him. Did it imply that they wished to see more of him? That would simp-
lify matters considerably.
His old trick of shameless flattery seemed to him the best line to take
at this critical stage. Later on, he would see. But it was another re-
mark that had appealed to his opportunist sense even more keenly, and
that was the reference to Lady Groan.
These ridiculous twins had apparently a grievance, and the object of it
was the Countess. This when examined further might lead in many direct-
ions. Steerpike was beginning to enjoy himself in his own dry, blood-
less way.
Suddenly as in a flash he remembered two tiny figures the size of halma
players, dressed in the same crude purple. Directly he had seen them en-
ter the room an echo was awakened somewhere in his subconscious, and al-
though he had put it aside as irrelevant to the present requirements,
it now came back with redoubled force and he recalled where he had seen
the two minute replicas of the twins.
He had seen them across a great space of air and across a distance of
towers and high walls. He had seen them upon the lateral trunk of a dead
tree in the summer, a tree that grew out at right angles from a high and
windowless wall.
Now he realized why they had said "Our Tree that grows from the wall
that is so much more important than anything Gertrude has." But then
Clarice had added: "But she steals our birds." What did that imply? He
had, of course, often watched the Countess from points of vantage with
her birds or her white cats. That was something he must investigate
further. Nothing must be let fall from his mind unless it were first
turned to and fro and proved to be useless.
Steerpike bent forward, the tips of his fingers together. "Your Lady-
ships," he said, "are you enamoured of the feathered tribe?-- Their
beaks, their feathers, and the way they fly?"
"What?" said Cora.
"Are you in love with birds, your Ladyships?" repeated Steerpike, more
simply.
"What?" said Clarice.
Steerpike hugged himself inside. If they could be as stupid as this,
he could surely do anything he liked with them.
"Birds," he said more loudly; "do you like them?"
"What birds?" said Cora. "What do you want to know for?"
"We weren't talking about birds," said Clarice unexpectedly.
"We hate them."
"They're such silly things," Cora ended.
"Silly and stupid; we hate them," said Clarice.
"Avis, avis, you are undone, undone!" came Prunesquallor's voice. "Your
day is over. Oh, ye hordes of heaven! the treetops shall be emptied of
their chorus and only clouds ride over the blue heaven."
Prunesquallor leaned forward and tapped Irma on the knee.
"Pretty pleasing," he said, and showed her all his brilliant teeth to-
gether. "What did you think, my riotous one?"
"Nonsense!" said Irma, who was sitting on the couch with Steerpike.
Feeling that as the hostess she had so far this evening had very lit-
tle opportunity of exhibiting what she, and she alone felt was her out-
standing talent in that direction, she bent her dark glasses upon Cora
and then upon Clarice and tried to speak to both of them at once.
"Birds," she said, with something arch in her voice and manner, "birds
depend-- don't you think, my dear Ladyships-- I said birds depend a lot
upon their eggs. Do you not agree with me? I said do you not agree with
me?"
"We're going now," said Cora, getting up.
"Yes, we've been here too long. Much too long. We've got a lot of sewing
to do. We sew beautifully, both of us."
"I am sure you do," said Steerpike. "May I have the privilege of appreci-
ating your craft at some future date when it is convenient for you?"
"We do embroidery as well," said Cora, who had risen and had approached
Steerpike.
Clarice came up to her sister's side and they both looked at him. "We do
a lot of needlework, but nobody sees it. Nobody is interested in us, you
see. We only have two servants. We used--'
"That's all," said Cora. "We used to have hundreds when
we were younger.
Our father gave us hundreds of servants, We were of great-- of great--'
"Consequence," volunteered her sister. "Yes, that's exactly what it was
that we were. Sepulchrave was always so dreamy and miserable, but he did
play with us sometimes; so we did what we liked. But now he doesn't ever
want to see us."
"He thinks he's so wise," said Cora.
"But he's no cleverer than we are."
"He's not as clever," said Clarice.
"Nor is Gertrude," they said almost at the same moment.
'she stole your birds, didn't she?" said Steerpike, winking at Prunesqual-
lor.
"How did you know?" they said, advancing on him a step further.
"Everyone knows, your Ladyships. Everyone in the castle knows," replied
Steerpike, winking this time at Irma.
The twins held hands at once and drew close together. What Steerpike had
said had sunk in and was making a serious impression on them. They had
thought it was only a private grievance, that Gertrude had lured away
their birds from the Room of Roots which they had taken so long prepar-
ing. But everyone knew! Everyone knew!
They turned to leave the room, and the Doctor opened his eyes, for he had
almost fallen asleep with one elbow on the central table and his hand pro-
pping his head. He arose to his feet but could do nothing more elegant
than to crook a finger, for he was too tired. His sister stood beside him
creaking a little, and it was Steerpike who opened the door for them and
offered to accompany them to their room. As they passed through the hall
he removed his cape from a hook. Flinging it over his shoulders with a
flourish he buttoned it at the neck. The cloak accentuated the highness
of his shoulders, and as he drew its folds about him, the spareness of
his body.
The aunts seemed to accept the fact that he was leaving the house with
them, although they had not replied when he had asked their permission
to escort them to their rooms.
With an extraordinary gallantry he shepherded them across the quadrangle.
"Everybody knows, you said." Cora's voice was so empty of feeling and
yet so plaintive that it must have awakened a sympathetic response in
anyone with a more kindly heart than Steerpike's.
"That's what you said," repeated Clarice.
"But what can we do? We can't do anything to show what we could do
if
only we had the power we haven't got," said Clarice lucidly. "We
used
to have hundreds of servants."
"You shall have them back," said Steerpike. "You shall have them all
back. New ones. Better ones. Obedient ones. I shall arrange it. They
shall work for you, through me. Your floor of the castle shall be a-
live again. You shall be supreme. Give me the administration to han-
dle, your Ladyships, and I will have them dancing to your tune--
whatever it is-- they'll dance to it."
"But what about Gertrude?"
"Yes, what about Gertrude," came their flat voices.
"Leave everything to me, I will secure your rights for you. You are
Lady Cora and Lady Clarice, Lady Clarice and Lady Cora. You must not
forget that. No one must be allowed to forget it."
"Yes, that's what must happen," said Cora.
"Everyone must think of who we are," said Clarice.
"And never stop thinking about it," said Cora.
"Or we will use our power," said Clarice.
"Meanwhile, I will take you to your rooms, dear ladies. You must trust
me. You must not tell anyone what we've said. Do you both understand?"
"And we'll get our birds back from Gertrude."
Steerpike took them by the elbows as they climbed the stairs.
"Lady Cora," he said, "you must try to concentrate on what I am saying
to you. If you pay attention to me I will restore you to your places of
eminence in Gormenghast from which Lady Gertrude has dethroned you."
"Yes."
"Yes."
The voices showed no animation, but Steerpike realized that only by
what they said, not by how they said it, could he judge whether their
brains reacted to his probing.
He also knew when to stop. In the fine art of deceit and personal ad-
vancement as in any other calling this is the hallmark of the master.
He knew that when he reached their door he would itch to get inside
and to see what sort of appointments they had and what on earth they
meant by their Room of Roots. But he also knew to a nicety the time
to slacken rein. Such creatures as the aunts for all their slowness
of intellect had within them the Groan blood which might at any mo-
ment, were a false step to be made, flare up and undo a month of
strategy. So Steerpike left them at the door of their apartments
and bowed almost to the ground. Then as he retired along the oak
passage, and was turning a corner to the left he glanced back at
the door where he had left the twins. They were still looking after
him, as motionless as a pair of waxen images.
He would not visit them tomorrow, for it would do them good to spend
a day of apprehension and of silly discussion between themselves.
In the evening they would begin to get nervous and need consoling,
but he would not knock at the door until the following morning.
Meanwhile he would pick up as much information as he could about
them and their tendencies.
Instead of crossing over to the Doctor's house when he had reached
the quadrangle he decided he would take a stroll across the lawns
and perhaps around by the terraces to the moat, for the sky had em-
ptied itself of cloud and was glittering fiercely with a hundred
thousand stars.
"THE FIR-CONES"
The wind had dropped, but the air was bitterly cold and Steerpike
was glad of his cape. He had turned the collar up and it stood stiff-
ly above the level of his ears. He seemed to be bound for somewhere
in particular, and was not simply out for a nocturnal stroll. That
peculiar half-walking, half-running gait was always with him. It
appeared that he was eternally upon some secret mission, as indeed
from his own viewpoint he generally was.
He passed into deep shadows beneath the arch, and then as though he
were a portion of that inky darkness that had awakened and disengaged
itself from the main body, he reappeared beyond the archway in the
half light.
For a long time he kept close to the castle walls, moving eastwards
continually. His first project of making a detour by way of the lawns
and the terraces where the Countess walked before breakfast had been
put aside, for now that he had started walking he felt an enjoyment
in moving alone, absolutely alone, under the starlight. The Prune-
squallors would not wait up for him. He had his own key to the front
door and, as on previous nights, after late wanderings he would pour
himself out a nightcap and perhaps enjoy some of the Doctor's tobacco
in his little stubby pipe before he retired.
Or he might, as he had so often done before during the night, resort
to the dispensary and amuse himself by compounding potions with lethal
possibilities. It was always to the shelf of poisons that he turned at
once when he entered and to the dangerous powders.
He had filled four small glass tubes with the most virulent of these
concoctions, and had removed them to his own room. He had soon absorbed
all that the Doctor, whose knowledge was considerable, had divulged on
the subject. Under his initial guidance he had, from poisonous weeds
found in the vicinity, distilled a number of original and death-dealing
pastes. To the Doctor these experiments were academically amusing.
Or on retiring to the Prunesquallors he might take down one of the Doc-
tor's many books and read, for these days a passion to accumulate know-
ledge of any and every kind consumed him; but only as a means to an end.
He must know all things, for only so might he have, when situations
arose in the future, a full pack of cards to play from. He imagined to
himself occasions when the conversation of one from whom he foresaw ad-
vancement might turn to astronomy, metaphysics, history, chemistry, or
literature, and he realized that to be able to drop into the argument a
lucid and exact thought, an opinion based on what might appear to be a
life-time study, would instantaneously gain more for him than an hour
of beating about the bush and waiting until the conversation turned
upon what lay within his scope of experience.
He foresaw himself in control of men. He had, along with his faculty
for making swift and bold decisions, an unending patience. As he read
in the evenings after the Doctor and Irma had retired for the night,
he would polish the long, narrow steel of the swordstick blade which
he had glimpsed and which he had, a week later, retrieved from the
pile of ancient weapons in the chill hall. When he had first drawn it
from the pile it had been badly tarnished, but with the skilful in-
dustry and patience with which he applied himself to whatever he un-
dertook, it had now become a slim length of white steel. He had after
an hour's hunting found the hollow stick which was screwed into the
innocent-looking hilt by a single turn of the wrist.
Whether on his return he would apply himself to the steel of his sword-
stick, and to the book on heraldry which he had nearly completed, or
whether in the dispensary he would grind in the mortar, with the red
oil, that feathery green powder with which he was experimenting, or
whether he would be too tired to do anything but empty a glass of cog-
nac and climb the stairs to his bedroom, he did not know, nor, for that
matter, was he looking so short a way ahead. He was turning over in
his mind as he walked briskly onwards not only every remark which he
could remember the twins having let fall during the evening, but the
trend of the questions which he proposed to put to them on the evening
of the day after tomorrow.
With his mind working like an efficient machine, he thought out prob-
able moves and parries, although he knew that in any dealings with the
aunts the illogical condition of their brains made any surmise or
scheming on his part extraordinarily difficult. He was working with
a low-grade material, but one which contained an element which natures
more elevated lack--the incalculable.
By now he had reached the most eastern corner of the central body of
the castle. Away to his left he could distinguish the high walls of
the west wing as they emerged from the ivy-blackened, sunset-facing
precipice of masonry that shut off the northern halls of Gormenghast
from the evening's light. The Tower of Flints could only be recognized
as a narrow section of the sky the shape of a long black ruler standing
upon its end, the sky about it was crowded with the stars.
It occurred to him as he saw the Tower that he had never investigated
the buildings which were, he had heard, continued on its further side.
It was too late now for such an expedition and he was thinking of mak-
ing a wide circle on the withered lawns which made good walking at
this corner of the castle, when he saw a dim light approaching him.
Glancing about, he saw within a few yards the black shapes of stunted
bushes. Behind one of these he squatted and watched the light, which
he recognized now as a lantern, coming nearer and nearer. It seemed
that the figure would pass within a few feet of him, and peering over
his shoulder to see in what direction the lantern was moving, he real-
ized that he was immediately between the light and the Tower of Flints.
What on earth could anyone want at the Tower of Flints on a cold night?
Steerpike was intrigued. He dragged his cape well over himself so that
only his eyes were exposed to the night air. Then, remaining as still
as a crouching cat, he listened to the feet approaching.
As yet the body of whoever it was that carried the lantern had not de-
tached itself from the darkness, but Steerpike, listening intently,
heard now not only the long footsteps but the regular sound of a dry
stick being broken. "Flay", said Steerpike to himself. But what was
that other noise? Between the regular sounds of the paces and the
click of the knee joints a third, a quicker, less positive sound,
came to his ears.
Almost at the same moment as he recognized it to be the pattering of
tiny feet, he saw, emerging from the night, the unmistakable silhou-
ettes of Flay and Mrs Slagg.
Soon the crunching of Flay's footsteps appeared to be almost on top
of him, and Steerpike, motionless as the shrub he crouched beneath,
saw the straggling height of Lord Sepulchrave's servant hastily pass
above him, and as he did so a cry broke out. A tremor ran down Steer-
pike's spine, for if there was anything that worried him it was the
supernatural. The cry, it seemed, was that of some bird, perhaps of
a seagull, but was so close as to disprove that explanation. There
were no birds about that night nor, indeed, were they ever to be
heard at that hour, and it was with some relief that he heard Nannie
Slagg whisper nervously in the darkness:
"There, there, my only... It won't be long, my little Lordship dear...
it won't be long now. Oh, my poor heart! why must it be at night?"
She seemed to raise her head from the little burden she carried and
to gaze up at the lofty figure who strode mechanically beside her;
but there was no answer.
"Things become interesting," said Steerpike to himself. "Lordships,
Flays and Slaggs, all heading for the Tower of Flints."
When they were almost swallowed into the darkness, Steerpike rose
to his feet and flexed his cape-shrouded legs to get the stiffness
from them, and then, keeping the sound of Mr Flay's knees safely
within earshot, he followed them silently.
Poor Mrs Slagg was utterly exhausted by the time they arrived at
the library, for she had consistently refused to allow Flay to car-
ry Titus, for he had, much against his better judgement, offered to
do so when he saw how she was continually stumbling over the irreg-
ularities of the ground, and when, among the conifers how she caught
her feet in the pine roots and ground creepers.
The cold air had thoroughly wakened Titus, and although he did not
cry it was obvious that he was disconcerted by this unusual adven-
ture in the dark. When Flay knocked at the door and they entered
the library, he began to whimper and struggle in the nurse's arms.
Flay retired to the darkness of his corner, where there was presum-
ably some chair for him to sit on. All he said was: "I've brought
them, Lordship." He usually left out the "your" as being unnecess-
ary for him as Lord Sepulchrave's primary attendant.
"Do I see," said the Earl of Groan, advancing down the room,
"I
have disturbed you, nurse, have I not? It is cold outside. I have
just been out to get these for him."
He led Nannie to the far side of the table. On the carpet in the
lamplight lay scattered a score of fir cones, each one with its
wooden petals undercut with the cast shadow of the petal above it.
Mrs Slagg turned her tired face to Lord Sepulchrave. For once she
said the right thing. "Are they for his little Lordship, sir?" she
queried. "Oh, he will love them, won't you, my only?"
"Put him among them. I want to talk to you," said the Earl. 's
it
down."
Mrs Slagg looked around for a chair and seeing none turned her eyes
pathetically towards his Lordship, who was now pointing at the floor
in a tired way. Titus, whom she had placed amongst the cones, was
alternately turning them over in his fingers and sucking
them.
"It's all right, I've washed them in rainwater," said Lord Groan.
's it on the floor, nurse, sit on the floor." Without waiting, he
himself sat upon the edge of the table, his feet crossed before him,
his hands upon the marble surface at his side.
"Firstly," he said, "I have had you come this way to tell you that
I have decided upon a family gathering here in a week's time. I
want you to inform those concerned. They will be surprised. That
does not matter. They will come. You will tell the Countess. You will
tell Fuchsia. You will also inform their Ladyships Cora and Clarice."
Steerpike, who had opened the door inch by inch, had crept up a stair-
way he had found immediately to his left. He had shut the door quietly
behind him and tip-toed up to a stone gallery which ran around the buil-
ding. Conveniently for him it was in the darkest shadow, and as he lean-
ed against the bookshelves which lined the walls and watched the pro-
ceedings below, he rubbed the palms of his hands together silently.
He wondered where Flay had got to, for as far as he could see there
was no other way out save by the main doorway, which was barred and
bolted. It seemed to him that he must, like himself, be standing or
sitting quietly in the shadows, and not knowing in what part of the
building that might be, he kept absolute silence.
"At eight o"clock in the evening, I shall be awaiting him and them,
for you must tell them I have in my mind a breakfast that shall be
in honour of my son."
As he said these words, in his rich, melancholy voice, poor Mrs Slagg,
unable to bear the insufferable depression of his spirit, began to
clutch her wrinkled hands together. Even Titus seemed to sense the
sadness which flowed through the slow, precise words of his father.
He forgot the fir cones and began to cry.
"You will bring my son Titus in his christening robes and will have
with you the crown of the direct heir to Gormenghast. Without Titus
the castle would have no future when I am gone. As his nurse, I must
ask you to remember to instil into his veins, from the very first, a
love for his birthplace and his heritage, and a respect for all of
the written and unwritten laws of the place of his fathers.
"I will speak to them, much against my own peace of spirit: I will
speak to them of this and of much more that is in my mind. At the
Breakfast, of which the details will be discussed on this same eve-
ning of next week, he shall be honoured and toasted. It shall be held
in the Refectory."
"But he is only two months old, the little thing," broke in Nannie
in a tear-choked voice. There is no time to lose, nevertheless," an-
swered the Earl. "And now, my poor old woman, why are you crying so
bitterly? It is autumn. The leaves are falling from the trees like burning
tears--the wind howls. Why must you mimic them?"
Her old eyes gazed at him and were filmed. Her mouth quivered. "I am
so tired, sir," she said.
"Then lie down, good woman, lie down," said Lord Sepulchrave. "It has
been a long walk for you. Lie down."
Mrs Slagg found no comfort in lying upon her back on the huge library
floor with the Earl of Groan talking to her from above in phrases that
meant nothing to her.
She gathered Titus to her side and stared at the ceiling, her tears
running into her dry mouth. Titus was very cold and had begun to
shiver.
"Now, let me see my son," said his Lordship slowly. "My son Titus. Is
it true that he is ugly?"
Nannie scrambled to her feet and lifted Titus in her arms.
"He is not ugly, your Lordship," she said, her voice quavering. "My
little one is lovely."
"Let me see him. Hold him up, nurse; hold him up to the light. Ah!
that is better. He has improved," said Lord Sepulchrave. "How old is
he?"
"Nearly three months," said Nannie Slagg. "Oh, my weak heart! he is
nearly three months old."
"Well, well, good woman, that is all. I have talked too much tonight.
That is all that I wanted--to see my son, and to tell you to inform
the Family of my desire to have them here at eight o"clock today week.
The Prunesquallors had better come as well. I will inform Sourdust
myself. Do you understand?"
"Yes, sir," said Nannie, already making for the door. "I will tell
them, sir. Oh, my poor heart, how tired I am!"
"Flay!" said Lord Sepulchrave, "Take the nurse back to her
room. You
need not return tonight. I shall have left in four hours" time. Have
my room prepared and the lanthorn on my bedside table. You may go."
Flay, who had emerged into the lamplight, nodded his head, relit the
wick of the lamp, and then followed Nannie Slagg out of the door and
up the steps to the starlight. This time he took no heed of her ex-
postulations, but taking Titus from her, placed him carefully into
one of his capacious jacket pockets, and then, lifting the tiny strug-
gling woman in his arms, marched solemnly through the woods to the
castle.
Steerpike followed, deep in thought, and did not even trouble to keep
them in sight.
Lord Sepulchrave, lighting a candle, climbed the staircase by the door
and, moving along the wooden balcony, came at last to a shelf of dusty
volumes. He blew the grey pollen from the vellum spine of one which he
tilted forward from the rest with his index finger and then, turning
over a page or two, near the beginning, made his way around the bal-
cony again and down the stairs.
When he had reached his seat he leaned back and his head fell forward
on his chest. The book was still in his hand. His sorrowful eyes wand-
ered about the room from under the proud bone of his brow, until they
fell at last upon the scattered fir cones.
A sudden uncontrollable gust of anger seized him. He had been childish
in gathering them. Titus had not in any case derived any amusement
from them.
It is strange that even in men of much learning and wisdom there can
be an element of the infantile. It may be that it was not the cones
themselves that angered him, but that they acted in some way as a re-
minder of his failures. He flung the book from him, and then immedia-
tely retrieved it, smoothing its sides with his shaking hands. He was
too proud and too melancholy to unbend and be the father of the boy
in anything but fact; he would not cease to isolate himself. He had
done more than he expected himself to do. At the breakfast which he
had envisaged he would toast the heir to Gormenghast. He would drink
to the Future, to Titus, his only son. That was all.
He sat back again in the chair, but he could not read.
KEDA AND RANTEL
When Keda came back to her people the cacti were dripping with the rain.
The wind was westerly, and above the blurred outline of the Twisted
Woods the sky was choked with crumpled rags. Keda stood for a moment
and watched the dark rulers of the rain slanting steadily from the rag-
ged edge of the clouds to the ragged edge of the woods. Behind the o-
paque formations the sun was hidden as it sank, so that but little
light was reflected from the empty sky above her.
This was the darkness she knew of. She breathed it in. It was the late
autumn darkness of her memories. There was here no taint of those sha-
dows which had oppressed her spirit within the walls of Gormenghast.
Here, once again an Outer dweller, she stretched her arms above her
head in her liberation.
"I am free," she said. "I am home again." But directly she had said
these words she knew that it was not so. She was home, yes, among the
dwellings where she was born. Here beside her, like an ancient friend,
stood the gaunt cactus, but of the friends of her childhood who were
left? Who was there to whom she could go? She did not ask for someone
in whom she could confide. She only wished that she might go unhesi-
tatingly to one who would ask no questions, and to whom she need not
speak.
Who was there? And against this question arose the answer which she
feared: There were the two men.
Suddenly the fear that had swept her died and her heart leapt with in-
explicable joy and as the clouds above her in the sky had rolled away
from their zenith, those that had choked her heart broke apart and left
her with an earthless elation and a courage that she could not under-
stand. She walked on in the gathering dusk and, passing by the empty
tables and benches that shone unnaturally in the darkness with the
film of the rain still upon them, she came at last to the periphery
of the mud dwellings.
It seemed at first as though the narrow lanes were deserted. The mud
dwellings, rising usually to a height of about eight feet, faced each
other across dark lanes like gullies, and all but met overhead. At this
hour in the lanes it would have been pitch dark if it had not been for
the dwellers" custom of hanging lamps above the doors of all their
houses, and lighting them at sunset.
Keda had turned several corners before she came upon the first sign
of life. A dwarf dog, of that ubiquitous breed that was so often to be
seen slinking along the mud lanes, ran past Keda on little mangy legs,
hugging the wall as he ran. She smiled a little. Since childhood she
had been taught to despise these scavenging and stunted curs, but as
she watched it slink past her she did not despise it, but in the sud-
den gladness that had filled her heart she knew of it only as a part
of her own being, her all-embracing love and harmony. The dog-urchin
had stopped a few yards after passing her and was sitting up on its
mangy haunches and scratching with one of its hind legs at an itch
beneath its ear. Keda felt her heart was breaking with a love so uni-
versal that it drew into its fiery atmosphere all things because they
were; the evil, the good, the rich, the poor, the ugly, the beautiful,
and the scratching of this little yellowish hound.
She knew these lanes so well that the darkness did not hinder her pro-
gress. The desertion of the mud lanes was, she knew, natural to that
hour of evening when the majority of the dwellers would be huddled
over their root fires. It was for this reason that she had left the
castle so late on her homeward journey. There was a custom among the
dwellers that when passing each other at night they should move their
heads into the light of the nearest door lamp and then, as soon as
they had observed one another, continue upon their journeys.
There was no need for them to show any expression; the chances were
that the mutual recognition of friends would be infrequent. The riv-
alry between the families and the various schools of carving was re-
lentless and bitter, and it would often happen that enemies would
find each other's features in this way within a few feet of their
own, lit by these hanging lamps; but this custom was rigorously ob-
served--to stare for a moment and pass on.
It had been Keda's hope that she would be able to reach her house,
the house which was hers through the death of her old husband, with-
out having to move into the lamplight and be recognized by a passing
Dweller, but now she did not mind. It seemed to her that the beauty
that filled her was keener than the edge of a sword and as sure a
protection against calumny and gossip, the jealousies and underground
hatreds which she had once feared.
What was it that had come over her? she wondered. A recklessness al-
ien to the whole quietness of her nature startled but fascinated her.
This, the very moment which she had anticipated would fill her with
anxiety--when the problems, to escape which she had taken refuge in
the castle, would lower themselves over her like an impenetrable fog
and frighten her--was now an evening of leaves and flame, a night of
ripples.
She walked on. From behind the rough wooden doors of many of the
dwellings she could hear the heavy voices of those within. She now
came to the long lane that led directly up to the sheer outer wall of
Gormenghast. This lane was a little broader than most, being about
nine feet wide and broadening at times to almost twelve. It was the
highway of the Dwellers, and the daily rendezvous for groups of the
Bright Carvers. Old women and men would sit at the doors, or hob-
ble on their errands, and the children play in the dust in the shift-
ing shadow of the great Wall that edged by degrees along the street
until by evening it had swallowed the long highway and the lamps were
lit. Upon the flat roof of many of the dwellings a carving would be
placed, and on evenings of sunset the easterly line of those wooden
forms would smoulder and burn and the westerly line against the light
in the sky would stand in jet-black silhouette, showing the sweeping
outlines and the harsh angles which the Dwellers delighted in con-
trasting.
These carvings were now lost in the upper darkness above the door
lamps, and Keda, remembering them as she walked, peered in vain for
a glimpse of them against the sky.
Her home did not lie in this highway but at the corner of a little
mud square where only the most venerable and revered of the Bright
Carvers were permitted to settle. In the centre of this square stood
the pride of the mud dwellers--a carving, some fourteen feet high,
which had been hewn several hundred years before. It was the only
one of that carver's works which the dwellers possessed although sev-
eral pieces from his hand were within the castle walls, in the Hall
of the Bright Carvings. There were diverse opinions as to who he
may have been, but that he was the finest of all the carvers was
never disputed. This work, which was repainted each year in its
original colours, was of a horse and rider. Hugely stylized and
very simple, the bulk of rhythmic wood dominated the dark square.
The horse was of the purest grey and its neck was flung backwards
in a converse arch so that its head faced the sky, and the coils of
its white mane were gathered like frozen foam about the nape of its
strained neck and over the knees of the rider, who sat draped in a
black cape. On this cape were painted dark crimson stars. He was
very upright, but his arms and hands, in contrast to the vitality
of the grey and muscular neck of the horse, hung limply at his sides.
His head was very sharply cut with the chisel and was as white as
the mane, only the lips and the hair relieving the deathlike mask,
the former a pale coral and the latter a dark chestnut brown. Rebel-
lious children were sometimes brought by their mothers to see this
sinister figure and were threatened with his disfavour should they
continue in their wrong-doing. This carving had a terror for them,
but to their parents it was a work of extraordinary vitality and bea-
uty of form, and with a richness of mysterious mood the power of
which in a work was one of their criteria of excellence.
This carving had come into Keda's mind as she approached that turn-
ing from the highway which led to the mud square, when she heard
the sound of feet behind her. Ahead, the road lay silent, the door
lamps lighting faintly small areas of the earth below them, but
giving no intimation of any passing figure. Away to the left, be-
yond the mud square, the sudden barking of a dog sounded in her
ears, and she became conscious of her own footsteps as she list-
ened to those that were overtaking her.
She was within a few yards of one of the door lamps and knowing
that were she to pass it before the approaching figure had done
so, then both she and the unknown man would have to walk together
in the darkness until the next lamp was reached, when the ritual
of scanning each other's features would be observed, Keda slack-
ened her pace, so that the observance might be more rapidly dis-
posed of and the follower, whoever he was, might proceed on his
way.
She stopped as she came to the light, nor in doing so and waiting
was there anything unusual, for such was the not infrequent habit
of those who were nearing the lamps and was, in fact, considered an
act of politeness. She moved through the glow of the lamp so that
on turning about the rays would illumine her face, and the approach-
ing figure would then both see her and be seen the more easily.
In passing under the lamp the light wavered on her dark brown hair
lighting its highest strands almost to the colour of barley, and
her body, though full and rounded, was upright and lithe, and this
evening, under the impact of her new emotion had in it a buoyancy,
an excitement, that through the eyes attacked the one who followed.
The evening was electric and unreal, and yet perhaps, thought Keda,
this is reality and my past life has been a meaningless dream. She
knew that the footsteps in the darkness which were now only a few
yards away were a part of an evening she would not forget and which
she seemed to have enacted long ago, or had foreseen. She knew that
when the footsteps ceased and she turned to face the one who follow-
ed she would find that he was Rantel, the more fiery, the more awk-
ward of the two who loved her.
She turned and he was standing there.
For a long time they stood. About them the impenetrable blackness
of the night shut them in as though they were in a confined space,
like a hall, with the lamp overhead.
She smiled, her mature, compassionate lips hardly parting. Her eyes
moved over his face--over the dark mop of his hair, his powerful jut-
ting brow, and the shadows of his eyes that stared as though fixed
in their sockets, at her own. She saw his high cheekbones and the
sides of his face that tapered to his chin. His mouth was drawn fine-
ly and his shoulders were powerful. Her breast rose and fell, and
she was both weak and strong. She could feel the blood flowing within
her and she felt that she must die or break forth into leaves and
flowers. It was not passion that she felt: not the passion of the
body, though that was there, but rather an exultation, a reaching for
life, for the whole of the life of which she was capable, and in that
life which she but dimly divined was centred love, the love for a man.
She was not in love with Rantel: she was in love with what he meant
to her as someone she could love.
He moved forward in the light so that his face was darkened to her
and only the top of his ruffled hair shone like wire.
"Keda," he whispered.
She took his hand. "I have come back."
He felt her nearness; he held her shoulders in his hands.
"You have come back," he said as though repeating a lesson. "Ah, Keda--
is this you? You went away. Every night I have watched for you." His
hands shook on her shoulders. "You went away," he said.
"You have followed me?" said Keda. "Why did you not speak to me by the
rocks?"
"I wanted to," he said, "but I could not."
"Oh, why not?"
"We will move from the lamp and then I will tell you," he said at last.
"Where are we going?"
"Where? To where should I go but to where I lived--to my house?"
They walked slowly. "I will tell you," he said suddenly. "I followed you
to know where you would go. When I knew it was not to Braigon I overtook
you."
"To Braigon?" she said. "Oh Rantel, you are still as unhappy."
"I cannot alter, Keda; I cannot change."
They had reached the square.
"We have come here for nothing," said Rantel, coming to a halt in the dark-
ness. "For nothing, do you hear me, Keda? I must tell you now. Oh, it is
bitterness to tell you."
Nothing that he might say could stop a voice within her that kept crying:
"I am with you, Keda! I am life! I am life! Oh, Keda, Keda, I am with you!"
But her voice asked him as though something separate from her real self
were speaking:
"Why have we come for nothing?"
"I followed you and then I let you continue here with me, but your house,
Keda, where your husband carved, has been taken from you. You can do no-
thing. When you left us the Ancients met, the Old Carvers, and they have
given your house to one who is of their company, for they say that now
that your husband is dead you are not worthy to live in the Square of the
Black Rider."
"And my husband's carvings," said Keda, "what has become
of them?"
While she waited for him to answer she heard his breathing quicken and
could dimly see him dragging his forearm over his brow.
"I will tell you," he said. "O fire! why was I so slow--so slow! While I
was watching for you, watching from the rocks, as I have done every night
since you left, Braigon broke into your house and found the Ancients div-
iding up your own carvings among themselves.
'she will not come back," they said of you. 'she is worthless. The carv-
ings will be left untended", they said, "and the grain-worm will attack
them." But Braigon drew his knife and sent them into a room below the
stairs and made twelve journeys and carried the carvings to his own house,
where he has hidden them, he says, until you come.
"Keda, Keda, what can I do for you? Oh Keda, what can I do?"
"Hold me close to you," she said. "Where is that music?"
In the silence they could hear the voice of an instrument.
"Keda..."
His arms were about her body and his face was deep in her hair.
She could hear the beating of his heart, for her head was lying close to
him. The music had suddenly ended and silence, as unbroken as the darkness
about them, returned.
Rantel spoke at last. "I will not live until I take you, Keda. Then I will
live, I am a Sculptor. I will create a glory out of wood, I will
hack for you a symbol of my love. It will curve in flight. It will leap.
It shall be of crimson and have hands as tender as flowers and feet that
merge into the roughness of earth, for it shall be its body that leaps.
And it shall have eyes that see all things and be violet like the edge of
the spring lightning, and upon the breast I shall carve your name--Keda,
Keda, Keda--three times, for I am ill with love."
She put up her hand and her cool fingers felt the bones of his brow and
his high cheekbones, and came to his mouth where they touched his lips.
After a little while Rantel said softly: "You have been crying?"
"With joy," she said.
"Keda..."
"Yes..."
"Can you bear cruel news?"
"Nothing can pain me any more," said Keda. "I am no longer the one you knew.
I am alive."
"The law that forced you in your marriage, Keda, may bind you again.
There
is another. I have been told he has been waiting for you, Keda, waiting for
you to return. But I could slay him, Keda, if you wish." His body toughened
in her arms and his voice grew harsher. 'shall I slay him?"
"You shall not speak of death," said Keda. "He shall not have me. Take me
with you to your house." Keda heard her own voice sounding like that of an-
other woman, it was so different and clear. "Take me with you--he
will not
take me after we have loved. They have my house, where else should I sleep
tonight but with you? For I am happy for the first time. All things are
clear to me. The right and the wrong, the true and the untrue. I have lost
my fear. Are you afraid?"
"I am not afraid!" cried Rantel into the darkness, "if we love one another."
"I love all, all," said Keda. "Let us not talk."
Dazed, he took her with him away from the square, and threading their way
through the less frequented lanes found themselves at last at the door of
a dwelling at the base of the castle wall.
The room they entered was cold, but within a minute Rantel had sent the
light from an open fire on the earth dancing across the walls. On the mud
floor was the usual grass matting common to all the dwellings.
"Our youth will pass from us soon," said Keda. "But we are young this mo-
ment and tonight we are together. The bane of our people will fall on us,
next year or the year after, but now--NOW, Rantel; it is NOW that fills us.
How quickly you have made the fire! Oh, Rantel, how beautifully you have
made it! Hold me again."
As he held her there was a tapping at the window; they did not move, but
only listened as it increased until the coarse slab of glass sunk in the
mud walls vibrated with an incessant drumming. The increasing volume of
the sudden rain was joined by the first howls of a young wind.
The hours moved on. On the low wooden boards, Rantel and Keda lay in the
warmth of the fire, defenceless before each other's love.
When Keda wakened she lay for some while motionless. Rantel's arm was
flung over her body and his hand was at her breast like a child's. Lifting
his arm she moved slowly from him, lowered his hand again softly to the
floor. Then she rose and walked to the door. And as she took the first
steps, there flashed through her the joyous realization that the mood of
invulnerability before the world was still with her. She unlatched the
door and flung it open. She had known that the outer wall of Gormenghast
would face her as she did so. Its rough base within a stone's throw would
rise like a sheer cliff. And there it was, but there was more. Ever since
she could remember anything the face of the outer wall had been like the
symbol of endlessness, of changelessness, of power, of austerity and of
protection. She had known it in so many moods. Baked to dusty whiteness,
and alive with basking lizards, she could remember how it flaked in the
sun. She had seen it flowering with the tiny pink and blue creeper flowers
that spread like fields of coloured smoke in April across acres of its
temperate surface. She had seen its every protruding ledge of stone, its
every jutting irregularity furred with frost, or hanging with icicles.
She had seen the snow sitting plumply on those juttings, so that in the
darkness when the wall had vanished into the night these patches of snow
had seemed to her like huge stars suspended.
And now this sunlit morning of late autumn gave to it a mood which she
responded to. But as she watched its sunny surface sparkling after a night
of heavy rain, she saw at the same moment a man sitting at its base, his
shadow on the wall behind him. He was whittling at a branch in his hand.
But although it was Braigon who sat there and who lifted his eyes as she
opened the door, she did not cry in alarm or feel afraid or ashamed, but
only looked at him quietly, happily, and saw him as a figure beneath a
sparkling wall, a man whittling at a branch; someone she had longed to
see again.
He did not get to his feet, so she walked over to him and sat down at his
side.
His head was massive and his body also; squarely built, he gave the im-
pression of compact energy and strength. His hair covered his head close-
ly with tangled curls.
"How long have you been here, Braigon, sitting in the sun carving?"
"Not long."
"Why did you come?"
"To see you."
"How did you know that I had come back?"
"Because I could carve no more."
"You stopped carving?" said Keda.
"I could not see what I was doing. I could only see your face where my
carving had been."
Keda gave vent to a sigh of such tremulous depth that she clasped her
hands at her breast with the pain that it engendered. "And so you came
here?"
"I did not come at once. I knew that Rantel would find you as you left
the gate in the Outer Wall, for he hides each night among the rocks wait-
ing for you. I knew that he would be with you. But this morning I came
here to ask him where he had found you a dwelling for the night, and where
you were, for I knew your house had been taken from you by the law of the
Mud Square. But when I arrived here an hour ago I saw the ghost of your
face on the door, and you were happy; so I waited here. You are happy,
Keda?"
"Yes," she said.
"You were afraid in the castle to come back; but now you are here
you are
not afraid. I can see what it is," he said. "You have found that you are
in love. Do you love him?"
"I do not know. I do not understand. I am walking on air, Braigon. I can-
not tell whether I love him or no, or whether it is the world I love so
much and the air and the rain last night, and the passions that opened
like flowers from their tight buds. Oh, Braigon, I do not know. If I love
Rantel, then I love you also. As I watch you now, your hand at your fore-
head and your lips moving such a little, it is you I love. I love the way
you have not wept with anger and torn yourself to shreds to find me here.
The way you have sat here all by yourself, oh Braigon, whittling a branch,
and waiting, unafraid and understanding everything, I do not know how, for
I have not told you of what has transformed me, suddenly?"
She leaned back against the wall and the morning sun lay whitely upon her
face. "Have I changed so much?" she said.
"You have broken free," he said.
"Braigon," she cried, "it is you--it is you whom I love." And she clenched
her hands together. "I am in pain because of you and him, but my pain makes
me happy. I must tell you the truth, Braigon. I am in love with all things--
pain and all things, because I can now watch them from above, for something
has happened and I am clear--clear. But I love you, Braigon, more than all
things. It is you I love."
He turned the branch over in his hand as though he had not heard, and then
he turned to her.
His heavy head had been reclining upon the wall and now he turned it slightly
towards her, his eyes half closed.
"Keda," he said, "I will meet you tonight. The grass hollow where the Twisted
Woods descend. Do you remember?"
"I will meet you there," she said. While she spoke the air became shrill be-
tween their heads and the steel point of a long knife struck the stones be-
tween them and snapped with the impact.
Rantel stood before them, he was shaking.
"I have another knife," he said in a whisper which they could only just hear.
"It is a little longer. It will be sharper by this evening when I meet you at
the hollow. There is a full moon tonight. Keda! Oh Keda! Have you forgotten?"
Braigon got to his feet. He had moved only to place himself before Keda's
body. She had closed her eyes and she was quite expressionless.
"I cannot help it," she said, "I cannot help it I am happy."
Braigon stood immediately before his rival. He spoke over his shoulder, but
kept his eyes on his enemy.
"He is right," he said. "I shall meet him at sunset. One of us will come back
to you."
Then Keda raised her hands to her head. "No, no, no, no!" she cried. But she
knew that it must be so, and became calm, leaning back against the wall, her
head bowed and the locks of her hair falling over her face.
The two men left her, for they knew that they could never be with her that
unhappy day. They must prepare their weapons. Rantel re-entered his hut and
a few moments later returned with a cape drawn about him. He approached Keda.
"I do not understand your love," he said.
She looked up and saw his head upright upon his neck. His hair was like a bush
of blackness.
She did not answer. She only saw his strength and his high cheekbones and fiery
eyes. She only saw his youth.
"I am the cause," she said. "It is I who should die. And I will die," she said
quickly. "Before very long--but now, now what is it? I cannot enter into fear
or hate, or even agony and death. Forgive me, forgive me."
She turned and held his hand with the dagger in it.
"I do not know. I do not understand," she said, "I do not think that we have
any power."
She released his hand and he moved away along the base of the high wall until
it curved to the right and she lost him.
Braigon was already gone. Her eyes clouded.
"Keda," she said to herself, "Keda, this is tragedy." But as her words hung
emptily in the morning air, she clenched her hands for she could feel no an-
guish and the bright bird that had filled her breast was still singing...was
still singing.
THE ROOM OF ROOTS
"That's quite enough for today," said Lady Cora, laying down
her embroidery on
a table beside her chair.
"But you've only sewn three stitches, Cora," said Lady Clarice,
drawing out a
thread to arm's length.
Cora turned her eyes suspiciously. "You have been watching me," she said.
"Haven't you?"
"It wasn't private," replied her sister. 'sewing isn't private."
She tossed
her head.
Cora was not convinced and sat rubbing her knees together, sullenly.
"And now I've finished as well," said Clarice, breaking the silence.
"Half a
petal, and quite enough, too, for a day like this. Is it tea time?"
"Why do you always want to know the time?" said Cora, "Is it breakfast time,
Cora?"... "Is it dinner time, Cora?"... "Is it tea time, Cora?"--on and on
and on. You know that it doesn't make any difference what the time is."
"It does if you're hungry," said Clarice.
"No, it doesn't. Nothing matters very much; even if you're hungry."
"Yes, it does," her sister contested, "I know it does."
"Clarice Groan," said Cora sternly, rising from her chair, "you know too
much."
Clarice did not answer, but bit her thin, loose lower lip.
"We usually go on much longer with our sewing, don't we, Cora?"
she said
at last. "We sometimes go on for hours and hours, and we nearly always
talk a lot, but we haven't today, have we, Cora?"
"No," said Cora.
"Why haven't we?"
"I don't know. Because we haven't needed to, I suppose, you silly
thing."
Clarice got up from her chair and smoothed her purple satin, and then loo-
ked archly at her sister. "I know why we haven't been talking," she said.
"Oh no, you don't."
"Yes, I do," said Clarice. "I know."
Cora sniffed, and after walking to a long mirror in the wall with a swishing
of her skirts, she readjusted a pin in her hair. When she felt she had been
silent long enough:
"Oh no, you don't," she said, and peered at her sister in the mirror over
the reflection of her own shoulder. Had she not had forty-nine years in
which to get accustomed to the phenomenon she must surely have been fright-
ened to behold in the glass, next to her own face, another, smaller, it
is true, for her sister was some distance behind her, but of such start-
ling similarity.
She saw her sister's mouth opening in the mirror.
"I do," came the voice from behind her, "because I know what you've been
thinking. It's easy."
"You think you do," said Cora, "but I know you don't, because I know exact-
ly what you've been thinking all day that I've been thinking and that's
why."
The logic of this answer made no lasting impression upon Clarice, for al-
though it silenced her for a moment she continued: 'shall I tell you what
you've been brooding on?" she asked.
"You can if you like, I suppose. I don't mind. What, then? I might as well
incline my ear. Go on."
"I don't know that I want to now," said Clarice. "I think
I'll keep it to
myself, although it's obvious." Clarice gave great emphasis to this word
"obvious". "Isn't it tea time yet? Shall I ring the bell, Cora? What a pity
it's too windy for the tree."
"You were thinking of that Steerpike boy," said Cora, who had sidled up to
her sister and was staring at her from very close quarters. She felt she
had rather turned the tables on poor Clarice by her sudden renewal of the
subject.
"So were you," said Clarice. "I knew that long ago. Didn't
you?"
"Yes, I did," said Cora. 'very long ago. Now we both know."
A freshly burning fire flung their shadows disrespectfully to and fro across
the ceiling and over the walls where samples of their embroidery were hung.
The room was a fair size, some thirty feet by twenty. Opposite the entrance
from the corridor was a small door. This gave upon the Room of Roots, in the
shape of a half circle. On either side of this smaller opening were two large
windows with diamond panes of thick glass, and on the two end walls of the
room, in one of which was the small fireplace, were narrow doorways, one
leading to the kitchen and the rooms of the two servants, and the other to
the dining-room and the dark yellow bedroom of the twins.
"He said he would exalt us," said Clarice. "You heard him, didn't you?"
"I'm not deaf," said Cora.
"He said we weren't being honoured enough and we must remember who
we are.
We're Lady Clarice and Cora Groan; that's who we are."
"Cora and Clarice", her sister corrected her, "of Gormenghast."
"But no one is awed when they see us. He said he's make them be."
"Make them be what, dear?" Cora had begun to unbend now that she found their
thoughts had been identical.
"Make them be awed," said Clarice. "That's what they ought to be. Oughtn't they,
Cora?"
"Yes; but they won't do it,"
"No. That's what it is," said Clarice, "although I tried this morning."
"What, dear?" said Cora.
"I tried this morning, though," repeated Clarice.
"Tried what?" asked Cora in a rather patronizing voice.
"You know when I said "I'll go for a saunter"?"
"Yes." Cora sat down and produced a minute but heavily scented handkerchief
from her flat bosom. "What about it?"
"I didn't go to the bathroom at all." Clarice sat down suddenly
and stiffly,
"I took some ink instead--black ink."
"What for?"
"I won't tell you yet, for the time isn't ripe," said Clarice
importantly; and
her nostrils quivered like a mustang's. "I took the black ink, and I poured it
into a jug. There was lots of it. Then I said to myself, what you tell me such
a lot, and what I tell you as well, which is that Gertrude is no better than
us--in fact, she's not as good because she hasn't got a speck of Groan
blood
in her veins like we have, but only the common sort that's no use. So I took
the ink and I knew what I would do. I didn't tell you because you might
have
told me not to, and I don't know why I'm telling you now because you may
think
I was wrong to do it; but it's all over now so it doesn't matter what you
think,
dear, does it?"
"I don't know yet," said Cora rather peevishly.
"Well, I knew that Gertrude had to be in the Central Hall to receive the seven
most hideous beggars of the Outer Dwellings and pour a lot of oil on them at nine
o'clock, so I went through the door of the Central Hall at nine o"clock with my
jug full of ink, and I walked up to her at nine o"clock, but it was not what I
wanted because she had a black dress on."
"What do you mean?" said Cora.
"Well, I was going to pour the ink all over her dress."
"That would be good, very good," said Cora. 's id you?"
"Yes," said Clarice, "but it didn't show because her dress
was black, and she
didn't see me pouring it, anyway, because she was talking to a starling."
"One of our birds," said Cora.
"Yes," said Clarice. "One of the stolen birds. But the others saw me. They had
their mouths open. They saw my decision. But Gertrude didn't, so my decision was
no use. I hadn't anything else to do and I felt frightened, so I ran all
the way
back; and now I think I'll wash out the jug."
She got up to put her idea into operation when there was a discreet tapping at
their door. Visitors were very few and far between and they were too excited for
a moment to say "Come in."
Cora was the first to open her mouth and her blank voice was raised more loudly
than she had intended:
"Come in."
Clarice was at her side. Their shoulders touched. Their heads were thrust forward
as though they were peering out of a window.
The door opened and Steerpike entered, an elegant stick with a shiny metal handle
under his arm. Now that he had renovated and polished the pilfered swordstick to
his satisfaction, he carried it about with him wherever he went. He was dressed
in his habitual black and had acquired a gold chain which he wore about his neck.
His meagre quota of sandy-coloured hair was darkened with grease, and had been
brushed down over his pale forehead in a wide curve.
When he had closed the door behind him he tucked his stick smartly under his arm
and bowed.
"Your Ladyships," he said, "my unwarranted intrusion upon your privacy, with but
the summary knock at the panels of your door as my mediator, must be considered
the acme of impertinence were it not that I come upon a serious errand."
"Who's died?" said Cora.
"Is it Gertrude?" echoed Clarice.
"No one has died," said Steerpike, approaching them. "I will tell you the facts
in a few minutes; but first, my dear Ladyships, I would be most honoured if I
were permitted to appreciate your embroideries. Will you allow me to see them?"
He looked at them both in turn inquiringly.
"He said something about them before; at the Prunesquallors" it was," whispered
Clarice to her sister. "He said he wanted to see them before. Our embroideries."
Clarice had a firm belief that as long as she whispered, no matter how loudly,
no one would hear a word of what she said, except her sister.
"I heard him," said her sister. "I'm not blind, am I?"
"Which do you want to see first?" said Clarice. "Our needlework or the Room of
Roots or the Tree?"
"If I am not mistaken", said Steerpike by way of an answer, "The creations of your
needle are upon the walls around us, and having seen them, as it were, in a flash,
I have no choice but to say that I would first of all prefer to examine them more
closely, and then if I may, I would be delighted to visit your Room of Roots."
""Creations of our needle", he said," whispered Clarice in her loud, flat manner
that filled the room.
"Naturally," said her sister, and shrugged her shoulders again, and turning her
face to Steerpike gave to the right-hand corner of her inexpressive mouth a
slight twitch upwards, which although it was as mirthless as the curve between
the lips of a dead haddock, was taken by Steerpike to imply that she and he were
above making such obvious comments.
"Before I begin," said Steerpike, placing his innocent-looking swordstick on a
table, "may I inquire out of my innocence why you ladies were put to the incon-
venience of bidding me to enter your room? Surely your footman has forgotten him-
self. Why was he not at the door to inquire who wished to see you and to give
you particulars before you allowed yourselves to be invaded? Forgive my curiosity,
my dear Ladyships, but where was your footman? Would you wish me to speak to him?"
The sisters stared at each other and then at the youth. At last Clarice said:
"We haven't got a footman."
Steerpike, who had turned away for this very purpose, wheeled about, and then took
a step backwards as though struck.
"No footman!" he said, and directed his gaze at Cora.
She shook her head. "Only an old lady who smells," she said. "No footman at all."
Steerpike walked to the table and, leaning his hands upon it, gazed into space.
"Their Ladyships Cora and Clarice Groan of Gormenghast have no footman--have
no
one save an old lady who smells. Where are their servants? Where are their retin-
ues, their swarms of attendants?" And then in a voice little above a whisper: "
This must be seen to. This must end." With a clicking of his tongue he straight-
ened his back. "And now", he continued in a livelier voice, "The needlework
is
waiting."
What Steerpike had said, as they toured the walls, began to re-fertilize those
seeds of revolt which he had sown at the Prunesquallors". He watched them
out of the corner of his eyes as he flattered their handiwork, and he could
see that although it was a great pleasure for them to show their craft, yet their
minds were continually returning to the question he had raised. "We do it all
with our left hands, don't we, Cora?" Clarice said, as she pointed
to an ugly
green-and-red rabbit of intricate needlework.
"Yes," said Cora, "it takes a long time because it's all done like that--with
our left hands. Our right arms are starved, you know," she said, turning to
Steerpike. "They're quite, quite starved."
"Indeed, your Ladyship," said Steerpike. "How is that?"
"Not only our left arms," Clarice broke in, "but all down our left-hand sides
and our right-hand legs, too. That's why they're rather stiff. It was the epi-
leptic fits which we had. That's what did it and that's what makes our needle-
work all the more clever."
"And beautiful," said Cora.
"I cannot but agree," said Steerpike.
"But nobody sees them," said Clarice. "We are left alone. Nobody wants our ad-
vice on anything. Gertrude doesn't take any notice of us, nor does Sepulchrave.
You know what we ought to have, don't you, Cora?"
"Yes," said her sister, "I know."
"What, then?" said Clarice. "Tell me. Tell me."
"Power," said Cora.
"That's right. Power. That's the very thing we want." Clarice turned her eyes
to Steerpike. Then she smoothed the shiny purple of her dress.
"I rather liked them," she said.
Steerpike, wondering where on earth her thoughts had taken her, tilted his
head on one side as though reflecting upon the truth in her remark, when Cora's
voice (like the body of a plaice translated into sound) asked:
"You rather liked what?"
"My convulsions," said Clarice earnestly. "When my left arm became starved for
the first time. You remember, Cora, don't you? When we had our first fits?
I
rather liked them."
Cora rustled up to her and raised a forefinger in front of her sister's face.
"Clarice Groan," she said, "we finished talking about that long ago. We're talk-
ing about Power now. Why can't you follow what we're talking about? You
are al-
ways losing your place. I've noticed that."
"What about the Room of Roots?" asked Steerpike with affected gaiety. "Why
is it called the Room of Roots? I am most intrigued."
"Don't you know?" came their voices.
"He doesn't know," said Clarice. "You see how we've been
forgotten. He didn't
know about our Room of Roots."
Steerpike was not kept long in ignorance. He followed the two purple ninepins
through the door, and after passing down a short passage, Cora opened a mass-
ive door at the far end whose hinges could have done with a gill of oil a-
piece, and followed by her sister entered the Room of Roots. Steerpike in his
turn stepped over the threshold and his curiosity was more than assuaged.
If the name of the room was unusual there was no doubt about its being apt.
It was certainly a room of roots. Not of a few simple, separate formations,
but of a thousand branching, writhing, coiling, intertwining, diverging,
converging, interlacing limbs whose origin even Steerpike's quick eyes were
unable for some time to discover.
He found eventually that the thickening stems converged at a tall, narrow a-
perture on the far side of the room, through the upper half of which the sky
was pouring a grey, amorphous light. It seemed at first as though it would
be impossible to stir at all in this convoluting meshwork, but Steerpike was
amazed to see that the twins were moving about freely in the labyrinth.
Years of experience had taught them the possible approaches to the window.
They had already reached it and were looking out into the evening. Steerpike
made an attempt at following them, but was soon inextricably lost in the wri-
thing maze. Wherever he turned he was faced with a network of weird arms that
rose and fell, dipped and clawed, motionless yet alive with serpentine rhy-
thms.
Yet the roots were dead. Once the room must have been filled with earth, but
now, suspended for the most part in the higher reaches of the chamber, the
thread-like extremities clawed impotently in the air. Nor was it enough that
Steerpike should find a room so incongruously monopolized, but that every
one of these twisting terminals should be hand-painted was even more aston-
ishing. The various main limbs and their wooden tributaries, even down to
the minutest rivulet of root, were painted in their own especial colours, so
that it appeared as though seven coloured boles had forced their leafless
branches through the window, yellow, red and green, violet and pale blue,
coral pink and orange. The concentration of effort needed for the execution
of this work must have been considerable, let alone the almost superhuman
difficulties and vexations that must have resulted from the efforts to es-
tablish, among the labyrinthic entanglements of the finer roots, which ten-
dril belonged to which branch, which branch to which limb, and which limb
to which trunk, for only after discovering its source could its correct
colour be applied.
The idea had been that the birds on entering should choose those roots
whose colours most nearly approximated to their own plumage, or if they
had preferred it to nest among roots whose hue was complementary to their
own.
The work had taken the sisters well over three years, and yet when all had
been completed the project for which all this work had been designed had
proved to be empty, the Room of Roots a failure, their hopes frozen. From
this mortification the twins had never fully recovered. It is true that
the room, as a room, gave them pleasure, but that the birds never approach-
ed it, let alone settled and nested there, was a festering sore at the
back of what minds they had.
Against this nagging disappointment was the positive pride which they felt
in having a room of roots at all. And not only the Roots but logically e-
nough the Tree whose branches had once drawn sustenance into its highest
twigs, and, long ago, burst forth each April with its emerald jets. It
was this Tree that was their chief source of satisfaction, giving them
some sense of that distinction which they were now denied.
They turned their eyes from its branches and looked around for Steerpike.
He was still not unravelled. "Can you assist me, my dear Ladyships?" he
called, peering through a skein of purple fibres.
"Why don't you come to this window?" said Clarice.
"He can't find the way," said Cora.
"Can't he? I don't see why not," said Clarice.
"Because he can't," said Cora. "Go and show him,"
"All right. But he must be very stupid," said Clarice, walking through the
dense walls of roots which seemed to open up before her and close again
behind her back. When she reached Steerpike, she walked past him and it
was only by practically treading on her heels that he was able to thread
his way towards the window. At the window there was a little more space,
for the seven stems which wedged their way through its lower half pro-
truded some four feet into the room before beginning to divide and sub-
divide. Alongside the window there were steps that led up to a small
platform which rested on the thick horizontal stems.
"Look outside," said Cora directly Steerpike arrived, "and
you'll see It."
Steerpike climbed the few steps and saw the main trunk of the tree float-
ing out horizontally into space and then running up to a great height,
and as he saw it he recognized it as the tree he had studied from the
roof tops, half a mile away near the stone sky-field.
He saw how, what had then seemed a perilous balancing act on the part of
the distant figures, was in reality a safe enough exercise, for the bole
was conveniently flat on its upper surface. When it reached that point
where it began to ascend and branch out, the wooden highway spread into
an area that could easily have accommodated ten or twelve people standing
in a close group.
"Definitely a tree," he said. "I am all in favour of it. Has it been dead
as long as you can remember it?"
"Of course," said Clarice.
"We're not as old as that," said Cora, and as this was the first joke she
had made for over a year, she tried to smile, but her facial muscles had
become, through long neglect, unusable.
"Not so old as what?" said Clarice.
"You don't understand," said Cora. "You are much slower
than I am. I've
noticed that."
"INKLINGS OF GLORY"
"I want some tea," said Clarice; and leading the way she performed the
miraculous journey through the room once more, Steerpike at her heels
like a shadow and Cora taking an alternative path.
Once more in the comparatively sane living room where the tapers had been
lit by the old woman, they sat before the fire and Steerpike asked if he
might smoke. Cora and Clarice after glancing at each other nodded slowly,
and Steerpike filled his pipe and lit it
with a small red coal.
Clarice had pulled at a bell-rope that hung by the wall, and now as they
sat in a semi-circle about the blaze, Steerpike in the centre chair, a
door opened to their right and an old dark-skinned lady, with very short
legs and bushy eyebrows, entered the room.
"Tea, I suppose," she said in a subterranean voice that seemed to have
worked its way up from somewhere in the room beneath them. She then caught
sight of Steerpike and wiped her unpleasant nose with the back of her hand
before retiring and closing the door behind her like an explosion. The em-
broideries flapped outwards in the draught this occasioned, and sank again
limply against the walls.
"This is too much," said Steerpike. "How can you bear it?"
"Bear what?" said Clarice.
"Do you mean, your Ladyships, that you have become used to being treated
in this offhand and insolent manner? Do you not mind whether your natural
and hereditary dignities are flouted and abused--when an old commoner slams
the doors upon you and speaks to you as though you were on her own degraded
level? How can the Groan blood that courses so proudly and in such an undi-
luted stream, through your veins, remain so quiet? Why in its purple wrath
is it not boiling at this moment?" He paused a moment and leant further
forward.
"Your birds have been stolen by Gertrude, the wife of your brother. Your
labour of love among the roots, which but for that woman would now be bear-
ing fruit, is a fiasco. Even your Tree is forgotten. I had not heard of it.
Why had I not heard of it? Because you and all you possess have been put
aside, forgotten, neglected. There are few enough of your noble and ancient
family in Gormenghast to carry on the immemorial rites, and yet you two who
could uphold them more scrupulously than any, are slighted at every turn."
The twins were staring at him very hard. As he paused they turned their eyes
to one another. His words, though sometimes a little too swift for them, com-
municated nevertheless their subversive gist. Here, from the mouth of a
stranger, their old sores and grievances were being aired and formulated.
The old lady with the short legs returned with a tray which she set before
them with a minimum of deference. Then inelegantly waddling away, she turned
at the door and stared again at their visitor, wiping, as before, the back
of her large hand across her nose. When she had finally disappeared, Steer-
pike leaned forward and, turning to Cora and Clarice in turn, and fixing
them with close and concentrated eyes, he said:
"Do you believe in honour? Your Ladyships, answer me, do you believe
in hon-
our?"
They nodded mechanically.
"Do you believe that injustice should dominate the castle?"
They shook their heads.
"Do you believe it should go unchecked--that it should flourish without
just
retribution?"
Clarice, who had rather lost track of the last question waited until she saw
Cora shaking her head before she followed suit. "In other words," said Steer-
pike, "you think that something must be done. Something to crush this tyran-
ny."
They nodded their heads again, and Clarice could not help feeling a little
satisfied that she had so far made no mistake with her shakes and nods.
"Have you any ideas?" said Steerpike. "Have you any plans to suggest?"
They shook their heads at once.
"In that case," said Steerpike, stretching his legs out before him and cross-
ing his ankles, "may I make a suggestion, your Ladyships?"
Again, most flatteringly, he faced each one in turn to obtain her consent.
One after the other they nodded heavily, sitting bolt upright in their
chairs.
Meanwhile, the tea and the scones were getting cold, but they had all three
forgotten them.
Steerpike got up and stood with his back to the fire so that he might observe
them both at the same time.
"Your gracious Ladyships," he began, "I have received information which is of
the highest moment. It is information which hinges upon the unsavoury topic
with which we have been forced to deal. I beg your undivided concentration;
but I will first of all ask you a question: who has the undisputed control
over Gormenghast? Who is it who, having this authority, makes no use of it
but allows the great traditions of the castle to drift, forgetting that even
his own sisters are of his blood and lineage and are entitled to homage and--
shall I say it?--yes, to adulation, too? Who is that man?"
"Gertrude," they replied.
"Come, come," said Steerpike, raising his eyebrows, "who is it who forgets
even his own sisters? Who is it, your Ladyships?"
"Sepulchrave," said Cora.
"Sepulchrave," echoed Clarice.
They had become agitated and excited by now although they did not show it,
and had lost control over what little circumspection they had ever possess-
ed. Every word that Steerpike uttered they swallowed whole.
"Lord Sepulchrave," said Steerpike. After a pause, he continued. "If it
were not that you were his sisters, and of the Family, how could I dare to
speak in this way of the Lord of Gormenghast? But it is my duty to be hon-
est. Lady Gertrude has slighted you, but who could make amends? Who has the
final power but your brother? In my efforts to re-establish you, and to
make this South Wing once again alive with your servants, it must be rem-
embered that it is your selfish brother who must be reckoned with."
"He is selfish, you know," said Clarice.
"Of course he is," said Cora. "Thoroughly selfish. What
shall we do? Tell
us! Tell us!"
"In all battles, whether of wits or of war," said Steerpike,
"The first
thing to do is to take the initiative and to strike hard."
"Yes," said Cora, who had reached the edge of the chair and was stroking
her smooth heliotrope knees in quick, continual movements which Clarice
emulated.
"One must choose where to strike," said Steerpike, "and it is obvious
that to strike at the most vulnerable nerve centre of the opponent is
the shrewdest preliminary measure. But there must be no half-heartedness.
It is all or nothing."
"All or nothing," echoed Clarice.
"And now you must tell me, dear ladies, what is your brother's main in-
terest?"
They went on smoothing their knees.
"Is it not literature?" said Steerpike. "Is he not a great lover of
books?"
They nodded.
"He's very clever," said Cora.
"But he reads it all in books," said Clarice.
"Exactly." Steerpike followed quickly upon this. "Then if he lost his
books, he would be all but defeated. If the centre of his life were des-
troyed he would be but a shell. As I see it, your Ladyships, it is at
his library that our first thrust must be directed. You must have your
rights," he added hotly. "It is only fair that you should have your
rights." He took a dramatic step towards the Lady Cora Groan; he raised
his voice: "My Lady Cora Groan, do you not agree?"
Cora, who had been sitting on the extreme edge of her chair in her ex-
citement, now rose and nodded her head so violently as to throw her
hair into confusion.
Clarice, on being asked, followed her sister's example, and Steerpike
relit his pipe from the fire and leaned against the mantelpiece for a
few moments, sending out wreaths of smoke from between his thin lips.
"You have helped me a great deal, your Ladyships," he said at last,
drawing at his stubby pipe and watching a smoke-ring float to the cei-
ling. "You are prepared, I am sure, for the sake of your own honour,
to assist me further in my struggle for your deliverance." He under-
stood from the movements of their perched bodies that they agreed that
this was so.
"The question that arises in that case", said Steerpike, "is
how are
we to dispose of your brother's books and thereby bring home to him
his responsibilities? What do you feel is the obvious method of des-
troying a library full of books? Have you been to his library lately,
your Ladyships?"
They shook their heads.
"How would you proceed, Lady Cora? What method would you use to destroy
a hundred thousand books?"
Steerpike removed his pipe from his lips and gazed intently at her.
"I's burn them," said Cora,
This was exactly what Steerpike had wanted her to say; but he shook
his head. "That would be difficult. What could we burn it with?"
"With fire," said Clarice.
"But how would we start the fire, Lady Clarice?" said Steerpike pre-
tending to look perplexed.
"Straw," said Cora.
"That is a possibility," said Steerpike, stroking his chin. "I
wonder
if your idea would work swiftly enough. Do you think it would?"
"Yes, yes!" said Clarice. "Straw is lovely to burn."
"But would it catch the books", persisted Steerpike, "all on its own?
There would have to be a great deal of it. Would it be quick enough?"
"What's the hurry?" said Cora.
"It must be done swiftly," said Steerpike, "otherwise the flames might
be put out by busybodies."
"I love fires," said Clarice.
"But we oughtn't to burn down Sepulchrave's library, ought we?"
Steerpike had expected, sooner or later, that one of them would feel
conscience-stricken and he had retained his trump card.
"Lady Cora," he said, "Sometimes one has to do things which are unpal-
atable. When great issues are involved one can't toy with the situation
in silk gloves. No. We are making history and we must be stalwart. Do
you recall how when I first came in I told you that I had received
information? You do? Well, I will now divulge what has come to my ears.
Keep calm and steady; remember who you are. I shall look after your
interests, have no fear, but at this moment sit down, will you, and
attend?
"You tell me you have been treated badly for this and for that, but
only listen now to the latest scandal that is being repeated below
stairs. "They aren't being asked," everyone is saying, "They
haven't
been asked.""
"Asked what?" said Clarice.
"Or where?" said Cora.
"To the Great Gathering which your brother is calling. At this Great
Gathering the details for a party for the New Heir to Gormenghast,
your nephew Titus, will be discussed. Everyone of importance is going.
Even the Prunesquallors are going. It is the first time for many years
that your brother has become so worldly as to call the members of his
family together. He has, it is said, many things which he wishes to
talk of in connexion with Titus, and in my opinion this Great Gather-
ing in a week's time will be of prime importance. No one knows exactly
what Lord Sepulchrave has in mind, but the general idea is that pre-
parations must be begun even now for a party on his son's first Birth-
day.
"Whether you will even be invited to that Party I would not like to
say, but judging from the remarks I have heard about how you two have
been thrust aside and forgotten like old shoes, I should say it was
very unlikely.
"You see," said Steerpike, "I have not been idle, I have been listen-
ing and taking stock of the situation, and one day my labours will
prove themselves to have been justified--when I see you, my dear La-
dyships, sitting at either end of a table of distinguished guests,
and when I hear the glasses clinking and the rounds of applause that
greet your every remark I shall congratulate myself that I had long
ago enough imagination and ruthless realism to proceed with the dan-
gerous work of raising you to the level to which you belong.
"Why should you not have been invited to the party? Why? Why? Who are
you to be spurned thus and derided by the lowest menials in Swelter's
kitchen?"
Steerpike paused and saw that his words had produced a great effect.
Clarice had gone over to Cora's chair where now they both
sat bolt upright and very close together.
"When you suggested so perspicaciously just now that the solution to
this insufferable state of affairs lay in the destruction of your
brother's cumbersome library, I felt that you were right and that o-
nly through a brave action of that kind might you be able to lift up
your heads once more and feel the slur removed from your escutcheon.
That idea of yours spelt genius. I appeal to your Ladyships to do
what you feel to be consistent with your honour and your pride. You
are not old, your Ladyships, oh no, you are not old. But are you
young? I should like to feel that what years you have left will be
filled with glamorous days and romantic nights. Shall it be so? Shall
we take the step towards justice? Yes or no, my dear ladies, yes or
no."
They got up together. "Yes," they said, "we want Power back."
"We want our servants back and justice back and everything back,"
Cora said slowly, a counterpoint of intense excitement weaving
through the flat foreground of her voice.
"And romantic nights," said Clarice. "I'd like that. Yes,
yes.
Burn! Burn," she continued loudly, her flat bosom beginning to
heave up and down like a machine. "Burn! burn! burn!"
"When?" said Cora. "When can we burn it up?"
Steerpike held up his hand to quieten them. But they took no notice,
only leaning forward, holding each other's hands and crying in
their dreadful emotionless voices:
"Burn! Burn! Burn! Burn! Burn!" until they had exhausted themselves.
Steerpike had not flinched under this ordeal. He now realized more
completely than before why they were ostracized from the normal act-
ivities of the castle. He had known they were slow, but he had not
known that they could behave like this.
He changed his tone.
"Sit down!" he rapped out. "Both of you. Sit down!"
They complied at once, and although they were taken aback at the per-
emptory nature of his order, he could see that he now had complete
control over them, and though his inclination was to show his auth-
ority and to taste for the first time the sinister delights of his
power, yet he spoke to them gently--for, first of all, the library
must be burned for a reason of his own. After that, with such a
dreadful hold over them, he could relax for a time and enjoy a del-
icious dictatorship in the South Wing.
"In six days" time, your Ladyships," he said, fingering his gold
chain--"on the evening before the Great Gathering to which you
have not been invited--the library will be empty and you may burn
it to the ground. I shall prepare the incendiaries and will school
you in all the details later; but on the great night itself when
you see me give the signal you will set fire at once to the fuel
and will make your way immediately to this room."
"Can't we watch it burn?" said Cora.
"Yes," said Clarice, "can't we?"
"From your Tree," said Steerpike. "Do you want to be found
out?"
"No!" they said. "No! No!"
"Then you can watch it from your Tree and be quite safe. I will
remain in the wood so that I can see that nothing goes wrong. Do
you understand?"
"Yes," they said. "Then we'll have Power, won't we?"
The unconscious irony of this caused Steerpike's lip to lift, but
he said:
"Your Ladyships will then have Power." And approaching them in turn
he kissed the tips of their fingers. Picking up his swordstick
from the table he walked swiftly to the door, where he bowed.
Before he opened it he said: "We are the only ones who know. The
only ones who will ever know, aren't we?"
"Yes," they said. "Only us."
"I will return within a day or two," said Steerpike, "and give you
the details. Your honour must be saved."
He did not say good night, but opened the door and disappeared into
the darkness.
"PREPARATIONS FOR ARSON"
On one excuse or another Steerpike absented himself from the Prune-
squallors" during the major part of the next two days. Although he
accomplished many things during this short period, the three stealthy
expeditions which he made to the library were the core of his activ-
ities. The difficulty lay in crossing, unobserved, the open ground to
the conifer wood. Once in the wood and among the pines there was less
danger. He realized how fatal it might prove to be seen in the neigh-
bourhood of the library, so shortly before the burning. On the first
of the reconnaissances, after waiting in the shadows of the Southern
wing before scudding across the overgrown gardens to the fields that
bordered the conifers, he gathered the information which he needed.
He had managed after an hour's patient concentration to work the lock
of the library door with a piece of wire, and then he had entered the
silent room, to investigate the structure of the building. There was
a remoteness about the deserted room. Shadowy and sinister though it
was by night, it was free of the vacancy which haunted its daylight
hours. Steerpike felt the insistent silence of the place as he moved
to and fro, glancing over his high shoulder more than once as he took
note of the possibilities for conflagration.
His survey was exhaustive, and when he finally left the building he
appreciated to a nicety the nature of the problem. Lengths of oil-
soaked material would have to be procured and laid behind the books
where they could stretch unobserved from one end of the room to the
other. After leading around the library they could be taken up the
stairs and along the balcony. To lay these twisted lengths (no easy
matter to procure without awakening speculation) was patently a job
for those hours of the early morning, after Lord Sepulchrave had left
for the castle. He had staggered, on his second visit, under an enor-
mous bundle of rags and a tin of oil to the pine wood at midnight,
and had occupied himself during the hours while he waited for Lord
Sepulchrave to leave the building in knotting together the odd assort-
ment of pilfered cloth into lengths of not less than forty feet.
When at last he saw his Lordship leave the side door and heard his
slow, melancholy footsteps die away on the pathway leading to the
Tower of Flints, he rose and stretched himself.
Much to his annoyance the probing of the lock occupied even more time
than on the last occasion, and it was four o"clock in the morning be-
fore he pushed the door open before him.
Luckily, the dark autumn mornings were on his side, and he had a clear
three hours. He had noticed that from without no light could be ob-
served and he lit the lamp in the centre of the room.
Steerpike was nothing if not systematic, and two hours later, taking
a tour of the library, he was well satisfied. Not a trace of his hand-
iwork could be seen save only where four extremities of the cloth hung
limply beside the main, unused, door of the building. These strips were
the terminals of the four lengths that circumscribed the library and
balcony and would be dealt with.
The only thing that caused him a moment's reflection was the faint
smell of the oil in which he had soaked the tightly twisted cloth.
He now concentrated his attention upon the four strips and twining
them together into a single cord, he knotted it at its end.
Somehow or other this cord must find its way through the door to the
outside world. He had on his last visit eventually arrived at the only
solution apart from that of chiselling away through the solid wall and
the oak that formed the backs of the bookshelves. This was obviously
too laborious. The alternative, which he had decided on, was to bore
a neat hole through the door immediately under the large handle in
the shadow of which it would be invisible save to scrutiny. Luckily
for him there was a reading stand in the form of a carven upright
with three short, bulbous legs. This upright supported a tilted sur-
face the size of a very small table. This piece stood unused in
front of the main door. By moving it a fraction to the right, the
twisted cord of cloth was lost in darkness and although its discov-
ery was not impossible, both this risk and that of the faint aroma
of oil being noticed, were justifiable.
He had brought the necessary tools with him and although the oak was
tough had bored his way through it within half an hour. He wriggled
the cord through the hole and swept up the sawdust that had gathered
on the floor.
By this time he was really tired, but he took another walk about the
library before turning down the lamp and leaving by the side door.
Once in the open he bore to his right, and skirting the adjacent wall,
arrived at the main door of the building. As this entrance had not
been used for many years, the steps that led to it were invisible be-
neath a cold sea of nettles and giant weeds. He waded his way through
them and saw the loose end of the cord hanging through the raw hole
he had chiselled. It glimmered whitely and was hooked like a dead
finger. Opening the blade of a small sharp knife he cut through the
twisted cloth so that only about two inches protruded, and to prevent
this stub end slipping back through the hole, drove a small nail
through the cloth with the butt of his knife.
His work for the night now seemed to be complete and, only stopping
to hide the can of oil in the wood, he retraced his steps to the Prune-
squallors", where climbing at once to his room he curled up in bed,
dressed as he was, and incontinently fell asleep.
The third of his expeditions to the library, the second during the day-
light, was on other business. As might be supposed, the childishness
of burning down Lord Sepulchrave's sanctum did not appeal to him. In
a way it appalled him. Not through any prickings of conscience but
because destruction in any form annoyed him. That is, the destruct-
ion of anything inanimate that was well constructed. For living crea-
ture he had not this same concern, but in a well-made object, whatever
its nature, a sword or a watch or a book, he felt an excited interest.
He enjoyed a thing that was cleverly conceived and skilfully wrought,
and this notion, of destroying so many beautifully bound and printed
volumes, had angered him against himself, and it was only when his
plot had so ripened that he could neither retract nor resist it, that
he went forward with a single mind. That it should be the Twins who
would actually set light to the building with their own hands was,
of course, the lynch-pin of the manoeuvre. The advantages to himself
which would accrue from being the only witness to the act were too
absorbing for him to ponder at this juncture.
The aunts would, of course, not realize that they were setting fire
to a library filled with people: nor that it would be the night of the
Great Gathering to which, as Steerpike had told them, they were not
to be invited. The youth had waylaid Nannie Slagg on her way to the
aunts and had inquired whether he could save her feet by delivering
her message to them. At first she had been disinclined to divulge the
nature of her mission, but when she at last furbished him with what
he had already suspected, he promised he would inform them at once
of the Gathering, and, after a pretence of going in their direction,
he had returned to the Prunesquallors" in time for his midday meal.
It was on the following morning that he told the Twins that they had
not been invited.
Once Cora and Clarice had ignited the cord at the main door of the
library and the fire was beginning to blossom, it would be up to
him to be as active as an eel on a line.
It seemed to Steerpike that to save two generations of the House of
Groan from death by fire should stand him in very good stead, and
moreover, his headquarters would be well established in the South
Wing with their Ladyships Cora and Clarice who after such an episode
would, if only through fear of their guilt being uncovered, eat out
of his hand.
The question of how the fire started would follow close upon the res-
cue. On this he would have as little knowledge as anyone, only having
seen the glow in the sky as he was walking along the South Wing for
exercise. The Prunesquallors would bear out that it was his habit to
take a stroll at sundown. The twins would be back in their room before
news of the burning could ever reach the castle. Steerpike's third
visit to the library was to plan how the rescues were to be effected.
One of the first things was, of course, to turn and remove the key
from the door when the party had entered the building, and as Lord
Sepulchrave had the convenient habit of leaving it in the lock until
he removed it on retiring in the small hours, there should be no dif-
ficulty about this. That such questions as "Who turned the key?" and
"how did it disappear?" would be asked at a later date was inevitable,
but with a well-rehearsed alibi for himself and the twins, and with
the Prunesquallors" cognizance of his having gone out for a stroll on
that particular evening, he felt sure the suspicion would no more ce-
ntre upon himself than on anyone else. Such minor problems as might
arise in the future could be dealt with in the future.
This was of more immediate consequence: How was he to rescue the fam-
ily of Groan in a manner reasonably free of danger to himself and yet
sufficiently dramatic to cause the maximum admiration and indebtedness?
His survey of the building had shown him that he had no wide range of
choice--in fact, that apart from forcing one of the doors open by some
apparently superhuman effort at the last moment, or by smashing an o-
pening in the large skylight in the roof through which it would be
both too difficult and dangerous to rescue the prisoners, the remain-
ing possibility lay in the only window, fifteen feet from the ground.
Once he had decided on this window as his focus he turned over in his
mind alternative methods of rescue. It must appear, above all else,
that the deliverance was the result of a spontaneous decision, tran-
slated at once into action. It did not matter so much if he were sus-
pected, although he did not imagine that he would be; what mattered
was that nothing could later be proved as prearranged.
The window, about four feet square, was above the main door and was
heavily glazed. The difficulty naturally centred on how the prisoners
were to reach the window from the inside, and how Steerpike was to
scale the outer wall in order to smash the pane and show himself.
Obviously he must not be armed with anything which he would not nor-
mally be carrying. Whatever he used to force an entrance must be
something he had picked up on the spur of the moment outside the
library or among the pines. A ladder, for instance, would at once
arouse suspicions, and yet something of that nature was needed. It
occurred to him that a small tree was the obvious solution, and he
began to search for one of the approximate length, already felled,
for many of the pines which were cleared for the erection of the
library and adjacent buildings were still to be seen lying half bur-
ied in the thick needle-covered ground. It did not take him long to
come upon an almost perfect specimen of what he wanted. It was about
twelve to fifteen feet long, and most of its lateral branches were
broken off close to the bole, leaving stumps varying from three in-
ches to a foot in length. "Here", said Steerpike to himself, "is
the thing."
It was less easy for him to find another, but eventually he discov-
ered some distance from the library what he was searching for. It
lay in a dank hollow of ferns. Dragging it to the library wall, he
propped both the pines upright against the main door and under the
only window. Wiping the sweat from his bulging forehead he began to
climb them, stamping off those branches that would be too weak to
support Lady Groan, who would be the heaviest of the prisoners.
Dragging them away from the wall, when he had completed these minor
adjustments, and feeling satisfied that his "ladders" were now both
serviceable yet natural, he left them at the edge of the trees where
a number of felled pines were littered, and next cast about for
something with which he could smash the window. At the base of the
adjacent building, a number of moss-covered lumps of masonry had
fallen away from the walls. He carried several of these to within
a few yards of the "ladders." Were there any question of his being
suspected later, and if questions were raised as to how he came a-
cross the ladders and the piece of masonry so conveniently, he could
point to the heap of half hidden stones and the litter of trees.
Steerpike closed his eyes and attempted to visualize the scene. He
could see himself making frantic efforts to open the doors, rattling
the handles and banging the panels. He could hear himself shouting
"Is there anybody in there?" and the muffled cries from within. Per-
haps he would yell: "Where's the key? Where's the key?" or a few gal-
lant encouragements, such as "I'll get you out somehow." Then he
would leap to the main door and beating on it a few times, deliver
a few more yells before dragging up the "ladders", for the fire by
that time should be going very well. Or perhaps he would do none of
these things, simply appearing to them like the answer to a prayer,
in the nick of time. He grinned.
The only reason why he could not spare himself both time and energy
by propping the "ladders" against the wall after the last guest had
entered the library was that the Twins would see them as they per-
formed their task. It was imperative that they should not suspect
the library to be inhabited, let alone gain an inkling of Steer-
pike's preparations.
On this, the last occasion of his three visits to the library, he
once again worked the lock of the side door and overhauled his
handiwork. Lord Sepulchrave had been there on the previous night as
usual, but apparently had suspected nothing. The tall book stand was
as he had left it, obstructing a view of and throwing a deep shadow
over the handle of the main door from beneath which the twisted
cloth stretched like a tight rope across the two foot span to the
end of the long book shelves. He could now detect no smell of oil,
and although that meant that it was evaporating, he knew that it
would still be more inflammable than the dry cloth.
Before he left he selected half a dozen volumes from the less con-
spicuous shelves, which he hid in the pine wood on his return jour-
ney, and which he collected on the following night from their rain-
proof nest of needles in the decayed bole of a dead larch. Three of
the volumes had vellum bindings and were exquisitely chased with
gold, and the others were of equally rare craftsmanship, and it was
with annoyance, on returning to the Prunesquallors" that night that
he found it necessary to fashion for them their neat jackets of
brown paper and to obliterate the Groan crest on the fly-leaves.
It was only when these nefarious doings were satisfactorily complet-
ed that Steerpike visited the aunts for the second time and reprimed
them in their very simple roles as arsonists. He had decided that
rather than tell the Prunesquallors that he was going out for a
stroll he would say instead that he was paying a visit to the aunts,
and then with them to prove his alibi (for somehow or other they must
be got to and from the library without the knowledge of their short-
legged servant), their story and that of the Doctor's would coincide.
He had made them repeat a dozen or so times: "We've been indoors all
the time. We've been indoors all the time," until they were them-
selves as convinced of it as though they were reliving the Future!
THE GROTTO
It happened on the day of Steerpike's second daylight visit to the
Library. He was on his return journey and had reached the edge of the
pine woods and was awaiting an opportunity to run unobserved across
the open ground, when, away to his left, he saw a figure moving in
the direction of Gormenghast Mountain.
The invigorating air, coupled with his recognition of the distant fig-
ure, prompted him to change his course, and with quick, birdlike steps
he moved rapidly along the edge of the wood. In the rough landscape a-
way to his left, the tiny figure in its crimson dress sang out against
the sombre background like a ruby on a slate. The midsummer sun, and
how much less this autumn light, had no power to mitigate the dreary
character of the region that surrounded Gormenghast. It was like a
continuation of the castle, rough and shadowy, and though vast and o-
ften windswept, oppressive too, with a kind of raw weight.
Ahead lay Gormenghast Mountain in all its permanence, a sinister thing
as though drawn out of the earth by sorcery as a curse on all who view-
ed it. Although its base appeared to struggle from a blanket of trees
within a few miles of the castle, it was in reality a day's journey on
horseback. Clouds were generally to be seen clustering about its summit
even on the finest days when the sky was elsewhere empty, and it was
common to see the storms raging across its heights and the sheets of
dark rain slanting mistily over the blurred crown and obscuring half
the mountain's hideous body, while, at the same time, sunlight was
playing across the landscape all about it and even on its own lower
slopes. Today, however, not even a single cloud hung above the peak,
and when Fuchsia had looked out of her bedroom window after her midday
meal she had stared at the Mountain and said: "Where are the clouds?"
"What clouds?" said the old nurse, who was standing behind her, rock-
ing Titus in her arms. "What is it, my caution?"
"There's nearly always clouds on top of the Mountain," said Fuchsia.
"Aren't there any, dear?"
"No," said Fuchsia. "Why aren't there?"
Fuchsia realized that Mrs Slagg knew virtually nothing, but the long
custom of asking her questions was a hard one to break down. This
realization that grown-ups did not necessarily know any more than
children was something against which she had fought. She wanted Mrs
Slagg to remain the wise recipient of all her troubles and the com-
forter that she had always seemed, but Fuchsia was growing up and she
was now realizing how weak and ineffectual was her old guardian. Not
that she was losing her loyalty or affection. She would have defended
the wrinkled midget to her last breath if necessary; but she was i-
solated within herself with no one to whom she could run with that
unquestioning confidence--that outpouring of her newest enthusiasms--
her sudden terrors--her projects--her stories.
"I think I'll go out," she said, "for a walk."
"Again?" said Mrs Slagg, stopping for a moment the rocking of her
arms. "You go out such a lot now, don't you? Why are you always go-
ing away from me?"
"It's not from you," said Fuchsia; "it's because I want to walk and
think. It isn't going away from you. You know it isn't."
"I don't know anything," said Nannie Slagg, her face puckered
up.
"But I know you never went out all the summer, did you dear? And now
that it is so tempersome and cold you are always going out into the
nastiness and getting wet or frozen every day. Oh, my poor heart.
Why? Why every day?"
Fuchsia pushed her hands into the depths of the big pockets of her
red dress.
It was true she had deserted her attic for the dreary moors and the
rocky tracts of country about Gormenghast. Why was this? Had she sud-
denly outgrown her attic that had once been all in all to her? Oh no;
she had not outgrown it, but something had changed ever since that
dreadful night when she saw Steerpike lying by the window in the
darkness. It was no longer inviolate--secret -- mysterious. It was
no longer another world, but a part of the castle. Its magnetism had
weakened--its silent, shadowy drama had died and she could no longer
bear to revisit it. When last she had ventured up the spiral stairs
and entered the musty and familiar atmosphere, Fuchsia had experien-
ced a pang of such sharp nostalgia for what it had once been to her
that she had turned from the swaying motes that filled the air and
the shadowy shapes of all that she had known as her friends; the
cobwebbed organ, the crazy avenue of a hundred loves--turned away,
and stumbled down the dark staircase with a sense of such desolation
as seemed would never lift. Her eyes grew dim as she remembered these
things; her hands clenched in her deep pockets.
"Yes," she said, "I have been out a lot. Do you get lonely? If you
do, you needn't, because you know I love you, don't you? You know
that, don't you?
She thrust her lower lip forward and frowned at Mrs Slagg, but this
was only to keep her tears back, for nowadays Fuchsia had so lonely
a feeling that tears were never far distant. Never having had either
positive cruelty or kindness shown to her by her parents, but only
an indifference, she was not conscious of what it was that she miss-
ed--affection.
It had always been so and she had compensated herself by weaving stor-
ies of her own Future, or by lavishing her own love upon such things
as the objects in her attics, or more recently upon what she found
or saw among the woods and waste lands.
"You know that, don't you?" Fuchsia repeated.
Nannie rocked Titus more vigorously than was necessary and by the
pursing of her lips indicated that his Lordship was asleep and
that she was speaking too loudly.
Then Fuchsia came up to her old nurse and stared at her brother.
The feeling of aversion for him had disappeared, and though as
yet the lilac-eyed creature had not affected her with any sensation
of sisterly love, nevertheless she had got used to his presence in
the Castle and would sometimes play with him solemnly for half an
hour or so at a time.
Nannie's eyes followed Fuchsia's.
"His little Lordship," she said, wagging her head, "it's his little
Lordship."
"Why do you love him?"
"Why do I love him! oh, my poor, weak heart! Why do I love him, stu-
pid? How could you say such a thing?" cried Nannie Slagg. "Oh my
little Lordship thing. How could I help it--the innocent notion that
he is! The very next of Gormenghast, aren't you, my only? The very
next of all. What did your cruel sister say, then, what did she say?
"He must go to his cot now, for his sleep, he must, and to dream his
golden dreams."
"Did you talk to me like that when I was a baby," asked Fuchsia.
"Of course I did," said Mrs Slagg. "Don't be silly. Oh,
the ignorance
of you! Are you going to tidy your room for me now?"
She hobbled to the door with her precious bundle. Every day she asked
this same question, but never waited for an answer, knowing that what-
ever it was, it was she who would have to make some sort of order out
of the chaos.
Fuchsia again turned to the window and stared at the Mountain whose
shape down to the least outcrop had long since scored its outline in
her mind.
Between the castle and Gormenghast Mountain the land was desolate, for
the main part empty wasteland, with large areas of swamp where undis-
turbed among the reedy tracts the waders moved. Curlews and peewits
sent their thin cries along the wind. Moorhens reared their young and
paddled blackly in and out of the rushes. To the east of Gormenghast
Mountain, but detached from the trees at its base, spread the undula-
ting darkness of the Twisted Woods. To the west the unkempt acres, bro-
ken here and there with low stunted trees bent by the winds into the
shape of hunchbacks.
Between this dreary province and the pine wood that surrounded the West
Wing of the castle, a dark, shelving plateau rose to a height of about
a hundred to two hundred feet--an irregular tableland of greeny-black
rock, broken and scarred and empty. It was beyond these cold escarp-
ments that the river wound its way about the base of the Mountain and
fed the swamps where the wild fowl lived.
Fuchsia could see three short stretches of the river from her window.
This afternoon the central portion and that to its right were black
with the reflection of the Mountain, and the third, away to the west
beyond the rocky plateau, was a shadowy white strip that neither glanc-
ed nor sparkled, but, mirroring the opaque sky, lay lifeless and inert,
like a dead arm.
Fuchsia left the window abruptly and closing the door after her with a
crash, ran all the way down the stairs, almost falling as she slipped
clumsily on the last flight, before threading a maze of corridors to
emerge panting in the chilly sunlight.
Breathing in the sharp air she gulped and clenched her hands together
until her nails bit at her palms. Then she began to walk. She had been
walking for over an hour when she heard footsteps behind her and, turn-
ing, saw Steerpike. She had not seen him since the night at the Prune-
squallors" and never as clearly as now, as he approached her through
the naked autumn. He stopped when he noticed that he was observed and
called.
"Lady Fuchsia! May I join you?"
Behind him she saw something which by contrast with the alien, incal-
culable figure before her, was close and real. It was something which
she understood, something which she could never do without, or be with-
out, for it seemed as though it were her own self, her own body, at
which she gazed and which lay so intimately upon the skyline. Gormen-
ghast. The long, notched outline of her home. It was now his background.
It was a screen of walls and towers pocked with windows. He stood a-
gainst it, an intruder, imposing himself so vividly, so solidly, a-
gainst her world, his head overtopping the loftiest of its towers.
"What do you want?" she said.
A breeze had lifted from beyond the Twisted Woods and her dress was
blown across her so that down her right side it clung to her showing
the strength of her young body and thighs.
"Lady Fuchsia!" shouted Steerpike across the strengthening wind.
"I'll
tell you." He took a few quick paces towards her and reached the slop-
ing rock on which she stood. "I want you to explain this region to me--
the marshes and Gormenghast Mountain. Nobody has ever told me about it.
You know the country--you understand it," (he filled his lungs again)
"and though I love the district I'm very ignorant." He had almost
reached her. "Can I share your walks, occasionally? Would you consider
the idea? Are you returning?" Fuchsia had moved away. "If so, may I
accompany you back?"
"That's not what you've come to ask me," said Fuchsia slowly.
She was
beginning to shake in the cold wind.
"Yes, it is," said Steerpike, "it is just what I've come to ask you.
And whether you will tell me about Nature."
"I don't know anything about Nature," said Fuchsia, beginning
to walk
down the sloping rock. "I don't understand it. I only look at it.
Who
told you I knew about it? Who makes up these things?"
"No one," said Steerpike. "I thought you must know and understand what
you love so much. I've seen you very often returning to the castle lad-
en with the things you have discovered. And also, you look as though
you understand."
"I do?" said Fuchsia, surprised. "No, I can't do. I don't understand
wise things at all."
"Your knowledge is intuitive," said the youth. "You have no need of
book learning and such like. You only have to gaze at a thing to
know it. The wind is getting stronger, your Ladyship, and colder. We
had better return."
Steerpike turned up his high collar, and gaining her permission to a-
ccompany her back to the castle, he began with her the descent of the
grey rocks. Before they were halfway down, the rain was falling and
the autumn sunlight had given way to a fast, tattered sky.
"Tread carefully, Lady Fuchsia," said Steerpike suddenly; and
Fuchsia
stopped and stared quickly over her shoulder at him as though she had
forgotten he was there. She opened her mouth as though to speak when
a far rattle of thunder reverberated among the rocks and she turned
her head to the sky. A black cloud was approaching and from its pen-
dulous body the rain fell in a mass of darkness.
Soon it would be above them and Fuchsia's thoughts leapt backward
through the years to a certain afternoon when, as today, she had been
caught in a sudden rain storm. She had been with her mother on one of
those rare occasions, still rarer now, when the Countess for some rea-
son or other decided to take her daughter for a walk. Those occasional
outings had been silent affairs, and Fuchsia could remember how she
had longed to be free of the presence that moved at her side and above
her, and yet she recalled how she had envied her huge mother when the
wild birds came to her at her long, shrill, sweet whistle and settled
upon her head and arms and shoulders. But what she chiefly remembered
was how, on that day, when the storm broke above them, her mother in-
stead of turning back to the castle, continued onward towards these
same layers of dark rock which she and Steerpike were now descending.
Her mother had turned down a rough, narrow gully and had disappeared
behind a high slab of dislodged stone that was leaning against a face
of rock. Fuchsia had followed. But instead of finding her mother shel-
tering from the downpour against the cliff and behind the slab, to her
surprise she found herself confronted with the entrance to a grotto.
She had peered inside, and there, deep in its chilly throat, was her
mother sitting upon the ground and leaning against the sloping wall,
very still and silent and enormous.
They had waited there until the storm had tired of its own anger and
a slow rain descended like remorse from the sky. No word had passed
between them, and Fuchsia, as she remembered the grotto, felt a shiver
run through her body. But she turned to Steerpike.
"Follow me, if you want to," she said. "I know a cave."
The rain was by now thronging across the escarpment, and she began
to run over the slippery grey rock surfaces with Steerpike at her
heels.
As she began the short, steep descent she turned for an instant to
see whether Steerpike had kept pace with her, and as she turned, her
feet slipped away from under her on the slithery surface of an o-
blique slab, and she came crashing to the ground, striking the side
of her face, her shoulders and shin with a force that for the moment
stunned her. But only for a moment. As she made an effort to rise
and felt the pain growing at her cheekbone, Steerpike was beside her.
He had been some twelve yards away as she fell, but he slithered like
a snake among the rocks and was kneeling beside her almost immediate-
ly. He saw at once that the wound upon her face was superficial. He
felt her shoulder and shinbone with his thin fingers and found them
sound. He removed his cape, covered her and glanced down the gully.
The rain swam over his face and thrashed on the rocks. At the base
of the steep decline he could see, looming vaguely through the down-
pour, a huge propped rock, and he guessed that it was towards this
that Fuchsia had been running, for the gully ended within forty feet
in a high, unscalable wall of granite.
Fuchsia was trying to sit up, but the pain in her shoulder had drain-
ed her of strength.
"Lie still!" shouted Steerpike through the screen of rain that divid-
ed them. Then he pointed to the propped rock.
"Is that where we were going?" he asked.
"There's a cave behind it," she whispered. "Help me up I can get there
all right."
"Oh no," said Steerpike. He knelt down beside her, and then with great
care he lifted her inch by inch from the rocks. His wiry muscles tough-
ened in his slim arms, and along his spine, as by degrees he raised
her to the level of his chest, getting to his feet as he did so. Then,
step by tentative step over the splashing boulders he approached the
cave. A hundred rain-thrashed pools had collected among the rocks.
Fuchsia had made no remonstrance, knowing that she could never have
made this difficult descent; but as she felt his arms around her and
the proximity of his body, something deep within her tried to hide
itself. Through the thick, tousled strands of her drenched hair she
could see his sharp, pale, crafty face, his powerful dark-red eyes
focused upon the rocks below them, his high protruding forehead, his
cheekbones glistening, his mouth an emotionless line.
This was Steerpike. He was holding her; she was in his arms; in his
power. His hard arms and fingers were taking the weight at her thighs
and shoulders. She could feel his muscles like bars of metal. This
was the figure whom she had found in her attic, and who had climbed up
the sheer and enormous wall. He had said that he had found a stone sky-
field. He had said that she understood Nature. He wanted to learn from
her. How could he with his wonderful long sentences learn anything
from her? She must be careful. He was clever. But there was nothing
wrong in being clever. Dr Prune was clever and she liked him. She
wished she was clever herself.
He was edging between the wall of rock and the slanting slab, and sud-
denly they were in the dim light of the grotto. The floor was dry and
the thunder of the rain beyond the entrance seemed to come from another
world.
Steerpike lowered her carefully to the ground and propped her against
a flat, slanting portion of the wall. Then he pulled off his shirt and
began, after wringing as much moisture from it as he could, to tear it
into long narrow pieces. She watched him, fascinated in spite of the
pain she was suffering. It was like watching someone from another world
who was worked by another kind of machinery, by something smoother,
colder, harder, swifter. Her heart rebelled against the bloodlessness
of his precision, but she had begun to watch him with a grudging admi-
ration for a quality so alien to her own temperament.
The grotto was about fifteen feet in depth, the root dipping to the
earth, so that in only the first nine feet from the entrance was it
possible to stand upright. Close to the arching roof, areas of the
rock face were broken and fretted into dim convolutions of stone, and
a fanciful eye could with a little difficulty beguile any length of
time by finding among the inter-woven patterns an inexhaustible army
of ghoulish or seraphic heads according to the temper of the moment.
The recesses of the grotto were in deep darkness, but it was easy
enough for Fuchsia and Steerpike to see each other in the dull
light near the shielded entrance.
Steerpike had torn his shirt into neat strips and had knelt down be-
side Fuchsia and bandaged her head and staunched the bleeding which,
especially from her leg, where the injury was not so deep, was dif-
ficult to check. Her upper arm was less easy, and it was necessary
for her to allow Steerpike to bare her shoulder before he could wash
it clean.
She watched him as he carefully dabbed the wound. The sudden pain
and shock had changed to a raw aching and she bit her lip to stop
her tears. In the half light she saw his eyes smouldering in the
shadowy whiteness of his face. Above the waist he was naked. What
was it that made his shoulders look deformed? They were high, but
were sound, though like the rest of his body, strangely taut and
contracted. His chest was narrow and firm.
He removed a swab of cloth from her shoulder slowly and peered to
see whether the blood would continue to flow.
"Keep still," he said. "Keep your arm as still as you can. How's
the pain?"
"I'm all right," said Fuchsia.
"Don't be heroic," he said, sitting back on his heels, "We're
not
playing a game. I want to know exactly how much you're in pain --
not whether you are brave or not. I know that already. Which hurts
you most?"
"My leg," said Fuchsia. "It makes me want to be ill. And
I'm cold.
Now you know."
Their eyes met in the half light.
Steerpike straightened himself, "I'm going to leave you," he
said.
"Otherwise the cold will gnaw you to bits, I can't get you back to
the castle alone. I'll fetch the Prune and a stretcher. You'll be
all right here. I'll go now, at once. We'll be back within half an
hour. I can move when I want to."
"Steerpike," said Fuchsia.
He knelt down at once. "What is it?" he said, speaking very softly.
"You've done quite a lot to help," she said.
"Nothing much," he replied. His hand was close to hers.
The silence which followed became ludicrous and he got to his feet.
"Mustn't stay." He had sensed the beginning of something less fri-
gid. He would leave things as they were. "You'll be shaking like a
leaf if I don't hurry. Keep absolutely still."
He laid his coat over her and then walked the few paces to the open-
ing.
Fuchsia watched his hunched yet slender outline as he stood for a mo-
ment before plunging into the rain-swept gully. Then he had gone,
and she remained quite still, as he had told her, and listened to
the pounding of the rain.
Steerpike's boast as to his fleetness was not an idle one. With in-
credible agility he leapt from boulder to boulder until he had reach-
ed the head of the gully and from there, down the long slopes of the
escarpment, he sped like a Dervish. But he was not reckless. Every
one of his steps was a calculated result of a decision taken at a
swifter speed than his feet could travel.
At length the rocks were left behind and the castle emerged through
a dull blanket.
His entrance into the Prunesquallors" was dramatic. Irma, who had
never before seen any male skin other than that which protrudes be-
yond the collar and the cuffs, gave a piercing cry and fell into her
brother's arms only to recover at once and to dash from the room in
a typhoon of black silk. Prunesquallor and Steerpike could hear the
stair rods rattling as she whirled her way up the staircase and the
crashing of her bedroom door set the pictures swaying on the walls
of all the downstairs rooms.
Dr Prunesquallor had circled around Steerpike with his head drawn
back so that his cervical vertebrae rested against the rear wall
of his high collar, and a plumbless abysm yawned between his Adam's
apple and his pearl stud. With his head bridled backwards thus, some-
what in the position of a cobra about to strike, and with his eye-
brows raised quizzically, he was yet able at the same time to flash
both tiers of his startling teeth which caught and reflected the
lamplight with an unnatural brilliancy.
He was in an ecstasy of astonishment. The spectacle of a half-nude,
dripping Steerpike both repelled and delighted him. Every now and
again Steerpike and the Doctor could hear an extraordinary moaning
from the floor above.
When, however, the Doctor heard the cause of the boy's appearance,
he was at once on the move. It had not taken Steerpike long to ex-
plain what had happened. Within a few moments the Doctor had packed
up a small bag and rung for the cook to fetch both a stretcher and
a couple of young men as bearers.
Meanwhile, Steerpike had dived into another suit and run across to
Mrs Slagg in the castle, whom he instructed to replenish the fire
and to have Fuchsia's bed ready and some hot drink brewing, leaving
her in a state of querulous collapse, which was not remedied by his
tickling her rudely in the ribs as he skipped past her to the door.
Coming into the quadrangle he caught sight of the Doctor as he was
emerging from his garden gate with the two men and the stretcher.
Prunesquallor was holding his umbrella over a bundle of rugs under
which he had placed his medical bag.
When he had caught them up, he gave them their directions saying
that he would run on ahead, but would reappear on the escarpment to
direct them in the final stage of their journey. Tucking one of the
blankets under his cape he disappeared into the thinning rain. As
he ran on alone, he made jumps into the air. Life was amusing. So
amusing. Even the rain had played into his hand and made the rock
slippery. Everything, he thought to himself, can be of use. Every-
thing. And he clicked his fingers as he ran grinning through the
rain.
When Fuchsia awoke in her bed and saw the firelight flickering on
the ceiling and Nannie Slagg sitting beside her, she said:
"Where is Steerpike?"
"Who, my precious? Oh, my poor pretty one!" And Mrs Slagg fidget-
ed with Fuchsia's hand which she had been holding for over an hour.
"What is it you need, my only? What is it, my caution dear? Oh, my
poor heart, you've nearly killed me, dear. Very nearly. Yes, very
nearly, then. There, there. Stay still, and the Doctor will be
here again soon. Oh, my poor, weak heart!" The tears were streaming
down her little, old terrified face.
"Nannie," said Fuchsia, "where's Steerpike?"
"That horrid boy?" asked Nannie. "What about him, precious?
You
don't want to see him, do you? Oh no, you couldn't want that boy.
What is it, my only? Do you want to see him?"
"Oh, no! no!" said Fuchsia. "I don't want to. I feel so
tired. Are
you there?"
"What is it, my only?"
"Nothing; nothing. I wonder where he is."
KNIVES IN THE MOON
The moon slid inexorably into its zenith, the shadows shrivelling
to the feet of all that cast them, and as Rantel approached the
hollow at the hem of the Twisted Woods he was treading in a pool
of his own midnight.
The roof of the Twisted Woods reflected the staring circle in a
phosphorescent network of branches that undulated to the lower
slopes of Gormenghast Mountain. Rising from the ground and circum-
scribing this baleful canopy the wood was walled with impenetrable
shadow. Nothing of what supported the chilly haze of the topmost
branches was discernible--only a winding facade of blackness.
The crags of the mountain were ruthless in the moon; cold, deadly,
and shining. Distance had no meaning. The tangled glittering of the
forest roof rolled away, but its furthermost reaches were brought
suddenly nearer in a bound by the terrifying effect of proximity in
the mountain that they swarmed. The mountain was neither far away
nor was it close at hand. It arose starkly, enormously, across the
lens of the eye. The hollow itself was a cup of light. Every blade
of the grass was of consequence, and the few scattered stones held
an authority that made their solid, separate marks upon the brain--
each one with its own un duplicated shape: each rising brightly from
the ink of its own spilling.
When Rantel had come to the verge of the chosen hollow he stood
still. His head and body were a mosaic of black and ghastly silver
as he gazed into the basin of grass below him. His cloak was drawn
tightly about his spare body and the rhythmic folds of the drapery
held the moonlight along their upper ridges. He was sculpted, but
his head moved suddenly at a sound, and lifting his eyes he saw
Braigon arise from beyond the rim across the hollow.
They descended together, and when they had come to the level ground
they unfastened their cloaks, removed their heavy shoes and stripp-
ed themselves naked. Rantel flung his clothes away to the sloping
grass. Braigon folded his coarse garments and laid them across a
boulder. He saw that Rantel was feeling the edge of his blade which
danced in the moonlight like a splinter of glass.
They said nothing. They tested the slippery grass with their naked
feet.
Then they turned to one another. Braigon eased his fingers around
the short bone hilt. Neither could see the expression in the other's
face for their features were lost in the shadows of their brows and
only their tangled hair held the light. They crouched and began to
move, the distance closing between them, the muscles winding across
their backs.
With Keda for hearts' reason, they circled, they closed, they feint-
ed, their blades parrying the thrusts of the knife by sudden cross
movements of their forearms.
When Rantel carved it was onslaught. It was as though the wood were
his enemy. He fought it with rasp and chisel, hacking its flesh away
until the shape that he held in his mind began to surrender to his
violence. It was in this way that he fought. Body and brain were
fused into one impulse--to kill the man who crouched before him. Not
even Keda was in his mind now.
His eyes embraced the slightest movement of the other's body, of his
moving feet, of his leaping knife. He saw that around Braigon's left
arm a line of blood was winding from a gash in the shoulder. Rantel
had the longer reach, but swiftly as his knife shot forward to the
throat or breast, Braigon's forearm would swing across behind it and
smack his arm away from its target. Then at the impact Rantel would
spin out of range, and again they would circle and close in upon one
another, their shoulders and arms gleaming in the unearthly brilliance.
As Braigon fought he wondered where Keda was. He wondered whether
there could ever be happiness for her after himself or Rantel had been
killed; whether she could forget that she was the wife of a murderer:
whether to fight were not to escape from some limpid truth. Keda came
vividly before his eyes, and yet his body worked with mechanical bril-
liance, warding off the savage blade and attacking his assailant with
a series of quick thrusts, drawing blood from Rantel's side.
As the figure moved before him he followed the muscles as they wove be-
neath the skin. He was not only fighting with an assailant who was a-
waiting for that split second in which to strike him dead, but he was
stabbing at a masterpiece--at sculpture that leapt and heaved, at a
marvel of inky shadow and silver light. A great wave of nausea surged
through him and his knife felt putrid in his hand. His body went on fight-
ing.
The grass was blotched with the impression of their feet. They had
scattered and crushed the dew and a dark irregular patch filled the
centre of the hollow showing where their game with death had led them.
Even this bruised darkness of crushed grass was pale in comparison
with the intensity of their shadows which, moving as they moved,
sliding beneath them, springing when they sprang, were never still.
Their hair was sticking to the sweat on their brows. The wounds in
their bodies were weakening them, but neither could afford to pause.
About them the stillness of the pale night was complete. The moon-
light lay like rime along the ridges of the distant castle. The
reedy marshlands far to the east lay inert--a region of gauze. Their
bodies were raddled now with the blood from many wounds. The merci-
less light gleamed on the wet, warm streams that slid ceaselessly
over their tired flesh. A haze of ghostly weakness was filling their
nakedness and they were fighting like characters in a dream.
Keda's trance had fallen from her in a sudden brutal moment and she
had started to run towards the Twisted Woods. Through the great phos-
phorescent night, cloakless, her hair unfastening as she climbed, she
came at last to the incline that led to the lip of the hollow. Her
pain mounted as she ran. The strange, unworldly strength had died in
her, the glory was gone--only an agony of fear was with her now. As
she climbed to the ridge of the hollow she could hear--so small a
sound in the enormous night--the panting of the men, and her heart
for a moment lifted, for they were alive.
With a bound she reached the brow of the slope and saw them crouch-
ing and moving in moonlight below her. The cry in her throat was
choked as she saw the blood upon them, and she sank to her knees.
Braigon had seen her and his tired arms rang with a sudden strength.
With a flash of his left arm he whirled Rantel's daggered hand away,
and springing after him as swiftly as though he were a part of his
foe, he plunged his knife into the shadowy breast. As he struck he
withdrew the dagger, and as Rantel sank to the ground, Braigon flung
his weapon away.
He did not turn to Keda. He stood motionless, his hands at his head.
Keda could feel no grief. The corners of her mouth lifted. The time
for horror was not yet. This was not real--yet. She saw Rantel raise
himself upon his left arm. He groped for his dagger and felt it be-
side him in the dew. His life was pouring from the wound in his
breast. Keda watched him as, summoning into his right arm what
strength remained in his whole body, he sent the dagger running
through the air with a sudden awkward movement of his arm. It found
its mark in a statue's throat. Braigon's arms fell to his sides
like dead weights. He tottered forward, swayed for a little, the
bone hilt at his gullet, and then collapsed lifeless across the
body of his destroyer.
"THE SUN GOES DOWN AGAIN"
"Equality", said Steerpike, "is the thing. It is the only true and
central premise from which constructive ideas can radiate freely and
be operated without prejudice. Absolute equality of status. Equality
of wealth. Equality of power."
He tapped at a stone that lay among the wet leaves with his sword-
stick and sent it scurrying through the undergrowth.
He had waylaid Fuchsia with a great show of surprise in the pine
woods as she was returning from an evening among the trees. It was
the last evening before the fateful day of the burning. There would
be no time tomorrow for any dallying of this kind. His plans were
laid and the details completed. The Twins were rehearsed in their
roles and Steerpike was reasonably satisfied that he could rely on
them. This evening, after having enjoyed a long bath at the Prune-
squallors", he had spent more time than usual dressing himself. He
had plastered his sparse tow-coloured hair over his bulging fore-
head with unusual care, viewing himself as he did so from every
angle in the three mirrors he had erected on a table by the window.
As he left the house, he spun the slim swordstick through his fing-
ers. It circled in his hand like the spokes of a wheel. Should he,
or should he not pay a quick call on the Twins? On the one hand he
must not excite them, for it was as though they had been primed for
an examination and might suddenly forget everything they had been
taught. On the other hand, if he made no direct reference to to-
orrow's enterprise but encouraged them obliquely it might keep
them going through the night. It was essential that they should
have a good night's sleep. He did not want them sitting bolt up-
right on the edge of their bed all night staring at each other,
with their eyes and mouths wide open.
He decided to pay a very short visit and then to take a stroll to
the wood, where he thought he might find Fuchsia, for she had made
a habit of lying for hours beneath a certain pine in what she fond-
ly imagined was a secret glade.
Steerpike decided he would see them for a few moments, and at once
he moved rapidly across the quadrangle. A fitful light was breaking
through the clouds, and the arches circumscribing the quadrangle
cast pale shadows that weakened or intensified as the clouds stole
across the sun. Steerpike shuddered as he entered the sunless castle.
When he came to the door of the aunts' apartments he knocked, and
entered at once. There was a fire burning in the grate and he
walked towards it, noticing as he did so the twin heads of Cora
and Clarice twisted on their long powdered necks. Their eyes were
staring at him over the embroidered back of their couch, which had
been pulled up to the fire. They followed him with their heads,
their necks unwinding as he took up a position before them with his
back to the fire, his legs astride, his hands behind him.
"My dears," he said, fixing them in turn with his magnetic eyes;
"my dears, how are you? But what need is there to ask? You both
look radiant. Lady Clarice, I have seldom seen you look lovelier;
and your sister refuses to let you have it all your own way. You
refuse utterly, Lady Cora, don't you? You are about as bridal as
I ever remember you. It is a delight to be with you again."
The twins stared at him and wriggled, but no expression appeared
in their faces.
After a long silence during which Steerpike had been warming his
hands at the blaze Cora said, 'so you mean that I"m glorious?"
"That's not what he said," came Clarice's flat voice.
"Glorious", said Steerpike, "is a dictionary word. We are all imp-
risoned by the dictionary. We choose out of that vast, paper-walled
prison our convicts, the little black printed words, when in truth
we need fresh sounds to utter, new enfranchised noises which would
produce a new effect. In dead and shackled language, my dears, you
are glorious, but oh, to give vent to a brand new sound that might
convince you of what I really think of you, as you sit there in
your purple splendour, side by side! But no, it is impossible.
Life is too fleet for onomatopoeia. Dead words defy me. I can make
no sound, dear ladies, that is apt."
"You could try," said Clarice. "We aren't busy."
She smoothed the shining fabric of her dress with her long, life-
less fingers.
"Impossible," replied the youth, rubbing his chin. "Quite impos-
sible. Only believe in my admiration for your beauty that will
one day be recognized by the whole castle. Meanwhile, preserve
all dignity and silent power in your twin bosoms."
"Yes, yes," said Cora, "we"ll preserve it. We"ll preserve it in
our bosoms, won't we, Clarice? Our silent power."
"Yes, all the power we've got," said Clarice. "But we haven't got
much."
"It is coming to you," said Steerpike. "It is on its way. You are
of the blood; who else but you should wield the sceptre? But alone
you cannot succeed. For years you have smarted from the insults
you have been forced to endure. Ah, how patiently, you have smart-
ed! How patiently! Those days have gone. Who is it that can help
you?" He took a pace towards them and bent forward. "Who is it
that can restore you: and who will set you on your glittering
thrones?"
The aunts put their arms about one another so that their faces
were cheek to cheek, and from this double head they gazed up at
Steerpike with a row of four equidistant eyes. There was no rea-
son why there should not have been forty, or four hundred of them.
It so happened that only four had been removed from a dead and
endless frieze whose inexhaustible and repetitive theme was for-
ever, eyes, eyes, eyes.
"Stand up," said Steerpike. He had raised his voice.
They got to their feet awkwardly and stood before him evil. A
sense of power filled Steerpike with an acute enjoyment.
"Take a step forward," he said.
They did so, still holding one another.
Steerpike watched them for some time, his shoulders hunched a-
gainst the mantelpiece. "You heard me speak," he said. "You
heard my question. Who is it that will raise you to your thrones?"
"Thrones," said Cora in a whisper; "our thrones."
"Golden ones," said Clarice. 'that is what we want."
"That is what you shall have. Golden thrones for Lady Cora and
Lady Clarice. Who will give them to you?"
He stretched forward his hands and, holding each of them firmly
by an elbow, brought them forward in one piece to within a foot
of himself. He had never gone so far before, but he could see
that they were clay in his hands and the familiarity was safe.
The dreadful proximity of the identical faces caused him to draw
his own head back.
"Who will give you the thrones, the glory and the power?" he
said. "Who?"
Their mouths opened together. "You," they said. "It's you who"ll
give them to us. Steerpike will give them to us."
Then Clarice craned her head forward from beside her sister's
and she whispered as though she were telling Steerpike a secret
for the first time.
We're burning Sepulchrave's books up," she said, 'the whole of
his silly library. We're doing it--Cora and I. Everything is ready."
"Yes," said Steerpike. "Everything is ready."
Clarice's head regained its normal position immediately above
her neck, where it balanced itself, a dead thing, on a column,
but Cora's came forward as though to take the place of its coun
terpart and to keep the machinery working. In the same flat
whisper she continued from where her sister had left off:
"All we do is to do what we've been told to do." Her head came
forward another two inches. 'there isn't anything difficult.
It's easy to do. We go to the big door and then we find two
little pieces of cloth sticking through from the inside, and
then --"
"We set them on fire!" broke in her sister in so loud a voice
that Steerpike closed his eyes. Then with a profound emptiness:
"We"ll do it now," said Clarice. "It's easy."
"Now?" said Steerpike. "Oh no, not now. We decided it should be
tomorrow, didn't we? Tomorrow evening."
"I want to do it now," said Clarice. "Don't you, Cora?"
"No," said Cora.
Clarice bit solemnly at her knuckles. "You're frightened," she
said; "frightened of a little bit of fire. You ought to have more
pride than that, Cora. I have, although I"m gently manured."
""Mannered" you mean," said her sister. "You stupid. How ignor-
ant you are. With our blood, too. I am ashamed of our likenesses
and always will be, so there!"
Steerpike brushed an elegant green vase from the mantel with his
elbow, which had the effect he had anticipated. The four eyes
moved towards the fragments on the floor--the thread of their
dialogue was as shattered as the vase.
"A sign!" he muttered in a low, vibrant voice. "A portent! A sym-
bol! The circle is complete. An angel has spoken."
The twins stared open-mouthed.
"Do you see the broken porcelain, dear ladies?" he said. "Do
you
see it?"
They nodded.
"What else is that but the Regime, broken for ever--the bullydom
of Gertrude--the stony heart of Sepulchrave--the ignorance, mal-
ice and brutality of the House of Groan as it now stands--smashed
for ever? It is a signal that your hour is at hand. Give praise,
my dears; you shall come unto your splendour."
"When?" said Cora. "Will it be soon?"
"What about tonight?" said Clarice. She raised her flat voice to
its second floor, where there was more ventilation. "What about
tonight?"
'there is a little matter to be settled first," said Steerpike.
"One little job to be done. Very simple; very, very simple; but
it needs clever people to do it." He struck a match.
In the four lenses of the four flat eyes, the four reflections of
a single flame, danced--danced.
"Fire!" they said. "We know all about it. All, all, all."
"Oh, then, to bed," said the youth, speaking rapidly. 'to bed, to
bed, to bed."
Clarice lifted a limp hand like a slab of putty to her breast and
scratched herself abstractedly. "All right," she said. "Good night."
And as she moved towards the bedroom door she began to unfasten
her dress.
"I'm going too," said Cora. "Good night." She also,
as she retired,
could be seen unclasping and unhooking herself. Before the door
closed behind her she was half unravelled of imperial purple.
Steerpike filled his pocket with nuts from a china bowl and let-
ting himself out of the room began the descent to the quadrangle.
He had had no intention of broaching the subject of the burning,
but the aunts had happily proved less excitable than he had an-
ticipated and his confidence in their playing their elementary
roles effectively on the following evening was strengthened.
As he descended the stone stairs he filled his pipe, and on com-
ing into the mild evening light, his tobacco smouldering in the
bowl, he felt in an amiable mood, and spinning his swordstick he
made for the pine wood, humming to himself as he went.
He had found Fuchsia, and had built up some kind of conversation,
although he always found it more difficult to speak to her than
to anyone else. First he inquired with a certain sincerity whether
she had recovered from the shock. Her cheek was inflamed, and she
limped badly from the severe pain in her leg. The Doctor had band-
aged her up carefully and had left instructions with Nannie that
she must not go out for several days, but she had slipped away
when her nurse was out of the room, leaving a scribble on the wall
to the effect that she loved her; but as the creature never look-
ed at the wall the message was abortive.
By the time they had come to the edge of the wood Steerpike was
talking airily of any subject that came into his head, mainly for
the purpose of building up in her mind a picture of himself as
someone profoundly brilliant, but also for the enjoyment of talk-
ing for its own sake, for he was in a sprightly mood.
She limped beside him as they passed through the outermost trees
and into the light of the sinking sun. Steerpike paused to remove
a stag-beetle from where it clung to the soft bark of a pine.
Fuchsia went on slowly, wishing she were alone.
'there should be no rich, no poor, no strong, no weak," said Steer-
pike, methodically pulling the legs off the stag-beetle, one by one,
as he spoke. "Equality is the great thing, equality is everything."
He flung the mutilated insect away. "Do you agree, Lady Fuchsia?"
he said.
"I don't know anything about it, and I don't care much," said Fuch-
sia.
"But don't you think it's wrong if some people have nothing to eat
and others have so much they throw most of it away? Don't you think
it's wrong if some people have to work all their lives for a little
money to exist on while others never do any work and live in luxury?
Don't you think brave men should be recognized and rewarded, and not
just treated the same as cowards? The men who climb mountains, or
dive under the sea, or explore jungles full of fever, or save people
from fires?"
"I don't know," said Fuchsia again. 'things ought to be fair," I sup-
pose. But I don't know anything about it."
"Yes, you do," said Steerpike. "When you say 'things ought to be fair"
it is exactly what I mean. Things ought to be fair, why aren't they
fair? Because of greed and cruelty and lust for power. All that sort
of thing must be stopped.
"Well, why don't you stop it, then?" said Fuchsia in a distant voice.
She was watching the sun's blood on the Tower of Flints, and a cloud
like a drenched swab, descending, inch by inch, behind the blackening
tower.
"I am going to," said Steerpike with such an air of simple confidence
that Fuchsia turned her eyes to him.
"You're going to stop cruelty?" she asked. "And greediness, and all
those things? I don't think you could. You're very clever, but, oh
no, you couldn't do anything like that."
Steerpike was taken aback for a moment by this reply. He had meant
his remark to stand on its own--a limpid statement of fact -- some-
thing that he imagined Fuchsia might often turn over in her mind
and cogitate upon.
"It's nearly gone," said Fuchsia as Steerpike was wondering how to
reassert himself. "Nearly gone."
"What's nearly gone?" He followed her eyes to where the circle of
the sun was notched with turrets. "Oh, you mean the old treacle
bun," he said. "Yes, it will get cold very quickly now."
'treacle bun?" said Fuchsia. "Is that what you call it?" She stop-
ped walking. "I don't think you ought to call it that. It's not
respectful." She gazed. As the death-throes weakened in the sky,
she watched with big, perplexed eyes. Then she smiled for the first
time. 'so you give names to other things like that?"
"Sometimes," said Steerpike. "I have a disrespectful nature."
"Do you give people names?"
"I have done."
"Have you got one for me?"
Steerpike sucked the end of his swordstick and raised his straw-
coloured eyebrows. "I don't think I have," he said. "I usually
think of you as Lady Fuchsia."
"Do you call my mother anything?"
"Your mother? Yes."
"What do you call my mother?"
"I call her the old Bunch of Rags," said Steerpike.
Fuchsia's eyes opened wide and she stood still again. "Go away,"
she said.
"That's not very fair," said Steerpike. "After all, you
asked me."
"What do you call my father, then? But I don't want to know. I
think you're cruel," said Fuchsia breathlessly, "you who said you's
stop cruelty altogether. Tell me some more names. Are they all
unkind--and funny?"
"Some other time," said Steerpike, who had begun to feel chilly.
'the cold won't do your injuries any good. You shouldn't be out
walking at all, Prunesquallor thinks you're in bed. He sounded
very worried about you."
They walked on in silence, and by the time they had reached the
castle night had descended.
"MEANWHILE"
The morning of the next day opened drearily, the sun appearing
only after protracted periods of half-light, and then only as a
pale paper disc, more like the moon than itself, as, for a few
moments at a time it floated across some corridor of cloud. Slow,
lack-lustre veils descended with almost imperceptible motion over
Gormenghast, blurring its countless windows, as with a dripping
smoke. The mountain appeared and disappeared a score of times dur-
ing the morning as the drifts obscured it or lifted from its sides.
As the day advanced the gauzes thinned, and it was in the late af-
ternoon that the clouds finally dispersed to leave in their place
an expanse of translucence, that stain, chill and secret, in the
throat of a lily, a sky so peerless, that as Fuchsia stared into
its glacid depths she began unwittingly to break and re-break the
flower-stem in her hands.
When she turned her head away it was to find Mrs Slagg watching
her with such a piteous expression that Fuchsia put her arms a-
bout her old nurse and hugged her less tenderly than was her wish,
for she hurt the wrinkled midget as she squeezed. Nannie gasped
for breath, her body bruised from the excess of Fuchsia's burst
of affection, and a gust of temper shook her as she climbed ex-
citedly onto the seat of a chair.
"How dare you! How dare you!" she gasped at last after shaking
and wriggling a miniature fist all around Fuchsia's surprised
face. "How dare you bully me and hurt me and crush me into so
much pain, you wicked thing, you vicious, naughty thing! You,
whom I've always done everything for. You, whom I washed and
brushed and dressed and spoiled and cooked for since you were
the size of a slipper. You... you..." The old woman began to
cry, her body shaking underneath her black dress like some sort
of jerking toy. She let go of the rail of the chair, crushed
her fists into her tearful, bloodshot eyes, and, forgetting
where she was, was about to run to the door, when Fuchsia
jumped forward and caught her from falling. Fuchsia carried
her to the bed and laid her down. "Did I hurt you very much?"
Her old nurse, lying on the coverlet like a withered doll in
black satin, pursed her lips together and waited until Fuchsia,
seating herself on the side of the bed, had placed one of her
hands within range. Then her fingers crept forward, inch by
inch, over the eiderdown, and with a sudden grimace of concen-
trated naughtiness she smacked Fuchsia's hand as hard as she
was able. Relaxing against the pillow after this puny revenge,
she peered at Fuchsia, a triumphant gleam in her watery eyes.
Fuchsia, hardly noticing the malicious little blow, leant over
and suffered herself to be hugged for a few moments.
"Now you must start getting dressed," said Nannie Slagg. "You
must be getting ready for your father's Gathering, mustn't you?
It's always one thing or another. 'so this. Do that." And my
heart in the state it is. Where will it all end? And what will
you wear today? What dress will look the noblest for the wicked,
tempestable thing?"
"You're coming, too, aren't you?" Fuchsia said.
"Why, what a thing you are," squeaked Nannie Slagg, climbing
down over the edge of the bed. "Fancy such an ignorous question!
I am taking his little LORDSHIP, you big stupid!"
"What! is Titus going, too?"
"Oh, your ignorance," said Nannie, "'Is Titus going, too?' she
says." Mrs Slagg smiled pityingly. "Poor, poor, wicked thing!
what a querail!" The old woman gave forth a series of patheti-
cally unconvincing laughs and then put her hands on Fuchsia's
knees excitedly. "Of course he's going," she said. 'the Gather-
ing is for him. It's about this Birthday Breakfast."
"Who else is going, Nannie?"
Her old nurse began to count on her fingers.
"Well, there's your father," she began, placing the tips of her
forefingers together and raising her eyes to the ceiling. "First
of all there's him, your father..."
As she spoke Lord Sepulchrave was returning to his room after
performing the bi-annual ritual of opening the iron cupboard in
the armoury, and, with the traditional dagger which Sourdust had
brought for the occasion, of scratching on the metal back of the
cupboard another half moon, which, added to the long line of sim-
ilar half moons, made the seven hundred and thirty-seventh to be
scored into the iron. According to the temperaments of the de-
ceased Earls of Gormenghast the half moons were executed with pre-
cision or with carelessness. It was not certain what significance
the ceremony held, for unfortuately the records were lost, but
the formality was no less sacred for being unintelligible.
Old Sourdust had closed the iron door of the ugly, empty cupboard
with great care, turning the key in the lock, and but for the fact
that while inserting the key a few strands of his beard had gone
in with it and been turned and caught, he would have felt the keen
professional pleasure that all ritual gave him. It was in vain for
him to pull, for not only was he held fast, but the pain to his
chin brought tears to his eyes. To bring the key out and the hairs
of his beard with it would ruin the ceremony, for it was laid down
that the key must remain in the lock for twenty-three hours, a re-
tainer in yellow being posted to guard the cupboard for that period.
The only thing to do was to sever the strands with the knife, and
this is eventually what the old man did, after which he set fire to
the grey tufts of his alienated hairs that protruded from the key-
hole like a fringe around the key. These flamed a little, and when
the sizzling had ceased Sourdust turned apologetically to find that
his Lordship had gone.
When Lord Sepulchrave reached his bedroom he found Flay laying out
the black costume that he habitually wore. The Earl had it in his
mind to dress more elaborately this evening. There had been a slight
but perceptible lifting of his spirit ever since he had conceived
this Breakfast for his son. He had become aware of a dim pleasure in
having a son. Titus had been born during one of his blackest moods,
and although he was still shrouded in melancholia, his introspection
had, during the last few days, become tempered by a growing interest
in his heir, not as a personality, but as the symbol of the Future.
He had some vague presentiment that his own tenure was drawing to a
close and it gave him both pleasure when he remembered his son, and
a sense of stability amid the miasma of his waking dreams.
Now that he knew he had a son he realized how great had been the
unspoken nightmare which had lurked in his mind. The terror that
with him the line of Groan should perish. That he had failed the
castle of his forebears, and that rotting in his sepulchre the future
generations would point at his, the last of the long line of discol-
oured monuments and whisper: "He was the last. He had no son."
As Flay helped him dress, neither of them speaking a word, Lord Sep-
ulchrave thought of all this, and fastening a jewelled pin at his
collar he sighed, and within the doomed and dark sea-murmur of that
sigh was the plashing sound of a less mournful billow. And then, as
he gazed absently past himself in the mirror at Flay, another comber
of far pleasure followed the first, for his books came suddenly be-
fore his eyes, row upon row of volumes, row upon priceless row of
calf-bound Thought, of philosophy and fiction, of travel and fantasy;
the stern and the ornate, the moods of gold or green, of sepia,
rose, or black; the picaresque, the arabesque, the scientific--the
essays, the poetry and the drama.
All this, he felt, he would now re-enter. He could inhabit the world
of words, with, at the back of his melancholy, a solace he had not
known before.
"Then next," said Mrs Slagg, counting on her fingers, 'there's your
mother, of course. Your father and your mother--that makes Two."
Lady Gertrude had not thought of changing her dress. Nor had it oc-
curred to her to prepare for the gathering.
She was seated in her bedroom. Her feet were planted widely apart as
though for all time. Her elbows weighed on her knees, from between
which the draperies of her skirt sagged in heavy U-shaped folds. In
her hands was a paper-covered book, with a coffeestain across its
cover and with as many dogs" ears as it had pages. She was reading
aloud in a deep voice that rose above the steady drone of a hundred
cats. They filled the room. Whiter than the tallow that hung from the
candelabra or lay broken on the table of birdseed. Whiter than the
pillows on the bed. They sat everywhere. The counterpane was hidden
with them. The table, the cupboards, the couch, all was luxuriant
with harvest, white as death, but the richest crop was all about her
feet where a cluster of white faces stared up into her own. Every
luminous, slit-pupilled eye was upon her. The only movement lay in
the vibration in their throats. The voice of the Countess moved on
like a laden ship upon a purring tide.
As she came to the end of every right hand page and was turning it
over her eyes would move around the room with an expression of the
deepest tenderness, her pupils filling with the minute white ref-
lections of her cats.
Then her eyes would turn again to the printed page. Her enormous
face had about it the wonderment of a child as she read. She was
re-living the story, the old story which she had so often read to
them.
"And the door closed, and the latch clicked, but the prince with
stars for his eyes and a new-moon for his mouth didn't mind, for
he was young and strong, and though he wasn't handsome, he had heard
lots of doors close and click before this one, and didn't feel at
all frightened. But he would have been if he had known who had
closed the door. It was the Dwarf with brass teeth, who was more
dreadful than the most spotted of all things, and whose ears were
fixed on backwards.
"Now when the prince had finished brushing his hair..."
While the Countess was turning the page Mrs Slagg was ticking off
the third and fourth fingers of her left hand.
"Dr Prunesquallor and Miss Irma will come as well, dear: they al-
ways come to nearly everything--don't they, though I can't see
why--they aren't ancestral. But they always come. Oh, my poor con-
science! it's always I who have to bear with them, and do every-
thing, and I"ll have to go in a moment, my caution, to remind your
mother, and she"ll shout at me and make me so nervous; but I"ll
have to go for she won't remember, but that's just how it always
happens. And the Doctor and Miss Irma make another two people, and
that makes four altogether." Mrs Slagg gasped for breath. "I don't
like Dr Prunesquallor, my baby; I don't like his proud habits,"
said Nannie. "He makes me feel so silly and small when I'm not. But
he's always asked, even when his vain and ugly sister isn't; but
she's been asked this time so they"ll both be there, and you must
stay next to me, won't you? Won't you? Because I've got his little
Lordship to care for. Oh, my dear heart! I'm not well--I'm not; I'm
not. And nobody cares--not even you." Her wrinkled hand gripped at
Fuchsia's. "You will look after me?"
"Yes," said Fuchsia. "But I like the Doctor."
Fuchsia lifted up the end of her mattress and burrowed beneath the
feather-filled weight until she found a small box. She turned her
back on her nurse for a moment and fastened something around her
neck, and when she turned again Mrs Slagg saw the solid fire of
a great ruby hung beneath her throat.
"You must wear it today!" Mrs Slagg almost screamed. 'today, today,
you naughty thing, when everyone's there. You will look as pretty
as a flowering lamb, my big, untidy thing."
"No, Nannie, I won't wear it like that. Not when it's a day like
today. I shall wear it only when I'm alone or when I meet a man
who reverences me."
The Doctor, meanwhile, lay in a state of perfect contentment in a
hot bath filled with blue crystals. The bath was veined marble and
was long enough to allow the Doctor to lie at full length. Only
his quill-like face emerged above the perfumed surface of the wat-
er. His hair was filled with winking lather-bubbles; and his eyes
were indescribably roguish. His face and neck were bright pink as
though direct from a celluloid factory.
At the far end of the bath one of his feet emerged from the depths.
He watched it quizzically with his head cocked so far upon one side
that his left ear filled with water. 'sweet foot," he cried. "Five
toes to boot and what-not in the beetroot shoot!" He raised himself
and shook the hot water gaily from his ear and began swishing the
water on either side of his body.
The eyes closed and the mouth opened and all the teeth were there
shining through the steam. Taking a great breath, or rather, a deep
breath, for his chest was too narrow for a great one, and with a
smile of dreadful bliss irradiating his pink face, the Doctor emit-
ted a whinny of so piercing a quality, that Irma, seated at her bou-
doir table, shot to her feet, scattering hairpins across the carpet.
She had been at her toilet for the last three hours, excluding the
preliminary hour and a half spent in her bath--and now, as she swish-
ed her way to the bedroom door, a frown disturbing the powder on her
brow, she had, in common with her brother, more the appearance of
having been plucked or peeled, than of cleanliness, though clean
she was, scrupulously clean, in the sense of a rasher of bacon.
"What on earth is the matter with you; I said, what on earth is the
matter with you, Bernard?" she shouted through the bathroom keyhole.
"Is that you my love? Is that you?" her brother's voice came thinly
from behind the door.
"Who else would it be: I said, who else would it be," she yelled
back, bending herself into a stiff satin right angle in order to
get her mouth to the keyhole.
"Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha," came her brother's shrill, unbearable laugh-
ter. "Who else indeed? Well, well, let us think, let us think. It
might be the moon goddess, but that's improbable, ha, ha ha; or it
might be a sword swallower approaching me in my professional capa-
city, ha, ha, that is less improbable--in fact, my dear taproot,
have you by any chance been swallowing swords for years on end with-
out ever telling me, ha, ha? Or haven't you?" His voice rose: "Years
on end, and swords on end--where will it end, if our ears unbend--
what shall I spend on a wrinkled friend in a pair of tights like a
bunch of lights?"
Irma who had been straining her ears cried out at last in her irri-
tation: "I suppose you know you"ll be late--I said: "I suppose you
--""
"A merry plague upon you, O blood of my blood," the shrill voice
broke in. "What is Time, O sister of similar features, that you
speak of it so subserviently? Are we to be the slaves of the sun,
that second-hand, overrated knob of gilt, or of his sister, that
fatuous circle of silver paper? A curse upon their ridiculous dic-
tatorship! What say you, Irma, my Irma, wrapped in rumour, Irma,
of the incandescent tumour?" he trilled happily. And his sister
rose rustling to her full height, arching her nostrils as she did
so, as though they itched with pedigree. Her brother annoyed her,
and as she seated herself again before the mirror in her boudoir
she made noises like a lady as she applied the powder-puff for
the hundredth time to her spotless length of neck.
"Sourdust will be there, too," said Mrs Slagg, "because
he knows
all about things. He knows what order you do things in, precious,
and when you must start doing them, and when you ought to stop."
"Is that everyone?" asked Fuchsia.
'son't hurry me," replied the old nurse, pursing her lips into a
prune of wrinkles. "Can't you wait a minute? Yes, that makes five,
and you make six, and his little Lordship makes seven...
"And you make eight," said Fuchsia. 'so you make the most."
'make the most what, my caution?"
"It doesn't matter," said Fuchsia.
While, in various parts of the Castle, these eight persons were
getting ready for the Gathering the twins were sitting bolt upright
on the couch watching Steerpike drawing the cork out of a slim,
dusty bottle. He held it securely between his feet and bending o-
ver with the corkscrew firmly embedded was easing the cork from
the long black cormorant throat.
Having unwound the corkscrew and placed the undamaged cork on the
mantelpiece, he emptied a little of the wine into a glass and tast-
ed it with a critical expression on his pale face.
The aunts leaned forward, their hands on their knees, watching ev-
ery movement.
Steerpike took one of the Doctor's silk handkerchiefs from his pock-
et and wiped his mouth. Then he held the wineglass up to the light
for a long time and studied its translucence.
"What's wrong with it?" said Clarice slowly.
"Is it poisoned?" said Cora.
"Who poisoned it?" echoed Clarice.
"Gertrude," said Cora. 'she's kill us if she could."
"But she can't," said Clarice.
"And that's why we're going to be powerful."
"And proud," added Clarice.
"Yes, because of today."
"Because of today."
They joined their hands.
"It is a good vintage, your Ladyship. A very adequate vintage. I
selected it myself. You will, I know, appreciate it fully. It is
not poisoned, my dear women. Gertrude, though she has poisoned
your lives, has not, as it so happens, poisoned this particular
bottle of wine. May I pour you out a glassful each, and we will
drink a toast to the business of the day?"
"Yes, yes," said Cora. "Do it now."
Steerpike filled their glasses.
"Stand up," he said.
The purple twins arose together, and as Steerpike was about to pro-
pose the toast, his right hand holding the glass on the level of
his chin and his left hand in his pocket, Cora's flat voice broke in:
"Let's drink it on our Tree," she said. "It's lovely outside. On our
Tree."
Clarice turned to her sister with her mouth open. Her eyes were as
expressionless as mushrooms.
"That's what we"ll do," she said.
Steerpike, instead of being annoyed, was amused at the idea. After
all, this was an important day for him. He had worked hard to get all
in readiness and he knew that his future hung upon the smooth working
of his plan, and although he would not congratulate himself until the
library was in ashes, he felt that it was up to him and the aunts to
relax for a few minutes before the work that lay ahead.
To drink a toast to the Day upon the boughs of the dead Tree ap-
pealed to his sense of the dramatic, the appropriate and the ridic-
ulous.
A few minutes later the three of them had passed through the Room
of Roots, filed along the horizontal stem and sat down at the table.
As they sat, Steerpike in the middle and the twins at either side,
the evening air was motionless beneath them and around. The aunts
had apparently no fear of the dizzy drop. They never thought of it.
Steerpike, although he was enjoying the situation to the full, nev-
ertheless averted his eyes as far as possible from the sickening
space below him. He decided to deal gently with the bottle. On the
wooden table their three glasses glowed in the warm light. Thirty
feet away the sunny south wall towered above and fell below them
featureless from its base to its summit save for the lateral off-
shoot of this dead tree, halfway up its surface, on which they sat,
and the exquisitely pencilled shadows of its branches.
"Firstly, dear Ladyships," said Steerpike, rising to his feet and
fixing his eyes upon the shadow of a coiling bough, "firstly I pro-
pose a health to you. To your steadfast purpose and the faith you
have in your own destinies. To your courage. Your intelligence. Your
beauty." He raised his glass. "I drink," he said, and took a sip.
Clarice began to drink at the same moment, but Cora nudged her el-
bow. "Not yet," she said.
"Next I must propose a toast to the future. Primarily to the Immed-
iate Future. To the task we have resolved to carry through today.
To its success. And also to the Great Days that will result from it.
The days of your reinstatement. The days of your Power and Glory.
Ladies, to the Future!"
Cora, Clarice and Steerpike lifted their elbows to drink. The warm
air hung about them, and as Cora's raised elbow struck her sister's
and jogged the wineglass from her hand, and as it rolled from the
table to the tree and from the tree out into the hollow air, the
western sunlight caught it as it fell, glittering, through the void.
"THE BURNING"
Although it was Lord Sepulchrave who had summoned the Gathering, it
was to Sourdust that the party turned when they had all arrived in
the library, for his encyclopaedic knowledge of ritual gave authority
to whatever proceedings were to follow. He stood by the marble table
and, as the oldest, and in his opinion, the wisest person present,
had about him a quite understandable air of his own importance. To
wear rich and becoming apparel no doubt engenders a sense of well-
being in the wearer, but to be draped, as was Sourdust, in a sacro-
sanct habit of crimson rags is to be in a world above such consid-
eration as the price and fit of clothes and to experience a sense of
propriety that no wealth could buy. Sourdust knew that were he to
demand it the wardrobes of Gormenghast would be flung open to him.
He did not want it. His mottled beard of alternate black and white
hairs was freshly knotted. The crumpled parchment of his ancestral
face glimmered in the evening light that swam through the high win-
dow.
Flay had managed to find five chairs, which he placed in a line be-
fore the table. Nannie, with Titus on her lap, took up the central
position. On her right Lord Sepulchrave and on her left the Countess
Gertrude sat in attitudes peculiar to them, the former with his right
elbow on the arm of the chair and his chin lost in the palm of his
hand, and the Countess obliterating the furniture she sat in. On her
right sat the Doctor, his long legs crossed and a footling smile of
anticipation on his face. At the other end of the row his sister sat
with her pelvis at least a foot to the rear of an excited perpendic-
ular--her thorax, neck and head. Fuchsia, for whom, much to her re-
lief, no chair was to be found, stood behind them, her hands behind
her back. Between her fingers a small green handkerchief was being
twisted round and round. She watched the ancient Sourdust take a step
forward and wondered what it must feel like to be so old and wrinkled,
"I wonder if I"ll ever be as old as that," she thought; "an old wrin-
kled woman, older than my mother, older than Nannie Slagg even." She
gazed at the black mass of her mother's back. "Who is there anyway
who isn't old? There isn't anybody. Only that boy who hasn't any
lineage. I wouldn't mind much, but he's different from me and too
clever for me. And even he's not young. Not like I'd like my friends
to be."
Her eyes moved along the line of heads. One after the other: old
heads that didn't understand.
Her eyes rested at last on Irma.
"She hasn't any lineage, either," said Fuchsia to herself, "and her
neck is much too clean and it's the longest and thinnest and funniest
I've ever seen. I wonder if she's really a white giraffe all the
time, and pretending she isn't." Fuchsia's mind flew to the stuffed
giraffe's leg in the attic. "Perhaps it belongs to her," she
thought.
And the idea so appealed to Fuchsia that she lost control of herself
and spluttered.
Sourdust, who was about to begin and had raised his old hand for the
purpose, started and peered across at her, Mrs Slagg clutched Titus
a little tighter and listened very hard for anything further. Lord
Sepulchrave did not move his body an inch, but opened one eye slowly.
Lady Gertrude, as though Fuchsia's splutter had been a signal, shout-
ed to Flay, who was behind the library door:
"Open the door and let that bird in! What are you waiting for, man?"
Then she whistled with a peculiar ventriloquism, and a wood warbler
sped, undulating through the long, dark hollow of library air, to land
on her finger.
Irma simply twitched but was too refined to look round, and it was
left to the Doctor to make contact with Fuchsia by means of an exqui-
sitely timed wink with his left eye behind its convex lens, like an
oyster shutting and opening itself beneath a pool of water. Sourdust,
disturbed by this unseemly interjection and also by the presence of
the wood warbler, which kept distracting his eye by running up and
down Lady Gertrude's arm, lifted his head again, fingering a running
bowline in his beard.
His hoarse and quavering voice wandered through the library like
something lost.
The long shelves surrounded them, tier upon tier, circumscribing
their world with a wall of other worlds imprisoned yet breathing
among the network of a million commas, semicolons, full stops, hy-
phens and every other sort of printed symbol.
"We are gathered together," said Sourdust, "in this ancient library
at the instigation of Sepulchrave, 76th Earl to the house of Gormen-
ghast and lord of those tracts of country that stretch on every hand,
in the North to the wastelands, in the South to the grey salt marsh-
es, in the East to the quicksands and the tideless sea, and in the
West to knuckles of endless rock."
This was delivered in one weak, monotonous stream. Sourdust coughed
for some time and then, regaining his breath, continued mechanical-
ly: "We are gathered on this seventeenth day of October to give ear
to his Lordship. These nights the moon is in the ascendant and the
river is full of fish. The owls in the Tower of Flints seek their
prey as heretofore and it is appropriate that his Lordship should,
on the seventeenth day of an autumn month, bring forward the matter
that is in his mind. The sacred duties which he has never wavered
to perform are over for the hour. It is appropriate that it should
be now--now, at the sixth hour of the daylight clock.
"I as master of Ritual, as Guardian of the Documents and as Confi-
dant to the Family, am able to say that for his Lordship to speak
to you in no way contravenes the tenets of Gormenghast.
"But, your Lordship, and your revered Ladyship," said Sourdust in
his old sing-song, "it is no secret to those here gathered that it
is towards the child who now occupies pride of place, it is towards
Lord Titus that our thoughts will converge this afternoon. That is
no secret."
Sourdust gave vent to a dreadful chesty cough. "It is to Lord Ti-
tus," he said, gazing mistily at the child and then, raising his
voice, "it is to Lord Titus," he repeated irritably.
Nannie suddenly realized that the old man was making signs at her,
and understood that she was to lift the infant up in the air as
though he were a specimen, or something to be auctioned. She lift-
ed him, but no one looked at the exhibit except Prunesquallor, who
nearly engulfed Nannie, baby and all with a smile so devouring, so
dental, as to cause Nannie to raise her shoulder against it and to
snatch Titus back to her little flat chest.
"I will turn my back on you and strike the table four times," said
Sourdust. "Slagg will bring the child to the table and Lord Sepul-
chrave will --" here he suffered a more violent fit of coughing
than ever, and at the same moment Irma's neck quivered a little
and she in her own way followed suit with five little ladylike
barks. She turned her head apologetically in the direction of the
Countess and wrinkled her forehead in self-deprecation. She could
see that the Countess had taken no notice of her mute apology.
She arched her nostrils. It had not crossed her mind there was a
smell in the room other than the prevalent smell of musty leather:
it was just that her nostrils with their hypersensitive nerve-end-
ings were acting on their own accord.
Sourdust took some time to recover from his bout, but eventually
he straightened himself and repeated:
"Slagg will bring the child to the table, and Lord Sepulchrave will
graciously advance, following his menial, and on arriving at a
point immediately behind me will touch the back of my neck with the
forefinger of his left hand.
"At this signal I and Slagg will retire, and Slagg, having left
the infant on the table, Lord Sepulchrave will pass behind the
table and stand facing us across its surface."
"Are you hungry, my little love? Is there no grain inside you?
Is that it? Is that it?"
The voice came forth so suddenly and heavily and so closely upon
the quavering accents of Sourdust that everyone felt for the first
few moments that the remark was addressed to them personally; but
on turning their heads they could see that the Countess was ad-
dressing herself exclusively to the wood warbler. Whether the war-
bler made any reply was never ascertained for not only was Irma
seized with a new and less ladylike bout of short dry coughs, but
her brother and Nannie Slagg, joining her, filled the room with
noise.
The bird rose into the air, startled, and Lord Sepulchrave
stopped on his passage to the table and turned irritably to the
line of noisy figures; but as he did so a faint smell of smoke
making itself perceptible for the first time caused him to raise
his head and sniff the air in a slow, melancholy way. At the same
time Fuchsia felt a roughness in her throat. She glanced about
the room and wrinkled her nose, for smoke though still invisible
was infiltrating steadily through the library.
Prunesquallor had risen from beside the Countess and with his
white hands wound about each other and with his mouth twisted
into a quizzical line he permitted his eyes to move rapidly a-
round the room. His head was cocked on one side.
"What'sthe matter, man?" asked the Countess heavily from immed-
iately below him. She was still seated.
"The matter?" queried the Doctor, smiling more emphatically but
still keeping his eyes on the move. "It is a case of atmosphere,
as far as I can dare to judge at such very, very short notice,
your Ladyship, as far as I dare to judge. ha, ha, ha! It is a
case of thickening atmosphere, ha, ha!"
"Smoke," said the Countess heavily and bluntly. "What is the mat-
ter with smoke? Haven'tyou ever smelt it before?"
"Many and many a time, your Ladyship," answered the Doctor. "But
never, if I may say so, never in here."
The Countess grunted to herself and settled deeper into the chair.
"There never is smoke in here," said Lord Sepulchrave. He turned
his head to the door and raised his voice a little:
"Flay."
The long servant emerged out of the shadows like a spider.
"Open the door," said Lord Sepulchrave sharply; and as the spider
turned and began its return journey his Lordship took a step to-
wards old Sourdust, who was by now doubled over the table in a
paroxysm of coughing. His Lordship taking one of Sourdust's elbows
beckoned to Fuchsia, who came across the room and supported the
old man on the other side, and the three of them began to make
their way to the door in Flay'swake.
Lady Groan simply sat like a mountain and watched the little
bird.
Dr Prunesquallor was wiping his eyes, his thick glasses pushed
for the moment above his eyebrows. But he was very much on the
alert and as soon as his spectacles were again in place he grin-
ned at everyone in turn. His eye lingered for a moment on his
sister Irma, who was systematically tearing an expensively em-
broidered cream-coloured silk handkerchief into small pieces.
Behind the dark lenses of her glasses her eyes were hidden from
view, but to judge from the thin, wet, drooping line of her
mouth and the twitching of the skin on her pointed nose it
might be safely assumed that they were making contact with,
and covering the inner side of, the lenses of her spectacles
with the moisture with which the smoke had filmed them.
The Doctor placed the tips of his fingers and thumbs together
and then, separating the tapering extremities of the index fin-
gers, he watched them for a few seconds as they gyrated around
one another. Then his eyes turned to the far end of the room
where he could see the Earl and his daughter, with the old man
between them, approaching the library door. Someone, presumably
Flay, seemed to be making a great deal of noise in wrestling
with the heavy iron door handle.
The smoke was spreading, and the Doctor, wondering why in the
devil's name the door had not been thrown open, began to peer
about the room in an effort to locate the source of the ever-
thickening wreaths. As he took a step past Nannie Slagg he saw
that she was standing by the table from whose marble surface
she had plucked Titus. She was holding him very closely to her-
self and had wrapped him in layers of cloth which had complete-
ly hidden him from view. A sound of muffled crying could be
heard coming from the bundle. Nannie's little wrinkled mouth
was hanging open. Her streaming eyes were redder than usual
with the stinging smoke. But she stood quite still.
"My very dear good woman," said Dr Prunesquallor, turning on
his heel as he was about to float past her, "my very dear Slagg,
convey his minute Lordship to the door that for some reason
that is too subtle for me to appreciate remains shut. Why, in
the name of Ventilation, I don'tknow. But it does. It remains
shut. Take him nevertheless, my dear Slagg, to the aforesaid
door and place his infinitesimal head at the keyhole (surely
THAT'S still open!), and even if you cannot squeeze the child
right through it you can at least give his Lordship's lungs
something to get on with."
Nannie Slagg was never very good at interpreting the Doc-
tor's long sentences, especially when coming through a haze
of smoke, and all that she could gather was that she should
attempt to squeeze her tiny Lordship through the keyhole.
Clutching the baby even tighter in her thin arms, "No! no!
no!" she cried, retreating from the doctor.
Dr Prunesquallor rolled his eyes at the Countess. She was
apparently aware of the state of the room at last and was
gathering together great swathes of drapery in a slow, del-
iberate manner preparatory to rising to her feet.
The rattling at the library door became more violent, but
the indigenous shadows and the smoke combined to make it
impossible to see what was going on.
"Slagg," said the Doctor, advancing on her, "go to the door
immediately, like the intelligent woman you are!"
"No! no!" shrieked the midget, in so silly a voice that Doc-
tor Prunesquallor after taking a handkerchief from his pocket
lifted her from her feet and tucked her under his arm. The
handkerchief enveloping Nannie Slagg's waist prevented the
nurse's garments from coming in contact with the Doctor's
clothes. Her legs, like black twigs blown in the wind, ges-
ticulated for a few moments and then were still.
Before they had reached the door, however, they were met by
Lord Sepulchrave, who emerged darkly from the smoke. "The
door has been locked from the outside," he whispered between
fits of coughing.
"Locked?" queried Prunesquallor. "Locked, your Lordship? By
all that's perfidious! This is becoming intriguing. Most in-
triguing. Perhaps a bit too intriguing. What do you think,
Fuchsia, my dear little lady? Eh? ha, ha! Well, well, we
must become positively cerebral, mustn't we? By all that's
enlightened we really must! Can it be smashed?" He turned
to Lord Sepulchrave. "Can we breach it, your Lordship, bat-
tery and assault and all that delicious sort of thing?"
"Too thick, Prunesquallor," said Lord Sepulchrave: "four-
inch oak."
He spoke slowly in strange contrast to Prunesquallor's rapid,
ejaculatory chirping.
Sourdust had been propped near the door, where he sat cough-
ing as though to shake his old body to bits.
"No key for the other door," continued Lord Sepulchrave slow-
ly. "It is never used. What about the window?" For the first
time a look of alarm appeared on his ascetic face. He walked
quickly to the nearest bookshelves and ran his fingers along
the spines of calf. Then he turned with a quickness unusual
for him. "Where is the smoke thickest?"
"I've been searching for its origin, your Lordship," came
Prunesquallor's voice out of the haze. "It's everywhere so
thick that it's very difficult to say. By all the pits of
darkness it most damnably is. But I'm looking, ha, ha! I'm
looking." He trilled for a moment like a bird, then his
voice came again. "Fuchsia, dear!" he shouted. "Are you all
right?"
"Yes!" Fuchsia had to swallow hard before she could shout
back, for she was very frightened, "Yes, Dr Prune."
"Slagg!" shouted the Doctor, "keep Titus near the keyhole.
See that she does, Fuchsia."
"Yes," whispered Fuchsia; and went in search of Mrs Slagg.
It was just then that an uncontrolled scream rang through
the room.
Irma, who had been tearing her cream-coloured handkerchief,
now found that she had ripped it into such minute particles
that with nothing left to tear, and with her hands in forced
idleness, she could control herself no longer. Her knuckles
had tried to stifle the cry, but her terror had grown too
strong for such expedients, and at the final moment she for-
got all she had learnt about decorum and about how to be a
lady, and clenching her hands at her thighs she had stood on
tip-toe and screamed from her swanlike throat with an effect
calculated to freeze the blood of a macaw.
An enormous figure had loomed out of the smoke a few feet
from Lord Sepulchrave, and as he watched the vague head take
shape and recognized it as that belonging to the top half of
his wife's body, his limbs had stiffened, for Irma's scream had
rung out simultaneously with the appearance of the head, the
untoward proximity of which conjointed with the scream giving
ventriloquistic horror to the moment. Added to the frightful-
ness of a head and a voice, attacking his ear and eye simulta-
neously though from different distances, was the dreadful con-
ception of Gertrude losing control in that way and giving vent
to a scream of such a shrill pitch as to be incompatible with
the slack "cello string that reverberated so heavily in her
throat. He knew at once that it was not Gertrude who had
screamed, but the very idea that it might have been, filled
him with sickness, and there raced through his mind the thought
that for all his wife's uncompromising, loveless weight of char-
acter it would be a grim and evil thing were she to change.
The flat blur of his wife's head turned itself towards the
scream upon a blurred neck, and he could see the vast waver-
ing profile begin to move away from him, inch by inch, and
steer into the thickness beyond, charting its course by the
shrill shooting-star of Irma's cry.
Lord Sepulchrave gripped his hands together convulsively un-
til his knuckles were bloodless and their ten staring crests
wavered whitely through the smoke which lay between his hands
and his head.
The blood began to beat a tattoo at his temples, and upon his
high white brow a few big beads gathered.
He was biting at his lower lip, and his eyebrows were drawn
down over his eyes as though he were cogitating upon some ac-
ademic problem. He knew that no one could see him, for by now
the smoke was all but opaque, but he was watching himself. He
could see that the position of his arms, and the whole attitude
of his body was exaggerated and stiffened. He discovered that
his fingers were splayed out in a histrionic gesture of alarm.
It was for him to control his members before he could hope to
organize the activities in the smoke-filled room. And so he
watched and waited for the moment to assert himself, and as he
watched he found himself struggling. There was blood on his
tongue. He had bitten his wrist. His hands were now grappling
with one another and it seemed an eternity before the fingers
ceased their deadly, interlocked and fratricidal strangling.
Yet his panic could have taken no longer than a few moments,
for the echo of Irma's scream was still in his ears when he be-
gan to loosen his hands.
Meanwhile Prunesquallor had reached his sister's side and had
found her bridling her body up in preparation for another
scream. Prunesquallor, as urbane as ever, had nevertheless
something in his fish-like eyes that might almost be describ-
ed as determination. One glance at his sister was sufficient
to make him realize that to attempt to reason with her would
be about as fruitful as to try to christianize a vulture. She
was on tip-toe and her lungs were expanded when he struck her
across her long white face with his long white hand, the pent
breath from her lungs issuing from her mouth, ears and nos-
trils. There was something of shingle in the sound--of shingle
dragged seawards on a dark night.
Dragging her across the room swiftly, her heels scraping the
floor, he found a chair, after probing around in the smoke with
his delicate feet, and sat his sister in it.
"Irma!" he shouted into her ear, 'my humiliating and entirely
unfortunate old string of whitewash, sit where you are! Alfred
will do the rest. Can you hear me? Be good now! blood of my
blood, be good now, damn you!"
Irma sat quite still as though dead, save for a look of pro-
found wonder in her eyes.
Prunesquallor was on the point of making another effort to lo-
cate the origin of the smoke when he heard Fuchsia's voice high
above the coughing that by now was a constant background of
noise in the library.
"Dr Prune! Dr Prune! quickly! Quickly, Dr Prune!"
The Doctor pulled down his cuffs smartly over his wrists, tried
to square his shoulders, but met with no success, and then began
to pick his way, half running, half walking, towards the door
where Fuchsia, Mrs Slagg and Titus had been last seen. When he
judged he was about halfway to the door and was clear of the
furniture, Prunesquallor began to accelerate his speed. This
he did by increasing not only the length of his stride but the
height also, so that he was, as it were, prancing through the
air, when he was brought to a sudden ruthless halt by a col-
lision with something that felt like an enormous bolster on end.
When he had drawn his face away from the tallow smelling drap-
eries that seemed to hang about him like curtains, he stretched
out his hand tentatively and shuddered to feel it come in con-
tact with large fingers.
""Squallor?" came the enormous voice. "Is that "Squallor?" The
mouth of the Countess was opening and shutting within an inch of
his left ear.
The Doctor gesticulated eloquently, but his artistry was wasted
in the smoke.
"It is. Or rather," he continued, speaking even more rapidly than
usual--"it is Prunesquallor, which is, if I may say so, more
strictly correct, ha, ha, ha! even in the dark."
"Where's Fuchsia?" said the Countess. Prunesquallor found that
his shoulder was being gripped.
"By the door," said the Doctor, longing to free himself from the
weight of her Ladyship's hand, and wondering, even in the middle
of the coughing and the darkness, what on earth the material that
fitted around his shoulders so elegantly would look like when the
Countess had finished with it. "I was on the point of finding her
when we met, ha, ha! met, as it were, so palpably, so inevitably."
"Quiet, man! quiet!" said Lady Gertrude, loosening her grasp.
"Find
her for me. Bring her here--and smash a window, "Squallor, smash
a window."
The Doctor was gone from her in a flash and when he judged himself
to be a few feet from the door--"Are you there, Fuchsia?" he trill-
ed.
Fuchsia was just below him, and he was startled to hear her voice
come up jerkily through the smoke.
"She's ill. Very ill. Quick, Dr Prune, quick! Do something for
her." The Doctor felt his knees being clutched. "She's down here,
Dr Prune. I'm holding her."
Prunesquallor hitched up his trousers and knelt down at once.
There seemed to be more vibration in the atmosphere in this part
of the room, more than could be accounted for by any modicum
of air that might have been entering through the keyhole. The
coughing was dreadful to hear; Fuchsia's was heavy and breathless;
but the thin, weak, and ceaseless coughing of Mrs Slagg gave the
Doctor the more concern. He felt for the old nurse and found her
in Fuchsia's lap. Slipping his hand across her little chicken bos-
om he found that her heart was the merest flutter. To his left
in the darkness there was a mouldy smell, and then the driest ser-
ies of brick-dust coughs he had ever heard revealed the proximity
of Flay, who was fanning the air mechanically with a large book
he had clawed out of a nearby shelf. The fissure left in the row
of hidden books had filled immediately with the coiling smoke--a
tall, narrow niche of choking darkness, a ghastly gap in a row of
leather wisdom teeth.
"Flay," said the Doctor, "can you hear me, Flay? Where's
the
largest window in the room, my man? Quickly now, where is it?"
"North wall," said Flay. "High up."
"Go and shatter it at once. At once."
"No balcony there," said Flay. "Can't reach."
"Don't argue! Use what you've got in that head of yours. You know
the room. Find a missile, my good Flay--find a missile, and break
a window. Some oxygen for Mrs Slagg. Don't you think so? By all the
zephyrs, yes! Go and help him, Fuchsia. Find where the window is
and break it, even if you have to throw Irma at it, ha, ha, ha!
And don't be alarmed. Smoke, you know, is only smoke: it's not
composed of crocodiles, oh dear no, nothing so tropical. Hurry
now. Break the window somehow and let the evening pour itself
in--and I will see to dear Mrs Slagg and Titus, ha, ha, ha! Oh
dear, yes!"
Flay gripped Fuchsia's arm, and they moved away into the darkness.
Prunesquallor did what he could to help Mrs Slagg, more by way
of assuring her that it would be over in a brace of shakes than
through anything scientific. He saw that Titus was able to breathe
although wrapped up very tightly. Then he sat back on his heels
and turned his head, for an idea had struck him.
"Fuchsia!" he shouted, "find your father and ask him to sling his
jade-cane at the window."
Lord Sepulchrave, who had just fought down another panic, and had
nearly bitten his lower lip in half, spoke in a wonderfully controlled
voice immediately after the Doctor had finished piping his message.
"Where are you, Flay?" he said.
"I'm here," said Flay from a few feet behind him.
"Come to the table."
Flay and Fuchsia moved to the table, feeling for it with their
hands.
"Are you at the table?"
"Yes, Father," said Fuchsia, "we're both here."
"Is that you, Fuchsia?" said a new voice. It was the Countess.
"Yes," said Fuchsia. "Are you all right?"
"Have you seen the warbler?" answered her mother. "Have you seen
him?"
"No," said Fuchsia. The smoke was stinging her eyes and the dark-
ness was terror. Like her father, she had choked a score of cries
in her throat.
Prunesquallor's voice rang out again from the far end of the room:
"Damn the warbler and all its feathered friends! Have you got the
missiles, Flay?"
"Come here, you "Squallor," began the Countess; but she could not
continue, for her lungs had filled with black wreaths. For a few
moments there was no one in the room who was capable of speaking
and their breathing was becoming momentarily more difficult. At
last Sepulchrave's voice could be distinguished.
"On the table," he whispered--"paperweight--brass--on the table.
Quick--Flay--Fuchsia--feel for it. Have you found it? -- Paper-
weight--brass."
Fuchsia's hands came across the heavy object almost at once, and
as they did so the room was lit up with a tongue of flame that
sprang into the air among the books on the right of the unused
door. It died almost at once, withdrawing itself like the tongue
of an adder, but a moment later it shot forth again and climbed
in a crimson spiral, curling from left to right as it licked its
way across the gilded and studded spines of Sepulchrave's volumes.
This time it did not die away, but gripped the leather with its
myriad flickering tentacles while the names of the books shone
out in ephemeral glory. They were never forgotten by Fuchsia,
those first few vivid titles that seemed to be advertising their
own deaths.
For a few moments there was a deadly silence, and then, with a
hoarse cry, Flay began to run towards the shelves on the left of
the main door. The firelight had lit up a bundle on the floor,
and it was not until Flay had picked it up and had carried it to
the table that the others were reminded with horror of the for-
gotten octogenarian--for the bundle was Sourdust. For some time
it was difficult for the Doctor to decide whether he were alive
or not.
While Prunesquallor was attempting to revive the old man's
breathing as he lay in his crimson rags upon the marble table,
Sepulchrave, Fuchsia and Flay took up positions beneath the win-
dow, which could be seen with ever growing clarity. Sepulchrave
was the first to fling the brass paperweight, but his effort was
pitiable, final proof (if any were needed) that he was no man of
action, and that his life had not been mis-spent among his books.
Flay was the next to try his skill. Although having the advantage
of his height, he was no more successful than his Lordship, on
account of a superabundance of calcium deposit in his elbow
joints.
While this was going on, Fuchsia had begun to climb up the book-
shelves, which reached upwards to within about five feet of the
window. As she climbed laboriously, her eyes streaming and her
heart beating wildly, she scooped the books to the ground in or-
der to find purchase for her hands and feet. It was a difficult
climb, the ascent being vertical and the polished shelves too
slippery to grip with any certainty.
The Countess had climbed to the balcony, where she had found the
wood-warbler fluttering wildly in a dark corner. Plucking out a
strand of her dark-red hair she had bound the bird's wings care-
fully to its sides, and then after laying its pulsing breast a-
gainst her cheek, had slipped it between her own neck and the
neck of her dress, and allowed it to slide into the capacious
midnight regions of her bosom, where it lay quiescent between
great breasts, thinking, no doubt, when it had recovered from
the terror of the flames, that here, if anywhere, was the nest
of nests, softer than moss, inviolate, and warm with drowsy
blood.
When Prunesquallor had ascertained beyond doubt that Sourdust
was dead, he lifted one of the loose ends of crimson sacking
that straggled across the marble table from the ancient shoul-
ders and laid it across the old man's eyes.
Then he peered over his shoulders at the flames. They had spread
in area and now covered about a quarter of the east wall. The
heat was fast becoming insufferable. His next glance was dir-
ected to the door that had so mysteriously become locked, and
he saw that Nannie Slagg, with Titus in her arms, was crouching
immediately before the keyhole, the only possible place for
them. If the only window could be broken and some form of erec-
tion constructed below it, it was just possible that they could
climb out in time, though how, in heaven's name, they were to
descend on the far side was another matter. A rope, perhaps.
But where was a rope to be found--and for that matter what
could the erection be constructed with?
Prunesquallor peered around the room in an effort to catch sight
of anything that might be used. He noticed that Irma was full
length on the floor, and twitching like a section of conger eel
that has been chopped off but which still has ideas of its own.
Her beautiful, tightly fitting skirt had become rucked up around
her thighs. Her manicured nails were scratching convulsively at
the floorboards. "Let her twitch," he said to himself quickly.
"We can deal with her later, poor thing." Then he turned his
eyes again to Fuchsia, who was by now very near the top of the
bookcase and was reaching down precariously for her father's rod
with the knob of black jade.
"Keep steady, my Fuchsia child."
Fuchsia dimly heard the Doctor's voice come up to her from below.
For a moment everything swam before her eyes, and her right hand
which gripped the slippery shelf was shaking. Slowly her eyes
cleared. It was not easy for her to swing the rod with her left
hand, but she drew her arm back stiffly preparatory to swinging
at the window with a single rigid movement.
The Countess, leaning over the balcony, watched her as she cough-
ed heavily, and shifting her gaze between her seismic bouts whis-
tled through her teeth to the bird in her bosom, pulling the neck
of her dress forward with a forefinger as she did so.
Sepulchrave was gazing upwards at his daughter halfway up the
wall among the books that danced in the crimson light. His hands
were fighting each other again, but his delicate chin was jutting
forward, and there was mixed with the melancholy of his eyes not
more of panic than would be considered reasonable in any normal
man under similar conditions. His home of books was on fire. His
life was threatened, and he stood quite still. His sensitive mind
had ceased to function, for it had played so long in a world of
abstract philosophies that this other world of practical and sud-
den action had deranged its structure. The ritual which his body
had had to perform for fifty years had been no preparation for the
unexpected. He watched Fuchsia with a dream-like fascination,
while his locked hands fought on.
Flay and Prunesquallor stood immediately below Fuchsia, for she
had been swaying above them. Now, with her arm extended and
ready to strike they moved a little to the right in order to escape
any glass that might fly inwards.
As Fuchsia began to swing her arm at the high window she focused
her eyes upon it and found herself staring at a face--a face
framed with darkness within a few feet of her own. It sweated
firelight, the crimson shadows shifting across it as the flames
leapt in the room below. Only the eyes repelled the lurid air.
Close-set as nostrils they were not so much eyes as narrow tun-
nels through which the Night was pouring.
AND HORSES TOOK THEM HOME
As Fuchsia recognized the head of Steerpike the rod fell from her
outstretched arm, her weakened hand loosed its grasp upon the
shelf and she fell backwards into space, the dark hair of her
head reaching below her as she fell, her body curving backwards
as though she had been struck.
The Doctor and Flay, leaping forward, half caught her. A moment
later and the glass above them came splintering into the room,
and Steerpike's voice from overhead cried:
"Hold your horses! I'm letting down a ladder. Don't panic there.
Don't panic!"
Every eye was turned from Fuchsia to the window, but Prunesquallor
as he had heard the glass break above him had shielded the girl
by swinging her behind him. It had fallen all about them, one
large piece skimming the Doctor's head and splintering on the
floor at his feet. The only one to sustain any injury was Flay,
who had a small piece of flesh nicked from his wrist.
"Hang on there!" continued Steerpike in an animated voice which
sounded singularly unrehearsed. "Don't stand so near, I'm going
to crack some more glass out."
The company below the window drew back and watched him strike
off the jagged corners of glass from the sides of the window
with a piece of flint. The room behind them was now well ablaze,
and the sweat was pouring from their upturned faces, their
clothes scorching dangerously, and their flesh smarting with the
intense heat.
Steerpike, on the outside of the wall, standing on the short pro-
truding branches of the pine-ladder began to struggle with the
other length of pine which he had propped beside him. This was
no easy job, and the muscles of his arms and back were strained
almost to failing point as he levered the long pole upwards and
over his shoulder by degrees, keeping his balance all the while
with the greatest difficulty. As well as he could judge the li-
brary ought by now to be in perfect condition for a really the-
atrical piece of rescue work. Slowly but surely he edged and
eased the pole across his shoulder and through the broken win-
dow. It was not only a heavy and dangerous feat, standing as he
was, balanced upon the stubby six-inch off-shoots of pine and
hauling the resinous thing over his shoulder, but what added to
his difficulty was these lateral stubs themselves which caught
in his clothes and on the window ledge at each attempt he made
to slide the long monster through the opening and down into the
bright library.
At last both difficulties were overcome and the gathering on
the inner side of the wall below the window found the fifteen-
foot bole of a pine edging its way through the smoky air above
them, swaying over their heads and then landing with a crash
at their feet. Steerpike had held fast to the upper end of the
pole and it would have been possible for one of the lighter
members of the party to have climbed it at once, but Prune-
squallor moved the base of the tree a little to the left and
swivelled it until the most powerful of the stubby, lateral
"rungs" were more conveniently situated.
Steerpike's head and shoulders now appeared fully in view
through the broken window. He peered into the crimson smoke.
"Nice work," he said to himself, and then shouted, "Glad I
found you! I'm just coming!"
Nothing could have gone more deliciously according to plan.
But there was no time to waste. No time to crow. He could
see that the floorboards had caught and there was a snake
of fire slithering its way beneath the table.
Steerpike lifted his voice. "The Heir of Gormenghast!" he
shouted. "Where is Lord Titus? Where is Lord Titus?"
Prunesquallor had already reached Mrs Slagg, who had col-
lapsed over the child, and he lifted them both together in
his arms and ran swiftly back to the ladder. The Countess
was there; they were all there at the foot of the pine; all
except Sourdust, whose sacking had begun to smoulder. Fuch-
sia had dragged Irma across the floor by her heels and she
lay as though she had been washed ashore by a tempest.
Steerpike had crawled through the window and was a third of
the way down the bole. Prunesquallor, climbing to the third
rung, was able to pass Titus to the youth, who retreated
through the window backwards and was down the outer ladder
in a flash.
He left the infant among the ferns under the library wall
and swarmed up the ladder for the old nurse. The tiny, limp
midget was almost as easy to deal with as Titus, and Prune-
squallor passed her through the window as though he were
handling a doll.
Steerpike laid her next to Titus, and was suddenly back at
the window. It was obvious that Irma was the next on the
list, but it was with her that the difficulties began. The
moment she was touched she began to thrash about with her
arms and legs. Thirty years of repression were finding vent.
She was no longer a lady. She could never be a lady again.
Her pure white feet were indeed composed of clay and now
with all the advantages of a long throat she renewed her
screaming, but it was weaker than before, for the smoke which
had coiled around her vocal cords had taken their edge away,
and they were now more in the nature of wool than gut. Some-
thing had to be done with her, and quickly. Steerpike swarmed
to the top half of the pole and dropped to the library floor.
Then, at his suggestion, he and the Doctor began to strip away
lengths of her dress with which they bound her arms and legs,
stuffing the remainder in her mouth. Together, with the help
of Flay and Fuchsia, they heaved the writhing Irma by degrees
up the ladder, until Steerpike, climbing through the window,
was able to drag her through into the night air. Once through,
she was treated with still less decorum, and her descent of
the wall was abrupt, the boy with the high shoulders merely
seeing to it that she should not break more bones than was
necessary. In point of fact she broke none, her peerless
flesh sustaining only a few purple bruises.
Steerpike had now three figures in a row among the cold ferns.
While he was swarming back, Fuchsia was saying, "No, I don't
want to. You go now, please, you go now."
"Silence, you child," answered the Countess. "Don't waste
time. As I tell you, girl! as I tell you! At once."
"No, Mother, no --"
"Fuchsia dear," said Prunesquallor, "you will be out in a
brace of shakes and ladders! ha, ha, ha! It will save time,
gipsy! Hurry now."
"Don't stand there gawping, girl!"
Fuchsia glanced at the Doctor. How unlike himself he looked,
the sweat pouring from his forehead and running between his
eyes.
"Up you go! up you go," said Prunesquallor.
Fuchsia turned to the ladder and after missing her foothold
once or twice disappeared above them.
"Good girl!" shouted the Doctor. "Find your Nannie Slagg! Now,
then, now, then, your Ladyship, up you go."
The Countess began to climb, and although the sound of the
wooden stubs being broken on either side of the pole accompa-
nied her, yet her progress towards the window held a prodigious
inevitability in every step she took and in every heave of her
body. Like something far larger than life, her dark dress shot
with the red of the fire, she ploughed her way upwards to the
window. There was no one on the other side to help her, for
Steerpike was in the library, and yet for all the contortions
of her great frame, for all the ungainliness of her egress, a
slow dignity pervaded her which gave even to the penultimate
view--that of her rear disappearing hugely into the night --
a feeling rather of the awesome than the ludicrous.
There remained only Lord Sepulchrave, Prunesquallor, Flay and
Steerpike.
Prunesquallor and Steerpike turned to Sepulchrave quickly in
order to motion him to follow his wife, but he had disappeared.
There was not a moment to lose. The flames were crackling a-
round them. Mixed with the smell of the smoke was the smell
of burning leather. There were few places where he could be,
unless he had walked into the flames. They found him in an
alcove a few feet from the ladder, a recess still hidden to
some extent from the enveloping heat. He was smoothing the
backs of a set of the Martrovian dramatists bound in gold
fibre and there was a smile upon his face that sent a sick
pang through the bodies of the three who found him. Even
Steerpike watched that smile uneasily from beneath his sandy
eyebrows. Saliva was beginning to dribble from the corner of
his Lordship's sensitive mouth as the corners curved upwards
and the teeth were bared. It was the smile one sees in the
mouth of a dead animal when the loose lips are drawn back
and the teeth are discovered curving towards the ears.
"Take them, take your books, your Lordship, and come, come
quickly!" said Steerpike fiercely. "Which do you want?"
Sepulchrave turned about sharply and with a superhuman effort
forced his hands stiffly to his sides and walked at once to
the pine ladder. "I am sorry to have kept you," he said, and
began to climb swiftly.
As he was lowering himself on the far side of the window they
heard him repeat as though to himself: "I am sorry to have
kept you." And then there was a thin laugh like the laugh of
a ghost.
There was no longer any time for deciding who was to follow
whom; no time for chivalry. The hot breath of the fire was u-
pon them. The room was rising around them, and yet Steerpike
managed to keep himself back.
Directly Flay and the Doctor had disappeared he ran up the
pine-bole like a cat, and sat astride the window ledge a mo-
ment before he descended on the far side. With the black au
tumn night behind him he crouched there, a lurid carving, his
eyes no longer black holes in his head but glittering in the
blood red light like garnets.
"Nice work," he said to himself for the second time that
night. 'very nice work." And then he swung his other leg o-
ver the high sill.
"There is no one left," he shouted down into the darkness.
"Sourdust," said Prunesquallor, his thin voice sounding sing-
ularly flat. "Sourdust has been left."
Steerpike slid down the pole.
"Sead?" he queried.
"He is," said Prunesquallor.
No one spoke.
As Steerpike's eyes became accustomed to the darkness he not-
iced that the earth surrounding the Countess was a dusky white,
and that it was moving, and it was a few moments before he real-
ized that white cats were interweaving about her feet.
Fuchsia, directly her mother had followed her down the ladder,
began to run, stumbling and falling over the roots of trees and
moaning with exhaustion as she staggered on. When after an eter-
nity she had reached the main body of the Castle she made her
way to the stables, and at last had found and ordered three
grooms to saddle the horses and proceed to the library. Each
groom led a horse by the side of the one he rode. On one of
these, Fuchsia was seated, her body doubled forward. Broken by
the shock she was weeping, her tears threading their brackish
paths over the coarse mane of her mount.
By the time they had reached the library the party had covered
some distance of the return journey. Flay was carrying Irma over
his shoulder. Prunesquallor had Mrs Slagg in his arms and Titus
was sharing the warbler's nest in the Countess's bosom. Steer-
pike, watching Lord Sepulchrave very closely, was guiding him
in the wake of the others, deferentially holding his Lordship's
elbow.
When the horses arrived the procession had practically come to
a standstill. The beasts were mounted, the grooms walking at
their sides holding the bridles, and staring over their shoul-
ders with wide, startled eyes at the raw patch of light that
danced in the darkness like a pulsating wound between the
straight black bones of the pine trees.
During their slow progress they were met by indistinguishable
crowds of servants who stood to the side of the track in hor-
rified silence. The fire had not been visible from the Castle,
for the roof had not fallen and the only window was shielded
by the trees, but the news had spread with Fuchsia's arrival.
The night which had so dreadful a birth continued to heave
and sweat until the slow dawn opened like an icy flower in
the east, and showed the smoking shell of Sepulchrave's only
home. The shelves that still stood were wrinkled charcoal,
and the books were standing side by side upon them, black,
grey, and ash white, the corpses of thought. In the centre
of the room the discoloured marble table still stood among a
heap of charred timber and ashes, and upon the table was the
skeleton of Sourdust. The flesh was gone, with all its wrin-
kles. The coughing had ceased for ever.
SWELTER LEAVES HIS CARD
The winds of the drear interim that lies between the last of
autumn and the first of winter had torn the few remaining
leaves from even the most sheltered of the branches that
swung in the Twisted Woods. Elsewhere the trees had been
skeletons for many weeks. The melancholy of decay had given
place to a less mournful humour. In dying, the chill season
had ceased to weep, and arising from its pyre of coloured
leaves had cried out with such a voice as had no hint of
tears--and something fierce began to move the air and pace
across the tracts of Gormenghast. From the death of the sap,
of the bird-song, of the sun, this other life-in-death arose
to fill the vacuum of Nature.
The whine was yet in the wind; the November whine. But as
night followed night its long trailing note became less and
less a part of the mounting music which among the battlements
was by now an almost nightly background to those who slept
or tried to sleep in the castle of the Groans. More and more
in the darkness the notes of grimmer passions could be dis-
cerned. Hatred and anger and pain and the hounding voices of
vengeance.
One evening, several weeks after the burning, at about an hour
before midnight, Flay lowered himself to the ground outside
Lord Sepulchrave's bedroom door. Inured though he was to the
cold floorboards, for they had been his only bed for many years,
yet on this November evening they struck a chill into his flin-
ty bones and his shanks began to ache. The wind whistled and
screamed about the Castle and gelid draughts skidded along the
landing, and Flay heard the sound of doors opening and shutting
at varying distances from him. He was able to follow the course
of a draught as it approached from the northern fastnesses of
the Castle, for he recognized the sound that was peculiar to
each distant door as it creaked and slammed, the noises becom-
ing louder and louder until the heavy mildewy curtains which
hung at the end of the passage, forty feet away, lifted and
muttered and the door which lay immediately beyond them grat-
ed and strained at its only hinge, and Flay knew that the icy
spearhead of a fresh draught was close upon him.
"Getting old," he muttered to himself, rubbing his thighs and
folding himself up like a stick-insect at the foot of the door.
He had slept soundly enough last winter when the snow had lain
deeply over Gormenghast. He remembered with distaste how it
had coated the windows, clinging to the panes, and how when
the sun sank over the Mountain the snow had appeared to bulge
inwards through the window panes in a lather of blood.
This memory disturbed him, and he dimly knew that the reason
why the cold was affecting him more and more during these
desolate nights had nothing to do with his age. For his body
was hardened to the point of being more like some inanimate
substance than flesh and blood. It was true that it was a par-
ticularly bad night, rough and loud, but he remembered that
four nights ago there had been no wind and yet he had shiv-
ered as he was shivering now.
"Getting old," he muttered grittily to himself again between
his long discoloured teeth; but he knew that he lied. No cold
on earth could make his hairs stand up like tiny wires, stif-
fly, almost painfully along his thighs and forearms, and at
the nape of his neck. Was he afraid? Yes, as any reasonable
man would be. He was very afraid, although the sensation was
rather different in him from that which would have been ex-
perienced in other men. He was not afraid of the darkness,
of the opening and shutting of distant doors, of the scream-
ing wind. He had lived all his life in a forbidding, half-lit
world.
He turned over, so as to command a view of the stairhead, al-
though it was almost too dark to see it. He cracked the five
knuckles of his left hand, one by one, but he could hardly
hear the reports for a new wave of the gale rattled every
window and the darkness was alive with the slamming of doors.
He was afraid; he had been afraid for weeks. But Flay was
not a coward. There was something tenacious and hard in his
centre; something obstinate which precluded panic.
All of a sudden the gale seemed to hurl itself to a climax
and then to cease utterly, but the interim of dead silence
was over as soon as it had started, for a few seconds later,
as though from a different quarter, the storm unleashed an-
other of its armies of solid rain and hail, pouring its
broadsides against the Castle from the belly of a yet more
riotous tempest.
During the few moments of what seemed to be an absolute si-
lence between the two storms, Flay had jerked his body for-
ward from the ground, and had sat bolt upright, every muscle
frozen. He had forced a knuckle between his teeth to stop
them from chattering, and with his eyes focused upon the
dark stairhead he had heard, quite plainly, a sound that was
both near and far away, a sound hideously distinct. In that
lacuna of stillness the stray sounds of the Castle had be-
come wayward, ungaugable. A mouse nibbling beneath floor-
boards might equally have been within a few feet or several
halls away.
The sound that Flay heard was of a knife being deliberately
whetted. How far away he had no means of telling. It was a
sound in vacuo, an abstract thing, yet so enormously it
sounded, it might well have been within an inch of his
craning ear.
The number of times the blade moved across the hone had no
relation to the actual length of time which Flay experi-
enced as he listened. To him the mechanical forward and
backward movement of steel against stone lasted the night
itself. Had the dawn broken as he listened he would not
have been surprised. In reality it was but a few moments,
and when the second tempest flung itself roaring against
the Castle walls, Flay was on his hands and knees with
his head thrust forward toward the sound, his lips drawn
back from his teeth.
For the rest of the night the storm was unabated. He
crouched there at his master's door, hour after hour, but
he heard no more of that hideous scraping.
The dawn, when it came, powdering with slow and inexorable
purpose the earthy blackness with grey seeds, found the
servant open-eyed, his hands hanging like dead weights
over his drawn-up knees, his defiant chin between his
wrists. Slowly the air cleared, and stretching his cramped
limbs one by one he reared up stiffly to his feet, shrug-
ging his shoulders to his ears. Then he took the iron key
from between his teeth and dropped it into his jacket pock-
et.
In seven slow paces he had reached the stairhead and was
staring down into a well of cold. The stairs descended as
though for ever. As his eyes moved from step to step they
noticed a small object in the centre of one of the landings
about forty feet below. It was in the shape of a rough o-
val. Flay turned his head to Lord Sepulchrave's door.
The sky was drained of its fury and there was silence.
He descended, his hand on the banisters. Each step awoke
echoes from below him, and fainter echoes from above him,
away to the east.
As he reached the landing a ray of light ran like a slender
spear through an eastern window and quivered in a little
patch on the wall, a few feet from where he stood. This
thread of light intensified the shadows below and above
it, and it was only after some groping that Flay came a-
cross the object. In his harsh hands it felt disgustingly
soft. He brought it close to his eyes and became aware
of a sickly, penetrating smell; but he could not see what
it was that he held. Then, lifting it into the sunbeam so
that his hand cast a shadow over the lozenge of light
upon the wall, he saw, as though it were something sup-
ernaturally illumined, a very small, richly and exquisitely
sculpted gateau. At the perimeter of this delicacy, a frail
coral-like substance had been worked into the links of
a chain, leaving in the centre a minute arena of jade-
green icing, across whose glacid surface the letter "S"
lay coiled like a worm of cream.
THE UN-EARTHING OF BARQUENTINE
The Earl, tired from a day of ritual (during part of which
it was required of him to ascend and descend the Tower
of Flints three times by the stone staircase, leaving on
each occasion a glass of wine on a box of wormwood place-
d there for the purpose on a blue turret) had retired to
his room as soon as he was able to get away from the last
performance of the day and had taken a more powerful dose
of laudanum than he had previously needed. It was noticed
that he now brought to his work during the day a fervour
quite unprecedented. His concentration upon detail and
his thoroughness in the execution and understanding of
the minutiae involved in the monotonous ceremonies were
evidence of a new phase in his life.
The loss of his library had been a blow so pulverizing
that he had not yet begun to suffer the torment that was
later to come to him. He was still dazed and bewildered,
but he sensed instinctively that his only hope lay in
turning his mind as often as possible from the tragedy
and in applying himself unstintingly to the routine of
the day. As the weeks passed by, however, he found it
more and more difficult to keep the horror of that night
from his mind. Books which he loved not only for their
burden, but intrinsically, for varying qualities of pap-
er and print, kept reminding him that they were no long-
er to be fingered and read. Not only were the books lost
and the thoughts in the books, but what was to him, per-
haps, the most searching loss of all, the hours of rumi-
nation which lifted him above himself and bore him upon
their muffled and enormous wings. Not a day passed but
he was reminded of some single volume, or of a series of
works, whose very positions on the walls was so clearly
indented in his mind. He had taken refuge from this raw
emptiness in a superhuman effort to concentrate his mind
exclusively upon the string of ceremonies which he had
daily to perform. He had not tried to rescue a single vol-
ume from the shelves, for even while the flames leapt a-
round him he knew that every sentence that escaped the
fire would be unreadable and bitter as gall, something
to taunt him endlessly. It was better to have the cavity
in his heart yawning and completely empty than mocked by
a single volume. Yet not a day passed but he knew his grip
had weakened.
Shortly after the death of Sourdust in the library it was
remembered that the old librarian had had a son, and a search
was made at once. It was a long time before they discovered
a figure asleep in the corner of a room with a very low cei-
ling. It was necessary to stoop, in order to enter the apart-
ment through the filthy walnut door. After having stooped
under the decaying lintel there was no relief from the cramp-
ed position and no straightening of the back, for the ceil-
ing sagged across the room for the most part at the level
of the door-head, but at the centre, like a mouldering bel-
ly, it bulged still further earthwards, black with flies.
Ill-lit by a long horizontal strip of window near the floor-
boards, it was difficult for the servants who had been sent
on this mission to see at first whether there was anyone
in the room or not. A table near the centre with its legs
sawn off halfway down, into which they stumbled, had, as
they soon discovered, been obscuring from their view Bar-
quentine, old Sourdust's son. He lay upon a straw-filled
mattress. At first sight the servants were appalled at a
similarity between the son and the dead father, but when
they saw that the old man lying on his back with his eyes
closed had only one leg, and that a withered one, they
were relieved, and straightening themselves, were dazed by
striking their heads against the ceiling.
When they had recovered they found that they were kneeling,
side by side, on all fours. Barquentine was watching them.
Lifting the stump of his withered leg he rapped it irrita-
bly on the mattress, sending up a cloud of dust.
"What do you want?" he said. His voice was dry like his
father's, but stronger than the mere twenty years that lay
between their ages could have accounted for. Barquentine
was seventy-four.
The servant nearest him rose to a stooping position, rub-
bed his shoulder blades on the ceiling and with his head
forced down to the level of his nipples stared at Barquen-
tine with his loose mouth hanging open. The companion, a
squat, indelicate creature, replied obtusely from the sha-
dows behind his loose-lipped friend:
"He's dead."
"Whom are you talking of, you oaf?" said the septuagenarian
irritably, levering himself on his elbow and raising another
cloud of dust with his stump.
"Your father," said the loose-mouthed man in the eager tone
of one bringing good tidings.
"How?" shouted Barquentine, who was becoming more and more
irritable. "How? When? Don't stand there staring at me like
stenching mules."
"Yesterday," they replied. "Burned in the library. Only
bones left."
"Details!" yelled Barquentine, thrashing about with his
stump and knotting his beard furiously as his father had
done. "Details, you bladder heads! Out! Out of my way! Out
of the room, curse you!"
Foraging about in the darkness he found his crutch and strug-
gled onto his withered leg. Such was the shortness of this
leg that when he was on his foot it was possible for him to
move grotesquely to the door without having to lower his
head to avoid the ceiling. He was about half the height of
the crouching servants, but he passed between their bulks
like a small, savage cloud of material, ragged to the extent
of being filigree, and swept them to either side.
He passed through the low door in the way that infants will
walk clean under a table, head in air, and emerge triumphant-
ly on the other side.
The servants heard his crutch striking the floor of the pass-
age and the alternate stamp of the withered leg. Of the many
things that Barquentine had to do during the next few hours,
the most immediate were to take command of his father's apart-
ments: to procure the many keys: to find, and don, the crim-
son sacking that had always been in readiness for him against
the day of his father's death: and to acquaint the Earl that
he was cognizant of his duties, for he had studied them, with
and without his father, for the last fifty-four years, in
between his alternative relaxations of sleep and of staring
at a patch of mildew on the bulge-bellied ceiling of his room.
From the outset he proved himself to be uncompromisingly effi-
cient. The sound of his approaching crutch became a sign for
feverish activity, and trepidation. It was as though a hard,
intractible letter of the Groan law were approaching--the iron
letter of tradition.
This was, for the Earl, a great blessing, for with a man of
so strict and unswerving a discipline it was impossible to car-
ry through the day's work without a thorough rehearsal every
morning--Barquentine insisting upon his Lordship learning by
heart whatever speeches were to be made during the day and
all the minutiae that pertained to the involved ceremonies.
This took up a great deal of the Earl's time, and kept his
mind, to a certain degree, from introspection; nevertheless,
the shock he had sustained was, as the weeks drew on, begin-
ning to have its effect. His sleeplessness was making of each
night a hell more dreadful than the last.
His narcotics were powerless to aid him, for when after a pro-
digious dose he sank into a grey slumber, it was filled with
shapes that haunted him when he awoke, and waved enormous sick-
ly-smelling wings above his head, and filled his room with the
hot breath of rotting plumes. His habitual melancholy was
changing day by day into something more sinister. There were
moments when he would desecrate the crumbling and mournful
mask of his face with a smile more horrible than the darkest
lineaments of pain.
Across the stoniness of his eyes a strange light would pass
for a moment, as though the moon were flaring on the gristle,
and his lips would open and the gash of his mouth would widen
in a dead, climbing, curve.
Steerpike had foreseen that madness would sooner or later come
to the Earl, and it was with a shock of annoyance that he heard
of Barquentine and of his ruthless efficiency. It had been part
of his plan to take over the duties of old Sourdust, for he
felt himself to be the only person in the Castle capable of
dealing with the multifarious details that the work would in-
volve--and he knew that, with the authority which could hardly
have been denied him had there been no one already versed in
the laws of the Castle, he would have been brought not only
into direct and potent contact with Sepulchrave, but would have
had opened up to him by degrees the innermost secrets of Gor-
menghast. His power would have been multiplied a hundred-fold;
but he had not reckoned with the ancientry of the tenets that
bound the anatomy of the place together. For every key position
in the Castle there was the apprentice, either the son or the
student, bound to secrecy. Centuries of experience had seen to
it that there should be no gap in the steady, intricate stream
of immemorial behaviour.
No one had thought or heard of Barquentine for over sixty years,
but when old Sourdust died Barquentine appeared like a well-versed
actor on the mouldering stage, and the slow drama of Gormenghast
continued among shadows.
Despite this setback in his plans, Steerpike had managed to
make even more capital out of his rescue work than he had anti-
cipated. Flay was inclined to treat him with a kind of taciturn
respect. He had never quite known what he ought to do about
Steerpike. When they had coincided a month previously at the
garden gate of the Prunesquallors', Flay had retired as from a
ghost, sullenly, glancing over his shoulder at the dapper en-
igma, losing his chance of castigating the urchin. In Mr Flay's
mind the boy Steerpike was something of an apparition. Most
fathomless of all, the lives of the Earl, the Countess, Titus
and Fuchsia had been saved by the whelp, and there was a kind
of awe, not to say admiration, mixed with his distaste.
Not that Flay unbent to the boy, for he felt it a grievance
that he should in any way admit equality with someone who had
come originally from Swelter's kitchen.
Barquentine, also, was a bitter pill to swallow, but Flay real-
ized at once the traditional rightness and integrity of the old
man. Fuchsia, for whom the fine art of procedure held less lure,
found in old Barquentine a creature to hide from and to hate--
not for any specific reason, but with the hatred of the young
for the authority vested in age.
She found that as the days went on she began to listen for the
sound of his crutch striking on the floor, like the blows of a
weapon.
FIRST REPERCUSSIONS
Unable to reconcile the heroism of Steerpike's rescue with his
face as she had seen it beyond the window before she fell, Fuch-
sia began to treat the youth with less and less assurance. She
began to admire his ingenuity, his devilry, his gift of speech
which she found so difficult but which was for him so simple.
She admired his cold efficiency and she hated it. She wondered
at his quickness, his selfassurance. The more she saw of him
the more she felt impelled to recognize in him a nature at once
more astute and swift than her own.
At night his pale face with its closely-set eyes would keep ap-
pearing before her. And when she awoke she would remember with
a start how he had saved their lives.
Fuchsia could not make him out. She watched him carefully. Some-
how he had become one of the personalities of the Castle's cen-
tral life. He had been insinuating his presence on all who mat-
tered with such subtlety, that when he leapt dramatically to
the fore by rescuing the family from the burning library, it
was as though that deed of valour were all that had been needed
to propel him to the forefront of the picture.
He still lived at the Prunesquallors' but was making secret
plans for moving into a long, spacious room with a window that
let in the morning sun. It lay on the same floor as the aunts
in the South Wing. There was really very little reason for him
to stay with the Doctor, who did not seem sufficiently aware
of the new status he had acquired and whose questions regard-
ing the way he (Steerpike) had found the pine tree, already
felled and lopped for the Rescue, and various other details,
though not difficult to answer--for he had prepared his re-
plies to any of the possible questions he might be faced with
--were, nevertheless, pertinent. The Doctor had had his uses.
He had proved a valuable stepping-stone, but it was time to
take up a room, or a suite of rooms, in the Castle proper,
where knowledge of what was going on would come more easily.
Prunesquallor, ever since the burning, had been, for him,
strangely voiceless. When he spoke it was in the same high,
thin, rapid way, but for a great part of each day he would
lie back in his chair in the sitting-room, smiling incess-
antly at everyone who caught his eye, his teeth displayed
as uncompromisingly as ever before, but with something more
cogitative about the great magnified eyes that swam beneath
the thick lenses of his spectacles. Irma, who since the
fire had been strapped in her bed, and who was having about
half a pint of blood removed on alternate Tuesdays, was now
allowed downstairs in the afternoons, where she sat deject-
edly and tore up sheets of calico which were brought to her
chair-side every morning. For hours on end she would contin-
ue with this noisy, wasteful and monotonous soporific, brood-
ing the while upon the fact that she was no lady.
Mrs Slagg was still very ill. Fuchsia did all she could for
her, moving the nurse's bed into her own room, for the old
woman had become very frightened of the dark, which she now
associated with smoke.
Titus seemed to be the one least affected by the burning. His
eyes remained bloodshot for some time afterwards, but the only
other result was a severe cold, and Prunesquallor took the in-
fant over to his own house for its duration.
Old Sourdust's bones had been removed from the marble table a-
mong the charred remains of woodwork and books.
Flay, who had been assigned the mission of collecting the dead
librarian's remains and of returning with them to the servant's
quadrangle, where a coffin was being constructed from old boxes,
found it difficult to handle the charred skeleton. The head had
become a bit loose, and Flay after scratching his own skull for
a long while at last decided that the only thing to do would be
to carry the rattling relics in his arms as though he were car-
rying a baby. This was both more respectful and lessened the
danger of disarticulation or breakage.
On that particular evening as he returned through the wood the
rain had fallen heavily before he reached the fringe of the trees,
and by the time he was halfway across the wasteland which div-
ided the pines from Gormenghast, the rain was streaming over the
bones and skull in his arms and bubbling in the eye sockets.
Flay's clothes were soaking, and the water squelched in his
boots. As he neared the Castle the light had become so obscured
by the downpour that he could not see more than a few paces a-
head. Suddenly a sound immediately behind him caused him to
start, but before he was able to turn, a sharp pain at the back
of his head filled him with sickness, and sinking gradually to
his knees he loosed the skeleton from his arms and sank in a
stupor upon the bubbling ground. How many hours or minutes he
had been lying there he could not know, but when he recovered
consciousness the rain was still falling heavily. He raised
his great rough hand to the back of his head where he discov-
ered a swelling the size of a duck's egg. Swift jabs of pain
darted through his brain from side to side.
All at once he remembered the skeleton and got dizzily to his
knees. His eyes were still misted, but he saw the wavering out-
line of the bones; but when a few moments later his eyes had
cleared, he found that the head was missing.
SOURDUST IS BURIED
Barquentine officiated at his father's funeral. To his way of
thinking it was impossible for the bones to be buried without
a skull. It was a pity that the skull could not be the one which
belonged, but that there should be some sort of termination to
the body before it was delivered to the earth was apparently
imperative. Flay had recounted his story and the bruise above
his left ear testified to its veracity. There seemed to be no
clue to who the cowardly assailant might be, nor could any mo-
tive be imagined that could prompt so callous, so purposeless
an action. Two days were spent in a fruitless search for the
missing ornament, Steerpike leading a gang of stable hands on
a tour of the wine vaults which according to his own theory
would afford, so he argued, many an ideal niche or corner in
which the criminal might hide the skull. He had always had a
desire to discover the extent of the vaults. The candle-lit
search through a damp labyrinth of cellars and passages, line-
d with dusty bottles, disproved his theory, however; and when
on the same evening the search parties, one and all, reported
that their quests had been abortive, it was decided that on
the following evening, the bones were to be buried whether the
head were found or not.
It being considered a desecration to unearth any bodies from
the servants' graveyard, Barquentine decided that the skull of
a small calf would prove equally effective. One was procured
from Swelter, and after it had been boiled and was free of the
last vestige of flesh, it was dried and varnished, and as the
hour of the burial approached and there was no sign of the or-
iginal skull being found, Barquentine sent Flay to Mrs Slagg's
room to procure some blue ribbon. The calf's skull was all but
perfect, it being on the small side and dwarfing the rest of
the remains far less than might have been feared. At all events,
the old man would be complete if not homogeneous. He would not
be headless, and his funeral would be no slipshod, bury-as-you-
please affair.
It was only when the coffin stood near the graveside in the Cem-
etery of the Esteemed, and only when the crowd was standing
silently about the small, rectangular trench, that Barquentine
motioned Sepulchrave forward, and indicated that the moment had
come for the Earl to attach the calf skull to the last of old
Sourdust's vertebrae with the aid of the blue ribbon which Mrs
Slagg had found at the bottom of one of her shuttered baskets
of material. Here was honour for the old man. Barquentine knot-
ted his beard ruminatively and was well pleased. Whether it were
some obscure tenet of the Groan lore which Barquentine was rig-
ourously adhering to, or whether it was that he found comfort of
some kind in ribbons, it is impossible to say, but whatever the
reason might be, Barquentine had procured from somewhere or other
several extra lengths of varying colours and his father's skele-
ton boasted a variety of silk bows which were neatly tied about
such bones as seemed to offer themselves to this decorative
treatment.
When the Earl had finished with the calf skull, Barquentine bent
over the coffin and peered at the effect. He was, on the whole,
satisfied. The calf'shead was rather too big, but it was ade-
quate. The late evening light lit it admirably and the grain of
the bone was particularly effective.
The Earl was standing silently a little in front of the crowd,
and Barquentine, digging his crutch into the earth, hopped a-
round it until he was facing the men who had carried the coffin.
One glint of his cold eyes brought them to the graveside.
"Nail the lid on," he shouted, and hopped around his crutch a-
gain on his withered leg, the ferrule of his support swivelling
in the soft ground and raising the mud in gurgling wedges as it
twisted.
Fuchsia, standing at her mother's mountainous side, loathed him
with her whole body. She was beginning to hate everything that
was old. What was that word which Steerpike kept denouncing when-
ever he met her? He was always saying it was dreadful --
"Authority'; that was it. She looked away from the one-legged
man and her eyes moved absently along the line of gaping faces.
They were staring at the coffin-men who were nailing down the
planks. Everyone seemed horrible to Fuchsia. Her mother was ga-
zing over the heads of the crowd with her characteristic sight-
lessness. Upon her father's face a smile was beginning to appear,
as though it were something inevitable, uncontrollable--some-
thing Fuchsia had never seen before on his face. She covered
her eyes with her hands for a moment and felt a surge of un-
reality rising in her, perhaps the whole thing was a dream,
perhaps everyone was really kind and beautiful, and she had
seen them only through the black net of a dream she was suff-
ering. She lowered her hands and found herself gazing into
Steerpike'seyes. He was on the other side of the grave and his
arms were folded. As he stared at her, with his head a little
on one side, like a bird's, he raised his eyebrows to her,
quizzically, his mouth twisted up on one side. Fuchsia invol-
untarily made a little gesture with her hand, a motion of rec-
ognition, of friendliness, but there was about the gesture
something so subtle, so tender, as to be indescribable. For
herself, she did not know that her hand had moved--she only
knew that the figure across the grave was young.
He was strange and unappealing, with his high shoulders and
his large swollen forehead; but he was slender, and young. Oh,
that was what it was! He did not belong to the old, heavy,
intolerant world of Barquentine: he belonged to the lightness
of life. There was nothing about him that drew her, nothing
she loved except his youth and his bravery. He had saved Nan-
nie Slagg from the fire. He had saved Dr Prune from the fire--
and oh! he had saved her, too. Where was his swordstick? What
had he done with it? He was so silly about it, carrying it with
him wherever he went.
The earth was being shovelled into the grave for the ramshack-
le coffin had been lowered. When the cavity was filled, Bar-
quentine inspected the rectangular patch of disturbed earth.
The shovelling had been messy work, the mud clinging to the
spades, and Barquentine had shouted at the grave-hands ir-
ritably. Now, he scraped some of the unevenly distributed
earth into the shallower patches with his foot, balancing at
an angle upon his crutch. The mourners were dispersing, and
Fuchsia, shambling away from her parents, found herself to
the extreme right of the crowd as it moved towards the castle.
"May I walk with you?" said Steerpike, sidling up.
"Yes," said Fuchsia. "Oh, yes; why shouldn't you?" She had
never wanted him before, and was surprised at her own words.
Steerpike shot a glance at her as he pulled out his small
pipe. When he had lit it, he said:
"Not much in my line, Lady Fuchsia."
"What isn't?"
"Earth to earth; ashes to ashes, and all that sort of excite-
ment."
"Not much in anyone's line, I shouldn't think," she replied.
"I don't like the idea of dying."
"Not when one's young, anyway," said the youth. "It's all right
for our friend rattle-ribs: not much life left inside him, anyway."
"I like you being disrespectful, sometimes," said Fuchsia in
a rush. "Why must one try and be respectful to old people
when they aren't considerate?"
"It's their idea," said Steerpike. "They like to keep this
reverence business going. Without it where'd they be? Sunk.
Forgotten. Over the side: for they've nothing except their
age, and they're jealous of our youth."
"Is that what it is?" said Fuchsia, her eyes widening. "Is
it because they are jealous? Do you really think it'sthat?"
"Undoubtedly," said Steerpike. "They want to imprison us and
make us fit into their schemes, and taunt us, and make us
work for them. All the old are like that."
"Mrs Slagg isn't like that," said Fuchsia.
"She is the exception," said Steerpike, coughing in a strange
way with his hand over his mouth. "She is the exception that
proves
the rule."
They walked on in silence for a few paces. The Castle was
looming overhead and they were treading into the shadow of a
tower.
"Where'syour swordstick?" said Fuchsia. "How can you be with-
out it? You don't know what to do with your hands."
Steerpike grinned. This was a new Fuchsia. More animated--yet
was it animation, or a nervous, tired excitement which gave
the unusual lift to her voice?
"My swordstick," said Steerpike, rubbing his chin, "my dear
little swordstick. I must have left it behind in the rack."
"Why?" said Fuchsia. "Don't you adore it any more?"
"I do, oh yes! I do," Steerpike replied in a comically em-
phatic voice. "I adore it just as much, but I felt it would
be safer to leave it behind, because do you know what I
should probably have done with it?"
"What would you have done?" said Fuchsia.
"I would have pricked Barquentine's guts with it," said Steer-
pike; "most delicately, here and there, and everywhere, until
the old scarecrow was yelling like a cat; and when he had yell-
ed all the breath from his black lungs, I'd have tied him by
his one leg to a branch and set fire to his beard. So you see
what a good thing it was that I didn't have my swordstick,
don't you?"
But when he turned to her Fuchsia was gone from his side.
He could see her running through the misty air in a strange,
bounding manner; but whether she was running for enjoyment,
or in order to rid herself of him, he could not know.
THE TWINS ARE RESTIVE
About a week after Sourdust's burial, or to be precise, about
a week after the burial of all that was left of what had once
been Sourdust, along with the calf skull and the ribbons,
Steerpike revisited the Aunts for the purpose of selecting a
set of rooms on the same floor as their own apartments in the
south wing. Since the burning they had become not only very
vain, but troublesome. They wished to know when, now that they
had carried out the task according to plan, they were to come
into their own. Why was not the south wing already alive with
pageantry and splendour? Why were its corridors still so dusty
and deserted? Had they set fire to their brother's library for
nothing? Where were the thrones they had been promised? Where
were the crowns of gold? At each fresh appearance of Steerpike
in their apartments these questions were renewed, and on every
occasion it became more difficult to leave them mollified and
convinced that their days of grievance were drawing to a close.
They were as outwardly impassive, their faces showing no sign
at all of what was going on inside their identical bodies, but
Steerpike had learned to descry from the almost imperceptible
movements which they made with their limp fingers, roughly what
was happening in their minds, or to what height their emotions
were aroused. There was an uncanniness about the way their white
fingers would move simultaneously, indicating that their brains
were at that precise moment travelling along the same narrow
strip of thought, at the same pace, with the same gait.
The glittering promises with which Steerpike had baited his
cruel hook had produced an effect upon them more fundamental
than he had anticipated. This concept of themselves as rulers
of the south wing, was now uppermost in their minds, and in
fact it filled their minds leaving no room for any other notion.
Outwardly it showed itself in their conversation which harped
upon nothing else. With the flush of success upon them, their
fingers became looser, although their faces remained as express-
ionless as powdered slabs. Steerpike was now reaping the con-
sequences of having persuaded them of their bravery and ingen-
uity, and of the masterly way in which they, and they alone,
could set the library alight. It had been necessary at the time
to blow them into tumours of conceit and self-assurance, but
now, their usefulness for the moment at an end, it was becoming
more and more difficult to deal with their inflation. However,
with one excuse or another he managed to persuade them of the
inadvisability of rushing a matter of such magnitude as that
of raising them to their twin summits. Such things must be
achieved with deliberation, cunning and foresight. Their pos-
ition must improve progressively through a sequence of minor
victories, which although each in itself attracted no notice,
would build up insidiously, until before the castle was aware
of it the South wing would blazon forth in rightful glory.
The twins, who had expected the change in their status to be
brought about overnight, were bitterly disappointed, and al-
though Steerpike's arguments to the effect that their power
when it came must be something of sure foundation convinced
them as he spoke, yet no sooner were they alone than they
reverted at once to a condition of chagrin, and Steerpike's
every appearance was the sign for them to air their grievances
anew.
On this particular afternoon, as soon as he had entered their
room and their childish clamour had started, he cut them short
by crying: "We shall begin!"
He had lifted his left hand high into the air to silence them,
as he shouted. In his right hand he held a scroll of paper.
They were standing with their shoulders and hips touching,
side by side, their heads forced a little forward. When their
loud, flat voices ceased, he continued:
"I have ordered your thrones. They are being made in secret,
but as I have insisted that they are to be beaten from the
purest gold they will take some time to complete. I have been
sent these designs by the goldsmith, a craftsman without a
peer. It is for you, my Ladyships, to choose. I have no doubt
which you will choose, for although they are all three the
most consummate works of art, yet with your taste, your flair
for proportion, your grasp of minutiae, I feel confident you
will select the one which I believe has no rival among the
thrones of the world."
Steerpike had, of course, made the drawings himself, spending
several hours longer on them than he had intended, for once
he had started he had become interested, and had the Doctor
or his sister opened his door in the small hours of this same
morning they would have found the high-shouldered boy bending
over a table in his room, absorbed; the compasses, protractors
and set square neatly placed in a row at the side of the table,
the beautifully sharpened pencil travelling along the ruler
with cold precision.
Now, as he unrolled the drawings before the wide eyes of the
Aunts he handled them deftly, for it pleased him to take care
of the fruits of his labours. His hands were clean, the fingers
being curiously pointed, and the nails rather longer than is
normal. Cora and Clarice were at his side in an instant. There
was no expression in their faces at all. All that could be
found there was uncompromisingly anatomical. The thrones star-
ed at the Aunts and the Aunts stared back at the thrones.
"I have no doubt which one you will prefer, for it is unique
in the history of golden thrones. Choose, your Ladyships--
choose!" said Steerpike.
Cora and Clarice pointed simultaneously at the biggest of the
three drawings. It almost filled the page.
"How right you are!" said Steerpike. "How right you are! It
was the only choice. I shall be seeing the goldsmith tomorrow
and shall advise him of your selection."
"I want mine soon," said Clarice.
"So do I," said Cora, "very soon."
"I thought I had explained to you," said Steerpike, taking them
by their elbows and bringing them towards him--"I thought I had
explained to you that a throne of hammered gold is not a thing
which can be wrought overnight. This man is a craftsman, an art-
ist. Do you want your glory ruined by a makeshift and ridiculous
pair of bright yellow sit-upons? Do you want to be the laughing-
stock of the Castle, all over again, because you were too impa-
tient? Or are you anxious for Gertrude and the rest of them to
stare, open-mouthed with jealousy, at you as you sit aloft like
the two purple queens you undoubtedly are?...Everything must be
of the best. You have entrusted me to raise you to the status
that is your due and right. You must leave it to me. When the
hour comes, we shall strike. In the meanwhile it is for us to
make of these apartments something unknown to Gormenghast."
"Yes," said Cora. "That'swhat I think. They must be wondrous.
The rooms must be wondrous."
"Yes," said Clarice. "Because we are. The rooms must be just
like us." Her mouth fell open, as though the lower jaw had died.
"But we are the only ones who are worthy. No one must forget
that, must they, Cora?"
"No one," said Cora. "No one at all."
"Exactly," said Steerpike, "and your first duty will be to re-
condition the Room of Roots." He had glanced at them shrewdly.
"The roots must be repainted. Even the smallest must be re-
painted, because there is no other room in Gormenghast that
is so wonderful as to be full of roots. Your roots. The roots
of your tree."
To his surprise the twins were not listening to him. They were
holding each other about their long barrel-like chests.
"He made us do it," they were saying. "He made us burn dear
Sepulchrave's books. Dear Sepulchrave's books."
"HALF-LIGHT"
Meanwhile, the Earl and Fuchsia were sitting together two hun-
dred feet below and over a mile away from Steerpike and the
Aunts. His lordship, with his back to a pine tree and his knees
drawn up to his chin, was gazing at his daughter with a slith-
ery smile upon his mouth that had once been so finely drawn.
Covering his feet and heaped about his slender body on all
sides was a cold, dark, undulating palliasse of pine needles,
broken here and there with heavy, weary-headed ferns and grey
fungi, their ashen surfaces exuding a winter sweat.
A kind of lambent darkness filled the dell. The roof was sky-
proof, the branches interlacing so thickly that even the heav-
iest downpour was stayed from striking through; the methodical
drip...drip...drip of the branch-captured rain only fell to
the floor of needles several hours after the start of the hea-
viest storm. And yet a certain amount of reflected daylight
filtered through into the clearing, mainly from the East, in
which direction lay the shell of the library. Between the clear-
ing and the path that ran in front of the ruin, the trees, al-
though as thick, were not more than thirty to forty yards in
depth.
"How many shelves have you built for your father?" said the
Earl to his daughter with a ghastly smile.
"Seven shelves, father," said Fuchsia. Her eyes were very wide
and her hands trembled as they hung at her sides.
"Three more shelves, my daughter--three more shelves, and then
we will put the volumes back."
"Yes, father."
Fuchsia, picking up a short branch, scored across the needled
ground three long lines, adding them to the seven which already
lay between her father and herself.
"That's it, that's it," came the melancholy voice. "Now we have
space for the Sonian Poets. Have you the books ready--little
daughter?"
Fuchsia swung her head up, and her eyes fastened upon her father.
He had never spoken to her in that way--she had never before
heard that tone of love in his voice. Chilled by the horror of
his growing madness, she had yet been filled with a compassion
she had never known, but now there was more than compassion with-
in her, there was released, of a sudden, a warm jet of love for
the huddled figure whose long pale hand rested upon his knees,
whose voice sounded so quiet and so thoughtful. "Yes, father,
I've got the books ready," she replied; "do you want me to put
them on the shelves?"
She turned to a heap of pine cones which had been gathered.
"Yes, I am ready," he replied after a pause that was filled with
the silence of the wood. "But one by one. One by one. We shall
stock three shelves tonight. Three of my long, rare shelves."
"Yes, father."
The silence of the high pines drugged the air.
"Fuchsia."
"What, father?"
"You are my daughter."
"Yes."
"And there is Titus. He will be the Earl of Gormenghast. Is that
so?"
"Yes, father."
"When I am dead. But do I know you, Fuchsia? Do I know you?"
"I don't know--very well," she replied; but her voice became more
certain now that she perceived his weakness. "I suppose we don't
know each other very much."
Again she was affected by an uprising of love. The mad smile mak-
ing incongruous every remark which the Earl ventured, for he
spoke with tenderness and moderation, had for the moment ceased
to frighten her. In her short life she had been brought face to
face with so many forms of weirdness that although the uncanny
horror of the sliding smile distressed her, yet the sudden break-
ing of the barriers that had lain between them for so long as she
could remember overpowered her fear. For the first time in her
life she felt that she was a daughter--that she had a father--of
her own. What did she care if he was going mad--saving for his
own dear sake? He was hers.
"My books …' he said.
"I have them here, father. Shall I fill up the first long shelf
for you?"
"With the Sonian Poets, Fuchsia."
"Yes."
She picked up a cone from the heap at her side and placed it on
the end of the line she had scored in the ground. The Earl
watched her very carefully.
"That is Andrema, the lyricist--the lover--he whose quill would
pulse as he wrote and fill with a blush of blue, like a bruised
nail. His verses, Fuchsia, his verses open out like flowers of
glass, and at their centre, between the brittle petals lies a pool
of indigo, translucent and as huge as doom. His voice is unmuf-
fled--it is like a bell, clearly ringing in the night of our con-
fusion; but the clarity is the clarity of imponderable depth--
depth--so that his lines float on for ever more, Fuchsia--on and
on and on, for ever more. That is Andrema...Andrema."
The Earl, with his eyes on the cone which Fuchsia had placed at
the end of the first line, opened his mouth more widely, and
suddenly the pines vibrated with the echoes of a dreadful cry,
half scream, half laughter.
Fuchsia stiffened, the blood draining from her face. Her father,
his mouth still open, even after the scream had died out of the
forest, was now upon his hands and knees. Fuchsia tried to force
her voice from the dryness of her throat. Her father'seyes were
on her as she struggled, and at last his lips came together and
his eyes recovered the melancholy sweetness that she had so lately
discovered in them. She was able to say, as she picked up another
cone and made as if to place it at the side of "Andrema': "Shall
I go on with the library, father?"
But the Earl could not hear her. His eyes had lost focus. Fuchsia
dropped the cone from her hand and came to his side.
"What is it," she said. "Oh father! father! what is it?"
"I am not your father," he replied. "Have you no knowledge of
me?" And as he grinned his black eyes widened and in either eye
there burned a star, and as the stars grew greater his fingers
curled. "I live in the Tower of Flints," he cried. "I am the
death-owl."
A ROOF OF REEDS
To her left, as she moved slowly along the broken and overgrown
track Keda was conscious the while of that blasphemous finger of
rock which had dominated the western skyline for seven weary days.
It had been like a presence, something which, however the sunlight
or moonlight played upon it, was always sinister; in essence,
wicked.
Between the path she walked and the range of mountains was a re-
gion of marshland which reflected the voluptuous sky in rich pools,
or with a duller glow where choked swamps sucked at the colour and
breathed it out again in sluggish vapour. A tract of rushes glim-
mered, for each long sword-shaped leaf was edged with a thread of
crimson. One of the larger pools of almost unbroken surface not
only reflected the burning sky, but the gruesome, pointing finger
of the rock, which plunged through breathless water. On her right
the land sloped upwards and was forested with misshapen trees. Al-
though their outermost branches were still lit, the violence of
the sunset was failing, and the light was crumbling momently from
the boughs.
Keda'sshadow stretched to her right, growing, as she proceeded,
less and less intense as the raddled ground dulled from a reddish
tint to a nondescript ochre, and then from ochre to a warm grey
which moment by moment grew more chill, until she found herself
moving down a track of ash-grey light.
For the last two days the great shoulder of hill with the dreadful
monotony of its squat, fibrous trees which covered it, had lain on
Keda'sright hand, breathing, as it were, over her shoulder; groping
for her with stunted arms. It seemed that for all her life the
oppressive presence of trees, of stultified trees, had been with
her, leering at her, breathing over her right shoulder, each one
gesticulating with its hairy hands, each one with a peculiar menace
of its own, and yet every one monotonously the same in the endless-
ness of her journey.
For the monotony began to have the quality of a dream, both un-
eventful and yet terrifying, and it seemed that her body and her
brain were flanked by a wall of growth that would never end. But
the last two days had at least opened up to her the wintry flats
upon her left, where for so long her eyes had been arrested and
wearied by a canyon face of herbless rock upon whose high
grey surface the only sign of life had been when an occasional
ledge afforded purchase for the carrion crow. But Keda, stumbling
exhaustedly in the ravine, had no thought for them as they peered
at her, following her with their eyes, their naked necks protruding
from the level of their scraggy bellies, their shoulders hunched a-
bove their heads, their murderous claws curled about their scant
supports.
Snow had lain before her like a long grey carpet, for the winter
sun was never to be seen from that canyon'strack, and when at
last the path had veered to the right and the daylight had rushed
in upon her, she had stumbled forward for a few paces and dropped
upon her knees in a kind of thanksgiving. As she raised her head
the blonde light had been like a benison.
But she was indescribably weary, dropping her aching feet before
her as she continued on her way without knowledge of what she was
doing. Her hair fell across her face raggedly; her heavy cloak was
flecked with mud and matted with burrs and clinging brambles.
Her right hand clung on mechanically to a strap over her shoulder
which supported a satchel, now empty of food, but weighted with a
stranger cargo.
Before she had left the Mud Dwellings on the night when her lovers
had killed each other beneath the all-seeing circle of that never-
to-be-forgotten, spawning moon, she had, as in a trance, found her
way back to her dwelling, collected together what food she could
find, and then, like a somnambulist, made her way first to Brai-
gon's and then to Rantel's workshop and taken from each a small car-
ving. Then, moving out into the emptiness of the morning, three
hours before the dawn, she had walked, her brain dilated with a
blank and zoneless pain, until, as the dawn like a wound in the
sky welled into her consciousness, she fell among the salt grasses
where the meres began, and with the carvings in her arms, slept
unseen throughout a day of sunshine. That was very long ago. How
long ago? Keda had lost all sense of time. She had journeyed
through many regions--had received her meals from many hands in
return for many kinds of labour. For a long while she tended the
flocks of one whose shepherd had been taken ill with fold-fever
and had died with a lamb in his arms. She had worked on a long
barge with a woman who, at night, would mew like an otter as she
swam among the reeds. She had woven the hazel hurdles and had made
great nets for the fresh-water fish. She had moved from province
to province.
But a weariness had come, and the sickness at dawn; and yet she
was forced to be continually moving. But always with her were
her burning trophies, her white eagle; her yellow stag.
And now it was beyond her strength to work, and a power she did
not question was inexorably driving her back towards the Dwellings.
Under the high, ragged and horrible bosom of the hill, she stum-
bled on. All colour was stifled from the sky and the profane finger
of rock was no longer visible save as a narrow hint of dark on
dark. The sunset had flamed and faded--every moment seeming per-
manent--and yet the crumbling from crimson to ash had taken no
longer than a few demoniac moments.
Keda was now walking through darkness, all but the few yards imme-
diately in front of her feet, obscured. She knew that she must
sleep: that what strength remained in her was fast ebbing, and it
was not because she was unused to spending the night hours alone
among unfriendly shapes that she was stayed from coiling herself
at the foot of the hill. The last few nights had been pain, for
there was no mercy in the air that pressed its frozen hands to her
body; but it was not for this reason that her feet still fell hea-
vily before her, one after the other, the forward tilt of her body
forcing them onwards.
It was not even that the trees that sucked at her right shoulder
had filled her with horror, for now she was too tired for her ima-
gination to fill her mind with the macabre. She moved on because a
voice had spoken to her that morning as she walked. She had not
realized that it was her own voice crying out to her, for she was
too exhausted to know that her lips were giving vent to the occult.
She had turned, for the voice had seemed to be immediately beside
her. "Do not stop," it had said; "not tonight, for you shall have a
roof of reeds." Startled, she had continued for not more than a few
paces when the voice within her said: "The old man, Keda, the old
brown man. You must not stay your feet."
She had not been frightened, for the reality of the supernatural
was taken for granted among the Dwellers. And as she staggered,
ten hours later, through the night the words wavered in her mind,
and when a torch flared suddenly in the road ahead of her, scat-
tering its red embers, she moaned with exhaustion and relief to
have been found, and fell forward into the arms of the brown father.
What happened to her from that moment she did not know; but when
she awoke she was lying upon a mattress of pine-needles, smelling
of a hot, dry sweetness, and around her were the wooden walls of
a cabin. For a moment she did not lift her eyes, although the
words which she had heard upon the road were in her ears: for she
knew what she would see, and when she at last lifted her head to
see the thatching of the river-reeds above her she remembered the
old man, and her eyes turned to a door in the wall. It opened soft-
ly as she lay, half drowsed with the perfume of the pine, and she
saw a figure. It was as though Autumn was standing beside her, or
an oak, heavy with its crisp, tenacious leaves. He was of brown,
but lambent, as of sepia-black glass held before a flame. His shag-
gy hair and beard were like pampas grass; his skin the colour of
sand; his clothes festooned about him like foliage along a hanging
branch. All was brown, a symphony of brown, a brown tree, a brown
landscape, a brown man.
He came across the room to her, his naked feet making no sound upon
the earth of the cabin floor, where the creepers sent green tributaries
questing.
Keda raised herself upon her elbow.
The rough summit of the oak tree moved, and then one of its branch-
es motioned her back, so that she lay still again upon the pine-need-
les, peace like a cloud enveloped her as she gazed at him and she
knew that she was in the presence of a strange selflessness.
He left her side and, moving across the earth floor with that slow,
drifting tread, unfastened some shutters and the rayless light of
the north sky poured through a square window. He left the room, and
she lay quietly, her mind becoming clearer as the minutes passed.
The trestle bed that she lay upon was wide and low, being raised on-
ly a foot from the ground by two logs which supported the long
planks. Her tired body seemed to float with every muscle relaxed a-
mong the billowing needles. Even the pain in her feet, the bruises
she had sustained in her wanderings, were floating--a kind of float-
ing pain, impersonal, and almost pleasurable. Across her the brown
father had spread three rough blankets, and her right hand moving
under them, as though to test the pleasure of moving itself indepe-
ndently from the tired mass of her body, struck upon something hard.
She was too weary to wonder what it was; but sometime later she drew
it forth--the white eagle. "Braigon," she murmured, and with the
word a hundred haunting thoughts returned. Again she felt about her
and found the wooden stag. She brought them against her warm sides,
and after the pain of memory a new emotion, kindred to that which
she had felt on the night she had lain with Rantel, suffused her,
and her heart, faintly at first and then more loud, and louder still,
began to sing like a wild bird; and though her body heaved suddenly
with sickness, the wild bird went on singing.
"FEVER"
White and cool as was the light of the north window, Keda could tell
that the sun was alone in the sky and that the winter day was cloud-
less and temperate. She could not tell how late it was, nor whether
it was morning or evening. The old man brought a bowl of soup to her
bedside. She wished to speak to him, but not yet, for the spell of
silence was still so richly about her and so eloquent that she knew
that with him there was no need to say anything at all. Her floating
body felt strangely clear and sweet, lying as though it were a lily
of pain.
She lay now holding the carvings at her side, her fingers spread over
their smooth wooden contours, while she experienced the slow ebbing
of fatigue from her limbs. Minute after minute passed, the steady
light filling the room with whiteness. Every now and again she would
raise herself and dip the earthenware spoon into the pottage; and as
she drank her strength came back in little thick leaps. When she had
at last emptied the bowl she turned over upon her side, and a tingl-
ing of strength rose in her with every moment that passed.
Again she was conscious of the cleanness of her body. For some time
the effort was too great to be made, but when at last she pulled a-
way the blankets she found that she was washed free of all the dust
of her last days of wandering. She was unstained, and there was no
trace of the nightmare upon her--only the sweet bruises, the long
threads where thorns had torn her.
She tried to stand, and nearly fell; but drawing in a deep breath
steadied herself and moved slowly to the window. Before her was a
clearing, where greyish grass grew thickly, the shadow of a tree
falling across it. Half in this shadow and half out of it a white
goat was standing, and moving its sensitive narrow head side to
side. A little beyond, to the left, was the mouth of a well. The
clearing ended where a derelict stone building, roofless and black
with spreading moss, held back a grove of leafless elms, where a
murmuration of starlings was gathered. Beyond this grove Keda could
catch a glimpse of a stony field, and beyond this field a forest
climbing to a rounded summit of boulders. She turned her eyes a-
gain. There stood the white goat. It had moved out of the shadow
and was like an exquisite toy, so white it was, with such curls
of hair, such a beard of snow, such horns, such great and yellow
eyes.
Keda stood for a long while gazing upon the scene, and although she
saw with perfect clarity--the roofless house, the pine-shadow, the
hillocks, the trellis-work vine, yet these were no part of her im-
mediate consciousness, but figments of the half-dream languor of
her awakening. More real to her was the bird-song at her breast,
defying the memory of her lovers and the weight of her womb.
The age that was her heritage and the inexorable fate of the Dwell-
ers had already begun to ravage her head, a despoliation which
had begun before the birth of her first little child who was bur-
ied beyond the great wall, and her face had now lost all but the
shadow of her beauty.
Keda left the window and, taking a blanket, wrapped it about her,
and then opened the door of the room. She found herself facing an-
other of roughly the same size but with a great table monopolizing
the centre of the floor, a table with a dark-red cloth drawn across
it. Beyond the table the earth descended by three steps, and in the
further and lower portion of the floor were the old man's garden
tools, flower pots and pieces of painted and unpainted wood. The
room was empty and Keda passed slowly through a doorway into the
clearing of sunlight.
The white goat watched her as she approached and took a few slender-
legged steps towards her, lifting its head high into the air. She moved
onwards and became conscious of the sound of water. The sun was
about halfway between the zenith and the horizon, but Keda could not
at first tell whether it was morning or afternoon, for there was no way
of knowing whether the sun were climbing through the high east or
sinking in the high west. All was stillness; the sun seemed to be fixed
for ever as though it were a disc of yellow paper pasted against the
pale-blue wintry sky.
She went forward slowly through the unknown time of day towards
the sound of water. She passed the long roofless building on
her left and for a moment was chilled by the shadow it cast.
Descending a steep bank of ferns, she came across the brook almost
immediately. It ran between dark, leafless brambles. A little to
Keda's left, where she stood among the thorny bushes at the water's
edge, there was a crossing of boulders--old and smooth and hollow-
ed into shallow basins by the passage of what must have been cen-
turies of footfall. Beyond the ford a grey mare drank from the
stream. Her mane fell over her eyes and floated on the surface of
the water as she drank. Beyond the grey mare stood another of
dappled skin, and beyond the dappled mare, at a point where the
brook changed direction and bore to the right under a wall of
evergreens, was a third--a horse whose coat was like black velvet.
The three were quite still and absorbed, their manes trailing the
water, their legs knee-deep in the sounding stream. Keda knew that
if she walked a little way along the bank to her left until she
gained a view of the next reach of the river, she would see the
drinking horses one after another receding across the flats, each
one an echo of the one before it--echoes of changing colour, but
all knee-deep in water, all with their hanging manes, their drink-
ing throats.
Suddenly she began to feel cold. The horses all lifted their heads
and stared at her. The stream seemed to stand still; and then she
heard herself talking.
"Keda," she was saying, "your life is over. Your lovers have died.
Your child and her father are buried. And you also are dead.
Only your bird sings on. What is the bright bird saying? That all
is complete? Beauty will die away suddenly and at any time. At any
time now--from sky and earth and limb and eye and breast and the
strength of men and the seed and the sap and the bud and the foam
and the flower--all will crumble for you, Keda, for all is over--
only the child to be born, and then you will know what to do."
She stood upon the boulders of the ford and saw below her the im-
age of her face in the clear water. It had become very old; the
scourge of the Dwellers had descended; only the eyes, like the eyes
of a gazelle, defied the bane which now gave to her face the qual-
ity of a ruin. She stared; and then she put her hands below her
heart, for the bird was crying, crying with joy. "It is over!"
screamed the beaked voice. "It is only for the child that you
are waiting. All else fulfilled, and then there is no longer any
need."
Keda lifted her head, and her eyes opened to the sky where a kes-
trel hung. Her heart beat and beat, and the air thickened until
darkness muffled her eyes, while the gay cry of the bird went on
and on: "It is over! it is over! it is over!"
The sky cleared before her. Beside her stood the brown father.
When she turned to him he raised his head and then led her back
to the cabin, where she lay exhausted upon her bed.
The sun and the moon had forced themselves behind her eyes and
filled her head. A crowd of images circled about them; the cactus
trees of the Mud Dwellings revolved about the towers of Gormen-
ghast, which swam about the moon. Heads ran forward towards her,
starting as mere pin points on an infinitely far horizon, en-
larging unbearably as they approached, they burst over her face--
her dead husband's face, Mrs Slagg's and Fuchsia's, Braigon's,
Flay's, the Countess's, Rantel's and the Doctor's with his devour-
ing smile. Something was being put into her mouth. It was the
lip of a cup. She was being told to drink.
"Oh, father!" she cried.
He pressed her gently back against the pillow.
"There is a bird crying," she said.
"What does it cry?" said the old man.
"It cries with joy, for me. It is happy for me, for soon it
will all be over--when I am light again--and I can do it, oh,
father, when I am light again."
"What is it you will do?"
Keda stared at the reeds above her. "That is what shall happen,"
she murmured, "with a rope, or with deep water, or a blade...or
with a blade."
FAREWELL
It was a long while before Keda was well enough to set forth on
horseback for the Mud Dwellings. Her fever had raged, and but for
the care with which the old man watched over her she must surely
have died. For many long nights in her delirium she unburdened
herself of a torrent of words, her natural reticence shattered
by the power of her heightened imaginings.
The old man sat by her, his bearded chin resting on a gnarled
fist, his brown eyes upon her vibrant face. He listened to her
words and pieced together the story of her loves and fears from
the wrack of her outpouring. Removing a great damp leaf from her
forehead he would replace it with another, ice-cold and shoe-
shaped, from the store he had collected for her brow. Within a
few minutes it would be warm from her burning forehead. Whenever
he could leave her he prepared the herbs with which he fed her
and concocted the potions which eventually stilled the nightmare
in her brain, and quietened her blood.
As the days passed he began to know her better, in the great,
inarticulate way of guardian trees. No word was spoken. Whatever
passed between them of any significance travelled in silence,
and taking his hand she would lie and receive great joy from
gazing at his august and heavy head, his beard and his brown
eyes, and the rustic bulk of his body beside her.
Yet in spite of the peace that filled her in his presence, the
feeling she should be among her own people began to grow more
powerful with every day that passed.
It was a long while after her fever had abated that the old man
allowed Keda to get to her feet, although he could see that she
was fretting. At last she was strong enough to go for short walks
in the enclosure, and he led her, supporting her with his arm to
the hillocks of pale hair, or among the elms.
From the beginning, their relationship had been baptized with
silence, and even now, several months after that first afternoon
when she had awakened beneath his roof, whatever words they
spoke were only to facilitate the domestic tasks of the day.
Their communion of silence which from the first they had recog-
nized to be a common language was with them perpetually flower-
ing in a kind of absolute trust in the other's receptivity.
Keda knew that the brown father realized she must go, and the
old man knew that Keda understood why he could not let her go,
for she was still too weak, and they moved together through the
spring days, Keda watching him milking his white goat, and the
brown father leaning like an oak against the wall of the cabin
while Keda stirred the broth above the stone range, or scraped
the loam from the spade and placed it among the few crude garden
tools when daylight failed.
One evening when they were returning home after the longest walk
which Keda had managed, they stopped for a moment upon the brow
of one of the hillocks, and turned to the west before descending
into the shadows that lay about the cabin.
There was a greenish light in the sky with a surface like ala-
baster. As they watched, the evening star sang out in a sudden
point of light.
The ragged horizon of trees brought back to Keda's mind the long
and agonizing journey that had brought her to this haven, to the
cabin of the hermit, to this evening walk, to this moment of
light, and she remembered the clawing of the branches at her
right shoulder and how, upon her left, all the while there had
stood the blasphemous finger of rock. Her eyes seemed to be
drawn along the line of the dark trees until they rested upon
a minute area of sky framed by the black and distant foliage.
This fragment of sky was so small that it could never have been
pointed out or even located again by Keda had she taken her
eyes from it for a second.
The skyline of trees was, near its outline, perforated with a
myriad of microscopic glints of light, and it was beyond coin-
cidence that Keda'seyes were drawn towards the particular open-
ing in the foliage that was divided into two equal parts by a
vertical splinter of green fire. Even at that distance, fring-
ed and imprisoned with blackness, Keda recognized instantane-
ously the finger of rock.
"What does it mean, father, that thin and dreadful crag?"
"If it is dreadful to you, Keda, it means that your death is
near; which is as you wish and what you have foreseen. For me
it is not yet dreadful, although it has changed. When I was
young it was for me the steeple of all love. As the days die,
it alters."
"But I am not afraid," said Keda.
They turned and began to descend among the hillocks towards
the cabin. Darkness had settled before they opened the door.
When Keda had lit the lamp they sat at the table opposite one
another, conversing for a long while before her lips moved
and she began to speak aloud:
"No, I am not afraid," she said. "It is I who am choosing
what I shall do."
The old man lifted his rough head. His eyes in the lamplight
appeared as wells of brown light.
"The child will come to me when she is ready," he said. "I
will always be here."
"It is the Dwellers," said Keda. "It is they." Her left hand
drew involuntarily to beneath her heart, and her fingers wav-
ered there a moment as though lost. "Two men have died for me;
and I bring back to the Bright Carvers their blood, on my
hands, and the unlawful child. They will reject me--but I
shall not mind, for still...still...my bird is singing--and
in the graveyard of the outcasts I will have my reward--oh
father--my reward, the deep, deep silence which they cannot
break."
The lamp trembled and shadows moved across the room, returning
stealthily as the flame steadied.
"It will not be long," he said. "In a few days' time you shall
begin your journey."
"Your dark-grey mare," said Keda, "how shall I return her to
you, father?"
"She will return," he replied, "alone. When you are near to
the Dwellings, set her free and she will turn and leave you."
She took her hand from his arm and walked to her room. All
night long the voice of a little wind among the reeds cried:
"Soon, soon, soon."
On the fifth day he helped her to the rough blanket saddle.
Upon the mare's broad back were slung two baskets of loaves
and other provender. Her path lay to the north of the cabin,
and she turned for a moment before the mare moved away to
take a last look at the scene before her. The stony field be-
yond the high trees. The roofless house, and to her west,
the hillocks of pale hair, and beyond the hillocks the dis-
tant woods. She looked her last upon the rough grass enclo-
sure; the well, and the tree which cast its long shadow. She
looked her last at the white goat with its head of snow. It
was sitting with one frail white foreleg curled to its heart.
"No harm will come to you. You are beyond the power of harm.
You will not hear their voices. You will bear your child,
and when the time has come you will make an end of all
things."
Keda turned her eyes to him. "I am happy, father. I am hap-
py. I know what to do."
The grey mare stepped forward into darkness beneath trees,
and pacing with a strange deliberation turned eastwards a-
long a green path between banks of fern. Keda sat very still
and very upright with her hands in her lap while they drew
nearer with every pace to Gormenghast and the homes of the
Bright Carvers.
EARLY ONE MORNING
Spring has come and gone, and the summer is at its height.
It is the morning of the Breakfast, of the ceremonial Break-
fast. Prepared in honour of Titus, who is one year old today,
it piles itself magnificently across the surface of a table
at the northern end of the refectory. The servants' tables
and benches have been removed so that a cold stone desert
spreads southwards unbroken save by the regular pillars on
either side which lead away in dwindling perspective. It is
the same dining-hall in which the Earl nibbles his frail
toast at eight o"Clock every morning--the hall whose ceiling
is riotous with flaking cherubs, trumpets and clouds, whose
high walls trickle with the damp, whose flagstones sigh at
every step.
At the northern extremity of this chill province the gold
plate of the Groans, pranked across the shining black of the
long table, smoulders as though it contains fire; the cutlery
glitters with a bluish note; the napkins, twisted into the
shape of doves, detach themselves from their surroundings
for very whiteness, and appear to be unsupported. The great
hall is empty and there is no sound save the regular drip-
ping of rainwater from a dark patch in the cavernous ceiling.
It has been raining since the early hours of the morning and
by now a small lake is gathered halfway down the long stone
avenue between the pillars, reflecting dimly an irregular
section of the welkin where a faded cluster of cherubs lie
asleep in the bosom of a mildew'd cloud. It is to this cloud,
darkened with real rain, that the drops cling sluggishly and
fall at intervals through the half-lit air to the glaze of
water below.
Swelter has just retired to his clammy quarters after casting
his professional eye for the last time over the breakfast table.
He is pleased with his work and as he arrives at the kitchen
there is a certain satisfaction in the twist of his fat lips.
There are still two hours to run before the dawn.
Before he pushes open the door of the main kitchen he pauses
and listens with his ear to the panels. He is hoping to hear
the voice of one of his apprentices, of any one of his appren-
tices--it would not matter which--for he has ordered silence
until his return. The little uniformed creatures had been line-
d up in two rows. Two of them are squabbling in thin, high
whispers.
Swelter is in his best uniform, a habit of exceptional splen-
dour, the high cap and tunic being of virgin silk. Doubling
his body he opens the door the merest fraction of an inch and
applies his eye to the fissure. As he bends, the shimmering
folds of the silk about his belly hiss and whisper like the
voice of far and sinister waters or like some vast, earthless
ghost-cat sucking its own breath. His eye, moving around the
panel of the door, is like something detached, self-sufficient,
and having no need of the voluminous head that follows it nor
for that matter of the mountainous masses undulating to the
crutch, and the soft, trunk-like legs. So alive is it, this
eye, quick as an adder, veined like a blood-alley. What need
is there for all the cumulus of dull, surrounding clay--the
slow white hinterland that weighs behind it as it swivels a-
mong the doughy, circumscribing wodges like a marble of rad-
dled ice? As the eye rounds the corner of the door it devours
the long double line of skinny apprentices as a squid might
engulf and devour some long shaped creature of the depths.
As it sucks in the line of boys through the pupil, the know-
ledge of his power over them spreads sensuously across his
trunk like a delicious gooseflesh. He has seen and heard the
two shrill-whispering youths, now threatening one another with
little raw fists. They have disobeyed him. He wipes his hot
hands together, and his tongue travels along his lips. The
eye watches them, Flycrake and Wrenpatch. They would do very
nicely. So they were annoyed with one another, were they,
the little dung-flies? How diverting! And how thoughtful
of them! They will save him the trouble of having to invent
some reason or another for punishing a brace of their ridi-
culous little brothers. The chef opens the door and the
double line freezes.
He approaches them, wiping his hands upon his silken buttocks
as he moves forward. He impends above them like a dome of
cloud.
"Flycrake," he says, and the word issues from his lips as
though it were drawn through a filter of sedge, "there is
room for you, Flycrake, in the shadow of my paunch, and
bring your hairy friend with you--there is room for him as
well I shouldn't wonder."
The two boys creep forward, their eyes very wide, their teeth
chattering.
"You were talking, were you not? You were talking even
more garrulously than your teeth are now chattering. Am
I wrong? No? Then come a little nearer; I should hate to have
any trouble in reaching you. You wouldn't like to cause me
any trouble, would you? Am I right in saying that you would
not like to give me trouble, Master Flycrake? Master Wren-
patch?" He does not listen for an answer, but yawns, his face
opening lewdly upon regions compared with which nudity be-
comes a milliner's invention. As the yawn ends and without a
suspicion of warning, his two hands swing forward simultan-
eously and he catches the two little wretches by their ears
and lifts them high into the air. What he would have done
with them will never be known, for at the very moment when
the hanging apprentices are lifted about the level of Swel-
ter's throat, a bell begins to jangle discordantly through
the steamy air. It is very seldom that this bell is heard,
for the rope from which it is suspended, after disappearing
through a hole in the ceiling of the Great Kitchen, moves
secretly among rafters, winding to and fro in the obscure,
dust-smelling regions that brood between the ceiling of the
ground rooms and the floorboards of the first storey. After
having been re-knotted many times, it finally emerges through
a wall in Lord Sepulchrave's bedroom. It is very rarely that
his Lordship has any need to interview his chef, and the
bell as it swings wildly above the heads of the apprentices
can be seen throwing from off its iron body the dust of four
seasons.
Swelter's face changes at the first iron clang of the forgot-
ten bell. The gloating and self-indulgent folds of face-fat
redistribute themselves and a sycophantism oozes from his e-
very pore. But only for a moment is he thus, his ears gulping
at the sound of iron; for all at once he drops Flycrake and
Wrenpatch to the stone slabs, surges from the room, his flat
feet sucking at the stones like porridge.
Without abating the speed of his succulent paces, and sweep-
ing with his hands whoever appears in his path as though he
were doing breast-stroke, he pursues his way to Lord Sepul-
chrave's bedroom, the sweat beginning to stand out more and
more on his cheeks and forehead as he nears the sacred door.
Before he knocks he wipes the sweat from his face with his
sleeve, and then listens with his ear at the panels. He can
hear nothing. He lifts his hand and strikes his folded fing-
ers against the door with great force. He does this because
he knows from experience that it is only with great diffi-
culty that his knuckles can make any sound, the bones lying
so deeply embedded within their stalls of pulp. As he half
expected, all to be heard is a soft plop, and he resorts
unwillingly to the expedient of extracting a coin from a
pocket and striking it tentatively on the panel. To his hor-
ror, instead of the slow, sad, authoritative voice of his
master ordering him to enter, he hears the hooting of an owl.
After a few moments, during which he is forced to dab at his
face, for he has been unnerved by the melancholy cry, he
strikes again with the coin. This time there is no question
that the high, long-drawn hoot which answers the tapping is
an order for him to enter.
Swelter glances about him, turning his head this way and that,
and he is on the point of making away from the door, for fear
has made his body as cold as jelly, when he hears the regular
crk, crk, crk, crk, of Flay's knee-joints approaching him from
the shadows to his rear. And then he hears another sound. It
is of someone running heavily, impetuously. As the sound ap-
proaches it drowns the regular staccato of Mr Flay's knee
joints. A moment later as Swelter turns his head the shadows
break apart and the sultry crimson of Fuchsia's dress burns
as it rushes forward. Her hand is on the handle of the door
at once and she flings it open without a moment'shesitation
or a glance at Swelter. The chef, a mixture of emotions com-
peting within him as might a group of worms make battle for
sovereignty in the belly of an ox, peers over Fuchsia's shoul-
der. Not until he has recoiled from what meets his eye can the
secondary, yet impelling impulse to watch for the approach of
Flay appease itself. Dragging his eyes from the spectacle be-
fore him he is in time to shift his bulk a little to the right
and so to impede the thin man's progress, for Flay is now im-
mediately behind him. Swelter's hatred of Lord Sepulchrave's
servant has now ripened into a fester-patch, and his one de-
sire is to stop the breathing for once and for all of a crea-
ture so fleshless, and of one who raised the welts upon his
face on the Christening day.
Mr Flay, presented with the doming back and the splay-acred
rear of the chef, is on edge to see his master who has rung
his bell for him, and is in no mood to be thwarted, nor to be
terrified at the white mass before him, and although for many
a long stony night he has been unable to rest--for he is well
aware of the chef's determination to kill him during his sleep--
yet now, presented with the materialization of his nocturnal
horror, he finds himself as hard as ironwood, and he jerks
his dark, sour, osseous head forward out of his collar like
a turtle and hisses from between his sand-coloured teeth.
Swelter's eyes meet those of his enemy, and never was there
held between four globes of gristle so sinister a hell of
hatred. Had the flesh, the fibres, and the bones of the chef
and those of Mr Flay been conjured away and away down that
dark corridor leaving only their four eyes suspended in mid-
air outside the Earl's door, then, surely, they must have red-
dened to the hue of Mars, reddened and smouldered, and at
last broken into flame, so intense was their hatred--broken
into flame and circled about one another in ever-narrowing
gyres and in swifter and yet swifter flight until, merged into
one sizzling globe of ire they must surely have fled, the
four in one, leaving a trail of blood behind them in the
cold grey air of the corridor, until, screaming as they fly
beneath innumerable arches and down the endless passageways
of Gormenghast, they found their eyeless bodies once again,
and re-entrenched themselves in startled sockets.
For a moment the two men are quite still, for Flay has not
yet drawn breath after hissing through his teeth. Then, itch-
ing to get to his master he brings his sharp, splintery knee
up suddenly beneath the balloon-like overhang of the chef's
abdomen. Swelter, his face contracting with pain and whiten-
ing so that his blanched uniform becomes grey against his
neck, raises his great arms in a clawing motion as his body
doubles involuntarily for relief. As he straightens himself,
and as Flay makes an effort to get past him to the door,
with a jabbing movement of his shoulder, they are both fro-
zen to the spot with a cry more dreadful than before, the
long, dolorous cry of the death-owl, and the voice of Fuch-
sia, a voice that seems to be fighting through tears and
terror, cries loudly:
"My father! My father! Be silent and it will be better, and
I will take care of you. Look at me, father! Oh, look at me!
I know what you want because I do know, father--I do know,
and I will take you there when it is dark and then you will
be better.--But look at me, father--look at me."
But the Earl will not look at her. He is sitting huddled in
the centre of the broad carven mantelpiece, his head below
the level of his shoulders. Fuchsia, standing below him with
her hands shaking as they grip the marble of the mantel,
tilts herself towards him. Her strong back is hollowed, her
head is thrown back and her throat taut. Yet she dare not
touch him. The austerity of the many years that lay behind
them--the chill of the mutual reserve they had always shown
to one another, is like a wall between them even now. It
seemed as though that wall were crumbling and that their
frozen love was beginning to thaw and percolate through the
crevices, but now, when it is most needed and most felt,
the wall has closed again and Fuchsia dares not touch him.
Nor dare she admit to herself that her father has become
possessed.
He makes no answer, and Fuchsia, sinking to her knees, be-
gins to cry, but there are no tears. Her body heaves as she
crouches below Lord Sepulchrave as he squats on the mantel-
piece, and her throat croaks, but no tears relieve her. It
is dry anguish and she becomes older during these long mo-
ments, older than many a man or woman could ever understand.
Flay, clenching his hands, moves into the room, the hair
standing out rigidly like little wires all over his scanty
flesh. Something had crumpled up inside him. His undeviat-
ing loyalty to the House of Groan and to his Lordship is
fighting with the horror of what he sees. Something of the
same feeling must have been going on inside Swelter for as
he and Flay gaze at the Earl there is upon their faces the
same emotion translated, as it were, into two very different
languages.
His Lordship is dressed in black. His knees are drawn up al-
most to his chin. His long, fine white hands are curled
slightly inwards as they hang over his knees, between which,
and his supported chin, the wrists are wedged. But it is
the eyes which strike a chill to the centre of those who
watch, for they have become circular. The smile which play-
ed across his lips when Fuchsia had been with him in the
pine wood is gone forever. His mouth is entirely expression-
less.
Suddenly a voice comes from the mouth. It is very quiet:
"Chef."
"Your Lordship?" says Swelter trembling.
"How many traps have you in the Great Kitchen?"
Swelter's eyes shift to left and right and his mouth opens,
but he can make no sound.
"Come, Chef, you must know how many traps are set every
night--or have you become slovenly?"
Swelter holds his podgy hands together. They tremble before
him as he works his fingers between one another.
"Sir," says Swelter..."There must be forty traps in the Great
Kitchen...forty traps, your gracious Lordship."
"How many were found in the traps at five o"Clock today? An-
swer me."
"They were all full, your Lordship--all except one, sir."
"Have the cats had them?"
"The...the cats, your --'
"I said, have the cats had them?" repeats Lord Sepulchrave
sadly.
"Not yet," says the Chef. "Not yet."
"Then bring me one...bring me a plump one...immediately.
What are you waiting for, Mr Chef?...What are you waiting
for?"
Swelter's lips move wetly. "A plump one," he says. "Yes, my
Lord...a...plump...one."
As soon as he has disappeared the voice goes on: "Some twigs,
Mr Flay, some twigs at once. Twigs of all sizes, do you
understand? From small branches downwards in size--every
kind of shape, Flay, every kind of shape, for I shall study
each in turn and understand the twigs I build with, for I
must be as clever as the others with my twigs, though we
are careless workmen. What are you waiting for, Mr Flay? …'
Flay looks up. He has been unable to keep his eyes on the
transformed aspect of his master, but now he lifts them
again. He can recognize no expression. The mouth might as
well not be there. The fine aquiline nose appears to be
more forceful and the saucer-like shape of the eyes hold
within either sky a vacant moon.
With a sudden awkward movement Flay plucks Fuchsia from
the floor and flings her high over his shoulder and, turn-
ing, he staggers to the door and is soon among the passages.
"I must go back, I must go back to him!" Fuschia gasps.
Flay only makes a noise in his throat and strides on.
At first Fuschia begins to struggle, but she has no strength
left for the dreadful scene has unnerved her and she sub-
sides over his shoulder, not knowing where she is being tak-
en. Nor does Flay know where he is taking her. They have
reached the east quadrangle and have come out into the early
morning when Fuchsia lifts her head.
"Flay," she says, "we must find Doctor Prune at once. I can
walk, please, now. Thank you. Flay, but be quick. Be quick,
put me down."
Flay eases her off his shoulder and she drops to the ground.
Fuchsia has seen the Doctor'shouse in the corner of the quad-
rangle and she cannot understand why she had not thought of
him before. Fuchsia begins to run, and directly she is at the
Doctor's front door she beats it violently with the knocker.
The sun is beginning to rise above the marshes and picks out
a long gutter and a cornice of the Doctor'shouse, and present-
ly, after Fuchsia has slammed at the door again, it picks out
the extraordinary headpiece of Prunesquallor himself as it
emerges sleepily through a high window. He cannot see what
is below him in the shadows, but calls out:
"In the name of modesty and of all who slumber, go easy with
that knocker! What in the world is it?...Answer me. What is it,
I repeat?...Is it the plague that has descended on Gormenghast
--or a forceps case? Is it a return of midnight mange, or mere-
ly fleshdeath? Does the patient rave?...Is he fat or thin?...
Is he drunk or mad?...Is he …' The Doctor yawns and it is
then that Fuchsia has her first chance to speak:
"Yes, oh yes! Come quickly, Doctor Prune! Let me tell you. Oh,
please, let me tell you!"
The high voice at the sill cries: "Fuchsia!" as though to it-
self. "Fuchsia!" And the window comes down with a crash.
Flay moves to the girl and almost before he has done so the
front door is flung open and Doctor Prunesquallor in his flower-
ed pyjamas is facing them.
Taking Fuchsia by the hand and motioning Flay to follow he
minces rapidly to the living room.
"Sit down, sit down, my frantic one!" cries Prunesquallor.
"What the devil is it? Tell the old Prune all about it."
"It's father," says Fuchsia, the tears finding release at long
last. "Father's become wrong, Doctor Prune; Father's become all
wrong...Oh, Doctor Prune, he is a black owl now...Oh, Doctor,
Help him! Help him!"
The Doctor does not speak. He turns his pink, over-sensitive,
intelligent head sharply in the direction of Flay, who nods and
comes forward a step, with the report of a knee-joint. Then he
nods again, his jaw working. "Owl," he says. "Wants mice!...
Wants twigs: on mantelpiece! Hooting! Lordship's mad."
"No!" shouts Fuchsia. "He's ill, Doctor Prune. That's all.
His
library's been burned. His beautiful library; and he's become ill.
But he's not mad. He talks so quietly. Oh, Doctor Prune, what
are you going to do?"
"Did you leave him in his room?" says the Doctor, and it does
not seem to be the same man speaking.
Fuchsia nods her tear-wet head.
"Stay here," says the Doctor quietly; as he speaks he is away
and within a few moments has returned in a lime-green dressing
gown with lime-green slippers to match, and in his hand, a bag.
"Fuchsia dear, send Steerpike to me, in your father'sroom. He
is quick-witted and may be of help. Flay, get about your duties.
The Breakfast must proceed, as you know. Now then, my gipsy-
child; death or glory." And with the highest and most irrespon-
sible of trill he vanishes through the door.
A CHANGE OF COLOUR
The morning light is strengthening, and the hour of the Great
Breakfast approaches. Flay, utterly distraught, is wandering up
and down the candle-lit stone lanes where he knows he will be a-
lone. He had gathered the twigs and he had flung them away in
disgust only to regather them, for the very thought of disobey-
ing his master is almost as dreadful to him as the memory of the
creature he has seen on the mantelpiece. Finally, and in despair,
he has crunched the twigs between his own stick like fingers,
the simultaneous crackling of the twigs and of his knuckles cre-
ating for a moment a miniature storm of brittle thunder in the
shadow of the trees. Then, striding back to the Castle he has
descended uneasily to the Stone Lanes. It is very cold, yet
there are great pearls upon his forehead, and in each pearl is
the reflection of a candle flame.
Mrs Slagg is in the bedroom of the Countess, who is piling her
rust-coloured hair above her head as though she were building a
castle. Every now and again Mrs Slagg peers furtively at the
bulk before the mirror, but her attention is chiefly centred u-
pon an object on the bed. It is wrapped in a length of lavender
coloured velvet, and little porcelain bells are pinned here and
there all over it. One end of a golden chain is attached to the
velvet near the centre of what has become, through process of
winding, a small velvet cylinder, or mummy, measuring some
three and a half feet in length and with a diameter of about
eighteen inches. At the other end of the chain and lying on the
bed beside the lavender roll is a sword with a heavy blade of
blue-black steel and a hilt embossed with the letter "G'. This
sword is attached to the gold chain with a piece of string.
Mrs Slagg dabs a little powder upon something that moves in the
shadow at one end of the roll, and then peers about her, for it
is hard for her to see what she is doing, the shadows in the bed-
room of the Countess are of so dark a breed. Between their red
rims her eyes wander here and there before she bends over Titus
and plucks at her underlip. Again her eyes peer up at the Count-
ess, who seems to have grown tired of her hair, the edifice being
left unfinished as though some fitful architect had died before
the completion of a bizarre edifice which no one else knew how
to complete. Mrs Slagg moves from the bedside in little half-run-
ning, half-walking steps, and from the table beneath the candel-
abra plucks a candle that is waxed to the wood among the birdseed,
and, lighting it from a guttering torso of tallow that stands by,
she returns to the lavender cylinder which has begun to twist
and turn.
Her hand is unsteady as she lifts the wax above the head of Titus,
and the wavering flame makes it leap. His eyes are very wide open.
As he sees the light his mouth puckers and works, and the heart
of the earth contracts with love as he totters at the wellhead of
tears. His little body writhes in its dreadful bolster and one of
the porcelain bells chimes sweetly.
"Slagg," said the Countess in a voice of husk.
Nannie, who is as light as a feather, starts into the air an inch
or two at the sudden sound, and comes to earth again with a painful
jarring of her little arid ankles; but she does not cry out, for
she is biting her lower lip while her eyes cloud over. She does
not know what she has done wrong and she has done nothing wrong,
but there is always a feeling of guilt about her when she shares
a room with the Countess. This is partly due to the fact that
she irritates the Countess, and the nurse can sense this all the
while. So it is in a thin and tremulous voice that she stammers:
"Yes, oh yes, Ladyship? Yes...yes, your Ladyship?"
The Countess does not turn her head to speak, but stares past
herself in the cracked mirror, her elbows resting on the table,
her head supported in the cups of her hands.
"Is the child ready?"
"Yes, yes, just ready, just ready. Ready now, your Ladyship,
bless his little smallness...yes...yes..."
"Is the sword fixed?"
"Yes, yes, the sword, the --'
She is about to say "the horrid, black sword", but she checks her-
self nervously, for who is she to express her feeling when ritual
is involved? "But it's so hot for him," she continues hurriedly,
"so hot for his little body in all this velvet -- though, of
course," she adds, a stupid little smile working in and out of
the wrinkles of her lips, "it's very pretty."
The Countess turns slowly in her chair. "Slagg," she says, "come
over here, Slagg."
The old woman, her heart beating wildly, patters her way around
the bed and stands by the dressing-table. She clasps her hands
together on her flat chest and her eyes are wide open.
"Have you still no idea of how to answer even simple questions?"
asks the Countess very slowly.
Nannie shakes her head, but suddenly a red spot appears in ei-
ther cheek. "I can answer questions, I can!" she cries, startling
herself with her own ineffectual vehemence.
The Countess does not seem to have heard her. "Try and answer
this one," she murmurs.
Mrs Slagg cocks her head on one side and listens like a grey
bird.
"Are you attending, Slagg?"
Nannie nods her head as though suffering from palsy.
"Where did you meet that youth?" There is a moment's silence.
"That Steerpike?" the Countess adds.
"Long ago," says Nannie, and closed her eyes as she waits for
the next question. She feels pleased with herself.
"Where is what I said: where, not when," booms the voice.
Mrs Slagg tries to gather her thoughts together. Where? Oh,
where was it? she wondered. It was long ago...And then she
recalled how he had appeared with Fuchsia suddenly at the door
of her room.
"With Fuchsia...Oh, yis...yis, it was with my Fuchsia, your
Ladyship."
"Where does he come from? Answer me, Slagg, and then finish
my hair."
"I never do know...No, not ever...I have never been told. Oh,
my poor heart, no. Where could the boy come from?" She peers
at the dark bulk above her.
Lady Gertrude wipes the palm of her hand slowly across her
brow. "You are the same Slagg," she says, "the same brilliant
Slagg." Nannie begins to cry, wishing desperately that she
were clever.
"No use crying," says the Countess. "No use. No use. My birds
don't cry. Not very often. Were you at the fire?"
The word "fire' is terrible to Mrs Slagg. She clutches her
hands together. Her bleary eyes grow wild. Her lips tremble,
for in her imagination she can see the great flames rising
about her.
"Finish my hair, Nannie Slagg. Stand on a chair and do it."
Nannie turns to find a chair. The room is like a shipwreck.
The red walls glower in the candle-light. The old woman pat-
ters her way between stalactites of tallow, boxes and old
sofas. The Countess whistles and a moment later the room is
alive with wings. By the time Mrs Slagg has dragged a chair
to the dressing-table and climbed upon it, the Countess is
deep in conversation with a magpie. Nannie disapproves of
birds altogether and cannot reconcile the habits of the
Countess with the House of Groan, but she is used to such
things, not being over seventy years old for nothing. Bend-
ing a little over her ladyship's locks she works with diff-
iculty to complete the hirsute cornice, for the light is bad.
"Now then, darling, now then," says the heavy voice below
her, and her old body thrills, for she has never known the
Countess speak to her in such a way before; but glancing
over the mountainous shoulder she sees that the Countess is
talking to a bedraggled finch and Nannie Slagg is desolate.
"So Fuchsia was the first to find him, was she?" says the
Countess, rubbing her finger along the finch's throat.
Mrs Slagg, startled, as she always is when anyone speaks,
fumbles with the red hank in her hand. "Who? Oh, who do you
mean...your Ladyship?...Oh, she's always a good girl, Fuch-
sia is, yis, yis, always."
The Countess gets to her feet in a monumental way, brushing
several objects from the dressing-table to the floor with
her elbow.
As she rises she hears the sound of sobbing and turns her
head to the lavender roll. "Go away, Slagg -- go away, and
take him with you. Is Fuchsia dressed?"
"Yis...oh, my poor heart, yis...Fuchsia is all ready, yis,
quite ready, and waiting in her room. Oh yis, she is..."
"His Breakfast will soon be beginning," says the Countess,
turning her eyes from a brass clock to her infant son.
"Very soon."
Nannie, who has recovered Titus from the fastnesses of the
bed, stops at the door before pattering out into the dawn-
lit corridor.
Her eyes stare back almost triumphantly and a little path-
etic smile works at the crinkled corners of her mouth, "His
Breakfast," she whispers. "Oh, my weak heart, his first
Breakfast."
Steerpike has been found at last, Fuchsia colliding with
him as he rounds a corner of the staircase on his way down
from the aunts. He is very sprucely dressed, his high shoul-
ders without a speck of dust upon them, his fingernails
pared, his hair smoothed down over his pasty-coloured fore-
head. He is surprised to see Fuchsia, but he does not show
it, merely raising his eyebrows in an expression both in-
quiring and deferential at the same time.
"You are up very early, Lady Fuchsia."
Fuchsia, her breast heaving from her long run up the stairs,
cannot speak for a moment or two; then she says: "Doctor
Prune wants you."
"Why me?" says the youth to himself; but aloud he said:
"Where is he?"
"In my father's room."
Steerpike licks his lips slowly. "Is your father ill?"
"Yes, oh yes, very ill."
Steerpike turns his head away from Fuchsia, for the mus-
cles of his face cry out to relax. He gives them a free
rein and then, straightening his face and turning to Fuch-
sia, he says: "Everything I can do I will do." Suddenly,
with the utmost nimbleness, he skips past her, jumping
the first four steps together, and races down the stone
flight on his way to the Earl's bedroom.
He has not seen the Doctor for some time. Having left his
service their relationship is a little strained, but this
morning as he enters at the Earl's door he can see there
will be neither space nor time for reminiscences in his
own or the Doctor's brain.
Prunesquallor, in his lime-green dressing-gown, is pacing
to and fro before the mantelpiece with the stealth of some
kind of vertical cat. Not for a moment does he take his
eyes off the Earl, who, still upon the mantelpiece, watch-
es the physician with great eyes. At the sound of Steer-
pike at the door the round eyes move for a moment and
stare over the Doctor's shoulder. But Prunesquallor has
not shifted his steady, magnified gaze. The roguish look
is quite absent from his long, bizarre face.
The Doctor has been waiting for this moment. Prancing for-
ward he reaches up with his white hands and pins the Earl's
arms to his sides, dragging him from his perch. Steerpike
is at the Doctor's side in a moment and together they carry
the sacrosanct body to the bed and turn it over upon its
face. Sepulchrave has not struggled, only emitting a short
stifled cry.
Steerpike holds the dark figure down with one hand, for
there is no attempt to escape, and the Doctor flicks a slim
needle into his Lordship's wrist and injects a drug of such
weird potency that when they turn the patient over Steerpike
is startled to see that the face has changed to a kind of
chalky green. But the eyes have altered also and are once
more the sober, thoughtful, human eyes which the Castle knew
so well. His fingers have uncurled; the claws are gone.
"Be so good as to draw the blind," says the Doctor, raising
himself to his full height beside the bed, and returning his
needle to its little silver case. This done, he taps the
points of his long white fingers together thoughtfully. With
the blinds drawn across the sunrise the colour of his lord-
ship's face is mercifully modified.
"That was quick work, Doctor."
Steerpike is balancing upon his heels. "What happens next?"
He clicks his tongue ruminatively as he waits for Prunesqual-
lor's answer. "What was the drug you used, Doctor?"
"I am not in the mood to answer questions, dear boy," replies
Prunesquallor, showing Steerpike the whole range of his teeth,
but in a mirthless way. "Not at all in the mood."
"What about the Breakfast?" says Steerpike, unabashed.
"His Lordship will be at the Breakfast."
"Will he, though?" says the youth, peering at the face. "What
about his colour?"
"In half an hour his skin will have returned to normal. He
will be there...Now, fetch me Flay and some boiling water, a
towel. He must be washed and dressed. Quickly now."
Before Steerpike leaves the room he bends over Lord Sepul-
chrave, whistling tunelessly between his teeth. The Earl's
eyes are closed and there is a tranquillity about his face
which has been absent for many years.
A BLOODY CHEEKBONE
Steerpike has some difficulty in finding Flay, but he comes
across him at last in the blue-carpeted Room of Cats, whose
sunlit pile they had trodden together under very different
circumstances a year ago. Flay has just reappeared from the
Stone Lanes and looks very bedraggled, a long dirty hank of
cobweb hanging over his shoulder. When he sees Steerpike
his lips curl back like a wolf's.
"What you want?" he says.
"How's Flay?" says Steerpike.
The cats are crowded upon one enormous ottoman with its car-
ven head and foot piece rising into the air in a tangle of
gilded tracery as though two toppling waves at sunset were
suspended in mid-air, the hollow between them filled with
foam. There is no sound from them and they do not move.
"The Earl wants you," continues Steerpike, enjoying Flay's
discomfort. He does not know whether Flay has any knowledge
of what is happening to his master.
Flay involuntarily propels his gawky body forwards as he
hears that his Lordship wants him, but he pulls himself up
at the end of his first long step towards the door, and
peers even more suspiciously and acidly at the youth in
his immaculate black cloth.
Steerpike on a sudden, without considering the consequ-
ences of his action with the same thoroughness that is
typical of him, forces his eyes open with the forefinger
and thumb of either hand. He wishes to see whether the
thin creature before him has seen the Earl during his
madness. He is really banking on the assumption that
Flay will not have done so, in which case the forcing of
his eyes into owlish circles will have no meaning. But
he has made this early morning one of his rare mistakes.
With a hoarse, broken cry, Flay, his head reddening with
wrath at this insult to his master, staggers to the divan
and, shooting out a gaunt hand, plucks a cat by its head
from the snowy hill and hurls it at his tormentor. As
this happens a cloaked and heavy woman enters the room.
The living missile, hurtling at Steerpike's face, reaches
out one of its white legs and as the youth jerks his head
to one side, five claws rip out a crimson wedge from his
cheek immediately below the right eye.
The air is filled at once with the screaming of a hundred
cats which, swarming the walls and furniture, leaping and
circling the blue carpet with the speed of light, give
the room the appearance of a white maelstrom. The blood,
streaming down Steerpike's neck, feels as warm as tea as
it slides to his belly. His hand, which he has raised au-
tomatically to his face in a vain attempt to ward off the
blow, moves to his cheek as he drops back a pace, and the
tips of his fingers become wet. The cat itself has ended
its flight against the wall, near the door through which
the third figure has just entered. As it falls in a hud-
dle to the floor, half stunned, and with the wedge of
Steerpike's sallow skin between the claws of its left
forefoot, it sees the figure above it; it crawls with a
moan to within a pace of the visitor, and then, with a
superfeline effort, springs to the height of her great
breasts where it lies coiled with its eyes like yellow
moons appearing above the whiteness of its haunches.
Flay turns his eyes from Steerpike. It has done him
good to watch the red blood bubbling from the upstart's
cheek, but now his satisfaction is at an end, for he is
gazing stupefied into the hard eyes of the Countess of
Groan.
Her big head has coloured to a dim and dreadful madder.
Her eyes are completely remorseless. She has no interest
in the cause of the quarrel between Flay and the Steer-
pike youth. All she knows is that one of her white cats
had been dashed against the wall and has suffered pain.
Flay waits as she approaches. His bony head is quite
still. His loose hands hang gawkily at his sides. He
realizes the crime he has committed, and as he waits
his world of Gormenghast -- his security, his love,
his faith in the House, his devotion -- is all crumbl-
ing into fragments.
She is standing within a foot of him. The air is heavy
with her presence.
Her voice is very husky when she speaks. "I was going
to strike him down," she says heavily. "That is what
I intended to do with him. To break him."
He lifts his eyes. The white cat is within a few inch-
es of him. He watches the hairs of its back; each one
has become a bristle and the back is a hummock of sharp
white grass.
The Countess begins to talk again in a louder voice,
but it has become so choked that Flay cannot understand
what she is saying. At last he can make out the words:
"You are no more, no more at all. You are ended."
Her hand, as it moves gently over the body of the white
cat, is trembling uncontrollably. "I have finished with
you," she says.
"Gormenghast has finished with you." It is hard for her
to draw the words from her great throat. "You are over
...over." Suddenly she raises her voice. "Crude fool!"
she cries. "Crude, broken fool and brute! Out! Out! The
Castle throws you. Go!" she roars, her hands upon the
cat's breast. "Your long bones sicken me."
Flay lifts his small bony head higher into the air. He
cannot comprehend what has happened. All he knows is
that it is more dreadful than he can feel, for a kind
of numbness is closing in on his horror like a padding.
There is a greenish sheen across the shoulders of his
greasy black suit, for the morning light has of a sud-
den begun to dance through the bay window. Steerpike,
with a blood-drenched handkerchief wound about his
face, is staring at him and rapping the top of a table
with his nails. He cannot help but feel that there is
something very fine about the old creature's head. And
he had been very quick. Very quick indeed. Something
to remember, that: cats for missiles.
Flay moved his little eyes around the room. The floor
is alive and white behind the Countess, around whose feet
lies the stilled froth of a tropic tide, the azure carpet
showing now here and now there. He feels he is looking
at it for the last time and turns to go, but as he turns
he thinks of the Breakfast. He is surprised to hear his
own mirthless voice saying: "Breakfast."
The Countess knows that her husband's first servant must
be at the Breakfast. Had he killed every white cat in the
world he must still be at the Breakfast in honour of Tit-
us, the 77th Earl of Gormenghast, to be. Such things are
cardinal.
The Countess turns herself about and moves to the bay win-
dow after making a slow detour of the room and picking up
from a rack near the fireplace a heavy iron poker. As she
reaches the window her right arm swings slowly back and
forward with the deliberation of a shire-mare's bearded
hoof as it falls into a rain pool. There is a startling
split and crash, a loud cascading of glass upon the flag-
stones outside the window, and then silence.
With her back to the room she stares through the star-
shaped gap in the glass. Before her spreads the green lawn.
She is watching the sun breaking through the distant ced-
ars. It is the day of her son's Breakfast. She turns her
head. "You have a week," she says, "and then you leave
these walls. A servant shall be found for the Earl."
Steerpike lifts his head, and for a moment he ceases to
drum on the woodwork with his fingernails. As he starts
tapping again, a kestrel, sweeping through the star of
the shattered pane, alights on the shoulder of the Count-
ess. She winces as its talons for a moment close, but
her eyes soften.
Flay approaches a door in three slow, spidery slides. It
is the door that opens into the Stone Lanes. He fumbles
for his key, and turns it in the lock. He must rest in
his own region before he returns to the Earl, and he lets
himself into the long darkness. The Countess, for the
first time, remembers Steerpike. She moves her eyes
slowly in the direction where she had last seen him,
but he is no longer there nor in any part of the room.
A bell chimes from the corridor beyond the Room of Cats
and she knows that there is but a short while before the
Breakfast.
She feels a splash of water on her hand, and, turning,
sees that the sky has become overcast with a blanket
of ominous dark rosecoloured cloud, and of a sudden
the light fades from the lawn and the cedars.
Steerpike, who is on his way back to the Earl's bedroom,
stops a moment at a staircase window to see the first
descent of the rain. It is falling from the sky in long,
upright and seemingly motionless lines of rosy silver
that stand rigidly upon the ground as though there were
a million harp strings strung vertically between the
solids of earth and sky. As he leaves the window he
hears the first roar of the summer thunder.
The Countess hears it as she stares through the jagged
star in the bay window. Prunesquallor hears it as he bal-
ances the Earl upon his feet at the side of the bed.
The Earl must have heard it, too, for he takes a step
of his own volition towards the centre of the room.
His own face has returned.
"Was that thunder, Doctor?" he says.
The Doctor watches him very carefully, watches his every
movement, though few would have guessed how intently he
was studying his patient had they seen his long ingenious
mouth open with customary gaiety.
"Thunder it was, your Lordship. A most prodigious peal.
I am waiting for the martial chords which must surely fol-
low such an opening, what? Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha!"
"What has brought you to my bedroom, Doctor? I do not
remember sending for you."
"That is not unnatural, your Lordship. You did not send
for me. I was summoned a few minutes ago, to find that
you had fainted, an unfortunate, but by no means rare
thing to happen to anyone. Now, I wonder why you should
have fainted?" The Doctor stroked his chin. "Why? Was
the room very hot?"
The Earl comes across to the Doctor. "Prunesquallor,"
he says, "I don't faint."
"Your Lordship," says the Doctor, "when I arrived in
this bedroom you were in a faint."
"Why should I have fainted? I do not faint, Prunesqual-
lor."
"Can you remember what you were doing before you lost
consciousness?"
The Earl moves his eyes from the Doctor. All at once
he feels very tired and sits down on the edge of the
bed.
"I can remember nothing, Prunesquallor. Absolutely no-
thing. I can only recall that I was hankering for some-
thing, but for what I do not know. It seems a month ago."
"I can tell you," says Prunesquallor. "You are making
ready to go to your son's Breakfast Gathering. You were
pressed for time and were anxious not to be late. You
are, in any event, over-strained, and in your anticipa-
tion of the occasion you became overwrought. Your
“hankering” was to be with your one-year-old son.
That is what you vaguely remember."
"When is my son's Breakfast?"
"It is in half an hour's time, or to be precise, it is
in twenty-eight minutes' time."
"Do you mean this morning?" A look of alarm has appeared
on Lord Sepulchrave's face.
"This morning as ever was, as ever is, and as ever will
or won't be, bless its thunderous heart. No, no, my lord,
do not get up yet." (Lord Sepulchrave has made an attempt
to stand.) "In a moment or two and you will be as fit as
the most expensive of fiddles. The Breakfast will not be
delayed. No, no, not at all -- You have twenty-seven
long, sixty-second-apiece minutes, and Flay should be on
his way to get your garments laid out for you -- yes,
indeed."
Flay is not only on his way, but he is at the door, hav-
ing been unable to remain in the Stone Lanes any longer
than it took him to tear his way through them and up to
his master's room by an obscure passage which he alone
knew. Even so he is only a moment or two in advance of
Steerpike, who slides under Flay's arm and through the
bedroom door as Flay opens it.
Steerpike and the servant are amazed to find that Lord
Sepulchrave is seemingly his own melancholy self again,
and Flay shambles toward his master and drops upon his
knees before him with a sudden, uncontrollable, clumsy
movement, his knees striking the floor with a crash.
The Earl's sensitive pale hand rests for a moment on
the shoulders of the scarecrow, but all he says is: "My
ceremonial velvet, Flay. Be as quick as you can. My vel-
vet and the bird-brooch of opal."
Flay scrambles to his feet. He is his master's first
servant. He is to lay out his master's clothes and to
prepare him for the Great Breakfast in honour of his
only son. This is no time or place for the wretched
youth to be in his Lordship's bedroom. Nor for that
matter need the Doctor stay.
With his hand on the wardrobe door he turns his head
creakily. "I manage, Doctor," he says. His eyes move
from Prunesquallor to Steerpike, and he draws back
his lips in an expression of contempt and disgust.
The Doctor notices this expression, "Quite right.
Quite, quite right! His Lordship will improve with
every minute that passes, and there is no need for
us any longer, most assuredly not, by all that's
tactful I should definitely think not, ha, ha, ha!
Oh, dear me, no. Come along, Steerpike. Come along.
And, by the way, what's all that blood on your
face? Are you playing at being a pirate or have
you had a tiger in bed with you? Ha, ha, ha! But
tell me afterwards, dear boy, tell me afterwards."
And the Doctor proceeds to shepherd Steerpike
out of the room.
But Steerpike dislikes being shepherded and "After
you, Doctor," he says, and insists on Prunesquallor's
preceding him through the door. Before he closes it
he turns and, speaking to the Earl in a confidential
tone: "I will see that everything is in readiness,"
he says. "Leave it to me, your Lordship. I will see
you later, Flay. Now then, Doctor, let us be on our
way."
The door closes.
THE TWINS AGAIN
The Aunts have been sitting opposite one another for
well over an hour with hardly a movement. Surely only
vanity could account for so long a scrutiny of a human
face, and as it so happens it is Vanity and nothing but
Vanity, for knowing that their features are identical
and that they have administered the identical amount
of powder and have spent the identical length of time
in brushing their hair, they have no doubt at all that
in scrutinizing one another they are virtually gazing
at themselves. They are garbed in their best purple, a
hue so violent as to give physical discomfort to any
normally sensitive eye.
"Now, Clarice," says Cora at last, "you turn your love-
ly head to the right, so that I can see what I look like
from the side."
"Why?" says Clarice. "Why should I?"
"Why shouldn't you? I've got a right to know."
"So have I, if it comes to that."
"Well, it will come to that, won't it? Stupid!"
"Yes, but..."
"You do what I say and then I'll do it for you."
"Then I'll see what my profile's like, won't I?"
"We both will, not just you."
"I said we both will."
"Well? What's the matter, then?"
"Nothing."
"Well?"
"Well, what?"
"Well, go on, then -- turn your lovely head."
"Shall I do it now?"
"Yes. There's nothing to wait for, is there?"
"Only the Breakfast. It won't be just yet."
"Why not?"
"Because I heard the bell go in the corridor."
"So did I. That means there's a lot of time."
"I want to look at my profile, Cora. Turn it now."
"All right. How long shall I be, Clarice?"
"Be a long time."
"Only if I have a long time, too."
"We can't both have a long time, silly."
"Why not?"
"Because there isn't one."
"Isn't one what, dear?"
"Isn't one long time, is there?"
"No, there's lots of them."
"Yes, lots and lots of beautiful long times."
"Ahead of us, you mean, Clarice?"
"Yes, ahead of us."
"After we're on our thrones, isn't it?"
"How do you know?"
"Well, that's what you were thinking. Why do you try to
deceive me?"
"I wasn't. I only wanted to know."
"Well, now you do know."
"Do know what?"
"You do know, that's all. I'm not going any deeper for you."
"Why not?"
"Because you can't go as deep as I can. You never could."
"I've never tried, I don't suppose. It's not worth it, I
shouldn't think. I know when things are worth it."
"Well, when are they, then?"
"When are they what?"
"When are they worth something?"
"When you've bought something wonderful with your wealth,
then it's always worth it."
"Unless you don't want it, Clarice, you always forget that.
Why can't you be less forgetful?"
There is a long silence while they study each other's faces.
"They'll look at us, you know," says Cora flatly. "We're go-
ing to be looked at at the Breakfast."
"Because we're of the original blood," says Clarice. "That's
why."
"And that's why we're important, too."
"Two what?"
"To everyone, of course."
"Well, we're not yet, not to everyone."
"But we will be soon."
"When the clever boy makes us. He can do anything."
"Anything. Anything at all. He told me so."
"Me, too. Don't think he only tells you, because he doesn't."
"I didn't say he did, did I?"
"You were going to."
"Two what?"
"To exalt yourself."
"Oh, yes, yes. We will be exalted when the time is ripe."
"Ripe and rich."
"Yes, of course."
"Of course."
There is another silence. Their voices have been so flat and
expressionless that when they cease talking the silence seems
no new thing in the room, but rather a continuation of flat-
ness in another colour.
"Turn your head now, Cora. When I'm looked at at the Breakfast
I want to know how they see me from the side and what exactly
they are looking at; so turn your head for me and I will for
you afterwards."
Cora twists her white neck to the left.
"More," says Clarice.
"More what?"
"I can still see your other eye."
Cora twists her head a fraction more, dislodging some of the
powder from her neck.
"That's right, Cora. Stay like that. Just like that. Oh, Cora!"
(the voice is still as flat), "I am perfect."
She claps her hands mirthlessly, and even her palms meet with a
dead sound.
Almost as though this noise were a summons the door opens and
Steerpike moves rapidly across the room. There is a fresh piece
of plaster across his cheek. The twins rise and edge towards him,
their shoulders touching as they advance.
He runs his eyes over them, takes his pipe out of his pocket and
strikes a light. For a moment he holds the flame in his hand, but
only for a moment, for Cora has raised her arm with the slow ges-
ture of a somnabulist and has let it fall upon the flame, exting-
uishing it. "What in plague's name are you up to?" shouts Steer-
pike, for once losing his control. Seeing an Earl as an owl on a
mantelpiece, and having part of one's face removed by a cat, both
on the same morning, can temporarily undermine the self-control
of any man.
"No fire," says Cora. "We don't have fires any more."
"We don't like them any more. No. Not any more."
"Not after we --'
Steerpike breaks in, for he knows how their minds have turned,
and this is no moment just before the Breakfast for them to start
reminiscing. "You are awaited! Breakfast table is agog for you.
They all want to know where you are. Come along, my lovely brace
of ladies. Let me escort you some of the way, at least. You are
looking most alluring -- but what can have been keeping you? Are
you ready?"
The twins nod their heads.
"May I be so honoured as to give you my right arm, Lady Cora? And,
Lady Clarice, my dear, if you will take my left...?"
Steerpike, bending his elbows, waits for the Aunts to split apart
to take his either arm.
"The right's more important than the left," says Clarice. "Why
should you have it?"
"Why shouldn't I?"
"Because I'm as good as you."
"But not as clever, are you, dear?"
"Yes, I am, only you're favoured."
"That's because I'm alluring, like he says I am."
"He said we both were."
"That was just to please you. Didn't you know?"
"Dear ladies," says Steerpike, breaking in, "will you please be
quiet! Who is in control of your destinies? Who is it you promised
you would trust and obey?"
"You." They speak together.
"I think of you as co-equals, and I want you to think of yourselves
as of similar status, for when your thrones arrive they will be of
equal glory. Now, will you take my arms, if you please?"
Cora and Clarice take an arm each. The door of their room had been
left open and the three of them make their exit, the youth's thin
black figure walking between the stiff purple bodies of the Aunts,
who are gazing over his head at each other, so that as they recede
down the half-lit corridor and diminish in size as they move into
the long perspective, the last that can be seen, long after Steer-
pike in his black and the purple of the twins has become swallowed
in the depths, are the tiny, pallid pattern of the two identical
profiles facing one another and floating, as it were, in the mid-
air shadows, diminishing and diminishing as they drift away, until
the last mote of light has crumbled from them.
THE DARK BREAKFAST
Barquentine is unaware that there have been grave and sinister hap-
penings in the Castle on this historic morning. He knows, of course,
that the Earl has, since the burning of the library, been in a crit-
ical state of health, but of his dreadful transformation upon the
mantelpiece he is ignorant. Since the early hours he has been study-
ing the finer points of ritual to be observed at the Breakfast. Now,
as he stumps his way to the dining-hall, his crutch clanking ominously
on the flagstones, he sucks at a hank of his beard, which curls up
and into his mouth through long training, and mutters irritably.
He still lives in the dusty, low-ceilinged room which he has had for
over sixty years. With his new responsibilities bringing with them
the necessity for interviewing numerous servants and officials has
come no desire to establish himself in any of the numerous suites
of rooms which are his to occupy if he so desires. The fact that
those who are obliged to come either to consult him or for orders
are forced to contort themselves painfully in order to negotiate a
passage through his rabbit hutch doorway, and when inside to move
about in a doubled-up condition, has no effect on him at all. Ban-
quentine is not interested in the comfort of others.
Fuchsia, approaching the dining-hall in company with Mrs Slagg who
is carrying Titus, hears the rattle of Barquentine's crutch fol-
lowing them down the corridor. At a normal time she would have
shuddered at the sound, but the horrifying and tragic minutes which
she had spent with her father have filled her with so violent an
alarm and so nameless a foreboding as to expel all other fears.
She has on the immemorial crimson which is worn by the first
daughter of the House of Groan at the christening of a brother,
and around her neck are the so called Daughter's Doves, a neck-
lace of white sandstone doves carved by the 17th Earl of Gormen-
ghast, strung together on a cord of plaited grass.
There is no sound from the infant, who is encased in the lilac
roll. Fuchsia carries the black sword at one side, although the
golden chain is still attached to Titus. Nannie Slagg beside her-
self with trepidation and excitement, peers now at her bundle
and now at Fuchsia, sucking at her wrinkled lips as her little
feet shuffle along below her best sepia-coloured skirt.
"We won't be late, my caution, will we? Oh no, because we
mustn't, must we?" She peers into one end of the lilac roll.
"Bless him that he's so good, with all this horrible thunder;
yis, he's been as good as gold."
Fuchsia does not hear; she is moving in a nightmare world of
her own. Who can she turn to? Who can she ask? "Doctor Prune,
Doctor Prune," she says to herself, "...he will tell me; he
will know that I can make him well again. Only I can make him
well again."
Before them, as they turn a corner, the door of the Dining-
hall looms up and, obliterating most of it, with his hand on the
brass handle, is Swelter. He swings open the door for them
and they enter the Dining-Hall. They are the last to arrive,
and more through coincidence than design this is as it should
be--Titus being the guest of honour, or perhaps the host of
honour, for it is today that, as the Heir of Gormenghast, he
Enters upon the Realms, having braved the cycle of four
seasons.
Fuchsia climbs the seven wooden steps which lead up to the
rostrum and the long table. Away to her right spreads the
cold, echoing hall, with the pool of rain-drips spreading
on the stone floor. The drumming of the thick vertical rain
on the roof is a background to everything that happens.
Reaching down with her right hand Fuchsia helps Mrs Slagg
up the last two steps. The assemblage, perfectly silent at
the long table, have turned their heads towards Nannie
with her momentous bundle, and when both her feet are well
established upon the level of the rostrum the company rise
and there is a scraping of chair-legs on the board. It
seems to Fuchsia that high, impenetrable forests have ris-
en before her, great half-lit forms of a nature foreign to
her own--belonging to some other kingdom. But though for
a moment she thinks of this, she is not feeling it, for
she is subjugated beneath the weight of her fear for her
father.
It is with a shock of indefinable emotion that she sees him
as she lifts her head. She had never for a moment contem-
plated his being able to attend the Breakfast, imagining
that the Doctor would be with him in his bedroom. So vivid
in her mind is the picture of her father in his room as she
had last seen him, that to find him in this so different
atmosphere gives her for a moment a gush of hope--hope
that she had been dreaming--that she had not been to his
room--that he had not been upon the mantelpiece with his
round, loveless eyes; for now as she stares at him he is
so gentle and sad and thin and she can see that there is a
weak smile of welcome upon his lips.
Swelter, who has followed them in, is now ushering Mrs Slagg
into a chair on whose back-rest is painted the words: "FOR
A SERVANT'. There is a space cleared before her on the
table in the shape of a half-circle, in which has been
laid a long cushion. When Mrs Slagg sits down she finds
that her chin is on a level with the table-edge, and it is
with difficulty that she lifts the lilac bundle high e-
nough to place it on the cushion. On her left is Gertrude
Groan. Mrs Slagg glances at her apprehensively. She is
gazing at an expanse of darkness, for the black clothes
of the Countess seem to have no ending. She lifts her
eyes a little and there is still darkness. She lifts them
more, and still the darkness climbs. Raising her whole
head and staring almost vertically above her she imagines
that, near the zenith of her vision, she can descry a
warmth of colour in the night. To think that an hour ear-
lier she had been helping to plait those locks that now
appear to be brushing the flaking cherubs of the ceiling.
On her right is the Earl. He leans back in his chair, very
listless and weak, but he still smiles wanly at his daugh-
ter, who is on the opposite side of the table and facing
her mother. On Fuchsia's right and left sit Irma Prune-
squallor and her brother respectively, The Doctor and
Fuchsia have their little fingers interlocked under the
table. Cora is sitting opposite to the Earl her brother,
and on the left of the Countess, and facing Irma, is Clar-
ice. A fine, succulent ham, lit by a candle, takes up most
of the space at the Earl's and Cora's end of the table,
where Swelter presides and has now taken up his official
duties armed with carving-knife and steel. At the other
end of the table Barquentine smoulders on a high chair.
The eating is done spasmodically whenever a gap of time
appears between the endless formalities and ornate proce-
dures which Barquentine sets in motion at the correct
time-honoured moments. Tiresome in the extreme for all
those present, it would be hardly less tedious for the
reader to be obliged to suffer the long catalogue of
Breakfast ritual, starting with the smashing of the cen-
tral Vase, whose shattered fragments are gathered toge-
ther in two heaps, one at the head and the other at the
feet of Titus, and ending with the extraordinary spect-
acle of Barquentine trampling (apparently as a symbol of
the power invested in his hands as warder of the unbroken
laws of Gormenghast), up and down the length of the
Breakfast table seven times amidst the debris of the
meal, his wooden leg striking at the dark oak.
Unknown to any who sit there at the long table there are
not nine of them upon the dais--but ten. All through the
meal there have
been ten.
The tenth is Steerpike. In the late afternoon of the pre-
vious day, when the dining-hall had swum in a warm haze
of motes and every movement had bred its hollow echo
through the silence, he had moved swiftly up to the plat-
form from the doorway with a black, stumpy roll of cloth
and what appeared to be a bundle of netting under his arm.
After satisfying himself that he was quite alone, he half
unrolled the cloth, slipped up the wooden steps of the
dais, and in a flash has slithered under the table.
For a few moments there were only some scrabbling sounds
and the occasional clinking of metal, but the noise mount-
ed, and for two minutes there was intense activity. Steer-
pike believed in working fast, especially in nefarious
matter. When at last he emerged he dusted himself care-
fully and it might have been noticed, had there been any-
one there to notice it, that although he still carried the
lumpy roll of cloth, the netting was no longer with him.
Had this same hypothetical watcher glanced under the table
from any part of the room he would have noticed nothing ex-
traordinary, for there would have been nothing to see; but
had he taken the trouble to have crawled between the table
legs and then gazed upwards, he would have noticed that,
stretching down the centre of the low "roof' was a very
comfortable hammock.
And it is in this hammock that Steerpike is now reclining
at full length, in semi-darkness, hedged in with a close
up panorama of seventeen legs and one wooden stump, or to
be exact with sixteen, for Fuchsia is sitting with one of
hers curled up under her. He had left the Twins hurriedly
on his way down with them and had managed to be the first
to slip into the hall. The oak of the table is within a few
inches of his face. He has had very little satisfaction,
so much of the time having been spent above him in fantas-
tic dumb shows invisible to him. There is, in fact, no con-
versation and all he has heard during the seemingly inter-
minable meal is the loveless, didactic voice of Barquen-
tine, reeling out the time-worn, legendary phrases; the
irritating, and apologetic coughing of Irma, and the slight
creaking of Fuchsia's chair every time she moves. Occasi-
onally the Countess mutters something which no one can hear,
which is invariably followed by Nannie rubbing her ankles
nervously together. Her feet are at least twenty inches
from the floor and it is a great temptation to Steerpike
to give them a twitch.
Finding he is going to gain no advantage at all by having
secreted himself so cunningly, and yet seeing also that it
is impossible to get away, he begins to think like a mach-
ine, over-hauling in his mind his position in the Castle.
Saving Sepulchrave and Titus, whose cardinal interests are
still limited to the worlds of whiteness and blackness--of
milk and sleep--there is very little for the remainder of
the company to do other than to brood, for there is no con-
versation, and there is very little chance of eating the
breakfast so lavishly spread before them, for no one passes
anything along the table. And so the company brood through
the wasted meal. The dry, ancient voice at the end of the
table has had an almost hypnotic effect, even at this early
hour, and as their minds move to and fro and in and out the
rain continues to beat upon the high roof overhead, and to
drip, drip, drip, into the pool in the far centre of the
long dining-hall.
No one is listening to Barquentine. The rain has drummed
for ever. His voice is in the darkness--and the darkness
in his voice, and there is no end at all.
THE REVERIES
THE REVERIE OF CORA
...and it's so cold, hands and cold feet but nice ones mine
are nicer than Clarice's which she pricks with her embroidery
clumsy thing but hers are also cold I hope but I want Gertrude's
to be colder than the ice in dreadful places she's so fat and
proud and far too big and I desire her frozen with her stupid
bosom and when we're stronger in power we will tell her so
Clarice and I when he lets us with his cleverness which is
more clever than all the Castle and our thrones will make us
regal but I'm the one to sit highest and I wonder where he
is and stupid Gertrude thinks I'm frightened and I am but she
doesn't know and I wish she would die and I'd see her big ugly
body in a coffin because I'm of the blood and poor Sepulchrave
looks different which she's done to him ugly woman with fat
bosom and carrots hair the vegetable thing so cold here cold
and my hands and feet which is what Clarice is feeling like I
suppose she's so slow compared with me she looks so silly with
her mouth open not like me my mouth isn't open yes it is I've
left it open but now I've shut it and it's closed up and my
face must be perfect like I'll be when I get my power and the
West Wing is raging with glory why was the fire so big when I
don't understand and we are made to be in darkness and one day
perhaps I will banish Steerpike when he's done everything for
us and perhaps I won't for it's not time to know yet and I'll
wait and see because he isn't really of good stock like us and
ought to be a servant but he's so clever and sometimes treats
me with reverence which is due to me of course for I'm Lady
Cora of Gormenghast I am and there's only me and my sister who
are like that and she's not got the character I have and must
take advice from me it is so cold and Barquentine is so long
and he is so nasty but I will bow a little to him not too much
but about an inch to show that he's done his work adequately
not well but adequately with his voice and his wooden crutch
which is so unnecessarily stupid to have instead of a leg and
perhaps I'll look at it so that he sees me while I look just
for a little moment to show him I am me and he mustn't forget
my blood and what is poor Sepulchrave looking like that for
with his mouth slipping down on one side and upon the other
while he looks at her and she looks so frightened poor stupid
Fuchsia who is still too young to understand anything yet she
never comes to visit us when she could be taught but her cruel
mother has turned her against us with her evil I feel hungry
but nobody will pass me anything for the narrow squeaky. Doc-
tor is asleep or very nearly and Swelter never notices nor
does anyone except the clever boy.
There is a thud on the table beyond the Doctor, to her right.
REVERIE OF ALFRED PRUNESQUALLOR
...and although it is patent that he hasn't very long I can't
keep pumping hydrophondoramischromatica of ash into him every
five hours or so and he'll need it even more frequently than
that his mouth is slipping already devil take it which is too
near the mark by all that's gruesome it is but the stuff will
wipe him out unless I go easy and what will happen god knows
if the owl crops up again but we or rather I must be prepared
for anything and make tentative plans to meet contingencies
for the others have no responsibilities except to the ritual
of the place and never have had a case of this transference
kind so unpleasantly actual for though the depersonalization
has set in for good that is the lesser thing for the hooting
is outside the range of science yet what started the whole
thing was the burning undoubtedly oh yes undoubtedly for it
was only melancholia up till then but thanks and praise be to
all the bottle gods and powder princes that I had the drugs
and that I guessed the strength well enough for the moment but
he must go back to bed immediately the breakfast is over and
have someone in the room with him whenever I have to go for
meals but they might be brought to me in his room better idea
still and perhaps Fuchsia might do it though the sight of her
father might be too much for her but we cannot tell yet and
must be careful bless her dear heart poor girl she looks so
mournful and she is holding my finger so sadly I would rather
she gripped it desperately it would be more symptomatic of an
honest panic in her. I must comfort her if I can though what
in the name of tact can I say to calm an intelligent and sen-
sitive child who has seen her father hooting from a mantelpiece
but care must be taken great care and perhaps Irma will get a
room ready for her in the house but the next few hours will
tell and I must be on the alert for the Countess is no help
with her mind in the clouds, and Irma is of course Irma and
nothing but undiluted Irma for now and ever and must be left
where she is, and Steerpike remains who is an enigma to me
and of whom I have doubts very definitely and in whose pres-
ence I find less and less amusement and more and more a sense
of evil which I can base upon no power of rational reasoning
save that he is obviously out for himself and himself alone but
who isn't? and I will bear him in mind and dispense with him
if I can but a brain is a brain and he has one and it may be
necessary to borrow it at short notice but no no I will not by
all that's instinctive I will not and that settles it I'll han-
dle whatever needs to be handled myself well well I don't rem-
ember quite such a strong presentiment in my old carcase for a
long time we must wait and see and the waiting won't be long
and we'll hope the seeing won't be long either for there is
something very unhealthy about all this by all that's bursting
into flower in an April dell there most undeniably is and my
languorous days seem to be over for the time being but bless me
the gipsy girl is squeezing a bit harder and what on earth is
she staring at his mouth is slipping and it's coming on again...
There is a thud on the table beside him...
REVERIE OF FUSCHIA
...what can I do oh what can I do he is so ill and pale like the
thin face that he has got that is broken all alone but he is bet-
ter better than he was oh no the sickness in me no I mustn't
think of eyes oh who will help me who will you must look now
Fuchsia be brave you must look Fuchsia look how he is better
now while he is here at table he is quite close to me my father
and so sad why does he smile smile oh who will save him who
will save me who will be the power to help us father who will
not let me be near and let me understand which I could and he
is better remember he is better than oh Fuchsia be brave for
the roundness of his eyes is gone gone but oh no I mustn't why
were they round round and yellow I do not understand oh tell
me my trees tell me my trees and rocks for Nannie won't know
oh doctor dear you must tell me and I will ask you when we're
alone oh quick quick this horrible breakfast quickly go and I
will take care of him for I understand because the tower was
there the tower was over his long lines of books his books and
its shadow fell across his library at morning always always
father dear the Tower of Flints that the owls live in oh no I
do not understand but I know dear father let me comfort you and
you must never be like that again never never never and I will
be your sentry for always always your sentry and will never
talk to other people never only you my dear pale man and none
will come near you only perhaps the doctor when you want him
but only when you do and I will bring you flowers of every kind
of colour and shape and speckled stones that look like frogs
and ferns and all the beautiful things I can find and I will
find books for you and will read to you all day and all night
and never let you know I'm tired and we shall go for walks when
you are better and you will become happy happy if only you could
be if only sad thin broken face so pale and none else would be
there not my mother nor anyone not Steerpike no no not him, he
is too hard and clever not like you who are more clever but
with kindness and not quick with clever words. I can see his
mouth his mouth oh Dr Prune quick quick the blackness and he's
going far away and the voice Dr Prune quick the voice is going
far away of Barquentine is going far away I cannot see no no oh
black my Dr Prune the black is swaying ...swaying...
A darkness is closing its midnight curtains across her mind and
the shapes before her of her mother, Nannie, Clarice and the Earl
recede into floating fragments, while like the echo of an echo the
voice of Barquentine stammers on and on. Fuchsia cannot feel the
Doctor's finger any longer in her palm except as an infinitely
far away sensation, as though she were holding a thin tube of
air. In a final wave the blackness descends once and for all,
and her dark head, falling forward, strikes the table with a
thud.
REVERIE OF IRMA PRUNESQUALLOR
...and I'd very much like to know what advantage I am getting
out of having spent so long a time in the bath and preparing my-
self for them so exquisitely for my swan-white throat is the
most perfect one in Gormenghast though I wish my nose weren't
quite so pointed, but it is velvet white like the rest of my
skin and it's a pity I wear spectacles with black lenses too I
suppose but I am positive my skin is snow white not only because
I can see it dimly in the mirror when I take my spectacles off
although it hurts my eyes but also because my writing paper is
perfectly white when I've got my glasses on and look at my face
and throat in the mirror and then hold a piece of my white writ-
ing paper next to my face I can see that my skin and the sta-
tionery are exactly the same tone of grey and everything else in
the mirror all around me is darker and very often black but
what's the use of writing-paper with crinkled edges to me for
there's no one to write to us there used to be when I was young-
er not that I was more attractive then for after all I am still
a virgin but there was Spogfrawne who had had so many beautiful
adventures among the people he redeemed from sin and he apprec-
iated me and wrote me three letters on tissue paper although it
was a pity that his pen-nib used to go right through it so often
and make it difficult for me to read the passionate parts where
he told me of his love in fact I couldn't read them at all and
when I wrote and asked him to try and remember them and write
me a fourth letter just putting in only the passionate sentences
which I couldn't read in the first three of his beautiful let-
ters he wouldn't answer me and I think it was because I asked
him in my last message to him to either write more carefully on
the tissue paper or to use ordinary paper that he became shy
poor silly stupid glamorous Mr Spogfrawne who I will always
remember but he hasn't been heard of since and I am still a
virgin and who is there to make love to me tenderly and to
touch the tip of my snowy hands and perhaps just a tiny touch
on my hip bone which juts out so magnificently as Steerpike men-
tioned that evening when Alfred was called away to get a fly
out of that Slagg woman's eye for Steerpike bless the boy has
always been most observant and I know how it broke my heart to
see him so miserable on the day he left us and now I never see
him and it is a pity that he is not a little older and taller
but once he speaks to me and fastens his eye on me in that re-
spectful way he has noticing the beauty of my skin and hair and
the way my hips come out so excitingly then I do not wish him
any different but feel a little queer and realize how impelling
he is for what is age anyway but years and years are nothing
if not silly and ridiculous man made things which do not un-
derstand the way of delicate women with the years coming so
unkindly and how could they be so many in my case all forty of
them that have never had their due or why I am unmarried I do
not know when I take so much care over my cleanliness but who
is there who is there oh my emptiness is all alone and with
Alfred who can be so silly though he's really clever but
doesn't listen to me and falls asleep like he is doing now
and I wish he wouldn't keep looking at the Earl who after all
isn't someone to be stared at although there is something very
strange about him tonight and how chilly it is in this big
and empty and horrible hall which is so famous but what use
is it if we don't talk to each other and there are no men to
watch every gracious movement of my throat and I will be glad
to be back in my house again where I will go on reading my
book, and it won't be so cold and perhaps I can write a note
to Steerpike and ask him to supper yes I will do that Alfred
said he won't be in tomorrow evening and...
Her thoughts are broken by a thud to her left.
THE REVERIE OF LADY CLARICE
Her thoughts have been identical with those of her sister in
every way save only in one respect, and this cleavage can best
be appreciated by the simple process of substituting Cora's name
for her own wherever it appears in the reverie of the former.
REVERIE OF GERTRUDE THE COUNTESS OF GORMENGHAST
...at any rate the old Sourdust would have taken longer over
this job than this one and it won't be long before I can have
my white cat who is crying at my heart again may the fiends
wrack the long servant's bones and I've left enough water in
the basin for the ravens' bath and can see to the sandpipers'
wing directly I get away from here and my white cat is com-
forted but the stupid man has about fourteen pages to get
through yet thank heaven I don't have many of these things to
attend and there won't be another child if I know anything a-
bout it but now here is a son for Gormenghast which is what
the Castle needed and when he is older I will teach him how he
can take care of himself and how to live his own life as far
as it is possible for one who will find the grey stones across
his heart from day to day and the secret is to be able to
freeze the outsider off completely and then he will be able
to live within himself which Sepulchrave does in the wrong way
for what use are books to anyone whose days are like a rook's
nest with every twig a duty and I shall teach the boy to whis-
tle birds out of the sky to his wrist which I have never taught
Fuchsia because I have kept my knowledge for the boy and if I
have the time before he is twelve years old and if it's a plea-
sant evening I might take him to the pool that is as green as
my malachite ring with the silver setting and let him watch the
lesser-fly-spotted-wag-catchers building their soft grey nests
out of moth wings and dew twine but how do I know he will be
observant and careful with birds for Fuchsia disappointed me
before she was five with her clumsiness for she used to ram the
flowers into the glass vases and bruise the stalks although she
loved them but it is my son I wish to teach for there is no use
in my revealing my secrets to a girl but he will be so useless
for a long time and must be kept away from my room until he is
about five at least when he will be able to absorb what I tell
him about the skies' birds and how he can keep his head quite
clear of the duties he must perform day after day until he dies
here as his fathers have done and be buried in the sepulchre of
the Groans and he must learn the secret of silence and go his
own way among the birds and the white cats and all the animals
so that he is not aware of men but performs his legendary dut-
ies faithfully as his father has always done whose library was
burned away along with old Sourdust and how it started I have
very little idea except that the Steerpike youth was very quick-
ly upon the scene and though he was the means of our escape I
do not like him and never shall with his ridiculous little body
and slimy manners he must be sent away for I have a feeling he
will do harm and Fuchsia must not be with him for she is not to
mix with so cheap and ignoble a thing as that sharp youth she
converses too often with Prunesquallor with whom I saw her talk-
ing twice last month for he is not of the blood and as for the
murderous and devilish Flay who has hurt my poor defenceless
cat so much that all the other white glories will be uneasy
through the black hours of night and feel the pains which he
feels as he is curled in my arms for Flay has broken himself
with his ghastly folly and shall be banished whatever Sepul-
chrave may say whose face has changed tonight and has been
changed on the three occasions on which I have seen him since
the burning of his books and I will tell the Doctor to attend
him constantly for I have a presentiment of his death and it
is good that Titus is born for the line of the Groans must
never be broken through me and there must be no ending at all
and no ending and I shall tell him of his heritage and honour
and of how to keep his head above the interwoven nest and
watch the seasons move by and the sounds of the feathered
throats...
A thud upon the table immediately opposite her causes the
Countess to lift her eyes slowly from the table cloth.
REVERIE OF NANNIE SLAGG
...yees yees yees it's all so big and wonderful I suppose it
is oh my poor heart this lovely rich breakfast which nobody
eats and the little precious boy in the middle of the cut-
lery bless his little heart for he hasn't cried once not once
the tiny morsel and with everybody around him too and think-
ing about him for it's his breakfast my pretty precious and
Nannie will tell you all about it when you're a big boy oh my
poor heart how old I'll be by then and how cold it is a good
thing I wrapped the little boy in his wrap which is under all
the lilac windings yees yees and he mustn't sneeze oh no but
be still though I am so cold and his great heavy mother beside
me so that I feel I don't matter at all and I suppose I don't
matter at all for nobody takes any notice of me and nobody
loves me except my darling caution but even she sometimes for-
gets but not the others who never think of me except when they
want me to do something for them for I have to do everything
and oh my poor heart I'm not young any more and strong and I
get tired and even Fuchsia never remembers how tired I get
even now I'm tired for having to sit so long in the cold so
far beneath the huge Countess who doesn't even look at her
little boy who's being so good and I don't think she could
ever love him like I love him but oh my poor heart it's a good
thing the Countess can't hear me thinking about her like this
though sometimes I think she can tell when I think against her
because she's so silent and when she looks at me I don't know
what to do or where to go and I feel so little and weak and I
feel like that now but how cold it is and I'd rather have my
own simple kind of breakfast by the fire in my own small room
than look at all this food on the table getting cold although
it's all here for the little boy bless him and I will look af-
ter him as long as I have any strength in my poor bones and
make him a good boy and teach Fuchsia to take care of him and
she is loving him more than ever she did before though she
doesn't like to hold him like I do and I am glad because she
might drop him the clumsy caution and oh my poor heart if he
should ever fall and be killed oh no no never she must never
hold him for she is so ignorant of how to be careful of a lit-
tle baby she doesn't look at him now in the middle of the table
any more than her mother or any of the others do but just
stares at her father with her naughty dark face so sad what
can it be for she must tell me and tell me everything leaving
nothing out about why she looks so mournful the silly girl who
can have no trouble at her age and hasn't got all the work to
do and the trials which I have on my old shoulders all the time
and it is silly for her to be so sad when she is only a child
and doesn't know anything bless her.
Nannie is startled by a thud upon the table nearly opposite her.
REVERIE OF SEPULCHRAVE, 76th EARL OF GORMENGHAST
...and there will be a darkness always and no other colour and
the lights will be stifled away and the noises of my mind strang-
led among the thick soft plumes which deaden all my thoughts in
a shroud of numberless feathers for they have been there so long
and so long in the cold hollow throat of the Tower and they will
be there for ever for there can be no ending to the owls whose
child I am to the great owls whose infant and disciple I shall
be so that I am forgetting all things and will be taken into the
immemorial darkness far away among the shadows of the Groans and
my heartache will be no more and my dreams and thoughts no more
and even memory will be no longer so that my volumes will die
away from me and the poets be gone for I know the great tower
stood above my cogitations day and night through all the hours
and they will all go the great writers and all that lay between
the fingered covers all that slept or walked between the vellum
lids where for the centuries they haunted and no longer are and
my remorse is over now and forever for desire and dream has gone
and I am complete and longing only for the talons of the tower
and suddenness and clangour among the plumes and an end and a
death and the sweet oblivion for the last tides are mounting mo-
mently and my throat is growing taut and round round like the
Tower of Flints and my fingers curl and I crave the dusk and
sharpness like a needle in the velvet and I shall be claimed by
the powers and the fretting ended ...ended ...and in my annihi-
lation there shall be a consummation for he has come into the
long line and is moving forward and the long dead branch of the
Groans has broken into the bright leaf of Titus who is the fruit
of me and there shall be no ending and the grey stones will
stand for always and the high towers for always where the rain-
drifts weave and the laws of my own people will go on for ever
while among my great dusk haunters in the tower my ghost will
hover and my blood-stream ebb for ever and the striding fever
over who are these and these so far from me and yet so vast and
so remote and vast my Fuchsia dusky daughter bring me branches
and a field mouse from an acre of grey pastures...
HERE AND THERE
Swelter's thoughts were glued upon Flay's death at his own hand.
The time was ripe. He had practised the art of silent and stealthy
movement until he could no longer hear even the breath-note of
his own footstep which over the stretch of the last fortnight he
had striven to stifle. He now moved his bulk across the earth as
silently as the passing of a cloud through the dusk. His two-
handed cleaver had an edge to it which sang with the voice of a
gnat when he held it to his fungus of an ear. Tonight he would
leave a small pink wafer at the top of the last flight of stairs,
within a bare twenty feet of the thin man. It would be a dark
night. He listened to the thrumming rain and his eyes turned to
the lake on the cold floor, far down the Dining-hall. He stared
at but did not see the bleared reflection of the flanking cher-
ubs a hundred feet above the steel-grey veneer of water. His eyes
were unfocused. He would do the work he had waited to do tomor-
row night. Tomorrow night. As his tongue emerged from between his
lips like a carrot and moved from side to side, his eyes moved
from the water to Flay, and the vagueness was at once gone from
them. In his stare was the whole story; and Flay, lifting his eyes
from the top of his master's head, interpreted the vile expression.
He had known that the attack upon his life was imminent. The col-
oured cakes when he had found them on the three preceding occas-
ions had been successively closer to him. Swelter was trying to
wreck him by torturing his mind and twisting his nerves and he had
not slept for many nights but he was ready. He had not forgotten
the two-handed cleaver in the green light and had found in the
armoury an old sword, from which he had removed the rust and had
sharpened to a point and an edge in the stone lanes. Compared to
the edge which Swelter had given to the cleaver the sword was
blunt but it was murderous enough. In Swelter's expression he
could read the nearness of the night encounter. It would be with-
in a week. He could not tell which day. It might be this very
night. It might be any night of the next seven.
He knew that Swelter could not see him until he was practically
upon him at his Master's door. He knew that the Chef could not
know that he had read his eyes so clearly. He also knew that he
was banished from the Castle grounds. Swelter must not know this.
Gertrude would see that he, Flay, was not at Lord Sepulchrave's
door from now onwards, but he could return in the night and fol-
low the monster as he crept upwards to the passageway on his
lethal mission.
That is what he would do. He would wait every night in the cloi-
sters until the huge body stole by him and up the stairs. Not
till then would he decide where and when to strike. He only
knew that he must lead his foe away from his sick master's door
and that the death must take place in some remote part of the
castle, perhaps in the room of spiders ...or under the attic
arches, or even among the battlements themselves. His thoughts
were broken by the thud of Fuchsia falling forward and he saw
the Doctor rise to his feet and stretch across the table for
a glass, his left hand moving around Fuchsia's shoulder as he
did so.
On the table itself young Titus began to kick and struggle and
then with a high thin cry poor Mrs Slagg watches him kick the
vase of flowers over, and tear at the lilac-coloured velvet
with his hands.
* * *
Steerpike hears the thud above him and taking his cue from the
varying contortions of the legs which hem him in is able to
guess pretty accurately what is happening. There are only two
legs which do not move at all and they are both Gertrude's.
Fuchsia's only visible leg (for her right is still curled be-
neath her) has slipped sideways on the boards as she slumps
forward. Nannie's are struggling frantically to reach the floor.
Lord Sepulchrave's are swinging idly to and fro and are close
together like a single pendulum. Cora and Clarice are going
through the motions of treading water. The Doctor's have
straightened out into unbroken lengths and his sister's have
entered upon the last stages of a suicide pact, each one
strangling the other in an ivy-like embrace.
Swelter is shifting the soft, dace-like areas of his feet
backwards and forwards, a deliberate and stroking motion,
as of something succulent wiping itself on a mat.
Flay is rubbing the cracked toe-cap of one of his boots rap-
idly up and down his shin bone immediately above the ankle,
and, this done, Steerpike notices that his legs begin to make
their way round the long table towards Fuchsia's chair deto-
nating as they go. During this short space of time while the
screaming of Titus is drowning the barking of Barquentine,
Prunesquallor has dabbed a quantity of water over Fuchsia's
face with a napkin and has then placed her head gently be-
tween her knees.
Barquentine has not ceased a moment in the administration of
his duties as the occasional lulls in Titus' howling testify,
for during the short intervals of what might have been rain-
filled silence the dry, acid tongue of the Librarian stutters
on and on.
But it is nearly over. He is laying his tomes aside. His with-
ered stump which, since Fuchsia's faint and the howling of Ti-
tus has been scratching at the boards with an irritability
such as might suggest that its ugly termination was possessed
of teeth instead of toes and was doing its best to gnaw its way
through the oak boarding below it--this stump is now setting
about another business, that of getting itself and the rest of
Barquentine upon the seat of the chair.
Once aboard the long, narrow table it is for him to march up
and down it from end to end seven times regardless of the china
and golden cutlery, regardless of the glassware, the wine and
the repast in general, regardless of everything in fact save
that he must be regardless. Mrs Slagg snatches the year-old
baby from before the approaching crutch and withered leg, for
Barquentine has lost no time in complying with tradition and
the ferrule of his crutch strikes jarringly upon the polished
oak, or cracks among the china plates or splinters the cut
glass. A dull soggy note followed by a squelch betrays the
fact that his withered leg has descended ankle deep in a
tureen of tepid porridge, but it was not for him to turn a-
side in the promulgation of his duty.
Doctor Prunesquallor has staggered away with Fuchsia in his
arms, having instructed Flay to escort Lord Sepulchrave to
his room. The Countess strangely enough has taken Titus from
Nannie Slagg and having descended from the platform to the
stone slabs below is walking heavily to and fro with the lit-
tle boy half over her shoulder. "Now then, now then', she says.
"No use crying; no use at all; not when you're two; wait till
you're three. Now then, now then, wait till you're bigger and
I'll show you where the birds live, there's a good child,
there's a ...Slagg ...Slagg," she bellows suddenly, interru-
pting herself. "Take it away." The Earl and Flay have gone and
so has Swelter after casting a baffled eye over the table and
at the wizened Barquentine as he stamps into the exquisitely
prepared and despoiled breakfast.
Cora and Clarice are left watching Barquentine with their
mouths and the pupils of their eyes so wide open as to cause
these caverns to monopolize their faces to the extent of giv-
ing to their countenances an appearance of darkness or of ab-
sence. They are still seated and their bodies beneath their
straight dresses are perfectly rigid while their eyes follow
the ancient's every movement, leaving him only momently when
a louder sound than usual forces them to turn their eyes to
the table to observe what the latest ornament to be broken
may be.
The darkness in the great hall has deepened in defiance of the
climbing of the sun. It can afford to be defiant with such a
pall of inky cloud lying over the castle, over the cracked
toothed mountain, over the entire and drenching regions of
Gormenghast from horizon
to horizon.
Barquentine and the Twins trapped in the shadows of the hall
which is itself trapped within the shadows of the passing
clouds are lit by one lone candle, the others having gutter-
ed away. In this vast, over-arching refectory these three--
the vitriolic marionette in his crimson rags and the two
stiff purple puppets, one at either end of the table--look
incredibly minute, tiny fierce ribs of colour glinting on
their clothes as the candle-flame moves. The broken glass
on the long table darting forth a sudden diamond from time
to time. From the far end of the Hall near the servants'
door, and looking down the inky perspective of stone pill-
ars, the spectacle of the three at the table would seem to
be taking place in an area the size of a domino.
As Barquentine completes his seventh journey, the flame of
the last candle stumbles, recovers, and then sinks suddenly
in to a swamp of tallow and the Hall is plunged into a com-
plete obscurity, save where the lake in the middle of the
Hall is a pattern of darkness surrounded by depths of an-
other nature. Near the margin of this inner rain-fed dark-
ness an ant is swimming for its life, its strength failing
momently for there are a merciless two inches of water be-
neath it. From far away near the high table comes a scream,
and then another and the sound of a chair falling to the
stone slabs seven feet below the platform, and the sound of
Barquentine cursing.
Steerpike, having observed the legs disappearing out of the
door, and to whom they belonged, has wriggled from his hamm-
ock under the table. He is groping his way to the door. When
he reaches it, and has found the handle, he slams it violen-
tly and then, as though he has just entered the room he
shouts:
"Hello there; what's happening there! What's the trouble?"
On hearing his voice the twins begin to scream for help,
while Barquentine yells "Light! light! fetch a light you
dotard. What are you waiting for?" His strident voice rises
to a shriek and his crutch grinds itself on the table.
"Light! scumcat! light! curse and split you!"
Steerpike, whose last hour and a half has been a dire dis-
appointment and boring in the extreme, hugs himself for joy
at their shouts.
"Right away, sir. Right away," he dances out of the door
and down the passage. He is back in less than a minute with
a lantern and helps Barquentine off the table who, once on
the ground, batters his way without a word of thanks down
the steps and to the door, cursing as he goes, his red rags
glowing dully in the lantern light. Steerpike watches his
horrid body disappear and then raising his high sharp shoul-
ders still higher he yawns and grins at the same time. Cora
and Clarice are on either side of him and are both breathing
very loudly, their flat bosoms rising and falling rapidly
like hatchways. Their eyes are glued upon him as he escorts
them through the door, down the corridor and all the way to
their apartments, which he enters. The windows are streaming
with the rain. The roof is loud with it.
"My dear ladies," says Steerpike, "I feel that some hot
coffee
is indicated, but what do you feel?"
PRESAGE
Towards evening the heavy sky began to disintegrate and a
short time before sundown a wind from the west carried the
clouds away in dense and shambly masses and the rain with
them. Most of the day had been spent in ceremonial obser-
vance of multifarious kinds, both in the castle and in the
downpour culminating in the pilgrim-like procession of the
forty-three Gardeners headed by Pentecost, to Gormenghast
Mountain and back, during which time it was their duty to
meditate upon the glory of the House of Groan and especially
on the fact that its latest member was twelve months old, a
subject (however momentous) they must surely have exhausted
after the first mile or so of the soaking and rock strewn
paths that led them over the foothills.
Be that as it may, Barquentine, lying exhausted on his dirty
mattress at eight o'clock in the evening and coughing horrib-
ly as his father had done so convincingly before him, was a-
ble to look back with sour satisfaction on a day of almost
undiluted ritual. It had been an irritating thing that Lord
Sepulchrave had been unable to attend the last three ceremo-
nies, but there was a tenet in the law which exonerated his
absence in the case of dire illness. He sucked his beard and
his withered leg lay quite still. A few feet above his head a
spider scrawled itself across the ceiling. He disliked it but
it did not anger him.
Fuchsia had regained consciousness within a short while and
with Mrs Slagg had bravely taken her part in the day's obser-
vances, carrying her small brother whenever the old nurse
grew weary. Prunesquallor, until late in the evening when he
left Flay with his lordship, had kept a strict watch upon his
patient.
An indescribable atmosphere of expectancy filled Gormenghast.
Instead of Titus' birthday bringing with it a feeling of com-
pletion or climax as it should have done, there was, converse-
ly, a sense of something beginning. Obscure forces were,
through the media of the inhabitants of the castle, coming to
a head. For some, this sensation was extremely acute although
unrecognizable and was no doubt sharpened and conditioned by
their own personal problems. Flay and Swelter were on the
edge of violence. Sepulchrave was moving at the margin of cli-
max and Fuchsia hardly less so, being consumed with fear and
anguish at the parental tragedy. She also was waiting; they
were all waiting. Prunesquallor was suffering no little strain
and was eternally on the watch and the Countess having held
interview with him and having heard as much as Prunesquallor
dared tell her, and having guessed a good deal more, was re-
maining in her room and receiving hourly bulletins as to her
husband's condition. Even Cora and Clarice could tell that the
normal, monotonous life of the castle was not as heretofore
and in their room they sat silently--waiting also. Irma spent
most of her time in her bath and her thoughts were constantly
returning to a notion new to her and shocking to her, and even
terrifying. It was that the House of Groan was different.
Different. Yet, how could it be different? "Impossible! I said
Impossible!" she repeated to herself through a lather of fra-
grant suds, but she could not convince herself. This idea of
hers was creeping about Gormenghast insidiously, remaining for
the most part unrecognized save as a sensation of uneasiness.
It was only Irma who put her finger on the spot. The others
were involved with counting the portentous minutes before their
own particular clouds broke over them, yet at the back of their
personal troubles, hopes and fears, this less immediate trepi-
dation grew, this intangible suggestion of change, that most
unforgivable of all heresies.
A few minutes before sunset the sky over the castle was a
flood of light and the wind having dropped, and the clouds
vanished, it was difficult to believe that the mild and gilde-
d atmosphere could ever have hallowed such a day as began so
darkly and continued with such consistent violence. But it was
still Titus' birthday. The crags of the mountain for all their
jaggedness were draped in so innocent a veil of milk and rose
as to wholly belie their nature. The marshlands spread to the
North in tranquil stretches of rush-pricked water. The castle
had become a great pallid carving, swarmed here and there by
acres of glittering ivy whose leaves dripped diamonds.
Beyond the great walls of Gormenghast the mud-huts were grad-
ually regaining the whitish colour of their natural earth as
the late sunlight drew out the moisture. The old cactus trees
steamed imperceptibly and beneath the greatest of these and
lit by the slanting rays of the sun was a woman on horseback.
For a long while there seemed to be no movement either in her
or her mount. Her face was dark and her hair had fallen about
her shoulders. The pale light was on her face, and there was
a mournful triumph and an extreme loneliness. She bent forward
a little and whispered to the horse who raised his forefoot on
hearing her and beat it back into the soft earth. Then she be-
gan to dismount and it was not easy for her, but she lowered
herself carefully down the wet grey flank. Then she took the
basket from where it had been fastened to the rope bridle and
stepped slowly forward to the horse's head. Running her fing-
ers through the tangled and dripping forelock, she moved them
over the hard brow beneath. "You must go back now," she said
slowly, "to the Brown Father, so that he may know that I am
safe." Then she pushed the long wet, grey head away from her
with a slow and deliberate movement. The horse turned itself
away, the rain bubbling up in the hoofmarks and forming little
gold pools of sky. It turned back to her once, after a few
paces. Then lifting its head very high it shook its long mane
from side to side and the air became filled with a swarm of
pearls. Then suddenly it began to pace along the track of its
own hoofmarks and without a moment's abatement in its pace or
the least deviation from its homeward course, it sped from
her. She watched it as it appeared, disappeared, only to rea-
ppear again, as the undulations of the region gave cause, un-
til it was almost too small to observe. At last she saw that
it was about to reach the ridge of the last stretch of upland
before its descent to the invisible plain. As she watched, it
suddenly came to a dead halt, and her heart beat rapidly, for
it turned about and stood for a moment motionless. Then lift-
ing its head very high as it had done before, it began to
move backwards step by step. They were facing one another o-
ver that vast distance as the grey horse was at last swallow-
ed beneath the horizon.
She turned towards the mud-huts lying below her in a rose red
light. A crowd had begun to gather and she saw that she was
being pointed out.
With the warm glow of the dying light upon them, the mud dwell-
ings for all their meanness and congestion had something eth-
ereal about them, and her heart went out to them as a hundred
re-awakened memories flew to her mind. She knew that bitterness
was harboured in the narrow streets, that pride and jealousy
leaned like ghosts against the posts of every carver's doorway,
but for a fleeting moment she saw only the evening light fall-
ing across the scenes of her childhood, and it was with a start
that she awakened from this momentary reverie to notice how the
crowd had grown. She had known that this moment would be like
this. She had foreseen such an evening of soft light. She had
foreseen that the earth would be glassed with rain and she had
the overpowering sensation of living through a scene she had
already enacted. She had no fear although she knew she would
be met by hostility, prejudice and perhaps violence. Whatever
they did with her it would not matter. She had suffered it al-
ready. All this was far wan history and archaism.
Her hand moved to her brow and pushed away a cold lock of hair
that clung blackly to her cheek. "I must bear my child," she
said to herself, her lips framing the soundless words, "and
then I shall be complete and only myself and all will be over."
Her pupils grew vast. "You shall be free. From the very begin-
ning you shall be free of me, as I shall be free of you; and
I shall follow my knowledge--ah, so soon, so soon into the
julip darkness."
She folded her hands and moved slowly towards the dwellings.
High on her right hand the great outer wall had become colder;
its inner face was draped with shadow and in the depths of the
castle Titus sending forth a great tear-filled cry began to
struggle with an unnatural strength in the old nurse's arms.
All at once an eyelid of the rich dusk lifted and Hesper burn-
ed over Gormenghast as under Keda's heart her burden struggled.
IN PREPARATION FOR VIOLENCE
The twelve month cycle was ended. Titus had begun his second
year--a year which, though hardly fledged, was so soon to bring
forth violence. There was a sickness in the atmosphere.
Of all this suspicion and restlessness, he knew nothing, and
he will have no memories of these days. Yet the aftermath of
all that was happening in his infancy will soon be upon him.
Mrs Slagg watched him querulously as he tottered in his ef-
forts to keep balance, for Titus had almost learned to walk.
"Why won't he smile?" she whispered. "Why won't his little
Lordship ever smile?"
The sound of Barquentine's crutch echoed down the hollow cor-
ridors. His withered leg padded beside it and the red sacking
flapped its tatters in hot gusts. His edicts went forth like
oaths.
Drear ritual turned its wheel. The ferment of the heart, with-
in these walls, was mocked by every length of sleeping shadow.
The passions, no greater than candle flames, flickered in Time's
yawn, for Gormenghast, huge and adumbrate, out-crumbles all.
The summer was heavy with a kind of soft grey-blue weight in
the sky--yet not in the sky, for it was as though there were no
sky, but only air, an impalpable grey-blue substance, drugged
with the weight of its own heat and hue. The sun, however brill-
iantly the earth reflected it from stone or field or water, was
never more than a rayless disc this summer--in the thick, hot
air--a sick circle, unrefreshing and aloof. The autumn and win-
ter winds and the lashing rain storms and the very cold of those
seasons, for all their barbarism, were of a spleen that voiced
the heart. Their passions were allied to human passions--their
cries to human cries.
But it was otherwise with this slow pulp of summer, this drag of
heat, with the incurious yellow eye within it, floating monoto-
nously, day after day.
At the river's edge the shallow water stank and mists of insects
drifted over the scum, spinning their cry of far forgotten worlds,
thinner than needles.
Toads in the green ooze belched. In the river's bosom the reflect-
ion of the topmost crags of Gormenghast Mountain hung like stal-
actities, and in the scarcely perceptible motion of the water
appeared to crumble momently--yet never to diminish or to disin-
tegrate for all their crumbling. Across the river a long field of
sparse grey-green grasses and dove-grey dust lay stretched as
though stunned between its low flint walls.
Little clouds of the fine dust were rising at the every footfall
of a small mottled horse, on whose back sat a man in a cape.
At every fifth step forward of his mount's left leg the rider
stood up in his stirrups and placed his head between the horse's
ears. The river wound beside them, the fields undulating and
fading in a blur of heat. The mottled horse and the capped rid-
er moved on. They were very small. In the haze to the extreme
north the Tower of Flints arose like a celluloid ruler set
floating upon its end, or like a watercolour drawing of a tower
that has been left in the open and whose pigment has been all
but washed away by a flirt of rain.
Distance was everywhere--the sense of far-away--of detachment.
What might have been touched with an outstretched arm was equ-
ally removed, withdrawn in the grey-blue polliniferous body of
the air, while overhead the inhuman circle swam. Summer was on
the roofs of Gormenghast. It lay inert, like a sick thing. Its
limbs spread. It took the shape of what it smothered. The mas-
onry sweated and was horribly silent. The chestnuts whitened
with dust and hung their myriads of great hands with every
wrist broken.
What was left of the water in the moat was like soup. A rat
floundered across it, part swimming, part walking. Thick sepia
patches of water were left in the unhealthy scum where its legs
had broken through the green surface.
The quadrangles were soft with dust. It had settled along the
branches of the nearby trees. Footmarks were left deeply until
the dry gusts came again. The varying lengths of stride--the
Doctor's, Fuchsia's, the Countess's, Swelter's, could all be
measured here, crossing and recrossing one another as though
at the same time, yet hours, days and weeks divided them.
In the evening the bats, those fabulous winged mice, veered,
tacked and slid through the hot gloom.
Titus was growing older.
It was four days since the Dark Breakfast. It was one year and
four days since he was born in the room of wax and birdseed.
The Countess would see no one. From daybreak to sunset she
turned her thoughts, like boulders, over. She set them in
long lines. She rearranged their order as she cogitated upon
the Burning. She watched from her window as figures passed
below. She turned her impressions over heavily. She was pon-
dering all who passed by. From time to time Steerpike passed,
as she sat at her window. Her husband was going mad. She had
never loved him and she did not love him now, her heart being
awakened to tenderness only by her birds and her white cats.
But though she did not love him for himself, her unthinking
and rooted respect for the heritage which he personified and
her dumb pride in the line of his descent had filled her since
her discovery of his illness.
Flay had gone, at her orders, to what lay beyond the great
walls. He had gone, and though she would no more have thought
of recalling him than of ceasing to tend the cat which he had
bruised, yet she was aware of having uprooted a part of Gorm-
enghast, as though from an accustomed skyline of towers one
had been broken down. He had gone--but not altogether. Not for
a little while, completely.
On the five nights following the day of his banishment--Titus'
first birthday--he had returned unobserved when light had fall-
en.
He had moved like a stick-insect through the grey star-
pricked, summer night, and knowing every bay, inlet and head-
land of the great stone island of the Groans, of its sheer
cliffs, of its crumbling outcrops, he had pursued his way
without hesitation on a zig-zag course. He had only to lean
against the cliff face and he was absorbed. For the five last
nights he had come, after long, sultry days of waiting among
the skirting trees of the twisted woods, through a gap in the
castle walls to the western wing. In his banishment he had
felt the isolation of a severed hand, which realizes that it
is no more part of the arm and body it was formed to serve
and where the heart still beats. As yet, for him, the horror
of his ostracization was too close for him to grasp--only the
crater-like emptiness. The stinging nettles had not had time
to fill the yawning hollow. It was loneliness without pain.
His loyalty to the castle, too deep for him to question, was
his heart's background: to all that was implied by the broken
line of the towers. With his knees drawn up to his chin he
pored upon that skyline as he sat at the base of an outcrop
of rock among the trees. At his side lay the long sword he
had sharpened. The sun was going down. In another three hours
he would be on his way, for the sixth time since his banish-
ment, to the cloisters he had known since his youth. To the
cloisters in whose northern shadows was an entrance to the
stairhead of the wine vaults and the kitchens. A thousand
recollections attached themselves to these cloisters alone.
Sudden happenings--the awakening of ideas that had borne
fruit or had withered at his touch--the memories of his
youth--of his infancy even, for a brightly coloured vignette
at the back of his dark skull recurred from time to time, a
vignette of crimson, gold and grey. He had had no recollec-
tion of who it was who led him by the hand, but he recalled
how, between two of the southerly arches, he and his guardian
were stopped--how the air had been filled with sunshine--how
a giant, for so he must then have appeared to the child, a
giant in gold had given him an apple--the globe of crimson
which he had never released from his mind's empyric grasp,
nor the grey of the long hair that fell across the brow and
over the shoulders of his first memory.
Few of Flay's memories were as colourful. His early years had
been hard, grinding and monotonous. His recollections were
associated with fears and troubles and hardships. He could re-
member how beneath the very cloister arches to which he was
so soon to make his way he had received in grim silence, in-
sult and even violence, no less than twinges of pleasure. He
had leaned there, against the fourth pillar, on the afternoon
following his unexpected summons to Lord Sepulchrave's study,
where he had been told of his advancement--of his being chosen
as the Earl's first servant; of how the Earl had noticed and
approved of his silent and taciturn bearing, and of his reward.
He had leaned there, his heart thumping; and he recalled how
he had for a moment weakened, wishing he had a friend to whom
he might speak of his happiness. But that was long ago. Click-
ing his tongue he dismissed recollections from his mind.
A gibbous moon was rising and the earth and the trees about
him were dappled and striped with slowly shifting blotches of
black and pearlish white. Radiance, in the shape of an oyster,
moved across his head. He turned his eyes to the moon among
the trees and scowled at it. This was no night for a moon. He
cursed it, but in a childlike way for all the grim formation
of his bones, stretching out his legs, on whose knees his chin
had been supported.
He moved his thumb along the edge of his sword, and then un-
rolled a misshapen parcel at his side. He had not forgotten to
bring some food with him from the castle, and now, five nights
later, he made a meal upon all that was left of it. The bread
had gone dry, but it tasted sweet to him after a day's abstin-
ence, with the cheese and the wild blackberries he had gathered
in the wood. He left nothing but a few crumbs on his black trou-
sers. There was no rational reason why he should feel, as he
finished the berries, that horror lay between his last mouthful
and his next meal--whenever it might be, and however he might
acquire it.
Perhaps it was the moon. On his five previous nocturnal journeys
to the castle there had been no light. Thick rainless clouds had
provided a perfect cover. Schooled to adversity he took it as a
sign that the hour was approaching. Indeed, it seemed more nat-
ural that Nature should be his enemy.
He rose slowly, and from beneath a heap of ferns he drew forth
into the moonlight great lengths of cloth--and then began a most
peculiar operation. Squatting down, he began, with the concentra-
tion of a child, to bind the cloth about his knees, around and
around endlessly, until they were swathed to a depth of five thick
inches, loosely at the joint and more tightly as they wound below
and above it and as the binding thickened. This business took him
the best part of an hour, for he was very scrupulous and had sev-
eral times to unwind long swathes to adjust and ease the genu-
flexions of his knees.
Finally, however, all was ready and he got to his feet. He took
a step forward; then another, and it seemed as though he was
listening for something. Was there no sound? He took three more
paces, his head lowered and the muscles behind his ears working.
What was that that he heard? It was like a muffled clock that
ticked three times, and stopped. It sounded very far away. There
were a few lengths of cloth left over and he bound his knees to
another half inch of thickness. When he next stepped forward the
silence was absolute.
It was still possible for him to move with comparative freedom.
His legs were so long that he had become accustomed to use them
as stilts, and it was only with the slightest bending of the knee
that they were wont to detonate.
The moonlight lay in a gauze-like sheet of whiteness over the
roof of the Twisted Woods. The air was hot and thick, and the hour
was late when he began to move towards the castle. To reach the
cloisters would take him an hour of rapid walking. The long sword
gleamed in his hand. At the corners of his lipless mouth was the
red stain of blackberries.
The trees were left behind and the long slopes where the juniper
bushes crouched like animals or deformed figures in the darkness.
He had skirted the river and had found a clammy mist lying like a
lover along its length, taking its curves and hugging its croaking
body, for the bull-frogs had made the night air loud. The moon be-
hind the miasmic wraiths swam and bulged as though in a distorting
mirror. The air was sickly with an aftermath of the day's heat, as
lifeless as though it had been breathed before, thrice exhaled
and stale. Only his feet felt cold as they sank ankle-deep in the
dew. It was as though he trod through his own sweat.
With every step he became more conscious that he was narrowing the
distance between himself and something horrible. With every step
the cloisters leapt forward to meet him and his heart pounded. The
skin was puckered between his eyes. He strode on.
The outer wall of the castle was above him. It mouldered in the moon.
Where colonies of lizards clung to its flaking surfaces it shone.
He passed through an arch. The unchecked growth of ivy which clung
about it had almost met at the centre of the aperture, and Flay,
bending his head, forced his way through a mere fissure. Once
through and the grounds of Gormenghast opened balefully out with
an alien intimacy as though an accustomed face should, after confi-
ning itself for years to a score of cardinal expressions, take on
an aspect never known before.
Keeping as much in the shadows as he could, Flay made rapid pro-
gress over the uneven ground towards the servants' wing. He was
treading on forbidden ground. Excommunicated by the Countess, each
footfall was a crime committed.
During the final stages of his progress to the cloisters he moved
with a kind of angular stealth. At times he would come to a halt
and genuflect in rapid succession, but he could hear no sound; then
he would move on again, the sword in his hand. And then, suddenly,
before he realized it, he was in the servants' quadrangle and skirt-
ing the wall to the cloisters. Within a minute and he was part of
the charcoaled shadow of the third pillar where he had waited so
patiently for the last five moonless nights.
BLOOD AT MIDNIGHT
Tonight the atmosphere was alive--a kind of life made even more
palpable by the torpor of the air--the ghastly summer air of
Gormenghast. By day, the heat of the dead light; by darkness, the
vomitings of the sick room. There was no escaping. The season had
come down.
As Mr Flay waited, his shoulder-blades against the stone pillars,
his thoughts flowed back to the day of the Christening when he
had slashed at the great soft face--to the night when he had watch-
ed the rehearsal of his murder--to that horrible sack that had been
he--to the day of the debauchery of the Great Kitchens--to the hor-
rors of the hooting Earl--to a hundred memories of his tormentor,
whose face in his imagination opened out before him in the darkness
like something septic.
His ears were strained with listening and his muscles ached. He had
not moved for over an hour, save to turn his head upon his neck.
And then, suddenly, what was it that had changed? He had shut his
eyes for a moment and on opening them the air had altered. Was the
heat even more horrible? His torn shirt was stuck to his shoulders
and belly. It was more than that--it was that the darkness was om-
nipresent. The quadrangle was as inky as the shadows in which he had
been shrouded. Clouds had moved over the moon. Not even the bright
sword in his hand could be seen as he moved it out into what had
been moonlight.
And then it came. A light more brilliant than the sun's--a light
like razors. It not only showed to the least minutiae the anatomy of
masonry, pillars and towers, trees, grass-blades and pebbles, it
conjured these things, it constructed them from nothing. They were
not there before--only the void, the abactinal absences of all
things--and then a creation reigned in a blinding and ghastly glory
as a torrent of electric fire coursed across heaven.
To Flay it seemed an eternity of nakedness; but the hot black eye-
lid of the entire sky closed down again and the stifling atmosphere
rocked uncontrollably to such a yell of thunder as lifted the hairs
on his neck. From the belly of a mammoth it broke and regurgitated,
dying finally with a long-drawn growl of spleen. And then the en-
ormous midnight gave up all control, opening out her cumulous body
from horizon to horizon, so that the air became solid with so great
a weight of falling water that Flay could hear the limbs of trees
breaking through a roar of foam.
There was no longer any necessity for Flay, shielded from the rain
by the roof of the cloisters, to hold his body in so cramped a man-
ner. What little sound he made would be inaudible now that the fall-
ing rain hissed and drummed, beat across the massive back of Gormen-
ghast and swarmed down its sides, bubbling and spurting in every
cranny of stone, and swilling every niche where had lain for so
long the white dust.
Even more so now had he to listen for the sound of approaching paces,
and it is doubtful whether he would have been able to disengage the
sound of the chef's feet from the drumming background. What he had
never expected happened and his heart broke into an erratic hammer-
ing, for the impalpable darkness to his left was disturbed by a faint
light, and, immediately after, the source of this hazy aura moved
through the midnight. It was a strip of vertical light that appeared
to float on end of its own volition. The invisible bearer of the
octagonal lantern had closed all but one of the shutters.
As Flay edged his fingers more firmly along the butt of his sword,
the glow of the lantern came abreast of him and a moment later
had passed, and at this same moment, against the pale yellow glow
could be distinguished the silhouette of Swelter's upper volume.
It was quite simple. It curved up and over in one black dome. There
seemed to be no head. It must have been thrust down and forward,
an attitude that might have been imagined impossible in one whose
rolls of lard coloured fat filled in the space between the chin
and the clavicles. When Flay judged the silhouette a good twelve
paces distant he began to follow, and then there began the first
of the episodes--that of the stalk. If ever man stalked man, Flay
stalked Swelter. It is to be doubted whether, when compared with
the angular motions of Mr Flay, any man on earth could claim to
stalk at all. He would have to do it with another word.
The very length and shape of his limbs and joints, the very form-
ation of his head, and hands and feet were constructed as though
for this process alone. Quite unconscious of the stick insect act-
ion, which his frame was undergoing, he followed the creeping dome.
For Mr Swelter was himself--at all events in his own opinion--on
the tail of his victim. The tail did not happen to be where he
supposed it, two floors above, but he was moving with all possible
stealth, nevertheless. At the top of the first flight he would
place his lantern carefully by the wall, for it was then that the
candles began and continued at roughly equal distances, to cast
their pale circles of light from niches in the walls. He began
to climb.
If Mr Flay stalked, Mr Swelter insinuated. He insinuated himself
through space. His body encroached, sleuth-like, from airvolume
to air-volume, entering, filling and edging out of each in turn,
the slow and vile belly preceding the horribly deliberate and
potentially nimble progress of his fallen arches.
Flay could not see Swelter's feet, only the silhouetted dome,
but by the way it ascended he could tell that the chef was mov-
ing one step at a time, his right foot always preceding his left,
which he brought to the side of its dace-like companion. He went
up in slow, silent jerks in the way of children, invalids or o-
bese women. Flay waited until he had rounded the curve of the
stairs and was on the first landing before he followed, taking
five stone steps at a time.
On reaching the top of the first flight he moved his head around
the corner of the wall and he no longer saw the silhouette of his
enemy. He saw the whole thing glowing by the light of two candles.
The passageway was narrow at this point, broadening about forty to
fifty feet further down the corridor to the dimensions of a hall,
whence the second flight led up to Lord Sepulchrave's corridor.
Swelter was standing quite still, but his arms were moving and he
appeared to be talking to someone. It was difficult for Flay to
see exactly what he was doing until, a moment after he had heard
the voice saying: "And I'll make you red and wet, my pretty
thing," he saw the dim bulk half turn with difficulty in the con-
stricted space of the passageway and he caught the gleam of steel,
and a moment later a portion of the shaft and the entire murderous
head of the double-handed cleaver. Mr Swelter was nursing it in
his arms as though he was suckling it.
"Oh, so red and wet," came the moss soft voice again, "and then
we'll wipe you dry with a nice clean handkerchief. Would you
like a silk one, my pretty? Would you? Before we polish you and
tuck you up? What, no answer? But you know what Papa's saying,
don't you now? Of course, you do--after all that he has taught
you. And why? Because you're such a quick, sharp baby--oh, such
a sharp baby."
And then Mr Flay was forced to hear the most disgusting sound--as
of some kind of low animal with gastric trouble, Mr Swelter
was laughing.
Flay, with a fair knowledge of low life, was, nevertheless, unable
to withhold himself and, kneeling down quickly upon the great pads
at his knees, he was silently sick.
Wiping the sweat from his brow as he rose to his feet he peered a-
gain about the angle of wall and saw that Swelter had reached the
foot of the second staircase where the corridor widened. The sound
of the rain, though less intense, was perpetually there. In the
very sound of it, though distant, could be felt an unnatural weight.
It was as though the castle were but the size of a skull over which
a cistern of water was being rapidly emptied. Already the depres-
sions and valley-like hollows in the castle grounds were filled with
dark lakes that mounted momently, doubling and trebling their areas
as their creeping edges met. The terrain was awash.
A closer degree of intimacy had been established in the castle be-
tween whatever stood, lay, knelt, was propped, shelved, hidden or
exposed, or left ready for use, animate or inanimate, within the
castle walls. A kind of unwilling knowledge of the nearness of one
thing to another--of one human, to another, though great walls might
divide them--of nearness to a clock, or a banister, or a pillar or
a book, or a sleeve. For Flay the horrible nearness to himself--to
his own shoulder and hand. The out-pouring of a continent of sky
had incarcerated and given a weird hyper-reality of closeness to
those who were shielded from all but the sound of the storm.
Lying awake, for none could hope to sleep, there was not one in all
the dark and rattling place who had not cogitated, if only for a
moment, on the fact that the entire castle was awake also. In every
bed there lay, with his or her lids apart, a figure. They saw each
other. This consciousness of each other's solid and individual pre-
sences had not only been engendered by the imprisoning downpour but
by the general atmosphere of suspicion that had been mounting--a sus-
picion of they knew not exactly what--only that something was chang-
ing--changing in a world where change was crime.
It was lucky for Flay that what he had relied on, the uncommunicat-
ive character of the Countess, held true, for she had not mentioned
his banishment to a soul, although its cause still smarted in her
prodigious bosom.
Hence Swelter's ignorance of the fact that, as he made his first
few porridge-like paces along Lord Sepulchrave's ill-lit corridor,
he was approaching a Flay-less darkness, for immediately before the
door there was impenetrable shadow. A high window on the left had
been blown in and glass lay scattered and, at the stairhead, glit-
tered faintly by the light of a candle.
Mr Flay, in spite of the almost unbearable tension, experienced a
twinge of ironic pleasure when, having mounted the second flight,
he watched the rear of his enemy wavering into the darkness, in
search of his own stalker.
There was a shallow alcove across the passageway from the top of
the stairs--and with two strides Mr Flay had reached it. From there
he could watch the darkness to his left. It was purposeless to fol-
low his enemy to the door of his master's room. He would wait for
his return. How would the chef be able to aim his blow in the dark-
ness? He would prod forward with the cleaver until it touched the
panels of the door. He would take a soft pace backwards. Then, as
he raised the great instrument above his head, a worm, wriggling
its bliss through his brain, would bring the double-handed cleaver
down, like a guillotine, the great blade whetted to a screaming
edge. And as this picture of Mr Swelter's methods illumined the
inside of Mr Flay's darkened skull, those very movements were
proceeding. Concurrently with Flay's visualization of the cleav-
er falling--the cleaver fell.
The floorboard beneath Mr Flay's feet lifted, and a wooden ripple
ran from one end of the passageway to the other, where it broke u-
pon a cliff of plaster. Curiously enough, it was only through the
movement of the boards beneath his feet that Mr Flay knew that
the chef had struck, for at the same moment a peal of thunder kill-
ed all other sound.
Swelter had brought the cold edge downwards with such a concentra-
tion of relish that the excruciating sense of consummation had
dulled his wits for a moment, and it was only when he attempted
to work the steel away from what gripped its edge that he realized
that something was amiss. It is true that he had expected the
blade to slide through the "prostrate' beneath him as through
butter, for all the thin man's osseous character--but not, sure-
ly--not with such ease--such liquid ease. Could it be that he had
given to the doublehanded cleaver such an edge as set up a new
sensation--that of killing, as it were, without knowing it--as
lazes through long grass the lethal scythe. He had not prodded
forward with his toe to make doubly sure--for it had never occur-
red to him that he who had lain there, night after night, for o-
ver twelve years, could be elsewhere. In any event he might have
wakened the long scrag by so doing. What had gone wrong? The or-
gasmic moment he had so long awaited was over. The cleaver was
difficult to shift. Perhaps it was caught among the ribs. He be-
gan to run his hands down the shaft inch by inch, bending his
knees and trunk as he did so, hot tracts of hairless clay re-
distributing their undulations the while. Inexorably downwards
moved his fingers until they itched for contact with the corpse.
Surely his hands must by now be almost at the boards themselves,
yet he knew how deceptive the sense of distances can be when
darkness is complete. And then he came upon the steel. Sliding
his palms greedily along either edge he gave a sudden loud,
murderous hiss, and loosing his fingers from the edge of the
cleaver he swung his bulk about as though his foe were close
behind him--and he peered back along the passage at the faint
light at the stairhead. There seemed to be no one there, and
after a few moments of scrutiny he wiped his hands across his
thighs, and turning to the cleaver, wrenched it from the boards.
For a short while he stood fingering his misused weapon, and du-
ring this space Mr Flay had conceived and acted, moving a few
yards further down the corridor where an even more favourable
ambush presented itself in the shape of a sagging tapestry. As
he moved out into the darkness, for he was beyond the orbit of
the candles' influence, the lightning struck again and flared
bluishly through the broken window so that at one and the same
moment both Swelter and Flay caught sight of one another. The
bluish light had flattened them out like cardboard figures which
had, in the case of the chef, an extraordinary effect. Someone
with an unpleasant mind had cut him out of an enormous area of
electric-blue paper the size of a sheet. For the few moments
that the lightning lasted his fingers and thumbs were like
bright blue sausages clasped about the cleaver's handle.
Flay, presenting no less the illusion of having no bulk, struck
not so much a sense of horror into Mr Swelter as a fresh surge
of malice. That he should have dulled the exquisite edge of his
cleaver upon Flay-less boards, and that he who should now be
lying in two pieces was standing there in one, standing there
insolently in a kind of stage lighting as a tangible criticism
of his error, affected him to the extreme of control, and a
horrid sweat broke from his pores.
No sooner had they seen one another than the darkness closed
again. It was as though the curtain had come down on the first
act. All was altered, Stealth was no longer enough. Cunning
was paramount and their wits were under test. Both had felt
that theirs was the initiative and the power to surprise--but
now, for a few moments at least, they were equated.
Flay had, from the beginning, planned to draw the chef from
Lord Sepulchrave's doorway and passage, and if possible to
lure him to the storey above, where, interspaced with wooden
supports, for the roof was rotten, and with many a fallen
beam, mouldered the Hall of Spiders at whose far end a win-
dow lay open to a great area of roof, terraced with stone
and turreted about its sheer edges. It had occurred to him
that if he were to snatch the candle from the stairhead he
might lure his enemy there, and as the darkness fell he was
about to put this idea into operation when the door of Lord
Sepulchrave's bedroom opened and the Earl, with a lamp in
his hand, moved out into the corridor. He moved as though
floating. A long cloak, reaching to his ankles, gave no hint
of legs beneath it. Turning his head neither to left nor
right, he moved like the symbol of sorrow.
Swelter, flattening himself as much as he was able against
the wall, could see that his lordship was asleep. For a mo-
ment Mr Flay had the advantage of seeing both the Earl and
the chef without being seen himself. Where was his master
going? Swelter was for a few moments at a loss to know what
to do and by that time the Earl was almost abreast of Mr
Flay. Here was an opportunity of drawing the chef after
him without the fear of being overtaken or slashed at from
behind, and Flay, stepping in front of the Earl, began to
precede him down the passage, walking backwards all the
while so that he could see the chef over his Lordship's
shoulder as the dim figure followed. Mr Flay was well a-
ware that his own head would be lit by the Earl's lamp
whereas Swelter would be in semi-darkness, but there was
no great advantage to the chef in that--for the creature
could not get at him for fear of waking the Earl of Gor-
menghast.
As Flay receded step by step he could not, though he tried
to, keep his eyes continually upon the great cook. The prox-
imity of his Lordship's lamp-lit face left him no option but
to turn his eyes to it, rapidly, from time to time. The
round, open eyes were glazed. At the corners of the mouth
there was a little blood, and the skin was deadly white.
Meanwhile, Swelter had narrowed the distance between the
Earl and himself. Flay and the chef were staring at one
another over their master's shoulder. The three of them
seemed to be moving as one piece. Individually so much at
variance, they were, collectively, so compact.
Darting an eye over his shoulder, as though without refer-
ence to the head that held it, Flay could see that he was
within a few feet of the stairway, and the procession began
the slow ascent of the third flight. The leader, his body
facing down the stairs the while, kept his left hand on
the iron banister. In his right the sword glimmered--for,
as with all the stairways of Gormenghast, there were candles
burning at every landing.
As Flay reached the last step he saw that the Earl had stop-
ped and that inevitably the great volume of snail-flesh had
come to a halt behind him.
It was so gentle that it seemed as though a voice were evolv-
ing from the half-light--a voice of unutterable mournfulness.
The lamp in the shadowy hand was failing for lack of oil. The
eyes stared through Mr Flay and through the dark wall beyond
and on and on through a world of endless rain.
"Good-bye," said the voice. "It is all one. Why break the
heart that never beat from love? We do not know, sweet girl;
the arras hangs: it is so far; so far away, dark daughter.
Ah no--not that long shelf--not that long shelf: it is his
life work that the fires are eating. All's one. Good-bye …
good-bye."
The Earl climbed a further step upwards. His eyes had become
more circular.
"But they will take me in. Their home is cold; but they will
take me in. And it may be their tower is lined with love--
each flint a cold blue stanza of delight, each feather, ter-
rible; quills, ink and flax, each talon, glory!" His accents
were infinitely melancholy as he whispered: "Blood, blood,
and blood and blood, for you, the muffled, all, all for you
and I am on my way, with broken branches. She was not mine.
Her hair as red as ferns. She was not mine. Mice, mice; the
towers crumble--flames are swarmers. There is no swarmer
like the nimble flame; and all is over. Good-bye … Good-bye.
It is all one, for ever, ice and fever. Oh, weariest lover--
it will not come again. Be quiet now. Hush, then, and do
your will. The moon is always; and you will find them at
the mouths of warrens. Great wings shall come, great silent,
silent wings…. Good-bye. All's one. All's one. All's one."
He was now on the landing, and for a moment Mr Flay imagined
he was about to move across the corridor to a room opposite,
where a door was swinging, but he turned to the left. It
would have been possible, indeed it would have been easier
and more to Flay's advantage to have turned about and sped
to the Hall of Spiders, for Lord Sepulchrave, floating like
a slow dream, barred Swelter's way; but at the very idea Mr
Flay recoiled. To leave his sleeping master with a prowling
chef at his shoulder horrified him, and he continued his
fantastic retreat as before.
They were about halfway to the Hall of Spiders when, to both
Flay's and Swelter's surprise, the Earl moved off to the left
down a narrow artery of midnight stone. He was immediately
lost, for the defile wound to the left after the first few
paces and the guttering of the lamp was quenched. His disap-
pearance had been so sudden and unexpected that neither party
was prepared to leap into the vacuum left between them and
to strike out in the faint light. It was in this region that
the Grey Scrubbers slept and some distance down therewas sus-
pended from the ceiling a broken chandelier. Towards this
light Mr Flay suddenly turned and ran, while Swelter, whose
frustrated blood-lust was ripe as a persimmon, thinking the
thin man to have panicked, pursued him with horribly nimble
steps for all the archless suction of his soles.
Covering the flagstones with a raking stride, Mr Flay was for
all his speed little more than nine feet in advance of Swelter
as he broke his way into the Hall of Spiders. Without losing
a moment, he scrambled over three fallen beams, his long limbs
jerking out fantastically as he did so, and turned when he had
reached the centre of the room to discover that the door he
had entered by was already filled with his enemy. So intent
had they been on their game of wits and death that it had not
occurred to them to wonder how it was that they were able to
see one another in what was normally a lightless hall. They
found no time for surprise. They did not even realize that the
fury had died out of the storm and that the only sound was of
a heavy, lugubrious droning. A third of the sky was clear of
cloud and in this third was the humpbacked moon, very close
and very white. Its radiance poured through the open wall at
the far end of the Hall of Spiders. Beyond the opening it
danced and glittered on the hissing water that had formed
great walled-in lakes among the roofs. The rain slanted its
silver threads and raised spurts of quicksilver on striking
water. The Hall itself had the effect of a drawing in black,
dove-grey and silver ink. It had long been derelict. Fallen
and half-fallen beams were leaning or lying at all angles and
between these beams, joining one to another, hanging from the
ceiling of the floor above (for most of the immediate welkin
had fallen in), spreading in every direction taut or sagging,
plunged in black shadow, glimmering in half-light, or flaming
exquisitely with a kind of filigree and leprous brilliance
where the moon fell unopposed upon them the innumerable
webs of the spiders filled the air.
Flay had broken through a liana of shadowy webs, and now, in
the centre of the room--watching the cook in the doorway, he
clawed away the misty threads from his eyes and mouth with his
left hand. Even in those areas of the hall where the moonbeams
could not penetrate and where great glooms brooded, the dark-
ness was intersected here and there by glittering strands that
seemed to shift their position momently. The slightest deflec-
tion of the head drew forth against the darkness a new phenom-
enon of glittering twine, detached from its web, disarticulated,
miraculous and transient.
What eyes had they for such ephemera? Those webs to them were
screens to aid or hinder. To snare with or be snared by. These
were the features of Death's battleground. Swelter's shadowy
moonless body at the door was intersected by the brilliant
radii and jerking perimeters of a web that hung about halfway
between himself and Mr Flay. The centre of the web coincided
with his left nipple. The spacial depths between the glitter-
ing threads of the web and the chef seemed abysmic and prodig-
ious. He might have belonged to another realm. The Hall of
Spiders yawned and shrank, the threads deceiving the eye, the
distances, shifting, surging forward or crumbling away, to the
illusory reflectings of the moon.
Swelter did not stay by the door longer than it took him to
gain a general impression of the kind of hovel in which the
thin man chose to protect his long bones. Seeping with malice,
yet the chef was not inclined to under-rate the guile of his
antagonist. He had been lured here for some reason. The arena
had not been of his choosing. He swivelled his eyes to left
and right, his cleaver poised before him. He noted the encum-
brances--the haphazard beams, dusty and half decayed, and the
omnipresent awnings of the spiders. He could not see why
these should be more to his disadvantage than to the man he
intended to sever.
Flay had never had a concrete reason for his choice of the
Hall of Spiders. Perhaps it was because he imagined that he
would prove more agile among the webs and beams; but this he
now doubted, having found how swiftly the chef had followed
him. But that he had fulfilled his intention of inveigling
his enemy to the place of his own choosing must surely infer
that the initiative once again lay with him. He felt himself
to be a thought ahead of the cook.
He held the long sword ahead of him as he watched the great
creature approach. Swelter was sweeping aside the webs that
impeded him with his cleaver, keeping his eyes upon Mr Flay
and shifting his head on his neck from side to side in order
to improve his view. He came to a halt and with his eyes per-
petually fixed on Mr Flay began to drag away the clinging
cobwebs from the blade and handle of his weapon.
He came forward again, sweeping the cleaver in a great arc
before him and treading gingerly over the slanting timbers,
and then seemed about to halt once more in order to repeat
the unwebbing process when, with an obvious change of pur-
pose, he moved forward as though no obstacles were in his
path. He seemed to have decided that to be continually re-
conditioning himself and his weapon during the blood-encoun-
ter was ill-advised and untimely, not to say an insult to
the occasion.
As pirates in the hot brine-shallows wading, make, face to
face, their comber-hindered lunges, sun-blind, fly-agonied,
and browned with pearls, so here the timbers leaned, moon-
light misled and the rank webs impeded. It was necessary to
ignore them--to ignore them as they tickled the face and
fastened themselves about the mouth and eyes. To realize
that although between the sword and the hand, the hand and
the elbow, the elbow and the body, the silvery threads hung
like tropical festoons, and although the naked steel was as
though delivered in its caul, that the limbs were free to
move, as free as ever before. The speed of the swung cleaver
would in no way be retarded. The secret was to ignore.
So Swelter moved forward, growing at each soft, deft pace
more and more like something from the deeps where the grey
twineweed coils the sidling sea-cow. Suddenly stepping into
a shaft of moonlight he flamed in a network of threads. He
peered through a shimmering mesh. He was gossamer.
He concentrated his entire sentience on the killing. He ban-
ished all irrelevancies from his canalized mind. His great
ham of a face was tickling as though aswarm with insects,
but there was no room left in his brain to receive the mes-
sages which his nerve endings were presumably delivering--
his brain was full. It was full of death.
Flay watched his every step. His long back was inclined for-
wards like the bole of a sloping conifer. His head was low-
ered as though he was about to use it as a battering ram.
His padded knees were slightly bent. The yards of cloth were
now redundant, but there was no opportunity for him to un-
wind them. The cook was within seven feet of him. Between
them lay a fallen beam. About two yards to Swelter's left
its extremity had settled into the dust, but to the right,
the relic of an old iron box supporting it roughly at its
centre, it terminated about three feet up in the air,
spilth'd with fly-choked webs.
It was towards the support of this beam that Swelter made
his way, beating the filigreed moonlight to his knees where
it sagged and flared. His path could be traced. He had left
behind him from the door, to where he stood, the web-walled
canyon of a dream. Standing now, immediately behind the bro-
ken box, he had narrowed the distance between them to just
over the measure of his arm and cleaver. The air between
them was a little clearer. They were closer now than they
had ever been this raining night. That dreadful, palpable
closeness that can only be felt when there is mutual hatred.
Their separate and immediate purposes were identical. What
else had they in common? Nothing but the Spiders Hall about
them, the webs, the beams, the by-play of the spangling
moon and the drumming of the rain in their ears.
At any other time the chef would have made play with his
superior wit. He would have taunted the long, half-crouch-
ing figure before him. But now, with blood to be spilt,
what did it matter whether or not he incensed his foe? His
wit would fall in a more concrete way. It would flash--but
in steel. And let his final insult be that Flay could no
longer tell an insult from a lamb-chop--unless with his
body in two pieces he were still able to differentiate.
For a moment they stood, moving a little up and down on
their toes. With his sword before him Mr Flay began to move
along his side of the fallen beam, to the left, in order
presumably to come to closer grips. As Swelter moved his
little eyes to the right following every movement of the
other's body, he found that his vision was being impeded
by so heavy an interfusion of ancient webbing that it
would be unwise for him to remain where he was. In a flash
he had both taken a sideways pace to his left and switched
his eyes in the same direction. Flay at once crept in u-
pon him, his face half shrouded by the thick webs through
which he peered. His head was immediately above the lower
end of the beam. Swelter's rapid glance to his left had
been fruitful. He had seen the lifted end of the beam
as his first true friend in a hall of hindrances, and
when his eyes returned to his thin foe his fat lips twist-
ed. Whether such a muscular obscenity could be termed a
"smile' he neither knew nor cared. Mr Flay was crouching
exactly where he had hoped that he might lure him. His
chin was, characteristically, jutting forwards--as though
this habit had been formed for Mr Swelter's convenience a-
lone. There was no time to lose. Swelter was three feet
from the raised terminal of the long beam when he sprang.
For a moment there was so much flesh and blood in the air
that a star changed colour under Saturn's shoulder. He did
not land on his feet. He had not intended to. To bring
the entire weight of his body down upon the beam-head was
all that mattered. He brought it down; and as his underbel-
ly struck, the far end of the beam leapt like a living
thing, and, striking Mr Flay beneath his outstretched jaw,
lifted him to his full height before he collapsed, a dead-
weight, to the floor.
The chef, heaving himself grotesquely to his feet, could
hardly get to the body of his victim quickly enough. There
he lay, his coat rucked up at the level of his arm-pits,
his lean flank exposed. Mr Swelter raised the cleaver. He
had waited so long for this. Many, many months. He turned
his eyes to the web-shrouded weapon in his hands, and as
he did so Mr Flay's left eyelid fluttered, and a moment
later he had focused the chef and was watching him through
his lashes. He had not the strength to move at that hor-
rifying moment. He could only watch. The cleaver was lift-
ed, but he now saw that Swelter was peering quizzically at
the blade, his eyebrows raised. And then he heard the
sponge-like voice for the second time that night.
"Would you like to be wiped, my pretty one?" it said, as
though certain that a reply would be forthcoming from the
brutal head of steel. "You would, wouldn't you--before you
have your supper? Of course. And how could you ever enjoy
a nice warm bath with all your clothes on, eh? But I'll
soon be washing you, little blossom. And I must wipe your
face, dear; wipe it blue as ink, then you can start drink-
ing, can't you?" He held the lean metal head at his bosom.
"It's just the thing for thirsty ones, my darling. Just
the very nightcap." There followed a few moments of low
gastric chuckling before he began to drag the webbing
from the cleaver's blade. He was standing about two feet
away from the prostrate figure of Flay, who was half in
and half out of moonlight. The demarcation line lay a-
cross his bare flank. Luckily for him it was his upper
half that was in shadow and his head was all but lost. As
he watched the overhang above him and noted that the chef
had all but cleared the blade of cobwebs, his attention
became focused upon the upper segment of the face of his
foe. It was veiled, as indeed was the rest of the face
and body, with the ubiquitous webs, but it seemed that
above the left ear there was something additional. So
accustomed had Swelter become to the tickling of the
webs across his face and to the hundred minor irritations
of the skin, that he had not noticed that upon his right
eye there sat a spider. So thickly had his head been
draped that he had accepted this impediment to his vis-
ion as being part of the general nuisance. Flay could see
the spider quite clearly from where he lay, but what he
now saw was something fateful. It was the spider's mate.
She had emerged from the grey muddle above the left ear
and was taking, leg by leg, the long, thin paces. Was she
in search of her husband? If so, her sense of direction
was sound, for she made towards him.
Swelter was running the flat of his hand along the steel
face of his weapon. It was naked for use. Putting his
blubber lips to the moonlit steel he kissed it, and then,
falling a short step back, he lifted the cleaver with
both hands, grasping the long handle high above his low-
ered head. He stood upon tip-toe, and, poised for a mo-
ment thus, went suddenly blind. His left eye had become
involved with a female spider. She sat upon it squarely,
enjoying the rolling movement of the orb she covered. It
was for this precise instant that Flay had been waiting
ever since he had caught sight of the insect a few sec-
onds previously. It seemed that he had lain there stretc-
hed vulnerably beneath the murderous cleaver for an hour
at least. Now was his moment, and gripping his sword
which had fallen beside him when he fell, he rolled him-
self with great rapidity from beneath the belly of the
cook and from the cleaver's range.
Swelter, sweating with irritation at being baulked for
the second time in this business of climax, imagined
nevertheless that Flay was still below him. Had he
struck downwards in spite of the spiders on his eyes it
may be that Flay could not have escaped. But Mr Swelter
would have considered it a very sorry ending after all
his pains to find he had made slaughter without having
been able to see the effect. Outside Lord Sepulchrave's
door it was different. There was no light, anyway. But
here with a beautiful moon to illumine the work it was
surely neither the time nor the place to be at the mer-
cy of a spider's whim.
And so he lowered the cleaver to his bosom and, freeing
his right hand, plucked the insects from his eyes, and
he had started to raise the weapon again before he saw
that his victim had gone. He wheeled about, and as he
did so he experienced a white-hot pain in his left but-
tock and a searing sensation at the side of his head.
Screaming like a pig, he wheeled about, raising his
finger to where his ear should have been. It had gone.
Flay had swiped it off, and it swung to and fro in a
spider made hammock a foot above the floorboards at
the far end of the room. And what voluptuary ever loll-
ed with half the langour of that boneless thing!
A moonbeam, falling on the raddled lobe, withdrew it-
self discreetly and the ear disappeared into tactful
darkness. Flay had, in rapid succession, jabbed and
struck. The second blow had missed the skull, but he
had drawn first blood; in fact, first and second, for
Swelter's left rump bled magnificently. There was, in
point of fact, an island growing gradually--a red is-
land that had seeped through to the white vastness of
his cloth rear. This island was changing its contours
momentarily, but as the echo of Swelter's scream sub-
sided, it very much resembled in its main outline the
inverted wing of an angel.
The blows had no more than gored him. Of Swelter's ac-
reage, only a perch or two here and there might, if
broken, prove vulnerable loam. That he bled profusely
could prove little. There was blood in him to revital-
ize an anaemic army, with enough left over to cool the
guns. Placed end to end his blood vessels might have
coiled up the Tower of Flints and halfway down again
like a Virginia creeper--a vampire's home from home.
Be that as it may, he was blooded, and the cold, cal-
culating malice had given way to a convulsive hatred
that had no relation to the past. It was on the boil
of now, and heading into the webs that divided them,
he let loose a long scything blow at Mr Flay. He had
moved very rapidly and but for the fact that the moon-
lit webs deceived him as to the distance between them,
so that he struck too soon, it is probable that all
would have been over bar the disposal of the body. As
it was, the wind of the blow and the hiss of the steel
were enough to lift the hairs on Mr Flay's head and to
set up a horrible vibration in his ears. Recovering al-
most at once from the surprise, however, Flay struck
in return at the cook, who was for a moment off his
balance, catching him across the bolster-like swelling
of his shoulder.
And then things happened very rapidly, as though all
that had gone before was a mere preamble. Recovering
from the flounder of his abortive blow, and with the
fresh pain at his shoulder, Swelter, knowing he had,
with his cleaver extended, the longer reach, gripped
the weapon at the extreme end of the handle and began
to gyrate, his feet moving with horrifying rapidity be-
neath his belly, not only with the kind of complicated
dance movement which swivels the body around and around
at great speed, but in a manner which brought him nearer
every moment to Mr Flay. Meanwhile, his cleaver, out-
stretched before him, sang on its circular path. What
remained of the webs in the centre of the room fell a-
way before this gross, moon-dappled cyclone. Flay, non-
plussed for the moment, watched in fascinated horror,
the rapid succession of faces which the swivelling of
Swelter conduced; faces of which he had hundreds; ap-
pearing and re appearing at high speed (with an equal
number of rear-views of the huge head, interlarded, in
all literalness). The whirr of steel was approaching
rapidly. The rotation was too speedy for him to strike
between the cycles, nor was his reach long enough were
he to stand his ground.
Moving backwards he found that he was being forced grad-
ually into a corner at the far end of the room. Swelter
was bearing down on him with a kind of nightmare quality.
His mind was working, but the physical perfection of his
footwork and the revolving of the steel had something of
the trance about them--something that had become through
their very perfection detached and on their own. It was
difficult to imagine how the great white top could stop
itself.
And then Mr Flay had an idea. As though cowering from the
oncoming steel, he moved back further and further into
the corner until his bent backbone came into contact with
the junction of the two walls. Cornered of his own choos-
ing, for he would have had time to leap for the rain-fill-
ed opening of moonlight had he wished, he raised himself
to his full height, prising his spine into the right-angle
of the walls, his sword lowered to his feet--and waited.
The scything cleaver spun nearer momently. At every glimpse
of the chef's rotating head he could see the little blood-
shot eyes focused upon him. They were like lumps of loath-
ing, so concentrated was his every thought and fibre upon
the death of Flay that, as he whirred closer and closer,
his normal wits were in abeyance, and what Flay had hoped
for happened. The arc of the long weapon was of such amp-
litude that at its left and right extremes it became all
of a sudden within a few inches of the adjacent walls and
at the next revolution had nicked away the plaster before,
finally, as the walls--so it seemed to Swelter--leapt for-
ward to meet him, the chef discovered the palms of his hands
and forearms stinging with the shock of having taken a great
section of the mouldering wall away. Flay, with his sword
still held along his leg, its point beside his toe-tap, was
in no position to receive the impact of Swelter's body as it
fell forward upon him. So sudden and so jarring had been the
stoppage of his murderous spinning, that, like a broken en-
gine, its rhythm and motivation lost, its body out of control,
Swelter collapsed, as it were, within his own skin, as he
slumped forwards. If Flay had not been so thin and had not
forced himself so far into the corner, he would have been
asphyxiated. As it was, the clammy, web-bedraggled pressure
of Swelter's garments over his face forced him to take short,
painful breaths. He could do nothing, his arms pinned at his
sides, his visage crushed. But the effects of the shock were
passing, and Swelter, as though suddenly regaining his memory,
heaved himself partially from the corner in a tipsy way, and
although Mr Flay at such close range was unable to use his
sword, he edged rapidly along the left hand wall and, turning,
was within an ace of darting a thrust at Swelter's ribs when
his foe staggered out of range in a series of great drunken
curves. The giddiness with which his gyrations had filled him
were for the moment standing him in good stead, for reeling
as he did about the Hall of Spiders he was an impossible tar-
get for all but mere blood-letting.
And so Flay waited. He was acutely aware of a sickening pain
at the back of his neck. It had grown as the immediate shock
of the blow to his jaw had subsided. He longed desperately
for all to be over. A terrible fatigue had entered him.
Swelter, once the room no longer span around him and his sense
of balance was restored, moved with horrible purpose across
the Hall, the cleaver trembling with frustration in his hand.
The sound of his feet on the boards was quite distinct, and
startled Flay into glancing over his shoulder into the moon-
light. The rain had ceased and, save for the dolorous whisp-
ering of Gormenghast a-drip, there was a great hush.
Flay had felt all of a sudden that there could be no finality,
no decision, no death-blow in the Hall of Spiders. Save for
this conviction he would have attacked Swelter as he leaned,
recovering from his giddiness, by the door at the far end of
the room. But he only stood by the moon-filled opening, a
gaunt silhouette, the great cloth rolls like malformations at
his knees, and waited for the chef's advance, while he worked
at the vertebrae of his aching neck with his long bony fingers.
And then had come the onrush. Swelter was upon him, his cleav-
er raised, the left side of his head and his left shoulder
shiny with blood, and a trail of it behind him as he came.
Immediately before the opening to the outer air was a six-inch
step upwards which terminated the flooring. Beyond this there
was normally a three-foot drop to a rectangular walled-in area
of roof. Tonight there was no such drop, for a great lake of
rain-water lapped at the dusty board of the Hall. To a strang-
er the lake gave the appearance of profound depth as it basked
in the moon. Flay, stepping backwards over the raised strip of
boarding, sent up a fountain of lemon-yellow spray as his foot
descended. In a moment he was spidering his legs backwards
through water as warm as tea. The air, for all the downpour,
was as oppressive as ever. The horrible weight of heat was un-
dispersed.
And then the horror happened. Swelter, following at high speed,
had caught his toe at the raised lip of the opening, and unable
to check his momentum, had avalanched himself into warm water.
The cleaver sailed from his grasp and, circling in the moonlight,
fell with a fluke of flame in the far, golden silence of the
lake. As Swelter, face down and floundering like a sea-monster,
struggled to find his feet, Flay reached him. As he did so, with
a primeval effort the cook, twisting his trunk about, found, and
then lost again, a temporary foothold and, writhing, fell back
again, this time upon his back, where he floated, lashing, great
washes of water spreading on all sides to the furthermost reaches.
For a moment he was able to breathe, but whether this advantage
was outbalanced by his having to see, towering above him, the dark,
up reaching body of his foe--with the hilt of the sword raised
high over his head, both hands grasping it and the point directed
at the base of his ribs, only he could know. The water about him
was reddening and his eyes, like marbles of gristle, rolled in
the moonlight as the sword plunged steeply. Flay did not trouble
to withdraw it. It remained like a mast of steel whose sails had
fallen to the decks where, as though with a life of their own,
unconnected with wind or tide, they leapt and shook in ghastly
turbulence. At the masthead, the circular sword hilt, like a
crow's nest, boasted no inch-high pirate. Flay, leaning against
the outer wall of the Hall of Spiders, the water up to his knees
and watching with his eyes half-closed, the last death throes,
heard a sound above him, and in a shudder of gooseflesh turned
his eyes and found them staring into a face--a face that smiled
in silver light from the depths of the Hall beyond. Its eyes were
circular and its mouth was opening, and as the lunar silence came
down as though for ever in a vast white sheet, the long-drawn
screech of a death-owl tore it, as though it had been calico,
from end to end.
GONE
In after years Mr Flay was almost daily startled to remembrance
of what now ensued. It returned in the way that dreams recur, sud-
denly and unsolicited. The memory was always unearthly, but no
less so than the hours themselves which followed upon Swelter's
death--hours as it were from a monstrous clock across whose face,
like the face of a drum, was stretched the skin of the dead chef--
a clock whose hands trailed blood across and through the long min-
utes as they moved in a circular trance. Mr Flay moved with them.
He would remember how the Earl at the window was awake; how he
had held his rod with the jade knob in his hand, and how he had step-
ped down in the lake of rain. He had prodded the body and it had
twisted for a minute and then righted itself, as though it were
alive and had a positive wish to remain staring at the moon. The
Earl then closed the cook's eyes, moving the two petals of pulp
over the irrespective blood-alleys.
"Mr Flay," Lord Sepulchrave had said.
"Lordship?" queried his servant, hoarsely.
"You did not reply to me when I saluted you."
Flay did not know what his master could mean. Saluted him? He had
not been spoken to. And then he remembered the cry of the
owl. He shuddered.
Lord Sepulchrave tapped the hilt of the sword-mast with his rod.
"Do you think that they will enjoy him?" he said. He parted his
lips slowly. "We can but proffer him. That is the least we can do."
Of the nightmare that followed it is needful to say only that the
long hours of toil which followed culminated at the Tower of Flints
to which they had dragged the body, after having steered it between
a gap in the battlements through which the lake was emptying itself.
Swelter had descended in the two hundred-foot cascade of moon-
sparkling water and they had found his body, spread to the size of a
sheet and bubbling on the drenched gravel. A rope had been procured
and a hook attached and the long drag had at last been effected.
The white silence was terrible. The moonlight like a hoar frost on
the Tower of Flints. The shell of the library glimmered in the
distance far down the long line of halls and pavilions, and of domed,
forsaken structures. To their right the lit pine-woods were split
with lines of midnight. About their feet a few cones, like ivory
carvings, were scattered, anchored to the pale earth by their sha-
dows. What was once Swelter glistened.
And the Earl had said: "This is my hour, Flay. You must go from here,
Mr Flay. You must go away. This is the hour of my reincarnation. I
must be alone with him. That you killed him is your glory. That I
can take him to them is mine. Good-bye, for my life is beginning.
Goodbye … good-bye." And he had turned away, one hand still hold-
ing the rope, and Flay half ran and half walked for a short dist-
ance towards the Castle, his head turned over his shoulder, his
body shuddering. When he stopped, the Earl was dragging the glis-
tening thing behind him and was at the time-eaten opening at the
base of the Tower.
A moment later and he was gone, the flattened weight undulating as
it slithered up and over the three steps that led into the corroded
entrance, the form of the steps showing in blurred contour.
Everything was moving round and round--the Tower, the pines, the
corpse, the moon, and even the inhuman cry of pain that leapt
from the Tower's throat into the night--the cry, not of an owl, but
of a man about to die. As it echoed and echoed, the lank and ex-
hausted servant fell fainting in his tracks, while the sky about
the Tower became white with the lit bodies of circling owls, and
the entrance to the Tower filled with a great weight of feathers,
beaks and talons as the devouring of the two incongruous remains
proceeded.
THE ROSES WERE STONES
Alone among the Twisted Woods--like a branch himself, restless a-
mong the rooted trees, he moved rapidly, the sound of his knees
becoming day by day familiar to the birds, and hares.
Ribbed with the sunlight where the woodlands thinned, dark as sha-
dows themselves where no sun came, he moved as though pursued.
For so long a time had he slept in the cold, lightless corridor that
waking, as it were, with no protection from the dawn, or stretch-
ing himself for sleep, defenceless before the twilight and sundown,
he was at first unable to feel other than nakedness and awe. Na-
ture, it seemed, was huge as Gormenghast. But as time went on he
learned to find the shortest and most secret ways of hill and
woodland, of escarpment and marshland, to trace the winding of
the river and its weed-bound tributaries.
He realized that though the raw ache for the life he had lost was
no less with him, yet the exertions he was obliged to make for his
own preservation and the call that such a life made upon his inge-
nuity, had their compensations. He learned, day by day, the ways of
this new world. He felt proud of the two caves which he had found
in the slopes of Gormenghast Mountain. He had cleared them of rocks
and hanging weeds. He had built the stone ovens and the rock tables,
the hurdling across their walls to discourage the foxes, and the
beds of foliage. One lay to the south at the fringe of the unex-
plored country. It was remote and very thrilling to his bones--for
the mountain lay between him and the far Castle. The second cave
was in the northern slope, smaller, but one which on rainy nights
was more likely to prove accessible. In a glade of the Twisted
Woods he had constructed a shack as his primary and especial home.
He was proud of his growing skill at snaring rabbits: and of his
successes with the net he had so patiently knotted with lengths
of tough root fibre; and it was sweet to taste the fish he pre-
pared and ate alone in the shadow of his shack. The long evenings
were like blond eternities--stifling and silent save for the oc-
casional flutter of a wing or the scream of a passing bird. A
stream which had all but dried moved past his doorway and disa-
ppeared in the shadows of the undergrowth to the south. His love
of this lost glade he had selected grew with the development of
a woodland instinct which must have been latent in his blood, and
with the feeling that he possessed something of his own--a hut he
had made with his own hands. Was this rebellion? He did not know.
The day over, he would sit at the door of his cabin, his knees be-
neath his chin, his bony hands clasping his elbows, and stare rum-
inatively (a stranger would have thought sullenly) before him as
the shadows lengthened inch by inch. He had started to turn over
in his mind the whole story of Gormenghast as it had affected him.
Of Fuchsia, now that he could see her no longer, he found it pain-
ful to reminisce, for he missed her more than he could have imag-
ined possible.
The weeks went by and his skill grew, so that he had no longer to
lie in wait for half a day at a time at the mouths of warrens, a
club in his hand; nor waste long hours by the river, fishing the
less hopeful reaches for lack of lore. He could devote more and
more of his time to conditioning his shack against the approaching
autumn and inevitable winter; to exploring further afield, and to
brooding in the evening sunlight. It was then that the vile, night-
mare memory would most often return. The shape of a cloud in the
sky--the sight of a red beetle--anything might suddenly awake the
horror; and he would dig his nails into the palms of his hands as
the recollection of the murder and of the subsequent death of his
master discoloured his brain.
There were few days in which he did not climb the foothills of the
Mountain, or pick his way to the edge of the Twisted Woods, in
order to see the long broken line of Gormenghast's backbone. Hours
of solitude in the wood were apt to detach him from the reality of
any other life, and he would at times find that he was running gawk-
ily through the boles in a sudden fear that there was no Gormenghast:
that he had dreamed it all: that he belonged to nowhere, to nothing:
that he was the only man alive in a dream of endless branches.
The sight of that broken skyline so interwoven with his earliest re-
collections reassured him that though he was himself ejected and
abandoned, yet all that had given him purpose and pride in life was
there, and was no dream or fable, but as real as the hand which
shielded his eyes, a reality of immemorial stone, where lived,
where died, and where was born again the lit line of the Groans.
On one such evening, after scanning the Castle for some while, and
moving his eyes at last across the corruscation of the mudhuts,
he rose to his feet and began his return journey to the glade, when
suddenly changing his mind, he retraced a hundred or so of his
steps and set off to his left, penetrating with astonishing speed
a seemingly impenetrable valley of thorns. These stunted trees gave
way at length to sparser shrub, the leaves, which had all but fall-
en with drought, hanging to the brittled branches only by reason of
the belated refreshment which the sudden storm had given to their
roots on the night of the murder. The incline on either side could
now be seen more clearly, and as Flay picked his way through the
last barrier of shrubs, ash-coloured slopes lifted unbroken on his
either hand, the grass as sleek and limp as hair, with not a pale
blade upright. There was not a breath of wind. He rested himself,
lying out upon his back on a hot slope to his right. His knees were
drawn up (for angles were intrinsic to his frame in action or repose)
and he gazed abstractedly over the small of his outstretched arm at
the sheen on the grasses.
He did not rest for long, for he wished to arrive at his northern
cave before dusk. He had not been there for some while, and it
was with a kind of swart enjoyment that he surrendered to the sud-
den whim. The sun was already a far cry from its zenith, hanging
in haze, a few degrees above the horizon.
The prospect from the northern cave was unusual. It gave Mr Flay
what he imagined must be pleasure. He was discovering more and
more in this new and strange existence, this vastness so far re-
moved from corridors and halls, burned libraries and humid kitch-
ens, that gave rise in him to a new sensation, this interest in
phenomena beyond ritual and obedience--something which he hoped
was not heretical in him--the multiformity of the plants and the
varying textures in the barks of trees, the varieties of fish and
bird and stone. It was not in his temperament to react excitedly
to beauty, for, as such, it had never occurred to him. It was not
in him to think in terms. His pleasure was of a dour and practi-
cal breed; and yet, not altogether. When a shaft of light fell a-
ross a dark area his eyes would turn to the sky to discover the
rift through which the rays had broken. Then they would return
with a sense of accomplishment to the play of the beams. But he
would keep his eye upon them. Not that he supposed them to be
worth looking at--imagining there was something wrong in himself
for wasting his time in such a fruitless way. As the days went
by he had found that he was moving to and fro through the region
in order to be at one place or another in time to watch the
squirrels among the oaks at noon, the homecoming of the rooks,
or the death of the day from some vantage point of his finding.
And so it was this night that he wished to watch the crags as
they blackened against the falling sun.
It took him another hour of walking to reach the northern cave,
and he was tired when he stripped himself of his ragged shirt
and rested his back against the cool outer wall. He was only
just in time, for the circle, like a golden plate, was balanc-
ing upon its rim on the point of the northernmost of the main
crags of Gormenghast Mountain. The sky about it was old-rose,
translucent as alabaster, yet sumptuous as flesh. And mature.
Mature as a soft skin or heavy fruit, for this was no callow
experiment in zoneless splendour--this impalpable sundown was
consummate and the child of all the globe's archaic sundowns
since first the red eye winked.
As the thin man's gaze travelled down the steep sides of this
crag to the great heart-shaped gulch beneath it where what
vegetation there was lay sunk in a sea of shade, he felt rath-
er than saw, for his thoughts were still in the darkness, a
quickening of the air about him and lifting his head he notic-
ed how, with a deepening of the rose in the sky, all things
were tinted, as though they had awaited the particular concen-
tration of hue which the sky now held, before admitting the
opinions of their separate colours to be altered or modified.
As at the stroke of a warlock's wand the world was suffused--
all things saving the sun, which, in contradiction to the col-
our of the vapours and the forms that it had raddled, remained
golden.
Flay began to untie his boots. Behind him his swept cave yawn-
ed, a million prawn-coloured motes swaying against the darkness
at the entrance. He noticed, as he worked his heel free of the
leather, that the crag was biting its way into the sun and had
all but reached its centre. He leant his bony head backward a-
gainst the stone, and his face became lit and the stubble of
his first beard shone, its every hair a thread of copper wire,
as he followed the course of the crag's crest in its seemingly
upward and arrow-headed journey, its black barbs eating out-
wards as it climbed.
Inexorable as was its course, there was, that summer evening,
more destiny in the progress of another moving form, so infin-
itesimal in the capacious mountain dusk, than in the vast
sun's ample, spellbound cycle.
Through her, in microcosm, the wide earth sobbed. The star-
globe sank in her; the colours faded. The death-dew rose and
the wild birds in her breast climbed to her throat and gath-
ered songless, hovering, all tumult, wing to wing, so ardent
for those climes where all things end.
To Flay, it was as though the silence of his solitude had been
broken, the senses invading each other's provinces, for on see-
ing the movement of something the size of the letter "i', that
moved in silhouette against the gigantic yellow plate, he had
the sensation of waking from a dream which took hold of him.
Distant as it was, he could tell it for a human form. That it
was Keda it was not in his power to realize. He knew himself
for witness. He could not stop himself. He knelt forward on
his knees, while the moments melted, one into the next. He
grew more rigid. The tiny, infinitely remote figure was mov-
ing across the sun towards the crag's black edge. Impotently,
he watched, his jaw thrust forwards and a cold sweat broke a-
cross his bony brow, for he knew himself to be in the presence
of Sorrow--and an interloper upon something more personal and
secret than he had the right to watch. And yet impersonal. For
in the figurette was the personification of all pain, taking,
through sliding time, its final paces.
She moved slowly, for the climb had tired her and it had not
been long since she had borne the child of clay, like alabas-
ter, the earthless daughter who had startled all. It was as
though Keda was detached from the world, exalted and magnific-
ently alone in the rose-red haze of the upper air. At the edge
of the naked drop to the shades below she came to a standstill,
and, after a little while, turned her head to Gormenghast and
the Dwellings, afloat in the warm haze. They were unreal. They
were so far, so remote. No longer of her, they were over. Yet
she turned her head for the child's sake.
Her head, turning, was dimensionless. A thong about her neck
supported the proud carvings of her lovers. They hung across her
breasts. At the edge of age, there was a perilous beauty in her
face as of the crag's edge that she stood upon. The last of foot-
holds; such a little space. The colour fading on the seven-foot
strip. It lay behind her like a carpet of dark roses. The roses
were stones. There was one fern growing. It was beside her feet.
How tall? … A thousand feet? Then she must have her head among
far stars. How far all was! Too far for Flay to see her head had
turned--a speck of life against that falling sun.
Upon his knees he knew that he was witness.
About her and below lay the world. All things were ebbing. A
moon that climbed suddenly above the eastern skyline, chilling
the rose, waned through her as it waxed, and she was ready.
She moved her hair from her eyes and cheekbones. It hung deep
and still as the shadow in a well; it hung down her straight back
like midnight. Her brown hands pressed the carvings inwards to
her breast, and as a smile began to grow, the eyebrows raised a
little, she stepped outwards into the dim atmosphere, and fall-
ing, was most fabulously lit by the moon and the sun.
"BARQUENTINE AND STEERPIKE"
The inexplicable disappearance of both Lord Sepulchrave and Swelt-
er was, of course, the burden of Gormenghast--its thoughts' fibre --
from the meanest of the latter's scullions to the former's mate.
The enigma was absolute, for the whereabouts of Flay was equally
obscure.
There was no end to the problem. The long corridors were susurrous
with rumour. It was unthinkable that so ill-matched a pair should
have gone together. Gone? Gone where? There was nowhere to
go. It was equally unthinkable that they should have gone singly,
and for the same reason.
The illness of the Earl had, of course, been uppermost in the minds
of the Countess, Fuchsia and the Doctor, and an exhaustive search
had been organized under the direction of Steerpike. It revealed no
vestige of a clue, although from Steerpike's point of view it had
been well worth while, for it gave him occasion to force an entry
into rooms and halls which he had for a long while hoped to inves-
tigate with a view to his own re-establishment.
It was on the ninth day of the search that Barquentine decided to
call a halt to exertions which were going not only against his
grain, but the grain of every rooted denizen of the stone forest--
that terraced labyrinth of broken rides.
The idea of the head of the House being away from his duties for
an hour was sufficiently blasphemous: that he should have disap-
peared was beyond speech. It was beyond anger. Whatever had hap-
pened to him, whatever had been the cause of his desertion, there
could be no two ways about it--his Lordship was a renegade, not
only in the eyes of Barquentine, but (dimly or acutely perceived),
in the eyes of all.
That a search had to be made was obvious, but it was also in ev-
eryone's thoughts that to find the Earl would cause so painful,
so frantically delicate a situation that there would be advant-
ages were his disappearance to remain a mystery.
The horror with which Barquentine had received the news had now,
at the end of the ninth day, given place to a stony and intract-
able loathing for all that he associated with the personality
of his former master, his veneration for the Earl (as a descen-
dant of the original line) disassociating itself from his feel-
ings about the man himself. Sepulchrave had behaved as a traitor.
There could be no excuses. His illness? What was that to him?
Even in illness he was of the Groans.
During those first days after the fateful news he had become a
monster as he scoured the building, cursing all who crossed his
path, probing into room after room, and thrashing out with his
crutch at any whom he considered tardy.
That Titus should from the very beginning be under his control
and tutelage was his only sop. He turned it over on his withered
tongue.
He had been impressed by Steerpike's arrangements for the search,
during which he had been forced to come into closer contact
with the youth than formerly. There was no love lost between
them, but the ancient began to have a grudging respect for the
methodical and quickly moving youth. Steerpike was not slow to
observe the obscurest signs of this and he played upon them. On
the day when, at Barquentine's orders, the searchings ceased,
the youth was ordered to the Room of Documents. There he found
the ragged Barquentine seated on a high-backed chair, a variety
of books and papers on a stone table before him. It was as though
his knotted beard was sitting on the stone between his wrinkled
hands. His chin was thrust forward, so that his stretched throat
appeared to be composed of a couple of lengths of rope, several
cords and a quantity of string. Like his father's, his head was
wrinkled to the brink of belief, his eyes and mouth when closed
disappearing altogether. Propped against the stone table was his
crutch.
"You called for me?" queried Steerpike from the door.
Barquentine raised his hot-looking, irritable eyes and dropped
the cross-hatched corners of his mouth.
"Come here, you," he rasped.
Steerpike moved to the table, approaching in a curious, swift
and sideways manner. There was no carpet on the floor and his
footsteps sounded crisply.
When he reached the table and stood opposite the old man, he in-
clined his head to one side.
"Search over," said Barquentine. "Call the dogs off. Do you hear?"
He spat over his shoulder.
Steerpike bowed.
"No more nonsense!" barked the old voice. "Body of me, we've seen
enough of it."
He started to scratch himself through a horrible-looking tear in
his scarlet rags. There was a period of silence while this opera-
tion proceeded. Steerpike began to shift the weight of his body
to his other leg.
"Where do you think you're going to? Stand still, you rat-damned
misery, will you? By the lights of the mother I buried rump-end
up, hold your clod, boy, hold your clod." The hairs about his mouth
were stuck with spittle as he fingered his crutch on the stone table.
Steerpike sucked at his teeth. He watched every move of the old man
in front of him, and waited for a loophole in the armour.
Sitting at the table, Barquentine might have been mistaken for a
normally constructed elder, but it came as a shock even to Steerpike
to see him clamber off the seat of the high-backed chair, raise his
arm for the crutch and strike a path of wood and leather around the
circumference of the table, his chin on a level with its surface.
Steerpike, who was himself on the small side, even for his seventeen
years, found that the Master of Ritual, were he to have brought his
head forward for a few inches, would have buried his bristling nose
a hand's breadth above the navel, that pivot for a draughtsman's eye,
that relic whose potentiality appears to have been appreciated only
by the dead Swelter, who saw in it a reliable saltcellar, when that
gentleman decided upon eggs for his breakfast in bed.
Be that as it irrelevantly may, Steerpike found himself staring down
in to an upturned patch of wrinkles. In this corrugated terrain two
eyes burned. In contrast to the dry sand-coloured skin they appeared
grotesquely liquid, and to watch them was ordeal by water; all inno-
cence was drowned. They lapped at the dry rims of the infected well-
heads. There were no lashes.
He had made so rapid and nimble a detour of the stone table that he
surprised Steerpike, appearing with such inexpectation beneath the
boy's nose. The alternate thud, and crack of sole and crutch came
suddenly to silence. Into this silence a small belated sound, all
upon its own, was enormous and disconnected. It was Barquentine's
foot, shifting its position as the crutch remained in place. He had
improved his balance. The concentration in the ancient's face was
too naked to be studied for more than a moment at a time. Steerpike,
after a rapid survey, could only think that either the flesh and the
passion of the head below him was fused into a substance of the old
man's compounding; or that all the other heads he had ever seen were
masks--masks of matter per se, with no admixture of the incorporeal.
This old tyrant's head was his feeling. It was modelled from it, and
of it.
Steerpike was too near it--the nakedness of it. Naked and dry with
those wet well-heads under the time-raked brow.
But he could not move away--not without calling down, or rather call-
ing up the wrath of this wizened god. He shut his eyes and worked his
tongue into a tooth-crater.Then there was a sound, for Barquentine,
having exhausted, apparently, what diversion there was to be found in
the youth's face as seen from below, had spat twice and very rapidly,
each expectoration finding a temporary lodging on the bulges of Steer-
pike's lowered lids.
"Open them!" cried the cracked voice. "Open them up, bastard whelp of
a whore-rat!"
Steerpike with wonder beheld the septuagenarian balancing upon his only
leg with the crutch raised above his head. It was not directed at hims-
elf, however, but with its grasper swivelled in the direction of the
table, seemed about to descend. It did, and a thick dusty mist arose
from the books on which it landed. A moth flapped through the dust.
When it had settled, the youth, his head turned over his shoulder, his
small dark-red eyes half closed, heard Barquentine say:
"So you can call the dogs off! Body of me, if it isn't time! Time and
enough. Nine days wasted! Wasted!--by the stones wasted! Do you hear
me, stoat's lug? Do you hear me?"
Steerpike began to bow, with his eyebrows raised by way of indicating
that his ear drums had proved themselves equal to the call made upon
them. If the art of gesture had been more acutely developed in him he
might have implied by some hyper-subtle inclination of his body that
what aural inconvenience he experienced lay not so much in his having
to strain his ears, as in having them strained for him.
As it was, it proved unnecessary for him to ever complete the bow he
had begun, for Barquentine was delivering yet another blow to the books
and papers on the table, and a fresh cloud of dust had arisen. His eyes
had left the youth--and Steerpike was stranded--in one sense only--in
that the flood-water of the eyes no longer engulfed him, the stone table
as though it were a moon, drawing away the dangerous tide.
He wiped the spittle from his eyelids with one of Dr Prunesquallor's
handkerchiefs.
"What are those books, boy?" shouted Barquentine, returning the handle
of his crutch to his armpit, "By my head of skin, boy, what are they?"
"They are the Law," said Steerpike.
With four stumps of the crutch the old man was below him again and sluic-
ing him with his hot wet eyes.
"By the blind powers, it's the truth," he said. He cleared his throat.
"Don't stand there staring. What is Law? Answer me, curse you!"
Steerpike replied without a moment's consideration but with the worm of
his guile like a bait on the hook of his brain: "Destiny, sir, Destiny."
Vacant, trite and nebulous as was the reply, it was of the right kind.
Steerpike knew this. The old man was aware of only one virtue--Obedience
to Tradition. The destiny of the Groans. The law of Gormenghast.
No individual Groan of flesh and blood could awake in him this loyalty
he felt for "Groan' the abstraction--the symbol. That the course of this
great dark family river should flow on and on, obeying the contours of
hallowed ground, was his sole regard.
The seventy-sixth Earl should he ever be found, dead or alive, had for-
feited his right to burial among the Tombs. Barquentine had spent the
day among volumes of ritual and precedent. So exhaustive was the compil-
ation of relevant and tabulated procedure to be adopted in unorthodox
and unforeseen circumstances that a parallel to Lord Sepulchrave's dis-
appearance was at last rooted out by the old man--the fourteenth Earl
of Groan having disappeared leaving an infant heir. Nine days only had
been allowed for the search, after which the child was to be proclaimed
the rightful Earl, standing the while upon a raft of chestnut boughs a-
float on the lake, a stone in the right hand, an ivy-branch in the left,
and a necklace of snail-shells about the neck; while shrouded in foliage
the next of kin and all who were invited to the "Earling' stood, sat,
crouched or lay among the branches of the marginal trees.
All this had now, once again, hundreds of years later, to be put in hand,
for the nine days were over and it was in Barquentine that all power in
matters of procedure was vested. It was for him to give the orders. In
his little old body was Gormenghast in microcosm.
"Ferret," he said, still staring up at Steerpike, "your answer's good.
Body of me, Destiny it is. What is your bastard name, child?"
"Steerpike, sir."
"Age?"
"Seventeen."
"Buds and fledglings? So they still spawn 'em so! Seventeen." He put a
withered tongue between his dry, wrinkled lips. It might have been the
tongue of a boot. "Seventeen," he repeated in a voice of such ruminative
incredulity as startled the youth, for he had never before heard any
such intonation emerge from that old throat. "Bloody wrinkles! say it
again, chicken."
"Seventeen," said Steerpike.
Barquentine went off into a form of trance, the well-heads of his eyes
appearing to cloud over and become opaque like miniature sargassos, of
dull chalky-blue--the cataract veil--for it seemed that he was trying to
remember the daedal days of his adolescence. The birth of the world; of
spring on the rim of Time.
Suddenly he came-to, and cursed; and as though to shake off something
noxious he worked his shoulder-blades to and fro, as he pad-hopped ir-
ritably around his crutch, the ferrule squeaking as it swivelled on the
carpetless floor.
"See here, boy," he said, when he had come to a halt, "there is work to
do. There is a raft to be built, body of me, a raft of chestnut boughs
and no other. The procession. The bareback racing for the bagful. The
barbecue in the Stone Hall. Hell slice me up, boy! call the hounds off."
"Yes, sir," said Steerpike. "Shall I send them back to their quarters?"
"Eh?" muttered Barquentine, "what's that?"
"I said shall I return them to their quarters?" said Steerpike. An af-
firmative noise from the throat of strings was the reply. But as Steer-
pike began to move off, "Not yet, you dotard! Not yet!" And then: "Who's
your master?"
Steerpike reflected a moment. "I have no immediate master," he said.
"I attempt to make myself useful--here and there."
"You do, do you, my sprig? 'Here and there,' do you? I can see through
you. Right the way through you, suckling, bones and brain. You can't
fool me, by the stones you can't. You're a great little rat but there'll
be no more 'here and there' for you. It will be only "here", do you un-
derstand?" The old man ground his crutch into the floor. "Here," he adde-
d, with an access of vehemence; "beside me. You may be useful. Very use-
ful." He scratched himself through a tear at his armpit.
"What will my salary amount to?" said Steerpike, putting his hands in
his pockets.
"Your keep, you insolent bastard! your keep! What more do you want? Hell
fire child! have you no pride? A roof, your food, and the honour of stud-
ying the Ritual. Your keep, curse you, and the secrets of the Groans. How
else could you serve me but by learning the iron Trade? Body of me--I
have no son. Are you ready?"
"I have never been more so," said the high shouldered boy.
BY GORMENGHAST LAKE
Little gusts of fresh, white air blew fitfully through the high trees that
surrounded the lake. In the dense heat of the season it seemed they had no
part; so distinct they were from the sterile body of the air. How could such
thick air open to shafts so foreign and so aqueous? The humid season was
split open for their every gush. It closed as they died like a hot blanket,
only to be torn again by a blue quill, only to close again; only to open.
The sickness was relieved, the sickness and the staleness of the summer day.
The scorched leaves pattered one against the next, and the tares screaked
thinly together, the tufted heads nodding, and upon the lake was the stip-
pled commotion of a million pin-pricks and the sliding of gooseflesh sha-
dows that released or shrouded momently the dancing of diamonds.
Through the trees of the southern hanger that sloped steeply to the water
could be seen, through an open cradle of high branches, -a portion of Gor-
menghast Castle, sun blistered and pale in its dark frame of leaves; a
remote facade.
A bird swept down across the water, brushing it with her breast-feathers
and leaving a trail as of glow-worms across the still lake. A spilth of
water fell from the bird as it climbed through the hot air to clear the
lakeside trees, and a drop of lake water clung for a moment to the leaf
of an ilex. And as it clung its body was titanic. It burgeoned the vast
summer. Leaves, lake and sky reflected. The hanger was stretched across
it and the heat swayed in the pendant. Each bough, each leaf--and as the
blue quills ran, the motion of minutiae shivered, hanging. Plumply it
slid and gathered, and as it lengthened, the distorted reflection of high
crumbling acres of masonry beyond them, pocked with nameless windows,
and of the ivy that lay across the face of that southern wing like a
black hand, trembled in the long pearl as it began to lose its grip on
the edge of the ilex leaf.
Yet even as it fell the leaves of the far ivy lay fluttering in the belly
of the tear, and, microscopic, from a thorn prick window a face gazed out
into the summer.
In the lake the reflections of the trees wavered with a concertina motion
when the waters ruffled and between the gusts slowed themselves into a
crisp stillness. But there was one small area of lake to which the gusts
could not penetrate, for a high crumbling wall, backed by a coppice,
shielded a shallow creek where the water steamed and was blotched with
swarms of tadpoles.
It lay at the opposite end of the lake to the steep hanger and the castle,
from which direction the little breeze blew. It basked in the northerly
corner of the lake's eastern extremity. From west to east (from the hang-
ar to the creek) stretched the lake's attenuate length, but the north and
south shores were comparatively close to one another, the southern being
for the main part embattled with dark ranks of conifers, some of the ced-
ars and pines growing out of the water itself. Along the north shore there
was fine grey sand which petered out among the spinneys of birch and elder.
On the sand, at the water's edge, and roughly in the centre of the nor-
thern shore, was spread an enormous rust-coloured rug, and in the centre
of the rug sat Nannie Slagg. Fuchsia lay upon her back, close by her, with
her head upon one side and her forearm across her eyes to protect them
from the sun. Tottering to and fro across the hot drab sand was Titus in
a yellow shift. His hair had grown and darkened. It was quite straight,
but made up for its lack of curls by its thickness and weight. It reached
his shoulders, a dark umber, and over his forehead it hung in a heavy
fringe.
Stopping for a moment (as though something very important had occurred to
him) in the middle of a tiny, drunken totter, he turned his head to Mrs
Slagg. His eyebrows were drawn down over the unique violet of his eyes,
and there was a mixture of the pathetic, the ludicrous, and the sage in
the expression of his pippin face. Even a suspicion of the pompous for a
moment as he swayed and sat down suddenly having lost his balance--and
then, having collapsed, a touch of the august. But, suddenly, in a side-
ways crawl, one leg thrusting him forward, his arms paddling wrist-deep
through the sand and his other leg making no effort to play its part,
content only to trail itself beneath and behind its energetic counterpart,
he forsook the phlegmatic and was all impetuousness; but not a smile cross-
ed his lips.
When he had reached the rust-coloured rug he sat quite still a few feet
from Mrs Slagg and scrutinized the old lady's shoe, his elbow on his knee
and his chin sunk in his hand, an attitude startlingly adult and inappropriate
in a child of less than eighteen months.
"Oh, my poor heart! how he does look," came Mrs Slagg's thin voice. "As
though I haven't loved him and toiled to make him joyous. Worn myself out
to the marrow for his little Lordship, I have, day after day, night after
night, with this after this and that after that piling ag'ny on ag'ny un-
til you'd think he would be glad of love; but he just goes on as though
he's wiser than his old Nannie, who knows all about the vacancies of ba-
bies," ("vagaries', she must have meant), "and all I get is naughtiness
from his sister--oh, my weak heart, naughtiness and spleen."
Fuchsia raised herself on her elbow and gazed at the brooding conifers on
the far side of the lake. Her eyes were not red from crying: she had cried
so much lately that she had drained herself of salt for a little. They had
the look of eyes in which hosts of tears had been fought back and had tri-
umphed.
"What did you say?"
"That's it! that's it!" Mrs Slagg became petulant. "Never listens. Too wise
now to listen, I suppose, to an old woman who hasn't long to live."
I didn't hear you," said Fuchsia.
"You never try," replied Nannie. "That's what it is--you never try. I might
as well not be here."
Fuchsia had grown tired of the old nurse's querulous and tearful admonish-
ments. She shifted her gaze from the pines to her brother, who had begun
to struggle with the buckle of one of her shoes, "Well, there's a lovely
breeze, anyway," she said.
The old nurse, who had forgotten she was in the middle of chastening
Fuchsia, jerked her wizened face toward the girl in a startled way. "What,
my caution dear?" she said. And then remembering that her "caution'
had
been in her disfavour for some reason which she had forgotten, she pursed
her face up with a ridiculous and puny haughtiness, as much as to say:
"I
may have called you "my caution dear", but that doesn't mean
that we're
on speaking terms."
Fuchsia gazed at her in a sullen sadness. "I said there's a lovely breeze,"
she repeated.
Mrs Slagg could never keep up her sham dignity for long, and she smacked
out at Fuchsia, as a final gesture, and misjudging the distance, her blow
fell short and she toppled over on her side. Fuchsia, leaning across the
rug, re-established the midget as though she were setting an ornament and
left her arm purposely within range, for she knew her old nurse. Sure e-
nough, once Nannie Slagg had recovered and had smoothed out her skirt in
front of her and reset her hat with the glass-grapes, she delivered a weak
blow at Fuchsia's arm.
"What did you say about the breezes, dear? Nothing worth hearing, I expect,
as usual."
"I said they were lovely," said Fuchsia.
"Yes, they are," said Nannie, after reflection. "Yes, they are, my only--
but they don't make me any younger. They just go round the edge of me and
make my skin feel nicer."
"Well, that's better than nothing, I suppose," said Fuchsia.
"But it's not enough, you argumentary thing. It's not enough when there's
so much to do. What with your big mother being so cross with me as though
I could help your poor father's disappearance and all the trouble of the
food in the kitchen; as though I could help."
At the mention of her father Fuchsia closed her eyes.
She had herself searched--searched. She had grown far older during the
last few weeks--older in that her heart had been taxed by greater strains
of
passion than it had ever felt before. Fear of the unearthly, the ghastly--
for she had been face to face with it--the fear of madness and of a violence
she suspected. It had made her older, stiller, more apprehensive. She had
known pain--the pain of desolation--of having been forsaken and of losing
what little love there was. She had begun to fight back within herself and
had stiffened, and she began to be conscious of a vague pride; of an awake-
ning realization of her heritage. Her father in disappearing had completed
a link in the immemorial chain. She grieved his loss, her breast heavy and
aching with the pain of it; but beyond it and at her back she felt for the
first time, the mountain-range of the Groans, and that she was no longer
free, no longer just Fuchsia, but of the blood. All this was cloud in her.
Ominous, magnificent and indeterminate. Something she did not understand.
Something which she recoiled from--so incomprehensible in her were its
workings. Suddenly she had ceased to be a girl in all save in habits of
speech and action. Her mind and heart were older and all things, once so
clear, were filled with mist--all was tangled. Nannie repeated again, her
dim eyes gazing over the lake: "As though I could help all the troubles
and the badnesses of people here and there doing what they shouldn't. Oh,
my weak heart! as though it were all my fault."
"No one says it's your fault," said Fuchsia. "You think people are think-
ing what they don't. It hasn't been anything to do with you."
"It hasn't, has it--oh, my caution dear, it hasn't, has it?" Then her eyes
became focused again (as far as they were able). "What hasn't, darling?"
"Never mind," said Fuchsia. "Look at Titus."
Nannie turned her head, disapproving of Fuchsia's answer as she did so,
and saw the little creature in his yellow shift rise to his feet and walk
solemnly away, from the great rust-coloured rug and over the hot drab
sand, his hands clasped before him.
"Don't you go and leave us, too!" cried Nannie Slagg. "We can do without
that horrid, fat Mr Swelter, but we can't do without our little Lordship.
We can do without Mr Flay and --'
Fuchsia rose to her knees, "we can't! we can't! Don't talk like that--so
horribly. Don't talk of it--you never must. Dear Flay and -- but you don't
understand; it's no good. Oh, what has happened to them?" She sank back
on her heels, her lower lip quivering, knowing that she must not let the
old nurse's thoughtless remarks touch on her open wounds.
As Mrs Slagg stared open-eyed, both she and Fuchsia were startled by a
voice, and turning they saw two tall figures approaching them through the
trees--a man--and, could it be?--yes, it was--a woman. It had a parasol.
Not that there would have been anything masculine about this second fig-
ure, even were it to have left the parasol at home. Far from it. The sway-
ing motion was prodigiously feminine. Her long neck was similar to her
brother's, tactlessly so, as would have been her face had not a fair por-
tion of it been mercifully obscured by her black glasses: but their major
dissimilarity was manifest in their pelvic zone. The Doctor (for it was
Prunesquallor) showed about as much sign of having a pair of hips as an
eel set upon its end, while Irma, in white silk, had gone out of her way,
it appeared, to exhibit to their worst advantage (her waist being ridi-
culously tight) a pair of hips capable of balancing upon their osseous
shelves enough bric-a-brac to clutter up a kleptomaniac's cupboard.
"The top of the morning to you, my dears," trilled the Doctor; "and when
I say "top" I mean the last cubic inch of it that sits, all limpid-like
on a crest of ether, ha, ha, ha."
Fuchsia was glad to see the Doctor. She liked him, for all his windy ver-
biage.
Irma, who had hardly been out of doors since that dreadful day when she
disgraced herself at the Burning, was making every effort to re-establish
herself as a lady--a lady, it is true, who had lapsed, but a lady never-
theless, and this effort at re-establishment was pathetically ostentatious.
Her dresses were cut still lower across her bosom; her peerless, milky
skin appearing to cover a couple of perches at least. She made even more
play with her hips which swayed when she talked as though, like a great
bell, they were regulated and motivated by a desire to sound, for they
did all but chime as her sharp, unpleasant voice (so contrasted to the
knell her pelvis might have uttered) dictated their figure-of-eight
(bird's-eye view, cross section) patternations.
Her long, sharp nose was directed at Fuchsia.
"Dear child," said Irma, "are you enjoying the delicious breeze, then,
dear child? I said are you enjoying the delicious breeze? Of course.
Irrefutably and more so, I have no doubt whatever." She smiled, but
there was no mirth in her smile, the muscles of her face complying only
so far as to move in the directions dictated, but refusing to enter into
the spirit of the thing--not that there was any.
"Tut tut!" said her brother in a tone which implied that it was unnec-
essary to answer his sister's conventional openings; and he sat down
at Fuchsia's side and flashed her a crocodile smile with gold stoppings.
"I'm glad you've come," said Fuchsia.
He patted her on the knee in a friendly staccato way, and then turned
to Nannie.
"Mrs Slagg," he said, laying great emphasis upon the "Mrs' as though it
was some unique prefix, "and how are you? How's the blood-stream, my
dear, invaluable little woman? How's the blood-stream? Come, come, let
your doctor know."
Nannie edged a little closer to Fuchsia, who sat between them, and peer-
ed at the Doctor around her shoulder.
"It's quite comfortable, sir...I think, sir, thank you," she said.
"Aha!" said Prunesquallor, stroking his smooth chin, "a comfortable
stream, is it? Aha! v-e-r-y good. V-e-r-y good. Dawdling lazily 'twixt
hill and hill, no doubt. Meandering through groves of bone, threading
the tissues and giving what sustenance it can to your dear old body,
Mrs Slagg. I am so glad. But in yourself--right deep down in yourself--
how do you feel? Carnally speaking, are you at peace--from the dear
grey hairs of your head to the patter of your little feet--are you at
peace?"
"What does he mean, dear?" said poor Mrs Slagg, clutching Fuchsia's arm.
"Oh, my poor heart, what does the Doctor mean?"
"He wants to know if you feel well or not," said Fuchsia.
Nannie turned her red-rimmed eyes to the shock-headed, smooth-skinned
man, whose eyes behind their magnifying spectacles swam and bulged.
"Come, come, my dear Mrs Slagg I'm not going to eat you. Oh, dear no.
Not even with some toast to pop you on, and a little pepper and salt.
Not a bit of it. You have been unwell, oh dear, yes--since the confla-
gration. My dear woman, you have been unwell--most unwell, and most
naturally. But are you better--that's what your doctor wants to know--
are you better?"
Nannie opened her puckered little mouth. "I ebbs and I flows, sir,"
she said, "and I falls away like." Then she turned her head to
Fuchsia very quickly as though to make sure she was still there, the
glass grapes tinkling on her hat.
Doctor Prunesquallor brought forth a large silk handkerchief and began
to dab his forehead. Irma, after a good deal of difficulty, presumably
with whalebones and such like, had managed to sit down on the rug amid
a good deal of creaking as of pulleys, cranks, hawsers and fish-hooks.
She did not approve of sitting on the ground, but she was tired of look-
ing down on their heads and decided to risk a brief interlude of unlady-
ness. She was staring at Titus and saying to herself: "If that were my
child I should cut his hair, especially with his position to keep up."
"And what does your "ebbing" consist of?" said the Doctor, returning
his silk handkerchief to his pocket. "Is it your heart that's tidal--or
your nerves--or your liver, bless you--or a general weariness of the
flesh?"
"I get tired," said Mrs Slagg. "I get so tired, sir. I have everything
to do." The poor old lady began to tremble.
"Fuchsia," said the Doctor, "come along this evening and I'll give you
a tonic which you must make her take every day. By all that's amaran-
thine you really must. Balsam and swansdown, Fuchsia dear, cygnets and
the eider bird, she must take it every day--syrup on the nerves, dear,
and fingers cool as tombs for her old, old brow."
"Nonsense," said his sister. "I said nonsense, Bernard."
"And here," continued Doctor Prunesquallor, taking no notice of his sis-
ter's interjection, "is Titus. Apparisoned in a rag torn from the sun
itself, ha, ha, ha! How vast he is getting! But how solemn." He made
clucking noises in his cheek. "The great day draws near, doesn't it?"
"Do you mean the "Earling"?" said Fuchsia.
"No less," said Prunesquallor, his head on one side.
"Yes," she answered, "it is in four days' time. They are making the
raft." Then suddenly, as though she could hold back the burden of her
thoughts no longer: "Oh, Doctor Prune, I must talk to you! May I see
you soon? Soon? Don't use long words with me when we're alone, dear
Doctor, like you sometimes do, because I'm so...well...because I've
got--I've got worries. Doctor Prune."
Prunesquallor languidly began to make marks in the sand with his long
white forefinger. Fuchsia, wondering why he did not reply, dropped her
eyes and saw that he had written:
"9 o'clock tonight Cool Room."
Then the long hand brushed away the message and at the same moment they
were conscious of presences behind them and, turning, they saw the
twins, Fuchsia's identical aunts, standing like purple carvings in the
heat.
The Doctor sprang nimbly to his feet and inclined his reedy body in
their direction.
They took no notice of his gallantry, staring past him in the direction
of Titus, who was sitting quietly at the lake's edge.
From the sky's zenith to where he sat upon the strip of sand it seemed
that a great backcloth had been let down, for the heat had flattened out
the lake, lifted it upright on its sandy rim; lifted the sloping bank
where the conifers, with their shadows, made patterns in three shades
of green, sun-struck and enormous; and balanced in a jig-saw way upon
the ragged edge of this painted wood was a heavy, dead, blue sky, tower-
ing to the proscenium arch of the vision's limit--the curved eyelid. At
the base of this staring drop-cloth of raw phenomena he sat, incredibly
minute; Titus in a yellow shift, his chin once more in his hand.
Fuchsia felt uncomfortable with her aunts standing immediately behind
her. She looked up sideways at them and it was hard to conceive that
they would ever be able to move again. Effigies, white-faced, white-
handed, and hung with imperial purple. Mrs Slagg was still unaware of
their presence, and in the silence a silly impulse to chatter gripped
her, and, forgetting her nervousness, she perked her head up at the
standing Doctor.
"You see, excuse me, Doctor sir," she said, startling herself by her
own bravery, "you see, I've always been of the energetic system, sir.
That's how I always was since I was a little girl, doing this and that
by turns. "What will she do next?" they always said. Always."
"I am sure they did," answered the Doctor, reseating himself on the
rug and turning to Nannie Slagg, his eyebrows raised, and a look of
incredulous absorption on his pink face.
Mrs Slagg was encouraged. No one had ever before appeared to be so
interested in anything she said. Prunesquallor had decided that there
was a fair chance of the twins remaining transfixed as they were, for
a good half-hour yet, and that to hang around on his elegant legs was
neither in his interests, physically, nor in accord with his self-
respect, which, although of peculiar brand was nevertheless deep-
rooted. They had not acknowledged his gesture. It is true they had
not noticed it--but that was not his fault.
"To hell with the old trouts," he trilled to himself. "Breastless as
wallpaper. By all that's sentient, my last post-mortem had more go
in it than the pair of 'em, turning somersaults."
As he held forth, inwardly, he was paying, outwardly, the most pass-
ionate attention to Mrs Slagg's every syllable.
"And it's always been the same," she was quavering, "always the same.
Responserverity all the time, Doctor; and I'm not a little thing any
more."
"Of course not, of course not, tut, tut; by all that's shrewd you speak
nobly, Mrs Slagg--very nobly," said Prunesquallor, considering at the
same time whether there would have been enough room for her in his
black bag, without removing the bottles.
"Because we're not as young as we were, are we, sir?"
Prunesquallor considered this point very carefully. Then he shook his
head. "What you say has the ring of truth in it," he said. "In fact, it
has every possible kind of ring in it. Ring-ting, my heart's on the wing,
as it were. But tell me, Mrs Slagg--tell me in your own concise way--of
Mr Slagg--or am I being indelicate? No--no--it couldn't be. Do you know,
Fuchsia? Do you? For myself, I am at sea over Mr Slagg. He is under my
keel--utterly under. That's queer! Utterly under. Or isn't it? No matter.
To put it brutally: was there a--No, no! Finesse, please. Who was--No,
no! Crude; crude. Forgive me. Of Mr Slagg, dear lady, have you any...
kind of--Good gracious me! and I've known you all this long while and
then this teaser comes--crops up like a dove on tenterhooks. There's a
"ring" in that--ha, ha, ha! And what a teaser! Don't you think so, dear?"
He turned to Fuchsia.
She could not help smiling, but held the old nurse's hand.
"When did you marry Mr Slagg, Nannie?" she asked.
Prunesquallor heaved a sigh. "The direct approach," he murmured. "The
apt angle. God bless my circuitous soul, we learn...we learn."
Mrs Slagg became very proud and rigid from the glass grapes on her hat
to her little seat.
"Mr Slagg," she said in a thin, high voice, "married me." She paused,
having delivered, as it seemed to her, the main blow; and then, as an
afterthought: "He died the same night--and no wonder."
"Good heavens--alive and dead and halfway between. By all that's enig-
matic, my dear, dear Mrs Slagg, what can you possibly mean?" cried the
Doctor, in so high a treble that a bird rattled its way through the leaves
of a tree behind them and sped to the west.
"He had a stroke," said Mrs Slagg.
"We've--had--strokes--too," said a voice.
They had forgotten the twins and all three turned their startled heads,
but they were not in time to see which mouth had opened.
But as they stared Clarice intoned: "Both of us, at the same time. It
was lovely."
"No, it wasn't," said Cora. "You forget what a nuisance it became."
"Oh, that!" replied her sister. "I didn't mind that. It's when we
couldn't do things with the left side of us that I didn't like it much."
"That's what I said, didn't I?"
"Oh no, you didn't."
"Clarice Groan," said Cora, "don't be above yourself."
"How do you mean?" said Clarice, raising her eyes nervously.
Cora turned to the Doctor for the first time. "She's ignorant," she said
blankly. "She doesn't understand figures of eight."
Nannie could not resist correcting the Lady Cora, for the Doctor's atten-
tion had infected her with an eagerness to go on talking. A little ner-
vous smile appeared on her lips, however, when she said: "You don't mean
"figures of eight", Lady Cora; you mean "figures of speech"."
Nannie was so pleased at knowing the expression that the smile remained
shuddering in the wrinkles of her lips until she realized that she was
being stared at by the aunts.
"Servant," said Cora. "Servant …'
"Yes, my lady. Yes, yes, my lady," said Nannie Slagg, struggling to her
feet.
"Servant," echoed Clarice, who had rather enjoyed what had happened.
Cora turned to her sister. "There's no need for you to say anything."
"Why not?" said Clarice.
"Because it wasn't you that she was disobedient with, stupid."
"But I want to give her some punishment, too," said Clarice.
"Why?"
"Because I haven't given any for such a long time...Have you?"
"You've never given any at all," said Cora.
"Oh yes, I have."
"Who to?"
"It doesn't matter who it was. I've given it, and that's that."
"That's what?"
"That's the punishment."
"Do you mean like our brother's?"
"I don't know. But we mustn't burn her, must we?"
Fuchsia had risen to her feet. To strike her aunts, or even to touch
them, would have made her quite ill and it is difficult to know what
she was about to do. Her hands were shaking at her sides.
The phrase, "But we mustn't burn her, must we?" had found itself a
long shelf at the back of Doctor Prunesquallor's brain that was near-
ly empty, and the ridiculous little phrase found squatting drowsily
at one end was soon thrown out by the lanky newcomer, which stretched
its body along the shelf from the "B' of its head to the "e' of its
tail, and turning over had twenty-four winks (in defiance of the usual
convention)--deciding upon one per letter and two over for luck; for
there was not much time for slumber, the owner of this shelf -- of the
whole bone house, in fact--being liable to pluck from the most obscure
of his grey-cell caves and crannies, let alone the shelves, the drowsy
phrases at any odd moment. There was no real peace. Nannie Slagg, with
her knuckles between her teeth, was trying to keep her tears back.
Irma was staring in the opposite direction. Ladies did not participate
in "situations'. They did not apprehend them. She remembered that per-
fectly. It was Lesson Seven. She arched her nostrils until they were
positively triumphal and convinced herself that she was not listening
very hard.
Dr Prunesquallor, imagining the time to be ripe, leapt to his feet and,
swaying like a willow wand that had been stuck in the ground and twanged
at its so exquisitely peeled head--uttered a strangely bizarre cry, fol-
lowed by a series of trills, which can only be stylized by the "Ha-ha-
ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-
ha', of literary convention, and wound up with:
"Titus! By all that's infinitesimal. Lord-bless-my-soul, if he hasn't
been eaten by a shark!"
Which of the five heads turned itself the most rapidly would be difficult
to assess. Possibly Nannie was a fraction of a second behind the others,
for the double reason that the condition of her neck was far from plastic
and because any ejaculation, however dramatic and however much it touch-
ed on her immediate concerns, took time to percolate to the correct area
of her confused little brain.
However, the word "Titus' was different in that it had before now discov-
ered a short cut through the cells. Her heart had leapt more quickly than
her brain and, obeying it involuntarily, before her body knew that it had
received any orders through the usual channels, she was upon her feet
and had begun to totter to the shore.
She did not trouble to consider whether there could possibly be a shark
in the fresh water that stretched before her; nor whether the Doctor
would have spoken so flippantly about the death of the only male heir;
nor whether, if he had been swallowed she could do anything about it.
All she knew was that she must run to where he used to be.
With her weak old eyes it was only after she had travelled half the dis-
tance that she saw him. But this in no way retarded what speed she had.
He was still about to be eaten by a shark, if he hadn't already been;
and when at last she had him in her arms, Titus was subjected to a bath
of tears.
Tottering with her burden, she cast a last apprehensive glance at the
glittering reach of water, her heart pounding.
Prunesquallor had begun to take a few loping, toe-pointed paces after
her, not having realized how shattering his little joke would be. He had
stopped, however, reflecting that since there was to be a shark, it would
be best for Mrs Slagg to frustrate its evil plans for the sake of her fu-
ture satisfaction. His only anxiety was that her heart would not be over-
taxed. What he had hoped to achieve by his fanciful outcry had material-
ized, namely the cessation of the ridiculous quarrel and the freeing of
Nannie Slagg from further mortification.
The twins were quite at a loss for some while. "I saw it," said
Cora.
Clarice, not to be outdone, had seen it as well. Neither of them was very
interested.
Fuchsia turned to the Doctor as Nannie sat down, breathless, on the rust-
coloured rug, Titus sliding from her arms.
"You shouldn't have done that, Doctor Prune," she said. "But, oh, Lord,
how funny! Did you see Miss Prunesquallor's face?" She began to giggle,
without mirth in her eyes. And then: "Oh, Doctor Prune, I shouldn't have
said that--she's your sister."
"Only just," said the Doctor; and putting his teeth near Fuchsia's ear
he whispered: "She thinks she's a lady." And then he grinned until the
very lake seemed to be in danger of engulfment. "Oh, dear! the poor thing.
Tries so hard, and the more she tries the less she is. Ha! ha! ha! Take
it from me, Fuchsia dear, the only ladies are those to whom the idea of
whether they are or not never occurs. Her blood's all right--Irma's--
same as mine, ha, ha, ha! but it doesn't go by blood. Its equipoise, my
Gipsy, equipoise that does it--with a bucketful of tolerance thrown in.
Why, bless my inappropriate soul, if I'm not treading on the skirts of
the serious. Tut, tut, if I'm not."
By now they were all sitting upon the rug and between them creating a
monumental group of unusual grandeur. The little gusts of air were still
leaping through the wood and ruffling the lake. The branches of the trees
behind them chafed one another, and their leaves, like a million conspi-
ring tongues, were husky with heresy.
Fuchsia was about to ask what "equipoise' meant when her eye was caught
by a movement among the trees on the farther side of the lake, and a mo-
ment later she was surprised to see a column of figures threading their
way down to the shore, along which they began to move to the north, ap-
pearing and disappearing as the great water-growing cedars shrouded or
revealed them.
Saving for the foremost figure, they carried loops of rope and the
boughs of trees across their shoulders, and excepting the leader
they appeared to be oldish men, for they moved heavily.
They were the Raft Makers, and were on their way by the traditional foot-
path, on the traditional day, to the traditional creek--that heat-hazy
indentation of water backed by the crumbling wall and the coppice where
the minnows and the tadpoles and the myriad microscopic small-fry of the
warm, shallow water were so soon to be disturbed.
It was quite obvious who the leading figure was. There could be no mis-
taking that nimble, yet shuffling and edgeways-on--that horribly delib-
erate motivation that was neither walking nor running--both close to the
ground as though on the scent, and yet loosely and nimbly above it.
Fuchsia watched him, fascinated. It was not often that Steerpike was to
be seen without his knowing it. The Doctor, following Fuchsia's eyes,
was equally able to recognize the youth. His pink brow clouded. He had
been cogitating a great deal lately on this and that--this being in the
main the inscrutable and somehow "foreign' youth, and that centring for
the most part on the mysterious Burning. There had been so strange a
crop of enigmas of late. If they had not been of so serious a character
Doctor Prunesquallor would have found in them nothing but diversion.
The unexpected did so much to relieve the monotony of the Castle's end-
less rounds of unwavering procedure; but Death and Disappearance were
no tit-bits for a jaded palate. They were too huge to be swallowed, and
tasted like bile.
Although the Doctor, with a mind of his own, had positively heterodox
opinions regarding certain aspects of the Castle's life--opinions too
free to be expressed in an atmosphere where the woof and warp of the
dark place and its past were synonymous with the mesh of veins in the
bodies of its denizens--yet he was of the place and was a freak only
in that his mind worked in a wide way, relating and correlating his
thoughts so that his conclusions were often clear and accurate and
nothing short of heresy. But this did not mean that he considered him-
self to be superior. Oh no. He was not. The blind faith was the pure
faith, however muddy the brain. His gem-like conclusions may have
been of the first water, but his essence and his spirit were warped
in proportion to his disbelief in the value of even the most footling
observance. He was no outsider--and the tragedies that had occurred
touched him upon the raw. His airy and fatuous manner was deceptive.
As he trilled, as he prattled, as he indulged in his spontaneous "con-
ceits', as he gestured, fop-like and grotesque, his magnified eyes
skidding to and fro behind the lenses of his glasses, like soap at the
bottom of a bath, his brain was often other-where, and these days it
was well occupied. He was marshalling the facts at his disposal--his
odds and ends of information, and peering at them with the eye of his
brain, now from this direction, now from that; now from below, now
from above, as he talked, or seemed to listen, by day and by night,
or in the evening with his feet on the mantelpiece, a liqueur at his
elbow and his sister in the opposite chair.
He glanced at Fuchsia to make sure that she had recognized the distant
boy, and was surprised to see a look of puzzled absorption on her dark
face, her lips parted a little as though from a faint excitement. By
now the crocodile of figures was rounding the bend of the lake away to
their left. And then it stopped. Steerpike was moving away from the
retainers, to the shore. He had apparently given them an order, for
they all sat down among the shore-side pines and watched him as he
stripped himself of his clothes and thrust his swordstick, point down,
into the muddy bank. Even from so great a distance it could be seen
that his shoulders were very hunched and high.
"By all that's public," said Prunesquallor, "so we have a new official,
have we? The lakeside augury of things to come--fresh blood in summer-
time with forty years to go. The curtains part--precocity advances, ha,
ha, ha! And what's he doing now?"
Fuchsia had given a little gasp of surprise, for Steerpike had dived
into the lake. A moment before he dived he had waved to them, although
as far as they had been able to judge he had not so much as moved his
eyes in their direction.
"What was that?" said Irma, swivelling her neck about in a most lubri-
cated way. "I said, "what was that?", Bernard. It sounded like a splash;
do you hear me, Bernard? I say it sounded like a splash."
"That's why," said her brother.
""That's why?" What do you mean, Bernard by "that's why"? You are so
tiresome. I said, you are so tiresome. That's why what?"
"That's why it was like a splash, my butterfly."
"But why? Oh, my conscience for a normal brother! Why, Bernard, was-it-
like-a-splash?"
"Only because it happened to be one, peahen," he said. "It was an auth-
entic, undiluted splash. Ha! ha! ha! An undiluted splash."
"Oh!" cried Mrs Slagg, her fingers plucking at her nether lip, "it wasn't
the shark, was it, Doctor sir? Oh, my weak heart, sir! Was it the shark?"
"Nonsense!" said Irma. "Nonsense, you silly woman! Sharks
in Gormen-
ghast Lake! The very idea!"
Fuchsia's eyes were on Steerpike. He was a strong swimmer and was by
now halfway across the lake, the thin white arms obtusely angled at the
elbows methodically dipping and emerging.
Cora's voice said: "I can see somebody."
"Where?" said Clarice.
"In the water."
"What? In the lake?"
"Yes, that's the only water there is, stupid."
"No, it isn't."
"Well, it's the only water there is that's near us now."
"Oh yes, it's the only water of that sort."
"Can you see him?"
"I haven't looked yet."
"Well, look now."
"Shall I?"
"Yes. Now."
"Oh...I see a man. Do you see a man?"
"I told you about him. Of course I do."
"He's swimming to me."
"Why to you? It might as well be to me."
"Why?"
"Because we're just the same."
"That's our glory."
"And our pride. Don't forget that."
"No, I won't."
They stared at the approaching swimmer. His face was most of the time
either under water or lying sideways along it to draw breath, and they
had no idea that it was Steerpike.
"Clarice," said Cora.
"Yes."
"We are the only ladies present, aren't we?"
"Yes. What about it?"
"Well, we'll go down to the shore, so that when he arrives we can unbend
to him."
"Will it hurt?" said Clarice.
"Why are you so ignorant of phrases?" Cora turned her face to her sister's
profile.
"I don't know what you mean," muttered Clarice.
"I haven't time to explain about language," said Cora. "It doesn't matter."
"Doesn't it?"
"No. But this is what does."
"Oh."
"We are being swum to."
"Yes."
"So we must receive his homage on the shore."
"Yes...yes."
"So we must go and patronize him now."
"Now?"
"Yes, now. Are you ready?"
"When I get up I'll be."
"Have you finished?"
"Nearly. Have you?"
"Yes."
"Come on, then."
"Where?"
"Don't bother me with ignorance. Just walk where I do."
"Yes."
"Look!"
"Look!"
Steerpike had found himself in his depth and was standing upright. The
water lapped at the base of his ribs, the mud of the lake's floor oozing
between his toes, while he waved his arm over his head to the group,
the bright drops falling from them in sparkling strings.
Fuchsia was excited. She loved what he had done. To suddenly see them,
to throw off his clothes, to plunge into the deep water and to strike
out across the lake to them, and then finally to stand, panting, with
the water curling at his narrow wiry waist--was fine, all up on the
spur of the moment.
Irma Prunesquallor who had not seen her "admirer' for several weeks
gave a shriek as she saw his naked body rising from the lake, and cov-
ering her face with her hands she peered between her fingers.
Nannie still couldn't make out who it was, and months afterwards was
still in doubt.
Steerpike's voice sounded over the shallow water.
"Well met!" he shouted, "Only just saw you! Lady Fuchsia! good day.
It's delightful to see you again. How is your health? Miss Irma?
Excuse my skin. And, Doctor, how's yours?"
Then he gazed with his dark-red, close-together-eyes at the twins,
who were paddling out to meet him, quite unconscious of the water
up to their ankles.
"You're getting your legs wet, your ladyships. Be careful! Go back!"
cried the youth, in mock alarm, "You do me too much honour. For God's
sake, go back!"
It was necessary for him to shout in such a manner as gave no indi-
cation that he held authority over them. Indeed, he did not care
two straws whether they marched on until they were up to their necks.
It was a quaint situation. In the interests of modesty he could
move no farther shorewards.
As he intended, they were unable to recognize the authority in his
voice which they had learned to obey. The twins moved deeper in the
water, and the Doctor, Fuchsia, and Nannie Slagg were amazed to see
that they were up to their hips in the lake, the voluminousskirts
of their purple dresses floating out magnificently.
Steerpike stared past them for a moment and indicated by a helpless
shrugging of his shoulders and a display of the palms of his hands
that he was powerless to cope with the situation. They had become
very near him. Near enough for him to speak to them without being
heard by the group which had by now gathered at the fringe of the
lake.
In a low, quick voice, and one which he knew by experience would
find an immediate response, he said: "Stand where you are. Not one
more step, do you hear me? I have something to tell you. Unless you
stand still and listen to me you will forfeit the golden thrones
which are now complete and are on their way to your apartment. Go
back now. Go back to the Castle--to your room, or there will be
trouble."
While he spoke he made signs to those on the shore; he shrugged his
shoulders impotently. The while, his quick voice ran on, mesmeriz-
ing the twins, hip-deep among the sparkling ripples.
"You will not speak of the Fire--and you will keep to yourselves
and not go out and meet people as you are doing today against
my orders. You have disobeyed. I shall arrive at your rooms at ten
o'clock tonight. I am displeased, for you have broken your promise.
Yet you shall have your glory; but only if you never speak of the
Fire. Sit down at once!" This peremptory order was one which Steer-
pike could not resist. Their eyes had been fixed on him as he spoke,
and he wished to convince himself that they were powerless to dis-
obey him at such moments as this--that they were unable to think
of anything save what he was driving into their consciousness by
the peculiar low voice which he adopted and by the constant repe-
tition of a few simple maxims. A twist of his lips suggested the
vile, overweening satisfaction he experienced as he watched the
two purple creatures sink upon their rears in the lukewarm lake.
Only their long necks and saucer-like faces remained above the
surface. Surrounding each of them was the wavering fringe of a
purple skirt.
Directly he had seen, tasted and absorbed the delicious essence
of the situation, his voice rapped out: "Go back! Back to your
rooms and wait for me. Back at once--no talking on the shore."
As they sank into the lake, automatically, at his orders, he had,
for the benefit of the watchers, clasped his head in his hands as
though in desperation.
Then the aunts arose, all stuck about with purple and made their
way, hand in hand, to the amazed gathering on the sands. Steer-
pike's lesson had been well digested, and they walked solemnly
past the Doctor, Fuchsia, Irma and Nannie Slagg and into the
trees; and, turning to their left along a hazel ride, proceeded,
in a kind of sodden trance, in the direction of the Castle.
"It beats me, Doctor! Beats me completely!" shouted the youth
in the water.
"You surprise me, dear boy!" cried the Doctor. "By all that's
amphibious, you surprise me. Have a heart, dear child, have a
heart, and swim away--we're so tired of the sight of your sto-
mach."
"Forgive its magnetism!" replied Steerpike, who dived back un-
der water and was next to be seen some distance off, swimming
steadily in the direction of the Raft Makers.
Fuchsia, watching the sunlight flashing on the wet arms of the
now distant boy, found that her heart was pounding. She mis-
trusted his eyes. She was repelled by his high, round forehead
and the height of his shoulders. He did not belong to the Cas-
tle as she knew it, but her heart beat, for he was alive--oh,
so alive! and adventurous; and no one seemed to be able to
make him feel humble. As he had answered the Doctor his eyes
had been on her. She did not understand. Her melancholy was
like a darkness in her; but when she thought of him it seemed
that through the darkness a forked lightning ran.
"I'm going back now," she said to the Doctor. "Tonight we will
meet, thank you. Come on, Nannie. Good-bye, Miss Prunesquallor."
Irma made a kind of curling movement with her body and smiled
woodenly.
"Good day," she said, "It has been delightful. Most. Bernard,
your arm. I said--your arm."
"You did, and there's no doubt about it, snow-blossom. I heard
you," said her brother. "Ha! ha! ha! And here it is. An arm of
trembling beauty, it's every pore agog for the touch of your
limp fingers. You wish to take it? You shall. You shall take
it--but seriously, ha! ha! ha! Take it seriously. I pray you,
sweet frog; but do let me have it back sometime. Let us away,
Fuchsia, for now, good-bye. We part, only to meet."
Ostentatiously he raised his left elbow and Irma, lifting her
parasol over her head, her hips gyrating and her nose like a
needle pointing the way, took his arm and they moved into the
shadows of the trees.
Fuchsia lifted Titus and placed him over her shoulder, while
Nannie folded up the rust-coloured rug, and they in their turn
began the homeward journey.
Steerpike had reached the further shore and the party of men
had resumed their detour of the lake, the chestnut boughs a-
cross their shoulders. The youth moved jauntily ahead of them,
spinning the swordstick.
COUNTESS GERTRUDE
Long after the drop of lake water had fallen from the ilex leaf
and the myriad reflections that had floated on its surface had
become a part of the abactina of what had gone for ever, the
head at the thorn-prick window had remained gazing out into the
summer.
It belonged to the Countess. She was standing on a ladder, for
only in such a way could she obtain a view through that high,
ivy-cluttered opening. Behind her the shadowy room was full of
birds.
Blobs of flame on the dark crimson wallpaper smouldered, for a
few sunbeams shredded their way past her head and struck the
wall with silent violence. They were entirely motionless in the
half light and burned without a flicker, forcing the rest of
the room into still deeper shade, and into a kind of subjugated
motion, a counter-play of volumes of many shades between the
hues of deep ash-grey and black.
It was difficult to see the birds, for there were no candles
lighted. The summer burned beyond the small high window.
At last the Countess descended the ladder, step after mammoth
step, until both feet on the ground she turned about, and began
to move to the shadowy bed. When she reached its head she ignit-
ed the wick of a half-melted candle and, seating herself at the
base of the pillows, emitted a peculiarly sweet, low, whistling
note from between her great lips.
For all her bulk it was as though she had, from a great winter
tree, become a summer one. Not with leaves was she decked, but,
thick as foliage, with birds. Their hundred eyes twinkled like
glass beads in the candlelight.
"Listen," she said, "We're alone. Things are bad. Things are go-
ing wrong. There's evil afoot. I know it."
Her eyes narrowed. "But let 'em try. We can bide our time. We'll
hold our horses. Let them rear their ugly hands, and by the Doom,
we'll crack 'em chine-ways. Within four days the Earling--and
then I'll take him, babe and boy--Titus the Seventy-seventh."
She rose to her feet, "God shrive my soul, for it'll need it!"
she boomed, as the wings fluttered about her and the little claws
shifted for balance. "God shrive it when I find the evil thing!
For absolution, or no absolution--there'll be satisfaction found."
She gathered some cake crumbs from a nearby crate, and placed
them between her lips. At the trotting sound of her tongue a war-
bler pecked from her mouth, but her eyes had remained half closed,
and what could be seen of her iris was as hard and glittering as
a wet flint.
"Satisfaction," she repeated huskily, with something purr-like in
the heavy-sounding syllables. "In Titus it's all centred. Stone
and mountain--the Blood and the Observance. Let them touch him.
For every hair that's hurt I'll stop a heart. If grace I have when
turbulence is over--so be it; and if not--what then?"
THE APPARITION
Something in a white shroud was moving towards the door of the twins'
apartment. The Castle was asleep. The silence like space. The Thing
was inhumanly tall and appeared to have no arms.
In their room the aunts sat holding each other by the empty grate.
They had been waiting so long for the handle of the door to turn.
This is now what it began to do. The twins had their eyes on it.
They had been watching it for over an hour--the room ill lit--their
brass clock ticking. And then, suddenly, through the gradually yawn-
ing fissure of the door the Thing entered, its head scraping the
lintel--its head grinning and frozen, was the head of a skull.
They could not scream. The twins could not scream. Their throats were
contracted; their limbs had stiffened. The bulging of their four i-
dentical eyes was ghastly to see, and as they stood there, paralysed,
a voice from just below the grinning skull cried:
"Terror! terror! terror! pure; naked; and bloody!"
And the nine-foot length of sheet moved into the room.
Old Sourdust's skull had come in useful. Balanced on the end of the
sword-stick, and dusted with phosphorus, the sheet hanging vertically
down its either side, and kept in place by a tack through the top of
the cranium, Steerpike was able to hold it three feet above his own
head and peer through a slit he had made in the sheet at his eye level.
The white linen fell in long sculptural folds to the floor of the room.
The twins were the colour of the sheet. Their mouths were wide open
and their screams tore inwards at their bowels for lack of natural
vent. They had become congealed with an icy horror, their hair, dis-
entangling from knot and coil, had risen like pampas grass that
lifts in a dark light when gusts prowl shuddering and presage storm.
They could not even cling more closely together, for their limbs were
weighted with cold stone. It was the end. The Thing scraped the ceil-
ing with its head and moved forward noiselessly in one piece. Having
no human possibility of height, it had no height. It was not a tall
ghost--it was immeasurable; Death walking like an element.
Steerpike had realized that unless something was done it would be only
a matter of time before the twins, through the loose meshwork of their
vacant brains, divulged the secret of the Burning. However much they
were in his power he could not feel sure that the obedience which had
become automatic in his presence would necessarily hold when they were
among others. As he now saw it, it seemed that he had been at the mercy
of their tongues ever since the Fire--and he could only feel relief
that he had escaped detection--for until now he had had hopes that vac-
uous as they were, they would be able to understand the peril in which,
were any suspicion to be attached to them, they would stand. But he now
realized that through terrorism and victimization alone could loose lips
be sealed. And so he had lain awake and planned a little episode. Phos-
phorus, which along with the poisons he had concocted in Prunesquallor's
dispensary, and which as yet he had found no use for--his swordstick,
as yet unsheathed, save when alone he polished the slim blade, and a
sheet. These were his media for the concoction of a walking death.
And now he was in their room. He could watch them perfectly through the
slit in the sheet. If he did not speak now, before the hysterics began,
then they would hear nothing, let alone grasp his meaning. He lifted his
voice to a weird and horrible pitch.
"I am Death!" he cried. "I am all who have died. I am the
death of Twins.
Behold! Look at my face. It is naked. It is bone. It is Revenge. Listen. I
am the One who strangles."
He took a further pace towards them. Their mouths were still open and
their throats strained to loose the clawing cry.
"I come as Warning! Warning! Your throats are long and white and ripe
for strangling. My bony hands can squeeze all breath away... I come as
Warning! Listen!"
There was no alternative for them. They had no power.
"I am Death--and I will talk to you--the Burners. Upon that night you
lit a crimson fire. You burned your brother's heart away! Oh, horror!"
Steerpike drew breath. The eyes of the twins were well nigh upon their
cheekbones. He must speak very simply.
"But there is yet a still more bloody crime. The crime of speech. The
crime of Mentioning, Mentioning. For this, I murder in a darkened room.
I shall be watching. Each time you move your mouths I shall be watching.
Watching. Watching with my enormous eyes of bone. I shall be listening.
Listening, with my fleshless ears: and my long fingers will be itching...
itching. Not even to each other shall you speak. Not of your crime. Oh,
horror! Not of the crimson Fire.
"My cold grave calls me back, but shall I answer it? No! For I shall be
beside you for ever. Listening, listening; with my fingers itching. You
will not see me... but I shall be here... there... and wherever you go...
for evermore. Speak not of Fire... or Steerpike ...Fire--or Steerpike,
your protector, for the sake of your long throats... Your long white
throats."
Steerpike turned majestically. The skull had tilted a little on the
point of the swordstick, but it did not matter. The twins were ice
bound in an arctic sea.
As he moved solemnly through the doorway, something grotesque, terri-
fying, ludicrous in the slanting angle of the skull--as though it were
listening... gave emphasis to all that had gone before.
As soon as he had closed the door behind him he shed himself of the
sheet and, wrapping the skull in its folds, hid it from view among
some lumber that lay along the wall of the passage.
There was still no sound from the room. He knew that it would be fruit-
less to appear the same evening. Whatever he said would be lost. He
waited a few moments, however, expecting the hysteria to find a voice,
but at length began his return journey. As he turned the corner of a
distant passageway, he suddenly stopped dead. It had begun. Dulled as
it was by the distance and the closed doors, it was yet horrifying
enough--the remote, flat, endless screaming of naked panic.
When, on the evening of the next day, he visited them he found them
in bed. The old woman who smelt so badly had brought them their meals.
They lay close together and were obviously very ill. They were so
white that it was difficult to tell where their faces ended and the
long pillow began.
The room was brightly lit. Steerpike was glad to notice this. He rem-
embered that, as "Death', he had mentioned his preference for "strang-
ling in a darkened room'. The strong lights indicated that the twins
were able to remember at least a part of what he had said that night.
But even now he was taking no chances.
"Your Ladyships," he said, "you look seedy. Very seedy. But believe
me, you don't look as bad as I feel. I have come for your advice and
perhaps for your help, I must tell you. Be prepared." He coughed. "I
have had a visitor. A visitor from Beyond. Do not be startled, ladies.
But his name was Death. He came to me and he said: “Their Ladyships
have done foul murder. I shall go to them now and squeeze the breath
from their old bodies.” But I said: “No! hold back, I pray you. For
they have promised never to divulge a word.” And Death said: “How
can I be sure? How can I have proof?” I answered: “I am your witness.
If their Ladyships so much as mention the word FIRE or STEERPIKE, you
shall take them with you under wormy ground.”
'
Cora and Clarice were trying to speak, but they were very weak. At
last Cora said:
"He... came... here... too. He's still here. Oh, save us!"
"He came here!" said Steerpike, jumping to his feet. "Death came here,
too?"
"Yes."
"How strange that you are still alive! Did he give you orders?"
"Yes," said Clarice.
"And you remember them all?"
"Yes... yes!" said Cora, fingering her throat. "We can remember ever-
ything. Oh, save us."
"It is for you to save yourselves with silence. You wish to live?"
They nodded pathetically.
"Then never a word."
"Never a word," echoed Clarice in the hush of the bright room.
Steerpike bowed and retired, and returned by an alternative staircase
flanked by a long, steep curve of banister, down which he slid at high
speed, landing nimbly at the foot of the stairs with a kind of pounce.
He had commandeered a fresh suite of rooms whose windows gave upon the
cedar lawns. It was more in keeping with the position which his present
duties commanded.
Glancing along the corridor before he entered his apartments, he could
see in the distance--too far for the sound of their footsteps -- the
figures of Fuchsia and the Doctor.
He entered his room. The window was a smoke-blue rectangle, interceded
by black branches. He lit a lamp. The walls flared, and the window be-
came black. The branches had disappeared. He drew the blinds. He kicked
off his shoes and, springing on the bed, twisted himself onto his back
and, for a moment, discarded his dignity and became, at least physical-
ly, a little more in keeping with his seventeen years; for he wriggled,
arched his spine and stretched out his arms and legs with a terrible
glee. Then he began to laugh and laugh, the tears pouring from his
dark-red eyes until, utterly exhausted and helpless, he fell back upon
the pillows and slept, his thin lips twisted.
An hour earlier, Fuchsia had met the Doctor at their rendezvous, the
Cool Room. He had not been flippant. He had helped her with words well
chosen and thoughts simple and direct that touched deftly on the areas
of her sorrow. Together they had covered in their conversation, the
whole range of lamentable and melancholy experiences which it had been
their lot to encounter. They had spoken of all connected with them, of
Fuchsia's brooding mother; of the uncanny disappearance of her father,
and whether he was dead or alive; of the Doctor's sister and of the
Twins: of the enigma of Swelter and Flay and of little Nannie Slagg;
of Barquentine and of Steerpike. "Be careful of him, Fuchsia," said
the Doctor. "Will you remember that?"
"I will," said Fuchsia, "Yes, I will, Doctor Prune."
Dusk was beyond the bay window... a great, crumbling dusk that waver-
ed and descended like a fog of ashes.
Fuchsia unfastened the two top buttons of her blouse and folded the
corners back. She had turned away from the Doctor as she did so.
Then she held her hands cupped over her breast bone. It seemed as
though she were hiding something.
"Yes, I will be careful, Doctor Prune," she repeated, "and I'll re-
member all you have said--and tonight I had to wear it--I had to."
"You had to wear what, my little mushroom?" said Prunesquallor, light-
ening his voice for the first time, for the serious session was over
and they could relax. "Bless my dull wits if I haven't lost the thread--
if there was one! Say it again, my Swarthy-sweet."
"Look!--look! for you and for me, because I wanted to."
She dropped her hands to her side, where they hung heavily. Her eyes
shone. She was a mixture of the clumsy and the magnificent--her head
bridled up--her throat gleaming, her feet apart and the toes turned
in a little. "LOOK!" The Doctor at her command looked very hard in-
deed. The ruby he had given her that night, when for the first time
he had met Steerpike, burned against her breast.
And then, suddenly, unexpectedly, she had fled, her feet pounding on
the stone floors, while the door of the Cool Room swung to and fro...
to and fro.
THE EARLING
The day of the "Earling' was a day of rain. Monotonous, sullen, grey
rain with no life in it. It had not even the power to stop. There were
always a hundred heads at the windows of the North wing that stared
into the sky, into the rain. A hundred figures leant across the sills
of the Southern wall, and stared. They would disappear back into the
darkness, one by one, but others would have appeared at other windows.
There would always be about a hundred starers. Rain. The slow rain.
The East and the West of the Castle watched the rain. It was to be a
day of rain... There could be no stopping it.
Even before the dawn, hours before, when the Grey Scrubbers were pol-
ishing the walls of the stone kitchen, and the Raft Makers were put-
ting the finishing touches to the raft of chestnut boughs, and the
stable boys, by the light of lanterns, were grooming the horses, it
was obvious that there was a change in the Castle. It was the Greatest
Day. And it rained. It was obvious, this change, in many ways, most
superficially of all, in the visual realm, for all wore sacking. Every
mortal one. Sacking dyed in the hot blood of eagles. On this day there
could be no one, no one save Titus, exempted from the immemorial
decree--"That the Castle shall wear sacking on the Earling day."
Steerpike had officiated at the distribution of the garments under the
direction of Barquentine. He was getting to know a great deal about
the more obscure and legendary rites. It was in his mind to find him-
self on Barquentine's decease the leading, if not the sole authority
in matters of ritual and observance. In any event, the subject fasci-
nated him. It was potential.
"Curse!" he muttered, as he woke to the sound of rain. But still, what
did it matter? It was the future that he had his eyes on. A year ahead.
Five years ahead. In the meantime, "all aboard for glory!"
Mrs Slagg was up early and had put her sacking garment on at once in
deference to the sacrosanct convention. It was a pity that she could
not wear her hat with the glass grapes, but of course, on the day of
the Earling, no one wore hats. A servant had brought in, the night be-
fore, the stone which Titus was to hold in his left hand, the ivy
branch which he was to carry in his right, and the necklace of snail-
shells for his little neck. He was still asleep, and Nannie was iron-
ing the white linen smock which would reach his ankles. It was blanch-
ed to a quality as of white light. Nannie fingered it as though it
were gossamer.
"So it's come to this." Nannie was talking to herself. "So it's come
to this. The tiniest thing in the world to be an Earl today. Today!
Oh, my weak heart, how cruel they are to make a tiny thing have such
responsiverity! Cruel. Cruel. It isn't righteousness! No, it isn't.
But he is. He is the Earl, the naughty mite. The only one--and no one
can say he isn't. Oh, my poor heart! they've never been to see him.
It's only now they want to see him because the day has come."
Her miniature screwed-up face was skirmishing with tears. Her mouth
worked itself in and out of its own dry wrinkles between every sen-
tence. "They expect him to come, the new little Earl, for their hom-
age and everything, but it's me who baths him and gets him ready,
and irons out his white smock, and gives him his breakfast. But they
won't think of all that--and then... and then..." (Nannie suddenly
sat down on the edge of a chair and began to cry) "they'll take him
away from me, Oh, justlessness--and I'll be all alone--all alone to
die... and --'
"I'll be with you," said Fuchsia from the door. "And they won't take
him away from you. Of course, they won't."
Nannie Slagg ran up to her and clung to her arm. "They will!" she
cried. "Your huge mother said she would. She said she would."
"Well, they haven't taken me away, have they?" said Fuchsia.
"But you're only a girl!" cried Nannie Slagg louder than ever.
"You don't matter. You're not going to be anything."
Fuchsia dislodged the old woman's hand and walked heavily to the win-
dow. The rain poured down. It poured down.
The voice behind her went on: "As though I haven't poured my love
out every day--every day. I've poured it all away until I'm hollowed
out. It's always me. It always has been. Toil after toil. Moil after moil;
with no one to say “God bless you”. No one to understand."
Fuchsia could stand it no longer. Much as she loved her nurse, she
could not hear that melancholy, peevish voice and watch the doleful
rain and keep herself calm. Unless she left the room she would break
something--the nearest breakable thing. She turned and ran, and in
her own room once more, fell upon her bed, the skirt of a sacking
costume rucked up about her thighs.
* * *
Of the Castle's countless breakfasts that dark morning there were few
that tasted well. The steady monotone of the pattering rain was de-
pressing enough, but for it to descend on such a day was sheer gloom.
It was as though it defied the Castle's inmost faith; taunted it
with a dull, ignorant descent of blasphemy, as though the undrainable
clouds were muttering: "What is an Earling to us? It is immaterial."
It was well that there was much to do before the hour of twelve, and
there were few who were not occupied with some task or another rele-
vant to the Day. The Great Kitchen was in an uproar of activity be-
fore eight o'clock had struck.
The new chef was in great contrast to the old; a bow-legged, mule-
faced veteran of the ovens, with a mouthful of brass teeth and
tough, dirty grey hair. His head appeared to sprout the stuff rather
than grow it. There was something ferocious about it. In the kitchen
it was said that he had his head cropped every other day--indeed,
there were some who held that they had seen it on the move at the
speed of the minute hand of a great clock.
Out of his mule face and from between the glintings of his teeth a
slow, resonant voice would make its way from time to time. But he
was not communicative, and for the most part gave his orders by
means of gesturing with his heavy hands.
The activities in the Great Kitchen, where everything relating to
the preparation of food in all its aspects seemed to be going on at
the same moment, and where the heat was beginning to make the stone
hall sweat, were not, in fact, being pursued in readiness for this
Day of Earling, but for the morrow; for, alongside the sartorial
beggary went a mendicant's diet, the figures of sacking having only
crusts to eat until the next day dawned, when, once more in their
own clothes, the symbolic humility in the presence of the new Earl
of Gormenghast over, they were able to indulge in a barbecue that
rivalled that on the day of Titus' birth.
The kitchen staff, man and boy, and the entire servantage in all
its forms and both its sexes, were to be ready at half-past eleven
to troop down to Gormenghast Lake, where the trees would be in
readiness for them.
The carpenters had been working at the lakeside and among the
branches for the last three days. In the cedars had been erected
the wooden platforms which had for twenty-two years been leaning
against a midnight wall in the depths of the ale vaults. Strangely
shaped areas of battened planking, like fragments from an immense
jig-saw pattern. They had had to be strengthened, for twenty-two
years in the unhealthy cellars had not improved them, and they
had, of course, to be repainted--white. Each weirdly outlined
platform was so shaped that it might fit perfectly in place among
the cedar branches. The varying eccentricities of the trees had
many hundreds of years ago been the subject of careful study, so
that at all the future Earlings the stages, so ingeniously de-
vised, might be slipped into place with the minimum of diffi-
culty. On the back of each wooden stage was written the name of
the tree for which it was constructed and the height of the
platform from the ground, so that there would be no confusion.
There were four of these wooden inventions, and they were now in
place. The four cedars to which they belonged were all thigh deep
in the lake, and against the great boles of these trees ladders
were erected which sloped across the shallow water from the shore
to a foot or so below the level of the platforms. Similar but
ruder structures were wedged in among the branches of ash and
beech, and where possible among the closely growing larches and
pines. On the opposite side of the lake, where the aunts had pad-
dled from the sand to the dripping Steerpike, the trees were set
too far back from the water's edge to afford the necessary vant-
age; but in the densely wooded hangar were a thousand boughs a-
mong the convolutions of which the menials could find themselves
some kind of purchase or another.
A yew tree in a clearing, rather farther back from the water
than the rest of the inhabited trees, had the wedge-faced poet
as its guest. A great piece had been torn from its side, and in
the cleft the rain bubbled and the naked flesh of the tree was
crimson. The rain fell almost vertically in the breathless air,
stippling the grey lake. It was as though its white, glass
texture of yesterday was now composed of a different substance--
of grey sandpaper--a vast granulated sheet of it. The platforms
ran with films of the rain. The leaves dripped and splashed in
the films. The sand on the opposite shore was sodden. The Cast-
le was too far to be seen through the veil of endless water.
There was no individual cloud to be seen. It was a grey sky,
unbroken, from which the melancholy strings descended.
The day drew on, minute after raining minute; hour after rain-
ing hour, until the trees of the steep hanger were filled with
figures. They were to be found on practically every branch
that was strong enough to support them. A great oak was filled
with the kitchen staff. A beech, with the gardeners, Pentecost
sitting majestically in the main dividing fork of the slippery
trunk. The stable lads were perching themselves precariously
among the branches of a dead walnut and, cat-calling and whist-
ling, were pulling each other's hair at every opportunity or
kicking out with their feet. For every tree or group of trees,
its trade or status.
Only a few officials moved about at the water's edge, awaiting
the arrival of the principal figures. Only a few officials among
the trees, but on the further shore, and along the strip of dark
sand, there was gathered a great congregation. It stood in com-
plete silence. Old men, old women, and clusters of strange strip-
lings. There was about them a complete silence. They were apart.
They were the Mud Dwellers--the denizens of the Outer Wall--the
forgotten people--the Bright Carvers.
There was a woman by the shore. She stood a little apart from a
group. Her face was young and it was old: the structure youthful,
the expression, broken by time--the bane of the Dwellers. In her
arms was an infant with flesh like alabaster.
The rain came down on all. It was warm rain. Warm melancholy
and perpetual. It laved the little alabaster body of the child
and still it laved it. There was no ending, and the great lake
swelled. In the high branches of the dead walnut tree the whist-
ling and scuffling had ceased, for horses were moving through
the conifers of the adjacent shore. They had reached the water's
edge and were being tethered to the low sweeping arms of the
cedars.
On the first horse, a great grey hunter by any normal standard,
was seated, side-saddle, the Countess. She had been hidden among
leaves, only the horse showing itself; but immediately she became
exposed to view her mount became a pony.
The symbolic sacking hung about her in vast, dripping folds. Be-
hind her, a roan bore Fuchsia, with her legs astride. She was
patting its neck as she came through the trees. It was like pat-
ting soaked velvet. Its black mane was like a repetition of Fuch-
sia's hair. Lank with the rain, it clung to the forehead and the
throat.
The aunts were in a pony trap. That they were not in purple seem-
ed extraordinary. Their dresses had always been as indigenous and
inevitable a part of them as their faces. They seemed uncomfortable
in the sacking and kept plucking at it with their limp hands. The
thin man who led the pony brought it to a halt at the lake side,
and at the same moment another trap, of similar design but painted
a dark and unpleasant orange, trundled through the pines, and there
was Mrs Slagg, sitting as upright as she could, her proud attitude
(as she supposed it) nullified by the terrified look of her face,
which protruded like some kind of wizened fruit from the coarse
folds of the garment. She could remember the Earling of Sepul-
chrave. He had been in his teens. He had swum out to the raft,
and there had been no rain. But--oh, her poor heart!--this was
so different. It would never have rained at an "Earling' when
she was a young girl. Things were so different then.
On her lap was Titus--drenched. Even so the smock she had been so
carefully ironing looked miraculously white, as though it gave
forth light instead of receiving it. He sucked his thumb as he
stared about him. He saw the figures peering down at him from the
trees. He did not smile: he simply stared, turning his face from
one to another. Then he became interested in a golden bangle which
the Countess had sent him the same morning, pulling it as far up
his arm as he could, then down to his plump, wrinkled wrist, stud-
ying it seriously all the while.
The Doctor and his sister had a sycamore to themselves. Irma took
some time being hoisted, and was not at all happy about the whole
business. She disliked having her hips wedged between rough branch-
es even in the cause of symbolism. The Doctor, seated a little
above her, looked like some form of bird, possibly a plucked crane.
Steerpike had followed Nannie Slagg in order to impress the crowd.
Although he should have been in a pine-for-four, he now selected a
small ash, where he could both be seen and could see with equal ad-
vantage to himself and the rest of Gormenghast.
The Twins were keeping their mouths tightly shut. They repeated to
themselves every thought as it occurred to them, to find whether
the word "fire' could possibly have crept into it, and when they
found it hadn't, they decided in any event to keep it to themselves,
in order to be on the safe side. Thus it was that they had not
spoken a word since Steerpike left them in their bedroom. They were
still white, but not so horribly so. The breath of a yellow re-
flection had infiltrated itself into their skin and this was nasty
enough. Nothing could have been more truly spoke than when Steer-
pike (as Death) had cried that he would be forever with them. They
held each other tightly as they waited to be helped from the trap,
for Death had not left them since that curdling night and his liv-
id skull was before their eyes.
By well-proportioned mixtures of brute-strength and obsequious del-
icacy the officials had at last established the Countess Gertrude
upon her stage in the enormous swarthy boughs of the cedar tree.
A red carpet had been spread over the woodwork of the platform.
The waders and lakeside birds of many breeds which had been dis-
turbed by the activities of the Day, after flying distractedly
hither and thither over the forest in swarms, had, as soon as the
Countess was seated in the enormous wickerwork chair, flocked to
her tree, in which they settled. Angling and disputing for pos-
itions at her feet and over various parts of her accommodating
body were a whitethroat, a fieldfare, a willow-wren, a nuthatch,
a tree-pipit, a sand martin, a red-backed shrike, a goldfinch, a
yellow bunting, two jays, a greater spotted woodpecker, three
moorhens (on her lap with a mallard, a woodcock, and a curlew),
a wagtail, four missel thrushes, six blackbirds, a nightingale
and twenty-seven sparrows.
They fluttered themselves, sending sprays of varying dimensions
according to their wing-spans through the dripping air. There was
more shelter beneath the cedars with their great outstretched
hands spread one above the other in dark-green, dripping terraces,
than was the case for those in alternative vegetation.
At this extreme the stable boys in the top branches of the walnut
might as well have been sitting in the lake, they could not have
been wetter.
It was the same for the Dwellers on the shore--that proud, impov-
erished congregation. They cast no reflection in the water at
their feet--it was too triturated by the pricking of the rain.
Getting Barquentine established on his stage was the trickiest and
most unpleasant task which fell to the lot of the officials. It
took place to the accompaniment of such hideous swearing as caused
his withered leg to blush beneath the sacking. It must have been
hardened by many years of oaths, but this morning an awakened sense
of shame at what the upper part of the body could descend to, rad-
dled it from hip to toe. Its only consolation was that the contam-
inating influence had not descended lower than the lungs, and what
diseases the withered leg experienced were entirely physical.
When he was seated on the high-backed "Earling' chair he pushed
his crutch irritably beneath it and then began to wring out his
beard. Fuchsia was by now in her cedar. She had one to herself
and it was comparatively dry, a thick foliage spreading immedi-
ately above the stage--and she was gazing across the water at the
Dwellers. What was it about them that quickened her--those people
of the Outer Wall? Why did she feel ill at ease? It was as though
they held a dark secret of which, one day, they would make use;
something which would jeopardize the security of the Castle. But
they were powerless. They depended upon the grace of Gormenghast.
What could they do? Fuchsia noticed a woman standing a little a-
part from a group. Her feet were in the lake. In her arms she held
a child. It seemed, as Fuchsia watched, that she could see for a
quick moment the dark strands of rain through the limbs of the
child. She rubbed her eyes and again she stared. It was so far.
She could not tell.
Even the officials had climbed into the ivy-throttled elm with its
broken limb that hung by a sapless tendon.
The Aunts, on the fourth of the cedar stages, shivered, their
mouths tightly closed. Death sat with them and they could not
concentrate on the procedure.
Barquentine had started, his old voice grating its way through
the warm downpour. It could be heard everywhere, for no one no-
ticed the sound of the rain any more. It had been so monotonous
for so long that it had become inaudible. Had it stopped suddenly
the silence would have been like a blow.
Steerpike was watching Fuchsia through the branches. She would
be difficult, but it was only a matter of careful planning. He
must not hurry it. Step by step. He knew her temperament. Simple--
painfully simple; inclined to be passionate over ridiculous
things; headstrong--but a girl, nevertheless, and easy to fright-
en or to flatter; absurdly loyal to the few friends she had; but
mistrust could always be sown quite easily. Oh, so painfully
simple! That was the crux of it. There was Titus, of course--but
what were problems for if not to be solved. He sucked at his
hollow tooth.
Prunesquallor had wiped his glasses for the twentieth time and
was watching Steerpike watching Fuchsia. He was not listening to
Barquentine, who was rattling off the catechismic monody as fast
as he could, for he was suffering the first twinges of rheumatism.
"...and will forever hold in sacred trust the castle of his fath-
ers and the domain adhering thereto. That he will in letter and
in spirit defend it in every way against the incursions of alien
worlds. That he will observe its sacred rites, honour its crest,
and in due time instil into the first male of his loins, reverence
for its every stone until among his fathers he has added, in the
tomb, his link to the unending chain of Groans. So be it."
Barquentine wiped the water from his face with the flat of his
hand and wrung out his beard again. Then he fumbled for his crutch
and hoisted himself on to his leg. With his free arm he pushed a-
side a branch and screamed down through the branches:
"Are you skulks ready?"
The two Raftmen were ready. They had taken Titus from Nannie Slagg
and were standing on the raft of chestnut boughs at the lake's edge.
Titus was sitting at their feet in the middle of the raft, the size
of a doll. His sepia hair was stuck to his face and neck. His vio-
let eyes were a little startled. His white smock clung to him so
that the form of his little body was divulged.
The clinging cloth was luminous.
"Push off, curse you! Push off!" yelled Barquentine. His voice
raked the water's surface east to west.
With a long, gradual shoving of their poles the two men propelled
the raft into deeper water. Moving up either side of the raft and
plunging their poles a dozen or so times brought them near the cen-
tre of the lake. In a leather bag hung at his waist the older of
the two Raftmen had the symbolic stone, ivy branch and necklace of
snail-shells. The water was now too deep for them to strike bottom
and they dived over the side and, turning, clasped the edge of the
raft. Then, striking out, frog-like with their legs, they had soon
brought the raft to the approximate position.
"More to the west!" screamed Barquentine from the shore. "More to
the west, idiots!"
The swimmers splashed themselves around to the adjacent edge of the
raft and once more began to kick out. Then they lifted their heads
from the rain-prodded water and stared in the direction of Barquen-
tine's voice.
"Hold!" yelled the unpleasant voice. "And hide your damned selves!"
The two men worked their way around until their heads were very near-
ly obscured by the thick chestnut rim of the raft on the far side
from the trees. With only their faces bobbing above the surface they
trod water. Titus was alone. He stared about him, bewildered. Where
was everybody? The rain streamed over him. His features began to
pucker and his lips to tremble, and he was about to burst into tears
when he changed his mind and decided to stand up instead. The raft
had become quite still and he kept his balance.
Barquentine grunted to himself. This was good. Ideally speaking, the
prospective Earl should be on his feet while being named. In the case
of Titus this tenet would naturally have had to be waived if the in-
fant had decided to keep seated or to crawl about. "Titus Groan,"
cried the ancient voice from the shore, "the Day has come! The Castle
awaits your sovereignty. From horizon to horizon all is yours, to
hold in trust--animal, vegetable and mineral, time without end, save
for your single death that cannot stem a tide of such illustrious
Blood."
This was the Raftmen's cue, and clambering over the side they placed
the necklace of snails around the little wet neck, and as the voice
from the shore cried, "Now!" attempted to place in Titus' hands the
stone and the ivy branch.
But he would not hold them.
"Hell's blood and gallstones!" screamed Barquentine, "what's the mat-
ter? Rot your hides! what's the matter? Give him his stone and ivy,
curse you!"
They opened his little fingers with difficulty and placed the symbols
against his palms, but he snatched his hands away from them. He would
not hold the things.
Barquentine was beside himself. It was as though the child had a mind
of its own. He smote the stage with his crutch and spat with fury.
There was not one, either, among the dripping trees or along the strip
of bubbling sand--not one whose eyes were not fixed on Titus.
The men on the raft were helpless.
"Fools! fools! fools!" came the hideous voice through the rain. "Leave
them at his feet, curse your black guts! Leave them at his feet! Oh,
body of me, take your damned heads away!"
The two men slipped back into the water, cursing the old man. They had
left the stone and the ivy branch on the raft at the child's feet.
Barquentine knew that the Earling was to be completed by noon: it was
decreed in the old tomes and was Law. There was barely a minute to go.
He swung his bearded head to left and right. "Your Ladyship, the Count-
ess Gertrude of Gormenghast! Your Ladyship Fuchsia of Gormenghast!
Their Ladyships Cora and Clarice Groan of Gormenghast! Arise!"
Barquentine crutched himself forward on the slippery stage until he
was within a few inches of the edge. There was no time to lose.
"Gormenghast will now watch! And listen! It is the Moment!"
He cleared his throat and began and could not stop, for there was no
time left. But as he cried the traditional words, his fingernails
were splintering into the oakwood of his crutch and his face had be-
come purple. The huge beads of sweat on his brow were lilac, for the
colour of his congested head burned through them.
"In the sight of all! In the sight of the Castle's Southern wing, in
the sight of Gormenghast Mountain, and in the sacred sight of your
forefathers of the Blood, I, Warden of the immemorial Rites proclaim
you, on this day of Earling, to be the Earl, the only legitimate
Earl between heaven and earth, from skyline to skyline--Titus, the
Seventy-seventh Lord of Gormenghast."
A hush most terrible and unearthly had spread and settled over the
lake, over the wood and towers and over the world. Stillness had
come like a shock, and now that the shock was dying, only the white
emptiness of silence remained. For while the concluding words were
being cried in a black anger, two things had occurred. The rain had
ceased and Titus had sunk to his knees and had begun to crawl to
the raft's edge with a stone in one hand and an ivy branch in the
other. And then, to the horror of all, had dropped the sacrosanct
symbols into the depths of the lake.
In the brittle, pricking silence that followed, a section of deli-
cate blue sky broke free from the murk of the clouds above him, and
he rose to his feet and, turning to the dark multitude of the Dwell-
ers, approached in little careful paces to the edge of the raft that
faced the side of the lake where they were gathered. His back was
turned to Barquentine, to the Countess his mother, and to all who
stared transfixed at the only moving thing in the porcelain silence.
Had a branch broken in any one of the thousand trees that surrounded
the water, or had a cone fallen from a pine, the excruciating tension
would have snapped. Not a branch broke. Not a cone fell.
In the arms of the woman by the shore the strange child she held be-
gan to struggle with a strength that she could not understand. It had
reached outward from her breast, outward, over the lake; and as it
did so the sky began to blossom in azure and Titus, at the edge of
the raft, tore at his necklace with such force that he found it loose
in his hands. Then he lifted his head and his single cry froze the
multitude that watched him on every side, for it was neither a cry
of tears nor of joy; nor was it fear, or even pain--it was a cry
that for all its shrillness was unlike the voice of a child. And as
he cried he swung the necklace across the sparkling water; and as
it sank a rainbow curved over Gormenghast and a voice answered him.
A tiny voice. In the absolute stillness it filled the universe--a
cry like the single note of a bird. It floated over the water from
the Dwellers, from where the woman stood apart from her kind; from
the throat of the little child of Keda's womb--the bastard babe,
and Titus' foster-sister, lambent with ghost-light.
MR ROTTCODD AGAIN
The while, beneath the downpour and the sunbeams, the Castle hol-
low as a tongueless bell, its corroded shell dripping or gleaming
with the ephemeral weather, arose in immemorial defiance of the
changing airs, and skies. These were but films of altering light
and hue: sunbeam shifting into moonbeam; the wafted leaf into the
wafted snow; the musk into a tooth of icicle. These but the tran-
sient changes on its skin: each hour a pulse the more--a shade the
less: a lizard basking and a robin frozen.
Stone after grey stone climbed. Windows yawned: shields, scrolls,
and legendary mottoes, melancholy in their ruin, protruded in worn
relief over arches or doorways; along the sills of casements, in
the walls of towers or carved in buttresses. Storm-nibbled heads,
their shallow faces striated with bad green and draped with creep-
ers, stared blindly through the four quarters, from between broken
eyelids.
Stone after grey stone; and a sense of the heaving skywards of
great blocks, one upon another in a climbing weight, ponderous
and yet alive with the labour of dead days. Yet, at the same time,
still; while sparrows, like insects, flickered in wastes of ivy.
Still, as though paralysed by its own weight, while about it the
momentary motions fluttered and died: a leaf falling: a bullfrog
croaking from the moat, or an owl on wings of wool floating earth-
wards in slow gyres.
Was there something about these vertical acres of stone that
mouthed of a stillness that was more complete, a silence that lay
within, and drummed. Small winds rustled on the castle's outer
shell; leaves dropped away or were brushed by a bird's wing; the
rain ceased and creepers dripped--but within the walls not even
the light changed, save when the sun broke through and a series
of dusty halls in the southern wing. Remoteness.
For all were at the "Earling'. Around the lakeside was the Castle's
breath. Only the old stone lung remained. Not a footfall. Not a
voice. Only wood, and stone, and doorway, banister, corridor and al-
cove, room after room, hall after hall, province after province.
It was as though, at any moment some inanimate Thing must surely
move; a door open upon its own, or a clock start whirling its hands:
the stillness was too vast and charged to be content to remain in this
titanic atrophy--the tension must surely find a vent--and burst sud-
denly, violently, like a reservoir of water from a smashed dam--and
the shields fall from their rusty hooks, the mirrors crack, the
boards lift and open and the very castle tremble, shake its walls
like wings; yawn, split and crumble with a roar.
But nothing happened. Each hall a mouth that gaped and could not
close. The stone jaws prised and aching. The doors like eyeteeth
missing from the bone! There was no sound and nothing human happen-
ed.
What moved in these great caves? A shifting shadow? Only where sun-
light through the south wing wandered. What else? No other movement?
Only the deathly padding of the cats. Only the soundlessness of the
dazed cats--the line of them--the undulating line as blanched as lin-
en, and lorn as the long gesture of a hand.
Where, in the wastes of the forsaken castle, spellbound with stone
lacunas--where could they find their way? From hush to hush. All
was unrooted. Life, bone and breath; echo and movement gone...
They flowed. Noiselessly and deliberately they flowed. Through
doors ajar they flowed on little feet. The stream of them. The
cats.
Under the welkin of the flaking cherubs doming through shade, they
ran. The pillars narrowing in chill perspective formed them their
mammoth highway. The refectory opened up its tracts of silence. Over
the stones they ran. Along a corridor of fissured plaster. Room af-
ter hollow room--hall after hall, gallery after gallery, depth after
depth, until the acres of grey kitchen opened. The chopping blocks,
the ovens and grills, stood motionless as altars to the dead. Far
below the warped beams they flowed in a white band. There was no
hesitation in their drift. The tail of the white line had disap-
peared, and the kitchen was as barren as a cave in a lunar hill-
side. They were swarming up cold stairs to other lands.
Where has she gone? Through the drear sub-light of a thousand yawns,
they ran, their eyes like moons. Up winding stairs to other worlds
again, threading the noonday dusk. And they could find no pulse and
she was gone.
Yet there was no cessation. League after league, the swift, unhur-
ried padding. The pewter room slid by, the bronze room and the iron.
The armoury slid by on either side--the passageways slid by--on eith-
er side--and they could find no breath in Gormenghast.
.The doorway of the Hall of the Bright Carvings was ajar. As they slid
through the opening it was as though a long, snow-soft serpent had ap-
peared, its rippling body sown with yellow eyes. Without a pause it
streamed among the carvings lifting hundreds of little dust clouds from
the floor. It reached the hammock at the shuttered end, where, like a
continuation of silence and stillness in a physical form, dozed the
curator, the only living thing in the castle apart from the feline
snake that was flooding past him and was even now on its way back to
the door. Above it, the coloured carvings smouldered. The golden
mule--the storm grey child--the wounded head with locks of chasmic
purple.
Rottcodd dozed on, entirely unaware, not only that his sanctum had
been invaded by her ladyship's cats, but unaware also that the cast-
le was empty below him and that it was the day of the Earling. No
one had told him of the Earl's disappearance for no one had climbed
to the dusty Hall since Mr Flay's last visit.
When he awoke, he felt hungry. Hauling up the shutters of the window
he noticed that the rain had stopped, and as far as he could judge
from the position of the sun it was well into the afternoon. Yet no-
thing had been sent up for him in the miniature lift from the Kitchen,
forty fathoms below. This was unheard of. It was so new an idea that
his food should not be awaiting him that for the moment he could not
be certain that he was awake. Perhaps he was dreaming that he had
left his hammock.
He shook the cord that disappeared into the black well. Faintly he
could hear the bell jangling far beneath. Remote as was the thin,
metal sound, it seemed that it was much clearer today, than he ever
remembered it to have been before. It was as though it were the only
thing in motion. As though it had no other sound to contend with, not
so much as the buzzing of a fly upon a pane--it jangled in so solitary
a way, so distinct and so infinitely far. He waited, but nothing hap-
pened. He lifted the end of the cord for the second time and let it
fall. Once more, as though from a city of forsaken tombs, a bell rang.
Again he waited. Again nothing happened.
In deep and agitated thought he returned to the window which was so
seldom open, passing beneath the glimmering chandeliers. Accustomed as
he was to silence, there was something unique today about the emptiness.
Something both close and insistent. And as he pondered he became aware
of a sense of instability--a sensation almost of fear--as though some
ethic he had never questioned, something on which whatever he believed
was founded and through which his every concept filtered was now threat-
ened. As though, somewhere, there was treason. Something unhallowed,
menacing, and ruthless in its disregard for the fundamental premises of
loyalty itself. What could be thought to count, or have even the meanest
kind of value in action or thought if the foundations on which his house
of belief was erected was found to be sinking and imperilling the sacro-
sanct structure it supported.
It could not be. For what could change. He fingered his chin and shot a
hard, beady glance out of the window. Behind him the long, adumbrate Hall
of the Bright Carvings glimmered beneath the suspended chandeliers. Here
and there, a shoulder or a cheekbone or a fin or a hoof burned green or
indigo, crimson or lemon in the gloom. His hammock swung a little.
Something had gone wrong. Even had his dinner been sent up the shaft to
him in the normal way he must still have felt that there was something
wrong. This silence was of another kind. It was portentous.
He turned his thoughts over, tortuously and his eyes, losing for a moment
their beady look, wandered over the scene below him. A little to his left
and about fifty feet beneath his window was a table-land of drab roof a-
round the margin of which were turrets grey with moss, set about three
feet apart from one another. There were many scores of them, and as his
eyes meandered over the monotonous outline he jerked his head forwards
and his focus was no longer blurred, for he had suddenly realized that
every turret was surmounted by a cat, and every cat had its head thrust
forwards, and that every cat, as white as a plume, was peering through
slit eyes at something moving--something moving far below on the narrow,
sand-coloured path which led from the castle's outhouses to the northern
woods. Mr Rottcodd, gauging by the converging stares of the turreted
cats, what area of distant earth to scan, for with such motionless and
avid concentration in every snow-lit form and yellow eye, there must
surely be a spectacle of peculiar interest below them, he was able with-
in a few moments to discover, moving toy-like, from the woods, a caval-
cade of the stone castle's core.
Toy horses led. Mr Rottcodd, who had long sight but who could hardly
tell how many fingers he held up before his own face save by the appre-
hension of the digits themselves, removed his glasses. The blurred fig-
ures, so far below his window, threading their way through sunlight, no
longer swam, but, starting into focus, startled him. What had happened?
As he asked himself the question, he knew the answer. That no one had
thought fit to tell him! No one! It was a bitter pill for him to swal-
low. He had been forgotten. Yet he had always wished to be forgotten.
He could not have it both ways.
He stared: and there was no mistaking. Each figure was tiny but crystal
clear in the rain-washed atmosphere. The cradle-saddled horse that led
the throng: the child whom he had never glimpsed before, asleep, one
arm along the cradle's rim. Asleep on the day of his "Earling'. Rott-
codd winced. It was Titus. So Sepulchrave had died and he had never
known. They had been to the lake; to the lake; and there below him on
a slow grey mare was borne along the path--the Seventy-seventh.
Leading the mare by a bridle was a youth he had not seen before. His
shoulders were high and the sun shone on a rounded forehead. Over the
back of the mare, beneath the saddle-cradle, and hanging almost to the
ground, there was hung a gold embroidered carpet riddled with moth
holes.
With Titus in the cradle was tied a cardboard crown, a short sword in a
sky-blue scabbard and a book, the parchment leaves of which he was creas-
ing with his little sprawling thighs. He was fast asleep.
Behind him, riding side-saddle, came the Countess, her hair like a pin-
head of fire. She made no movement as her mount paced on. Then Mr Rott-
codd noticed Fuchsia. Her back very straight and her hands loose upon
the rein. Then the Aunts in their trap, whom Mr Rottcodd found it dif-
ficult to recognize for all the uniqueness of their posture, shed as
they were of their purple. He noticed Barquentine, whom he took for
Sourdust, his dead father, jabbing his crutch into his horse's flank,
and then Nannie Slagg alone in her conveyance, her hands at her mouth
and a stable boy at the pony's. As vanguard to the pedestrians came
the Prunesquallors, Irma's arm through her brother's followed by Pent-
ecost and the wedge-faced poet. But who was that mule-headed and stocky
man who slouched between them, and where was Swelter the chef, and where
was Flay? Following Pentecost, but at a respectful distance, ambled
the rank and file -- the innumerable menials which the far forest mo-
mently disgorged.
To see, after so long a while, the figure heads of the castle pass be-
low him--distant as they were--was, to Rottcodd in his hall of the
Bright Carvings, a thing both of satisfaction and of pain. Satisfact-
ion because the ritual of Gormenghast was proceeding as sacredly and
deliberately as ever before, and pain because of his new sense of flux,
which, inexplicable and irrational as it appeared on the surface, was,
nevertheless, something which poisoned his mind and quickened his heart-
beat. An intuitive sense of danger which, although in its varying forms
and to varying degrees had made itself felt among those who lived below
--had not, until this morning disturbed the dusty and sequestered atmo-
sphere in which it had been Mr Rottcodd's lot to doze away his life.
Sepulchrave dead? And a new Earl--a child not two years old? Surely the
very stones of the castle would have passed the message up, or the Bright
Carvings have mouthed the secret to him. From the toyland of figures and
horses and paths and trees and rocks and from the glimpse of a green re-
flection in the lake the size of a stamp, arose, of a sudden, the cry of
an old voice, cruel, even in its remoteness, and then the silence of the
figures moving on, broken by an occasional minutiae of sound as of a tin-
tack falling on a brick, as a hoof struck a stone; a bridle creaked with
the voice of a gnat, and Rottcodd stared from his eyrie as the figures
moved on and on towards the base of the Castle, each with a short black
shadow sewn to its heels. The terrain about them was as though freshly
painted, or rather, as though like an old landscape that had grown dead
and dull it had been varnished and now shone out anew, each fragment of
the enormous canvas, pristine, the whole, a glory.
The leading mare with Titus on her back, still fast asleep in the wick-
erwork saddle, was by now approaching that vaster shadow, cast by the
Castle itself, which fanned itself out prodigiously, like a lake of mo-
rose water from the base of the stone walls.
The line of figures was stretched out in an attenuate sweep, for even
now with the head of the procession beneath the walls the far copses by
the lake were still being emptied. Rottcodd switched his eyes back for
a moment to the white cats--each on its grey-moss turret. He could see
now that they were not merely staring at the group, as before, but to-
wards a certain section of the line, towards the head of the line, where
rode the silent Countess. Their bodies were no longer motionless. They
were shuddering in the sun; and as Mr Rottcodd turned his pebbly eyes
away, and peered at the figurettes below (the three largest of whom
might have been fitted into the paw of the most distant of the cats,
who were themselves a good fifty feet below Rottcodd), he was forced
to return his gaze at once to the heraldic malkins, for they had sent
forth in unison from their quivering bodies a siren-like, and most un-
earthly cry.
The long, dusty hall behind Mr Rottcodd seemed to stretch away into the
middle distance, for with its lethal silence reaffirmed by that cry
from the outer world, its area appeared to expand and a desert land was
at his shoulder blades; and beyond the far door, and under the boards
in the halls below, and beneath them stretching on either hand where
mute stairs climbed or wound, the brooding castle yawned.
The Countess had reined in her horse and lifted her head. For a moment
she moved her eyes across the face of the precipice that overhung her.
And then she pursed her mouth and a note like the note of a reed, shrill
and forlorn, escaped her.
The turrets of grey moss were suddenly tenantless. Like white streams of
water, like cascades, the cats sped earthwards down the mountainous and
sickening face of stone. Rottcodd, unable to realize how they had so sud-
denly melted into nothing like snow in the sun, was amazed to see, when
he transferred his eyes from the empty tableland of roof, to the land-
scape below him, a small cloud moving rapidly across a field of tares.
The cloud slowed its speed and swarmed, and as the Countess jogged her
slow mount forwards, it was as though it paddled in a white mist, fet-
lock deep, that clung about the progress of the hooves.
Titus awoke as the mare which bore him entered the Castle's shadow. He
knelt in his basket, his hair black with the morning's rain and clinging
snake-like about his neck and shoulders. His hands clasped the edge of
the saddle-cradle before him. His drenched and glittering smock had be-
come grey as he passed into the deep, water-like darkness where the mare
was wading. One by one the tiny figures lost their toy-like brilliance
and were swallowed. The hair of the Countess was quenched like an ember
in that sullen bay. The feline cloud at her feet was now a smoke-grey
mist. One by one, the bright shapes moved into the shadow and were
drowned.
Rottcodd turned from the window. The carvings were there. The dust was
there. The chandeliers threw their weak light. The carvings smouldered.
But everything had changed. Was this the hall that Rottcodd had known
for so long? It was ominous.
And then, as he stood quite still, his hands clasped about the handle
of the feather duster, the air about him quickened, and there was an-
other change, another presence in the atmosphere. Somewhere, something
had been shattered--something heavy as a great globe and brittle like
glass; and it had been shattered, for the air swam freely and the tense,
aching weight of the emptiness with its insistent drumming had lifted.
He had heard nothing but he knew that he was no longer alone. The cas-
tle had drawn breath.
He returned to his hammock--strangely glad and strangely perplexed. He
lay down, one hand behind his head, the other trailing over the side of
the hammock in the cords of which he could feel the purring of a sent-
ient Castle. He closed his eyes. How, he wondered, had Lord Sepulchrave
died? Mr Flay had said nothing about his being ill. But that was long
ago. How long ago? With a start, which caused him to open his eyes he
realized that it was over a year since the thin man had brought the
news of Titus' birth. He could remember it all so clearly. The way his
knees had clicked. His eye at the keyhole. His nervousness. For Mr Flay
had been his most recent visitor. Could it be that, for more than a
year he had seen no living soul?
Mr Rottcodd ran his eyes along the wooden back of a dappled otter. Any-
thing might have happened during that year. And again he experienced
an acute uneasiness. He shifted his body in the hammock. But what
could have happened? What could have happened? He clicked his tongue.
The Castle was breathing, and far below the Hall of the Bright Carvings
all that was Gormenghast revolved. After the emptiness it was like tum-
ult through him; though he had heard no sound. And yet, by now, there
would be doors flung open; there would be echoes in the passageways,
and quick lights flickering along the walls.
Through honeycombs of stone would now be wandering the passions in their
clay. There would be tears and there would be strange laughter. Fierce
births and deaths beneath umbrageous ceilings. And dreams, and violence,
and disenchantment.
And there shall be a flame-green daybreak soon. And love itself will cry
for insurrection! For tomorrow is also a day--and Titus has entered his
stronghold.
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